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ilwonuu · 9 days

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hello!!!

it’s ur 🍒 anon and i would like to request a hao brothers best friend trope type fic?? tysm!!

my lovey 🍒 anon<3 HIII i would love to!!! thank u for requesting babes,,,i hope you enjoy ml💖💖

moonlight

: ̗̀➛ xu minghao

ᯤ paring- jun is readers brother, brothers best friend, friends to lovers<3 softdom!minghao x sub!reader

ᯤ warnings- smut with plot, they make out in a car, dry humping?? (just a lil), lots and lots of kissing, praise kinda??, unprotected sex(he pulls out tho💪), fingering (f receiving), dirty talk, after care, they’re very in love (yuck!!!), jun catches them cuddling (he lowkey loves them ok), affection, fluff, they stargaze together<3 MDNI

ᯤ a/n- not proofread OOPS PLS I WILL,,,,I MADE RHIS TOO LOMGSHAGSGS,,, im not regretting it tho because i LOVE it. minghao is rotting my brain anon thank u for sharing ur idea💖💖

he is going to be the death of you. “he” being xu minghao of course. the most gorgeous man you set eyes on. he’s also jun’s best friend, your brother. isn’t that just great for you? you’re around him constantly, he’s kind, caring, and very hot. why wouldn’t you have the biggest crush on him? he’s also coming over right now. you, him, and jun planned a hangout. you loved hanging out with them,,,especially minghao.

you guys had planned a game night with every board game imaginable. you three in you & juns living room. you were obviously winning in every game. but that was quickly cut short when a call interrupted your round of uno. jun looks around for his phone quickly. he grabs it,, answering his phone.

“hey! yea im free- okay cool i’ll leave soon!” he replies to the other person on the line. “i got myself a date!” he says after hanging up the phone. “they want to hangout! i’m so excited- surely you guys would be fine here by yourself.” he smiles at you two. “well of course we will. right y/n? go get that date.” he looks at you with a soft smile. you nod looking back at your brother. he is gone in an instant to go to his room.

“do you want to keep playing?” minghao breaks the small silence. you shrug a little shaking your head. “not really- i’m tired now.” you laugh at yourself feeling defeated. he nods his head agreeing with you. “i’m gonna lay down for a little bit. if that’s okay? i promise i won’t let you be alone for the night!” he nods and lays back against the couch.

“lay down all you need. im gonna do the same!” he smiles at you as you make your way to your bedroom. you smothered your self in your covers as soon as you get onto your bed. you try to find something to watch but there’s simply nothing good. so you think why not do something you literally always do. stargazing!!! maybe you can invite minghao? if he would even want to come- your brain can’t help but to bring him into everything.

you make your way down to the living room to see minghao laying on the couch scrolling on his phone. you have your keys in hand as you grab you fill up your water bottle. “where are you going?” minghao turns to look at you.

“oh- i’m gonna go stargazing. you can come if you want.” you say looking at him with a soft smile. he jumps off the couch with a nod. “can i? that’s like my favorite thing ever.” he makes his way over to you leaving you awfully close. you blush at the closeness and look away from him. “okay let’s go.”

the stars and minghao had easily become one of your favorite things. you two are laying on a blanket at your favorite look out spot. the temperature is perfect and so is minghao. you try to focus on the stars you really do but you just keep getting distracted. “what are you thinking about in that pretty head?” his words catch you completely off guard. you try not to show how flustered he makes you as you reply.

“nothing- just staring into space.” you smile as you turn to him. you regret that very quickly. he’s just so pretty. “you think jun is having a good time on his date?” he asks looking at you softly. you nod. “i’m sure of it! juns really great. and he really likes them. he’s always telling me.” you laugh as you think of the memories of your brother.

“yea me too. they seem great for him.” he nods at your words turning back to look at the stars,, you doing the same. “you want to go on a date with someone? you got a crush?” he blurts out as he smiles at the stars. “oh- well not really. i don’t know i guess?” he turns to look at you. “that was an unsure answer.” he giggles a little and you blush at that. the sound of his laugh filling your ears is something you could listen to forever.

“well i do like someone but they don’t like me back so it’s stupid.” he shakes his head. “not stupid at all. i-well i’m kinda in the same situation. i get you.” he smiles at you. “what do you think i should do?” you say looking away from him. “i don’t know- i would say go for it. you never know what will happen.” his words are comforting but you obviously don’t think you’ll be able to go through with his advice. you’re very afraid of rejection and making it weird for jun. you never want to put him in that situation.

“why haven’t you taken your own advice? i know it’s easier said than done.” he sighs a little at your words. “the girl i like is kinda off limits. well i don’t if i would say off limits but it’s just complicated.” you nod at him. “y/n- i don’t know if i should say this. but the girl is you- it’s fine if you don’t feel the same i understand. i just can’t lie to you.” he says looking at you waiting for you to say something. you are beyond shocked by his confession. you never thought that he would feel the same.

“look i’m sorry if that made you uncomfortable. that’s the last thing i wanted to do.” his expression softens as he sits up. “no minghao! i’m not uncomfortable i swear. i just am shocked because i feel the same.” you sitting up as well to look at him fully. “really? are you messing with me?” he laughs nervously.

“no no- i would never do that. minghao i like you too. i have for awhile i just could never tell you. i was too scared and i know it’s stupid because you’re jun’s best friend and i know how easy you are to talk to- i’m just rambling now i’m sorry im nervous!” you laugh looking away from him. “don’t be sorry. i’m nervous too. you make me very nervous,,in the best way!” he says not taking his eyes off you.

“can i kiss you?” he asks grabbing your hand. “yes-“ his lips are quick to meet yours. the kiss is sweet and filled with love. you let a moan slip as he deepens the kiss. his hand cups your face as slowly melt more into the kiss.

you’re the first to pull away with a light pant. “i wanted to do that for a really long time.” you say with a smile. he nods his head pulling you into a hug. “me too- also you look really pretty tonight,,you always do.” his words always make you blush but him calling you pretty has you bright red. you laugh looking away from him.

