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bluewhitehues · 4 days
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I hate you not ♡
Choi Seungchol × f. reader
|Arranged marriage/ forced marriage |
Genre: Angst,fluff,sort of enemies to lovers.
Summary:Married against their will, seungcheol and y/n end up hating each other.
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After your shower, you wear your sweatshirt and shorts and go out towards the dining table where he's waiting for you. He was standing there leaning back on the counter. He comes forward when he sees you,giving you a little smile. He comes forward to pull the chair for you..you stop in your track looking at his smile cause this is the first time he's smiling at you.
"You're scaring me seungcheol." You say with eyes wide and round.
"Huh? Why? Because I pulled the chair for you?" He asks raising his eyebrows.
"That too but because you just smiled" you say looking & blinking up at him, eyes still round in surprise.
He narrows his eyes at you,"You are not gonna stop teasing me, are you?" He asks you notice his ears turning Red.
"I was dead serious, i got chills. You've never smiled at me ,last time I saw you smile was at the wedding,when you were forcefully smiling at the guests" You say finally sitting down.
He moves to arrange the dishes infront of you serving you, "Well yeah ..but I'm a human, I do smile ...I don't mean to scare you but you'll see it more often from now on " He says smiling again.
"Did you add anything in the food ?" You're half teasing him now but you're also half serious. You watch his eyes go comically wide "Oh my god, nooo ..why would you-" He shakes his head ,grabbing the chopsticks taking the food from each bowls and tasting it "see-" "nothings in there you can eat it." He says sitting down on his chair infront of you. You're trying to stifle your smile "okay okay sorry"
Well technically it isn't your fault. It's a very reasonable doubt. First he smiled at you, now he's giving you food to eat.
The idea of him being nice to you was too far fetched but him wanting to get rid of you, may be murder you, seems kind of right. Because let's be honest, he has always looked like he has a stick up his ass and whenever he talked it was venom. So your doubt is kind of reasonable.
There's spaghetti, spicy noodles, rice and chicken.
"What food do you like? "He asks you, trying to be casual "I wasn't sure so I just- got this" He says gesturing towards the food.
"This is fine I like rice in my meals , I like chicken too, seafood too, what about you ?" You ask back, glancing at him while eating the spaghetti.
"I like pretty much everything I love food..meat, rice, ramyeon everything.."
He says chewing on his food.
He initiates most of the conversations, it was quite awkward because you were not used to this.
"I always wanted to ask this but..did you have any girlfriend when our marriage was fixed? " You ask wiping your mouth with the napkin, looking at him for the answer.
"No I didn't..though I did think about bringing a fake one so I could break our marriage.."his lips twitch .."but I knew it wouldn't work, my father knows too much about me." He says shaking his head to the side.
"Ohh..I thought you had one that's why you hated me so much."
"Again I don't hate you..I never did,it's just I, i was angry i still am but I've got it now you shouldn't be the one on the receiving end of it ..i wasn't in the right mindset since our marriage was decided. You would know, you didn't like me too you were angry just as much, we almost didn't talk in the first month of our marriage..we avoided each other like plague" He chuckles.
"Well yeah I was in bad state too..it took so much for me to actually build some courage or even hope to actually talk to you , I didn't think you'd react so badly" You chuckle.."I just thought I'm trying so you'd open up to me too. But you were an asshole about it." You shrug.
"Okay say that as many times as you want until you feel better." He says in all seriousness nodding at you
"Daily..for two months atleast..i think I'll feel so much better" You say nodding back at him.
He closes his eyes with a sigh and opens them again "okay you can totally do that. I'm ok with it"
"Great then! Good night." You say getting up from the chair.
"Uhm ya good night ..sleep well." He says awkwardly smiling at you.
It's been a month since seungcheol is being nice to you. You're not as doubtful of him now. You've seen him, observed him enough to know that may be he really has changed, he really is showing his real side to you now, he has started to open up to you and he is making you feel comfortable around him now. You eat breakfast and dinner together these days ..sometimes he even texts you to ask if he could come and pick you up from the work. You wouldn't say you became friends totally but you're getting there with baby steps.
That weird look you saw in his eyes is still there when he smiles at you awfully softly when you say something funny or when you talk in general. You haven't been able to figure out what it is but you will confront him about it. The butterflies you feel whenever he gives you that smile are another topic you haven't been able to understand..don't you despise him? Why does he have those stupidly attractive and adorable dimples? why would you like his smile? You're weird seriously.
It's his brother's anniversary party today and you are supposed to go together. As a couple.
"Y/n" He knocks at your door "Are you ready?"
"Yeah coming just 2 minutes!!" You shout from inside.
When you come out and he sees you, his breath gets stuck..heart skips a beat or two and he's just standing there looking at you. You were fixing your hair, when you look up at him, he's just standing there like a statue his ears are somewhat red. And you would be lying if you say you didn't blush looking at him standing there all handsome and just staring at you. You never denied it, you know you've got a fine as hell husband.
"Let's go?" You ask him taking him out of his trance.
"Uh? Yes let's go." He says smiling you walk behind him towards the door when he turns around and says "You look good."
"Thank you, you're looking good yourself." You say While avoiding his eyes, hoping he wouldn't notice your natural blush along with the make up.
"Thank you." He says smiling.
You're wearing a sparkly glitter off shoulder gown with a slit on the one side of thigh. Hair long and deep berry coloured lips. Seungcheol is wearing a white button down with black pants.
He opens the car door for you and closes it after you sit.
Few minutes pass,you are on your way. Seungcheol is sitting beside you,you're in his fancy car, and Ofcourse he has his own chauffeur.
Seungcheol sighs glancing at you"I didn't want to go. My parents will be there." He says with a frown.
"It's ok we can come back early may be" you say giving him a reassuring smile.
"Yeah" He nods.
"Also stick closer to me even if you don't want it. So many people will be there, the photos might even get out in the press. I already don't like this." You blow out a breath shaking your head.
"Who said I don't want to stick closer to you ?" He asks raising his eyebrows at you.
"You do?" You ask.
"Aren't you my friend? I'd rather stay with you than have to talk with them." He shrugs.
"When did I agree to be your friend? I clearly remember me saying I'll think about it."
"I- ok then." He says nodding and looking out of the window. He's clearly sulking. His hands crossed over his chest, a pout on his face.
You let out a surprised chuckle,"Wait are you really sulking right now?" You ask trying to look at him.
He huffs,"No I'm not."
"Yeah? Say that while looking at me" You poke his shoulder with your index finger and he shrugs it off. He's still looking out of the window.
"Ok ok I was kidding. We are friends, you've proved it by now." You say smiling and he turns to you.
He narrows his eyes at you,"Thank you. You're so mean."
You raise your eyebrows at him"More than you?"
"No" He says in a small voice "but it was in past. I haven't been mean to you since the last month,have I?"
"No you haven't and I hope you continue that cheol."
His head snaps towards you at the speed of light, "cheol? Wait did you call me cheol?" He asks eyes big and a happy smile on his face.
You get flustered for a second, you didn't realise you said that ..so you say "decide one thing do you or do you not want me to be your friend? Friends call each other by nicknames"
"No no I want you to call me that ,you just took me by surprise." He quickly explains.
You get out of the car and he holds out his hand for you. You look up at him,he smiles softly at you. You fight off the blooming blush on your cheeks and take his hand. He holds you so gently. His hand is so warm,it makes you adjust your hand properly in his and hold it by your fingers. He smiles at you again. Helps you on the stairs.
You go inside the venue and notice there really are so many people.
"Let's just go and wish hyung and wish wife first then we can go early." He says in your ear. You nod at him, the blush won't leave your face.
"Hey hyung -Noona Happy Anniversary to you both." Seungcheol says smiling at them and hugging his brother. His brother gets so happy seeing seungcheol, that too he brought you with him. You also wish them.Seungcheol nudges you to hold the gift he has been holding in his hand,so you both could give it to them.
He again holds your hand. Guiding you towards an area where you could sit. Just then his old friends call him, they talk to him..you whisper in his ear,"I'll go sit there or else my heels would kill me" You say pointing at the drink and snacks counter where surpringly are very few people. "Ok stay there I'll be there in 5 minutes" He says nodding. stroking your hand with his thumb before letting it go. You go and sit there and order a mocktail. Cheol wants to go to you, he keeps glancing at you but his friends won't stop talking. Just when he was glancing at you he notices a man standing few feets away from you staring at you, cheol follows his eyes going to your exposed leg and instantly feels his blood boil. He clenched his jaw, excusing himself from his friends. He goes straight to you blocking you from the man's view. Putting one of his hand on the counter and the other behind you on your chair,he's standing so close to you.
"Sorry I took so long didn't I? They won't stop talking" He says looking down at you.
You knew it was him,you smelled his cologne as soon as he was behind you. So you don't get startled. You look up at him when he talks to you. You notice him standing so close to you and raise your eyebrows at him. "Well it's ok"
He ignores your silent question and keeps looking at you, "what are you drinking?" He asks.
"Oh ..just a mocktail, I'm lightweight I can't handle alcohol" You give him a toothy grin looking up at him. And god he finds you adorably adorableeee. How can you be so fine and cute at the same time. He has this urge to pinch your cheeks, so he does,very lightly. Chuckling showing his own teeth on full display. Looking at you with that weird look again. "That's ok, I know a few more you'd like ..wait." Then he shifts his attention from you to the bartender, telling him a few names.
As much as you liked him standing next to you, "Aren't you going to sit down?" You ask him tilting your head.
"Oh yeah" He says pulling a chair close towards you and sits down.
You enjoy the drinks he ordered for you complementing him that it really is good. He smiles at you that stupidly attractive dimple smile.
"You want to get out of here?" He speaks in your ear so you could hear him over the music.
"Home?" You ask him with furrowed eyebrows. He shakes his head smiling at you "you'll know let's go" He says getting up. You get up and nearly trip. He instantly grips you by your elbow. "Hey careful.. you ok?" He asks worried. You notice the hook of your heel is undone,he follows your gaze and instantly gets on his knees to fix it for you. Your eyes nearly bulge out of their sockets. And the butterflies? They are tickling your tummy so bad and may be they are sitting on your cheeks too.
You didnt expect him to do that "Cheol you don't need to-" he cuts you off,getting up.
"It's ok, let's go" He smiles taking your hand in his again. God you're blushing and you notice a few people looking at you two.
Seungcheol sees his parents approaching and speeds up instantly. You sigh when you're out in the open air. "Till when you're not going to talk to them. Your mom looked so sad, you should atleast talk to her."
"I don't know y/n ..They need to understand I'm not a robot who's supposed to follow their orders. I've feelings too."
"Sorry I didn't mean to upset you"
"You didn't"
He takes you to a place where it's so peaceful, you can hear the crickets chirping, you hear the water flowing and the best part is the night sky filled with infinite stars. "Woah" you look up in awe. swirling yourself to capture the whole sky in your eyes.
"You like it?"
"Like? Cheol I love it" You say laughing and he thinks the stars you're holding in your eyes right now are even more precious and beautiful than the actual ones.
"I'm glad you love it".. "You're about to love it even more." He says giving you a mischievous smile.
You look at him confused your brows furrowed. He goes to the car taking a white bag from it and bringing it to you.
"When did you even get this?" You look at him eyes wide when he takes out the yummiest looking fried chicken and burgers. "I told hanbin to buy it" He says gesturing towards the car where the said chauffeur hanbin is.
You eat it while sitting on the bench.
You giggle looking at him "what?" He asks cheeks filled with the burger he's eating.
"You look like a four year old baby eating. Look you've got sauce and crumbs all over your lips." You say still giggling.
"Just say I look cute and go." He says narrowing his eyes at you. And he really does look so cute you almost coo.
"And you're no one to talk you've got sauce on your lips too" He says grabbing a tissue and wiping it gently on the side of your lips. You pause eating. Why's he doing this to you?? first he held your hands, then he fixed your heels, he brought you at such a beautiful place and now this. And how can you forget he brought his jacket from the car because he noticed you getting cold, the butterflies, the heartbeats everything has been a mess for you. And him? He seems so casual about it like it's the most normal thing to do, making you feel like you're only overthinking.
You reach home, and your thoughts won't let you be in peace so you hold his sleeves from behind stopping him. He turns towards you,"hmm?" His thoughts were filled with you too, thinking how you'd now go in your room and he can't be close to you, how tomorrow is too long to see you again.
You can't pull him towards you so you step towards him, tightening your hold on his sleeves. "I've questions for you." You say looking him in the eye. And his eyes go a little wide but he's quick to mask it. "Okay..go ahead."
"Why do you look at me like that?"
"Huh?"
