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vinca-majors · 4 months

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adore | lady mary wimsey x charles parker

The first thing she notices is that he radiates calm, as though he is the eye of the storm and no matter how winds rage and debris flies, the chaos cannot touch him. The second thing she notices, though it will be some time before she realizes she knows it, is that his eyes are brown. If Mary cared anything for kindness she might have taken a closer look at him, but she has no time for the romance of kindness, and her starving, brittle, betrayed heart rejects it outright. Kindness never killed a dragon. She is fighting for their lives. Lady Mary Wimsey falls in love with her life, her family, and Detective-Inspector Charles Parker.

#lord peter wimsey #dorothy l. sayers #mary wimsey #charles parker #wimseys #fic: mine #edit: mine #writing: mine #fanfic #the truest angst is in imaginative character x unimaginative character #one wishing and hoping and praying #the other sternly telling himself 'not in your wildest dreams!!' exactly 1x & never reassessing the situation bc not in his wildest dreams #and that is what dorothy sayers gave to me with this ship

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wahgifs · 1 year

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LEE FELIX and DEW JIRAWAT AT THE LV CRUISE 2024 SHOW ☆

#flashing tw #createskz #bystay #asiancentral #stray kids #felix #skz #lee felix #dew jirawat #THEY DID THIS FOR ME 😭#when i found out they were gonna be at the same event #i was hoping wishing praying for just one photo together

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lissafaye · 2 months

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I found an F1 friend, and it’s an acquaintance I thought I’d lost in the my last big break up. So it’s cool that we’re in touch again. And he doesn’t act like I need to match Seb listing all winners in reverse order to prove I’m a fan. Which is nice. But he’s maybe casually flirting with me occasionally. And I just wanted to talk about cars and the cute boys who drive them.

#formula 1 #formula one #daniel ricciardo #charles leclerc #dr3 #f1 #I wish more men could read the room #I hate navigating minefields like these #hoping I don’t get a dick pic #praying he’s not that reckless #I just wanna talk to someone about this sport

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xx3m0j1nxx · 5 months

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my calendar came in!! ella seems to enjoy it

#ignore that phil’s 2022 calendar is still up LMFAO 😭😭#i hoped and prayed for a 2023 calendar and my wish never came true #so obviously i just never bought another one 💀#dan and phil #dnp #dan howell #phil lester #dapg #dan and phil games #cats #cats of tumblr

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akkivee · 4 days

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ok now I'm imagining kuukou hosting Hot Ones interviews with the rest of the hpmi cast

for reference, Hot Ones is a celebrity interview show where the guest has to answer questions while eating progressively hotter and hotter sauces on wings. It catches them off their gaurd a little bit and they respond more earnestly because their PR brain is off and all they can focus is on dying of spice and answering questions

Imagining him doing this to Jakurai in particular 🤣

KUUKOU WOULD HAVE A BLAST BEING THE HOT ONES HOST HE GETS TO EAT EXTREME FOOD AND LEARN ABOUT THE OTHERS WITHOUT SHARING SHIT ABOUT HIMSELF THATS HIS BRAND LOL

#vee got an ask #i wish i could remember which radio it was but i still just think about that one jyushi radio where he was able to share hitoya’s pastimes #but couldn’t answer what kuukou did in his pls stop with the lone wolf tendencies kuukou it kills me lmao #if it’s just bros with the bros kuukou might try to make a competition out of hot ones tho lmao #idk how tho lmao #juto gentaro sensei maybe and jyushi and hitoya idk might die after da bomb lmao #samatoki would be like idris elba starting to thug after eating that one lmao like he can handle spice i’m sure #but he wouldn’t appreciate the threat to his life LOL #hifumi i feel would have a strong enough palette to handle heat but time and time again da bomb is proven to be spicy for spicy’s sake #not for flavour or anything so i wonder if he’d have a bad time with it lol #sasara would also perish tbh lol rosho would be fine i think but rei 🤔#rei might have the same issue as hifumi lol #ramuda!!!!!! i hope he’ll live lmao!!!!!! dice would tho he wouldn’t be happy about it lmao #bb all would be in the average sufferer boat tho i’m esp praying for saburo lmao #rio 🤝 doppo: unnaturally chill with it lmao

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tarot-the-silly-one · 5 months

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@penguin--person

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!

#*thowing confetti*#hoping praying i used the schedule feature correctly and that this will post itself on the 12th...#anyway happy getting one year older and cooler day #wish you have neverending swag and the best vibes possible <3 #my art #oc

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anotherpapercut · 9 months

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just officially sent in my resignation for my fucking childhood dream workplace