“no- i meant it you look beautiful.” you smile as he rubs your cheek a little having you look at him. “thank you minghao. you’re sweet.” he smiles before looking around. “it’s getting pretty late do you think we should go back?” you nod getting up from your spot grabbing your blanket heading back to the car. “do you want to drive?” you ask waving the keys at him. “sure.” he smiles as you throw the keys to him. you both getting into the warmth of the car.

“minghao- can i kiss you again?” you turn touching his arm gently. “of course sweetheart. come here.” you literally think you might die right then and there. sweetheart????? you could die happy now of course. he leans in to kiss you, his hand coming up to grab your face again. this kiss is more desperate on his end and you love it. it’s hungry but he’s still being gentle.

“you’re so fucking pretty.” he says in between kisses. you have butterflies in your stomach. you are dying in front of him and you don’t even care. you moan quietly as you slowly climb over his lap. he helps you onto his lap as you get comfortable. you grind down mindlessly against him causing him to pull away from the kiss.

“shit- are you- do you want to do this?” you nod pecking his lips. “maybe a little here and more at home? if you want to- hao i really want you.” he laughs in disbelief. “you’re gonna kill me. i want you more than anything pretty.” he pulls you into another kiss as you start to grind down onto him again. he groans into the kiss moving his hands to your hips helping you move against him.

“fuck- let’s go now.” you pull away from the kiss and climb off of him. he laughs straightening out himself as he starts the car. “wait- what if jun is there?” you look at him as he starts to drive to your house. “i don’t think he’s back yet. i think he would’ve texted or something.” he smiles at you quickly looking back at the road.

as soon as you guys make sure no one is home. you are quick to run to your bedroom. you guys are stripping each other like its a race. he is on top of you kissing your neck slowly. “can i touch you?” he asks as he kisses against your chest and down your stomach. “please hao-“ he kisses against your thighs. he comes back up to face you to kiss your lips. you feel his fingers rub against your thighs. he plants soft whispers and praises into your neck as feel his fingers rubbing against your slit.

“hao-“ he shuts you up by kissing you as you feel one of his fingers enter you. he’s kissing you sloppily as he works his finger slowly. he pulls away to look at you fully spread for him. “look at you. so so pretty i can’t-“ he kissing against your skin gently as he cups one of your breasts rubbing it gently. you moan out quickly putting your hand over your mouth.

“don’t hide yourself. you sound so pretty.” his finger curls inside you as he rubs your clit with his thumb. “b-but what if jun comes h-home.” you throw your head back at the pleasure quickly forgetting about your words. your moan is loud as minghao licks a small stripe against your neck, kissing it very carefully.

“h-hao? can you fuck me? please i n-need you.” you pull his face closer to you by his chain, careful not to break it. “shit- are you sure?” he asks as he kisses your cheek. “yes! i’m- so sure please-“ he nods quickly moving to spread your legs for him. he gives his dick a couple strokes as he lines up with you. you watch him with intense eyes as you feel yourself get wetter. his brown hair messy and the dark light is making you lose your mind. how could someone be so perfect? he wants you? you are beyond lucky.

“you are completely sure?” he looks up at you. you nod pulling him down to peck his lips. “i need you- please hao.” you sigh as you feel him rub his tip against your clit. “why are you teasing?” you pout at him as he chuckles at you a little. “okay- i won’t tease you anymore.” you feel him push into you gently as he leaves kisses against your neck and shoulders.

“oh- oh my gosh hao-“ you wince at the pain but it was quickly replaced with pleasure. he slowly bottoms out watching your face. “are you okay?” you rubs your side lovingly as he watches your expression. “yes- keep going. you can move-“ he cuts you off as he starts to move his hips shallowly.

“shit- i didn’t ask about protection-“ he looks around as he draws his hips from you. “no- you can just pull out! if you’re okay with that?” you grab his arm gently. he looks at you with a half smirk. “yea- fuck okay.” he is quick to return to movements. you cry out loudly, moaning his name.

he groans when he hears his name leave your lips. “fuck- keep moaning my name sweetheart.” okay did you just come? well no but you could’ve from how sexy he sounded. you throw your head back as his hips speed against you. his hands are gripping your hips helping you move with his thrusts. “this okay?” you nod moaning out.

“so g-good.” you are almost to tears he’s moving at the perfect pace and being so gentle. he leaves soft kisses against your body. the praises sending you into heaven. “you’re so pretty- fuck aren’t you?” “you look so perfect for me, all for me.” you blushing at each of his statements as your cunt agrees with the loving praises he’s giving you. “shit- i might come.” he looks at you before groaning as his hips start to slow just slightly.

“me- too. don’t s-stop.” you grip his shoulder as you moan his name loudly. his hips start to move at the perfect angle causing both of you to cry out for each other. “i’m coming-“ he kisses your neck as his hips stuttering. you clench around him as you to warn him, coming undone. he groans as he pulls out of you. his warm seed painting your stomach. you both moan out as he throws his head back.

“you were so perfect. took it so well for me.” he kisses your head. “look at you gorgeous as ever sweetheart.” he rubs your cheek as he grabs a rag to clean you up. he’s very gentle as he cleans you up. he’s looking at you giving you cute smiles as you feel some spots tickle. he gives your face soft kisses as he finishes cleaning you off.

“all clean now- well kinda.” he smiles pulling your fave in to kiss you as he crawls into the bed with you. just a few hours ago you were thinking of the boy in that same bed. you look over as him as you hand him his shorts and grab your discarded clothes both of you getting dressed. minghao staying shirtless with just his shorts. you guys crawl back into bed together. he pulls you close to him almost instantly. “i think i’m in love with you.” he says as he looks at you. your smile quickly turns into an even bigger one.