"You have been looking at me like that alot these days..are you hiding something from me? " You ask him further.
In one swift motion he removes your hand from his sleeves and envelops it in his own.
"Do you still not trust me?"
"I'm not saying that, I'm asking why are you looking at me like that ..the way look at me it changed..you have been acting so weird since last month and i didnt actually buy it completely when you said you started acting nice to me because i didnt eat dinner and breakfast ..i mean come on that doesnt make that much sense ..look at you holding my hand right now, and do you want me to say every little thing you did today?"
"Will you say anything or am I just crazy?"
You notice his cheeks turning Red.
"You're gonna make me say it, Aren't you?" He whispers.
"Make you say what?" Your own voice not above a whisper as he's looking at you like that
He steps closer to you, hand still holding yours. "Promise me you won't get angry at me or won't forget this past month we spent together?." He says worrying his lower lip between his teeth.
You have not seen him this nervous before."Depends on what you're going to say cheol ..but ok I'll try..what is it" You ask tilting your head at him, for some reason you're nervous too. You liked this past month so much,you don't want to ruin your progress.
"I-" He takes a long breath with closed eyes and then again matches your gaze. "What if I told you I actually like you?"
Your heart starts speeding at his words, "That's something I never thought would be an option ..but do you?" You ask tentatively, your eyebrows furrowed.
"I do" He says tightening his hold on your hand. "I like you y/n."
You keep looking up at him, opening and closing your mouth again not knowing what to say, your brain is covered by fog suddenly.
"Please say something..I'm kind of dying here" He says holding your hand as if you'll go away from him any second.
"Since when?" You ask
"From last two months, since I admitted it to myself. But i think i started to like you even before that,unknowingly. " He tells you, his eyes vulnerable.
" Are you right now saying that was you liking me? Really? I don't understand two months back you were far from liking me" You look at him confused.
His cheeks get warmer again with the embarrassment,"I know I'm sorry that was me being an idiot you know me by now..i- I purposely tried to push you away because I didn't want to give my parents the satisfaction that I did end up liking the girl they chose for me against my will." He says squeezing his eyes shut in embarrassment.
"Huh" You huff in disbelief.."Are you saying you made me suffer, let me think of myself as a fool , just because you were in denial and you didn't want to like me?? You idiottt" You say trying to free your hand from his hold and hitting his chest with the other one. "You idiot of a man you idiot" You say hitting him again and again.
"I know..I know I'm sorry ..I'm sorry,just one last time I swear I won't give you any reason to complain again, just one last time ..I'm not an idiot anymore I swear, I'd rather hurt myself than hurt you again ." He doesn't leave your hand(you stop trying after few attempts) and let's you hit him as much as you want, until you stop and your hand drops by your side.
You look up at him with your own vulnerable eyes, they're glossy and seungcheol curses himself all over again.
Your eyes going from his one eye to another and then you're lurching forward to hug him.. You bury yourself in his neck/shoulder, hands looping around his waist, clutching his shirt in a tight hold. You close your eyes, trying to calm yourself and just dissolve in his arms. On the other hand he thinks his heart stopped beating for a second when you hugged him because he didn't expect that, he thought you'll be mad at him again. But soon he holds you to himself again pulling you closer. Burying his face in your hair, taking a deep breath,finally letting out a sigh. He feels like he'll cry any second. He has never felt such intense emotions for anyone before. You do something to him which he can't quite explain. "I'm sorry." He says in a quite whisper,as if it'll break your bubble if he even let's out a loud breath.
You notice the crack in his voice and say,"shut up ..I hate you." Your own voice a whisper too as you breath in his scent,clutching the fiber of his shirt even more tightly.
"Mhm It's ok..I'll take that too" He says smiling to himself. Pressing his lips on your hair,kissing there a few times.
It's like both of you don't want let each other go because you just keep standing there hugging each other.
You think it's been 10 minutes.
"I like this but my feet are starting to hurt." You mumble in his shoulder. He opens his eyes to look down at you, you pull back to look at him too.
"Oh ..you're still wearing your heels." He says looking down, you both are blushing, your cheeks tell it all.
"Sit here" He says, guiding you to the couch with your hand.
He gets down on his knees for the second time today. Carefully taking your leg on his knee and undoing the hooks of your heels one by one..his soft light touch sends goosebumps on your skin. "Oh..you're whipped for me ..Mr. Choi, who would've thought" You say with a teasing smile. Inside you're a blushing mess but you won't leave a chance to tease him.
"And if I am?" He says raising one of his eyebrow and he's smirking Ofcourse. Oh you're gone..cause there is no reason to find this so hot as you're finding it right now. And that brat doesn't stop at that, he squeezes your ankle in his hand pulling it towards himself. You shiver at his touch, and try to fight off the blush on your cheeks but fail so badly, so you just look away from him, avoiding his eyes. He smirks even more then let's out a chuckle.
He removes the other heel too. "You won't answer me?" He asks Standing up. "No" You reply. He chuckles again saying "ok tomato." "Wha-?What kind of a nickname is that?" You say looking up at him with a huff. "Because you look like one right now" He says poking your cheek with his index finger. Dimples blooming fully on his cheeks. "Yeah? Should've looked at yourself a few minutes ago" You say huffing, standing up. Brushing past him,he instantly catches your hand, "let me walk you to your room you're limping ..are you sure you're ok? Does it hurt bad?" He asks looking down at you worriedly. "It's ok it'll go away..just the side effect of wearing pretty heels." You say pouting at your feet.
"I can totally massage them ..or pick you up if you want." He says. You turn to him narrowing your eyes at him. "Just saying" He shrugs trying to stifle his smile. When you turn again going to turn the nob of your door. He pulls you a little making you look at him. "Are you going to come out again after changing? We could talk.." He says nibbling his lip. He just doesn't want to let you go. "Talk about what?" You ask softly, raising your brows at him. "Just..anything" He shrugs. "Ok I'll see." You say ..he let's you go with a sigh then whispering an "ok".
And you're no different you don't want to go as well. So you turn around calling him, "Seungcheol" This time you're the one catching his hand. "Hmm?" He turns around and you go forward, pulling his hand keeping it on your waist and holding both of his cheeks in your hands.. you stand up on your toes and press your lips on his. His eyes go wide, but he's quick to hold you. After a second of glitching he quickly holds your jaw with other hand and turns his head to the side to kiss you better. He walks you backward slowly,pressing you on the door. Your noses bumping with each other. He's kissing you so gently yet so intensely and you're trying to return it as much as possible. You pull back to catch your breaths.
"Guess you're whipped for me too Huh?" He says exhaling above your lips, wiping his thumb over your lower lip.."And if I am?" You say with a smirk repeating what he had said. You watch his eyes go from wide and round to dark and dangerous in a second before he groans and presses his lips on yours again, more harshly this time. "Mhm" You let out and press yourself further in his arms looping your hands in his neck, and his hair pulling and caressing the hair on his nape.
"A-are you- trying to kill me baby?" He asks in between the kiss,pulling back so you could hear him. "Shit - don't- call me that" You say between the sharp exhales to catch your breath. "Youh-you don't like it? " he asks furrowing his eyebrows, removing the hair strands from your face with his fingers and putting them behind your ear.
"Nah..I like it too much.. that's the problem." You say your eyes going from his eyes to his lips. He smiles, again those damn dimples. He chuckles and presses his lips on yours gently, you feel it tickle your lips. "Thank you for telling me that ..baby" He says,talking over your lips. You feel his smile growing. And looking at him that happy and smiley, you laugh too..pressing your giggles to his lips. "I'm not letting you go now..it's all your fault" He says pulling you to himself again kissing you properly.
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A/N: so here's the part 2 ..sorry for being late but look it's so long and my hands just kept going 😭😭 they still want me to write more ..if you want that too then reblog/ comment. AND HOW IS IT PLEASE PLEASE TELL ME.❤️
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shuatoyou · 4 years
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sadpossiblyd*pressed!jihoon + “i need you” + “just hang in there, okay?”
best friend ! jihoon x reader
angst
tw: panic attack, mental health issues
if you ever feel like you aren’t wanted or if things too much sometimes pls don’t hesitate to reach out to someone around you. oomfs you can also dm me whenever <3
thank you for sending a request kristen i hope this one is okay i wasn’t sure where to start and it was like 5 am. ily
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“jihoon? are you home?” you step into the house with curiousity as to why the door was left open.
you were there to visit your best friend!jihoon considering you both had no time to see eachother previously and that made you sad. you had missed him a lot.
“jihoon?” you could feel your heart racing slightly in worry.
wandering through the house which looked completely okay no signals of someone breaking in which you crossed one worry off your mental list however you felt yourself walking towards a cry followed by sniffles and things falling onto the floor.
it was coming from the bathroom and you sped up your pace to get to the part of the house you had heard sounds from much quicker, reaching the door, you attempt to open it but no luck there. leaning into the door you call out hoping for some sign of your friend.
“jihoon?” you repeat like the previous times and this time you’re greeted with a louder cry which shocks you and breaks your heart at the same time.
“jihoon i know you’re in there please open up are you okay?” you’re knocking on the door hoping for something now.
“i don’t want you to see me like this y/n please go.” jihoon pleads voice breaking at eachother word.
“i’m not leaving i’ll wait until you want to come outside to me jihoon or let me in at least.”
“i’ll be sitting here jihoon okay?” you call out to the figure sat behind the door before stepping back and sitting cross legged on the floor across the bathroom door which was locked to your knowledge of attempting to pull it open before.
you helplessly listened to your best friends painful sobs causing you to shed a few tears yourself.
meanwhile jihoon was struggling to get himself together with a strong grip on the sink hoping for some stability as he tried to get through the uninvited panic attack.
“just hang in there, okay?” you mumble to towards the door shaking your head with tears falling.
he heard the pain and worry in your voice causing him to breakdown even more feeling bad for you more than he was for himself.
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maybe it was a few minutes, maybe longer, before the door clicked letting you know it was finally unlocked.
you stand up in a blink could and cautiously push the door open to jihoon sat on the toilet seat with his whole body bent over his knees and his eyes not once looking up to meet yours.
“jihoon...” you softly speak out kneeling down in front of him bringing your hands up to his face to gently lift it up.
you search his sparkling eyes only to discover nothing but sadness and distress. eyes red and tears dried. you couldn’t help but feel a few emotions at his state but you knew breaking down directly in front of him wouldn’t help his situation.
you pull him into a tight hug feeling his arms weakly wrap themselves around your figure.
“i’m sorry y/n” jihoon sobs into your shoulder now.
“no don’t be sorry. i’m sorry i wasn’t here sooner.” you emphasise on the ‘im’ looking up trying to force tears back in.
“you couldn’t have known...”
it takes jihoon a while to pull away from your hug but you let him decide when anyways. you look at the tears staining his cheeks and immediately made the decision to get up and get a small towel out from the cupboard under the sink allowing some water to spill out from the tap onto the cloth.
you return to your best friend to wipe off the dry patches of tears with the lightest touch in fear of hurting him somehow.
“why are you here?” jihoon finally spoke up startling you in the slightest.
“i wanted to see you. i missed you” you give him a small smile putting down the towel as he finally looked up and at you. his eyes filled with unspoken apologies.
“i wish you didn’t have to see me like this i’m sorry y/n”
“stop apologising. you’ve seen me at my worst a lot too” you joke.
“we can talk whenever you are ready.” the words give jihoon the reassurance he perhaps needed.
“the world has it out for me.” jihoon begins and you stop, putting down the towel to listen.
“i cant do anything enough i don’t see the point in any of the things i do anymore y/n. i feel so unwanted. without a purpose you know. does that even make sense?” jihoon looks down after blurting out so many words at once. making you frown and lift his head up once again with your hands.
“but you’re doing great... you are making so many of us proud. i am so happy to call someone as amazing as you my best friend” you begin comfortingly. “and i know i need you, so do many others. please don’t think that way.” you pull him into another hug again this time lasting for a lot less longer.
“that means the world coming from you” jihoon gives you a weak smile before continuing. “i’ve cried so much today oh my god.”
you return the smile, lifting yourself up from the cold tiles of the bathroom and gently pull jihoon up.
“i’ll give you a minute to yourself, when you’re done come to the living room we can watch movies and eat take out okay?”
jihoon nods and so you do as you said, walking out leaving the boy alone momentarily, he needed to show you how much he appreciated you more often.
