#petal's ideas

[caraphernellie]

wip !! here's a moodboard <3

fake happy // e.w.

ellie williams is a freak, and that's just a fact. others deemed that she is not to be trusted from the moment she was born. in a world where everything is real and raw, it's hard to lie. but ellie doesn't quite fit into the category of 'real and raw.'

everybody's moods are displayed above their heads like little emoticons - there's no fake, there's no lies, there's simply emotion. except for ellie. nobody could figure out why ellie's feelings were not displayed. she'd been seen by every doctor, every specialist, every psychiatrist, and psychologist, and none of them knew what could cause this. and so an assumption was made that she doesn't feel anything.

nobody knows how she feels at any given moment, and in a world where people are spoiled with honesty, nobody wants to believe ellie isn't dishonest. nobody wants to be played by her.

somehow surviving life up to college without ever even having a friend, ellie's accepted that she's in for a lonely life. the only person she has is joel, and well, even he can be misunderstanding at times.

and ellie's sure her professor must hate her, because he partnered her for a project with the one girl who is always happy, without fail. the girl whose mood above her head is always, always, always a yellow smiley face. ellie would even say she's jealous, that she hates you, but she can't help but feel herself smiling whenever you're around. you're like a ray of sunshine. if sunshine knew how to lie.

ok ok ok so. i feel a little bit crazy and like nobody is going to like this fic but i kind of want to write it. this is just me posting to see if anyone actually would read it 😭 not like that would motivate/demotivate me but idk. im curious paramore inspired fics first of all, the best ones. secondly, i feel like maybe years ago i read a fic with a similar premise which inspired this but it's also mainly inspired by the music video for fake happy by paramore. and also, i always write fics about reader having the 'i can fix her' mentality for ellie so this time it's ellie saying 'i can fix her' about reader. this one would be for my fellow sad/anxious girlies who love big hurt/comfort vibes. it would be an angsty ride but not without lots of comfort :D two people who are very sad falling in love and helping each other with their issues? i think yes. this fic would be very? angst and hurt/comfort and some fluff idk if there'd be smut ... anyway this was more a way for me to brainstorm for the idea (by making the moodboard and blurb) i have yet to do literally any plotting or writing for it..

from the river to the sea, palestine will be free 🇵🇸 i stand with palestine, and for that reason, i require everyone on my blog to keep themselves educated and participating in the fight for palestine's freedom. here are some links to educate yourself- 1, 2, 3. the last of us part 2 in particular is a game with zionist background. do not support neil druckmann by buying any of the games and please continue to engage in your media with critical analysis!! stay educated. !!! i urge you to participate in the global strike for palestine from february 18th - 25th !!!

#⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ rambling #ellie williams x reader #tlou2 x reader #ellie williams x fem reader #⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ fanfic #fem reader #ellie williams x you #ellie williams x yn #wip #ellie x reader #ellie x fem reader #ellie x you #ellie x yn #petal's ideas #moodboards by petal

[helsensm]

farm boys Valentine's Days 💗

+ close up on the last one

#“but it's February. the trees are not bloo-” I DON'T CARE #WOE PETALS BE UPON YE #the universe was against me doing this piece #I wasn't planning to draw anything for valentine's #so the idea came up too late #then my new medications hit me like the bus hit Regina #I spent all day in constant state of almost passing out #and haven't done shіt 🥳 #and today I got stuck at work because the door lock decided to break #my luck went to someone else this week #to anyone who read all these tags - thanks for coming to my ted talk #kung lao #raiden #mk raiden #railao #mk1 #mortal kombat 1 #mortal kombat #helsensm art

[uncanny-tranny]

Hey, gentle recognition for the people who are taking care of themselves in "not aesthetically-pleasing" ways. To the people who have to do things they don't want to because they know they would suffer more if they didn't, to the people who have to brush their teeth with their fingers, to the people who have to use washcloths to bathe, to the people who need to punch pillows or scream into them to express their intense emotions, to anybody ashamed about the way they need to live and take care of themselves.

You are doing the very best you can with the hand you've been dealt. It's not easy, it's not pretty, but it sure as fuck takes so much to do these things. You are doing what is best for yourself, and I, for one, think you deserve to be proud of that. Self-care isn't easy. It isn't pretty, often, but it's something you shouldn't be ashamed of or hide away because it's deemed "grotesque" or "not really self-care (because self-care is pretty and non-threatening to 'normal peoples' senses)"

#mental health #mental health support #self care #like when i was still in school i would end up forcing myself to go because i knew i would feel worse if i hadn't... #...and i don't think people get how difficult that is. it isn't like you choose to be difficult when you struggle #and feeling ashamed about doing these things only makes the situation worse for them (the person struggling) #something i've just been thinking about #i hate this idea that self-care *only* looks like the 'healthy' person's treat days... #...like lighting candles around your bathtub and putting rose petals in the water... #...because that isn't the only aspect to taking care of yourself. sometimes it looks like forcing yourself to bathe and grieving... #...and using rough washcloths because you can't stand the feeling of your own skin and you can't stand how dirty you feel... #...and obviously i'm not saying that mentally ill people doing self-care is the only way it looks... #...but that it really doesn't help us when self-care is almost made into a 'non-threatening' activity that is pleasant and nice-looking #and of course the examples i used in this post were examples and aren't the end-all-be-all

[viliantropy-art]

Emerald Keeper

Amy was given a temporary task to secure a chaos emerald and took it a bit too seriously.

