#sarajinkipersonal

[jjongslight]

In regards to Taemin's Guilty concept, I think there is a wider lens to consider when looking at it.

Yes, it is about personal pain and reclaiming dark and ugly parts of himself, but it's also how these parts represent a revolution, his way of revolution. The parallels between Bataille's work and his message are plenty. He knows his eroticism is a source of horror and discomfort to others and maybe to himself, but that's why it's so pleasurable to dive into it. It's the way to shatter the norms of the outside world, but also his inner world.

Eroticism is his look into the dark, into the abyss in a way that permits the reflection of everything underneath the surface and helps bring back to the surface the consciousness of what can usually stay subconscious.

Eroticism is his way of fighting back against everything he believes in while simultaneously embodying everything he (and we) despises. It is a revolution on pain, love and everything in between.

#if we can love him at his “ugliest” then that's the ultimate affirmation #taemin #discourse #concept #guilty #georges bataille #eroticism #my queen #fucktiddyboy #thémine #cultaeleader #tiermin #lire taemin #supreme taemin #je t'aemin #lee frenchesco #lil' bitch tae #sarajinkipersonal

[rollercoasterwrite]

‘’To not repress the ugly, to let out the less appealing, to hold a mirror up at society and say "here this is what you look like" I personally think that's the sign of a skilled writer and I strive to be that way but. You have it, mate. Even with a short piece like this, it's clear you have that skill already.’’

#I can't believe you left this comment on my story #you of all people #quagmireisadora #you are incredible and I'm crying #sarajinkipersonal #biggest compliments I can get are on my writing really #1000 #jongyu #jjongsmonth

[jjongslight]

Minho is such a mesmerizing performer. He has such grace and preciseness and he is doing so good. I am so proud of him.

#minho #chase #benjaminho franklin #the sweetest mango #the best choice #our choice #mingles #dance #choreography #sarajinkipersonal

[jjongslight]

My issues with those apologies is it is not about being cautious and careful with your words but stay racist. Like just do fucking better. Don't fucking just reflect, do the actual work. It is confronting, it is hard, but we all have to do it.

#like I have to dismantle my own antiblack biases and I read read read and talk about it with people and watch content and it is a constant #thing #I have biases against other groups too and I had to be confronted and made aware of it to grow and change #l do believe in them but it feels lazy and disingenuous to not have learned some of these things at this point in their lives #but we shall see #I am SHINee biased but I never forget #SHINee #colorism #antiblackness #racism #sarajinkipersonal #2023 #september

[jjongslight]

Just got my official driver's license (I can drive alone like an adult). 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳

I'm a big kid now!

#this is the greatest gift and relief right before my 30th birthday #sarajinkipersonal #2023 #slowly adulting #driver's license #driving #I had a pearl aqua wrist band on and my jjong necklace and I know it gave me confidence and strength

[jjongslight]

My last few hours as 20-something year old~

30sexy, here I come!! 🔥🔥🔥

#pre bday anticipation #sarajinkipersonal #me #2023 #july 21st #30 #cancer season #cancer bitch

[jjongslight]

This album is a masterpiece. I fell in love with all the tracks instantly, which, the last time it had hit me so hard was with the 1of1 album.

They really do go do go do go 📢 HARD

#i love the jazzy piano that appears on 10x that track is gold kind of gives me one minute back vibes #love the 80s feel to sweet misery that was for me #the identity the feeling and like it sequencing is insaaaane #love it all #BRAVO #hard #music #sounds #8th album #SHINee #FAMILee #my gods #shawols #2023 #sarajinkipersonal #1of1

[jjongslight]

Also The Glory is one of the best shows ever. Periodt. And I am still processing all the epicness of the acting and storyline. It was brutal, raw, heartbreaking and gut-wrenchingly satisfying.

#the fact that I actually finished it is a miracle cause when I love something too much I struggle finishing it cause ending something is- #very hard emotionally #I will just rewatch it after finishing it with the 2nd time with my mom #I usually watch very dark content and can handle lots but bullying is just my kryptonite as a survivor myself #the glory #netflix #lim ji yeon deserves everything she blew my mind #sarajinkipersonal #2023

[jjongslight]

If Taem can go Georges Bataille on us, he can collab with Sufjan. As Suf commented on self-reflexively, they can be poster children of sadness and solitude together.