“hao i think i am too.” you kisses his lips snuggling back into him. “you’re so beautiful. how am i so lucky?” he kisses your cheek. “will you be my girlfriend?” he asks you as he lays his head against yours. “of course i will hao.” you smile kissing his head. you two stay cuddled up for another hour as you hear the front door open. jun came in to no one in the living room, which he thought was weird. maybe minghao is in his room and you are in yours? of course he’s gonna check on you first. he opens your door without knocking giving you and minghao to separate from each others arms.

“i’m home. how was ur nig-“ he looks at you guys blankly for a second almost speechless. “did you guys- have sex?” he looks at minghao’s boxers and shirt with your bra against the floor. “uh-“ he shakes his head. “fucking finally. well first of all gross. but finally you guys can stop annoying me with the awkward flirting!” he laughs quietly.

“glad your night was eventful.” you hide your face in embarrassment. “okay enough about that! how was your date jun?” you ask him, you smile as minghao nods along with your words. “it was great! we’re going to breakfast so on that note i’m going to bed. i also need to wash this image out of my mind.” he turns away from your door closing. “we weren’t even doing anything!” you shout through the door. he ignores you but you quickly get a text.

jun😾- goodnight love u guys 🤮

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hopelessromanticme · 1 month

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I'm totally fed up.... A Desi guy's guide to personality annihilation...

Yaar now im actually fkin confused bhayy... Like on one hand ik for sure that hell nah nobody can destroy Me, only Me can destroy Me but on the other hand bhayy when i go out and i see the world that shit is actually depressing and downright fked up... Like this Tumblr ki duniya is like a giant rabbit hole of all the good things and happiness aur humour aur love... Aur if you'll outside of it bahar ki duniya is full of misogyny, misandry, toxicity, patriarchy, matriarchy... And all those bullshitery likeee SHUTT UP PEOPLE FFS.

I WANNA SCREAM ON TOP OF MY LUNGS SOMEWHERE QUITE.... I'm done with this societal norms aur uski bakchodi bhai... People think that I'm going mad... Well ofcourse koi bhi sane person would be mad... Have you seen the hatred people hold against other religions and castes... Kyunn hai itni hatred saalo tumhare aander... Mat rakho naa itni buraai dusro ke liye... Shaanti se raho na bey pyaar se... I'm sorry for my language but yeh bkl ab meri sarr ke paar jaa rhe hai... Nobody gives a fuck about what's going on Manipur or the farmer's protest but Maxtern aur Elvish ki news aa rhi hai... Like have we gone completely mad... Pagal ho gaye hai kya sab... Dosto se baat karta hoon toh wahin Hindu-Muslim aur Women ko objectify karna.... Abe sab ke sab saale chutiye pagal ho gaye hai... Mere ko maa kasam bhagwaan ji kal ko utha le gaye naa toh main Khushi Khushi chale jaunga... Itni si bhi positivity nahi bachi hai yaar iss duniya mein... Aur yahan Tumblr pe alag he Utopian Society bana ke baithe hai sab... Abey pagal ho kya tum log... Where the fckk is BALANCE BHAYYY... Either I'm here toh I'm super happy and lovey-dovey aur either I'm bahar toh I'm super sad and depressed as fck...

Mujhe moksh chahiye yaar... Kyun na karun main suicide bata... Haan royenge sab 2 din 4 din 10 din... Fir... Fir kyaa... Fir toh society wahi rahegi naa...

I'm out here assassinating my persona because i wasn't able to find a perfect person to love... Like that how depressing this shit is...

And fckkk practicing Stoitism aur following Sigma Male and Andrew Tate... Fckk them all... Bish I grew up reading Srimad Bhagwat Geeta and Purans... We all are humans we all have flaws... Nahi bann sakte ho tum perfectooo... Nahi hote hai sab ladke 6'0 feet nahi hoti hai sab ladkiyo ki zero figure... Kyaa chal raha hai duniya mein kaunse idols hai bhai sabke...

Have they ever read any sane text either their holy books or anything related to wisdom... This new world I HATE IT... I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT IT... I HATE WOH PINTEREST KE CUTE COUPLES... YES I'M SALTY AUR HAAN PAGAL HO GAYE HAI HUM...

Yaar... All I'm saying is "Love Me". I need some kind of compassion and female touch... Yes im going insane and soo is this fucked up world... I'm sorry for everything... Sorry for wasting your time reading this note... But at the same time No I am not really sorry...

Either I'll die in this journey... Or will become a lifeless corpse... Shit im not a philosopher but istg if, i not become one in the future...

can't say she was wrong here...

Meri toh kitni kam expectations thi life se... Aur self love kitna he kar lunga... Main toh thak jaata hoon sometimes yk fake scenarios create karte karte... The manifestation of love is the sole reason of my depression...

But idk what should i do... i never loved myself... i always try to love people... maybe because of the lack of love i never got, i don't want to happen the same to them.... I once read on Tumblr on one girl's blog where she wrote "When you are not served love in silver spoons you learn to lick it off knives". Kinda says alot about today's society and people... Doesn't it ...

#aesthetic #anime and manga #books & libraries #books and reading #desi shit posting #desi tag #desi tumblr #desiblr #hindi #desi thoughts #desi academia #just desi things #desire #desi

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pcheyes · 7 days

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hihi val! remember the lion dancer? welllll me and him are talking....

hes SO cute and i litreally cannot find a speck of dirt on him. like, i asked all my friends and even some of the most gossipy ppl... and NOTHING. no one has anything bad to say abt him it's almost terrifying

we've been talking all day and im literally getting delusional... he has me thinking "what should i wear today? how can i impress him?" i have not thought this about a man in YEARS

im getting flamed tho bc my friends keep saying that me and him are the hot gf mid bf combo BUT HES CUTE THEYRE JS HATERS LMAOAOA

i miss him. ugh im disgusting w myself for how sappy and lovey dovey i am but UGHHHUFHAOFAJOJAOF I NEEDHIM

AHH HII VANNIE (we’re gna ignore how i took so long to respond to rhis that you are probably in a full relationship with him) but omggg we are progressing !!!

