#same person but. not. >:3c

[uniquezombiedestiny]

I'd like to know why you are all alone while I'm lost at sea /

Maybe we'll be there when you want

#bella #fc!bella #lc ocs #art #this is from reinhardt's (branch-wdk53) pov! you cant escape him in my art. i cant escape him #link leads to stranded lullaby - the lyrics are also from there :3 #this is around rein's fears about bella being like ryn but is also about the extraction interaction (still love that name) #honestly every piece of this has. so many meanings like. god #let me just redo all this and go through them one by one lmao #the sea: this one's about them being in the same situation. also their issues (the sea will slowly rise; obscuring and drowning them) #it's also about guilt - it can be a blood ocean! the blood of those they let die... #OOOH I JUST NOTICED THIS: bloodbath! since it's a blood sea :3 #the halos: the inner one is halfway just for composition half bc rein sees bella as a good person. the outer (hard to see but) tear-shaped #halo is both a drop in the sea (me when the blood sea! when we've let so many die it no longer matters.) and a noose's opening - #like foos's but metaphorically(? lmao) bella's own suicide by distancing herself from her friends and therefore her help/support system #the black spots: represents rein losing her in a way. he knows what's happening but has no idea how to help. also tied in with his #amnesia/memory loss (totally covered; lost info; yknow). could even be from pain or drowning in the sea! who knows! :3c #...........yeah im normal about these two. you can trust me. #i need to make a bella/ritz piece istg... ive been sleeping on them!!!!!!!! #but. i love these two so much. total of 2 interactions and i made the MOST out of them <3 #also since im naming all these now since i gotta save them to post em: this one is called lost

[sysig]

What your fave says about you: Sona/Undertale edition (Patreon)

#Doodles #UT #So many sonas and characters lol #Ended up filling the other side of the zine with something self-indulgent :) #Actually came from the same kernal as a digital-specific idea but these are what I've ended up with in the moment! #Zine doodles end up...silly lol #I draw with pen logic! And mm... I won't say I'm Displeased with them but there are things I'd change for sure #Overall the vibe is there just not completely the execution lol #I'll get it better when I do the digital version >:3c It'll be like how I see it in my head and then I'll have both! Nice #For the moment tho doing an eight-highlight reel of the who's who was fun :) #Obviously starting with myself and my fave <3 This terrible little flower whom I love with my whole heart #I really do love him - I'd go and rewatch my fave scenes with him but the in-built guilt haha #The next was easy! My fave sona gets my second fave character! Papyrus only loses to Flowey by a hair's breadth anyway lol #Anyone in the thread remember that time I compared Charm to Papyrus lol #They both want people to like them so badly! They go about it very differently tho lol #Papyrus would be a good influence on her :) Just be nice to people! Ironically she'd probably agree more with Sans lol #Speaking of! Eli would be the type of person who goes digging around in the backend and Totally claims to like Gaster the most #Y'know because secret values and stuff! Super sneaky like! But actually their fave is Snas lol #You are Basic Eli just accept this lol #Ficus was an easy pick for Napstablook - they would absolutely lay on the floor and think about being garbage with them #That deadened gaze lol #Ulex looks so uninterested in Alphys lol they're just bad at talking - dissimilar from Alphys in that they've got the stoic thing going on #They're not awkward just not good at making friends lol #Hall of Mirrors would absolutely love Undyne lol - being friends with her and cooking together would make HoM So Happy haha #Another obvious one - Othersona already comes with spider imagery! Muffet was the clear choice haha #They are having a cup of spiders and they are enjoying it :/ Lol #And finally Holosona and original calculator-body Mettaton haha - she prefers this version over EX and NEO #She'd probably like NEO - she absolutely plays the Genocide run on purpose - except for how OHKO he is lol #A different sona likes NEO tho... #Anyhow ♪ Might talk more about their different play styles in the digital version :D When I get there anyway lol

