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lunargrapejuice · 4 months
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every single wish, no matter how small, is worth seeing to fruition
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& you are my wish🩷
art by the lovely @mypillowpaper thank you so much for doing this for me 🥺🩷
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copepodkisser5000 · 3 months
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Sure, you've thought about owning a plushie of your f/o (if you don't have one already!)... now think about them owning a plushie of you!
You can't sleep without snuggling up to them? Well neither can they!
Imagine you make them a plushie of yourself for them to keep, if you're the type for crafts, and you give it to them for the times when you're separated. They message you saying how much better they sleep with at least a version of you to hold, even if it's not the real thing.
Maybe instead... you find out they already have one of you! Which they made themselves! No matter how good or bad the likeness is of you, you're certain they made it out of love, of course! <3 Perhaps you're impressed with their hidden talent of being able to sew. Perhaps you ask them to make themselves too, so you can play with the dolls of you both (✿◠‿◠)
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crehador · 4 months
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i'm not a marito apologist btw i think everything he's doing is normal
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revvywevvy · 1 year
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ugh u guyssss I love my silly little man so much he's so perfect 2 me
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rotisseries · 12 days
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"same ship different font" but it's every ship I've compared with a zelink iteration in a character analysis way instead of surface level aesthetics or personality tropes
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neoswift · 4 months
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introducing: roommate!ryujin
PAIRING. roomie!ryujin x fem!oc
CATEGORY. filo smau, crack/humor, fluff?, archi student!ryujin, rich girl!oc
WARNINGS. language, brief mention of slapping someone, oc may be annoying im sawry 💀, self indulgent as hell kasi bakit walang itzy filo smaus dito !?
SYNOPSIS. the last thing ryujin needs is a spoiled rich girl to look after, but unfortunately, she couldn’t really say no when her mom asked her to let her friend’s daughter live with her, which leads her to her current predicament: having silver lim as her new roommate. [or alternatively: random conversations between ryujin at ang bagong roommate niya na si silver.]
BEFORE YOU READ. heyyyy besties! here is another mini smau series centered around roommate!ryujin, same universe as rb!jaemin 🫶🏼 (may cameo dito ang oc from that au series na si june) quick info lang before reading: ryujin is an archi student while oc is a fashion major with minor on business at parehas silang 2nd years, sakura is oc’s cousin, and ang black and white panel ay flashback. as usual, neo university pa rin sila nag-aaral HAHAHAHAH enjoy babes 🥹
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NOTE. yall im sorry 30 panels agad nacarried away ako 😭 anw lmk if you want to be tagged sa future installments (INSTALLMENTS !?!?!?) ni roomie!ryujin 🥰
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cosmic-kaden · 2 months
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Charlie x Kaden - First Date - Just let me adore you;
Kaden comes down to visit Charlie, they've been talking online for almost a year and a half now and they both decided they wanted to meet each other before moving their relationship forward.
It went better than expected.
They went for drinks, sang karaoke, and walked the streets of the city at night, hand in hand as they talked about everything and anything.
The night ended with sweet kisses and Charlie not wanting Kaden to go to their hotel so he told them he'd cancel it and they could stay with him. They spent the night snuggling and talking more. <3
He knew then and there, he never wanted to let them go.
He already felt such a strong connection to them and having them here, face to face, being able to hear their laughter, to hold them close..... his feelings grew even more.
He knew in that moment, Kaden was his someone, his one and only. ♥️💜
Tag list because I'm proud of this!!! 🥰
@ama-ships || @heatobrienswife || @kylars-princess || @retrojem || @lysandreslittlechatot
Ok 2 rb. // Hey if you're not a self shipper please DNI, nothing against ya, I just have anxiety lol // pr*ship/neutral don't touch my stuff~
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transingthoseformers · 9 months
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On your SG (Bayverse?) self-rbs;
Now i'm seeing a human protagonist who's also initially scared of the Decepticons, but ends up with one (accidental kidnapping?), maybe there's a language barrier, the Decepticon is very nice and tries to protect the human, and the human witnesses Autobot brutality (ex. murdering some POW?) firsthand.
Maybe they eventually get to a Decepticon base, where they have hatchlings they're struggling to feed.
Ooooo ok ok that'd be so fascinating
So very fascinating!
Accidental kidnapping does? Seem to be the most likely scenario here??
