#one can dream *sigh*

[luck-of-the-drawings]

POOR GABRIEL MONTEZ! YOU NEVER SAW THIS COMING DID YOU? ALL YOU WANTED WAS POWER. SECURITY. SAFETY. & THATS EXACTLY WHAT YOU GOT! JUST IN EXCHANGE FOR YOUR BODY. LETS JUST HOPE NO ONE FUCKS THIS UP. LETS JUST HOPE YOU WONT HAVE TO CLEAN UP THE MESS.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #cw gore #jrwi suckening spoilers #jrwi suckening #jrwi gabriel #jrwi gabriel montez #LOOK FAMILIAR?hahahahahDONT WORRY #IM REUPLOADING THIS HERE BC i fixed up the drawing a lil. and also i wanted to add main tags #U WONT SEE ANY DIFFERENCES BETWEEN THISSUN N THE POST ON MY SIDEBLOG.i changed the image there too.HA!!!!!!! #ANYWAY.i rambled plenty about pain and gabe on my sideblog.SO LETS TALK ABT THE ART SHALL WE.ihad i very hard time getting the colors down #would u believe i nearly left this uncolored??FUCKED UP!! it was only a sketchhow did it end up like this. it was only a sketch... #BUT IM RLY GLAD I WENT W COLORING IT.this time i actually used the airbrush n pencil tools BUT i also have a handy dandy brush i made #its just the mspaint air brush tool. fucking LOVE THAT THING. but now its in fire alpaca and it can be slightly transparent.IT LOOKS SOGOOD #perfect for splatters and grime.i love you mspaint i love youuu.im also so happy w the blood here.i think i reached a shift last year #back when i made that genloss fanart something abt the way i draw blood finally CLICKED and im like OH. the inside must always be darker. #like i KNEW that already but it was like my hand itself finally had it click.i wonder what i will learn next?I LIKE THE ORGANS HERE TOO #not as veiny or thready as i usually draw em. but i think thats fine. not as WET as id like em to be but thats also fine. #i got the point across. the point ofc being WOW THIS IS GRUESOME AND PAINFUL AND TERRIBLE #I LOVE HIS EXPRESSION.i love pain and thinking abt pain. you lose yourself to it after enough time passes of just being in an ocean o agony #at one point its just too tiresome to scream or writhe. theres a point when the body accepts it.sometimes.atleast. #OHHH GABRIEL AS A CHARACTER DELIGHTS ME SO MUCH.he is a dog to me.a thing to serve others.I WISH I KNEW MORE #WHAT ELSE DID YOU WANT BOY?? SURE POWER AND SECURITY AND SAFETY ARE NICE.BUT DID YOU HAVE DREAMS? WANTS? PASSIONS? #WHAT WAS THE STORY BEHIND THAT TIGER TATTOO ON YOUR ARM?WHAT DO THE DOGTAGS SAY BOY?I WISH I COULD HAVE TEA W U #OHHH TO SIT DOWN WITH A CHARACTER AND JUST SPEAK TO THEM. AND YET. AND YET IN THE END ITS ALL TRAGEDY AND COMEDY #TRAGEDY AND COMEDY THAT IS SO SO PAINFULLY UNBALANCED. SIGH. #WHATEVER CMERE BOY YOURE BECOMING AN OC OF MINE NOW UR GONNA BE IN SPACE AND UR NAME IS GONNA BE VINEGAR #UR STILL GONNA BE SHIP OF THESEUSED THOUGH. OOOHHH GABRIEEELLL GABRIEL MONTEEEZZZ #HOW MANY PEOPLE WERE BUILT INTO YOU.HOW MANY DID YOU LOVE AND CHERISH.HOW MANY TATTOOS DO U RECOGNIZE ON UR NEW ARMS #WHAT WAS IT LIKE? ON THE NIGHT U WERE SIRED?WERE YOU EXCITED? DID YOU SEE YOUR BOSS' FACE?WHAT WAS THIS PROMOTION LIKE?

[magnusbae]

On the rare occasions when Hob is actually mad at Dream— he refuses to sleep. Coffee, energy drinks and the God forsaken awakeness pills? All fair game. If he has to inject caffeine directly into his vein, he would. Hob doesn't often get mad, but when he does, he likes to make a point. Dream and Hob match in more than one ways, really, they do. And so it is that the Dream Lord must come out of his realm personally to sprinkle sand into his lover's eyes because he'd be damned if Hob refuses his gift for more than two nights in a row. Not speaking for 100 years? Easy. Hob refusing sleep? Unacceptable.