[commander-goo]

girl made in. a lab. for me

#oc #ocs #bug #alien #cicada #gooarts #same world as derek...... if any1 is inch rested i can post a link to my toyhouse with info on them..... :3c........... #her personality is last member of a hivemind that forgets its the last living member so she is reckless beyond belief #june

[idol-emu-otori-official-archived]

╰┈➤ SHUFFLE AU

DESTINATION POINT (DP)

the Leo/need adjacent unit, composed of Ichika Hoshino, Airi Momoi, Ena Shinonome, and Minori Hanasato. ☆ a girl who's lost her friendships, and three others searching for their worth.

about the group's name: ♡ originally, i had "from here to there" in mind, but someone from the Discord gave me the name "destination point" and i thought it was much better, so i went with that. ♪

about the SEKAI: ♡ the Train SEKAI. no one knows when it left, or where it's going - just that it never stops. it's the perfect place for those who feel like they're lagging behind. just close your eyes and let yourself be carried away, right? but maybe there's something you can do… starts with a Miku and a Rin. the former's hardworking and talented, but the latter struggles - Rin is somewhat influenced by Ena's (and, to a lesser extent, Airi's) jealousy towards others.

•

Ichika hasn't managed to rekindle her friendship with her friends, and she's not doing particularly well. At one point, she meets Airi - who just quit being an idol. The two start talking and become friends, at which point they end up forming a band together. Airi wants to try finding a place where she could finally be taken seriously.

Ena's invited by Airi, and Minori - who had failed auditions recently - ends up inspired by Ichika's kindness, Airi's drive and Ena's determination, which is how she joins. (Haruka completely gave up on being an idol; something Minori is saddened by.)

In my mind, Ichika plays the guitar; Airi, the drums; Minori, the keyboard and Ena, the bass.

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IDEAL HEAVEN! (IH)

the MORE MORE JUMP! adjacent unit, composed of Mafuyu Asahina, Emu Otori, Mizuki Akiyama and Shizuku Hinomori. ☆ an up-and-coming idol group that combines cuteness and sophistication.

about the SEKAI: ♡ quite similar to the Empty SEKAI, but with some idol influences - a broken stage with no one in sight. there's no bright lights, no colorful props. nothing. that SEKAI both comforts and pains Mafuyu. home to a lone Miku. sweet, hopeful, but genuinely crushed by the pressure she's feeling.

•

Mafuyu's mother wants a perfect child. idols are very frequently represented as being perfect - so, she decides that her daughter should become one, too. Mafuyu's not keen on the idea, but that's her mother; she's obedient, so she goes along with it.

Shizuku still quit Cheerful * Days, but instead of stopping altogether she ends up with Mafuyu. Emu wants to make people smile, but no one ever came; Wonderlands × Showtime was never a thing. so she decides to become an idol instead, even if it means she'll never bring back the Wonder Stage to its former state.

Mizuki's half-dragged into IDEAL HEAVEN! by Emu, who saw them looking with interest at idol merch. after bringing them to meet Mafuyu and Shizuku, Mizuki ends up accepting - the idea of wearing cute clothes and being called cute doesn't seem too terrible.

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READY MADE SUCCESS (RMS)

the Vivid BAD SQUAD adjacent unit, composed of Haruka Kiritani, An Shiraishi, Shiho Hinomori and Akito Shinonome. ☆ two street musicians chasing after their dream, and the two girls they brought with them.

about the SEKAI: ♡ the Street SEKAI. weirdly, it seems Haruka's idol background has somewhat influenced its appearance. its inhabitants are Miku, Meiko and Len. this Miku is levelheaded, but it seems like there's something holding her back from going all-in...

•

after quitting being an idol, Haruka is invited by An to join her.

An's never met Kohane, and she never found a partner. Haruka is hesitant for a moment before deciding to give it a shot, though she keeps struggling with singing. Shiho tries getting more experience, meets Akito. no one really knows how these two ended together, but they both have a similar drive and take music very seriously.

eventually, they all start working together. Haruka deals with her guilt and, while she doubts she'll become an idol again, she's mostly made peace with what happened.

