#shits not hitting the same anymore 😞

[lazychimken]

Hi guys guess what I’ve been watching and reading and crying over

#chainsaw man #denji #power #asa mikata #csm #csm denji #csm power #csm asa mitaka #csm fanart #csm pt 2 #denasa #i guess #idk if I’ll go back to making submas art #shits not hitting the same anymore 😞

[nnnyxie]

CAN’T WAIT ANY LONGERRR

So this one is angsty (if you squint) basically reader is Bakugos little sibling (by like a year or two to not make it weird) and they grew up together…And this is kinda mean!Izu x reader but whatever

Izu one day just randomly reflects on Bakugos bullying and is like well fuck him and decides to date his younger sibling to fuck with Bakugo as ‚revenge‘

Failing to inform them he was only dating them to fuck with their brother. He‘s still doting and sweet and oh so loving(he also failed to realize he fell for reader fr)…and on one random Tuesday they just overhear him speaking about it like on the phone to his friends being like „yeah Kacchan is totally pissed it worked like a charm“

Reader absolutely breaks down and runs to Kacchan for comfort because big brother is always the solution🤞 so then Izu dosen’t even realize and tries talking to reader and they just cut all contact and Izu panics and realizes what he feels for them but it‘s too late hehe. (I need some sort of happy ending for reader😭)

Bonus ofcourse would be lots and lots of groveling before they eventually restart, or reader moves on if you‘re not the second chance type..revenge is always the answer🫶🏻 idk both ends would be cute Idk when I turned into an angst Whore I used to be a fluff addict😞 #𖢥 izuku anon

SOBS!!! DRAMATICALLY THROWS MYSELF ONTO THE FLOOR!!!! CLAWS AT MY ENCLOSURE!!!!

i’m not much of a second chance person when it comes to this stuff but……. i like fluff……. so we shall see how the ending goes…….. it’s a wild card for the both of us???

(ps there is swearing bc it’s me…) (pps i did add a part where he said ‘fuckin with my blood’ but i originally had like— an adopted sibling in mind?? so just read however you’d like!!) (ppps i added some comfort from our girlies and kiri bc i LOVE them)

for this we’re gonna pretend like the boys have had no progress in friendship and that they HATE each other with a passion and that season 6 didn’t happen!! AND that they’re in their second year while you, darling reader, are a first year at UA!!

okay so. despite katsuki being such an asshole and probably the most difficult person to deal with— he has such a soft spot for his little sibling!!

he makes it known that if anyone fucks with you— he’ll beat them worse than they could ever imagine. you thought his normal threats were bad? oh sweetheart, these are far worse!! he’ll go into solid detail and even give ‘warning’ hits.

enter izuku, your longtime crush. ever since you were kids, you have always liked him. loved him, even. you admire how ambitious he is and how far he’s come.

izuku was dense about your crush at first, in all honesty. it wasn’t until he overheard your conversation with katsuki in the dorm stairs one day!!

it was something along the lines of “you can’t love that nerd!” “but i do! and if he feels the same i don’t want you ruining this for me!” “you’re too good for him! plus you’re too young to date anyways!” “katsuki, i’m not a baby anymore! look— if he ends up rejecting me then i’ll tell you. and you can do whatever you want, okay?” “okay. and if he accepts then, i’ll punch him too.” “katsuki no—”

izuku usually isn’t the type for petty revenge but— katsuki has hurt him for long enough. so this would be a great way to get back at him, right..?

now let’s dive into izuku’s little plan—

like i said before, he isn’t one to do this sort of thing. he really isn’t but— katsuki just… fuels a fire in him that he can’t put out.

izuku thought this little idea was crazy (it is), so he confided in someone about it— can you guess who?? wanna know who??? the one and only…

kaminari denki!!

that is correct, he confides in kaminari. see— izuku doesn’t tell kaminari that the person is katsuki’s little sibling.

izuku just tells him “i want to piss this guy off by dating their younger sibling but, i feel like that’s crazy…” and kaminari says “nah dude, if that person is a piece of shit then i say go for it. i mean— if they’re shitty then their sibling probably is too!”

which is very incorrect— you and katsuki aren’t alike.

well— you are?? but also aren’t??? if that makes sense

anyways… izuku was STUPID and took his advice.

so— izuku enacts his plan. he’ll fake confess to you, in front of katsuki. it has to be in front of him. he’ll date you for a bit to make katsuki mad, lead you on a little, then break up with you. easy peasy right?

wrong.

first off, he did confess in front of katsuki but, katsuki punched him right in the face.

second, when you accepted his confession, katsuki punched him again. this time in the stomach.

but hey— anything for petty revenge… ig…?

anywhooo y’all get into a relationship!! and it’s a dream for you, truly. you’re with the person you’ve been in love with for basically your entire life!! and that person loves you back!!!

literally everyone is jealous because you’re the couple. the blueprint. the outcome. the relationship. (or so you and the others thought….)

the relationship is… healthy? i mean, it is healthy if you ignore the fact that izuku is doing this all to piss off katsuki!!

and oh my god— katsuki is fucking angry. he’s always ‘mean mugging’ izuku. he isn’t doing anything,,, physical because you chewed him out for it. like— you really laid into him when he punched izuku. and you had a very lengthy talk with him. so, he’s keeping his hands to himself— for now.

okay moving on from that??? kaminari doesn’t put two and two together when izuku starts dating you— as much as i love him, he isn’t the brightest bulb in the box! yes he’s smart but c’mon……..

which actually brings me to how you found out!!!

so……. one day you and izuku are just walking down the hall to go to his room, y’all planned a cute movie night!!! (which he was really looking forward to) when the lovely kaminari denki comes strolling up to him.