#this took me 11 hours just kill me #I had fun though #pretty surprised I could make decent-ish render and pulled through the whole canvas #sth #amy rose #myart #miles tails prower #petal the chao #<- made her up I have no idea if there are floral chao in existence #sth fanart #sonic fanart #amy rose fanart #chao

[leohnoz]

Various Mlp G5 Doodles

Been watching Make Your Mark, so Mlp art... au? Headcannons? Shippy? Stuff.

#my art #art #mlp g4 #my little pony #mlp g5 #cozy glow #opaline arcana #zipp storm #pipp petals #sprout cloverleaf #sparky sparkeroni #hitch trailblazer #sunny starscout #misty brightdawn #alphabittle #queen haven #Does Alphabittle x Haven have a ship name? #hitchsprout #Same with Hitch x Sprout x Pipp? Am i the only one? #mlp au #mlp headcanons #The image with Cozy Glow is basically: what if Opaline was a CozyHeart kid? #Think it'd be a fun idea

[remadra]

evening stroll

#au no. 5428 from rem #webber dst #wendy dst #silk and petals #cotl #dst #idea that webber knows what's up with the cult. they're helping wendy reach her end goal though. #webber and abby are friends too!! they would be ecstatic if she were brought to life! #yeah i don't know what's up with the lamb in this au yet. maybe they're on vacation. #my art #colored sketch #too drained for line art

[druidberries]

he loves me ʇou...

#im not that happy with this 😭 #max gave me the idea to make the falling petals but i could not execute it that well #:(( #anyway sad petal makes me sad #solgen1 extras #ts4 #ts4 renders #sims 4 #sims 4 renders #s4 renders #my renders #petal springwood

[waxflowerwoes]

what if red life bigb... but roses.

#bigbst4tz2 #trafficblr #last life #last life smp #traffic smp #limited life #limited life smp #llsmp #llsmp fanart #bigb fanart #bigb #tagged last life bc the idea for the roses came out of his very soft petal like voice #but also that thorny betrayal #tagged limited life bc that's the skin i based it on #waxwoeart

[puppyeared]

valentines day pkmn wip ^_^

#im gonna put them on their own canvases and write a little abt their design insp and ideas #i had a lot of ideas but decided to go with the ones i felt worked strongest. although id love to go back to the ones that #didnt make the cut and see if i can rework them.. its a little hard to remember things that correspond to valentines day...!!!! #i wanted to do wedding dress gardevoir.. pearl necklace onix... romantic candle chandelure... heart balloon drifloon.... #cherubird was supposed to be delibird but i found it hard to work around the santa theme without making it hard to recognize #so i decided to make it a new pokemon (fakemon?) entirely ^_^ based on seraphim doves and love letters #klefki is based on the pont de arcs bridge in france known for its lovelocks!! it collects charms like halves of best friend necklaces #lockets and lost wedding rings.. sawsbuck is based on tree carvings with lovers names and sakura branches #roserade is based on flower bouquets. i like how its design came out!! the body is supposed to look like a waistcoat #lopunny based on playboy bunnies. the fur on its wrists is supposed to resemble the cuffs. torso has the one piece suit #and their legs have the thigh high stockings. frogadier is based on romantic bubble baths with flower petals #tangela is based on curly old telephone wires that you twirl between your fingers when calling your lover kicking your feet in the air #decidueye has to be my fav though with the cupid theme. also used barn owls bc of the heart shaped face #i cant wait to finish these!!!! i can see these going on my portfolio for sure #my art #myart #pokemon #pokemon design #valentines day #wip #doodles

[fettiowi]

I started thinking abt a scenario where spinel is telling her story to someone, and this particular visual came into my mind

Decided to go and draw it even though this was when I still had really bad pain on my hands and wrists lol

#the main idea is that its like shes playing 'she loves me she loves me not' with the flower #and the last petal remaining is 'she loves me not.' #but later i realized it could also just be that the last petal is alone #spinel #steven universe #su #my art #fetti art

[caraphernellie]

who let me cook 🔥

work in progress fic... teehee...

#⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ rambling #petal's wips #petal's ideas

[mspaint-flower]

If flower was a flower in botanical meaning of this word, what kind of flower would she been?