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STARLIGHT ☆ EVERMORE (S ☆ E)

the Wonderlands × Showtime adjacent unit, composed of Tsukasa Tenma, Saki Tenma, Kanade Yoisaki and Toya Aoyagi. ☆ a strange troupe of people who aim to help others through their performances.

about the SEKAI: ♡ still very much Tsukasa's, so it's the Wonderland SEKAI. [kanade goes there for the first time and dies. alas, they're still a shut-in and this place is simply too colorful for her poor eyes.] starts with a Miku and a Kaito, though this version of the former uses far less onomatopoeias.

Tsukasa figures he needs to show the world how much of a star he is himself, and he drags his siblings into it (with varying degrees of willingness).

a part of Saki still wishes she could be in a band with her friends; she's only somewhat managed to repair her friendship with Ichika. but she's still happy to do something fun and lighthearted after all her struggles. Toya's very excited to do something with Tsukasa and his siblings. he also gets to stick it to his dad, which, honestly - is a bonus.

out of the three, Kanade is obviously the most hesitant about the whole thing. but she sees Tsukasa's drive to make others happy, something she shares with him, so she ends up agreeing. Kanade is… slightly healthier physically on account of the stubborn people looking after her, as well as all the exercise she does she does as part of Starlight ☆ Evermore. mentally? eh… we'll get there. i need her traumatized to be interesting. <3

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LONELY SYNDROME (LS)

the 25-ji, Nightcord de. adjacent unit, composed of Nene Kusanagi, Rui Kamishiro, Honami Mochizuki and Kohane Azusawa. ☆ hidden behind avatars, these citizens of the web tell stories online.

about the SEKAI: ♡ the arcade SEKAI. this Miku is shy and withdrawn, though she one day hopes she'll be able to break out of her shell, just like Nene. alongside her is Luka - she has a bit of a teasing attitude and a catlike personality, but she always does her best to boost Nene's confidence.

about the group's name: ♡ syndrome refers to a group of symptoms - i paired it with the word lonely because i felt like it represented the atmosphere of an arcade. you're connected with people who share your interests, but at the same time, you're sort of separate from them. surrounded by people, but utterly alone…

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Nene's social anxiety hasn't gotten better over the years. since she never joins Wonderlands × Showtime, she doesn't learn how to fight her stage fright.

but, she finds an alternate solution; using an avatar online. it's less stress-inducing, and it lets her pursue acting, in a way - it's not what Nene wants, but it's close enough. she figures she could be satisfied with that. Rui ends up figuring out what she's doing, and asks if he can help. Nene doesn't really have any reason to say no, so they start working together.

as for Honami and Kohane, they ended up on Nene's channel by pure accident. but her performances quickly became a comfort to them, since they were struggling at the time (the former because she no longer had her friends, the latter because of her lack of confidence).

unfortunately, ignoring your problems only goes so far, and eventually, her feelings give birth to the arcade SEKAI.

#// ooc #shuffle au #didn't bother detailing every SEKAI - they're mostly staying the same #destination point is accidentally very similar to richie's unit 💔 #and ideal heaven! also. oh well. i didn't do it on purpose.......... #my favorite out of these five is lonely syndrome & starlight ☆ evermore :D #which is evident because a) i developed lonely syndrome's story the most and b) starlight ☆ evermore has all my favorite characters #pushing my tenma agenda <3 #lonely syndrome is like… dear to me because i struggle with very bad social anxiety and it's held me back so many times #so i relate to nene a bunch #i wish i could just - go out there and show people what i'm capable of doing. but i just freeze in place each time. it's easier to just… #give up. y'know? it hurts less. #and fun fact: lonely syndrome's luka is more or less based on rui? he's an important person in nene's life so you know - #i figured that it would influence one of the virtual singers. i love nene and rui's friendship ww #i put Kanade in the WxS-adjacent group because i wanted her to die <3 #also. the potential of others finding out that this pathetic wet cat? is in a theater troupe?? insane. i think it's hilarious. #ready made success is a name i settled with despite not being very satisfied of it - so changes might happen! #there's some angst potential in there. i put some for emu too :3c #anyway. enough rambling in tags. i feel bad 💔 #i'm insanen over them. if you have any questions - feel free to ask. teehee <3