“hey dude! how’s that revenge thing going? it’s been what?? eight?? months— you piss off the guy yet? is he totally mad that you’re with his sibling?” kaminari had the widest grin— he’s so dumb, bless his heart.

“izuku, what does he mean?” “i— kaminari, i don’t—” “huh? he’s dating some guy’s sibling to piss him off cause the dude’s a total piece of shit and i thought maybe the dude’s sibling was shi—” “kaminari! stop it!” izuku slapped his hand over the blonde’s mouth. all you could say was ‘oh’ then you ran towards katsuki’s room, hoping he’d be in there.

“wait— was— was the guy katsuki and the sibling was them!?” kaminari shouted in surprised (jfc…). izuku sighed with a nod. “dude you fucked up. like really fucked up. they were a total hottie?? and super cool?? plus katsuki is gonna be really pissed.” “i know…”

izuku felt so guilty because he was genuinely beginning to fall for you— like seriously!! he’s in love with you and now everything is ruined. i mean, he knew he’d have to tell you at some point because, no relationship should be built on lies but still !!

when you told your brother— he felt beyond pissed, angry, furious, etc. his emotions were indescribable. katsuki genuinely wanted to kill izuku. yeah, he’s always said ‘i’ll kill you’ but it’s not like he ever actually meant it.

but this time—

he really did mean it. he felt like he could commit murder.

“outside.” katsuki grabbed izuku by the collar of his shirt and dragged him through the dorms.

“wait— kacchan just let me explain!” he panicked, he wanted to tell katsuki that he did love you. that his intentions weren’t good at first but his feelings became real very quickly!

“what dumb ass excuse could you possibly have that would make this fuckin’ situation better!?” katsuki’s left hand sparked as he tossed izuku outside the doors.

“i— i’m not trying to make the situation better! i j-just want to explain!” “you have one minute before i blow your head off.”

“i did it to make you mad at first but— but, i ended up really falling for them! seriously! i w-was going to tell them!” “why the fuck would you even think about doin’ that shit!? even i wouldn’t go that low!” katsuki’s hands grew hot. he was on the verge of becoming a murderer.

“i’m sorry! i really am! i just— i was so mad at you and it was petty revenge!” izuku’s hands were raised in defense. “that shit wasn’t revenge! that was fuckin’ with my blood!” katsuki raised his hand to izuku’s face, getting ready to blast him— but he was stopped. “bakugo, midoriya. nezu’s office, now.” a very tired sounding, aizawa demanded.

while that was going down— you were left in katsuki’s room, crying on his floor.

“uhm— hey, it’s just us…” mina, jirou, and kirishima walked in. you wiped your eyes and nose, you didn’t really like being seen in a vulnerable state. something you and katsuki had in common.

“so we uh… kinda heard about what happened from kaminari.” jirou whispered as her jacks poked together. “i’m sorry, he’s a loud mouth…” “and uhm… your brother isn’t exactly quiet either.” kirishima looked to the ground beside you.

“i kinda heard their conversation… midoriya said he loves you…” mina sat beside you. “so what are you gonna do? are you gonna hear midoriya out..?” you shrugged.

even if he really did begin to love you, how could you ever trust him again? and— what if he was lying to your brother just to get an easy out?

you felt sick— and you felt like a fool. you felt so stupid for thinking that your brother’s enemy could actually have feelings for you. you felt like an idiot.

“i think… i think that, maybe, i could hear his explanation but… i won’t forgive him or give him another chance. i can’t trust him again. plus, i’d look like a fool going back to him…” you mumbled into your arms, your knees were to your chest. the three just gave an understanding nod, then, huddled around you for an awkward but, warm, group hug.

“alright.” you heard your brother’s gruff voice from the doorway. “you three, out. now.” he pointed towards his friends and you watched them leave.

“so… what happened?” you asked, your brother plopped down beside you. sitting in his usual ‘delinquent’ position. “almost murdered him. got stopped by aizawa. got scolded by nezu. now ‘m suspended for 5 weeks. gotta do supplementary classes n’ shit.” “i’m sorry, kats.” he scoffed and gave you an ‘are you fucking serious’ look. “why the fuck are you apologizin’!?” you fiddled your fingers, “i got you in trouble…” he rolled his eyes and lightly smacked the back of your head. “idiot, you didn’t. was all me.”

there was a bit of silence, it was a comfortable one. you and katsuki always shared this sort of quiet.