UHHHHH UHH HHGHUHHH WUHUHHHHHHHHH i don't know,.,.,.,..,. i don't know much about flowers ngl BNKJSFHKSJFHJKKJHJDEG especially when it comes to different names and types and stuff

whatever looks closest to this beast

#asks #MAYBE SOMEONE KNOWS AND CAN ANSWER THIS QUESTION #i genuinely have no idea tho #like surely a white flower if we're gonna resemble her hair #i always thought her hair was like a flower's petals hence why her ahoge can wilt and stuff

[iknowwhereyousnoozeatnight]

if ur still doing requests pls rem if not das all g

she’s chrysanthemum-coded to me <3

close-ups ig

#ask #death note #rem #very messy i apologize #was extra messy here because i was playing with a new brush and by that i mean a default brush that i've never touched before #i actually quite like it very fun i typically like brushes that are 100% or close to 100% opaque but this was fun i like how it layered #i think i'm gonna finalize my idea and perhaps render something fully for once because i feel up to it if flowers are involved #but i promise nothing #drew these left to right btw. there were also like 2 more but they were small and i gave up on them so wjatever #i like the last one the best i think i needed a bit to figure out how i wanted the petals to lay and i like that one the best #the silhouette feels good i like the shape the back i did start trying smth asymmetrical but rem is very symmetrical and i find the symmetr #paired with the wings feels very regal and powerful and almost cape-like as a silhouette which i am a fan of #if i did finish something i might add misa in which case i need to think of what flower she most resembles roses are too easy i need smth #else but i will decide that later bc i am writing this very late at night and now i'm gonna queue it up for tomorrow bc i am going somewher #so goodbye goodnight good day idk what time it is for you. so #WAIT I SHOULD DO RYUK TOO WAIT WAIT soon. soon. he will be a bug yes yessss wait wait if he's a bug i want misa to be butterfly themed #like maybe a beetle of some kind? no no no wasp? ant? i'll think abt it #light would prob be some sort of poisonous plant? idk if u have thoughts idk tell me i'm getting into this bc i'm deprived of springtime at #and it is making me silly :3 teehee anyway i will Think about this and get back to it soon enough #gooddbye bye bye sayonara you weeaboo shits idk. bye

[wampabampa]

Get rekt @frenchfry99

#squish the goober #welcome home #procreate #doodles #welcome home oc #riley rifa #wh au #welcome home au #wh metal au #iris petal #I don’t do buildings #so it’s messy #but it’s a small sample of her bar #but very plain looking cause I had no idea what to put #but I imagine her walls are very full of posters pictures and memorabilia!

[konigbabe]

;NSFW ahead;

Me casually researching and trying to come up with different ways to describe and say “orgasm” in euphemisms, with similes or using more poetic language instead of using straight filth and just writing the word “orgasm”…

It’s basically this:

Also trying to come up with different ways to say thrust, pivot, roll their hips, rock into them and piston…

Smut writers have it HARD.

#now I have blossoming petals of a flower #and delicate flames #and a band that snaps #but I need more alternatives #i’m running out of ideas #moni talks #writing meme

[dayurno]

To me its crazy that there's not a Hanahaki Kevin fic out there. It doesn't even have to be about about a specific romantic relationship it could be gen (familial love Hanahaki hits different okay).

It's just that Kevin Day is repressing feelings the rest of the world didn't even know existed and I feel like we as a society don't appreciate that enough

i'm not usually a hanahaki fan but 1) you're right 2) i do believe there was a keremy hanahaki fic somewhere across the sea of time but i don't have anything to claim for it aside from a vague memory of reading it

BUT YEAH. honestly no one in the world would be a better (worse?) victim of hanahaki than this loser. he would never dare to express its existence unless it became an active hindrance in court. when asked who its about he would genuinely have no idea. do you know how infuriating it would be to ask someone who gave them hanahaki and hear that they DON'T KNOW? kevin. day. i'm going to drown you in the toilet.

it is a very good concept though!!!!!! he IS indeed repressing feelings the rest of the world didnt even know existed and i love love love situations where a character cant hide from their feelings because they become a external manifestation. yeah hanahaki is cliche and it might be easy angst but when done Right it can be a delicious homemade meal that reminds you of picking apples at papas orchard

#id make tea from kevins bloodied flower petals who said that #joking im joking come on im your girl you know im joking #the thing is i cant fathom the idea of kevin humilliating himself for a man under six feet tall #so it cant be for andrew or neil it cant it really cant #hanahaki kevjean au? maybe even kerejean. he would kill himself #kevins getting that surgery first thing in the morning hes not waiting for shit #“oh i dont want to get rid of my love” HOOK ME UP DOCTOR #i neeed to be RID of it im SICK #kevin #asks