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kpopwonders0925 · 6 years
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two out of three ain’t bad (Seungkwan angst)
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k5hWWe-ts2s&list=RDMM5_Dz-hOiZUE&index=19  
{I was listening to this and was inspired so two for one this week, but this one is short.... :) }
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I walked down the street think back to what just happened. After 2 years of being together he finally let go. It was our anniversary. I had spent all day cooking, cleaning, stressing out and hoping. I know that Seungkwan has been busy with thing but it’s been six months since we’ve talked. I had hoped that the dinner would make things better turns out i'm too naive for anything. He came home, and everything was going fine until I gave him his gift and told him that I hoped we could keeping being together and that I love him. He looked up at me and clearly stated.  
-I’m sorry but I just don’t love you, I know it’s hard I tried but I just can’t I don’t think you’re the girl for me. I think i don't have room for you in my life. I did try to make it work for a year and six months but getting ready for this album made me realise that I want you and I need you but there ain't no way  i’ll never love you, two off three ain’t bad but, we can’t do this anymore.  
I remember looking at him as he just got up and left. I had sacrificed so much for him. Only to have him just up and leave me. I can’t believe the prick. I loved him with my whole heart we did so much together, in the beginning he would always call me, and hug me. He never could bear being away from me and now he says he has no room for me. It sucks. I’m pregnant with his child and he has no room for me. Jerk!         
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min9yusnovia · 8 years
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Member: Wonwoo Genre: lots and lots of angst Wonwoo x Reader Anonymous asked: Can you do a Wonwoo angst in which your guys relationship fall apart due everything going on (up to you what problems they may be) thanks!! - “Where is he?” You said as you paced back and forth in the living room. It was 3 in the morning and you had been avoiding sleep to wait for Wonwoo who still wasn’t home. You had called him about six times calling a seventh time was too much. You heard a noise at the door and a fumbling of keys along with a few staggers here and there. Suddenly the door burst open. “Shit” you heard a voice say. “Wonwoo?” “Yeah?-yeah it’s me!” he slurred. Drunk again. “Wonwoo it’s three in the morning and your drunk again” “No I’m no-” he bumped into the side table next to the couch shattering a photo of you and him. “Fuck..! I hated that picture anyway” he said loudly. “You can’t keep doing this to me Wonwoo” You told the drunk dark haired boy that had just arrived at your apartment. “Go to sleep Y/N” no he has to stop, stop pushing you away, stop hurting you and your relationship. It’s as if he didn’t care anymore downing himself in alcohol to avoid his problems, to avoid you. He didn’t trust you anymore it’s as if he didn’t love you anymore. “You think it’s all fun and games don’t you? Where did all the love go? Where did the kind hearted boy I fell in love with go?” I want him back.“ You said tears unknowingly beginning to stream your pink cheeks. He had changed drastically in the past few months you wanted to brush it off. Ignore it. “Y/N….” He began to say. “No Wonwoo not-” “I’m tired I’ve had a rough day. Can we please stop this?” He interrupted sloppily walking past you heading for the master bedroom. You take ahold of his arm in an attempt to stop him, he turns too look at you dark circles under his eyes, a fatigued face and emotionless eyes. “No why are you like this? You come home at two-three in the morning wasted and completely disregard me, you don’t call or text me anymore, you ignore me every time I want to be with with you. I try and try to keep our relationship going but you put in no effort” “I’ve had so much going on not everything revolves around you Y/N!” He yelled taking off his cap and running his hands through his hair. That hurt a few months back he said you were his world, everything he did was for you…not anymore it seems. “You knew what you were signing up for when we first started dating!” He continued. “You could at least pretend you care Wonwoo! I didn’t sign up to date am emotionless guy who doesn’t love me” You tried to sound serious but the tears made it difficult for you to seem intimidating. “I-I…” “Go on say you love me” you looked at him expectantly but all he could do was stay silent. His actions spoke louder than words. “Y/N..” “I understand things are stressful, I get that you guys are getting ready for the comeback” he along with the twelve other boys were practicing for countless hours every day you get why he would act like this but it was starting to become too much you were also a priority. “Everyone expects so damn much from me I can’t take it anymore! I can’t keep pretending like everything’s alright!” He slurred. “Just leave then Y/N so you’ll stop getting let down” “Wonwoo-” You were angry at him why would he want to throw everything away? Why? “No Y/N just leave I can’t give you what you want and I won’t pretend to give it to you because I can’t” he said fumbling with his words. You clenched your fists as tears were uncontrollably pouring from your tired eyes. “Wonwoo what are you saying please your drunk” this was just the alcohol talking he wouldn’t give up. “GO!” He yelled
And that’s what tore you apart that was the last straw no matter how much you loved him hearing those words coming from him showed things were falling apart. He looked at you his eyes expectant and lonely, you wanted to comfort him tell him everything was going to be okay but you’ve tried and he just pushes you away. You had to do the one thing you promised you would never do if it came to it, you couldn’t keep living like this how could you pretend this was living. “Well now you have to worry about one less thing. No more expectations from me Wonwoo.” you said as you rushed to get your things tears rushing down your face. This is what things came to, you expected it sooner or later though you could no longer pretend things were going good. If he wanted to end it then you weren’t going to continue to put in effort no matter how much you wanted to. A relationship doesn’t consist of one person giving their all and the other giving nothing at all, how could you keep pretending this was a relationship. His eyes followed you as you went into the room to gather most of your things because it was impossible to take all of it. Tears were streaming down your cheeks as you stuffed your things in your bag leaving behind your favorite sweater of his that you had grown accustomed to sleep in. “Here” you said handing it to him, you were unable to read his emotions. With him it was impossible. You could no longer stay there you closed your bag and walked to the door him hot on your trails. “Wait, Y/N! I’m sorry please I’m drunk I don’t know what I’m saying!” He pleaded suddenly. Now he expected for you to fall under his pleas but when you would plead to him he wouldn’t budge. “No Wonwoo if you want me out of your life then im out of it” you wiped the tears off your face. “Please let’s pretend this never happened. Don’t.” He grabbed you arm but you pulled away from his grasp. “Take care of yourself yeah?” You said as you stepped out, his pleas getting louder. “NO Y/N! YOU CAN’T DO THIS JUST HOLD ON ILL CHANGE” “Bye Wonwoo” you said as you let the door slam shut the last thing you saw was him standing there tears falling from his eyes. - I have final exams in the next week and a half so I will have to take a small pause with writing but after its done I’ll be getting more requests out. Hope you enjoy!
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Hug | Kim Mingyu
Summary: You secretly like your bestfriend chan,he has no idea and sets you up on a blind date with his friend and hyung Mingyu.
Genre: Angst? (Little bit), comfort, strangers to lovers, fluff
Pairing : Idol Kim Mingyu × (f) reader
Warning: mentions of anxiety
Author's note: This idea has been swimming in my mind since 2 days so I decided to write it down and post it :)
Part 1
Chan being the bright extrovert he is came into your life and kind of adopted you, i.e made you live and enjoy your life openly,he always understood you,always made you laugh like the comedian he is,is always so considerate of you and tried to blend you in real life out of both of your busy lives.
And he was so lovely so cute how could you not fall for him. It's been two years of you knowing him and you've always reminded yourself like a warning since then that don't fall for him, you knew all the risks of it also you knew he sees you as nothing but bestfriend. Of course your mind wondered on the 'what if?' path but all your hopes crumbled whenever he asked you about some advices whenever he likes someone , whenever he showed you the girl he likes.
So you can say you're working on it, you feel it's unfair that you see your bestfriend that way it somehow feels wrong. Despite everything every feeling you support him the most. You wish only best things for him you'd want nothing but happiness to come his way .
So yeah you're trying to move on from your feelings..you never let them take a full form of love you always kept denying them whenever they started to kick in ... in the moments where he talks for hours with stars in his eyes with that adorable smile on his lips..then you remember you have to try harder.
On the other hand there's mingyu.
You guys aren't that close but have met each other through the parties and all by chan and few of the other members . You've met all of them, they know you as well of course their maknae talks about his amazing bestfriend with them so they know.
Mingyu has seen you, observed you, heard about you from chan in these 2 years. And he doesn't even know when it started but he feels a pull at his heart whenever he sees you. He finds you adorable the way you smile ,the way you laugh and how your eyes disappear while doing so...it's safe to say he's sure he likes you. He doesn't know how to say it to you coz obviously you guys aren't that close.
He hangs out with chan pretty often coz they're the drinker duo out of them as the members say.
It's a day like that when he asks dino about you.
"how is y/n?" Mingyu tried asking as casually as he can. Chan was filling their glasses then he replied "yeah she's good I just met her yesterday"
Mingyu decides to be direct it's just his little brother anyway so he asks " Chan do you like her? Are you guys like a thing?" Chan almost chokes on his soju "Noooo hyungg what are you saying, I know we look so close but we're just bestfriends nothing else, I've never thought of her like that and I bet she hasn't either."
Mingyu raises a brow at that "How can you be so sure what if she likes you?", Chan shakes his head " No hyung I'd know I'm her bestfriend it's nothing like that chill ...why are you asking anyway"
Mingyu is looking at his glass shaking it in circular motions chan observes him for a second and screams "OH MY GOD YOU LIKE HER DON'T YOU? WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL MEEEE" Mingyu scolds him for screaming so loud "Why are you screaming omg, and uh what if I say yes what if I like her? Like is she single ? Do you think you can do anything about this?..."
Mingyu is blabbering so chan shuts him off, "ok yeah I'm so happy to hear that you can't imagine and don't worry she's single I could set you two up oh my god I can't believe..." This time mingyu stops him ,"ok ok calm down you're going too ahead right now we don't even know if she'd be interested."
Chan assures him , "Hyung don't you trust your brother ? Don't worry leave it all on me."
Dinosaur🦖: YOOOO
You: Why your yo sounds so excited chan? Should I be scared?
Dinosaur 🦖: Oh you finally replied..are you free to talk now should I talk??
You: yeah going home I'm in taxi
Dinosaur 🦖: ok so remember how you always cry about being single and I tell you you should date people and then you tell me good people are so rare and all
You: Dude why you attacking me like that wtf are you saying
Dinosaur 🦖: I've a good person for you,I've a good offer and you can't say no.
You: No ..I can and I'll say No you can't force me🤷🏻‍♀️
(Ouch so this one stung you never thought your crush would try to set you up with someone haha )
Dinosaur 🦖: come on y/n do you want to die single you aren't even trying this guy is real nice I promise..do you not trust me.
You: I trust you chan it's not about that
Dinosaur 🦖: THEN SAY YES PLEASE SAY YES I WANT TO SEE YOU HAPPY [ Say yes or I'm not your bestfriend and I won't meet you I'm serious..say yes]
You: don't be mean chan
Dinosaur 🦖: SAY YESSS ..yk I want you to be happy and have fun in life
You sighed, you knew he won't stay still until you say yes to whatever his offer is ..also you promised yourself you'll move on you'll think about your happiness you don't want to drown in self pity.
So you decide to say yes.
You: FINEEE... Atleast tell me what your offer is who that person is
Dinosaur 🦖: You said yessss ilyyyy😭🕺🏻❤️also yes the offer.. it's a blind date and the person is someone very nice and handsome and may be your type that's all you're getting. Be at Heaven's cloud cafe on 7PM Saturday and don't be late
You: Do i know him?
Dinosaur 🦖: Nice try I'm not telling
You: whateverrrr also you didn't even ask if I'll be free and you planned everything ?? Wahh that's so rude btw
Dinosaur 🦖: It's weekend and you don't have any other cool fun friends other than me so yeah ik you'll be at home stuffing your mouth with fries and watching dramas
You huffed at his reply
You: I regret saying yes now😃
Dinosaur 🦖: you don't have any other choice also on Sunday my treat because now I feel bad for attacking you with facts it was a lil harsh
You : You just meet me I'll turn you into pulp you better be prepared
Dinosaur 🦖 : 🤣🤣will see also go home safely and don't be too nervous for the date and I'm right here if you need anything ok?
You: yeah ok bye will see you if I stay alive after all the anxiety I'm gonna go through tomorrow
Dinosaur 🦖: it'll be okayyyy
You sighed as you reached home ...you feel more tired suddenly ..it's been a long time since you went on any date infact you haven't even had your first boyfriend yet ...just some failed dates so your anxiety will eat you up real good for tomorrow's date . Tho the fact that it's a blind date is somehow relieving to you like you don't know that person and chan says he's a nice one so you hope it'll go well.
It's Saturday and for the whole day you're thinking about the blind date, the nervousness has started to kick in. You decided on a comfortable yet pretty outfit which is pistachio green blouse & below knee skirt and a white fluffy jacket. Cherry red lipstick and very light make up.
Chan called you earlier to check up on you he knew you'd be anxious, you couldn't help but the thoughts bubbled up "is he as good as you're?" "Will he care about me the way you do? "
You had an inner battle over this you tried preparing yourself for the date but then your girl bestfriend back home called you ..you had told her everything ofcourse she knows everything she's the only one who also knows about your crush on your bestfriend.