“did they tell you what happened?” he asked in a hushed tone, referring to his friends. “yeah…” “and…?” “and i’m not gonna forgive him or anything. he lied to me. why would i wanna be with a liar? plus, what if he was lying about actually having feelings for me now? i can’t trust him again.”

katsuki gave you a small, smile. one that said ‘i understand. i’m sorry he did that. i’m here for you. and i love you.’

when it comes to him, words weren’t needed most of the time. looks could tell all. and that look told you everything you needed to hear.

i’ll be so real— i was very a teensy bit drunk writing this… so like if it doesn’t make sense or anything i’m so sorry

#mha x reader #bnha x reader #izuku x reader #midoriya x reader #deku x reader #my hero academia x reader #boku no hero x reader #izuku midoriya #/ᐠ - ˕ -マ works — ♡︎ #♡︎ — izuku anon

[kym-m]

Genshin x reader, gender is preferred on what you lean into the most, but they have a huge fight and they do something to make lose the spark in their eyes and just becomes like a mindless doll, sorta like qiqi but she just functions a little more better than zombie child❤️❤️

Thank you for the amazing REQ anon!

I love you darling.

Ft. Kaeya, Zhongli, Ayato, Childe, Itto, Diluc, Thoma, Kazuha

I did not read this before posting I'm sorry for grammatical letters, punctuation, and the shitty written story.😞😞🙏🙏

Summary: In a fight you both ended up saying things you both regretted, but you seemed more affected than him.

Kaeya:

He sighed deeply while running his fingers through his hair 'I should go check upon them' he thought, he fiddled with hsi fingers praying to archon your holding better than he is. He marched up to your house to see you sitting on the couch, blankly staring at the wall, your cheeks were tear stained and red, your hair was a mess, your clothes were almost off your shoulders, and you were just disheveled. He traced your body while closing the door behind him, he walked towards you but came to a halt when you looked at him, your eyes. What happened to them? He started panicking "Y/N what happened?" he asked you hum "I don't remember, I'm sorry" you deadpanned looking blankly at his desperate expression, you got up and opened a drawer, you handed him a circular object. It was your vision, it was dim and dark, it was shattering, Kaeya's mouth hung wide open. As he watched someone whom he treasured so dearly fade away into a empty vessel just because he said stupid shit.

Zhongli:

He wanted to let you cool off, renting a room in a cheap but cozy hotel, and mainly focused on work for a few days, coming back to your shared house he was delighted to have scent of his preferred blend and his favorite meal hit him in the face. He sighed in content while further sinking in the kitchen, he sat down on the chair while grabbing a pair of chopsticks on the table "Thank you so much my love." he gratefully said "Yes. You are welcome Zhongli. Enjoy your meal." you say blankly, turning around on your heel to pour him some more tea, once you finished Zhongli grabbed your wrist, making you drop the tea pot, you give a nonchalant gasp, as Zhongli has his eyes wide open, he pulled you for a hug a few seconds later, I am so sorry. He thought. He just cradled your fragile body, while you both wished things could have been slightly more different.

Ayato:

The dumb one.

He didn't bother you at all, not even a thought of you came by him.

Hours turned into days, days turned into weeks and weeks turned into months.

He rushed in your room which he forgot was yours, to grab some important documents, he opened the door to come to a quick halt, he saw you holding the documents, but it didn't look like you. Your eyes were a void, they were empty and glassy. The eyes of someone who just had their hart shattered into bits. He felt his breath get stuck in his throat as you stare at the papers, you finally speak up "Are these yours Lord Kamisato?" you lolled your head to a side slightly, lord kamisato?? He thought, he bit back all those half assed apologies he wanted to spew out and let out a shaky sorrowful sigh. Knowing what a grave sin he just committed he couldn't bring himself to look at you the same way anymore. He stepped closer towards you "Yes. Thank you Y/N." he kissed your forehead and you nodded. Heading back into your small little table filled with your small collection of nick nacks.

Childe:

He never came back, he just destroyed you and your life together with him and left without a trace.

But when he came back to liyue, he found out that you have not gone out of your house in almost a year. He dashed to your front door fiddling and almost dropping the spare key he owned.

He opened the door to see your head peaking out of a wall in curiosity of who went in, he chuckled dryly

"Y/N?" he asked, you step out closing your eyes and walked towards him, once you were in front of him you opened your eyes, you pointed a finger at his chest "You did this to me. Why?" you asked voice laced with emptiness and dread.

For once he couldn't find a way out of this situation.

Itto:

Walked into your house thinking you and him were good.

But grandma oni stopped him "Itto.." she sighed "Hmmm?.." he asked trying to get in your room "let's go." she said dragging the oni by his horns "Wait granny!-" but once you slid open the door with your lifeless eyes boring into itto he was speechless, his endless bickering during the whole trip was gone. Once they were home itto sniffed "I did this didn't I? I'm so damn sorry Y/N!" he sobbed. Biting his bottom lip in shame and agony.

Diluc:

Loved you so much.

But he immediately knew when he saw you.

Apologized.

Cried.

