#pos they'd be such a nice family

[legendsofamultishipper]

So, since TOWL started, but even moreso after this episode, we've been discussing when was the exact moment Rick & Michonne fell in love.

Here are my thoughts.

-For Michonne, I think it's obvious and Danai already said as much. It was when she watched Rick bite a man's throat out to save his son. She saw that this man (a man she cared deeply for, a man she was very attracted to) was willing to do absolutely anything for his family and she realized he was the one. This was the man she loved. This was the man she wanted. For herself and for the future family they were already building.

-For Rick, I think it was a more gradual process. The attraction was there from day 1. From the moment he saw her standing at that fence. Sure, he was still grieving and half out of his mind, but he could see the woman standing in front of him was out-of-this-world gorgeous and their chemistry was undeniable. He could feel that tension between them even if his mind wasn't there yet.

-I think he started to fall for her in "Clear." The moment she told him she knew he'd been seeing things and she could relate, he realized she saw HIM. She saw him and accepted him in a way no one else could. What was he going to do, NOT fall for this amazing woman who understood him in a way no one ever had? Please.

-I think he fell in love with her more and more each day, but when did he actually realize he was in love with her? Imo, it was when they got to Alexandria. When he had time to take a moment to really process everything they'd been through. He takes a minute to himself and it dawns on him that he's in love with Michonne. But also, he can't be.

-Because Michonne is his son's best friend. She and Carl, they've built this incredible bond and it's precious. It's too precious to put at risk. Rick starts to worry that if he and Michonne get together, it could damage the relationship between Michonne and Carl. And Rick can't do that. He can't take that away from them. He loves his son and he loves Michonne and he won't risk hurting either of them.

-So he makes a decision. He and Michonne can't be together. At least not now. Maybe, when Carl is older. Maybe once his son has formed close bonds with other people like the one he shares with Michonne...but not now. Not when Carl and Michonne need each other. So it can't happen.

-And as Rick is trying to figure out how to suppress his feelings for Michonne, Jessie is there. And she's nice and pretty and suffering in a bad marriage to a bad man and that's a problem Rick can actually do something about. He can get this woman and her kids away from her pos husband so they can be safe. Now he's got something to focus on. Now he's got a mission that will take his attention away from the breathtaking woman he's in love with but can't actually be with.

-And so he uses Jessie as a distraction. Now, let's be clear, he doesn't do this on purpose. Rick is a good man and he would never intentionally use someone in that way. He just wanted to help this woman escape her abusive husband. But she's kind to him and she reminds him of Lori so they form a connection. And it's good. Or it could be good. If he works at it. If he tries. It could maybe, someday, turn into something good for both of them.

-But then Carl is shot and everything changes. I think, even if Jessie had lived and it had been some random kid who shot Carl, their relationship would be over. Because now Rick knows what matters to him. He knows WHO matters to him and it's not Jessie. It's Michonne. It's only ever been Michonne. And while he's still worried about how Carl might react, he can't deny his feelings anymore. So he's going to tell her how he feels.

-But how does he do that? How can he make his move on the woman who means everything to him? Where does he even start showing her how much he loves her? He's still trying to figure that out when she gives him an opening. The toothpaste. She needs something and he can give it to her. Sure, it's a small gesture, but it's a way to start showing her how he feels. He can do this. He's going to do this. He's going to bring her a whole damn truck full of toothpaste until his plans get shot to hell.

-So he gives her the mints. It's not what she wanted, but maybe it's enough. And it is. Because she doesn't need the toothpaste or the mints or any other small romantic gesture. She needs him. She needs him the way he needs her. She LOVES him the way he loves her and all that worrying was for nothing. Because Carl is going to be fine. (😭) His relationship with Michonne is unshakable. And whatever weirdness he feels at seeing Rick and Michonne together is something they can deal with. As a family. Because that's what they are. That's what they've always been.

.....Anyway.......those are my thoughts :)

When do YOU think Rick & Michonne fell in love?

#richonne #meta #i guess? #rick x michonne #twd towl #towl spoilers #the ones who live #rick grimes #michonne grimes #carl grimes #grimes family #danai gurira #my thoughts #long post

[kairiscorner]

ok, i'll be out with it, ako'y isang pinoy RRRGHHHHH tagalog is so fucking hard, help so i kinda had an idea to cope with my shitty filipino exam scores:

(also i'm sorry for the crappy spanish, please correct me on it if you'd like!)

miles morales x filipino reader

YOU WOULD MAKE HIM LISTEN TO IV OF SPADES, THEIR SHIT IS FUCKING FIRE, your songs with him are "mundo" and "come inside of my heart"

miles would sing "come inside of my heart" out loud when he's listening to it on his headphones, especially when he's alone in his room, it's in his playlist now bc of you.

YOU'D MAKE HIM LISTEN TO ERASERHEADS, you probably knew them bc of your parents, your favorite song to listen to with him is "ang huling el bimbo" (umiyak ng malala)

and ben & ben........ ARAW-ARAW IS Y'ALL'S SONG, CHANGE MY MIND

if you're like me, you have no two braincells that understand how to use tagalog or use its tenses properly, but you aren't used to using fluid english that well, so you speak taglish.

being part puerto rican and learning some spanish from his mom, i think you and miles would understand each other a little when using tagalog or spanish.

you both fear the slipper.

when you first met his parents, JUSME, THEY LOVED YOU.

they didn't understand at first what the "mano po" meant, but you explained it was a sign to accept blessings from your elders, and you always called them "tita" and "tito", which rio LOVED OMG.

"Entonces, ¿cuándo vas a invitarlos a una cita? (so, when are you going to ask them out on a date?) " rio would always ask miles this when you were around, and he'd be choking on air or clearing his throat and just laugh it off.

when you offered them rice cakes once, rio asked what they were called, and she almost choked when you said "ah, puto po"

"¿ESTO SE LLAMA COMO? (THIS IS WHAT?)"

jeff wanted more puto, but rio'd pinch his ear when he'd say "puto", she knows it's the name, but she feels kinda weird about it. she accepted it, but still sometimes cringes at the name (I'M SORRY, THAT'S THE NAME)

NOW IF IT WERE YOUR PARENTS (basing off my experience as a filipino so sorry if it's not like yours :'>) THEY'D BE TEASING YOU ABOUT HIM ALL THE DAMN TIME

"ano, jowa mo na ba siya? or ano..."