#suf almost died give him a call tae #also I am scared of listening to his new album but that is another story #also I need another Alt-J album thank you #sufjan stevens #taemin #my cancer bros #my fave emo bois #collab fantasy #indie folk #my queen #fucktiddyboy #thémine #cultaeleader #tiermin #lire taemin #supreme taemin #je t'aemin #lee frenchesco #lil' bitch tae #sarajinkipersonal #2023 #music #artistry

[jjongslight]

I am so hopelessly in love with Mr. Lee Jinki.

#sometimes my heart is so full of him I can't live #my hubby #my sun #my dude #bubbychu #love of my life #onew #lee jinki #sarajinkipersonal #2023 #13 years of us #july

[jjongslight]

I finished The Fabulous!!! I really didn't think I would get invested but Seon Ho (a freaking badass!) and Jjoseph (the cutest sunshine!) were the best characters ever. And Ms. Oh and Thierry and I am sure I am forgetting some!!

Woo Min and Ji Eun were lackluster to me, but that's always what happens for me with main couples in dramas. They could have put more nuance in their story and given more background to Minho too. Like why was he so detached and just okay with whatever happened when we see him in the past? Just some scenes about that would have added to their story and also the chemistry and ultimately the road to getting back together. Cause I found myself shipping him with Seon Ho because we had that whole history of them being childhood friends and it shows through their bond to this day. It is just so sweet.

But it was a fun watch and I love the focus on their friend group and how strong their bond is. 😭😭😭 We all need that sense of community ♥️

#the fabulous #netflix #drama #k-drama #Minho made me watch a drama after almost ten years #I need that lightheartedness though #sarajinkipersonal #discourse #character development #benjaminho franklin #the sweetest mango #the best choice #our choice #mingles #and the lgbtq+ representation was so forward normal and refreshing?? #that caught me off guard and gave me hope for human kind but maybe I missed that evolution in k-dramas #fashion #lgbtq+

[jjongslight]

Why do americans keep calling Onew(nyu), Onoo? 😭😭😭

#I have heard it so much it got me thinking I dunno how to say it ahdhasvah #onew #my hubby #my sun #my dude #hard #sarajinkipersonal

[jjongslight]

I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy I watched Lucky Choi's. I feel like I already went through a whole day and coming down from the high, but it was so worth it. I love my bois so much and I am so proud of Choi's.

I am in this shawol shit forever, like for real for real. They are my home.

#minkey banter is the best #and those - drama scenes - they need to act together ajzxajdjsdjajda #minkey #lucky choi's #chase #minho #key #benjaminho franklin #the sweetest mango #the best choice #our choice #mingles #gemini #sarajinkipersonal

[jjongslight]

In one month exactly, I will be 30.

#that is quite a statement #sarajinkipersonal #birthday #30 #cancer baby #1993 #2023

[jjongslight]

Okay okay okay.

The song messes with the audience's expectations of atmosphere and tonality which is why there is such a visceral reaction; something is very different and very weird but in a very good and specific way; it feels disconnected but like that was meant to be.

- highlights of ReacttotheK reaction on Step Back GOT the beat.

#yup #and so you love it or hate it #but to me if you listen to really alternative artists that do really weird shit that would hit the right spot for you like it is actually #a brilliant musical and vocal production imo #but apparently I have questionable taste 🙄 #step back #got the beat #reacttothek #music #discourse #analysis #2022 #sarajinkipersonal

[jjongslight]

Update for anyone wondering. I have been sick since august, with weeks where I could barely look at a screen or stand up/walk without feeling like I was about to collapse. I am just now feeling more like myself and I am going to continue resting and doing what's needed to fully heal.

#i am not bedridden I still have a packed schedule but I have to cut down on the extra hence my absence :( #miss you guys #sarajinkipersonal #covid #long covid #cold #flu #fatigue #october 22nd #healing