#Dreamling #Fixed tags: #Dream creating Hob an entire GALAXY in the Dreaming to placate him but Hob has none of this— he refuses to enjoy it. #Dream getting offended that his lover does not appreciates his good graces is like— Well I can also give you a nightmare :| #And Hob just: #'Maybe just don't say that I will eventually stop loving you 🙄🙄🙄 Hob about that- huh.' #Dream: I meant not to insult you— it is merely how humans /are/. Most entities cannot stay with me for long. (The will not is unsaid) #Hob: You're such an idiot. #Hob would cross his arms and try to stay mad with him but he simply CANNOT. #Dream is being genuine— perhaps a genuine idiot— but genuine nevertheless. #He would sigh and finally come over to Dream and he'd take his hands into his and pull him close to himself. #He has to stand up taller— because here in the Dreaming his lover is taller than in the waking. #It's nearly at his tiptoes that he lands a soft kiss at Dream's lips. #Hob: Just because you had /shitty/ exes doesn't mean /I/ have to be #For the matter— I rather not be your ex at all. #Dream attempts denying all his exes being bad but Hob just keeps on kissing him insistently #Like hell he's allowing his lover dwell in the feeling that no one stays— EVEN IF HE DID SPIKE HIS ANGER METER LIKE HELLA #Dream: You will leave me because you're human Hob's anger: 📈📈📈📈 #But he's not really mad he just wishes Dream to trust him is all. #I mean Dream is JUST the center of his entire world #but you know #anyways those tags are meant to be read separately I was just having some crack fun #the original tags gotten horribly out of order and were an absolute mess so I had to rewrite it for it to make any sense at all #so some of the chaotic insanity been lost XDDD #anyways yes XD #buns.hc

[welpuu]

did a collei edit because i miss manga collei

eeh its not the best but yk

theres a few other versions with minor differences under the cut because im indecisive

short hair

long hair

and heres the original👍

basically the arm braces are the differences

#genshin impact #collei #collei genshin #sumeru #genshin manga #i like her design now too but...sigh one can dream #wouldve liked to make the hair covering her ears shorter too but that wouldve been like another 10 years off of my life by editing so #i left it as is

[libras-interactives]

🌑UtDM 1.1.7 + Beta🌕

I have no idea how to label this, LOL. I've been fixing a lot of silly bugs thanks to some awesome people, and drafting on Ch2 is going v. well! 40% done, and it's only the first week of August... .... Kind of unnerves me 😅

Because Ch2 is shaping up to be much longer than Ch1, I'm going to code each scene as I finish rather than doing it all at once and melting my brain. It'll be a separate beta version for those who want to read the story and don't mind the wonky bugs - if you'd rather read everything at once and have a much neater experience, wait for 2.0 at the end of this month :>

Anyway, you can get the beta version where you find the other version. Version 1.1.4 is all of Chapter 1, with bugfixes and only a small Ch2 preview. It'll stay that way until Ch2's full release 👀

This Beta covers:

Multiple Scenes in Chapter 2. So far it's up to four: The phone call, a chat with Malwina, your first job with Mordecai and Viktor, and a long conversation with Lottie.

There's also a few additions to the Character Creator - I am not taking suggestions for new content here. It's very low priority compared to drafting the actual story.

Being able to skip directly to Chapter 2! You'll still get to choose your Tarot reading. Please note if you chose a Tarot that normally wouldn't be available to you - i.e., choosing Star if you don't have a kid - text won't make sense. Chapter Selection is going to look nicer in 2.0 (ideally, lol).

A proper, multiple save/load system! (It can be weird sometimes!)

(Current version: 1.1.7 as of 10/1/23.)

#not counting the character creator - ch1 is around 23k words total #ch2 is going to be double that LOL #so you can imagine why i dont want to code that all at once.... #note that wordcount includes ALL variations so if u play one deal/occupation only u arent seeing everything available!! #the pipe dream... if i have time this month... draft a new Deal or Occupation .... *dreamy sigh* #libra says #version updates #if:devil's moon #lackadaisy x reader

[gojoest]

there’s always that one blorbo you have the nastiest sex with

#ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ — meow #he loves you but rails you like he doesn’t <3 #very nasty very dirty and slutty #soggy and messy and rough <3 #for me that’s ego ☝️ #he’s the best lover one can dream of #he’s got a huge package btw #contrary to his slim figure he is THICK and BIG down there <3 #the bulge is visible always ☝️ #SIGH

[weirdlybeans]

Got bored, so I sketched this silly concept of hotchgan charms + a little doodle of cat! hotch :3

#i just wanted to see what it would look like if i were to make charms #one can dream *sigh* #also i'm sorry for the cat! hotch #my inner demons took over #aaron hotchner #derek morgan #hotchgan #criminal minds #cm #criminal minds fanart #my art #wip