Somehow I see Barricade as our first introduced decepticon here
My preciouses, the bayverse hatchlings🥰
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seabirdtxt · 1 year
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Hi, I’m Bird. welcome to my sideblog! i hope you have a good time :) thanks for reading! 🩵
Ask box is: On hold
WIP tracker
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Rules & TOS:
- I am using this blog as a place to put my self-indulgent fandom fics. i don't proofread or beta my stuff so if i make typos no i didn't 🫡
- blank blogs please do not +follow! i will assume you are a bot and block/softblock you. You can remain empty/anon as long as you have some profile customization and maybe a post/reblog or two
- you can send asks/requests and i'll tackle 'em asap but please don't expect too much of the social aspect from me, i struggle with socialization like a feral cat
- i write reader fics. this means: gender neutral, no physical description/indicators, no gender-biased nicknames clothes or scenarios, you/yours and they/them pronouns only.
- do not call my Reader she/her, or any fem-aligned nicknames. im dead serious, this is a ‘block on sight’ thing, it kicks up my dysphoria and it's the same reason i won't read fem!reader fics. i won't block for the first time, but if you commented on something or sent an ask/request and I deleted/didn't respond, this is probably why. I'm giving y'all the benefit of the doubt that maybe you didn't check my page first though! but continued behavior will earn a block .
- i’m not holding a taglist atm, you either perceive me or don't. (if i ever write smth longer that warrants a taglist i’ll be sure to mention it!)
- no bigotry or discrimination allowed, please use your good judgement when consuming media, etc. there will be no bitchin in my kitchen!
- no reposting, copying, or heavily referencing! plaigarism is the 8th cardinal sin 😊 yes this includes feeding my writing to AI. don't do it.
- re: above ^ making stuff inspired by/expanding on concepts is totally fine though! i'm inviting everyone to come play in my sandbox :3c if you do, please tag me! i'd love to see and rb from you 🥰 (AI is still 100% off the table though)
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Request Rules:
currently in genshin/sagau fandom so mostly stick to those themes please! (and do let me know if you want canon or other AU settings! otherwise i'll assume sagau)
i won't do crossovers sorry! i'm not too knowledgeable on many other media or fandoms and i'd rather not butcher something im not familiar with!
willing to write both platonic and romantic! (specific character romance with the male characters only, sorry, but platonic is free game!)
i write kinda slow tbh, so please don't send me anything that is time sensitive or has a deadline bc i probably won't make it in time :')
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General Tags:
Writing -> #seabird.txt
Doodles -> #seabird.png
Asks/replies -> #seabird.inbox
Personal -> #seabird.exe
Reblogs -> #seabird.rb
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Masterlist below the cut:
Glitch in Irminsul AU
SAGAU setting, where the Irminsul tree behaves like a GIT repository, and the Creator's arrival accidentally merged old branches into the current data.
Blog Tag - [p1] [p2] [p3] [p4] [p5]
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Bloodletting AU
SAGAU cult au, the Creator descends to Teyvat with no obvious godly powers and is rejected by the acolytes, until it's discovered that their golden blood has strength-enhancing properties.
Blog Tag - [p1] [p2]
[rb1] [rb2]
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Voice of God AU
SAGAU cult au, set pre-isekai. The Shouki no Kami is powered up and connected to Scaramouche, who then experiences a sudden jarring connection to the Creator.
Blog Tag - [p1] [p2] [p3]
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Wish Upon series
Stardust AU, canon setting. Wanderer tries to catch a fallen star to get a blessing from Celestia and obtain a heart. Instead, he gets you.
Blog tag - [p1]
Misc. fics
Not aligned to any specific AU or series!
[200 Follower Event tag]
[Creator!Reader and Cyno's bad jokes] [dollmaker!Reader and the scara gang]
🔞 [18+ tag] 🔞
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petefromarma · 4 months
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what are you peterick omegaverse recs!!!!! love and light to all the omegaverse warriors out there 🫶🫶🫶
omg yes love and light anon 🥰❤️ what a good ask we truly are in the omegaissance…
ok so hopefully i’m not forgetting anyone here but if i do i will rb this with added links since tumblr apparently doesn’t allow asks to be edited anymore (?)
a/b/xo is Thee quintessential peterick omegaverse series i can’t say enough good things about it there’s smut there’s fluff there’s angst it’s coming of age it’s found family the characterization is absolutely top notch and the world building is insane you will laugh you will cry etc there’s so much going on here it is a full meal. the era is tttyg onward and it’s still in progress and being updated!