She encouraged you to go on that date and reminded you how you deserved it how much you needed it so yes you made up your mind again and got ready for the date.
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Note: Hey idk if anyone is reading this but if you do and you like it I'll post another part tomorrow because this is getting too long.
Also this is my first time writing a ff, I LOVEEEE reading ffs but I enjoyed writing this as well hope someone else other than me enjoys this too😭😂🥺thank you cuties byeee❤️
Here's Part 2:
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Hug | Kim Mingyu
Summary: You secretly like your bestfriend chan,he has no idea and sets you up on a blind date with his friend and hyung Mingyu.
Genre: Angst? (Little bit), comfort, strangers to lovers, fluff
Pairing : Idol Kim Mingyu × (f) reader
Part 9
It's been almost a month since you both started dating. And it's been so good this far. You've gotten very much cozy with each other. Dates, meet ups,spending time with each other any chance you get. You both make sure to make time for each other,to meet each other as much as possible, somedays are so hectic so you've to settle for calls or videocalls. Mostly you go to each others apartment, where either he cooks for you or you cook for him.
This time you're the one who's cooking and he keeps interrupting you because being the gentleman he's he can't let you do everything alone.
"Babe come onnn don't do everything on your own, let me help you,you know I like cooking anyway ..." He whines wondering near you in the kitchen.
"Yeah exactly and you need to be pampered as well you can't always do things for me, you've to let me do them for you as well." you say looking at him shrugging.
He pouts,"But I don't want you to do it alone, I'll cut these for you, lemme do atleast that." He says coming towards you,taking the veggies from your hold.
"Ok fine just this much and after that you've to go and sit there" you say pointing at the dining table across the kitchen counter.
"Okayy ma'am." He says shoving you to the side by nudging you with his side.
After he finishes that, he has a hard time keeping his promise to stay still. As you're cooking he's standing by your side, then slowly approaching to backhug you. He's hanging his head on your shoulders,arms wrapped around your waist and it's very distracting.
So you turn around in his hold looking at him in the eye and tiptoeing to smother his face with kisses while he's smiling ear to ear,hands on your hips. You pull back "this should be enough now go and wait for me, I promise I'll cuddle you later, I need to make food right now, I want it to taste good so I can feed it to you or else I will feel bad."  You whine and he chuckles at you,"wow that was a bribe?? ok ok since you promised I'm going, but I'm sure it'll taste good anyway..I love your cooking it's always good" he says placing a kiss on your cheek and going to sit back on the chair. You smile at that, he never fails to praise you or appreciate you.
Thinking about all the moments you've shared till now, all the "first" exciting experiences, There's still the most important "first" yet to happen. You are still nervous about kissing, you want to so bad but it's just hard,you get nervous.
The first time it happened - You both were teasing each other about something,flirting in between , you both were sitting on the couch and he had enough of your teasing so he leaned over trapping you with both of his arms on armrest behind you. His eyes had a teasing glint and as nervous as you were you didn't back off either you were bold in matching his stare, when he was close enough you smiled at him mischievously, pushing him back with a hand on his chest, saying "not so easily ,work for it." But thattt was for the first time only after that he tried giving you space thinking he really needs to earn it coz damn you're one kind of a woman and you were definitely not easy considering how hard it was for him to get you to notice him like he wanted..so he'll gladly wait, he'll gladly work for it ,he's anyway determined on treating you like a queen. You rule his heart so it's a given for him.
The first cheek kiss- He was running late for his shoot and you were scolding him, the reason being his immense love for your hugs that he couldn't leave you and got late ...in your blabbering he had come to you, placing a shocking kiss to your cheek that you couldn't even react because he went running for the door looking back at you laughing at your dumbfounded expression, taking you out of your trance "KIM MINGYU" you exclaimed after quickly finding your voice. You heard him giggling and saying bye after closing the door behind him.
The first time he called you baby - You were munching on snacks telling him about something so animatedly, you were so invested in it and it was so damn cute so he couldn't control it when he said. "Godd You are so cute baby , you know that?"  He had said with a giggle, removing the crumbs from the side of your lips, slightly pinching your cheek. You were frozen in your place, blush blooming on your cheeks."You called me baby" you whispered more like a statement to yourself than a question to him. He smiled "I did.. do you not like it? " He asked tilting his head. And you almost scared him when you exclaimed, " WHY WOULD I NOT OMG I LOVE IT SO MUCH I WAITED FOR IT AND YOU'RE MY BABY TOO!!" You threw yourself in his arms after saying that making him burst out laughing loudly. " Oh my god see you're so cuteee." He said laughing. "And I didn't know you were waiting for it or I would've said it since the day one itself." " MY SILLY BABYYYY MHMMM" he had said while squeezing you in his arms .
"And you're my big babyyyyy" you had said giggling, pulling both of his cheeks.
Today when you finish eating the dinner with Mingyu's constant praises for your cooking he again doesn't fail to appreciate you.
"I always cook for everyone and it's so nice that now I have someone who cooks for me specially." "Thank you." He says looking at you with a dreamy smile.
"You don't need to thank me baby. You deserve it. you deserve much more and I want to do everything for you." You say smiling at him.
"Stop you're gonna make me cry" he whines pulling you in a hug.
'I love you' the words echo in your mind. Your eyes widen in shock for a second then you close them with a smile.You realise it.. you love this guy right here. He's everything you've ever wished for. He's everything you've ever wanted.
It's crazy the confidence you've gained over him because you're not scared anymore, you're ready to risk it all for him and you know that he will not ever hurt you. You'll tell him what you feel the way he deserves to hear it. Right now you don't care if he's not on the same page with you on this one, you just want him to know how lovable he's and he has made you fall for him.
Your heart is beating so fast in your chest.
Little did you know he feels the exact same as you do ..may be he has felt it for a little longer than you.
When you pull back,you both are looking at each other like the world has stopped moving and it's just you two that exist.  He smiles at you nudging your nose with his , placing a little peck on your nose and forehead. And at that you're trying to tippy toe to reach his face whining to him about him being so tall. "See how can I randomly kiss you, you'll always know when I'm about to kiss you and here you keep sneaking up on me kissing me anytime you want ..I want that privilege not even kidding." 
He laughs at you "damn you're so serious about it?" He asks while laughing.
"Ofcourse I'm that's like my biggest concern ever" you say scoffing.
"Looks like I can't help you with that..but on the contrary..you just need to tell me tho I'll lean down for you or--" he lifts you up with his hands on both sides of you waist, till you're on the eye level with him.
"What do you say" he asks, the corner of his lips lifted up in a little smirk. And whenever he smirks you don't back down, you refuse to.... So you change your surprised, flustered expression and loop your arms around his neck leaning closer to him while keeping the eye contact with him, you touch your nose to his, pulling his face closer by his neck. "Hmm...this is nice." you say. You notice how his breath stutters, his gaze dropping to your lips...his hold tightening on your waist making a shiver rush down to your spine.
He sighs closing his eyes for a second and then opening them again. "So...have I still not earned it?"  He asks in a whisper. Again glancing at your lips.
You know exactly what he's saying.
You move to peck his cheek. Again pulling back to look at him. "You did baby.. it didn't even take that long ...it's just..I'm nervous." You admit with a sigh.
His expressions turn softer at that. He places you down taking your hands in his and squeezing them.
You're looking at him nervously.
"Why didn't you tell me earlier" he says.
You groan placing your face on his chest and looking up at him with a slight pout. " Because I'm stupid." You whine.
He holds your cheek in his palm shaking his head at you. " No baby you're not stupid.. whatever you feel is valid..Take your time we are not in a rush and we won't do anything that you don't want to do ok? So I want you to tell me everything, if you're nervous tell me,if you're scared tell me..how else I'm going to take care of you if I don't know what's going on inside this head of yours hmm?" He says tapping his finger at your forehead.
You sigh at him.. saying, "why you are so nice like keep this up and I might even kiss you tomorrow itself who knows." He laughs at your antics.
"You're so silly I love it." He coos at you.
"And if you love it, I love it more!!" You exclaim pulling him by his hands for a random dance out of nowhere. There's not even music but he's playing along with you giggling at your silly moves and then making you laugh at his own silly ones.
That day he prays to god again that he wants you with him for the rest of his life.
Part 10
A/N: Have fun reading hope you like it🩷🩵
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Hug | Kim Mingyu
Genre: Angst? (Little bit), comfort, strangers to lovers, fluff
Pairing : Idol Kim Mingyu × (f) reader
Warning: mentions of anxiety
Summary: You secretly like your bestfriend chan,he has no idea and sets you up on a blind date with his friend and hyung Mingyu.
Part 6
It's finally the day. You're going to meet mingyu for the meal you planned.
You had asked chan earlier about places where you can take mingyu to, because obviously he's an idol and they don't have much privacy, and ofcourse he can't be seen outside with a girl . With chan also you guys have specific places to go to where you know it's safe and no one would trouble you. So you've found a place and you guys had decided on the timings and all.
The thing is you keep telling yourself this is not a date, so you have been very confused about what kind of outfit you should wear. If you wear a pretty dress it'll look like a date but you also want to look pretty. You're in a huge dilemma.
Atlast you ended up wearing a balloon sleeved knee length white dress with dangling silver/diamond earrings,silver pendant,bracelet, a red shade of lipstick and your usual light make up routine and also a very very pretty hairstyle. And you hope this is not too much for your so called non-date meal.
Mingyu has been waiting for this day for a whole week and he just can't wait to see you.
He's wearing a black tshirt, a black blazer over it and black trousers, also a thick silver neck chain.
This time he's the one who's early. And the moment you enter the restaurant and spot him, your eyes lock..he stands up from where he's sitting, he feels a little lost now, eyes blown wide,mouth agape,he looks mesmerized, his ability to speak may not work for a few minutes he thinks...
You're no different coz fuck he looks so good.. so handsome. You were frozen for a few seconds before you walk towards him.
You are suddenly so shy, "um.. hii Mingyu-"
He comes back to the present, shaking his head a little
"Y/n...hey..you look ..you look gorgeous. " He says giving you a smile.
You blush looking anywhere but at him. "Thank you." He comes around to pull out your chair for you to sit.
Then you look back at him returning his smile, saying,"you look amazing as well."
He places his hand at his chest and bows a little saying "thank you."  You laugh at his dramatics.
When you both are seated, you ask him ," how have you been?"
And he says, "good just been working with the boys it's good, how about you?"
"I've been good too..tired but good." You smile at him.
You guys order food and eat while talking, laughing in between. And then when you say you're full. He looks at you like 'you're kidding me right' cause lol you eat so little, your appetite is like that so it's normal for you to get a reaction like that from everyone. Then you tell him that you can eat only that much and he looks real concerned. He asks is it because you're on a diet or something, you assure him saying you've never done that, you didn't need to do that.
"Oh god that's why you're so small, you should eat more y/n ..like you gotta eat." He puts meat on your plate,eyes concerned, eyebrows little furrowed. "Atleast whenever I'm with you, you gotta eat"
You eat a little more because he scolds you when you refuse ...then you tell him you really can't so he stops.
You talk a lot. It has been so good so far, and he doesn't want to go home, he doesn't want to let you go, he doesn't want this day to end.
He gets lost a little whenever you smile, his heart skips beats whenever you giggle or laugh at his silly jokes, you crack jokes and tease him as well, it's like you two are in your own bubble detached from the world. How would he let you go when it's this perfect?! He prays again at that moment, he wants to be with you as long as possible, he wants to be with you so bad.
For you, it's not this common to go out and have dinner with someone and be this free and comfortable. It's new, it's very very new for you.
You realise it's him, it's because of him. He has such a nice personality, such pure vibes that you can't help it, your true self just comes out, he makes you that comfortable for you to be yourself.
"Give me your phone!." He says while talking
"Uh..My phone? Why? " You ask confused.
"Just giveeee...don't worry I'll just use the camera".He says extending his hand towards you.
You're confused but you place your phone in his hand saying a 'ok'.
Then suddenly he's holding it towards you as if clicking your photos.
" What are you doing are you clicking my pictures?" You ask him eyes little wide
"Yes can I please? I'll tell you later why" he says.
"Oh my god why is there anything on my face?" You ask horrified checking if you have food on your face.
"Nothing other than beauty and cuteness." Ofcourse he takes the chance right away flirting with you.
You blush at that ..looking at your side
"Ah now I can see blush as well" he says sheepishly
"Just shut up" you say still not knowing what to do, he instructs you some poses and clicks your pictures.Then handing your phone back to you with a satisfied smile.
