Genuine
"Sherlock," John locked eyes with the detective,"you are bloody gorgeous."
A very prominent blush crept up the other's neck,"I-I erm…"
"And adorable, look at that,"He leaned forward and smiled. John knew for a fact that he was one of the few people who existed that could actually catch him off guard, and by god this had to be the best way to get those gears in the detective’s head to stop.
Sherlock broke eye contact and tapped nervously on the table,"You're getting too direct with your flirting."
"So you've noticed?"
He nodded and looked around the room, still refusing to look at John,"So- uh, what,” Sherlock cleared his throat, the telltale signs of embarrassment peeking through,”what brought this up?"
"It's just been eating me up for a bit,"He propped his head up on his hands,"And I'd… I’d like to kiss you."
Those few words caused Sherlock's entire system to malfunction, a small sound of shock barely escaped his lips. For a moment, John found it rather endearing that his friend was an actual blushing virgin, but as soon as the spell broke, he wondered what the consultant's response would be,"Me..?"
"Yes, you."
"I have to confess that I do not possess much experience in this area-"
What had once been a quiet morning in the kitchen of 221b ultimately transformed into… this. Not that either of them were complaining, they were finally clearing the tension that held strong between them for years, however… jolting it felt.
"You're a fast learner," His tongue swiped along his bottom lip,"I don't think it would take long for you to pick it up."
"Is that an offer to teach me, Dr. Watson?" he whispered, not trusting himself to keep a steady stream of words in his current state. Said “state” could be summed up as "confused, turned on, and extremely giddy".
The quiet flirt back made John more than happy,"Of course, I'll even do it for free 'cause you're being so cute about it."
The detective huffed, crossing his arms and slumping in his seat,"I am not cute."
"You're proving my point right now. Pouting with those sinful lips of yours."
"I-" at this point, his mind may as well be fried because it felt absolutely useless. Not a single deduction could be made by John's smiling face, only the word 'mine' over and over,"I-I give you… permission."
"Permission?"
"Yes," with a bit more confidence,"I know you're a man of morals, and you wouldn't do anything without explicit consent- so I consent to you."
John stood, making sure not to move too fast, he didn’t want to frighten Sherlock in this exposed mindset,"And you are aware that you can take that consent away at any time?"
A slight nod,"I know."
"Alright," He brought a hand to cup Sherlock's jaw, lifting his thumb to run across his bottom lip,"I have watched these lips for years," John dipped his head down a bit, milimetres away from Sherlock's face,"I always wondered how they would feel on mine."
"Care to find out?" his breath ghosting along John's skin.
"God yes."
Sherlock closed the small gap, lips barely pressed together. It was his first time being so close to someone he loved, and understanding that this was all new to Sherlock, John let him control the pace. It was soft, tentative, tender, they reveled in the intimate contact. They had been craving this for years, and now here they were. The spark that had lingered became a roaring fire, all from a small, genuine kiss.
After a moment, John pulled back, realising that the detective had ceased all effort to function,”Breathe.”
His eyes remained closed as he sucked in a lungful of air,”More please,” Sherlock blinked a few times before sending John the most desperate look he could muster.
“How could I say no to my brilliant detective?”
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Hello, I just saw the anon ask talking about you not being on tumblr that much anymore and we don't really talk to eachother (I think we only ever exchanged messages once), but I wanted to say, while I can, that I have wonderful memories of this website and a lot of them include seeing the mangacaps that you reblog or reading your tags, including all of the occasional venting and even some of the adorable auntie stories.
If you allow me to ramble a little bit, I want to talk about the blog that you called "shitty" and how I think it is actually really cool.
You might not think that you do much because you mostly just reblog stuff, but I feel like all the mangacaps that you reblog are more meaningful than most people think. I think that they are an act of self-expression and throughout the years I've felt like those kinds of posts express a desire that people have to be more honest with their feelings and put them out into the world. I've felt like the mangacaps, combined with all of your text posts, probably do accomplish some of this.
I am not going to say that your blog changed how I view life or anything like that, but I can say that your blog, along with many other similar ones, have seriously been a part of my journey of better understanding myself.
For example, today I liked a post that had a guy feeding a cat in it. And I didn't like the post because the art was amazing. I liked it because I thought that the guy is gentle and that aspect of gentleness resonated with me personally. And obviously, there are times where I might like a post just because I think that the art looks cool, but I think that a lot of times when I'm browsing through tumblr I'm just learning more about myself through the things that I like.
Maybe the whole thing isn't supposed to be that deep, but sometimes (not always) for me it is. I think that this whole thing feels unreal for you because you don't put a lot of effort but I think that it is pretty cool that a bunch of people like the blog despite that.
As always, have a nice day and drink some water.
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"if you do *insert thing* you're not manic, that's actually your inner feelings and you're actually a bad person" is a take i see a lot by people without bipolar disorder or more manageable mania, so i feel i have to explain this in simpler turns.
(also before i get into it, if you are a bipolar person who tears down other bipolar people for doing something you would never do "oh my how bad of them" while manic, you are part of the problem.)
what im trying to say is, someones actions and the things they say while manic are not automatically their true thoughts and feelings. it can be, but they are mentally unstable. them saying something outlandish out of nowhere does not mean its some true feeling and they're actually a *blank* person. sometimes you can say things you don't believe in while in an episode, you can say things you'd never even think of outside of it, and that doesn't inherently make you some awful beast. the important part is that you seek help and accept you can do hurtful things and just because you didn't mean it, it is still something you need to apologize for and deal with, and if they dont accept the apology you need to deal with that too.
that is all.
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