Sobbed.

And grieved the loss of his most treasured priority.

Fucked up.

And he knew.

He did fuck up.

He hiccuped as he sobbed into your hair "I'm so sorry.."

He cried and sobbed horrendously while clawing at your back wanting things to go back.

He couldn't lose you to.

Thoma:

Never got the chance to apologize, was driven away by work and only heard it through the endless bickering of the streets.

Was sobbing while sweeping the floor since he had no guts to face you again.

Could only rely on the word in the streets to hear how you are.

Was devastated when he heard you planned on going to liyue.

"Gosh.. Did you hear that Y/N was going to liyue In a few days?"

"No! Wow that was unexpected"

He just stiffled back a sob.

Kazuha:

He ran away with the crux sailing away into inazume, fleeing you and his problems.

When you came to the festival with other people he was estatic, prepared an apology and poem, only to be greeted with your hollow eyes, you still listened to him though, he swore he saw a spark in your eyes when he sobbed out his apology, but he held your hand promising to you and himself to devote himself to helping you regain your love, faith and ambition. Which he ruined.

#Genshin x reader #Angst #Genshin x reader angst #Zhongli x reader #Kaeya x reader #childe x reader #itto x reader #Diluc x reader #Kazuha x reader #Ayato x reader #Thoma x reader

[abbey-rae]

I wrote my LONG stream of thoughts in my notes app in real time listening to the summit!!

HUGE SPOILERS UNDER THE CUT!!

Ash blaming Aggro for taking his shoe lmaoo

Milo talking shit about Asher’s old belt💀

Milo telling SH they better not have hidden his dress socks again😭

Vincent wanted to hear from Will😞

…but he has a surprise for lovely🤭

AHHHH HE GOT A CROWN MADE BY THE SAME CRAFTSMAN WHO MADE HIS😭

‘you’re my heart.’ FOUL

Sam HATES the summit but he’s glad to have ‘good people’ here this time!

He and Darlin are getting ice cream after🥲

Porter didn’t actually bring Treasure he just said he would to fuck with Vincent😭😭devious little prick (affectionately)

MORE PACK AND VAMP INTERACTIONS YIPPEE

Asher called Vincent ‘bud’ when they all said hello😭

‘Blink twice if you need a way out buddy’ lmao

AHHHHHHH OMG OMG ALEXIS IS HERE AND SHES INTERACTING WITH DARLIN OMG

‘so when are you joining the family then? or do you plan to wither away into old age until he can’t stand the sight of you anymore; but feels too guilty to leave.’🫥

‘problems don’t get resolved by hitting them, you child. grow up.’ girl…

Porter comes to defend Darlin and is being snide with alexis😭

‘being the family’s disappointment has always been your domain. i’d hate to intrude.’ PLEASE

Sam’s back!!

‘what the fuck did she say?’ he sounds so hurt omg😭

SAM WENT GET ALEXIS OH NO

DARLIN RAN AFTER HIM!

Dion Wright is talking to David

be careful of William??

Although none of the houses claim him, Quinn came from somewhere and that means he has friends😬🫣

Adam mention was not on my Summit bingo card jesus CHRIST😭

Sam asked that Alexis not speak to Darlin and she agreed (although begrudgingly)

Ash is complimenting the food and Milo says that doesn’t mean much given Ash has TERRIBLE cooking abilities😭

‘My name is Porter Solaire.’

‘Oh.’

‘ASH!’💀

Porter asked SH if they’re an investigator and is asking questions about CLOSEKNIT I WAS NOT EXPECTING THAT😭

Closeknit has lots of groups finding them and one of them is a Vamp house (Bennett)

Porter wants SH to stealth and sneak into a meeting between the Bennett king and prince which is happening in a few minutes!!!

SH wants to do it😟

The others still don’t know what Milo did to save everyone during inversion😭

The number of people in/joining Closeknit is declining, people need ‘another’ incentive (i.e more funding) to start joining again🫣

IT FEELS LIKE IM IN THE ROOM IM SITTING SO STILL IM SCARED

AHHH HE JUST SAID WHAT WAS THAT NOISE NOOO

Porter is starting a fight with vincent to cause a distraction!

THE KING OF THE HOUSE OF BENNETT IS DEAD WHAT THE FUCK😭😭

In summary:

#redacted asmr #redacted summit #redacted vincent #redacted sam #redacted shaw #redacted solaire clan #redacted audio

[minquiec]

jipunk things I've been thinking about but I couldn't illustrate for a variety of reasons

streamer au -> minecraft?? au

idk this is rlly more of a crack au cause it's so unserious but I think I mentioned this some while ago but I forgor to add anything else onto it

the general idea is they're both streamers ahhayhah on a totally and definitely original streaming site called Switch hahaha so original hahaha