its like you can cry literal tears of joy when you find out that they are green flags across the board

STOPP THATS SO CUTEEE that means that u really really L-word him😼😼 (like not love silly)

OMG #STOPLIONDANCERHATE

no but fr i wouldn’t be surprised cuz ur probably stunning

one side of my brain is telling me to continue feeling lovey-dovey for him and fantasize about him every waking moment but the other side is telling me to tell you to shut it down (listen to the first side)

anyway lmk how it goes w u n him🤭🤭

#𝐯𝐚𝐥 talks ⋆˚✿˖°#જ⁀➴✉️ you’ve got mail #moots :: 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫 𝐬𝐢𝐦 (🍓)

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fleursbrain · 6 months

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this past week my boyfriend has been so distant? he hasn’t been using petnames, complimenting me and he hasnt even said i love you? we made plans for monday but ugh i don’t know what’s wrong. i asked him if he’s upset with me and he said he isn’t so like what? he’s only like rhis over text too? in person and when we call he’s all lovey dovey so idk what it is but it’s hurting my feelins ahhwuduwjd

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lfnr-blog-blog-blog · 2 years

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Shots

Pairing | Bucky x disabled reader

Warnings | Injuries, abuse/torture, death, whump, angst, blood, medical mentions. Reader is in a wheelchair with a central line and feeding tube but no formal diagnosis. (yes all of my readers are disabled, get over it. If you have questions let me know) also pls let me know if I missed something

Summary | After a break in at the compound, you and Bucky have a breakdown.

A/N | This was written for @strwbrrybucky writing challenge where I picked "Shoot me, it would honestly hurt less.” Thanks for letting me break my own heart bestie, ILY. Rhi is amazing and you should check out their masterlist.

The first explosion hits the compound, rattling the windows in your and Bucky’s shared room, alarms start blaring. Bucky looks at you, “Doll, I need you to stay in our room, go to the bathroom and just stay there.” You nod, gathering your blanket and then transfer into your wheelchair, rolling into the bathroom while he fiddles with the tablet on the door frame, he then rushes across the room, grabbing your backpack of IV supplies and your tube feed supplies, bringing them into the spacious bathroom. He turns to leave, “Bucky kisses, you promised” He sighs and shakes his head, turning to give you your demanded kisses. “I love you,” you whisper in his ear before he pulls away, leaving you to deal with the problem within your home. You pull your bag of supplies as the second explosion rocks the compound, knocking you out of your chair and into the sink, the last thing you hear as you pass out is FRIDAY asking you to respond.

Bucky POV

I shoot another squad of Rumlows guys from down the hall, a third explosion shattering through the compound. Running back to my room after FRIDAY altering me to them falling out of the wheelchair, the path to our room having more and more squads. Tony’s voice crackles over my comm, “Bucky, Rumlow has just broken through the security system into your room, the bathroom system is only a few seconds behind.” I curse under my breath and continue to sprint to our room, the door in sight when I see Rumlow rounding the corner with my Doll over his shoulder. I run after him, just barely missing him as the elevator doors shut, sprinting up the stairs, as the helicopter takes off from the roof, my doll leaving. I begin to freak out, running to the control room, killing every Hydra agent I can find. Rumlow’s previous abuse to my love running through my mind, the broken bones, the bruises, the cuts, leaving them permanently disabled, ending her career as an Avenger. When I finally break through to the control room, finding a mess, everything shattered, and Tony’s unconscious body, Steve running into the room behind me, “Their gone, Rumlow took them.” I say to Steve before smashing my fist into the wall behind me.

Reader POV You wake up in a new place, dark all around you as you look around trying to identify anything, then you try to move your legs, noting the binding that catches you in a centimeter, and your hands the same, you can pull your head off the table and see you are strapped at the waist, knees, ankles, thighs, wrists, upper arms and chest. You are wearing nothing but a thin green paper gown. The monitors for your heart show it is racing, you attempt to move your head a little more but shooting pain pulls you back to reality. Hydra has you, Bucky could be dead, the compound ruined, in a word, screwed. You don't even know how long you have been gone. By the looks of the situation at least four days the smallest cuts just started to pink up. The large gash on your leg is a big fresh scab. You beg with your mind not to freak out, you need to stay calm and think of a way out of this. Seeing Rumlow was a big setback but you are stronger than this, you just need to clear your head, block out the pain and seduce him, make promises you don't intend to keep. You beg the gods that Bucky will stay far far away, knowing that they want us as a paired set, knowing he will do anything to keep you safe. You know that you would give your life to keep him out of Hydra's hands again. You’ve been through the nightmares, the screams, the therapy, you know what they did to him. Oh Buck, blue eyed, metal arm, shaggy hair. The Buck you just got back to and now things are falling to pieces again. You are back with Rumlow, a promise you have now broken to yourself. “They are awake, Rumlow. '' You hear a voice from above.

The door flies open interrupting your thoughts. Rumlow calls out “You know you still have the same look on your face when you think. Thinking about how to escape, or what tortures are in store for you here. Or both, please say both. You and I both know the Soldat will do anything to keep you safe, including doing whatever we want without us having to reprogram him, therefore ruining his soul along with it. And you, well I’ve got a special plan for you, you see I run the new super soldier program and with all your little issues, I think we can make you worse, make you useless, unless we give you the proper medications and equipment.” You begin to block out his little monologue as they tilt the table up, and push a medication that forces your heart rate to skyrocket again, causing you to close your eyes, “Look what only 6 days of us just leaving them lie has done.. They have decompensated so fast. Time to ping the Soldat and let him know what we want.” You finally fade out screaming in your own mind.

Bucky POV

It’s been 6 days since they went missing, we have flown all over the global, attempting to track them by the small chip in their central line, we just got a ping on it over Colombia, I think about the time I spent here as the Soldat, 3 short days, in which I killed over 20 targets for Hydra.