"nako, ikaw ha, mag-aral ka muna bago ka makipagjowa sa morales na yan"

"aalis ka? sino kasama mo? wala ba doon si morales? ay nandoon, edi sasamahan kita nak."

your parents wouldn't really have a problem with miles, they'd think he's a nice kid, they'd just watch your every move with him as long as he's in your house.

also, i think, you would teach him swear words in tagalog :>

you'd troll him to say "putangina mo" (now don't say this non-filipino readers <333) means "have a good morning"

he tried it on your parents

yeah they didn't like him after that, until you cleared it up and got reprimanded for teaching him the wrong stuff TT

either way, miles would love to learn more about your culture as a filipino, he thinks it's super interesting. you made him want to revisit his puerto rican roots and learn some more spanish when he realized some words you taught him (including the swears) were similar to words in tagalog.

you also wanted to learn a lot more about him, his family, and his roots--so you two kind of exchanged cultures to better understand each other <:)

#atsv miles #miles morales #miles morales x y/n #miles morales x you #atsv #miles morales fluff #miles x reader #miles morales imagine #miles morales x filipino reader #miles morales x filipino

[vasito-de-leche]

hello!! your writing is so good i am perceiving it /pos. i'm not sure if you do familial/platonic requests so ignore this if you don't but may i request click with a reader who he sees as an older sibling? it can be headcanons or like general thoughts i don't rlly care. thank you!! <3

;R1999 CLICK - Familial Headcanons

Compilation of headcanons and analysis about Click and an older sibling figure.

ty for the ask, nonnie <3 and yes, I do write for familial/platonic stuff too, not just romance! check the rules if you have any questions!

As far as I know, there's no information about Click's family nor their dynamics, and he doesn't seem to fit any of the stereotypical youngest/middle/eldest child labels. So, going by personality alone, I'd say that for Click to consider someone as his very own older sibling figure, they'd have to be somewhat similar to him!

Not necessarily a carbon copy of him, mind you - they don't have to share his passion for photography nor agree with him 24/7! Just someone who he can relate to and who brings him a sense of security. Perhaps someone like Zima! Insightful, with a strong core and sense of self, aiming to broaden his horizons.

Someone who has also seen the darker aspects of life, lived through tragedies and come out stronger - Click is proud of his job, but he knows that talking about heavy subjects isn't everyone's cup of tea. So he'd like to know that his older sibling figure can understand or is trying to understand where he comes from, that he doesn't mean to bring the mood down whenever he happens to bring up the subject of war. It's part of his life and his experiences, and pretending that it didn't happen would be a disservice to all the things he's witnessed.

Alternatively, Click would gravitate towards anyone who shows extreme passion for their craft, regardless of what it might be - creative people who are dedicated and who experience the world through different artistic mediums are a big inspiration for him. Someone who drags him into all sorts of situations, allowing Click to capture many different points of view that he would've otherwise missed. Someone like Regulus or Diggers!

Click tends to wander and disappear a lot. It's always up to you to find him.

Younger siblings tend to either follow after their older siblings all the time like puppies, or disappear off the face of the Earth and mind their business (I'm the youngest of 6 siblings, I can vouch for this). Click fits the latter!

It's common for him to just wander around and disappear for days on end to focus on taking the best pictures across the Wilderness, with nothing but his camera and his thoughts. Somehow, he always seems to know whenever you call out to him - he'll manifest beside you right away, hoping he's not gotten into trouble. It's a weird feeling, knowing people expect him to keep in touch and come back safe and sound, that no matter where he goes, he'll still hear your voice calling out to him because he's going to miss dinner (not that he even needs to eat). But it's a very nice, warm feeling, so he doesn't mind.

I like to think Click - and pretty much any ghost within the universe of R1999 - can just become invisible to the human eye at will, with arcanists (especially those of Spirit and Intelligence afflatus) being able to sense their presence. During particularly bad days, where PTSD might be giving Click a hard time, he'll just fade away so that no one can see him. And then, he'll pick a spot to sit and wait for it to blow over.

Sometimes, you find him anyway, no matter how much he tries to hide. Sometimes, he lets you know where he is. Either way, he lets you know that he'd like for you to stay and keep him company - I imagine there's a system you two come up with, should he feel too overwhelmed to talk. Knock once for yes, two for no. Tug on your shirt if he wants to lead you somewhere quieter, pat your hand to sit down with him, etc etc.

Everyone begins to see you as Click's guardian.

On a less sad note, whenever someone needs Click for anything, they always go to you first and foremost! Either because you're the only one who can figure out where he may be, or because they want to run their plans through you first.

Vertin specifically makes sure to know if you'd like to accompany him during missions that require his presence, or if you'd like to know the details of his next solo mission. It's something she does out of politeness and as a a formality - and because Click just seems to perk up just a tiny bit if she tells him that you expect him to do a proper job. Whenever Lilya is planning to give Click a ride to take better pictures, she always jokes around, saying that she'll bring your precious brother back in one piece. Pavia always jokingly threatens Click to snitch on him and tell his "big scary sibling" that he's been taking pictures of people when they sleep.

From an outsider's point of view - those who do not belong to this group - it feels like everyone is infantilizing Click. He's 19 and a war photographer! But one has to remember that everyone in this suitcase has lost family and friends to the "Storm".

Aside from being displaced and forced into unfamiliar waters, everyone is dealing with so many things on their own, like losing their lives and all the people they once knew and cared for. So knowing that Click was able to form such a strong bond with you, to trust and see you as family, despite everything? It really brings them hope for a brighter future - Vertin's goal to create a place for those who have nowhere else to go starts to make sense for them. And hey, most of them are willing to stop with their little jokes and such should they bother you or Click!

This specific point comes from me seeing Vertin's group as one huge found family - there's no way everyone will get along, but at the end of the day, everyone trusts and relies and takes care of each other. The dynamics within this found family are much too complex for me to get into right now and for people outside of it to even understand, just know that it's a thing!

Click picks up on your mannerisms and speech pattern unconsciously.

Click isn't very talkative outside of the usual photography or artistic talk, he's more of a listener. And while he does become a little more talkative around you, opening up and whatnot, you tend to do most of the talking. And that's how he ends up picking up your mannerisms!

It's especially funny for everyone if you happen to have a very different and contrasting way of speech- the way Click just casually drops an F bomb in that soft-spoken voice whenever he fails to get the perfect shot will NEVER stop funny.

I like to think that, because of how observant he is, he also ends up picking up on your unique gestures. It's all an unconscious thing he does - if someone points it out Click won't even know what they're talking about, entirely oblivious to the fact that he now emotes and makes the same facial expressions as you do, the same gestures (at least when his hands are free, instead of clinging to that camera of his) and using the same phrases and whatnot.