#my boss always talks about her 'guilt complex' lmao. as soon as i have another job and dont need to worry about burning bridges #im sending this bitch a letter detailing exactly why she deserves to feel guilty for the rest of her fucking life #i hope she lies awake at night picturing my face. fully intend on letting her know how close i came to killing myself.#fully intend on intentionally continuously saying its bc SHE MADE ME anxious and SHE MADE ME depressed #since she doesnt believe she can make me anxious #i hope she has to attend therapy. i want to make her feel as guilty as she made me feel like fucking shit #fully just wish nothing but the worst for her for the rest of her lonely miserable life. i hope she realizes soon that everyone hates her #truly one of the people she considers to be a close family member also works in our department and hates her!#talks all the time about how awful she is and how horribly she treats all of us #i hope she feels that hatred every day of her fucking life and i hope she never sees true happiness as a result #until the day that my memories of my childhood refuge from abuse are no longer tainted by HER abuse‚ i pray she never knows peace

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wiseatom · 11 months

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fighting for my life in the trenches (google docs)

#when you have one more scene left to write and a handful of others to finish w just a paragraph .#this is what i get for writing like a chaotic idiot <3 #n e way everyone wish me luck . everyone hope n pray that the thea who wrote icuiy can come to the phone rn

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thebirdandhersong · 15 days

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Botheration :-)

#things will happen tomorrow that need to happen #and things will happen tomorrow that id prefer to not happen. lol.#a quick summary. 😂😂😭😭🤡🤡💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀❓❓❓❓#thats my emotional state in a nutshell lol ive run out of words #which is evident in the severe lack of poetry ive been writing lately. another depressing thought #hopefully clownery will NOT be occurring one hopes one wishes one prays!!!!!!!!!!#Lord have mercy :')))

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sunnybunnybabs · 10 months

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FTFO Chapter 34, spoilers

OhhhhhHhh I LOVE THE DOODLE SPHERE SM. It's doing it's damned best since it had such bad influence from the multiverse's inhabitants

Look at that, Ink was right, stop resorting to murder and hostility Cus now we got a very hostile Doodle Sphere

Doodle Sphere got the "Ive only had Ink for a day and a half but if anyone hurts him I'll kill everyone in the multiverse and then myself" ...except the DS likes both Healer and Prism lmao I love it

The amount of times I've called shit like I KNEW Fell Gaster was working with XGaster godDAMNIT

A bit of my live reaction ramblings (Most of it was cursing Fell Gaster don't worry)

I'm calling it that Ink will lose a leg I'm sorry there's just no way he isn't with how much it's talked about

Also the bit about Stretch saying XGaster going out into the Omega Timeline with a disguise I feel like...the disguise is the Undertale Gaster but don't quote me on that

I'm also very excited for Healer getting Broomie I CANNOT WAIT something did always feel off about Healer n it's Cus he's missing BROOMIE

And AND THE DOODLE SPHERE CREATED, IT WAS BEING TAUGHT MURDER AND DESTRUCTION BUT SINCE ITS BEEN FOLLOWING INK ITS SLOWLY BEEN LEARNING TO PROTECT AND C R EA TE THATS H UGE I LOVE IT

#bab ramblez #for the forgotten ones #ftfo #ftfo spoilers #for the forgotten ones spoilers #many ramblings I'm sorry #just had to get em out somewhere #i love the Doodle Sphere #i will not take Doodle Sphere slander in this house #Doodle Sphere haters DNI #once again I am wishing luck to the Gang n Red #Corrupted is planning nefarious shit I am scared #Good luck Error on the self restraint you got this I believe in you #Prism hope you're doing well watching all this shit go down #Good luck everyone y'all got this #Fuck Fell Gaster n Alphys and XGaster as per usual #Praying for their downfalls

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tricitymonsters · 4 days

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i saw the kickstarter update and you’re delaying the release bc of steam. couldn’t you still release on itch.io on the planned day? why delay them both?

MOSTLY it's because Steam is just a massive platform with an astronomically larger audience TCM could potentially reach. If I split traffic between two sites that could negatively impact TCM has across both- since an earlier release on Itch could convince people not to check it out on Steam later + because launch day on Steam has extra visibility across their whole marketplace. If TCM is going to have longterm viability, I've gotta do pretty much anything I can to capitalize on Steam's internal marketing tools.

#thank you for asking!#gamedev #yeah dude tho i totally feel you because this is not how i wanted all this to be scheduled #steam is just huge and getting established there is super super critical #sorry for the boring business hour answer #but i do hope and pray and wish that one day tcm will be commercially sustainable #the unfun part of gamedev orz orz #also again i'm super sorry about the delay its been so frustrating trying to figure out how to proceed