[mustbethursdayy]

#I gotta say I was prepared for some pretty atrocious picks for ‘jedi’ that vol. 2 might focus on #but not this #I should have seen this coming that’s on me lmao #also why drag Thrawn into this #leave my blue man alone #he’s just there as viewer bait right? #I can’t be the only one who thinks he’s going to have like maybe 3 scenes? #sigh #maybe one day Star Wars will be about Jedi again #about real Jedi who like being Jedi #a girl can dream #tales of the empire #tales of the jedi #star wars

[sleepinglionhearts]

Anyone wanna send me money for irresponsible fountain pen purchasing

#[sigh] the ones I'm looking at are to replace a graduation present ny uncles got for me #no clue where or when i lost it it was just... gone all of a sudden. it had been in my work bag. and then it was no longer there. #i was trying to get used to it for drawing and stuff and not treating it too extra special and then. no more pen!!! #I'm currently eyeing a nagasawa pen on jetpens. unfair that nice fountain pens #with the extra fine nibs are EXPENSIVE #[siiiiiiggghhhh] #don't take me seriously i can't even offer artwork in compensation rn I'm still not good for commissions despite my post hsgshsgshs #but i can dream of nice fountain pens

[rubinee]

sorry for not being online much recently the libido part or me died due to stress some weeks ago and probably won't be back for the foreseeable time - i will be back at some point but if i don't reply to messages it's nothing to do with you ily I'm just not online much atm

#also i keep dreaming of being madly in love with my best friend sigh #had a dream 2 days ago that i was so devoted to her that even sitting by her feet holding her hand made me feel like heaven #woke up utterly devastated i thought i was over it i don't want to change a thing about our friendship #..... anyway my one bit of advice is smooch off the government if you can and don't get a job don't do it

[gracie-rosee]

One day there will be peace here again. I believe it. Love y’all 🩷

#one day this fandom will realize that maybe it’s actually not cool to call real human beings vile names #just because they have different (HARMLESS) opinions than you #and yes I think we need to call each other out you guys #it’s not cool to do this rubbing it in each others faces thing #everyone on this fandom. everyone. hold each other accountable for bullying and bad behavior #in a dream world #le sigh #a beautiful series and a beautiful fandom. maybe just not at the moment. but I have faith #in what was #so I have faith in what can be #:) #goodnight yall

[rocketbirdie]

man. now that i think about it. crisis core sure did do that to zack's potential as a character huh

#listen. i respect the creators' original vision. however #i also firmly believe that their vision was stupid af. #zack had so much potential to be an interesting character with his own motivations and goals and agency #and then angeal hewley happened with his dreams and honor bs... and it all went downhill from there. #and that's the thing!!! the potential is still there!! all zack has to do is realize that angeal was talking out of his ass #and that genesis was a lunatic and didn't need to be taken seriously #and that he can make his own goddamn decisions without having to consult spectres of a bygone era of insanity. #babygirl they are a terrible influence on you. break free. you are so close to the epiphany come onnnn. #sigh. oh well. canon and fanon zack are different out of necessity and i love and loathe them both for many reasons. #but man. canon zack needs a push. rebirth ALMOST had it too. so damn close yet so far away. #rant over it's one of those mornings folks. happy wednesday. sparkle on! #zack fair #ffvii

[myfriendtheghost]

good morning baby love !! <3

#if anyone wanted an update on my fav band playing two new songs last night #they did in fact do that #one of them is about God having plans for your life so ….. that hits a bit too hard rn LMAO #I haven’t seen a video of the other one yet #but !!!! I get to hear them both on Memorial Day so SLAYYYYY #AND THEY ADDED MY TATTOO SONG BACK TO THE SETLIST SO I CAN SCREAM THE LYRICS WITH THEM ON MY BODY!!!!! YAAAASSSSS #also I think I was lucid dreaming this morning ? Kind of? About josh <3 but then my alarm woke me up :( #sigh

[bee-snail]

I read "The Princess, the Pirate and the Prosecutor" today.

With no exaggerations, irony or jokes, it was absolutely the best read of my life. Extremely good. Will read again (many, many, many times), which is exactly why I had to immediately draw something about it. I'm probably gonna refine it...

I have no idea if Lady Caine looks like this in the story, but it is what I envisioned her to look like. I really love her, guys.

I hope you like it like I loved your story, @twotangledsisters !!

