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abirddogmoment · 2 months
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portraits of an animal who was on crate rest yesterday and now is subsequently needing so many attentions
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flwrshee · 1 year
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✉️ DRUNK
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duo ﹒ heeseung x fmr genre fluff wc 06k warnings cursing and kissing
"yn? are u there?"
"yes jake i can hear you, what is it?"
"um well.. your boyfriend had too much to drink and is almost about to pass out"
"im coming"
arriving at the bar heeseung and jake were at you saw heeseung laying down on one of the sofas with his mouth slightly open as you hear his soft snores. you gently took his waist in your hands and carried him into the car as he started blabbering about his day and what he did at the bar with jake.
"who are you miss?" he says with his confused but soft voice.
"im yn, park yn"
"woah! you have the same name as my girlfriend, she is so pretty, you know?"
slightly chuckling to yourself you say "really? do you love her?"
"of course i do, she should be lucky to have me" you forgot that heeseung was the type to spill the truth when he was drunk.
when you reached your apartment heeseung collapsed onto your soft couch and he was back to being the big baby he was while snoring peacefully. you lightly ushered him to wake up and drink water before dozing off but he was adamant and refused.
he rubs his eyes and yawns from his deep slumber "yn? is that you?"
"yes it me, how much did you drink? your wasted, love" you say while tucking him in the covers.
"like 2 bottles" while showing the size of them with his hands. "oh my!" you say, covering your hands over your mouth.
heeseung just giggles at your cute reaction and then grabs your hand so you fall on his chest. "yah" playfully hitting his chest, "what do you think your doing?" you say while staring as his messy hair and drowsy eyes.
"staring at my beautiful girl" he shamelessly replies
"well you need to slee-" before you finished your sentence heeseung's lips were already on yours and he was tasting your cherry lip tint.
"mmh, i like that flavour babe" he says while smirking, hands around your waist. he knew he was good at teasing you and he knew you would get shy.
"enough!" you tell him while getting off the couch.
"goodnight my pretty girl" he lazily says as he falls back to sleep. you shake your head while walking to your room. gosh, he's so fucking cute and he's mine, you thought to yourself.
you woke up to the sound of your boyfriend cursing and complaining about his hangover.
"oh shit my head hurts like hell, ah fuck"
"geez hee, you drank so much you came home wasted, don't you remember?"
"well all i remember was kissing you" while looking directly into your eyes with his smug smirk.
"i'll make you soup, get changed" you avoided his remarks while trying to cover up your flushed face.
while making food for him, a pair of hands snake behind your waist and his head leans on your shoulder. you gently smell heeseung's warm, comforting scent.
"god i missed you so fucking much"
"well you should've not drank yesterday then" you say with a playful, stern expression.
"sorry ma'am"
"omg, what do i do with you" you turn around and hug him from his waist. he flinches a little but puts his hand around your hips and massages your hair.
"honestly i missed you a shit ton more" you tell him.
"because your in love with me"
but you couldnt deny, because you were.
© flwrshee
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icameheretoreadstuff · 10 months
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Do you take requests? Because I have a request. This is my first time but k love your stories. Okay what if reader is 23 and she is the secret Blossom daughter anyways she is also dating FP and she gets super jealous of Alice (who I’m sorry don’t like) anyways what if she gets down and sees maybe FP would do better without her but he changes her mind? With some smut?!! Hehehe ahh I’m so excited
Hii, aww thank yooou 🥳 How exciting, this is my first request! it took some time writing this, im so sorry about that but here it is 🙈 oh and bytheway hahah, I got a little carried away so its kinda long 🙈
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The Blossom Secret Pairing: FP Jones x F!Reader Warnings: 18+, smut, explicit sex, alcohol A/N: masterpost & links are pinned on my tumblr.
You let out a sigh as you were walking on your way home from a long day. The weather was hot today, so your long ginger-red hair was sticking to your back. You shaked your hair to get some air under your hair and when that didnt help you tied your hair up into a bun. You walked up the stairs to your little apartment, as you opened your bag to find your keys. You unlocked the door and walked inside to find the remote to the air condition on the wall and turned it on. You let out a breath as you stood underneath it to cool down.
You turned around to put your groceries in the fridge. You got your eye on the white wine you opened yesterday and grabbed it from the fridge. You poured yourself some wine and sat down in your couch. You bowed down and grabbed a box from under the couch. Inside there was secret documents that you had gotten in the mail, which was the reason why you came to Riverdale.
