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mindful-hempress · 4 months

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Mooring Light

It was here upon a secret lake,

In a secret place,

On a moonless night fit for promise breakers,

Sober thieves,

For dancers deciding not to be seen.

It was here, on such a night, she’d fled.

Pursued by the wrath of a goddess she’d cheated,

Where I am, I'm an unbelonger.

Even here, huh, lake bird?

Spider web thin and strung from time to star,

an impossible thread of light.

Should I fail to return

I tether you to these constellations.

…on a night the stars are samely scattered

then your mooring light shall beam skyward.

Let a sun-shy pair of eyes be your discoverer.

Douglas A.

Sacrificing Light

It was there near mossy grooves,

By towering pines,

Upon a falling star gathering spirited wishes,

Sirens tales,

And dreamers gliding in sacred pools.

It was there, upon that star, I’d wailed.

I forfeited a kindred soul before the eyes of Oshun,

Where I go, I'm a wanderer.

Yet there, my exalted secret?

Santeria drifters amidst a moon-stamped lake,

a geometric silken connection.

If I may fade away

Remember the stars bore witness.

…on the eve of two astral_nauts death

always look out beyond sacrificed light.

We gambled on stardust bonds with a goddess.

Walata M.

Gifs from FKA Twigs Video/Sad Day

#writers on tumblr #fka twigs #sad day #only time shall tell #my gif post #A sword fight and a beautiful song

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snailpaste · 20 days

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Every day I hope and pray that Dragon's scar is actually just the boot imprint from [insert character]

#Can't decide who would be funnier #Luffy's mum? Garp? Crocodile?#Only time shall tell #snailpaste: thoughts #monkey d dragon #dragon one piece #dragon op #dragon x crocodile

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ic33claw · 8 months

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Art from a pinescone fic I’m writing. Basic plot is wirt moves to gravity falls with his family but uh oh he’s got the lantern and double uh oh he lights it and gets his soul stuck in it now he has to choose between turning the creatures of gravity falls into trees or starving to death how will our hero cope :3

Totally haven’t been trying to write it for years (cough 2018) and dragging my readers along for 3 rewrites and countless hiatuses

Literally only recent drawing (the rest are from late 21 early 22 don’t expect any earlier) drew it in church bc what else am I gonna do

#pinescone #dipper pines #otgw wirt #beast!wirt #but not the way most expect #he’s not evil #over the garden wall #otgw #gravity falls #will i ever finish this?#only time shall tell #I’m sorry to all my readers #rip their hopes and dreams

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no-where-new-hero · 9 months

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*starts ao3 account in anticipation of blue castle fanfic month*

#i used to have an ao3 and then closed it in a fit of cringe terror #but i shall return for the sake of valancy and barney #will i be brave enough to write a smut scene for them?#only time shall tell #lmm lockdown #blue castle book club #blake’s last braincell

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kvaughanarts · 10 months

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Gilded spirit

#totk #my art #botw #fanart #this armor set??#god tier #i wanna make an au where link is a feral spirit who inhabits satori mountain and acts as its protector #but im lazy and unmotivated so #only time shall tell #au #??#maybe??#the legend of zelda #tears of the kingdom #breath of the wild

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theflagscene · 4 months

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I’m sorry, but that mask, I can’t! 😂

Why does the killer breathe like Darth Vader? Does he have asthma too? And why bring up Tan smoking and having asthma randomly right before heavy breathing masked man showed up? Red herring much?

Why do I feel like White is not any safer with Fluke than the others are with the masked killer?

Also, taking bets now, Phee and Jin, they totally make out in the coffin now they they’re stuck. Which, duh, obviously they were going to get stuck, I mean, why would you hide in a coffin in the first place!? There’s only like what, 6 hours worth of air in there? With two people, that basically traps ya at 3 hours until suffocating. So maybe no making out, heavy breathing will only quicken that timeline.

Why would you leave the hard drive in there with Fluke!?!?

Wait, why is masked man attacking Tan, wasn’t he not part of the whole Non thing?

Fluke is absolutely losing it, also they had drugs there didn’t they? Even if it’s just weed and nothing heavier, use it on Por for the love of God! Damn. The dude is just laying there in shock, with internal bleeding that probably has gotten worse now thanks to Fluke moving the branch like an idiot. He’s probably got a staph infection raging at this point, which would explain the random seizure. Is there not a single bottle of peroxide in that house!? Clean the damn wound, pack it so the branch stops shifting and give him something for the pain.

Idioto.

#Lynn watches DFF #I get that they’re high school seniors but at that age you should have even the most basic of first aid skills #most of them as sus as hell and I don’t even think Non is the killer #I mean I hope he is because I wanna see baby Barcode kick ass #but he probably isn’t #only time shall tell #I can’t tell if this is a hate watch for me or if I’m enjoying it lol #I’m enjoying aspects of it #who knows lol #dff the series #pheejin

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sleepiest-token · 6 months

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i've got a free drinks work event tomorrow evening place your bets on whether or not i'll end up making out with someone there again

#its only happened twice before #but i have only been at this job for a month and a bit lol #the real question is will it be someone new or one of the previous ones #only time shall tell #hahaha

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revenantghost · 1 year

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Okay, I’ve gone far into negative spoons but I had a good time which I haven’t had consistently in days, so! Good night!!!