“Buck, Pal. You need to drink something, as we get closer you are going to need your strength,” Steve interrupts my thoughts, handing me a water bottle. “We all love them and we are going to get them back. Come one the rest of the team will be here in an hour and then we are going to go over the plan of attack.” Suddenly my phone rings, an encrypted caller. I pull it up and hope.

The first image I see in the video call is my Doll strapped to a table, standing upright, in the brightest spot of a dim room. Their head tilted forward, convulsing, the monitors they are hooked to going haywire, covered in cuts of various ages, bruises, and blood soaking the green hospital gown. Before I can even say anything Rumlow is on the screen. He speaks to myself and Steve

“Captain America, Soldat. As you can see we have кукла here in our facility. We know you are close. We are keeping a very close eye on them. Look how well they are healing from my little play session with them a few days ago, they were so brave, tried to fight and lost. Here is the deal *Bucky* you turn yourself in and we will give them the medications they need to be functional again. You can live with them, in our facility, and as long as you do well on your missions, I won't even force you to be wiped, you can remember everything and live out your life with them.”

He is interrupted by her groaning, and turns the camera around, you can just barely hear their voice, “Don’t Buck. Let me go, just-” and then it is cut off by screams, the camera hits the ground at the same time as the first drop of blood.

Rumlow yells, “You have one hour or I do the things in your little red book and worse.” The call ends. I hit the ground, of course they would want me to stay away, we both know that even if we live together at their facility, I will remember everything and they don’t want that for me.

“Okay, here are the coordinates for the compound, let’s go get them.” Steve starts.

I cut him off. “You are not going anywhere near their facility, they can not get another super soldier in their clutches. I can’t lose both of you today. You have to be out here to extricate, I am going in but not planning on coming out without her. You are my pal and you have got to take care of my doll. Get them to Banner as soon as you can. The team will be here soon. I need some time to think.” Steve goes to fight me on this and I silence him with a look. I bring the Soldat to the front of my mind and give him his mission, one, find кукла, two, kill Rumlow, three, take down as much of Hydra as possible. My Doll will be lucky to survive and if not, I will find a way to go down. I set off running to my motorcycle, weapons in tow, and speed off towards the coordinates.

Reader POV You wake up to the sound of gunfire and the smell of smoke, and him of course. Rumlow is holding you in his arms. No ivs, no handcuffs, nothing. You are instantly going to be sick. He is holding you up and you just barely see a glint of the metal arm you know and love.

“I will slit this throat, I have no fear.” Rumlow roars in your ear. The pain of your throbbing head makes it nearly impossible to stay awake. You can’t make out Bucky's response as you start to pass out. You know you must escape, so you bite Rumlow’s hand near your face and kick him with all the strength you have left, which is just enough to get you out of his arms. You hear gunshots, you feel the pain in your ribs. Rumlow hits the ground and so do you, his leg over your body, two more gunshots, and you feel more pain in your shoulder, the other shot coming from across the room and then you are being picked up. You lose your grip on reality and have no clue which person has you, whether you will wake up or not, as the warm blood runs down your chest and drips on the floor.

Bucky POV

I pull them out from under Rumlow’s dead body, putting an entire clip in his chest, holding pressure on every wound I can find. I hear Steve yelling, trying to find us. I hit the panic button on my arm, directing him to us without me losing my focus on the bloodied broken body in front of me. Their breathing shallow and quick, skin clammy beneath me. Steve runs up next to me, kneeling in front of us, Natasha and Tony quickly behind us, pulling medical kits out of their bags, stabilizing them as I hold their hand whispering sweet nothings in their ear, promising the world. Tony finally deems them stable for transport as I finalize the idea in my head. I have to leave, they cannot be at risk by being attached to the ‘fearsome Winter Soldier’ anymore, putting them in a safe house, a witness protection of sorts, finding her a new person to love. Perhaps that nice guy from the new STRIKE team Steve is putting together, keeping her safe but out of the public eye. We load up the quinjet, hooking them up to every monitor they can find. I watch Nat move around them, cleaning up, taking care of them, Nat making use of her hands, as I retreat to the far corner of the jet, watching but saying nothing, picking the blood out of the plates of my arm. We finally land at Stark Tower, rushing straight to medical. I sit in the hall, watching everyone who walks in the room, following them with my eyes, researching them on the Starkpad Steve brought me from my bags. On the fifth day of the stay Steve sits next to me, “Buck, go shower, you have been here since we brought them in, you need to eat more than a granola bar and take care of your tac suit. I can sit here, Nat has been in and out and Wanda will be here soon. They’re safe, no one will do any harm.” I get up and go to our room, looking at all the memories, seeing all the things we’ve done, the movies introduced me to, the books I read with them asleep on my chest. After my shower I open my drawers, the ring box I was hiding here falling out on my toes. I run to the stairs, deciding to tell them how I feel right now.

Reader POV

“He is gone.” Steve announces coming into the room, he had been out there for days, never once coming in the room. “Okay Stevie, it's time for me to go then. If he doesn’t want me anymore, I don’t want to be here.” Handing Steve an envelope with Bucky’s name in your fancy print. The nurse rushes into the room, grabbing everything and putting it on your bed, rushing you out to the unmarked ambulance waiting below, leaving the tower for a ‘new’ life, really just a life of loneliness and heartbreak. Watching the tower shrink in the distance, leaving behind everything you knew, your friends, your job, your life, and worst of all your true love.

Bucky POV

I reach the hospital room, finding it empty, except Steve, an envelope in hand. “I am sorry Buck.” He says as he hands it to me, leaving the room.

Bucky,

I am sorry to do this to you, but I knew what was coming. This wasn’t your fault, Rumlow was out to get me long before you and I were a thing, long before you were no longer the Soldier. You are the love of my life, but for you to leave me in this room, intending to send me away was nothing short of heartbreaking. I knew every thought going through your head. Honestly being shot hurts less than the idea of leaving, but you will always blame yourself, and I can’t do that. I am sorry. I love you.