really lovely schmoopy peterick smut!! from pete’s pov and he is so in love with patrick here it’s so sweet they are. obsessed with each other just top tier
this fic. is so good. slowburn and lots of great worldbuilding and development of the peterick relationship. the era is post hiatus, the lead up to srar, and patrick pov!
this one is a shameless self rec lol. fluff and smut, some joetrick familial bonding, patrick pov
trohley with some added peterick and ot4! mostly smut and lots of good dynamics going on here, pov switches a few times
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julek · 1 year
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I posted 1,057 times in 2022
108 posts created (10%)
949 posts reblogged (90%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@julek
@samstree
@fawnnbinary
@d-andilion
@mosaicscale
I tagged 1,054 of my posts in 2022
#art - 414 posts
#witcher stuff - 212 posts
#fic rec - 134 posts
#answered - 58 posts
#self rb - 48 posts
#twn spoilers - 46 posts
#mywriting - 41 posts
#about writing - 33 posts
#&lt;3 - 28 posts
#oh my god - 27 posts
Longest Tag: 76 characters
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so back when the year started, @srapsodia gave me the best birthday gift i could’ve ever asked for (my boys being Soft and In Bed) and i forgot to share them with the world. thank you, raps, for thinking of me and giving me Them <3
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read on ao3
When Geralt sees the body on the table, he shakes his head with something akin to fondness.
“We need to stop meeting like this,” he tells Jaskier, whose eyes haven’t opened yet, whose skin still shines pale and unblemished. “One day I’ll really dissect you.”
“Mm,” Jaskier grunts, displeased.
Geralt takes his apron off, given his services won’t be needed with this particular costumer, and leans back against the sink of the mortuary to wait. It usually takes Jaskier a few minutes to regain movement of his limbs, a few more minutes to get his words back.
“What was it this time?” Geralt asks conversationally, mostly because he knows Jaskier won’t answer him. “Jealous husband poisoned your meal? Didn’t look where you were going and shared a kiss with the local transport vehicle?”
“Hng.”
Geralt nods, reaching for the cabinet door. “I know it’s cold. I’m sorry. You know how it is.”
He lays a blanket over Jaskier’s still-rigid legs, and checks his pulse. Faint, but there.
“Just a few more minutes,” he says, watching blood slowly color Jaskier’s cheeks, flowing down the purple-blue veins under his eyes. His arms are twitching. “You want coffee or tea? I got croissants from the bakery you like.”
“‘ea,” Jaskier manages.
“Okay,” Geralt says. “We can breakfast upstairs. I know you don’t like the smell in here.”
Geralt does, though. There’s something about the smell of formaldehyde and antiseptic that soothes his mind. He’s surprised, really, that, for someone who’s visited his mortuary so many times, Jaskier still hasn’t gotten used to it.
Some things aren’t for him to know.
“Ah,” Geralt murmurs, Jaskier’s blue eyes blinking hazily at him. “Welcome back.”
Jaskier glowers at him. It looks more cute than menacing.
Geralt pushes Jaskier’s hair back, presses a kiss to his forehead. Ice cold, as usual.
“When I said I couldn’t do date night because work was busy,” he whispers, “I didn’t mean for you to literally show up at work.”
Jaskier raises his eyebrows, as if to say well, and immediately grimaces. Expressive facial gestures right after waking up mess up with the slow progress his body makes, and now he’ll be stuck with an inquisitive expression for a few hours.
Geralt definitely doesn’t laugh at him.
(He does). (A little). (He also makes some horrible puns). (Jaskier will make him pay, later).
Jaskier’s hand intertwines with his own. A weak embrace, but Geralt can feel the warmth of his touch in his soul.
“Roach missed you,” he tells him, linking their fingers together. “She’ll be delighted to see you.”
Jaskier’s head turns slightly.
“Well, maybe not delighted. Amused, at least.”
“Mm.”
Finally, Jaskier’s legs regain blood flow, and he shakes them out a little. Geralt helps him sit up on the table.
“How are you feeling?”
Jaskier nods. He looks tired, as he often does after waking up, but everything else seems normal.
“Okay,” Geralt says. He presses his forehead against Jaskier’s. “Still like your tea with four sugars, then?”
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1,000 notes - Posted May 28, 2022
#3
“Jas,” Geralt calls, not taking his eyes off his journal.
Jaskier stops strumming his lute with a palm on the strings. “Yes?”
“Would you pass me an orange from our pack?”
He hears Jaskier murmur an assent, and goes back to the ardent task of drawing a cockatrice that resembles the one he’d fought the week prior. There’s a rustling sound as Jaskier rifles through their things, a triumphant little ah-ha! as Jaskier, presumably, finds the orange, but then, there’s silence.