#tangled the series #tts #rapunzel's tangled adventure #tangled #tts fanfic #tts fanart #lady caine #tts lady caine #my art #[sighs dreamily] #she's the best and words can't describe how completely and utterly happy she's coming with the crew to the story's s2 #more content of her AND she gets to meet Adira and Hector ????? #truer joy never felt before #also I can feel that she'll end up being a red herring for Demanitus' prophecy in s2 #we're gonna think she's gonna betray us ... only for cass to take the moonstone as usual #alas #the world cant stop me from looking and them and saying they're gonna be girlfriends #i mean the author can #but i can DREAM #even if one may or may not be ace #bro #romance 🥺 #friendship is nice too though #i will take what i can get :] #honestly I am CERTAIN that if Caine gets upset over a possible Moon!Cass betrayal #then and only then will I feel something akin to 'bad' #because canon cass's betrayal made me shrug like 'oh so that's happening. sure.' #i have felt absolutely zero feelings for rapunzel's shock/betrayal/whatever it was she felt #i just did not care and i still fail to care in basically every fic i read #but if CAINE does ?! THEN i will feel bad. dang. poor caine guys

[thatonecontainerwithoutalid]

Silly doodles of the silly boys!! I have two art WIPs of them, which probably won't be done for a while, but stay tuned for that I guess!! (My favorite one of these is the bottom right where Shouto kisses Izuku's forehead <3)

#these two have onve again taken over my entire life #i have read 213k words of tddk fanfic in the past 4 days. i plan to read more if I find something that interests me enough. #i spent two hours today laying on bed daydreaming about the fic I'm writing for them #ofc only day dreaming and not actually writing because i am NOT allowed to be productive in this state. i can only Feel #sigh #pros of neurodivergency: i get to think about my guys!!! my blorbos!!!! a LOT!!!! #cons of neurodivergency: i think about my guys!!! my blorbos!!!! a LOT!!!! but i also have to do things. like the worky things. and chores. #dear god. #anywayyy #tododeku #midoriya izuku #todoroki shouto #update exactly one hour after I made this post: i scavenged over 300k words of tddk to read. i am both ecstatic and realize that #this is in fact a bad thing. for my productivity that is #for my dopamine???? this is the holy grail.

[astro-inthestars]

.....

Mm.

#rennikorambles #/neg ... sigh #no she didnt reject me #no i didnt mess up #no ididnt even CHICKEN OUT. #i had everything i had my courage i had my words i had my loose plan ready i was ready. #i wasnt gonna chicken out. and the worse that could happen i knew was that she wasnt ready. #i had high hopes. youve seen a glimpse of the hype havent you guys? #but of course. the one . ONE thing that could ruin everything. isnt me. isnt laurel. but the world it-fucking-self. #the auditions were canceled and we didnt know. our teacher told our class prez but he didnt tell us. or the very least laurel #didnt send it in any gcs and everything. and im not even upset about the auditions ofc im not. sure i care about it but #it could all move to a year later and i wouldn't care . or well i would of course but just.. #but the fact that i had all this hope for this one moment for this one CHANCE and it all goes down the fucking drain #her friend (and by extension mine) lets call her Brash Girl which you can expect how she is. was literally just caught up in the whole thing #and of course with her stuck with us i couldnt do anything. #dragged me to 7-11 to mope about our teacher who canceled the auditions and. #.... yeah. no shot. nothing. laurel asked her mom to pick her up. i watch her leave. i leave. the end. #after all that effort. all that dreaming. all that hoping nothing. #i know it's not the end of the world. i know i'll get another chance. but god does it fucking suck. #im exhausted and disappointed and tired and i. i dont know. #i need a breather.

[selfinflictedgunshotwound]

getting tired of myself and everything around me again 😐

#tfw your identity hinges on the people you love because you dunno how to love yourself or control your life #despite that being the only thing you truly want more than anything in the world... and love is probably a very close second but. #i'm so tired of not treating myself well or living my life. istg i need to internet detox for like a month or some shit. start reading again #finishing cleaning my house or at least get more done... i need to reconnect with life instead of continuing to live in delusions #because they're safe and make me happy but they also rot my soul away and steal my life and my energy and just. #i don't think it's bad to believe the impossible or anything but i'm tired of disappointing myself by getting my hopes up lmao #like i clearly know the reality is never gonna match the dream. this is why i escaped the first two times bc it's more pain than it's worth #i can't hinge my identity on anyone but myself or i'll crumble and die like i just can't do it anymore. it's so evil #if i never find love that actually exists for me then at least i'll cultivate a world where i can live comfortably alone. sigh. #like no one can even coddle me abt this or reassure me bc it's just such a stupid and childish thing to begin w/ LMAO like. time to grow up #put the toys down. 😮‍💨