#reverse 1999 #reverse: 1999 #reverse 1999 headcanons #reverse 1999 x reader #reverse 1999 click #im a relationship anarchist so you have to understand. talking abt found families makes me go DERANGED #i kept it to just general familial stuff tho #see if it were up to me. click would call you the english equivalent of kuya or ate but. no one does that in english apparently #calling your siblings sis or bro??? is apparently weird??? but its so natural to me. like yeah thats my kuya!! #sorry i shortwired thinking about pinoy pavia again #i also have a lot of thoughts about click and war PTSD and whatnot but thats for a different post

[nnnyxie]

SLIDES IN AND PROCEEDS TO KNOCK DOWN A SMALL SIDE TABLE AND A VASE HAAAAAAYYYYYYY BESTIIIEEEEEE !!! ヘ⁠(⁠￣⁠ω⁠￣⁠ヘ⁠) I come bearing my anticipated requests!!; if it be in your best interest, I would LOVE to see what concoction you bubble up in that cauldron of fascination we call a brain. It goes unsaid! — I love your writing. 🌷

(Insert New Yorker accent) Y'see, CJ.. i've had a hankering for some Peepaw Turtles (& Mama April if you can imagine it). (swirls cup in hand, sloshing the contents inside like some sophisticated taboo drink, some mystery liquid, but it's literally just cranberry juice)

I'm diggin' for the typical Found Family trope, all that jazz. Feel me? Platonic, of course! Who d'ya think I am? — Envision with me, CJ! (that one Buzz and Woody meme, you know the one)

Headcanons for 🥁🥁 :: A child reader! Adopted into the loving encompassing warmth that is the arms of the Hamato Clan? Each of them aged up as appropriate barely functioning adults, ✨thriving✨ in the happy ending that is Post-Kraang New York, everyone doing their own thing and most importantly they've got each other. THEN, oh, but THEN—

A kid comes along. That kid, cast-aside with nobody and nothing to their name (because apparently after a whole 🍑 war, we can't have EVERYTHING THAT'S NICE /lh /but also srs), timid and beaten by the world but still loves somethin' fierce with a heart of gold, is found one day by the respective member of the Clan! All of whom, individually, agree to take them in and watch them flourish from under their wing. At least until they can fly on their own. But even then, they'll still always be there for them. They never thought they'd have a kid Leo with the exception of Casey, and Don's Shelldon ofc I have respect on my main bot's name, but that's just life isn't it? It's full of surprises.

Whaddya say? You up to the plate? (affectionately and very gently slugs your chin, like a dad or smth PFT 😂💕)

𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙢𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙪𝙥 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚 !!

𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙖 𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙦𝙪𝙚𝙨𝙩 ! 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧 𝙞𝙨 𝙖𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙙 10?? 𝙞𝙩 𝙞𝙨𝙣’𝙩 𝙤𝙪𝙩𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝

𝙑𝙀𝙍𝙔 𝙈𝙐𝘾𝙃 𝙋𝙇𝘼𝙏𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘾 (@ 𝙪 𝙬𝙚𝙞𝙧𝙙𝙤𝙨 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚)

- idk if you have siblings but,, yk how they’ll playfully fight and say “mom/dad found you in the dumpster”?? well that was ACTUALLY the case for you. you were literally found in (near) a dumpster.

- i think april was the one to find you ofc !! she saw you were badly bruised and injured but still held out a fight against her bc you didn’t know her.

- eventually she gets you to calm down and leads you back to the lair. on your walk back she lets everyone know the situation

- when you walk into the lair with april, their hearts immediately drop bc,,, why is there a little kid out in the city alone???

- the first thing they do is take you to med bay to tend to your injuries. it hurts the turtles and april to see a little kid so injured.

- while they’re patching you up, april asks you what was going on and why you were alone. you explained to her that your parents were lost during the war and you had stayed at a foster home before running away bc your foster mom was a pos :(

- this made them feel very conflicted bc on one hand, you need to go back but on the other, you shouldn’t go back.

- they made sure you were asleep before bringing this topic up.

“we can’t just let them go back there… you heard what the kid said!” april exclaimed, her voice was cracking at the thought of what that woman did to you. “i know… i know. but what can we do? there’s obviously gonna be some sort of search or something.” donnie sighed into his hands. “what if we just like… kept them but legally.” leo suggested with a curious look. mikey tilted his head, “do you mean adopt them?” “ahah! that’s what it’s called!” leo snapped his fingers. raph told them they should discuss this in further detail before jumping straight to that.

- so after a very long discussion on what to do, they decide that adoption would be a good choice, but only if you wanted them to.

- when you woke up from your nap, they sat you down and spoke to you about it. you were extremely wary of them, being in the system was difficult and unsafe sometimes.

- you decided to say ‘f it all, if they kill me then at least i’ll go out with a full stomach’

- april is quick to start the process. she knew that she could adopt you. she has a stable income, a two bedroom place, and plenty of time to raise you well.

- once the forms and orders are properly processed, you’re officially released into her care.

- it’s the first time you’ve felt,,, safe since the loss of your parents at 6 yrs old.

- they protect you with their life, train you to defend yourself, and help you with your schoolwork (donnie mainly)

- they see how much potential you have and teach you the hamato clan’s ways.

- they see your burning passion for justice even though you’re so young.

- never would they have thought that a kid (besides casey) would effect them this much.

- they didn’t even expect to be raising a kid, especially all together. it was never in their itinerary. but that doesn’t mean they love you any less.

- you’re their world now and they need to protect you until you’re strong enough to take off on your own. they hoped it’d be long before that could happen.

- also when casey jr sees you he’s just like ‘ayo?! my older sib is a whole child now???’

- then upon hearing this, the clan now knew that no matter what were to have happened, they would’ve taken you in anyways.

𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙨𝙤 𝙨𝙬𝙚𝙚𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙬𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙚 <3

#rottmnt x reader #tmnt x reader #rottmnt x gn reader #tmnt x gn reader #found family #rise tmnt x reader

[web-spinning]

Hello! I just found your blog and I love the way you write! c; <3

Would you mind if I ask how would the Mercs react to falling for a guy? There’s not much male request out there, thank you! <3. -Tf2Haruka

A / N- Just for a reminder, this is the 60s. Things were kinda different than they are right now. Anyways, I hope you enjoy!

Mercs reaction to falling for another man.

Tw. Possibly internalized homoph*bia in Sniper's one.

Scout 

- he can't possibly like guys, please, he's such a ladies man, 

- he used to like Miss Pauling, that must mean he can't like guys...right? 