Geralt sketches the final lines of the cockatrice to his satisfaction, and takes a look behind him to see what could be taking Jaskier so long in the simple delivery of the fruit.
He finds Jaskier poking his tongue out of the corner of his mouth, brow furrowed in concentration as he picks at the orange between prying fingers.
“What are you doing?” Geralt asks, coming to crouch beside him.
“Oh!” Jaskier says, his eyes snapping up, as if he’d forgotten Geralt was there at all. “I was just getting all the white stuff out for you,” he says, and presents his palms to Geralt.
It’s a small orange, halved, bright and plump in Jaskier’s hands, and all the white tendrils have been carefully removed.
For him.
The orange almost flies into the other direction when Geralt surges to kiss him.
“Oh,” Jaskier says when they break apart, flustered and a little dazed. “What brought that on?”
Geralt smiles, taking one half of the orange into his hands.
“You.”
1,046 notes - Posted July 9, 2022
#2
“Yen,” Geralt says through gritted teeth. “It’s not wearing off.”
She peers at him across the table. “What isn’t?”
He growls. The potion, he wants to say, the stupid potion that had been innocently placed among his own elixirs, wearing a nondescript label and looking innocuous enough. The potion that is making his every thought escape through his tongue and jump out of his mouth, into the world of the living.
That potion.
“Mm,” she nods. “It’ll go away soon enough. The urge.”
They both follow Jaskier’s moving figure with their eyes, the bard prancing around the tavern floorboards with practiced ease and a salacious grin on his pink-bitten lips. They watch as he belts out a high note, sweat clinging to his skin, pooling in the hollow of his throat, uncovered now that he’s shed his doublet on the back of a chair.
Geralt tries very hard not to imagine what it would feel like to put his mouth there, because it’s a stupid thing to think, and because the filter that usually keeps stupid thoughts at the back of his mind where they belong is broken, and it would be very unwise to let such imaginings out in the wild.
But—
“Seems our bard has found himself some company,” Yennefer says, a smug smirk on her lips, as she waves in his general direction. “Such a handsome fellow, too.”
And, because he’s weak, Geralt tears his gaze from a knot on the wooden table and finds that Jaskier’s singing has stopped, and he’s now animatedly chatting with a patron. A broad-shouldered, heavy-handed man, with charming brown eyes and curls that bounce on his head every time he laughs that musical laughter at something Jaskier’s said, and a well-trimmed beard that frames his face ever so nicely. A man whose hand is resting on Jaskier’s forearm, his thumb rubbing distracted circles on it as Jaskier draws closer and closer.
Geralt’s tankard creaks ominously in his hand.
Yen has the gall to look amused. “Anything on your mind, dear?”
Geralt tries to ignore the way his mind is screaming at him, but it doesn’t work, of course, because that godsdamned serum is still coursing through his veins, still making him— “I want to draw my sword and place it on that man’s neck and watch him sweat, and when I’ve made sure he’s gone I want to take Jaskier back here and have him sit on my lap and show everyone who he belongs to.”
It all comes out in one breath, so fast that he doesn’t have time to feel ashamed, and he feels as though he’s never talked so much in his life. He probably hasn’t.
“Interesting,” says Yen, watching Jaskier saunter back to their table. “Very interesting.”
1,213 notes - Posted March 26, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
Jaskier turns in his bedroll again.
“—fucking winter and its wintery fucking— cold as balls, ice frozen—”
“Jask?”
“—good for nothing— oh.” His tossing stops. The ground is so fucking cold. “Sorry, did I wake you?”
One golden eye peers at him. He would say Geralt looked annoyed, but he can’t see most of his face, tucked as it is under his cloak, so he chooses to interpret it as friendly concern. “Your muttering did.”
Jaskier smiles sheepishly at him, even though Geralt probably can’t see him either, with his scarf tied around his neck and covering most of his face. “Sorry. Just...”
“Can’t sleep?”
Jaskier shakes his head. It’s their fifth year on the Path together, the first one Geralt’s invited him along to spend the winter at Kaer Morhen with him — and Jaskier’s excited, really, but sleeping on the forest floor with a thin bedroll and definitely not enough blankets kind of dampens his spirits a little.
They’ve laid their bedrolls side by side, the fire keeping their feet warm, but still Jaskier can’t fend off the chill that’s seeped into his bones. He would blame it on his frilly, beautifully impractical clothing, with its soft but thin fabrics, with its stunning trim but no insulation, but if he did, he’d basically be agreeing with Geralt, and he can’t have that. Not even in the privacy of his own mind.