Inside there was your birth certificate and you found a note where it stood: From Alice cooper. Apperently this Alice had sent them to you months ago. So when you found this Alice Cooper from Riverdale, ofcourse you packed a bag and travelled to find Riverdale and this woman, only when you found this woman you ended up getting interviewed instead of getting answers. She swore that she had found them in her mailbox and had made copies and mailed them to you. She swore she didnt know anything more.
That woman really got on your nerves, you left that day and promised yourself you were going to find out what the hell is going on. You bought an apartment and got a job at some diner named pop’s. You just had to find out what actually stood on that birth certificate. But the thing was they had been blacked out and when you asked your adoptive parents they said it was an closed adoption so they knew nothing. you figured out you were on your own.
You sighed and took a big sip of wine as you threw the box away. After a couple of weeks after you had settled in, you found someone who was willing to help you. He was tall, dangerous smile and god damn: handsome as fuck. So was it really a suprise you couldnt resist and eventually flirted with him? For months you had worked together to try to find out who you are related to, But you grew more interested in him than your birth parents.
You wanted to know the truth ofcourse but you already had a family who you missed like crazy and loved deeply.. You only did this cause you hated not knowing. You wanted to know but this man, right now, he was much more intresting. After months with flirting you fell hard. He had flirted back and he was after all trying to help you, but you could tell he should be with someone else. Infact he convinced you today himself.
Today at 4 pm:
"Hi, could you please take out the trash and then youre done for the day apperantly." Pop said as he looked up at the clock and continued to help some costumers. "sure, thanks pop" you said simply and smiled as you carried out the trash. You smiled knowing you actually had began feeling comfterable in your new job. You loved talking to the costumers and serving people who lighten up when you served the famous milkshakes at pops.
You tried to open the door with one foot, cause you were carrying so much garbage, so you turned around and dragged them out. You felt a firm hand on your back which made you starled. "what" you said as you turned around to figure out who it was. "hi" Fp said in a low tone, he slowly inhaled your scent.
"hi" you said with a half smile and tried to walk over to the garbadge cans. As if he had just woken up he walked over to you and grabbed the trash from your hands and smiled "I'll help" he smiled, the actual smile that made your knees turn into gello. You opened the trashbins and he threw in the trash easily. "Thanks" you smiled and walked away from the smelly trashcans. "can we talk?" he asked. "Sure" you said and he followed you around the corner where there was more privacy. "what's up" you asked.
He sighed out loudly and it looked like he was debating on what to say. "tell me" you said as you took your handkerchief from your apron and playfully smacked him on his arm. He let out a short laugh as he sighed long. "I found out something big and I think you should sit down" he said, you looked worried at him. "just tell me" you asked and he sighed "alright" he looked into your eyes as he said. "Youre a blossom" he said "blossom? really?" you asked and knew some stories from the blossom family. You had heard allot of stories at pop's, so you werent all unimformed.
"apperently Clifford and Penelope Blossom tried to hide the fact they got pregnant when they were young and had you adopted." he explained. "wow" you simply stated. "I need some time to thaw on this" you said. But honestly you were more concerned with him. Right now he felt so right in your life that he had become the light in your life. Everytime the bell rang at pops you hoped it was him, you became more and more invested in this research because of him?
"are you ok?" he asked. you shaked our head clean, from stopping yourself of thinking anymore about this. "yeah, anyways I should probobly go, thanks again" you said and hated that, thats what came out of your own mouth. "I mean it, thank you so much" you tried to smile and he took out his hand and touched your arm. The warmth that came from his hand made your heart flutter. you starred into his eyes as you walked closer to him and gave him a hug.
He arms wrapped softly around your waist and you heard yourself exhale. "thanks" you whispered softly, you tried to walk away from his hug but it was so damn hard. You didnt want to leave. you felt his cheek come close into yours, you leaned back to get a look at his lips. He licked his lips dry as you were just inches away from eachother, you looked into his eyes and bit your lower lip. he stared at your lip as he leaned closer to you-
"FP!" someone yelled. A familiar female voice stopped you from finally tasting his lips, he sighed "sorry I got to go" he said. he pulled back away from you and walked away, suddenly he was gone. You touched your cheek as you felt the warmth from where his chin had just been, slowly fade away and turned cold. You closed your eyes and wanted to savior every moment.