- " please don't be gay please don't be gay", 

- turns out to be super gay, 

- he doesn't like that too much at first, 

- but after some time he just casually accepts it, especially if the guy he likes does like him back, 

Soldier 

- maybe the military doesn't allow it, but the heart still yearns it, 

- he is going to cherish his serviceman, 

- hope Merasmus doesn't mind he will get another roommate, 

- wonders if he likes racoons, 

- he melts if the guy compliments his battle skills, 

Pyro 

- normal tuesday, 

- time to give him a human head because they see it as a flower bouquet, 

Demoman 

- his parents would hate this, however he's far too worried about more important things to care, 

- drinking evenings are a great opportunity to get closer, 

- you know, just men stuff...kissing and cuddling while talking about themselves, 

Heavy 

- in his country this would've probably been a crime, 

- that fact makes him a bit uncertain about his feelings, 

- he remembers his colleague years, where he would read a lot of romance, but none of them included two men, 

- this thought had him staying up all night, 

- then he realized one thing: why would he rely on the beliefs of people that hurt his family and killed his father? 

- with this new found encouragement, he finds himself actually trying to flirt, 

- it's kinda awkward, but it works, 

Engineer 

- he takes it very easy, 

- let's be honest, he doesn't work up to the Australian Mann standard, and he was always jealous when other men had it, 

- turns out it wasn't exactly jealousy, 

- well, from that point on things go like they'd go with any other crush, 

- with the difference he's super anxious that if he gets rejected the team will bully him for liking men, 

- lucky for him, they're all little gay feckers /pos, 

Medic 

- well that happens, 

- yeah, his childhood rules would disallow this greatly, 

- anyways, back to work, 

Sniper 

- Australia in this universe is quite wild, you know, 

- you're supposed to be a tough, big man with a six pack, mustache and australia-shaped chest hair, looking for a nice Sheila, 

- not be a stick with way too much feelings, 

- he dislikes himself for this, doesn't let it crawl out in the slightest, 

- unless the man he likes actually likes him too and approaches him about it he will bottle it all up deep inside, 

Spy

- please, he's a master at this,

- reminds him of the men he met back in Boston...we won't get into details,

- all you need to know is that he has it all covered already,

- if it doesn't work, he can always pretend it wasn't his idea.

#tf2 #team fortress 2 #tf2 headcanons #tf2 x reader #tf2 fanfiction #tf2 scout x reader #tf2 soldier x reader #tf2 pyro x reader #tf2 demoman x reader #tf2 heavy x reader #tf2 engineer x reader #tf2 medic x reader #tf2 sniper x reader #tf2 spy x reader

[riddlerosehearts]

watched kung fu panda 3 last night, and monsters vs aliens this morning. i've seen kfp 3 before but don't remember ever seeing monsters vs aliens before.

honestly don't feel like writing a super detailed post on kfp 3 but i will say, i always thought it never really reached the heights of the first two movies, though i do still enjoy it and i just can't bring myself to put it in a lower tier than the first two. i love po's character arc all throughout the trilogy, he's just such a great protagonist. and mr. ping gets some really nice focus here through his worries about losing po and his dynamic with po's birth father. also, the art and animation are just as stunning as i'd expect a kung fu panda movie to be.

as for monsters vs aliens, this is a movie that i was really expecting to dislike lol but it was surprisingly... okay? idk, i didn't love it but i really didn't think it was bad either. i'll probably put it under C tier on my list, but i actually thought it was pretty decent plotwise and i enjoyed susan's character growth and the friendships the monsters had with her and each other! i think the movie looks really ugly tbh but i also think maybe it was stylized that way on purpose? because how to train your dragon came out just a year after this and looks amazing. one problem i do have with this movie is that almost none of the parts that seemed like they were supposed to be funny got even a chuckle out of me--dreamworks just has extremely hit or miss humor for me lol. but yeah, overall it was definitely better than i was expecting. tbh i feel like it kind of did what home was trying to do with its "human and alien (or group of aliens in this case) who are lonely and feel out of place find a family in each other" thing better because the characters were better, and also a full 6 years earlier, and without feeling derivative of another way better movie like home did? also, i really like the quote "we could save every city on the planet and they'd treat us the same way they've always treated us: like monsters".

[actualbird]

good day po fave online kuya kong si kuya zak 🫶🏽🫶🏽

feel free to delete this from ur inbox if u don wanna answer i genyuweenly won't mind <33 pero how did u decide on a senior high school?? a strand?? A COLLEGE???? a career too doot doot doot

idk school and the future has been stressing me out :pain: also any debate tips cause in my head ur a very good speaker...... my first debate is graded so it's taking a toll on my grp 😓😓😓😓 AND labag sa kalooban namen ung topic AHAHHAHAHHA so namamlastik lang kami

thank u sm ule kuya kahit na idelete mo to, typing it out made me calmer ng onti seryoso ueuueue

>hopefully friendly neighborhood (marikenyo) grade 10 student

ps; ur luke cos is so cos goals the luke stan in me is screaming crying cause im curious if im taller than u /j im only 5'2" lawl UR WIG IS SO NICE TOO LIKE GENUINELY !!!! the styling is mwa chefs kiss

hi hi anon!! omg first off can i just say i got a nice boost of happy chemical from being called kuya zak like,,,,oh das me :'D

and it's alright, i dont mind this at all!! i really understand how the future can be stressful huhu, especially when ur in high school, so helping out in any way wld be my pleasure

i'll go thru this one by one (and under a readmore) cuz it seems uve been following here for a while so siguro by this point, siguro alam mo na na madaldal ako esp sa mga ask responses JHVKAJHSFVJKAHS

how did i decide a senior high school strand/college degree/career?:

unfortunately, i cannot help on on the High School Strand kasi 'di ko naabutan yung strand system in high school VSJHFVKSJDHGSD. my batch graduated right when they started doing strands, so i never got to experience it, huhu, nor do i understand the process (even after my younger sibling has tried many times to explain it to me, minsan bobo ako jVKJSHF)

but maybe my next stuffs can help out :D

in choosing a college course i.....really kinda just picked what i wanted to do. and this was a huge privilege i'll always be grateful to my family for, whatever i wanted to study, they'd support me. the courses i applied for in diff schools were the following, in order of first to last choice: Creative Writing, English/Comparative Literature, and BA Psychology (tho disclaimer: i only put this last one on application forms cuz it was needed, i didnt actually want to study that very much HAHA, it was writing or lit for me all the way)

on why i wanted those courses is....idk it's another thing that i think is also a privilege. ive always known that ive wanted to write, to study writing, and to pursue it later on. ive been writing and reading ever since i was a kid and i was pretty deadset on it from an early age.

i know that a lot of people dont have a similar experience tho sometimes, but i guess my advice for how to pick a college course is: what can you see yourself enjoying learning more and more and more about?