The both of them aren't overly popular but they have some form of reputation to their name cause for jia some of her stupid clips have gone viral (she does mostly gamer content 🎮💪🔥) where it's either her being real bad at the game or she's getting jumpscared and for hobie his content is a lot moreeee diverse I think, and he also streams a lot less than jia does cause it's just a side thing for him but some of his clips have gone viral for either music related reasons or it's something he's said (HES FUNNY IN A WAY YOU WOULDNT EXPECT KIND OF THING)

but I had this thought where it'd be kind of funny when he's streaming one day (one night tbh they both stream more at night) but he'd be on stream maybe playing his lil guitar and people just casually talking in the chat and suddenly they see the user 'oranjia' send a 'ALSMFNKS' and 'OWJDNJW' in the chat so ofc people who recognise her are all like ARIANA WHAT ARE U DOING HEREE and she gets clipped cause they're kind of two different streamers you'd never see interact

Idrk what happens next cause I haven't thought abt it but they'd probably suddenly have streams featuring the other and mostly gaming cause 🧍‍♂️how else do you collab stream idk

and then I kinda segwayed from this idea to fuckin,,,, MINECRAFT AU 💀💀💀 I DONT WANNA TALK ABT THE VERY OBVIOUS INSPIRATIONS FOR THIS (yes I used to be into them but not anymore for INCREDIBLY OBVIOUS reasons) but I've always loved the concept behind it cause you can't lie the LORE AND FANART BEHIND IT WAS SO FUN

their kid.

as if I couldn't hit a new low, I stun myself EVERYTIME 🔥 but. I've been thinking. A little too hard admittedly but I can't help it okay I'm just a girl 😞 but this is all a hypothetical cause I don't have an au where they're,,,able to have a KIDNDNEJDNENSNWS AUEGH ANYWAYS IF THEY DID I think her name would be clementine :3333 cause I think the name is really cute and for some reason i kept coming up w nicknames for her and I couldn't choose one so they all apply; clem, tina (clementine -> tine -> tina), nana

but I think she'd be so sweet :((( cause she'd be so well loved :(((((( cause both of them like kids ASHEHDH HB BEING A GIRL DAD IS DRIVIJG ME A LITTLE CRAZY ACTUALLY tbh he'd be okay w anything being gorl dad,,,,,, ueueueueueu m

chinatown singer au

I was thinking abt the lore abt this au it's kinda vague and I also forgot if I ever shared it but the idea was like the setting is a? chinatown somewhere in the middle of,,,,? The britland??? But also not at the same time cause idk the geography and history of England so I'm making shit up and making it MY version of England /jkjkjk but the idea is it's a chinatown

But I was thinking maybe like when he was a kid, he had gotten lost within the chinatown cos he randomly wandered in and it was getting dark and oh nooo I'm lost 😨😨 but wowww he bumps into this girl around his ageeee WONDER WHOOO

but she leads him out there and it's mostly jus them being sweet kids but they then don't see each other for a couple years cause 🤷 but jia grows up to be a singer in this theatre hall and hb ends up working??? Participating??? Idk he's involved with this newspaper company that's basically just. The spider society but in newspaper company form

And so one day he'd probably take a route thru the chinatown and spot her again in the big ass billboard and tbh idfk what happens next cause it's mostly just one sided pining bc he doesn't get to meet her for a good while till he bumps into her again 🤷🤷❓❓❓

sticking them into your name scene

i can't explain the emotional MAGNITUDE your name had on me and it's so funny cause at first i was like "can't be that good 😐" and then 1h 42 mins later im actually devastated but anyways

This is major spoilers for your name so just lyk

But there's this scene where the ml and fl meet up and they're about to write their names on each others palms but they're only able to see each other because of the twilight that was occurring in that moment (they're from different timelines if y'all don't know) but as the girl is abt to write her name on the guys hand THE TWILIGHT ENDS AND SHE DISAPPEARS AAUUEGHHH AND THE SCENE WAS SOOO GOOD CAUSE THE MUSIC WAS SUDDENLY CUT OFF AND ALL NOISE WAS CUT OFF EXCEPT FOR THE PEN HITTING THE GROUND THIS IS YOUR HOMEWORK GO GO FUCKING WSTCH YOUR NAME

But I was just thinking and it'd just fit them SO GOOD but I just rlly like your name and I like angst and I like jipunk so

behind the scenes au

GODDDD ACTOR AUUUUUHUHHHUHUHUHU OKAY I DONT ACTUALLY KNOW HOW JIA WOULD CANONICALLY FIT?? INTO THE MOVIE?? But if she did she would just be a side character tbh (get as much screen time as pav did LMAO)

But I love actor au so much cause it means the sad parts aren't real!! What do you mean they aren't all friends HUHH but anyways imagine bloopers or just the cast being sillay uahehehe

There would b a silly moment where (if the actor au was based off jia's lore) she'd have a little 'mr stark I don feel so good' moment and reference it and it would look real silly cause she has all these green screen parts on her AUSUUA