You look at the photos.." wowww these are real good..omg " you're in awe looking at your own photos with big toothy grin.
He smiles at you saying, " I know right it'd have been such a shame if we didn't capture you in photos today.. you look so good."
You don't think you're gonna stop blushing anytime soon.
"Give your phone I want to click yours as well" you say to him with a big smile.
He smiles back at you (that damn beautiful smile ) giving you his phone instantly.
You click his photos, instructing him the poses.
That brat adds his own as well, looking straight at the camera as if he's looking at your eyes giving you that damn flirty smile..you try to ignore it as much as you can. You give his phone back when you're done.
"Woah you click pictures so well I'm going to post these" he says looking at his phone smiling
"Reallyyy,wow.. thank you...I'll like your post then"
"Wait you follow me?"
"Ofcourse I do, I follow every one of you I know we didn't talk much before but hey I've known you guys since two years"
"Well that's good, I should've asked for your id then"
"What's the use my account is private and also you can't follow me"
"Do you think we don't have another private accounts"
"Omg you do?"
"Hell yeah" he chuckles.
He asks for your id and sends you a request anddd you follow him back. Then you teasingly say,with a mischievous smile,"omg I'm on Kim Mingyu's private account"
He chuckles ," come onnn "
you giggle at that.
He wants to say something he hesitates a little, "um can we- can we take a picture together ...I want to remember this moment plus we both look so good so it's only fair." He says biting on his lip, eyebrows raised in question. And how can you say no to him, you're blushing but you nod at him muttering a little "ok "
And then you both stand up he motions you to stand beside him and he's trying to click a selfie when you burst out laughing he's confused but looking at you laughing like that he can't help but laugh a little ,"whyyyy what happened why are you laughing?"
"Oh my god I look so small infront of you it's ridiculous..it's so funny " you whine.
"Well it's adorable " he says looking at you like you hung stars in his sky, with a dreamy smile on his face.He takes this moment to click a few selfies it's more natural this way anyway, you're both laughing.
You can't stop laughing so he nudges you with his shoulder,"heyyy stop come on look here" then you stop trying not to laugh..you smile at the camera, your cheeks flushed from all the laughing and the blush..because you're standing so close to him and it's just - it's just you don't know what exactly you're feeling but you like it ...you're happy.
And Mingyu..he feels like he's never been happier, your laugh,giggles, smiles just tugs at his heart strings bringing him these fluttering feelings. He really wants you in his life.
Then when it's time for paying the bill he's not letting you do it, you keep telling him that it's your treat. Then he says, "ok if you pay now,next time you've to come with me somewhere then we need to make a plan" you don't know what to say to that, are you going to keep going back and forth like this? You decide to agree to him and tell him "we aren't going to plan it now tho,we will see later about that."
"Well if you refuse later, I'll keep bugging you so you better not do it"
"Ok now let's go?" You ask looking at him and pointing at the exist.
"Uh- yeah.. let's go I'll drop you home and don't even attempt to refuse" he says pointing a finger at you.
"I wasn't going to anyway" you shrug with a teasing grin and playful eyes.
He scoffs and then laughs," yeah good you learnt it finally"
"Well what can I say, you're a better company than going alone"
"Geez look at you, already obsessed with me,you want to spend more time with me " he says tsk-ing, playfully raising his eyebrows at you,giving you a playful look.
"I could say the same" you shoot back with raised brows.
"Yeah and I'll agree to it" he says shrugging..
"You're shameless... " You laugh at him.
"Nah miss that's called being really honest."
Your flirting, bickering whatever it is keeps going while you walk and he opens the car door for you,then he stops the car at an icecream shop and brings out ice-creams for both of you.
"Here..we didn't eat the dessert." He says handing you the icecream.
"Wow and you brought my favourite flavour thank youuu" you say looking at him with a big grin.
"Oh so it is your favourite.. I just guessed because you ate it that day ..but I'm glad..eat well" he says smiling at you.
He drops you off after that. And says bye looking at you till you go inside,you also turn back and wave at him he waves back.
You're feeling so giddy, it doesn't go away even when you're going to bed. You keep going back to all the moments with him today. And as if to make it worse, you get a notification on your phone.
'gyu_kim mentioned in you in their story '
Your eyes blow wide and you try not to be so eager and wait before opening the story, but it lasts two minutes and you're opening it to see, he posted your selfie on his close friends story with a caption, 'I had so much fun🖤'
And you're smashing your face in your pillow cause your face can't stop that huge toothy grin from cheek to cheek,wtf is that human doing to you.
You reply him with 'aww me toooo🥺🥰'
You know you've started to like Kim Mingyu, he has caught you in the web of  his charms, that smile,that sincerity behind his every action,just everything. But you can't tell him any of that not until you're completely sure, you don't want to play with his feelings because you've already made your intentions clear at the blind date only.
Mingyu's prayers are working may be ..cause it seems the day he wants will come sooner than expected.
Part 7
A/n: Heyy sorry for the late update but hope you guys enjoy this one.💗
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bluewhitehues · 3 months
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Hug | Kim Mingyu
Summary: You secretly like your bestfriend chan,he has no idea and sets you up on a blind date with his friend and hyung Mingyu.
Genre: Angst? (Little bit), comfort, strangers to lovers, fluff
Pairing : Idol Kim Mingyu × (f) reader
Warning: mentions of anxiety
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Author's note : These are lyrics from Hug by Seventeen ..you'll see it unfolding throughout the story.
Also I didn't expect this much of response but I'm so so happy you guys liked it 😭😭THANK YOU SO MUCH EVERYONE THIS MEANS A LOT TO ME 🥺❤️
Part 2
You still are a little bit nervous but you aren't a quitter, you're one confident women.
You checked yourself one last time in the mirror, throwing that confident smirk to yourself cause you damn well knew you look good, you winked at yourself and finally went to the uber you booked. You decided to go a few minutes earlier so that you'd get a little comfortable at that place, first of all you've no idea who your date is and you don't wanna go through the trouble and embarrassment of searching him through the whole place so yeah no you decided to be there early.
Chan that a$shole didn't even give you your supposed blind date's number saying "I gave him your number he'll find you ."
So yeah here you were waiting for him in the cafe. You noticed it wasn't too crowded it was rather peaceful.
On the other hand there's Mingyu he was also nervous but excited the whole day.
He had asked chan about how did you say yes, "what was her reaction?" "Was she weirded out because I want to go on a date with her?" But chan has been dismissive of him saying, "Just eat the fruit hyung don't count the seeds."
He didn't think much of that, he was just excited for the date. Imagine his big but smol puppy self jumping here and there being all giddy, thinking about you. He even told seokmin and wonwoo about the date.
After coming from their schedule he showered and got ready. A black turtleneck, a denim jacket over it and blue jeans.He sprayed his favourite perfume on himself, took his car keys while wonwoo was teasing him about the date he left the apartment with the blush all over his cheeks. He was so giddy, tho while driving few things popped up in his mind, What if you don't like him, what if it won't work out but you said yes to the date so he was counting on that.
He arrived at the cafe finally. After parking his car, he went inside.
There you were looking all pretty and cute sipping your milkshake. He went towards your table, you noticed him when he was near, he saw your eyes going a little wide.. he removed his mask and sat down infront of you.
"Hey you are early, I thought I'd be the early one . Did you wait for too long? " He asked with a nervous chuckle .
And you ....there was shock written all over your face, you were freaking out from inside. Chan that mf was so so dead he sent Kim fking Mingyu as your blind date , and never in your wildest dreams you thought this would happen. You thought it must be some friend of his but A MEMBER? A SEVENTEEN MEMBER?? AS YOUR BLIND DATE????? What the fuvk was happening right now .
You were confused as hell but you talked, " Mingyu ? It's you?"
Now it was his turn to be confused, "U-uh chan didn't tell you? You didn't know it'd be me?" He asked tilting his head a little.
"No he didn't, he told me it's a blind date."
Mingyu closed his eyes shaking his head cursing chan in his mind , "I'm so sorry y/n , I swear I didn't know that you don't know it's a date with me , I thought he told you ..I know it's unfair, if I know you should've also known it's me ..I'm sorry " he sighed.
You were feeling so many emotions at once, you didn't know what to say. You said yes to this because you wanted to move on but you can't do this to Mingyu.. out of all the people not him. You know how good of a person he is chan has talked about him always. You can't do this to him while you like his little brother -his bestfriend. He doesn't deserve this he deserves better,even if it's just a date.
"I believe you mingyu you don't have to say sorry I just-" you sighed ,"I'm sorry i just didn't think it'd be you infact I didn't think at all that it could be any one of your members ..that's why I'm so surprised."
He smiled at you, " well yeah it's me and it's my fault as well I should've directly asked you insteading of involving chan"
And just now your dumb ass is realising that it's Mingyu who asked chan for a date with you and that information is like a bomb to your brain you're shaking your head to avoid the effects of explosion, you're hoping whatever it is you're thinking isn't true but mingyu decides to speak seeing your inner turmoil.
"So uh I really hope you're interested in this date but if this is too much for you and if you're uncomfortable because it's me, we can go if you're not feeling ok I understand."
Now you're feeling so much bad he's being so kind to you.
"You are not making me uncomfortable don't worry but I could really use some fresh air I don't think I can talk here ..do you mind if we go out?"
"ofcourse we can,let's go."
Like the gentleman he's he insisted on paying for your drink and you insist on buying a drink for him, the least you can do is that for ruining the date.Also you felt bad because you didn't even ask him if he ate you knew they had schedule for the whole day.
You were walking on the street, it is quiet here in this area, it's even surrounded by nature , you both were a bit awkward but yeah.
"Are you feeling better now?" He asks you.
You smile a little at him "yes I'm ..thank you."
You stop at a bridge like place where wind is blowing.
He looks at you "y/n ...if it wasn't clear..I like you, I really really like you..I just wanted you to know."
He said it with such a genuineness with those eyes twinkling, your breath got stuck, your heart was beating so loud. You wish you could say it back to him but you can't ... Cause you like someone else.
"Mingyu..." You sighed "I- thank you.. I don't know what to say but I respect your feelings and I'm really sorry." You contemplated on telling him but you decided to say, " I like someone else...and I actually said yes to the date because I'm trying to move on ..and you don't deserve this.. so I'm gonna have to say no to you, I'm so so sorry" you got teary eyed while saying all that.
He kind of saw that coming.. your sad eyes your expressions gave it all away.
"it's chan, isn't it?
Your eyes widened and you don't know why instead of saying no and lying you say "How do you know?"
He gives you a sad smile .."I've seen you with him and I'm good at observing but I hoped I was wrong." "To confirm this I actually asked him if you guys are dating or something-" he was going to say something more but decides to stop cause he realises it might hurt you ..
You snort at that , "it's ok mingyu I know he doesn't like me like that." You look at him in the eye while your own eyes are teary ," Honestly it feels so wrong you know ..to like him-" he cuts you off at that shaking his head " there's nothing wrong in liking someone y/n ..get that in your head and hey I like someone too you know,even if she doesn't like me. See we're in the same boat if you ask me." He says it teasingly, you laugh a little at that.. despite his own sadness he's trying to comfort you.
"Hey now, are you trying to make me feel guilty?" You ask looking up at him.
He laughs," no I'm not I'm just joking."
You sigh.. "you'll not tell this to chan right?" You ask him a little scared.
"No y/n ..you can trust me, I won't say anything to anyone. Whatever happened today it's a secret between you and me"
"You promise ?" You look at him with hopeful eyes.
He gives you his pinky and smiles "I promise."
You hook your pinkies in a promise.
You think about how he must've looked forward to the date and you dropped all these bombs on him, you must've made him sad .."I feel like a jerk I ruined the date for you I'm so-"
"What are you sorry for please stop saying sorry, you didn't know it'd be me I'm feeling more sorry I must've startled you." He says looking at you because he really does feel bad about you not knowing.
"well you did startle me but you also don't have to say sorry ..Lee chan will pay for this, what if we both join hands to plan something against him"
He laughs at your playfulness, "deal."
There's a awkward silence then he says "we should go it's getting chilly ..I'll drop you off ?" He's hoping you'd say yes atleast to this.
You try to politely decline him but he insists and you decide to say yes.
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Note: Heyy this is it for today, I don't know how many parts it'll be may be 1 or 2 more ...I'll try to post daily I hope you enjoy it. Thank you for reading byeee❤️
Part 3 👇🏻
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Hug | Kim Mingyu
Summary: You secretly like your bestfriend chan,he has no idea and sets you up on a blind date with his friend and hyung Mingyu.