ofc, this gets a bit more complicated if ur family is strict and will only allow u to take certain degrees huhu. but if uve got the freedom to choose, i'd say dont just think about what you like, but what you'd like to learn about.

cuz college is work. it's a LOT of work. and while liking something can help, that Like can fall flat when youve gotta be doing all the requirements. it helps if, whatever u choose, it's something uve got a craving for knowledge for.

and honestly, if you dont know what to get or if you choose something and realize it isnt for you, thats okay too! you can shift courses in college! or if you want to learn more, you can take a minor degree! sometimes your first choice wont work, and thats okay. you can choose again and see what fits.

how i chose my career was a bit different from this cuz....the ph job market is in shambles JHVASFVASKJFHASVKFJAH

i currently work as a copywriter and despite the stresses, i really enjoy my job! but this wasnt my first job (my first job fucking sucked so bad that i resigned within a month) and i didnt land it straight out of college (i was out of college for over a year before landing my current gig). i got lucky with my current job, bc when it comes to careers, it's a lot harder to have a choice.

of course, all the jobs i was looking into were writing related: content writer, SEO writer, scriptwriter, etc etc. but theres a lot of companies out there that treat writers like absolute shit, a lot of companies who wont get back to you after an interview, a lot of companies who wont take you. i didnt choose my career so much as get lucky in the job market gacha (lol), but my advice here is that like...search within the industries you think you'd, at best, enjoy working in or, at minimum, can endure being in

which is a very depressing statement, i know.....life is tough, but there are good jobs out there with ppl who wont treat u like crud. if i got lucky, i can only hope more ppl can get this kind of experience too

and like i said in the college bit, if u find urself in a job u dont vibe with and u have the privilege/stability to be able to quit it:.....just quit it

a lot of these life choices are made to be really Big by schools and teachers and everybody really, but you dont have to get it right the first time. you can start over, it's alright, youve got your whole life ahead of you. if your life allows u the privilege and freedom to choose and discover new things, dont hold yourself back

i hope this could help somehow. i realize that a lot of this is medj philosophical jHVJHSFKJSD but back when i was in college, i wish somebody told me that it's not the end of the world if i didnt get it right the first time. so thats what i'll tell you, cuz it's true :'D

and as for debate tips HAHA, okay heres where i can give some more concrete advice because i LOVE DEBATING. I LOVE PUBLIC SPEAKING AND PRESENTING OMG OMG. it's a dream come true for me, people HAVE to listen to what ive got to say, it's a huge power trip JVSKJHFVAJS

ANYWAY, DEBATE TIPS:

i am so sorry that the topic that got assign to u and ur grp isnt something u like huhu. but my overall tip for debate (and any public speaking tbh) is. fake it

like, legit, just fake it. the delivery portion of debate, to me, is basically theatre and acting HVKJHVFKJAHFAS

imagine the most confident speaker uve ever seen urself, maybe somebody so confident na nainis ka sa kaniya, and do exactly that:

get that good posture, make motions with your hands because this helps get people's attention. if eye contact makes u nervous (it makes me so nervous huhu) u can blur/unfocus ur eyes, U Do Not See It

maintain a good rhythm with your speaking too. speak with moderate loudness and emphases for the less important, and then idiin mo in the bits na gusto mo parang mic drop moment ahfjshfa (which is usually saved best for the latter portion of an argument, but good to pepper it in as well thru the whole thing with ur most important pieces of info)

tho ofc thats all only on the public speaking bit. if im remembering correctly, high school debate does also rely heavily on the research/outline stuffs u have to do prior to the debate, and for that, i have less advice huhu. im not all that great of a researcher, but as long as uve got ur reputable sources all arranged well, oks na yan!

i feel like at this point i shld tell u that in high school, medj patapon ako na estudyante, basta pumasa ako, ok na yan sakin JHVJSHFVKDSJHFKS

that being said, pls take all my advice w a grain of salt, ha! because what works for me might not work for you. everybodys got different methods of speaking, researching, choosing degrees and careers. but even if what i said doesnt match what wld work for u, i hope ur main takeaway na lang is that u can do whatever u want in whichever way works best for you

anyway, thats all ive got to say for now! i hope smthng here could be of use and that you have a great week, anon :'D

(P.S. WAAHH, THANK U FOR UR KIND WORDS ON MY LUKE COSPLAY :DDD!! i got the wig secondhand for a steal price HAHA and......yes, you are taller than me, im 5'1" JHVJSHDFVKSDJHFVDSKJHFDSKJJKHVKJH)

#asks #anon #ANG DAMI KONG SINABE HSFKJSSFGJH i hope smthng here can help tho <3

[mothernatureknows]

They had only been talking—Minwoo surprisingly doing quite a bit as he’d begun to open up more around Luna. Why he was laughing even as he recalled a memory of Minjae and him chasing frogs that had been brought back to mind with his nieces doing the very same that afternoon. Of course, neither the brothers were successful, but Penelope had managed to outdo them when it seemed the frog had jumped right into her hands. With the door open, the mind began to recall further—memories of pretending their bunk bed was a rocket ship, of wrestling over the last gummy worm, to being read to about the stars and being taught how to hold a bow—wait. That wasn’t right. Was it? Minjae never held a bow and yet the memory felt so real, so vivid. Minwoo paused, struggling to piece these memories from the shadows poking through. There’s a harp being played, his own fingers plucking the strings, and a swing suspended in a room as Minjae was playing piano—no, that wasn’t Minjae. Minjae didn’t play the piano. And those eyes were not… Minwoo grabs hold of his head as a wave of dizziness rushes over him. “No, no that’s not right…” he mutters over and over before he finds himself slipping away into unconsciousness.

Luna has always been a woman of few words.

In the span of the 10 or more years she's known Maddy, Luna has had about 30-ish deep conversations with her? It's debatable, really. She knows that, for a fact, she had about a fifth of these conversations completely sober. Those typically ended in her shutting off and away from her closest friend for a while. The rest, to her knowledge, had been when she was absolutely and undoubtedly plastered, spluttering any and all nonsense about her past life.

However, with the time that's passed and her increased closeness with Maddy and the Po family, Luna has found some comfort in allowing herself to be slightly more open with them. Even going so far as to share a few details about her childhood with the adults of the family. Granted, it made her uncomfortable to see that sliver of pity from Maddy's eyes, but she knew that the brunette meant well. After all, the latter had her own share of trauma disclosed with Luna when they were alone together.

With Minwoo, it had been a different kind of approach. He seemed too soft for what she'd gone through. As if he'd melt into a pity puddle for her as soon as she opened her mouth, or come out of it traumatized beyond belief and keeping a fair distance away from her at all times.