[gifti3]

happy bday to me! 🎂🥳🎉

for this very special day i wanted to list and compare the presents and interactions i got in the mobile games ive been playing consistently lmao

under cut cause the pics are big

Time Princess A letter with 10 golden tickets, 100 stamina, and 10000 coins

Obey Me! Nightbringer 1 UR+, UR, and SSR Joker each 3 Demon Vouchers 30 Karma Points 200 AP 30000 Grim 50 Devil Points Along with a bday video, birthday calls from the characters throughout the day and a UR guarantee for a 10 pull There's half-off on Devil Tree unlocks There's also special birthday dialogue in the Surprise Guests: -- the first Surprise Guest I did gave me 30 more Devil Points -- and you can press anywhere on the boys and get max hearts :]

What in HELL is Bad They haven't implemented bday stuff yet so nothing (´。＿。｀)

Twisted Wonderland A Happy Birthday from the character you have set as your favorite card and a Tenfold Key Set (for rolls)

and last but not least.....*drum roll* 🥁🥁🥁 Love and Deepsace! Special Happy Birthdays from each guy which include them singing happy birthday to you :3 Birthday Dialogue on the home screen Presents from each one (items you can use to decorate their desks) 500 Diamonds 5 Empyrean Wishes 1 Bottle of Wishes: SSR 1 Energy Capsule: Powerful And 2 birthday stickers

#so whb is technically in last place but since its a newer game ill let it pass this year #so time princess is next in line for last place #its a fine gift but since they dont have any characters saying happy birthday it doesnt do much for me #nightbringer kinda surprised me! #i was expecting a call and some devil points #but this is a lot more then i expected :3c #also i go crazy for free UR+ Jokers #i was thinking of adding regular obey me but decided to skip it since i only really just log in for dailies for the most part #(and i dont even do that everyday if im not feeling it) #also theyre practically the same minus the calls (but i have the old ones that i havent listened to yet still) #twst was cute nothing too crazy #(thank you for ur presence lilia) #i liked love and deepspaces happy bdays from the characters a lot because they sang lmao 😭 #also i feel very special from them saying all this nice stuff about hoping that i get what i want and that i stay healthy and stuff dwsiiws #it feels like obey me has more in character interactions BUT when i think it about it more #deepspace has the models actually hand you gifts #also the moment you have with the characters feels more personal #but tbf theres more obey me characters and you do get those calls throughout the whole day! (also they give more stuff imo) #so i cant really pick which one i liked more :d #dutp #obey me nightbringer #twisted wonderland #love and deepspace #im now 26.... #oh jeez #long post #still doing the same shit i was doing in middle school uashusha (i mean playing dating games) #my personality has refined over the years tho #anyways im gonna celebrate tomorrow with my family :] #this is the end of my post tho ill probably post about the asmo phone call later

[bitchking-of-angmar]

Happy TDOV!

I’ve never taken so many pictures of myself in one year... ever, I believe, so it was hard to narrow it down to my faves. Got my top surgery done last September finally and these are the first pictures I’ve seen of myself actually smiling in many years.

(they/them)

#just had my 6 months post surgery the other day it's insane how time flies #feels like it was a thousand years ago and yesterday at the same time #also ~4 years on t now what the fuck #I took several months of breaks and am on a very small gel dosage so this isn't representative of what four years on t would look #on a binary trans person just for disclosure #very happy with my changes though >:3c #tdov #tdov 2023 #trans day of visibility #my face #life of hiero #okay to reblog!