Genre: Angst? (Little bit), comfort, strangers to lovers, fluff
Pairing : Idol Kim Mingyu × (f) reader
Part 4
It was Sunday. The boys have their practice today that means mingyu and chan are going to meet. As soon as Mingyu goes to the practice room he spots chan but chan tries to avoid him lingering by seokmins side.
"YOU you fuvker come here right now-"
Mingyu tries to grab him while Chan's shoving a confused seokmin in between them he's asking what's this about ,what happened.
"This bastard told me he'd set me up on a date with y/n, turns out he told her it's a blind date instead of telling her it's a date with me"
"Ah hyuuung.. come on I tried my best for you two I had no other way i thought this would be the best option" chan whined
"Yah dino-ya that isn't nice, think about how he must've felt he was so excited to go" Seokmin scolds chan.
"Exactly my point ...what best option chan, did you even think about me? I thought she agreed on a date because she likes me as well ..did you think my feelings were a joke? Or am I that desperate that you'd have to lie to her for a date ? If I had known I'd find some other way to do it myself do you think I couldn't ask her myself? " Mingyu asks.. there's hurt clear in his eyes.
Chan feels terrible now his voice gets small when he speaks ,"hyung I'm so sorry...I should have thought about you more I didn't think that far, trust me I just wanted you two to get along and may be like each other cause you both are so precious to me and you both are one of the most amazing people I know ...I swear I just thought about your happiness."
Mingyu sighs," you shouldn't have done that but it's ok I forgive you."
He can't stay mad at his little brother for long anyway.
Chan hugs him suddenly, he really does feel very bad, "I'm sorry again hyungg you know I love you right?"
Mingyu pats his back while rolling his eyes, but he's smiling, "yeah yeah I love you too but never pull such stunts again."
Meanwhile there's jeonghan, hoshi and basically all the boys staring at them, they heard everything obviously.
"so you went on a date? That too with y/n ? And you didn't tell us?" Seungkwan speaks for everyone while they are nodding along with him waiting for mingyu to answer.
"It was a first date I didn't know what will happen ofcourse I was going to tell you all if it all worked out-" chan cuts him off, talking with his eyes widened, "wait a minute..it didn't go well?"
"I didn't say that."
"Then? " Chan asks again.
"I mean uh she was pretty shocked ..she didn't think it'd be me , so I didn't want to make her anymore uncomfortable, so we just talked normally, we went out for a walk then I dropped her off ."
"THAT'S IT??" Chan asked his eyes comically wide.
"uh yeah like I didn't want to burden her so I said we can be friends."
At this, they all collectively facepalm themselves.
"Seriously mingyu??? FRIENDS???" hoshi says looking at mingyu like he's ridiculous.
Jeonghan also steps in, "yeah like it was a date right? no romantic lovey dovey thing happened? Instead of asking her for another date you asked her to be friends?"
"You didn't even try to flirt with her or something? " Says Seungcheol.
"I did all this for nothing then" chan says in disbelief.
Mingyu closes his eyes, rubbing his hand on his forehead frustratingly at their questions. "Can you all just drop it please? I'll manage by myself thank you."
"yeah just lets get back to practice." Wonwoo says rubbing mingyu's back comfortingly.
Then they go on with their day.
And you, You're enjoying your weekend resting at home. When you get Chan's text.
Dinosaur 🦖: So you frienzoned mingyu hyung??
You: WHAT??? He said that??
You're confused Mingyu wouldn't do that, would he?
Dinosaur 🦖: No he said you were shocked,he didn't want to make you uncomfortable so he suggested you can be just friends.
Dinosaur 🦖: But hello I'm disappointed?? I even planned your wedding in my head and what did you do? You frienzoned each other 🤐🤐👏🏻👏🏻just great
You: woah woah no one told you to get that excited buddy and definitely not on a date which you planned by lying
Dinosaur 🦖: Pleaseee I said I'm sorry and don't make me feel more guilty I was already about to cry if mingyu hyung didn't forgive me...I don't think I can ever trouble him again even jokingly
You: was it that bad? Is he ok?
You can't help but feel bad thinking about him.
Dinosaur 🦖: well it's all my fault.. but girl atleast now you take some effort 🙄 I've found you such a great match and you're gonna keep him as your friend??
Dinosaur 🦖: God y/n even god wouldn't forgive such a thing.. I hate to say it but girls would die to be at your place right now.. GAME UPPPP I will even give you tips on how to flirt if you want
You roll your eyes at that.
You: Oh please I'm great at flirting you're the last person I'd take help from, you've done enough just go and focus on your practice for now..byeee
Dinosaur 🦖: BYE🙄🤐
Your thoughts take you to Mingyu again, "he must be hurt", "should I talk to him?", "what if he thinks I'm pitying him."
Your train of thoughts get interrupted by another ping of your phone , you pick it up to see mingyu's name on it.
On the other hand, Mingyu promises himself that he won't be sad anymore cause what is there to be sad about right? He's always the one who thinks about the brighter side of the situation, everyone says he's just too positive and hopeful even in the worst situations but Mingyu takes pride in that .. cause not many people have it, it takes a lot to be that positive,that courageous, that happy. So he's just gonna be himself.
Cause before yesterday, First- he didn't have your number, Second-you weren't on talking basis/you had zero connection, Three- He didn't have you even as a friend.. so for him it's win is a win kind of situation.
You read his text.
Mingyu : Heyy ..so chan asked me something about your purse??
You: oh shitt I forgot to tell you ..I lied about that to get your number from him 🫢
Mingyu: well don't worry I covered for you, you owe me something now👀 ..also should've asked me for my number directly, I'm more than willing to give it to you.
ONE THING ABOUT MINGYU IS HE WILL FLIRT, and your heart will suffer . Well in his defence he said you will be friends...there was no part where he mentioned he won't flirt or he won't try to woo you. So it seems you just gotta prepare yourself.
You huff at his reply, you started talking to him just from yesterday but you already got to know that this boy was a flirt ..a smooth one at that.
And were you feeling giddy, were you blushing? Well may be
You: Oh I'd have definately..asked it by myself. But you see it was an eventful day so kind of forgot to ask ...also yes I do owe you a big one, for yesterday as well ..tell me what I can do ? How about a meal?
Mingyu: Wouldn't that be a date?
You: it'd be whatever we will treat it as ..we said we'd be friends so it'll be us trying to build our friendship may be? Come on friends go to eat together all the time
Mingyu: Fair enough then, when will we go ?
You: Um I've work from tomorrow i'd be only free at dinner time 😕 is next week ok? If yes let me know when you're available
Mingyu: oh that's sad:( .. okay will go next week I'll let you know the time.
You: okayy cool ..see you then :)
Mingyu: Yes take care :))
You don't know but he's smiling at his phone right now, just as you are :)
In evening you meet chan he had promised you a meal so he's here at your apartment with lots of take out food and cake and muffins.
His practice was almost a day long so you had told him to just go home and take rest you'll plan to meet some another time . But he improvised the plan and came here.
You take all the food from him happily smiling looking at it..."Woahh you brought so much food"
He gives a toothy grin to you, "well I know you, I knew it'd keep you occupied "
You instantly stopped smiling and blinked at him ,"oh damn you almost had me distracted" you blink at him again.
He knows something is going to happen now, he is on alert..Then you're placing all the food down on the table, going to the couch grabbing a pillow andddddd he is running then, you run behind him.
"You asshole I promised myself i'd beat you up stop right there you bratttt"
He's screaming when you reach him and hit him with the pillow, "Ahhhhh this feels like some deja vu" he's running again and then going behind couch, giving those puppy eyes ..."I'm hungry" blink blink "I'm so tired and I was dancing the whole day, I'm so exhausted already and you're not even letting me eat I said sorry now stopp"
Your mouth hangs open at his antics..you huff..."Should learn emotional blackmailing from you ,go and wash your hands I'll get the plates"
He gives you a big big bright smile and runs to give you a quick hug before going to wash his hands.
You smile at him shaking your head.
You guys eat your food while talking.
He keeps asking about the date, so you tell him that it kinda got ruined because you were nervous so to make it up to Mingyu you decide to take him out for a meal .. he's teasing you about how it's a date when you keep denying it isn't.
"I don't know about you but on our planet here we humans call it a date" he says smugly.
You roll your eyes at him "whatever chan it's a friendly date then."
He shakes his head at you, saying you're impossible.
"Btw do you remember yunjin?"
"yeah the girl you're currently seeing ?"
"Yeah her...I think it's going to work out for me this time." He's smiling softly at his plate like he's thinking about her..."She's nice".
"woah woah look at you all blushing Lee chan"
He laughs," I just- I really hope it works out this time .. I've always wanted a serious relationship and this time it seems like it'd work ...I'm serious and I feel she is too." He says while smiling looking at you.
And honestly you want that for him as well.Cause he looks so happy just talking about her so sincerely. Whatever you thought about him you were never that childish to be jealous and think I wish I was the girl. No , you can't force someone's feelings. If he feels that for someone you'd always root for him. You always pray for your close people's happiness and he's one of them so why wouldn't you want that.
You coo at him.."Aww, I'm really rooting for you Chan you deserve it you deserve every happiness in this world."
He smiles at you, "thank you y/n, I'm also rooting for you" and then he dramatically winks at you. You know exactly what he's saying so you groan and threaten him to stab him with the fork if he doesn't shut up. He laughs at you.
Part 5
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A/n:Hey lovely readers, this is it for today hope you enjoy it💗
Also the female reader isn't someone too deeply hurt or too deeply in love (about chan) she is not the jealous type, she has made her peace with everything so you won't see her feeling all these emotions deeply.
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bluewhitehues · 3 months
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Hug | Kim Mingyu
Summary: You secretly like your bestfriend chan,he has no idea and sets you up on a blind date with his friend and hyung Mingyu.
Genre: Angst? (Little bit), comfort, strangers to lovers, fluff
Pairing : Idol Kim Mingyu × (f) reader
Warning: mentions of anxiety
Part 5
You've been doing just work, work and work everyday. Going to work at 10AM, coming home till 6:30PM, then preparing dinner, eating it and sleeping that's your daily routine.
You're a person who always overthink and worry about things and your anxiety doesn't help at all.
So, you can't help but be nervous about meeting Mingyu again like what if you embarrass yourself? Cause you tend to do that a lot,you feel awkward until you get close and comfortable enough with that person. You're an introvert who needs their time before showing them the real you , so you're always on the edge when things are new.
Well good for you, Mingyu being the friendly, super extrovert and the cutest hyperactive puppy he's, he's perfect for you, someone you need in your life, he's gonna make it so much easier for you and you're about to discover all of that.
You're on your bed scrolling through social media.
Other than Chan you're pretty close with Seungkwan and then Seokmin. So it doesn't surprise you when Seungkwan texts you.
Seungkwanieee : So I heard you're seeing someone 👀👀
You : You heard wrong then😒
Seungkwanieee: come on you don't need to deny it, it's not like we will be against it or something.
You: But Kwannnn... we are just trying to be friends there's nothing more.
Seungkwanieee: Well you gotta start somewhere, don't you ..just go with it, if you want to be friends then be friends.. don't have to pressure yourself,..okay?
You: You're the best you know that 😭🥺🫂thank you ,no one said that to me..
Seungkwanieee: Always cutie 🤝🏻🫂
Seungkwanieee: Also you can talk to me about it whenever you want, if it's bothering you I'm here for you ok?  And I won't tell a single soul so you don't have to worry about that.
You: You're going to make me cry stopppp😭 only your big bear hug can cure me now ..when are we meeting???????????
Seungkwanieee: Hahahaha sureee anytime free hugs for you ❤️...we can meet right now if you want??
You: oh did you have dinner?
Seungkwanieee: I did... but if you're bringing the food you made I'm always hungry for thatt😍😋
You: 😭😂😂how did you guess I was asking because of that.. well yes I've food that too the one you'd love ..my homeland food
Seungkwanieee: Now I can't say if I'm waiting eagerly for you or your food😭 comee fasttt, chan is also here at my place
You: Okayyyy no food for him tho
Seungkwanieee: ofcourse I wasn't going to give him anyway
You laugh at that ,Boo Seungkwan- Lee chan and their banters.
It's 8PM and you're not going to bother getting ready or putting on the make-up it's your friends anyway. A black hoodie and blue baggy jeans that's your ootn .
You booked an uber, Seungkwan and Jeonghan's place was hardly half an hour away.
You reach there and knock on their door, which chan opens for you ..teasing you the instant he saw you ..
"Ohhoo you missed me that much,as soon as hyung said I'm here you came here? come on we just saw each other 3days back" he says with playful eyes and fake pout.