Lo and behold, for once, she was wrong.

Just as they'd found themselves on babysitting duty, yet again, Luna had asked Minwoo a question about how he dealt with kid problems and it just tumbled from there. Soon, both adults were leaning comfortably on the couch, a bowl of popcorn between them, a glass of wine in Luna's hand.

She had been sparing, still, on the details of her childhood, but supplied enough to keep their conversation engaging. She talked about the little happy moments she spent with her brother, making tiny snowmen with blue fingers, savoring the first chocolate she had ever had for days on end. Each time that she peeled back a layer, there was a moment of hesitation to gauge his reaction, wondering if there was any hint of pity in his complexion.

Thus far, her blue eyes sensed none.

And that made some part of her feel...warm.

As she listened to his stories, she couldn't help her lips from perking up a bit, the wine relaxing her normally tense shoulders. It was nice to hear them, hear his soft voice talk about his brother and reminisce about their time as carefree children. A pleasant change from all the doom an gloom she suffered a few decades ago.

Fair brows furrow at the confusion suddenly laced in Minwoo's voice, Luna's spine straightening as he clutched his head. "You alright? Did something happen then?" She only grows in confusion as he mutters the same thing over and over, right before she loses him completely and he slumps on the couch.

Luna sits there for a moment, baffled and confused. "Minwoo. Minwoo. Hey, y'hear me?" She sets the wine down and moves forward, putting her hands on Minwoo's shoulders and shaking him twice. "Minwoo!" No answer. Fuck. Well, he was breathing, that was good, but to just completely unconscious in an instant? After acting all weird and shit?

Not good.

With one cold hand pressed to his neck for his pulse, Luna fished in her pant's pocket for her phone. Immediately, she dialed her first emergency contact, the latter picking up after one ring.

"Minwoo just passed out after talking to me and I don't know what's going on," Luna began from the get go, blue eyes trained on him.

"He just passed out? What was he doing?" Maddy's anxious tone bleeding through.

"We were talking about our childhoods and he started misremembering something? He said something wasn't right and then just passed out."

Luna hears a sigh on Maddy's end. "It sounds like he experienced a narcoleptic episode. His pulse and breathing are fine?"

"Yeah, he's just out cold," Luna unconsciously travels her hand back up to Minwoo's face, fanning her thumb out on his cheek.

"He should be alright, but it is strange. He's been having a few recurring episodes over the last few months, despite having medication for it."

"Maybe triggers?" Luna suggests.

"Perhaps, but, Min and I should be home soon. For the moment, keep monitoring him, Luna, please. Call us if anything changes!"

"Yeah, sure," Luna finishes, pressing the end button. She lets out a sigh before putting her phone away again and returning her gaze to Minwoo.

She tilts her head curiously, allowing her eyes to roam and bask in this rare moment.

Luna has never seen Minwoo sleep. She's caught him smiling, laughing, sneezing, munching down on whatever, but never like this. It's...nice to see his face so relaxed, any stress lines cleared from his complexion. He looks veritably younger, way younger than his actual age. She can't help but stare, at the way his pupils move behind his eyelids and the rise and fall of his chest.

Her hand is still holding his face.

Call it what you may, the wine or other weird feeling things, but Luna stays sitting near him, one hand holding his while he rests, monitoring him while the Po parents come home, wondering if she would ever get to hear more of his stories...

And if she would ever get to share hers with him.

#intergalacticxmisfits #c:Luna;; #{ i was on a roll so i decided to keep going and post this too SDFGHJHFGDFS } #{ hope you like it! }

[mydissociativediaries]

8/19/2022: Disappointment

I read the book "A Million Little Pieces" a while back (yeah, I know that guy turned out to be a fraud, but it's still a great book.) Lately, I've been thinking about the scene where James Frey goes to family therapy with his parents. At one point, his father says (I might be slightly misquoting this) "I am disappointed in you. I am disappointed in myself. I am disappointed in your mother." He was talking about the fact that all three of them had let their relationship with their son deteriorate until there was practically nothing left.

Would be interesting if my dad said something like that, but it's never going to happen. I'll admit that I've played a part in this, too. I avoid these people and don't try to have a relationship with them. But they're also the ones who abused me for years, sooo...I feel like more responsibility lies with them.

Also, I don't see my parents ever going to family therapy even if I suggest it because they don't think they did anything wrong. My sister sure as shit wouldn't go--or if she did, it'd only because our parents talked her into it, and she wouldn't do anything constructive. Just sit there with an obnoxious look on her nasty face and insult me and blame me for everything.

But she's a huge part of the issue because even if I tried to reconcile with my parents, we can't have a "normal" dynamic when their kids hate each other and have no relationship. You can't do stuff together as a family when that's the case. It also means that parents have to choose one kid over the other at times, and we all know who they would choose, lmao. They've always chosen her.

My parents--my mom in particular--are never going to do any serious self-reflection. And even if they tried, it wouldn't amount to much. They'd still come to the conclusion that I'm crazy, I was born crazy and I'll be crazy for my entire life. In their minds, their half-assed attempts at being nice are all they can do.

My POS sister blames me for everything--and our parents do, too. They're never going to question their parenting, much less agree to family therapy. And I don't particularly want to go either, but at least it would show that they cared.

Oh yeah, I just remembered that my dad threatened me with family therapy once, lmao. But he framed it as a punishment and not something that would help anybody. Never went through with that one--but maybe he should have.

Thanks for reading,

💫

#child abuse #childhood trauma #childhood abuse #actually abused #parental abuse #entry

[demonboyhalo]

how does he GENUINELY look like phil and kirstin biological son tho. quackity is literally a 15 year old trying not to look awkward while posing with his step father at a mandatory family dinner

#i am now a quackity minecraft truther #/pos they'd be such a nice family #i can too vividly imagine phil patting quackity on the shoulder and saying 'son' #but also how is quackity like twenty #(i say that as if it's old we all know you don't stop being a teen until ur like 26 but shh) #quackity #philza #ph1lza #what's their duo name #mcyt #trixtin

[luvring]

aH I don't know if reqs are still open but hear me out hear me out. MC is in the LL universe for weeks, months? A long time. At one point theyd need different clothes n stuff right. So I'd imagine they would probably ask to borrow some of the M3's clothes :,). Idk just a cute lil thought. Have a nice day.