#Will I finish tomorrow???#Only time shall tell #Yadda yadda #Hopefully I wasn't too stupid on main while I attempted to semi-fuction

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pogueszn · 9 months

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hello everyone a certain blond haired sun kissed delinquent has crept back into my mind again on this random day in august

let’s see how long he holds me hostage this time

#૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა ♡ gracie chats #did i disappear again?#yes #yes i did #will i stay and be active this time?#only time shall tell #jj maybank

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beesmcgee · 1 year

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Okay I'm going to use this blog to process some thoughts because nobody reads it so it's a safe place.

Okay so for a while now I've been deep diving into autism (for the nth time in my life) and for the first time encountering all these first hand accounts of women with ASD. And it's like things are suddenly making sense for me. Screening questionnaires be like "is obsessed with trains and license plate numbers" and I'm like "well that ain't me". But an explanation specifically from women, and what it feel like from the inside. Some of them I'm like "wait that's just my entire life. They describe what my whole life has been like".

For 4 years now I have been without job, supported by partner, minimal social interaction, having therapy, on antidepressants, and now no pets. So. Minimal stress, like the least possible.

So I've started to think "oh I'm just your perfectly average human, no problems, perfectly functional" because I am not constantly crying and freaking out. I can make myself breakfast (most days, but sometimes I forget). I can mostly have a shower (although I spent some time averse to it because of the temperature change and volume of the water). I can do chores (dishes and laundry, other chores are forgotten about so house is mostly chaos). I can socialise in the one social thing I go to once per week (mostly saying hello and goodbye to people, or a rare awkward pub conversation where I am almost certainly not acting Normal). I can go on a weekend visit to my mother in law (but I get exhausted after a while masking and have to escape to the bathroom to be alone multiple times, eventually reaching a "migraine" point of sensitivity to noise and light). I can do the tasks I want to do (but mostly I get stuck hyperfocusing on the wrong thing or unable to get out of bed at all because I am Stuck. I am just Stuck on this thing, massive effort to redirect to another task, oh I'm Stuck again, oh no look how late it is, oh I'm Stuck once again). Yes, completely functional because my mood is the best it's ever been. For me that is an achievement. I have goals, I have intense interests that I pursue, I am not miserable. I wouldn't even say I am anxious anymore - I'm not like "I can't go to this thing because I'm afraid xyz will happen" or "I have to leave the room because I am anxious" anymore (thanks Zoloft); my nervous system just gets overloaded super easily and I'm like "I must be in quiet, alone". Obviously I am not functioning as you'd expect for a 30 year old human adult. How the hell do people have kids. Kids AND a job. WTF.

For basically my whole life I've been like "there is something very wrong with me". Religion probably contributed to that a lot. Stuff about realising I'm bi complicated that for sure. But it's like. All my troubles I internalised as a Personality Flaw. A moral failing. I'm just selfish, lazy, undisciplined, frivolous, childish etc. I've been undoing that with therapy for some time now, and it's nice to unravel that mess and be like "well, I am what I am". But I still want an answer.

I did very well in exams and uni. People often said I was "good at everything", could pick things up quickly, considered applying to Cambridge and everything. But the whole time I was a tense mess. School confused me, I was constantly worried about breaking some unsaid rule that everyone knew but me. I didn't know how to talk to the other people, didn't understand how to socialise. I could talk chaotically to my 2 friends (1 adhd, other maybe neurodivergent). But to anyone else, it was like. Does not compute. Hey how are you. That's all I got. I noted this line was said by people at like age 16. But that was all I got. I relied on my exaggerated facial expressions and small noises to cover up that I didn't know what to say, how to have an actual conversation that isn't a chaotic jumble of tangents and nerding out about art or physics. I was told I have very expressive eyebrows.

I just wanted to be at home drawing, or reading about physics. Drawing was my way of coping, my sketchbook a shield during social situations. I am the quiet drawing girl, oh don't disturb the quiet drawing girl, she's drawing. She's practicing her art, so it's not time to talk to her. I still do this now as an adult. I saw a home video of me at age 7, Christmas time, all my siblings playing board games and me off to the side, completely absorbed in playing with my ponies. They called me for me to join, I was just too absorbed to even hear them and I didn't respond, and once I registered I was like nah. In my own world, not really interested in being part of the group. I think that's just how I've always been.

Anyway, that's my rant, if you can call it that. I'm on a long waiting list to have an appointment to see if it's even worth pursuing an answer for if it is ASD. Will I be able to stop obsessing over this topic in the meantime? Maybe, we'll see I guess.

#maybe autism maybe not #only time shall tell #venting

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transmascwillbyers · 2 years

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moments I NEED in season 5 as songs:

Mike's mental breakdown: Against the Kitchen Floor by Will Wood

Max comforting El after the milkvan breakup: Told You So by Little Mix

The second great Byler Rain Fight: Memories by Conan Gray (Will's perspective)

Mike showing up afterwards and apologizing for literally everything: How You Get the Girl by Taylor Swift

Will getting a gun/being a badass/defeating Vecna: Can You Hear Me Now by The Score

Will realizing Mike loves him back and just being ridiculously happy about it: Today and Tomorrow by Grace VanderWaal

The fabled Byler Fluff Epilogue: You Are In Love by Taylor Swift