You scowl at him, swatting him on side of his head, out of your way. "Get out of my way I'm not here for you."  "SEUNGKWANNNN" you call out to him.
You're looking for him when chan spots the food in your hand and tries to steal it , you're trying to stop him not letting him take it, screaming at him when Seungkwan comes .."Seungkwan help he's trying to steal your food." You say still fighting with chan.
You give the food quickly to seungkwan which he takes and scolds chan saying "It's mine she brought it for me"
Chan whines,"But it seems enough for 2 people plus we already ate ,we can share ,you guys are purposely doing this to me"
"Oh damn, thought your dumb ass won't get it,but yes that's what we're doing" you say while seungkwan snickers.
Chan huffs at you two. While seungkwan says opening his arms wide, "You come here "
You smile ear to ear looking at him going to hug him. He pats your back, giving you the warmest hug ever. Then he ushers you to sit beside him on the couch.
Chan then says in a pout, "wah I didn't even get a hug you greeted me by hitting me."
"Well you deserved it." You make faces at him he huffs at you.
Meanwhile Seungkwan is eating the food you brought,"oh my god what did you put in this, why is it so delicious" he's literally eating in awe, hurriedly, while his eyes are round fixed on the food.
"Really ? That good? ...thank youuu I'm glad you like it .. please eat a lot."
Then you put some in a plate and give it to chan, he smiles sheepishly at you "I was waiting, I knew you will give it to me. "
Well ofcourse you'll, you were just teasing him before.
You smile at him "yeah eat well, also there's dessert here, I'm sure you'll like it,it's my favourite one I always make it."
"Woah you make dessert as well ? You really do work hard ,meanwhile there's us eating takeouts and ramyeon" seungkwan says amusingly.
You laugh, "well I do that as well, but you can't help but make it when you miss your homemade food . And the dessert lol I have this weird habit , I've to have something sweet while eating or after eating that's why I always have something sweet prepared."
"Woah that's amazing" says seungkwan.
"Y/n omg you really are such a great cook you can't blame me when I crash at yours for dinner " says chan while munching the food.
You say," well I don't mind but dude inform me beforehand, I don't always have extra food prepared and then you eat all of it"
Jeonghan comes out of his room because of the chaos. Then he spots you, "oh y/n, hiii ,didn't know you were here ..what's up how have you been " he asks giving you a smile.
You smile back at him, " Hey jeonghan I'm good how are you?"
"I'm good, I'm good" he says while taking a seat beside chan.
They finish eating, Chan brings beers from fridge, for you all. You're drinking while seungkwan is telling you something funny that happened today, how chan was doing something cool but ended up making fool of himself.
Doorbell rings and chan goes to the door.
"-and then there was silence for a minute and then everyone burst out laughing." You're laughing loudly, a genuine laugh bubbles out of you while saying,
"oh my god he's such such a clown.. godddd -"
You stop suddenly when you noticed who chan came in with.
It's seungcheol and there stands Mingyu beside him looking all surprised .
Well it's a pleasant one for him, but you, you stop talking and just look shocked.
His heart skips a beat when he spots you, and yours can't stop beating fast. You're both looking at each other,when Seungcheol speaks,"oh hey y/n ..and are y'all having a party without us, should've waited for us "
You say hii to him, Then jeonghan speaks ,"You're early I thought you said you'll come till 11?"
"Well we finished early " seungcheol says shrugging.
And suddenly you feel nervous among so many people.
Jeonghan and cheol go inside saying they planned to do a weverse live together .You feel a little relieved at that. And also tf is wrong with you , why are you thinking about your appearance you were fine until now, is it mingyu ? You care about how he sees you,you wanted to look good infront of him? oh my god why..you shrug off those thoughts quickly.
And you manage to give a smile to Mingyu.
He smiles back saying, "heyy...this is a very pleasant surprise-"
"Yeah which I didn't plan" chan says with a scared expression putting his both hands up.
You huff and Mingyu snorts at him.
"Calm down, I didn't say anything" you say.
" Hyungg try this y/n brought it, she made it ,it's really good" seungkwan says passing mingyu the dessert container.
Mingyu takes it curiously "Oh really"
"Oh my god-"  he looks up after eating, mouth open,eyes wide.
"You made that?? It's really really good."
You nod at him saying "thank you."
A few minutes pass, they are talking and are involving you as well, you talk a little.
Mingyu keeps stealing glances at you, wishing for those two to leave you two alone.
Unknowingly you're stealing glances at him as well.
You notice the time it's getting late,you need to sleep, there's work tomorrow, so you say , "ok I'll go now, you guys carry on, I'll see you later..."
"Oh wait I'll drop you off" chan says getting up.
Seungkwan stops him "Hello genius you can't ,we had drinks just now if you forgot"
"Oh shit yeah" says chan.
"It's ok I'll book uber, it's not that far anyway-"
Chan cuts you off, "no you're not going anywhere alone at this time-"
"It's ok I can drop you, I know your address as well" Mingyu says casually with a hint of mischief in the last part.
And tf is wrong with your face ,you're not blushing are you and your heart is at it again.
You open your mouth to deny but he cuts you off-
"Nuh-uh I'm not taking no for an answer, it's ok I can drop you off ,let's go"
There's chan trying to supress his big smile but failing so bad and seungkwan also has a mischievous smile on his face.
You sigh internally. Chan gives you a hug telling you to take care, seungkwan also hugs you. You bid them bye and go with Mingyu.
He's driving when he says, "It's like God wants us to meet don't you think ? "
"Um not sure about that, I think you somehow you found out I'm there and that's why you came early ."
He can see that you're teasing him you're trying to supress your smile.
"Heyy" he says scoldingly
"Sorry,sorry I'm just kidding" you laugh at him.
He whines ,"Not you toooo, you know literally everybody teases me all the time."
"I knowww" you laugh again.
He gives a scandalised expression, "what do you mean you know?  don't tell me you've watched our videos."
"I might have" you say, a big smile on your face.
He groans," ughh that's embarrassing."
"No, it's not, I think they tease you because they love you. Personally teasing is my love language"
At that, He looks at you at the speed of light, raising both of his eyebrows
"What?" You ask confused.
"You are saying you're using your love language with me? Does that mean you like me?" He's looking at the road ahead lowkey smirking.
He thinks he's too smart, isn't he. No matter how much you're freaking out, you won't back down from a challenge. So you say, "What if I do? "
He almost hits a car, his eyes popping out of the sockets looking at you.
"You can't just do that what if I caused an accident" he whines.
You laugh at him , "well you started it."
He tries to supress his smile,"You're a dangerous one aren't you"
"You're provoking me ..you don't want me answer you back rn, trust me then you'll whine again if you hit something "
Mingyu's heart is beating fast, even missing a few beats.
"Why what will you say? " He asks voice small.
"I'm not telling"
"That's not fair"
"No that was no filter me it just came out of nowhere"
"Now I'm real curious"
"Keep on being curious then" you laugh at him.
"Ugh you're insufferable" he's smiling while saying it tho .
You tell him to pull over when you spot a convience store near your apartment.
"Wait here I'll be back quickly" you tell him through the window before running inside the store.
He chuckles muttering a "cuteee" .
You come back with two icecreams in your hand and give one to him.
He furrows his eyebrows," thank you but what is this for"
"Um just because..I thought I'd give you a treat " you shrug.
He gives you a big smile, "wait you're not bailing me on Sunday ,are you?" He asks teasingly
"No why I would I, I still owe you that one." You tell him.
"Hmm good " he says while giving you cute little smile.
And when he drops you at home , and when you're trying to sleep, all you can think about is the moments between you and Mingyu. And his gorgeously beautiful smile.
And you're like ..what's happening to me ??? I met seungkwan and chan as well we had fun too, why am I thinking about him only.
Needless to say his smile is the only thing you see before closing your eyes, and after opening them the next morning and the day after that and the day after that....
Part 6
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a/n: Will love it if you guys leave a feedback or something.<3
Also IT'S OUR BABY CHAN'S BIRTHDAY 🎂🎈 HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM, GIVE HIM LOTS OF LOVE❤️
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bluewhitehues · 2 months
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Hug | Kim Mingyu
Summary: You secretly like your bestfriend chan,he has no idea and sets you up on a blind date with his friend and hyung Mingyu.
Genre: Angst? (Little bit), comfort, strangers to lovers, fluff
Pairing : Idol Kim Mingyu × (f) reader
Warning: mentions of anxiety
Part 8
After the cake cutting ceremony, you decide to leave the party because you've been exhausted for a while now.
You ask Mingyu if he wants to stay there longer but he says he'll be with you, if you needed rest he'll take you home 'Now I can take care of you officially' he had said with a big smile,making you blush for the 100th time today.
"I still can't believe it" Mingyu says while driving.
"Can't believe what?" You ask confused.
He glances at you with a soft smile, "Everything that we talked today. I mean I could see the progress between us but I never thought I'd ask you to be my girlfriend so suddenly, so soon."
"I didn't rush, you did I ?" You ask nervously because you were the one who kinda went 'what are we now.'
He takes your hand in his, immediately saying "Nooo, I told you I've been waiting for this, I wouldn't have instantly asked you to be my girlfriend if I didn't want that" he smiles at you softly.
You blush, your hand in the warmth of his hand, it feels so incredible, you don't think you'll get over it anytime soon.
"Yeah now I get it why you said you couldn't believe it, me your girlfriend and out of all the people 'I' I have a boyfriend now like wow my friends will have hard time believing it."
He chuckles at you..asking, "why? You didn't date much?"
"Well more like I haven't dated at all, I didn't find anyone upto my taste .. everywhere I went I found shitty men only." You say honestly, tho you have a doubt about what would he feel about this information.
His eyes are a little wide because he is surprised to say the least. so he exclaims,"Waittt! Does that mean I'm like your first boyfriend?"
"Uh yeah is that a bad thing, like does it bother you?" You ask a little embarrassed now, cause you see at the age of twenty-three ofcourse people would have had atleast one boyfriend but it's not really your fault you've had your reasons.
"Hey noo.. not at all and why are you looking there look at me, it's nothing to be embarrassed about." He says squeezing your hand, "I was just surprised because you're one amazing and beautiful woman so I didn't even think about that , all this time I never thought you could have been single...but also you deserve the best anyway and I'll try my best to be that for you."..."Besides I feel so honoured to hear that...that you found me worthy to be your boyfriend..do you know how special I feel right now." He asks smiling so big with a glint in his eyes.
You look at him chuckling, "Well Mr. Kim Mingyu ..I'm excited to be with you in our new journey.. I can't wait to see how it'll all turn out, tho I'm a bit scared but it's you so I'll take the risk and you're talking about you being worthy of me? here I don't know if I'm worthy of you ..you're a great person mingyu and I feel honoured as well to have you as my boyfriend." You say with a little smile, guiding his hand to your lips,placing a little kiss on it.
"Oh my god you flirttt stoppp...again I could've caused an accident."  You laugh loudly at him. He scoffs, "you act like this and then wonder why'd I find it hard to believe that you've never been in a relationship." You laugh at him, "well I might not have had any experience in this but what I can I say I'm a natural." You say flipping your hair.
"Yeah with all the flirting you've been doing with me ..trust me when I say I can tell" he says nodding at you.
You laugh again saying, "yeah and today we've officially started it,so you're in for a ride." You say purposely teasing him.
"Well bring it on then..I'll gladly return the favour." He says now pulling your hand to his face to put a lingering kiss at it. Then glancing back at you with a little smirk on his face.
You shake your head at him,but that blush on your cheeks hasn't been hidden from him.
A few minutes passed by,he notices you yawning back to back ..."sleepy? " He asks.
"Umm tired and my headache keeps increasing" you answered looking at him with sleepy eyes.
"Do you have meds ? Or I could grab it rn." He says stroking your hand.
"I think I have them ..don't worry." You say smiling softly at him.
He stops the car in front of your apartment and looks at you with a pout on his face.
You chuckle at him asking "what happened?"
" I don't want to let you go." He says turning to face you. Your hand still in his.
"Me neither...but we have to ..so we can meet again tomorrow." You say tilting your head, smiling softly at him.
"That's true." He says with a hint of excitement in his eyes ..now he can meet you without the excuses of meals and all, anytime he wants.
He gets out of the car to open the door for you.
And as soon as you step out and close the door, he's pulling you in a hug.
"Don't forget to eat the medicine, sleep well and text me if you need anything." He murmurs with his eyes closed.
You smile saying, "ok I'll ...now go or I'm gonna fall asleep right here." He's so warm, so yours..You just want to fall asleep in his arms,forgetting every ounce of worry you have.. but you'll supress that urge for sometime later.