And also I thought abt this interview where the interviewer asks gwen abt jia and hb AKDNSM AND SHE JUST GOES "they are as insufferable as they are in the show" cause she's so sick of pda HWHDHW but i wanna draw this so bad :(( i love actor au

ballet and band player au

I had this idea literally MONTHS ago but it's rlly short and I haven't gotten around to making art or lore abt it but the premise is gwen does both ballet classes and in a band (hb's band el oh el) but jia is in gwens class and they are friends :333cc and so gwen would always mention jia to hb during practice so he's like nice 👍 glad you have a friend CAUSE HE APPRECIATES PEOPLE WHO ARE NICE TO HIS FRIENDS OKAY but maybe maybe maybe one day he picks gwen up and then THEY HAVE A MEET CUTE AUYUEYGGGEHHHE AND SO NOW HB ALWAHS COMES TO PICK GWENNY UP CAUSE HES JWNDNWNSNSSJ

maybe I should get myself checked out at a psych ward idk it's really unhealthy for me but do I care nno

#lorerambles #jipunk

[thegardengrows-infrozenrain]

love how tumblr tried to kill tagspam by limiting you to 30 tags with 140 chars each and also if you tag a specific way then only the first four tags will show your post in searches or whatever and also only original posts will show and not reblogs anymore (and that is ANY reblog, not just reblogs with nothing on them)

but then you still see porn bots scattershotting every trending fandom tag (plus some extras) and the only thing it's done is make rambling in the tags (and more importantly, trigger tagging posts!!!!!) needlessly difficult and also wrecked visibility if you reblog something and add to a post and then tag it with the same tags

also they broke tagging again so now the automatically added end character for each tag will eat the last few letters of a tag and also you can't actually hit the 140 character limit anymore??? you have to come like three under it or you can't add the fucking tag and it still gives you that obnoxiously condescending "Ooops!!! Tags can only be 140 characters or less!!!!" warning.

also hitting 30 tags shouldn't give me a shitfuck ass fucking "You did it. You reached 30 tags" message. just say "tag limit reached" or something c'mon you're a fuckin website and the only thing this makes me wanna do is strangle your entire fucking database center (as in the physical building. get my hands around that bricky bitch.) because i'm a fuckin tumblr user not a five year old and this whole like impersonal friendliness added to error messages and shit these days makes me so pissed.

enough with the "teeheeheehee!!! oopsie daisies!!!!!🌺🌺🌺✨✨✨ ouw code monkies cant handwe mowe dan 30 tagsie-wagsies!!!! oooh noooo 😭😭😭😞😞😞😔😔😔😕😕🙁🙁🙁☹️☹️☹️😥😥😥😨😨😨😰😰😰🫠🫠🫠wooks wike youw gonna hafta wemove some tags!!!! ❌❌❌☹️☹️☹️🥺🥺😢 but make suwe dey'we onwy 140 chawactews! da code monkies eat ur tagsies and dey get tummie aches if dey'we too wong!!!!!! ^^ uwu nya rawr >w< xDDD" type shit. just fucking tell me "character limit reached" or something is it that difficult to just give users information directly anymore??????

also fuck the errors when your internet disconnects and it's like "this is a dashboard haiku. no posts here. who knows why?" "your dashboard is empty. soon it will be lush once more" on the app. that and the stupid fucking astronaut in the fuckin alegria/corporate memphis artstyle on youtube. fuck you. i don't need you to try to be funny and make me laugh because my internet connection is slightly spotty or to be given a fuckin illustration. just say "your connection isn't working". come on, say it with me. "your" "connection" "is not" "working". was that so hard? i get it's because it's ALSO a fallback in case the servers are down for some reason but jesus christ.

at least fucking facebook and instagram just give you "failed to load. check your connection" errors when they go down and most people know if you see them while your internet is up it means the website's having trouble and to wait a while. people aren't fuckin stupid and they don't need to be hand-held when a fuckin website goes down to the point you need to be vague and qUiRkY about it.

like if this shit doesn't stop i will find a way to physically choke a server rack. you fuckin wait. i'll make a goddamn computer experience asphyxiation. i'm gonna take your fuckin machines and i'm gonna fuckin feed them orbeez until they experience whatever the computer equivalent to an intestinal blockage is.

worthless piece of shit fucking website fr

#tumblr problem #tumblr happenings #plus ​whatever the fuck else. i hate tagging this shit. #ryan's rants #<- i think? little blurry atm as we aren't in a good mood rn #<- not that there's a reason for it? sometimes you just wake up sad #venting i guess #ranting #this post got a little off topic tbh #in my defense i got started talking and couldn't stop til i got all my fuckin ideas out #adhd shit fr

[menalez]

i want to make this a post so bad but i would literally be doxxing myself so i have to confess it here

basically there’s a tiktok video going around radblr of some tim stitching a woman that said something about preferring scissors to mascara wands (euphemisms for pussy and dick, respectively) and he’s complaining about it being transphobic blah blah (i think skirtgospinny posted it recently if u wanna check her page since i can’t send links on anon, he’s in a black shirt)

but the crazy part is… i kind of know him. we’re from the same city and another guy (not trans identified) that’s in the same band as him used to follow me on ig (he hit on me a lot too 😖) and i remember once he posted something about afab afab relationships being transphobic and i called him out… it’s really such a small world skfkjjsjsjdndjm. the guy said something like “that’s like saying trans lesbians are straight for being into women” bro 🙁 be fucking serious please

anyway i just thought that it’s crazy bc i actually considered going to one of their shows but was immediately put off when i realized they had a tim in the band ESPECIALLY a lesbian fetishist 😞 and their music is ass anyway

scream what ... ofc they said that relationships between two women are somehow transphobic. notice how theyre reinforcing all the same homophobic shit that we've been told (that lesbianism is wrong, that its perverted, a fetish, hateful, unnatural, should not be talked about, etc) except they frame it in a way that makes it seem like our existence oppresses a special section of males this time, so its totally not homophobia anymore and is suddenly justified.

my god these homophobes get bolder and bolder daily!! i just reblogged the video in question for anyone who is curious.

