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one thing that I don't see a lot of people talking about in regards to fictive heavy systems is that if you are stuck in the same unsafe situation that caused your trauma, you are going to be predisposed to split more.
if you are a minor with access to the internet, you are more likely to use the internet as a coping mechanism to distance yourself from the situation you are stuck in. And if you are still actively being traumatized and use media as a form of escapism YOU WILL HAVE A LOT OF FICTIVES.
fakeclaimers that see fictive heavy systems and immediately assume that they are faking are just being belligerent at this point. And the argument falls apart even more when you consider the fact that a fair amount of systems are also adhd or autistic and will be even more likely to turn to hyperfictations or spins during times of stress, causing them to (potentially) split off of that thing even more then a nt system.
anyway tldr: fakeclaimers are silly and don't do adequate research and fictives I love you mwahh
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unoriginalclowns · 3 months
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"so.. who's the evil alter?"
its me. run.
:3
-host
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memossysboxes · 14 days
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Unsure IW Sysbox!
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a quick one for today ^_^ pretty busy, but trying to keep up with daily posting!
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auroragehenna · 1 month
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Host: (Me) Sits around all day overstimulated, physically and mentally uncomfortable. Trying to hype themselves up for a fun thing they want to do.
Host: Finally manages to get up and onto the way to the thing!
Brain: Giving me the feeling of a switch nearing with an unidentified alter speaking to me.
Host: Am I a joke to you?
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the-ghosts-sys · 2 years
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other systems who wanna be friends reblog or respond to this post please ❤️ (or just dm us)
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jimposts · 10 months
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To get some sort of, art into it I want to help you guys understand where we come from. This is a small scale thing and I won't reveal like very personal shit. Just enough. This is mainly for my own sake but maybe a few of you can find comfort in this.
CW/TW for the following topics
Dissociation, OSDD, verbal abuse mention, emotional abuse mention
Growing up our abuser was a piece of shit to us. She would try and get us to fear anything and everything. It wasn't just her of course. Leo formed due to the yelling we were subjected to. He's able to handle that in place of someone like Jax.
When our abuser died and we went to the funeral, it was so complicated. So many were crying, sobbing about her. And yet here we were not able to process it. We cried for the fact we will never get an "I'm sorry" or an explanation. We can only wonder. Nowadays we accepted it was shit. We care for the grave and treat it with respect, but we don't miss her.
Everyone in the system as a different opinion on her. Some hate her with all their being. Some are neutral. And some, just don't care. But we all were affected in a way? That's what our GateKeeper says.
Speaking of our Gatekeeper, she keeps things from us. Memories is the main thing. But she also keeps how the system works in general under wraps. But that's due to being able to function I think. She knows what she's doing to care for us.
When we meet other systems, we tend to be happy! It's people like us! But Gatekeeper may tell us not to interact. Or hell someone in the system will out right refuse to message anything. It's hard to convince them to give them a chance. Cause my brain feels so foggy as they control what I do. It's hard even now to tell that in actually a real person.
Y'know I'm sharing this to help others who are like me. And or singlets who are just curious! I'm more happy to be able to share this than keep it in.
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archangels009 · 3 months
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honestly the psychosociological implications of faking disorders and not knowing it is quite honestly astounding. like can you believe the studies and papers that would come out of that. the youtube video essays even
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rustybutterknife · 1 year
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Guys I need to let the autism go ham, please ask me questions about DID/OSDD so I can infodump
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Sometimes being a system is just
These three
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Stuck in a giant meat robot trying to navigate a 9 hour work day 🥲
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destroyerwolfie · 8 months
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We got overstimulated at work this morning which triggered us rapid switching but nobody knows we are a system and we don't really wanna tell them. It just sucks because switching a lot and while overstimulated and anxious like that literally starts to physically hurt. They let me go on break which helped but I ended up dissociating a lot the rest of the day and feeling super tired. Also someone thought I just had a headache cuz of the way I looked I guess ??? and offered me an ibuprofen and I'm like haha no thanks that really won't help 🥴
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i hate you chronic pain i hate you perpetual ache i hate you joints that don't work i hate you chronic fatigue i love you ibuprofen i love you warm baths and showers
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buy1get5 · 1 year
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I have little DID theory I just thought of that may or may not have substance (feel free to add on!)
What if the earlier the brain experiences severe trauma that would cause it to dissociate, the less there’s a “core” part? And vice versa.
Example for clarification:
Kristen and Joey have DID.
Kristen is called the “core” in her system and identifies well with the body. She experienced the worst trauma when she was around 4-7.
Joey is simply the name of the body, and multiple alters switch off running the system, and some alters identify with the body more or less, others not at all. There’s “hosts” but they don’t completely identify with the body, and/or the host may change depending on circumstances. The body experienced the worst trauma as a baby and/or from 1-3.
Any thoughts????
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memossysboxes · 15 days
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Transmasculine System Userboxes!
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the start of a few ID / flag posts :3c
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the-ghosts-sys · 2 years
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how does one find other systems to befriend? /gen /pos
- Gee ❤️ (she/her)
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galaxius-system · 2 years
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⋆★✧Hello everyone! We are The Galaxius System!✧★⋆
We are an OSDD1b System
Body Age is 27
Collective Pronouns are They/Them
This blog is a collective dumping ground for anyone within The Galaxius System. Some alters in the system have their own sideblogs, you can find them under the cut.
@starlightphantom
Tia, Host, She/They
Vex, Co-Host, He/They
@vexingdemon
Ajax, Edgy Teen, He/Him
@ajaxmeoffslowly
Nef, Back-up Host, She/They
@timegodess
Axel, Annoying ???, He/She/They
@chaoscastel
Leia, Teen, She/They/He
@leiatheangel
Nora, Caretaker, She/They
@noranothing
Penelope, Clown, She/They/It
@penelopescircus
Artemis, Council Member, He/They
@councilmemberartemis
If other people start using their blogs we'll update this list!
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jimposts · 1 year
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Hi. I'm Meow. I really don't know why Jax asked me to make a post on Tumblr but, oh well. I'm a Fragment, and I usually front when I'm needed. That's it. Ask me some questions.
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