"Ok for now I'll let you go ..you need to rest, take the meds ok?" He says pulling back from the hug.
"Yes... good night." You say pinching his cheek.
He smiles at you, placing his palm on your cheek,stroking your cheekbone with his thumb then pulls your face near to place a quick kiss on your temple.
"Good night" he says waving at you, you wave back smiling, again blushing for the 200th time.
He pulls his mask up, waits for you to go up and then leaves for his apartment.
Next morning you wake up to good morning texts from Mingyu, you've never been a morning person but the way you're smiling right now woahh.. you're even blushing, hiding your face in pillow, kicking your feet in the blanket ...oh you are so gone.
You look at those texts again and again before finally replying him.
Mingyu: Good morning to my beautiful Girlfriend 🙈❤️
Mingyu: also is your headache better now?
You: Hey my handsome boyfriend good morning to you too🙈❤️
You: Yes I'm perfectly fine now dw
Then you go to get ready for your day.
When you're about to leave for work someone knocks at your door... The delivery guy hands you over a beautiful beautiful bouquet of flowers.
You open the card which says, 'Flowers for my pretty angel... Happy first day of our relationship. Can't wait to make your days beautiful just like these flowers.
~Your boyfriend<3'
And you're hiding your face in your hands all over again. One thing you know is, Kim Mingyu is going to be dangerous for your heart. Cause you don't think anyone else has ever made it beat so damn fast.
You smell the flowers and admire them with a smile on your face. Taking a picture of it and sending it to your lovely boyfriend.
You: Got the flowers, thank you they're lovely🥰 ...must say you're quite the charmer.
Then you get a call from him immediately.
"Heyy..you liked the flowers?" He asks.
" I did ..they're beautiful..also pretty angel huh? Is that a new pet name for me ?" You ask him teasingly as if you haven't been blushing at that since you have read it.
" Yeah you're my pretty angel... And you're gonna get plenty of more pet names, one is not enough for you." You can hear the smile in his voice when he says that.
" Hmm I like that.." you say with your own smile.
"By the way Can we eat dinner together?" He asks.
You whine saying,"I don't think I'm gonna go outside for few more days, I don't have the energy I'm sorry,but we can do something else?"
" It's totally ok I was actually kind of hoping we can eat at home it's more comfortable that way, so I can pick you up after work to mine or I can go to your apartment ?" He asks
" Oh yes that's a great idea...you come to mine this time, I'll go to yours some other day..is that ok?" You ask cause you really need to be at home, you barely have energy to go to work.
"Totally ok with me.. can't wait to see you."
"Me too."
Then you both talk a little more before going to your respective work.
You've been texting throughout the day and he had said he's bringing take out for you both, he also asked about your favourite food or something you'd like to eat.
Now you're back from work, took a shower and changed into comfortable clothes. Come on cause the whole idea was to be comfortable, to be at home and spend time with each other just like that. So you had told him you're not gonna be getting ready or putting make up and all.
Soon he's there and you open the door for him, your heart beating fast with the excitement to meet him finally, and as soon as you open the door, there's him your boyfriend smiling from ear to ear.
You're giggling at him,both saying hii to each other.
"Hii, please come inside." You say with a motion of your hand.
"Uh I missed youuu." He says whining while putting the food on the table.
"I missed you toooo" you whine back, opening your arms for a hug. He comes quickly to envelope you in his arms, sighing into the hug,he says "This feels amazing I think I'll crave for your hugs daily now."
You hum saying," it's like you stole my words cause I feel the exact same... You're so warm." you say snuggling into his chest more. He chuckles at that, making you feel the soothing vibrations of his laugh.
You pull back and he says,"Look I removed my make up as well." And you notice he's also in his casual clothes.
"oh really..I see no difference you're just as handsome." You say honestly.
"Now you stole my words cause you too ..just as pretty, I don't care about the make up." He says,removing a strand of hair from your face.
"Well great thing we can do more domestic dates like this." You say grinning up at him.
"Oh is this a date now? We're not having just a friendly meal?" He's teasing you now.
You push him back chuckling, " shut upp. You're my boyfriend now it can't be just a friendly meal."
"You mean...you're gonna do unfriendly things to me from now on ..is that why you called me here..oh my god." He says dramatically getting two steps away from you.
You whine at him, "Please will you stop now first of all the smell of the food has been distracting me and I'm starving." You nearly pout at him.
He coos at you saying,"Okayyy let's go we will eat now you're gonna love the food."
You're eating, feeding each other, taking cute pictures of each other with food on your faces.
He keeps feeding you until you're about to burst.
You've no idea how but you've got your comfort person now. He just has to be there, giggling ,whining, laughing or making you laugh and you're already warm. His hugs are the best but his existence is a HUG itself for you.
Part 9
A/N: The updates are likely to get late because there's no inspiration to write sometimes :)
Hope you like this update. Have fun💎❤️
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bluewhitehues · 3 months
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Hug | Kim Mingyu
Summary: You secretly like your bestfriend chan,he has no idea and sets you up on a blind date with his friend and hyung Mingyu.
Genre: Angst? (Little bit), comfort, strangers to lovers, fluff
Pairing : Idol Kim Mingyu × (f) reader
Warning: mentions of anxiety
Part 3
The drive to your apartment was quite awkward, mingyu dropped you off and you guys parted ways saying bye.
There was a longing in Mingyu's heart.. he really had prayed and hoped that you both will get along, may be will go on few more dates to know each other . But alas that didn't happen.
After going home you showered and made yourself some quick dinner ...you were eating when you got Chan's call, at that moment all you wanted to do was curse at him shout at him so you picked up his call, " you should've told me if you had a death wish why pull such a stunt chan? " you were talking so calmly he got scared "hey why are you talking like that you're scaring meeee"
"YOU SHOULD BE SCARED CAUSE THE MOMENT I SEE YOU IM GOING TO KILL YOU, DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT YOU DID , YOU SENT ME ON A DATE WITH KIM MINGYU DO YOU KNOW WHO HE'S? LIKE YOU SHOULD'VE ATLEAST WARNED ME , IM NOT A CELEBRITY IM A NORMAL PERSON-"
He cut you off "FIRST OF ALL STOP SHOUTING..and what's wrong with it if he's a celebrity and you're not? I'm also an idol and you're bestfriends with me I don't see any problem here? And about the other thing ..y/n I'm really sorry I lied about it being a blind date but if I had told you you'd have said no.. he really likes you ,that idiot thought we both are a thing can you imagine lol, and then I guessed that he likes you and he didn't deny so I came up with this plan ...also he thought you knew and said yes to the date with him ,he didn't know okayy? He might be coming for me I'm so dead ...see.. I worked so hard for you and you're not even grateful-,"
You huffed loudly "Grateful my a$$.. you should not do this with anyone's feelings chan he must've felt so bad he thought I said yes and was all excited do you know how bad Im feeling?"
Now chan got alarmed , "hold on, why are you feeling so bad? WAIT TF UP DID YOU BY ANY CHANCE SAY NO TO HIM ??? I SWEAR TO GOD Y/N-"
And now in this one fine moment your pretty brain realised you gotta tell chan ..AND WHAT WILL YOU TELL HIM ???? OMG ...I said no to Mingyu because I like you? Because I like someone else? He knows literally everyone in your life and would not believe your lie and now you're freaking out you don't even have mingyu's number, what if you tell one lie and mingyu tells another you'd be caught right away so no you need to talk to Mingyu.
So you blurt out, "N-NOOO we just- we just went through it...AND OMG I'M REMEMBERING IT JUST NOW I left my purse in his car and I don't even have his number IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT send me his number right nowww" and you saved the moment just like that (you hoped it didn't sound too fake or extra)
Chan thinks something is fishy but thinks he'll find out anyway so he doesn't press you anymore.."you couldn't even ask for his number yourself seriously y/n you've got no game-" That brat thrives on teasing and annoying you.
"if you don't shut up and just send me his number right now you won't only have to worry about mingyu coming for you... sleep with one eye open cause I'm also coming for you-"
He laughs at you, " ok, okay let's all calm down..check your messages I sent the number..also you owe me full explanation and details tomorrow"
"whateverrrr bye."
"hey atleast tell me how was the date."
"NO.. someone once said *That's all you're getting* " you quoted his words from when you asked him about who is gonna be your date.
He whined about how that wasn't fair before you ended the call.
You were nervous as fuvk because what are you going to say to Mingyu it already feels bad enough but now you've to come up with a plan to tell chan. So before chan could go to Mingyu,you called him.
After dropping you off Mingyu went to his and wonwoo's shared apartment, where as soon as he entered wonwoo asked him about the date. Mingyu said it was okay, good, wonwoo then asked him why does he look so sad ..mingyu said he doesn't think it'll work out that's why ..and asks wonwoo to not to tell others about anything because he knew just like that all of them will know, that means chan will know as well and he promised you he would not let him know,he'll keep it a secret.
He was about to go to bed when you called him he was surprised but he picked up the call.
"uh Hello Mingyu? It's me y/n ...sorry ,did I disturb you?"
"Hey no you didn't ..what's up everything ok? "
"yeah everything's fine just uh Chan called me actually and I don't know what to tell him..I just I thought we should tell him the same thing so he wouldn't doubt ...I'm sorry I feel terrible to trouble you like this".
"I told you not to say sorry ..you can talk to me comfortably just how you talk to your friends it's ok .. "
"okay I won't say sorry again."
He smiled a little ..he has never talked to you that much, that too on call it's first time hearing your voice..he thinks you sound so sweet and he wishes he'd get to talk to you more often.."hmm that's good ..also about chan what options do we have?"
"if I say I like someone else he won't believe me so that's out of the option ..and If I say I said no he'll ask me the reason.." you sighed "I can't seem to find any reason to tell him"
"I see um then...we can just say we decided to be just friends? "
"that sounds good" you thought that's the safest answer.
"yeah soo.. is it ok for us to be friends? " He really wanted you to say yes .. he'd manage with just that.. being your friend.
You can't see him yet you can picture his hopeful eyes..."will you be ok?..with being my friend" You ask.
Mingyu thinks a little ..he thinks he'll take it as much as close he'll be able to stay with you he'll take it, it is dangerous but right now his heart,mind, soul everything just decides that yes they want it..
"Honestly, I've mostly seen you from distance yet I thought you were amazing so..I...I would like to be your friend and who knows someday you'll realise I'm hotter than chan and finally confess to me ..wow I would like to see that day." He's mischievously smiling right now and then he hears it your laugh..one of his most favourite things in the world ..he could hear it forever.
You laugh.."Mingyu seriously" he also laughs a little with you.
"I'd like to be your friend too mingyu but ...I know how it's like to be friends with someone you like..and I wouldn't recommend that ...it can be hard sometimes." You don't want to think about those moments again when you're trying to move on but you wouldn't want mingyu to feel like that as well.
He sighs," well I'm a tough guy " he's not...but he'd do anything to get to know you better ..he doesn't want to regret anything in his life.
"Ok then it's settled ... we're friends from now on"...you're smiling now
"yeah we are ...I like it" he's smiles softly.
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Author's note: Hey everyone this is it for today, hope you enjoy it❤️
Part 4 👇🏻
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min9yusnovia · 8 years
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Your Own Good
Member: Vernon Genre: Angst Triggers: N/A Vernon x Reader This is my first piece on this blog. Super short but feeling it. Part 1? Who knows. Make sure to send in requests! - “What do you mean, Y/N?” He said, his hazel eyes filling up with tears. Your heart tore in that instant but you couldn’t stay. You just couldn’t it wouldn’t work out with his busy schedule and the fact you lived so far from each other halfway across the world to be exact. “Hansol, I can-” You said as you let go off his hand. You didn’t want to do this. This wasn’t you. You would never, but you had too. “No no no… Y/N what is it baby? I’ll change it. I’ll cut my schedule in half. You can live in my parents house for now while I look for an apartment for us” he said as he frantically searched for some keys. He handed them to you. “Here. But please don’t go. You’re my everything Y/N.” They had told you to deny everything he gave or promised you.
‘Don’t give in Y/N. It’ll be best if you two separated. He’s an idol he won’t have time for you anymore plus you don’t even live here, it won’t work.’ His managers voice replaying in your head over and over again.
Your hands shook as you pushed his away, desperation filling him. “Tell me what’s wrong please. Why now?” A tear rolled down your eyes as you tried so hard to ignore his pleas. You had to break up with him. ‘It’s for his own good’ You repeated over and over to yourself. You gave him a quick kiss on the cheek as you wiped the tears off his face. “I love you but I have to let you go, Vernon. Just know it’s for your own good.” You said walking away tears spilling from your eyes, leaving him in the empty pledis building.
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