#anonymous

[ham-st4r]

Just L O fucking L

Back to fucking back too

Never mind the fact that the shit has been posted for months now and you’re only just now determining it needs a “Label” what a joke like this shit is not protecting anybody

What tickles me is that literally any type of fucking content can be posted on this app without filter and anyone who wants to is just free to make an account

“13” huh? I guess as soon as you hit your teens it’s okay to see all the mature content that this app has

If these pricks really wanted to protect their communities they would either put an age restriction or just not allow underage users to be on here if you’re going to allow mature content on the app

Whoever created this needs to go back and rethink the whole fucking thing and understand that it makes zero fucking sense

And it’s counter productive let’s just say I put a “label” on all of my works it doesn’t even fucking matter cause apparently 13 year olds can just turn on the “community label” and BOOM! you can read sexual content 😃

Or maybe I’m just not fully understanding the feature but to me it makes no sense at all and don’t even get me fucking started on all the other shit you can partake of without an age restriction on the internet

FUCK

Okay so upon further research apparently it’s 16 (from what I’m understanding) and you can’t use the “label” feature if you’re underage

BUT EITHER FUCKING WAY YOU CAN STILL FAKE YOUR FUCKING AGE AND THE SAME SHIT APPLIES SO JUST FUCK THE SHIT OUT OF ME

I DONT EVEN FEEL COMFORTABLE POSTING HERE ANYMORE SO THATS JUST FUCKING GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry guys I’m not yelling at you I’m just frustrated😞

Edit: and they just had the audacity to add a new feature😒

Let me guess I’m gonna get a “label” for this too right?

#ham st4r randoms

[starpillowww]

Good Morning and Happy Birthday to Oliver! I’ve noticed too that he seems shy and withdrawn now and I’m not sure why… I wonder if the death of his parent has to do with it? 😞

Sorry this will be a long one.

Oliver has always been shy specially in English speaking media since he's not so comfortable. He's totally different in Swedish media. He's more relaxed and can be himself I guess. As a person I find Oliver very funny and charming... in a shyly way. He loves pranks. May I remind of the baloon incident at Klingers room when he came to World Cup 2018?? Also I think I've posted a video when he tries on old gears from thr 80's that's so funny and the house tour video both the one with Bizz and the Swedish one are funny too.

But you might have a point that he might not been himself until he moved to Vancouver. He's mother passed away 2017 in cancer and that hit him pretty hard. At the same time his dad was involved in some shit that got him fired from a GM job he had for a lower division team in Sweden. In my opinion I think these things made more of an impact on him not preforming as well the two seasons before going to Vancouver that he wanted to admit.

He's not so active on social media anymore either but I think he's keeping things private now he has Maja.

#ask starpillowww #oliver ekman larsson #vancover canucks #prince charming

[aleksa-sims]

 My RL gameplay (18+)

CW addiction

Well, what can I say? The pictures speak for themselves. 🤷‍♀️  I was only in the bathroom for a short moment and when I came back, I saw P. & Natasha! 😞 I know, I did a lot of crap too, but not THIS! And I will not put up with shit like this! No one’s ever done this to me before!  I was totally shocked and hurt. And Idk why, but I was terrified. Probably from the pain I had when Nico left? This time when N. left me, was one of the worst experiences I’ve had and I just knew, that I would not be able to endure this a second time! Although Nico didn’t hurt me as much as Philip did! I mean, at the time!! I didn’t know what would happen to me in just a few months with N.! This was even crazier and I got pregnant, as you know. 😕 🤷‍♀️ But back to P....

After that fight he and I had, I just walked out of his room. There was this one bar/common room, where I was yesterday with him, so I went there. Actually, I just wanted to buy something to eat, but instead, I met Natasha.💁‍♀️ Natasha studied law there. But she didn’t live on that campus/dorm. She had her own apartment in Vienna. Idk how she could afford this, but I think she had dates with older, rich men.🤨 You could say, she was a sugar babe. That’s at least how I understood it when she told me. And besides, I didn’t give a shit anyway. I just didn’t want to talk to her. She noticed my dismissive attitude towards her and acted as if she was totally offended by me. Like she’s such an important person, and I should be grateful, for her paying attention to me. You know? 🤨 😠

Me: I’m not interested in your life story! You’re nobody important or anyone who interests me, so why do you even want to talk to me? I’m not a drooling geezer who’s gonna pay you for your company.🤨

Natasha: I see you’re a totally rude person! 😦 💁‍♀️

Me: Yeah! Just piss off! I’m tired of being nice and friendly to everyone all the time! But one question! Philip isn’t rich, so why were you out with him?