(He still hasn’t ruled out the possibility that Witchers are mind-readers). (Geralt is awfully quiet whenever Jaskier brings it up, and, well, one can never be too careful).
So he’s been tossing and turning and singing lullabies to himself in a feeble attempt of finally succumbing to a warm, deep sleep. Not that it’s worked, anyway.
The single golden eye looks considering, now.
“Wha—?” Jaskier manages before Geralt stands up, the bare skin under his sleep shirt immediately reacting to the cold air of the forest and erupting in gooseflesh.
Then, a blanket is being tossed to his face.
(It smells like horse).
“There,” says Geralt, not unkindly, his voice a bit rough. “That’ll help.”
“Well,” Jaskier replies, trying to adjust the blanket without taking his hands out of his bedroll, which proves impossible. “Thanks.”
Before he can sit up straight and, like a sane person, rearrange the blanket on top of himself, Geralt’s doing it for him. His hair is a mess from where he’s been laying on it and he’s squinting, but his hands are warm as they reach for the ends of the blanket and he tucks them into Jaskier’s bedroll, making sure his body is covered.
“You’re tucking me in,” Jaskier whispers, something that suspiciously feels like love standing on his heart a little.
Geralt smiles. He smiles his soft smile, the one where his lips stretch over his face and they’re pink and pretty and there’s a shine in his eyes.
“I guess I am,” he replies, checking no corners have been missed. “We’ll reach the mountain soon. No more cold nights after that.”
Jaskier smiles. He doesn’t know what it might look like on his face, lips chapped and slightly cracked. He hopes it shows his gratitude for him.
Geralt sits back on his haunches. The smile is still there. Fonder, somehow.
“What, no kiss goodnight?” Jaskier murmurs, because he’s an idiot, because he can’t help himself.
“Mm,” Geralt says, and for a second, Jaskier thinks he’s getting up to leave, but then Geralt leans forward and there’s a gentle, sweet kiss being pressed to his forehead. His smile is bigger when he turns away. “There. Goodnight.”
Jaskier can feel the warmth on his skin, the skin Geralt pressed a kiss to. He can feel it seeping into his bones.
When he turns around, blanket firmly secured, Geralt is watching him from his own bedroll.
“Goodnight,” he mouths at him, and Geralt closes his eyes.
His cloak is covering half his face again, but Jaskier can see the smile he’s hiding anyway.
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revvywevvy · 2 years
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✨Nacreous Light✨
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arnaerr · 11 months
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hey! firstly i want to say i love your art and you are probably the artist i've been following for the longest time on here. watching your style change and evolve over the years has been amazing!! i'm an (aspiring i guess 😔) artist too and i've been thinking about trying to sell my prints on something like redbubble or inprnt and i know you have some experience with this stuff already so i wanted ask for your opinion and thoughts, if that's alright. how would you compare the various websites where artists can sell their prints? which one would you recommend, especially for someone new to this? i'm not looking to it as my main source of income but just something on the side. sorry this got a bit long lol i don't send asks on here very often so i wanted to take the time and also say how i adore your art, especially your landscapes! one of your skyrim landscapes hangs above my desk too! anyway, thank you for your reply and i hope you have a nice day 🐻
Hello! Thank you so much, it means a lot to me!! Sometimes I'm a bit self-conscious about my style change over the years, so I'm really happy that you like my art in the long term perspective 🥰❤️❤️❤️
I sell my prints on 3 websites, and some of them changed their policy recently which I'm not happy about. Keep in mind, that every one of these shops takes a big cut of your profits for shipping and so on. For some people it is more profitable to print and ship prints on their own. I don't have time and energy for that, so I prefer to earn a bit less but let someone else figure out the shipping and such. I also recommend to read their policies.
Here's the breakdown:
Redbubble. It's my first shop and I love the variety of products there + they often add more new options. Besides, recently they added account tiers and fees. Long story short, some people (like me) got lucky and got the Pro tier assigned which means that we don't have to pay additional fees. All other people should do that, so I think that RB isn't the best option now.
Society6. Very similar to Redbubble, tho their variety of products is even bigger. Everything was fine until recently - now artists have to pay for shipping as well ☠️ As a response to that, I increased my prices there drastically to cover for that (yes, on each of those websites you can change the prices of your products) and now no one buys my prints there bc it's too expensive xD
INPRNT. Has the smallest variety of products, but the cut you get is the biggest. Also, their customer service is really good, I had an issue with the money transfer and they resolved it very quickly! So INPRNT is your friend :) to register there, your works have to be approved by other artists on the website which sounds scary, but in the reality it's an easy process and everyone gets an invite.