Your Doll

I turn the page over and over looking for more, looking for a clue as to where she is going. Finding nothing I tear the envelope more, something falling out of it, hitting the floor. I catch it rolling away out of my line of sight, a wedding band. Picking it up, their name engraved in it, next to mine, I put it in the box with the ring I planned to use. Steve enters the room, finding me on the floor, the rings in one hand, the letter in the other. “Steve, Stevie, you have to help me find them. I have to apologize.” I say sobbing in his arms. Steve pipes up shushing me. “I can’t do that, they’re gone, and won’t come back.” I look at him, bracing myself. “Then shoot me Steve, it would honestly hurt less.”

#bucky x you #bucky x reader #bucky barnes x reader #bucky barnes x disabled!reader #bucky barnes x sick!reader #bucky fanfic #bucky x female reader #bucky imagine #bucky barnes #the winter soldier #winter soldier #james barnes #james bucky barnes #Rhi’s writing challenge #rhi my lovey

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tohokuu · 2 years

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petition to change porn —> lovey dovey content... yes that's what i'm calling it now and yes it's annoying... like, there are also some certain times that there a good porn but i get turned off because of ugly bastards??? like,,, there aren't many good porns on the internet tbh,,, i'd rather just direct and cast it myself- my brain is incredibly detailed when it comes to this-

- ☀️

YEA IYS SO MUCH BETTER THAN …. porn

or you could abbreviate lovey dovey content to LDC that also sounds fine !

and yes ! there’s some good porn out there but other times they put their faces in and i’m like 😟🤚🏼

but i put some good nsfw links out last night if you wanna see this AND NO FR I’D DIRECT RHIS TOO LNFOAJFJW

IM SO DETAILED W IT

#hades asks {💡}#☀️ <3

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fictionalabyss · 4 years

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H, Q and U for fanfic ask game 💕

H: How would you describe your style? uh, honestly, I’m like 99% go with the flow. I get an idea, and I write. I write where the words take me, even if it doesn’t end up being my original idea. (Unless it’s for a challenge, then I write where the words take me as long as it keeps that core theme or I have to start over - which has happened before lol) I don’t plan things often. I’m a pantser, not a planner.

Q: How do you feel about collaborations? I love collabs!! I use to write with someone else a lot, but not too much anymore. It’s hard finding someone who’s thought process I can work with on that level again. But I promise you, whenever someone else comes along that I can write seamlessly with again, I’m all over that shit. This reminds me though, I need to get back to work on Shenanigans with @sorenmarie87.

U: Share three of your favorite fic writers and why you like them so much. I don’t get a lot of reading time these days but here's some current faves :

1- @impala-dreamer - Probably the person I read the most these days, I think it’s pretty obvi why Beka is a fave haha. Read literally anything and you’ll see why. The crack gets me and Beka as a whole is just awesome too, so..

2- @sorenmarie87 - Dawnie is a fave, and not just cuz she’s my bestie. She’s a favourite because she’s still new-ish. She’s still figuring out her writing style, and her voice, and as you read through her work you can see the changes and chances she’s taking and I love that. I love when she tries new things, new words, new themes. She gets almost excited about it and it’s beautiful to behold, really. I can’t wait for all her hard work to pay off and for her to find her voice. I’ll have a bottle of wine waiting, even though she doesn’t drink. I’ll drink for both of us lol.

3- @kittenofdoomage - Rhi is one of those writers who finds herself on EVERYONE'S rec list, and for good reason. I’ve been reading her work on and off for YEARS (since 2016 maybe?). I rarely have time for super long fics these days, but Rhi knows exactly how to suck me in and have me stop whatever I’m doing in favour of a 10k monstrous fic. Any time someone recs me in the same post as Rhi, it feels like an accomplishment lol.

Thank you for the ask, lovey!

Fanfic Ask Game. • Inbox.

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not-so-silent-back-up · 4 years

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Ahem, dear lovely dear heart, I write to you on this sunny happy day (why is it sunny you ask when the world is currently crying and we all feel like dying?) it is sunny my dear simply because YOU exist. Your blog? *chefs kiss*, your posts? *kitten smiles*, the content you choose to reblog? *Geralt's booty*. You in general? *As precious a Jaskier's Lute*. You are very interesting and overall a lovey being.

Ohh 😍😍 my god Rhi... You are soo nice, amazing, lovely and absolutely precious... Thank you soo much for your kind and loving words... I am blushing and smiling soo hard right now

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simvanglade · 5 years

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21 questions

I was tagged by the loveies @simmingkatie and @lotusplum thanks so much guys x

Rules: answer 21 questions, then tag 21 people you want to get to know better.

Nickname: Rhi, dickhead, matey, I’ll answer to bloody anything

Zodiac: Capricorn

Height: 170cm

Last thing searched: It: Evil Below (It’s a board game)

Favorite musicians: Pentatonix

If you had a time machine, would you go back in time or visit the future? Future, I reckon.

Do I get asks? Occasionally and they make my bloody day every time I get one <3

Following: 215

Would you rather be rich or famous? Famous; you get tonnes of free shit so don’t need to be rich. Of course, I don’t wanna be famous for something bad though

Amount of sleep: Never enough. ( @simmingkatie ‘s answer was so perfect, I’m leaving it in)

What I’m wearing: It’s a dress that I like to call the “coleslaw dress” because the people who wear it look like the type of people who would make their own coleslaw. Which is ironic because I would never make my own coleslaw

Dream job: I’d love to read for a living. Man, that’d be the dream

Dream trip: I wanna go to the igloos in Finland where you can see the northern lights

If you were an animal. What would you be? 100% something dumb and lazy

What are some of your favorite books/films/shows/games/etc.? BOOKS: ok To Kill A Kingdom by Alexandra Christo FILMS: Flipped SHOWS: fuck, how much time ya got? aside from the hella common ones - Sex Education, Kingdom, The 100 (though I’m constantly back and forth on this because of the giant DICKTEASE they’re doing with Bellarke), Atypical, GAMES: The Sims, Minecraft

Play any instruments? I used to play the Violin

Language(s): English

Describe yourself as aesthetic: Weirdo

@21people_

#askgame

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savage-rhi · 6 years

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Romance Canons

tagged by: @dominionovershadows Tagging: @ask--lucifer @cheryl1967 @msaruetar @gypsylobo @dontstepinmypuddle

NAME: Rhi Creswell

NICKNAME: JT (her original self/creator) Big Girl (Lou)

GENDER: Female.