Natasha:  Philip is someone who doesn’t have to buy me gifts, to spend time with. He is totally hot! And he was so cute that one day. I mean sad, and I had a feeling, he needed a friend.

Me: I’m getting sick! I have to go to the bathroom......😞

While I was away, Philip came and when I came back, I saw him and this Natasha talking. Like she was whispering to him. And suddenly they kissed. This all happened so fast. I can’t really tell how it happened. I just saw, what I saw! They kissed. 😭 It only took a few seconds, probably because I showed up and interrupted them??

I was totally shocked! I didn’t know what to do? I just felt my body getting ice cold. I wanted to run away and never come back to Philip. I hated him so much in that moment and at the same time, I would have wanted to die right there  because I did not want to feel this terrible feeling. That he doesn’t want me anymore and wants to be with someone else.💔 😢

When Philip saw me, he pushed Natasha away and approached me. His look was confused and sad, as if he had been surprised because I reacted the way I just.........reacted. 🤷‍♀️  I mean, what did he expect? That I’m going to giggle or join in maybe? But I think he thought I’m going to get really angry like he did, just a few min ago, when I got that fucking text from Z..

Philip: A.! Wait!... Please STOP!......  I didn’t want this! At least not that she’s going to kiss me. When I saw you come back, I just wanted to tease you. No, I’m sorry! I wanted to hurt you, like you hurt me.😔

Me: Just..... I DIDN’T!!!!!!!!!!! 😠....😢

Philip: He touched you! I saw it! I just wanted to hit on her a bit. I didn’t know she was gonna.... come at me like this and kiss me. I swear, this is not what I planned or wanted 🤦‍♂️.......... Why don’t you yell at me now? 😔 Pls, just say something. 

Me: Stay away from me and don’t touch me!

Philip: Come on, let’s just go to my room and talk about everything.

Me: No! I’ve had enough of talking or discussing with you. I’m sick & tired of fighting and....you! I wish I had never come here. 😭

Philip: Don’t say this, A.! 😟 I told you, when I get back home, you and I will start our new lives together. That’s why I was so mad at you, when that fucking dick texted you. He calls you babe and writes about your soft skin. 🙁 🤦‍♂️

Me: My soft skin? He said I’m a fucking pillow!! 😦 🤷‍♀️ .....  He didn’t really lie on me or use me as a..... pillow. He leaned on me when we got out of his car. and said, that I’m like a cozy, soft pillow. He was high! You got it now???

Philip: 😔 😔.......I’m sorry!

Me: You ruined everything! .....I don’t know if I can forgive you? And for me, it looked like you enjoyed it. I hate you! 😭 😭 😭

Philip: I didn’t!

Me: I have to get out of here!  And just stay away from me! You understand? 😠

Philip: But-... where are you going all alone? 🤷‍♂️  You don’t know this place! 😧

Me: You left me alone at the airport, too! So just fuck off. 😠

I left! I called my sister and told her everything. Ana tried to calm me down. She advised me not to do anything rash and that I should talk to him. Besides, I have a whole night to spend here before I can fly back. My sister was so worried about me. 😞 😭 She wanted to know exactly where I was and what this place was called. She was afraid I’d get lost or  screw up. I think she wanted to call Philip and tell him where I was, so he wouldn’t let me walk around a strange town on my own. 

When I finished my conversation with Ana, I was in a beautiful park. There was such a huge fountain. I was so fascinated by this place and this environment. So I stayed there to think. There were so many tourists around me who took pictures of this beautiful fountain and this one castle which was there. I think it was the Prince Eugene Castle. So beautiful! I could hear an Italian couple talking about me. The woman said to her husband, “see this sad girl at the fountain with her pretty dress.” I want to take a picture of her.” The man said that she had to ask me first, before taking a picture of me. I turned my gaze away from the water and looked over at them and said, she could take a pic of me. I don’t give a fuck anyway. And I kind of liked them. Because they spoke Italian. The nice woman was a bit embarrassed when she noticed that I understood her. After taking her picture, she came up to me and asked me, if I was okay? She said I look like someone broke my heart. I just nodded.😞  When she and her husband left, I thought of Nico, who now lives in Italy. Was this maybe a sign or something? I mean, right here, after Philip hurt me, this Italian couple, took a pic of me. Because I was so sad. Kind of crazy! I wondered if it was a mistake to let N. go to stay with Philip. But I loved P......and N., too! Still, at that time, I really loved Philip more than Nico, but I didn’t forget him. 💙 

Slowly it became dark without me noticing until this park became quite empty. Philip called me a couple of times, but I didn’t answer. Since I became a bit paranoid, I went back to him. Where else would I go? I don’t know anybody here, and my flight won’t leave until tomorrow night. I felt so lonely and abandoned. 😔

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