[queer-trashmouth]

My Vanny/Vanessa 🐰

#fnaf #sb vanny #sb vanessa #fnaf sb #my art #:3c just wanted to have some fun #don’t know if they’re the same person or not after that one ending #but I think we were robbed of vanny and Vanessa in the game #I really hope they get a more prominent role in the dlc

[madaranuii]

guess who is turnin in2 an amagi siblin 2morrow :333333

#𖥔 : madaranuii.ramblez!! #MEEEEEE!!!!!!!! #context i am dying my hair red hehe :3c i have the same crazy ass hair as them + nearly tge saje eye colour #BUTTTT if i were 2 b siblingz w/ any1 from enstarz itd b madara #same natural hair colour ++ eye colour as him :3!!!!! #CALICO MIKEJIMA ???!!!!???!!! #Calico calico stripes LMFAOOO #ALSO SAME HEIGHT +++ personality............... #holy!!!! fuckin!!!!! shit!!!!!!!

[blazing-spectre]

rando here, ive followed you through several fandoms now, and have actually been swayed multiple times now to check something out from the je ne sais q of your reblogs but with MGS i'm all "don't go whre i can't follow mr frodo" i don't know that i have the strength

Lol tbh this is a little gratifying to receive. Crazy to think I could one day achieve MGS blog status like my mutuals before me.

Honestly, I gotta respect that, and thanks for sticking it out this long. Proud of you for knowing your limits and all that o7 If u wanna unfollow/block the tag, you have my full support etc. etc. as I am at this point neck-deep in the anti-war homoerotic soldier simulator with almost no point of exit atm U_U It was good while it lasted, Sam.

Altho I will say I am now curious 'bout what I have gotten you interested in, Metal Gear aside OwO

#sorry for the person Im gonna become once the re-releases are out and i can actually play 1 2 and 3 #in saying that i think getting into it now is gonna soften the impact of that a little #personal #asks #anon #although... tbh i had been meaning to check out/get into metal gear for a few years now #just didnt have the means to. so hey. if anyone else is in the same boat as me and has the money to spare... master collection in a month #although i Do wanna check out BG3. had it for like. 3 years now so. eventually that'll probably... well... surpass metal gear :3c

[8bit-mau5]

sorry i had to delete the remaining few music recommendation asks, guys, i just feel really bad seeing old asks i gotta catch up on and i got overwhelmed thinking abt how many i had to answer nhbgbdgg

#i do appreciate everyone who took the time to send me smth though :'3 #but as a person who Doesnt get asks i get bewildered when i get like #more than 3 at a time #JNHBGSVBGBGD #8bit beeps #if i see the same name in there like 5+ times it just feels me with the Dread (smth fun becomes an obligation and i am wracked with #guilt for no good reason) #most of the stuff i have ive been holding on to for a while tho #cos i wanna draw a response to these <:3c

[sysig]

Mwah mwah mwah kissy kissy demon friend (Patreon)

#Doodles #LAC #Law Abiding Citizen #LAC Russ #Doug Peterson #Roug #Feeling so normal about them #So so so normal and not at all yearning and internalized bigotry and unhealthy coping mechanisms #Not even a little bit #Okay so that's pretty clearly a lie lol but I Can at least say that I didn't Expect it #I'll partially blame finally getting the first volume of KoiBo (❤️💖💕❤️💞💖) and thinking about Souichi's trauma #I swear I have a point it's not That tangential I just only subsist on parallels - anyone who's been following me for a while knows this lol #Specifically in reference to how his trauma manifests in aforementioned unhealthy coping mechanisms of lashing out and jfdlsafd #He's so interesting I Must dissect him #And then I was rewatching LAC around the same time so that mental vivisection vibe transferred onto LAC!Russ lol #He's not the most mmmmm level-headed well-adjusted person out there hehe #Him flying off the handle about smoking at some light prodding I just I'm feeling So Fucking Normal about it #I'm totally Not fixating on a minor character quirk and reading way too deeply into it lol #What does any of that have to do with them kissing? #:3c #So anyway they're still fun to draw canoodling lol #Doug is so curled around him hehe ♪ Holding him with his arms of course but also flattening his ear against Russ' arm and curling his tail #Hold him close so he doesn't go anywhere! He's so flighty! #Not that he looks all that inclined to leave atm lol #Been thinking about the ficlet I made with them all that while ago too I swear I am So normal about them right now lol