ROMANTIC ORIENTATION: Between panromantic and demiromantic. Rhi is also on the spectrum of asexuality depending on circumstances and her phasing (heat) time.

PREFERRED PET NAMES: Rhi typically calls people sweetheart, babe, or if she really likes someone the names tend to get weird and more personal.

OPINION ON TRUE LOVE: Rhi is on the fence about true love. She thinks it's great if humans believe in it, but it’s not something that she preoccupies a lot of thought on. The same thing goes for platonic and regular friendships.

OPINION ON LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: Depending on who the person is/who she is talking to, Rhi typically believes in lust at first sight, but she has seen moments where a couple has been together for an extended period because they had been drawn to each other right off the bat. Much like true love, it’s not something she dwells on or thinks highly of.

HOW ‘ROMANTIC’ THEY ARE: At her core, Rhi is a romantic. She is however well guarded and if one knows how to peel back her layers, she’s very fun to be around when she’s feeling lovey-dovey. She will make sure her partner is spoiled and cared for. Her romantic tendencies can get territorial because she is not human.

IDEAL PERSONALITY TRAITS: Rhi likes a partner who can compliment her in terms of personality and in strength. She would not want to date a mirror reflection of herself by no means, but she prefers to have a lot in common with her potential mate. A must for her is having an open mind to the fact that she’s not human (marsupial if anything close), and can accept her human form and her true drage self. Rhi also would prefer to be with a partner who has ambition because in her experience, those are the types of people that not only get shit done but can help her with personal goals.

UNATTRACTIVE PHYSICAL TRAITS: Rhi thinks her human form is not the best looking out there considering she has a mish-mash of different animal traits and compared to the average joe, she feels like some features are too exaggerated. As much as Rhi doesn’t like her meat suit, she loves how she looks and feels in her true form.

UNATTRACTIVE PERSONALITY TRAITS: Rhi is naturally an aggressive animal. Anger has been a natural fuel for her ambition for so long that sometimes without meaning to, it leaks out even during moments of peace with others. Having also suffered trust issues because of her time in Ravage as a Fixer, she has a bad habit of jumping to conclusions about people and sometimes has dropped relationships due to paranoia about getting taken advantage of. These negative traits have helped her survive, rank higher in Ravage’s food chain, and hide her vulnerability.

Rhi also can be too sarcastic, humorous, and blunt at times because it’s her go to when she feels cornered. This has caused issues in some relationships where the partner didn’t think she takes anything seriously enough when it’s quite the contrary. Being an animal too, and not human, Rhi sometimes has issues understanding certain human emotions and at best tries to mimic the best she can so that way things feel normal between her and her potential mate, even though she may not feel certain feelings at all.

IDEAL DATE: If it’s EarthBound: Out in nature or somewhere where there’s a remnant of it. Rhi also likes rooftop dates and going out to eat. The more food, the better.

DO THEY HAVE A TYPE?: For Rhi, it’s primarily based on chemistry however she does prefer potential partners that are at least average physically. It’s not a dealbreaker when it comes to body type, just a preference.

AVERAGE RELATIONSHIP LENGTH: Most relationships Rhi has had have either been one night stands, on and off relationships, and one friend with benefits that lasted two years. However, with the right partner, Rhi could be dedicated for the long haul.

PREFERRED NON-SEXUAL INTIMACY: Cuddling and nuzzling, especially if allowed to do so in her true form. She also loves getting her scalp and mane massaged.

COMMITMENT LEVEL: Depends on the relationship and person she is with and what they have communicated. She can be territorial, however.

OPINION OF PUBLIC AFFECTION: PDA doesn’t do a damn thing to Rhi. She’s rather indifferent to it and doesn’t mind showing it off with a partner.

PAST RELATIONSHIPS: Canon in my novel Ravage, Rhi had a small relationship with a man named Kai which resulted in her daughter Anouk whom she had to put up for adoption as a baby. Her second closest relationship was with her trans FWB, the first person who realized she was an entirely new species and not a gene junkie. In some of my RPs, she’s been dating @ask--lucifer and they have been committed to each other for a while.

#canon #about Rhi #Rhiisms

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geenalovesthelittlethings · 6 years

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hey g!! I just started Uni and was wondering what the most efficient way of taking notes is, in your opinion. so far I've been handwriting everything in lectures, but I feel like it's too messy and disorganised. I'm not really sure how to take clear and concise notes bc in high school we always copied everything down from a PowerPoint or had a sheet to read from, so I really need help!!! ily xxx

RHi, lovey! It kind of depends on how your professor lectures. They can all be sooo different in their style and what they use.

I would say, in general, try using bullet points. It’ll help you keep things concise. So, for example, we’ll use the heart (because that’s what I’m studying right now!) So, you might follow a format like this:

HEART

Chambers (4):

Left Ventricle

Right Atrium...

Heart Rate

beats 75bpm (average)

This format is how I take my lecture notes and textbook notes and it seems to really work nicely. Anytime you start talking about a new topic, write it in the middle of a new line and underline it and continue on with the format.

If your prof is okay with it, you could always audio record the lectures on your phone, if you feel like you’re struggling to keep up with them. Or, they use PowerPoint and put the slides online, print those out and take your notes directly on them.

I think if you just try and keep the bigger topics organized, and make it clear in your notes where you’ve started a new topic, that should help a lot. Using different colored pens/highlights can also help. You could write (or go back and star/asterisk later) definitions in one color, main ideas in another, smaller details in another and so on. A little finicky, but it helps some people.