Hope it helps and good luck! And thank you for the support 💗
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taixju · 1 year
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𐐪 a note from emi 𐑂
hi pretty peeps ! it’s been a hot minute. with valentine’s day right around the corner, i wanted to host a lil self-ship art event <3 i know i haven’t finished my other self-ship art collab and to be completely frank, i probably won’t finish it. I apologize to the people who I didn’t get to but i lost motivation to complete it *cry*. perhaps i will revisit it again one day and try to finish it but as of now, it doesn’t look like I will :( i think i overwhelmed myself with too many art pieces at once. so for this event, we will start with 5 for now!
𐐪 what is it 𐑂
welcome to emi’s valentine raffle! step right up to enter your name for the opportunity to win a free self ship piece. emi’s wheel will be accepting entries till the end of january. once the month comes to an end, all the entered names will be placed in a randomized wheel and 5 lucky winners will be selected to receive a self ship piece with an anime character of choice!
𐐪 how to enter 𐑂
If you are interested in entering, you can enter here 💌 ……… to make this a lil more fun you can provide the character of choice n’ your favorite dessert ! reblogs are also greatly appreciated hehe i’m excited to get started n’ bring you n’ your faves to life !! i hope to see you in the entries, good luck !!
𐐪 support 𐑂
rb n likes are more than enough however all of my self ship events are free n’ if you’d like to further support future events like these, tips on my ko-fi are greatly appreciated !! 🥰 i also offer customized self ship/fanart for purchase if that is of interest to you !! Thank you !!
love, emi <3
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averysmolbear · 3 months
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100% tessie and reiner, do u even need to ask
He will forever be my first love. 🥰🥰🥰 And my favorite but don’t tell my other selfships.
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My experience with disability has been long, painful, and frustrating.
I have too many stories to tell in one post without making a new ‘Color of the Sky’ so instead I’ll be putting one and rb-ing a new one every now and then. Maybe one story per day for this month? I certainly have enough for that lol
SO!
Let’s meet the ~lovely~ little pains in my butt!
💖ADHD
You know what ADHD is. You use TUMBLR. There’s no way that you don’t
🥳Severe Depression
While you likely know depression, here’s what mine encapsulates: suicidal ideation, suicidal impulses, self harming ideation, Intense self hatred, Disregard for my life and well being, difficulty with hygiene, and of course, a general intense feeling of unhappiness and dissatisfaction at nearly all times unless coping through escapism.
💕Raynaud’s Syndrome
Circulatory disorder characterized by a discoloration of the extremities such as fingertips, toes, nose, ears, (and knees in my case, dunno if that’s normal tho). Extremities are often red. purple, or white and freezing to the touch. My fingers are a direct binary of burning or freezing. They are never the same temperature as the rest of my body. They are either too hot or too cold. When cold: fingers have decreased mobility and are often extremely painful.
🎀Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome (POTS)
Autonomic disorder that can basically be summed up as When Stand Blood Go To Feet & Don’t Come Up So Brain No Worky Right™️
Blood pools in the feet, causing there to a be a decreased amount of blood circulating in my body which causes a variety of ~fun~ effects, including but not limited to: Dizziness, fainting, temporary loss of vision, burning like pain in legs, decreased ability to move, brain fog, decreased ability to think, decreased ability to breath, rapid heartbeat, temporary loss of hearing, body tremors, many assorted stomach issues, fatigue, decreased endurance for physical activity of any kind (including laughing and chewing), near constant nausea, and more~
🥰Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
THIS IS NOT PERFECTIONISM. OCD is a variety of anxiety disorder that causes a sort of delusional response unit to randomly appear in your head. Your brain convinces itself that something specific has to be done in a specific way or else something terrible will happen (often to myself, for me). It is NOT PERFECTIONISM, it is a fear of DEATH over something like someone not excusing themself after they burp (that’s actually a real one that I have). It is a state of panic that causes the person afflicted to do rash, unreasonable things fueled by adrenaline and fear. Even when explained to that the thing could not possibly happen, (i.e. my arm will not fall off if I hold it up for more than 5 seconds in class) the person cannot be convinced and will continue to panic. These compulsions happen more than once, often daily occurrences that can be so SO frustrating to deal with.
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