— mc asking to borrow the M3's clothes

**these are under the assumption the M3's clothes would generally fit** note from nia: sorry this took so long :( fantastic idea incredible work stunning gorgeous show-stopping jaw dropping out of this world

felix

404 page not found felix.exe has stopped working

like yeah, of course you can. [he's sweating, he's thinking too many things too fast, almost trips while he opens his closet]

felix's new outfit...except an entire closet full of the vibes. the corsets. the slutification /pos of felix and mc (if it's different from their usual attire)

felix helping them put on a corset for the first time or mc trying on one of his sheer shirts—basically mc copying the outfit he has on (to the extent that they can). he tells them to turn around so he can look and he really was not prepared for what he signed up for

sorry i'm fr just imagining him looking at them wordlessly and when they're like Hello? Earth (astraea) To Felix? he starts sputtering and just. stares. blinks.

lets them try on whatever they'd like and compliments them every time. "have you thought of imitating my attire? it does look good on you."

does not complain if they ask to borrow something ever. maybe a little too enthusiastic about it sometimes before he clears his throat and tries to calm down

mc making jokes about themself being part of a rich family when they try on some of the Fancier TM clothes and felix starts staring really hard at a specific spot when he accidentally thinks about them being part of his family 🤨

sage

yeah mc,, ask the guy who Doesn't Wear Shirts

they realize they need clothes and they're about to ask sage but then they just,, stare at his Bare Fucking Chest like Wait.

sage notices and he 🤨...😏? "like what you see?"

"no it's actually quite an inconvenience right now." "what" "do you own shirts?" "what"

making an assumption he has shirts stashed away for the sake of my sanity. something something in case of Emergencies such as this where someone needs to wear something of his,, [wink]

when mc tries something of his on and asks "how does it look?" sage is the type of guy to look up and shamelessly ogle them like Hello. so This is what you'd look like wearing my things? I See

dumbass (affectionate) makes the "i think they'd look better on the floor" joke and mc starts getting ready to fight him

mc and sage playfully bickering over how sage doesn't wear shirts. sage saying something about it being Sexy Dangerous (again) and mc is just like how are you Alive. mc telling him to try on one of the shirts and it just. feels so wrong. "nevermind. take it off" "oh? 😏 wait. do i look bad" "...."

"maybe i should buy more shirts for you to borrow" "maybe you should buy any shirts for me to have" "who says you need shirts in the first place" "Sage"

anisa

ok anisa my lovely girlboss. gladly leads hem to her wardrobe and starts picking out things she thinks would fit or that they'd like. may or may not take out one of her favourite outfits just to see what they'd look like in it

mc putting on an outfit and asking to hold her sword so they're really like anisa and she's just grinning at them while they try to swing at the air. playfully pouting when they tease her

"does this mean i can be a knight now? you think i'm ready?" and anisa giggles at their 'fighting stance' before nodding, "oh, definitely. i think my job might even be at risk."

offers any clothes that mc likes that she hasn't worn in a long time. it's a little closet cleanout and mc looks good and gets clothes (until they can find time to go shopping),, easy win easy money

would love to figure out what mc really likes and what they wore on earth so she can figure out what to look for in the future, though she doesn't complain about them wanting to wear her clothes

definitely one to get sidetracked with like, piles of clothes starting to form because she just likes watching mc trying things on

crying and throwing up over the thought of anisa hugging mc from behind as they look in the mirror. screaming and yelling at the image of anisa in my head smiling and going "you look incredible. as always,"

#last legacy #last legacy headcanons #last legacy sage #last legacy felix #last legacy anisa #fictif felix #fictif sage #fictif anisa #felix escellun #sage lesath #anisa anka

[bakerolivias-archived]

I was wondering about your thoughts on Elena. I've see ship posts with her you've reblogged (elejah, beklena) but there's also a post of yours you were fairly anti? (Anti Elena stans, but I felt like you were also anti actions she took on the show as a whole, so ?) anyway no hate or anything I'm just wondering. love your blog, thanks!

i appreciate the sentiment of you liking my blog, it's so nice to hear such positivity and kindness, so thanks! come off anon if you ever wanna talk or hang or whatever.

imo dullena is absolutely rancid, and ste.lena have their moments but are boring as fuck and like 100% unrealistically fluffy. they had a lot of chemistry initially but they kind of became flatbread and boring after a while, and anyways, the salvabros treat elena horribly in the name of her protection, practically dehumanizing her and making her feel like she's not even a real person because they "love" her or whatever, which is absolute bullshit. i mean she says d.amon gives her "freedom" or whatever which is just. not true at all and there's plenty of evidence of d.amon being an abusive pos towards her, and ofc elena views him as "making her happy" because there's an unhealthy power imbalance between them and she's a victim of his abuse. if there was going to be any two siblings plus elena love triangle on tvd it should have been elejah/beklena and not dullena/ste.lena, for thousands of reasons that i might get into some other time.

as for elena herself - she's not my favorite character on tvd and i think bonnie and caroline deserve more time to shine than she does because they'd make much better lead characters, but elena herself is a cupcake. she's incredibly sweet and compassionate, fiercely loyal to her family and will protect them above all else, and she's not afraid to manipulate her way into an alliance to protect the ppl she loves, which are v admirable traits. i don't hate elena because she seems cool enough, i just prefer bonnie and caroline and several other characters over her - and needless to say elena deserves better than either salvatore brother, she deserves happiness and love and friendship, and to be in a relationship where she is respected and feels safe which d.amon and st.efan will never offer her.

elena's actions are an entirely different thing, though. i like that she makes "morally incorrect" actions at time for a noble purpose (saving her friends and her brother) because morality isn't black and white lmao, and we all do terrible things because the "right" choice is subjective and open to interpretation. tvd would be a much worse show if she made that choice all the time because being constantly perfect is unrealistic.

what i hate is that she's not held accountable - to the same degree of misogynistic treatment caroline gets from the writers for her decisions. elena's choices are always framed as okay because she is the main character and we have to root for her, but caroline doesn't have the same privilege of her own high horse to sit on. and yeah ppl got so mad at caroline for, what, rightfully telling e.lena what a terrible person d.amon is?? i get that she could stand to be a bit more supportive but the way fandom attacked her for having negative thoughts about her best friend dating her abuser is....... yikes. i'm not anti elena's actions, because yeah i love klaroline so obvs i can't be like "wow how dare elena date the villain," i'm anti the disproportionate treatment of elena versus caroline, and how elena and caroline basically had a toxic cycle of slut shaming each other in the salvatore's bathtub that one ep lmao.