Hopefully this helps, petal! Try not to write EVERYTHING down. I know that can be hard because everything sounds like it could be important. You’ll get the hang of it, though I promise! Hopefully this helps a little and let me know if you have more questions! xx.

#asks

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nerdperson524 · 7 years

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PSA

After seeing rhis post:

https://queen-archeron.tumblr.com/post/166449176267/twinklefaerie12-regaltempo-metalwarrior22

(Idk how to do the link thingy I'm sorry)

I wanted to say that personally I'm not very good at the lovey-dovey, heart-melting stuff. If I enjoy any original works i see on my dash I try to at least say something like "This is AMAZING" or "LOVE IT".

Don't take my small phrases as me not caring or not putting much effort into showering the creator with praises. I'm just an awkward penguin who can't express emotion.

That is all. 🐧

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witchoflight · 7 years

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ur so like? chaotically sweet? if that makes any sense???? like u log into daveys blog to call them a furry then put really sweet lovey dovey stuff in the tags and aaaaa im not making any sense but ur a blessing,,,,

oh my god rhi im?????? gonna fcukin cry????? i just got my personal computer back and i saw this and iM?????? THIS IS SO NICE IM GONNA FUCKIN SOB

#answered #RHI UR AN ACTUAL ANGEL AND IM LOV U WE SHOULD TALK MORE CAUSE UR RLY COOL #toasttedbaguels

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sahibookworm · 4 years

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It’s the week of Valentines Day and with many of us feeling all the lovey dovey vibes, I thought today was the best time to talk about all my favorite couples from my 2019 reads. As an avid romance reader and also someone who enjoys some love story in my fantasy novels, this is actually a huge list and I had to struggle quite a bit to get it down to just ten of my most beloved couples. Except the top two, all the remaining ones on the list are not in any particular order. Hope you enjoy reading this post and have a happy Valentines Day all my dear friends.

Also, if you consider talking about couples in fantasy novels to be a spoiler, then you might not want to proceed.

Alex and Henry

If you know anything about my reading from last year, then you realize this is the easiest choice to make for me. Alex and Henry from Red, White and Royal Blue are my most favorite couple from last year because they were adorable, hilarious, sweet and just so wholesome. This book is a delight and will remain one of my all time favorites.

Tea and Kalen

I had heard great things about the Bone Witch trilogy from my friends, so I knew I was gonna enjoy it. What I didn’t expect was to completely fall in love with Tea and Kalen and their absolutely intense, devoted romance. They made my heart swoon and weep when bad things happened, but ultimately left a very memorable impression on me.

Shane and Ilya

I am a huge fan of hockey romances, so it was inevitable that one such couple would make my list. But I totally didn’t expect it to be from Heated Rivalry because I wasn’t that enamored with the author’s debut novel. But this one about two superstar rival hockey players Shane and Ilya and the development of their relationship across almost a decade is sexy and fun, but also emotional and full of heart and I completely fell in love. And my love for them has only increased after multiple rereads.

Dani and Carmen

Forbidden romances are always fun to read, and when they take place between kinda rivals with the backdrop of a revolution in the story, everything just feels too intense. And that’s exactly how I would describe my feelings for Dani and Carmen from We Set the Dark on Fire – intense and beautiful and someone whom I’m very much looking forward to meeting again when the sequel releases in two weeks.

Rhiannon and Sam

As a lover of romance novels but someone who doesn’t like alpha male heroes, The Right Swipe was a breath of fresh air with it’s fierce and brilliant businesswoman heroine Rhi and a swoon worthy cinnamon roll retired jock hero. Alisha did a brilliant job subverting the usual tropes we would associate with such characters and I thoroughly enjoyed this romance. And this book (and series as well) will be something I’ll reread many more times in the future.

Magnus and Alec

I don’t think I even have to talk about why and how much I love Magnus and Alec. They’ve just been such an adorable couple across books and series for years now, and I even loved the way they were portrayed in the TV show, so I was already biased going into The Red Scrolls of Magic. But this story about the initial days of their romance was sweet and vulnerable and so heartwarming (despite all the dangers) and I fell in love with them all over again.

Ead and Sabran

The bodyguard romance trope is quite fun to read in contemporary romance novels but watching it play out as a sapphic romance in a highly intense epic fantasy with dragons was a joy to read. The relationship between Ead and Sabran in The Priory of the Orange Tree is a delicious slow burn and fiery in it’s intensity. I don’t know if the author has ever said she will write a sequel for this book, but I would love to revisit this couple again and get to know what they are doing in the future.

Elizabeth and Nathaniel

I was expecting just the usual enemies to lovers romance in Sorcery of Thorns but Elizabeth and Nathaniel are so much more than that. Their banter and prickly friendship and ultimate love story is delightful to read about and I was grinning so hard while watching it all play out.

Patrick and Curtis

I never thought I would fall in love with One Giant Leap so much. I just happened upon the audiobook during a sale and wanted to give it a try. The unique premise hooked me right away, but it was the two characters Patrick and Curtis who sealed the deal for me. The setting of the story makes this novel very dialogue heavy and I just loved the feeling of listening in on their conversations and watching them get to know each other so well and fall in love. Theirs is definitely the sweetest love story I read in 2019 and I want to protect them with all my heart.

Red and Blue

This is How You Lose the Time War is not the kind of book that I would usually like, but the writing in this one just blew me away. Even when I couldn’t always understand the true meaning behind the poetic prose, the love story between two spies Red and Blue on the opposite sides of a long ongoing war across the strands of time is stunningly beautiful and it just made me overwhelmingly emotional. This is not a book I can easily describe my feelings for except that please experience it for yourself.

Have you read any of these books? Did you fall in love with these couples as much as I did? What were some other wonderful swoony romances you read in 2019? Share all your thoughts and feelings in the comments below…

Favorite Couples of 2019 It's the week of Valentines Day and with many of us feeling all the lovey dovey vibes, I thought today was the best time to talk about all my favorite couples from my 2019 reads.

#LGBTQIA+#Romance

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