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opens-up-4-nobody · 27 days

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#my dads back in ohio again so im back on my own. i still feel terrible but at least i have a plan #i have 2 weeks of this semester left. so i have to not fail my genomics exam and work on a group project plus grade a bunch #shouldnt be too hard but everything makes me so tired rn and i just feel this barrier between myself and everything else #even when my dad was here. i just dont kno how to feel happy. just varied levels of stress #but after the semester is over ill have to find a job for the summer. which super stresses me out bc i havent really had a real job outside #academia and im worried about how stressful ill find it bc im sure its gonna suck but at least i wont have to work on my project #i just think if i had a normal job that doesnt dominate every aspect of my life id feel a little less terrible. or at least i wouldnt send #myself spiralling so much. if i stay here i might not survive it #but what if ill just make myself miserable wherever i am? i dunno. but im gonna try to find a non academic job this summer with the epa or #maybe the usgs. i mean ive gota a bachelor's and a masters in environmental topics. that's gotta count for something #just get a government job. pray for a not terrible set of coworkers. and build something from there #it just sucks bc i feel like everythings falling apart and like i kno if i gave it my all i could pull thru and get my phd but im just so #tired of struggling against something everyone else can do. i just cant read at a level appropriate for what im doing #ugh. i dont wanna study for genomics. i just wanna sleep. i just wish i wasn't in this position #and now i a baby about it. i mean my sisters r in similar positions bc the youngest is currently looking for a teaching job. and my middle #sister is looking to move to new york city in the next 6 months and she'd be quitting her job for that. so we're all sorta in flux #i just wanna not be flailing. not watch my hopes and dreams collapse. be excited about anything. im just sad bc i have to make hard choices #even if i know theyre the right ones to make if i want to continue to exist. sometimes u cant have the things u wany.#and that sucks and i hate it. theme of the year: sometimes life sucks and theres nothing u can do abt it #unrelated

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djservo · 1 month

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not only did you beat me but i am horrifically late.. how embarrassing for me! however(!), i have finally made it to ask you the oh so important question: how much chocolate did you eat over the easter weekend? do you get a long weekend in the us? oh and i guess how did your march reading go? any spring time specific reads or other things you’re looking forward to?

FEELS GOOD TO WIN ONE!!!! 😪👏 tbh I'm not that big on sweets + easter treats especially seem like overload to me BUT I've been rationing a bag of cadbury mini eggs for the past week and it's been a delight in my day!!! pep in my step!! my work gave us friday off + IIRC they do the same in schools too? but I also took off thursday bc I was going to a wedding with friends so extra long weekend praise be 🏝️ oh yes and the reading part!!

Song of Solomon by Toni Morrison

I think I was halfway thru this during our last round-up and I already knew it was gonna be my fav Morrison thus far but Wowwwwwowow an already gripping story and then the final third just smacks ya outta nowhere and floors you!!! which is wild because I was already completely into it when things were unraveling in the way of slice of life / reckoning with family history and curses - such a fleshed out setting and cast of characters - but then it twists into this epic adventure at the very last second and it's just crazy how something already so layered can get even dizzier, and how complete it still feels! not overdone or rushed at all, just complete magic!!

Of Death. Minimal Odes by Hilda Hilst

there's just somethin about Hilda!!! perfect balance between bare bones simplicity + profundity to me - maybe it's striking because of how simple it is, or conversely reads as straightforward (a minimal ode if U will) because it's as if she's speaking truths that could only be articulated in a surreal way. WHO KNOWS !!! similar to my experience with With My Dog Eyes I was left with this certain ennui where it seemed like something didnt click immediately but then ofc I thought about specific lines for days and weeks after + craving more of her writing. a slow burn of affection! and the translation is so beautiful!! got me thinking about how a translator isn't ever Just translating, but also has to wear the hat of the author they're translating which is so beautifully layered to me + I have so much respect for it as an art itself

Girls to the Front by Sara Marcus

I was excited for this bc riot grrrl is interwoven in so many things/people I admire but it fell pretty flat. didn't care for Marcus's uneven prose throughout which felt peppered in as an afterthought + it was clear which topics/bands/figures Marcus favored in how much more attention + depth she gave them, which maybe is inevitable when you're personally connected to a subculture but I feel like if you're describing a book as "an epic, definitive history" of a movement, you shouldn't be so blatantly biased? it's also kinda funny in an ironic way how she condenses the experience of queer women and WOC feeling left out in a matter of like. 4 pages total. then goes back to essentially a Kathleen Hanna love fest (whomst I also love!!! but that's not what this book should've been!!) then again, I don't expect a white woman to sufficiently examine and/or encapsulate the intricacies of intersectionality so whatevz . flopperoni

Assata by Assata Shakur

I've had a copy of this for yearssss but I'm kinda glad I waited til now because it made me think so much of Leila Khaled's memoir at parts in their undying loyalty to the cause and unashamed criticism of the radical groups they longed to be apart of - in this case, the BPP and its gendered hierarchy - and it's just nice to be able to have this bridge between revolutionaries + revolutions, the embodiment of fighting the same struggle / no one being free until everyone's free. powerful and unflinching yet completely grounded and lucid in reflection - no detail felt out of place and no indictment felt gratuitous. completely demoralizing at parts (as if the american justice system could seem any more like a joke) and particularly bleak to see how relevant so much of this feels decades later (but also unsurprising when you think about america's enactment + sustaining of brutality as a well-oiled machine, the very core of its existence). just all around special and profound

for april I planned to read some short story collections but already I feel myself straying + craving something juicier so I may just let this be another wildcard month as far as ~theme goes like sorry but the heart wants what it wants and in this case it's bret easton ellis seediness!! happy spring!!!

#wishing hoping praying I dont get flagged for that hilda hilst cover it's just too good PLEASE LET US HAVE ONE NIPPLE 🙏#asks #devitalise #reads

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nei-ning · 5 months

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