[isekyaaa]

I was watching Alhaitham's demo again to try to decipher left or right-handedness and actually bothered to listen to his spiel this time and it's actually like annoying how much I truly get what he says. Like I've literally given the exact same advice before, albeit in slightly different words. :')

To get anything done, to solve problems, to troubleshoot, etc--the best way to go about it is to find the root, aka the weakest link. Oftentimes, the best answer for a huge problem is the simplest. Once you tackle that, everything falls into place. This is super "I'm so special uwuuwuwuw" to say but I do get the struggle of seeing the solution when no one else does (or wants to acknowledge it). The most frustrating part about all of this is that I actually habitually tell people that I am, at my core, an extremely lazy person. Everything I do I do to make it easier for me and essentially quicker in the long run.

Absolutely disgusting we have things in common.

#analysis #tfw se/ni tbqh #added to that we both refuse to stay longer at work #once our time is up we'll both leave regardless of how much others are struggling #we don't do our job because we necessarily like it but because it supports the kind of lifestyle we want to live #we share the same functions and we're both so-blind so it only makes sense we have things in common but it's still #disgusting #we're alike in function and habits but not in personality #unlike him i am a very charming individual ;) #people actually like me :3c #still funny ppl think he's an intj bc he reeks of ti #he also has no tert-fi and anyone that has experience with tert-fi KNOWS what it looks like #*eyes kujou sara* #except intj tert-fi is even more fiery and explosive lol #okay i'll shut up about typology now haha #wait omg i think we have the same ennea too :'))))))))))))))))) #absolutely disgusting gross gross gross

[satanfemme]

I really hope the people I knew in high school, but who I immediately lost touch with due to my insanity ofc, still think of me sometimes. be ause then maybe they'd track down my current url on here just to see how I'm doing..... and they'd be greeted by ...... all this. "I'm a DOG BEAST. I love CANNIBALISM and KILLING. DEVIL WORSHIP is hot as hell, but so is SEXUALIZING G-D. <- who loves LEATHER FETISH just like me btw. if I'm not HIGH on edibles and prescription drugs 24/7 I will start setting fire to the people who mildly annoy me."

anyways, I check on their twitters/instagrams sometimes too just to see how they're doing. and they're normal now.

#sorry to be like 'not like other girls' but its a lil funny and I think about it sometimes #someone who I was close with in high school cause we were both suicidal teens. now on twitter in 2022: #''today me and my husband saw the newest marvel movie ^_^ just graduated college and feeling good ^_^'' #me on tumblr. the same day: #''hey do u guys think judas iscariot would prefer leather or lace? should I ask him myself? lol btw angels are asking me to kill again :/'' #(<- last sentence is a JOKE. I'm making a joke about psychotic stereotypes vs my self image. - #- tbc there's NOTHING wrong with being told those things. but besties dont worry about my health rn <3 #my guardian angels & patron saint r all very nice to me still ESPECIALLY lately. nonstop support hehe :3c okthxbye) #this post (as a whole) is all positive towards me btw. I'm embracing my personality and neurotype best I can❣I'm fun and cute!!

[divine-draws]

omg!! u have tattoos??

yeah!! two so far. I have haku and chrysanthemums as an almost half sleeve and a cat skull w a bunch of wildflowers and mushrooms. imma bout to get another one :) it’s gunna be a Big thigh piece with swampy vibes aka plants etc

#im excited #but god will it hurt #all done by tge same person :3c #speaks #not art