#not pages

[unofficial-underfell]

Hey guys, I've been thinking about making this post for a long time and I think its finally time I do so. After realizing that some of my last work was done over a year ago, I don't think I can really ignore it anymore. While I haven't quite thrown in the towel on this quite yet, it's pretty evident to me and I'm sure to everyone who still follows this blog that my fervor for the project has drastically decreased. And has been kind of dead for a while. The comic has not been a priority to me, or posting online much at all actually. I did some soul searching and found that I'd started relying on outside approval for my art instead of doing art for the sake of wanting to tell a story and express myself throughout my work. I have limited energy and depression and sometimes it feels like i get such little progress done even though it takes all of my energy. While I'm trying to go to the gym more and build better habits my energy levels and mood still have a lot to be desired, and I'd rather use the limited energy I have to work on something I'm more passionate about.

I've been trying to grow my skills and absorb more stories and I've moved around a lot and started to listen to what I really felt, and I found that a lot of the art I want to focus on deals with heavier and more mature topics. I do love this story, and all of the characters and I feel like I could make a really clever subversion of what is expected from an Underfell comic. But I feel like in these uncertain times with the world and with all of the stuff going on right now, I'd like to use my energy to work on stories that hit closer to the things that I feel are important. So that's why I've not been posting much.

I'm working on a book, and I've actually got quite a lot of progress done on it, but because of all the horror stories online about people stealing author's original works, I'm kind of holding off on publishing any chapters before I can copyright the first draft of the novel. So my online activity will still be pretty scarce for a bit, though I'll still post occasionally on my @cosmicpixel01 account. I'll try better to not be so radio silent though lol. Even if that means I'll post something boring about my dog or books I'm reading just so everyone knows I'm still alive.

I don't want to call it quits on the story. But I also feel like you guys have been kept waiting to see what happens for a really long time, and that makes me feel so guilty. I will try to finish up the pages I have in the works, and I'm probably going to switch to a different format that is some drawings, some writing to finish the story. I'm sorry that I wasn't able to finish it the way I intended for you guys, even with all of the support and kind words and even the fanart that I've kept in a folder on my desktop. I am letting a lot of you down, but I feel like the radio silence is probably more irresponsible than just going out and saying something. And I'm sorry I've kept you all waiting for a not-so-happy update on the blog.

I hope that some of you will continue to follow me for some of my other exploits and see whatever other things I have going on, but I understand that you all followed me for Undertale so I don't want you to feel any sort of guilt if you decide not to. I'm just happy you all supported me for so long.

I'll try to work on this blog again soon, and if anyone has any questions, my asks are open, though I'll probably keep the asks private. Until then I hope everyone stays safe out there. And from the bottom of my heart, thank you.

-Avery

#not pages #unofficial-underfell #this was so hard to write i dont want to be a quitter but I'm tired #avery speaks

[teamwolfgang]

I can't lie, looking at my analytics for the last month looks really funny right now LOL

flatlined. deceased. dead af. and then... ✨revival.

#not pages

[sonicsfridge]

SF BIRTHDAY! this comic was started 1 year ago today on my main blog yippie!!!!

#i proomise ill get bacj to it soon. soon enough #not pages #official sf day official sf day

[dmverse]

Ivy in the rain.

#ivor #dreammakers #illustration #bonus content #not pages

[the-deathspeaker]

Navigation

(Tumblr doesn't like me putting so many links on one post. Check the reblogs for the rest of the comic)

Prologue:

1-6 | 7-12

Chapter 1:

Cover-2 | 3-5 | 6-8 | 9-11 | 12-14 | 15-17 | 18-20 | 21-23 24-26 | 27-29 | 30-32 | 33-35 | 36-38 | 39-41 | 42-44 45-47 | 48-50 | 51-53 | 54-56 | 57-59 | 60-62 | 63-65

Chapter 2:

Cover-2 | 3-5 | 6-8 | 9-11 | 12-14 | 15-17 | 18-20 | 21-23 24-26 | 27-29 | 30-32 | 33-35 | 36-38 | 39-41 | 42-44 45-49

Chapter 3:

Cover-2 | 3-5 | 6-8 | 9-11 | 12-14 | 15-17 | 18-20 | 21-23 24-26 | 27-29 | 30-32 | 33-35 | 36-38 | 39-41 | 42-44 45-47 | 48-50 | 51-53 | 54-56 | 57-59

Chapter 4:

Cover-3 | 4-7 | 8-11 | 12-15 | 16-19 | 20-23 | 24-27 | 28-31 32-35 | 36-39 | 40-43 | 44-47 | 48-51 | 52-55 | 56-59 | 60-63 64-67

Chapter 5:

Cover-3 | 4-7 | 8-11 | 12-15 | 16-19 | 20-23 | 24-27 | 28-31 32-35 | 36-39 | 40-43 | 44-47 | 48-51 | 52-55 | 56-59 | 60-63 64-69

#navigation #not pages

[t00thpasteface]

got told at lunch "you feel like Tumblr Incarnate" and i had to tell them i've been here for 13 years and counting. i was here three years before dashcon happened. i saw the mishapocalypse. i survived the gigapause. i've been here longer than the shoelaces post. i've been here since it was hipsters versus fandom and i played both sides extensively by overdoing the sepia filters on everything and making my own flashing galaxy gif edits for my fandom posts. i'm every tumblr. it's all in me