#just to be clear elena was 100% wrong to act like caroline just jumped right into bed where damon was concerned #caroline didn't have a choice. that's literally the definition of /rape/ #and of course elena victim shamed her #idc if she and d.amon are together but for her to act that way toward caroline was a low blow #caroline didn't disregard klaus's treatment of her friends. she told him that she needed space which he respected #meanwhile e.lena completely sideswept d.amon's abuse and he constantly hangs around elena and caroline so these things are not the same #in any way #anonymous #anna's messages #sorry for rambling lmao #anti elena gilbert for ts #once again i'm just talking about her fans who attacked caroline #tvd for ts

[moderngirlmp3]

<33 i'm honored bestie

oh really?? i think you either give me tall person energy or short person over-compensating for a lack of height with the power of Sarcasm energy /pos

ooh funky !! i mean ours was alright hsdklj. but typing games were a Thing in elementary school it wasn't just my school right ? oh that's such a valid reason to cook! mac and cheese with the bread stuff on the top,, absolutely incredible <3

rIGHT !!!! i want the shirt. so bad i spent like half an hour blind clicking on stuff to see if anything is selling it and eventually i found some very questionable looking website so,,, :/ rip to that i think shdlkfjx

SOCIETY IF WE COULD DRAW !!! the gay creations that could have been born if only society had not deprived us of that :pensive_nonartist:

oh that's fair :( looking back there were a Lot of things that i could have just,, not done?? and it would have helped my sleep habits so much but too late now!! cactus patch sbzdjxknclmgsnjzbhkxgy dUDE <33 but !!!! all of those sound really cool n swag bestie. oooh that's smart, plants are awesome but they do require upkeep and whatnot and i know that i'm Very Forgetful capital v and capital f

WOAH. WOAH. i did not know about that website that's actually SO COOL. FHSKLDJF you're absolutely right about tumblr dot com

oh? i did not know there was a google docs dark mode i'm going to be installing that soon so thank you for that!! i don't have honey or grammarly but yeah i can imagine why they'd be annoying ://

i LOVE that!!! that's a brilliant idea you should start a podcast for that i'd absolutely listen/tune in for that.

if i started a podcast,, hm. maybe it would be something Random and Gay, in which i invite some friends on to talk about their different hyperfixations and let them ramble, and then some episodes i go on a mini rabbit hole of learning something random and then making a fun little presentation or something, idk! i do not listen to audiobooks... i suck at them. i've listened to exactly 10 minutes of sword in the stars, and 7 minutes of radio silence before getting bored/distracted, even on 2x speed when i'm doing other things. they're great if you like em, but just not for me lmao

friends and good vibes and a ton of books and lots and lots of space and windows!! and a yard and a nice lil spot for stargazing/watching the sun rise and set, and lots of fairy lights and candles. and it would have happiness, because in a perfect world i'd live with my friends and close to my family, and they would all be alive and okay and happy. because everyone deserves to be happy and have the things they need. and i mean. not particularly, but i don't mind writing essays if they're for fun rather than school!!

what would your ideal house be like, in a perfect world? do you have a favorite shirt? opinion on live concerts? do you have a song right now, that maybe isn't your favorite favorite, but you really like? - 🌵

hey beloveddd sorry i took forever to answer this <33 forgot to take my meds and got sick lol

okay yeah that second part is me lmao. short person overcompensating yeah. i am a very short but very angry person. it's fine. it's FINE.

typing games were for sure a thing in elementary school!! we did a super boring one and it was BAD

aw thats too bad :( i hope u find a decent website with good shirts ™ so u can be vibey and gender

no LITERALLY. i think i might try to learn. (read: i will tell myself this, not do it, and then be disappointed in myself and feel guilty) :pensive_nonartist: so true tho

no SAME i physically cannot keep plants alive to save my life. or theirs. apparently.

yes yes google docs dark mode is a godsend. yeah they just have a LOT of popups and stuff. bleh

omg that podcast sounds absolutely wonderful please it would be the first and only podcast id ever be interested in. NO HELP. I CANT DO AUDIOBOOKS EITHER. my brain does not like it </3

yes yes yes that sounds absolutely immaculate. best vibes. BEST VIBES. and yeah that makes sense re essays

my ideal house would .uh h . uhh . . it would have lots of comfy floor space with rugs and beanbags and stuffed animals and pillows and stuff. and various types of chairs. and lots of string lights EVERYWHERE. and reading nooks and bookshelves everywhere full to the brim and. and and and. just. lots of comfy vibes like hey come over and u will never want to leave but not in a creepy ur trapped here forever way (unless??)

favorite shirt uhhh. i don't think so ?? i mean. hang on i will check my closet. oh there i am wow look at that. SORRY COULDNT RESIST ANYWAYS. umm theres this white cropped graphic tee that i stole from someone at camp. and i really like it :D

live concerts are cool but i could never . . it is just Too Much. yk ??

ooooh song song song song song. uhh. august is a fever ella jane i am once again losing my SHIT over it. also motion sickness by phoebe bridgers.

what's a song you really like right now? what's your favorite texture? what do you miss the most? what's something super random and mundane that you're scared of? how about something deep?

#plu answers #radio silences #🌵anon

[littlewalken]

Feb 27

One thing I kind of wish I had the ability to do when I spent last summer in Humid Bugtown was pretend I had a winning lottery ticket but was just waiting for the financial trust paperwork to be drawn up and I was looking for someone outside of my immediate family to be my trustee because I didn't want my mom using a dime of it for my POS sister just to see how people would treat me.

Instead I have like a $5 sorry you have to live in this state pittance and the knowledge that several blood relatives would step on me trying to get it. If you have someone who will steal your suitcase full of toiletries, thankfully paid for by one of those health care points plans but still, you could imagine how they'd behave around anything of real value.

Just something to keep in the back of your mind as we head towards much deserved prosperity.

I want to look into that thing where I can buy myself the title of Lady and pay to have some trees planted whatever in Scotland. There's be an accomplishment that side of the family would have to appreciate. And it would feel kind of nice that in things where I can have a title I'd officially be 'Lady' because in the few instances where someone has used Miss/Ms in a continuing professional relationship there seemed to be a bit of contempt there.

Or we need a title for women who chose to be unmarried but live in a democracy, being Lady is somewhat feudal, unless we take Spinster back to mean 'I am a woman who is (financially) secure without a spouse'.

I did go out yesterday as I told myself I would and came back with doll food.

I bought some Shopkins because I wanted the food containers not the critters. I want a club sized microwavable mac n cheese in the dollhouse. I want a giant ketchup on their table.

The ground floor is the kitchen, the second is the living room but half the time I've had like a hamburger bar in there so I'd rather put the scale bottle of Zuru ketchup in there. Third floor is a bedroom/bathroom and there's a joy in having several bottles of shampoo scattered all over the place.

Plans to tidy up in here as I'm feeling okay. Or at least partially tidy up so I don't wear myself out.