#i've been on this site longer than mash was on the air and I WILL NOT LEAVE UNTIL IT IS A SMOLDERING 404 PAGE #shebbz shoutz

[atissi]

i don't really like when people say dungeon meshi is accidentally good autistic representation, because while i understand not wanting to make conclusions without explicit confirmation from the author, there's always the weird assumption that non-western authors somehow don't know about things like neurodivergency/queerness/etc. (on top of the assumptions that east asian authors are somehow more naive or oblivious to "western" social issues).

given that dungeon meshi started being published in 2014, it's not really a "work belonging to its times"—it's as contemporary as any other media we discuss on this site, which means it should be fair to assume it engages with contemporary topics (and at the very least, you shouldn't say that the representation is accidental with so much confidence)

but anyways, the chapter "perfect communication" in ryoko kui's "terrarium in a drawer" is some of the most straightforward autistic representation I've seen, and from now on I'm going to assume that laios's character writing is absolutely intentional in that regard:

#beepbeep.txt #dungeon meshi #ryoko kui #this is me trying to explain h/ollow knight lore #also yayyyy reading new things. chapter 18 'spring' is basically UFUT if you squint (sorry for the jumpscare if you know UFUT) #but the last two pages were such a surprising gut punch....it's hard not to see it as a metaphor for both the experience of raising childre #and of taking care of your parents in old age....aughh....

[corpish]

#these are from my notes app page of skills I’d like to learn someday #there are others that I’ve already learned #and some more instruments that I didn’t include here bc I already put the harp #poll #100 #1k #5k

[toss-a-coin-to-your-stan-account]

being a student during peak pandemic was so fucking surreal like. "it's not an excuse to fall behind" I cannot stress enough to you how much A Worldwide Plague Upending Life As We Know It is literally one of The Top Three Reasons to fall behind

#you go upstairs to hear the news talk about the death toll hitting 100k. you get some frozen waffles bc its all you've got stocked up #and you wont risk going to get groceries or takeout. you go back downstairs because you have a 3 page essay due. #you stare at your word doc with lofi playing and wonder why you can't just buckle down and work like normal. #or really. you pretend to wonder #because you know the reason you cant work like normal #you just refuse to allow yourself to believe its reason enough #mine #academia #covid mention

[soothedcerberus]

Does anybody remember Dragon Tales? 🥺

#pbs kids #dragon tales #nostalgia #my art #artists on tumblr #sketchbook #watercolors #doodle #was my third fav show on the network next to sagwa and clifford #insects #bugs #i went through like 7 pages trying to draw cassie lol no idea why she was so hard to get down

[monstertidbits]

ryoko kui is hands down the queen of character design

#she included so many new elven dwarven and half foot characters in the new daydream hour... i am so deeply in love with her work #aaaah her dark skinned characters... the dark skinned dwarven lady... aaaaahhhh!!! #had to include the pages from daydream hour 3 with the ogres and kobolds to make it complete #shes the best of the best of the best #dungeon meshi

[unofficial-underfell]

When will we see more comic

I might go on a bit of a small hiatus! I am going to be staying in another country with family for a few months and then moving across the country, so I'll be a bit busy until around September/October. I will probably be posting on my art blog @cosmicpixel01 some writing and sketches of OCs and such for a little while just so im not entirely dead online. But sometimes life gets a bit hectic

-Avery

#anonymous #asks #not pages

[teamwolfgang]

Another watcher follows the beacon...! (Following you here from your DA post, wishing you the best here too ! )

Great to have you here! : D I've been wanting to revive this blog for a while now so I can post ✨concept art ✨

...which, yes, I could have done on dA too but I have so many indiviual files that I'd have to merge onto the one canvas and I no no wanna :(

#not pages #asks

[sonicsfridge]

I also binged the comic, except for some reason I decided to do so in reverse, which was a very interesting experience. I had to try to piece together what was going on, and it was funny how the explanations for things got weirder and sillier the further back I went. It also meant I spent the majority of my read through wondering when Sonic's fridge itself would finally make its appearance. Overall would recommend

the fridge has no relevancy beyond chapter 1 by the way

#thats funny why did you read my comic backwards #and thank you LOL #not pages

[the-deathspeaker]

ok despite the everything trying to make this the hardest task in the entire fucking world, the deathspeaker is now readable on tumblr 👍 I'll make a pinned post tomorrow maybe and then finally this blog will be promotable

#not pages #that took. hours probably i can't think anymore #'why did you put it off so long' 1 person asked me once. well. you see. tumblr formatting is fucking hell and i'm going to scream #i'm normal tho

[nonbinary-arsonists]

I will take that rabbit and give him found family whether he LIKES IT or NOT.

Click for higher quality + alt text :)

#my art #digital art #comic #tadc #tadc fanart #tadc jax #tadc pomni #tadc kinger #tadc ragatha #tadc gangle #tadc zooble #the amazing digital circus #tadc comic #amazing digital circus #pomni #is. is caine in there. technically #ALT TEXT IS SO HARD OMGGGG #i had to write the 4th pages alt text like 4 times bc tumblr kept deleting it