You grabbed your bag and were ready to head home. You were dizzy from the heated moment from you and Fp still. you walked outside of pops after you had just said goodbye to everyone. You were on your way to the car. Months of pining after him and Alice just- "FP!" Alice exclaimed "Im in love with you and I want to be with you" she said. You froze and looked at where the voice were coming from. "I can't believe this" you felt tears build up as you saw Fp hold her both hands and said something only she could hear. "I cant believe this" you uttered under your breath.
Now 6pm:
Yep, that happened. You felt anger rise inside you as you inhaled and exhaled. You rised up to go and find something stronger to drink. You opened your cabins from the kitchen and found a bottle. «There you are» you sighed, grabbed a shotglass and poured tequila into it. «fuck them» you said as you raised your hand and threw down the shot.
Today you had found out the truth and that you were some secret blossom daughter. Honestly you didnt care about the blossom family, you already had a loving family. The only thing you couldnt get out of your head was him, you just wanted him.
But you cant have him, because of Alice. Fuck this and fuck him and her, you made up your mind to go out and drink somewhere not alone. You took another shot and changed out of your uniform into something better. You found a black strapless dress and put on some red lipstick.
You stood ready to leave when you opened the door and you saw him standing there in the doorway. "hi" he said as he starred at you on your dress "what do you want?" you asked as you leaned your hand on your waist as you held the door open with your other hand. He couldn't stop looking at your waist and tried to not stare his hardest but failing. "why aren't you with Alice?" you asked with a mean look. "If you came here to gloat why didnt you bring Alice?" you joked and shaked your head, you looked into his eyes waiting for him to respond.
"hm?" he looked up confused "wait, why are you talking about Alice?" you crossed your hands and shaked your head. "I couldn't care less about Alice" he reasured. "yeah right" you let out a snort and tried to shut the door in his face but he grabbed the door and walked halfway inside and looked at you with a smile which made your knees turn into gello once again.
"youre mean" you barely managed to say. He walked inside, closed the door behind him and gave you a puzzling look. "what" you asked annoyed. "Do you know how frustrating this whole situation is?" he sighed as he walked further inside the apartment, He had been here a couple of times but he never let you out of his sight. he slowly walked over to you until he stood close enough for you to inhale his perfume.
the perfume made you let out a whimper, you covered your mouth trying to hide the sound that made him look into your eyes with hunger "what do you want? and why arent you with alice, you should be with her, not me" he shaked his head slowly as you asked all these questions, he looked down on his shoes and let out a sigh "y/n" he began "can you leave, If youre going to let me know youre not interested you didnt have to come here and pity me, I have your money right here, so you can just go back to that fuckin-" you barked.
he looked at you with a tense look in his eyes and interupted you "I dont care about Alice" he explained and shook his head, "what are you even talking about, I want you!" he said annoyed "I didnt come here for her or money" he took out his hand and placed it under your chin. "I came here for you" he whispered, "can you please stop making this so damn difficult" he let out a short laugh. "I saw you in your car today driving home from pops, I know what you saw and I knew you would misunderstand, She was jelaous of you and wanted to be with me, but I told her that I was falling for someone else" He leaned closer to you, just a few inches away from your lips.
You held out your hand on his chest trying to stop him, you felt his heart bump like crazy under your palm. "Fp" you whispered, he grabbed your hand and guided you around his neck as he leaned closer to your ear. "I dont have anything more to talk about that woman, I only want to talk about us." he whispered, "I want to feel you lay naked under me" he said as he kissed your chin "I have wanted to kiss your neck for months now" he said as he kissed your neck softly, you let out a whimper.
"How much more do I have to explain to you that youre the one I want?" he kissed your chin once more and grabbed your head and looked softly into your eyes. "I'm in love with you, not her" he finally said and waited for you to respond. you completly froze and after a second your body reacted "don't break my heart" you said and kissed him deeply, he inhaled your kiss and sucked your lips playfully.
He broke the kiss and grabbed your legs and held you in his arms as he walked into the wall, as he deepend the kiss. he pushed you up into the wall more as he licked your upper lip. You held his shoulders, he grabbed your thighs and lifted slowly up your dress as he kissed your neck with soft kisses.
He grunted as he grabbed your ass and pushed himself into your core. You let out a whimper as his hard shaft made contact with your core, you began thrusting into his shaft and wanted to kiss him more. He grunted and thrusted back as he opend his mouth to let you explore his tounge.
His eyes fell behind his head as he let out a deep grunt. "youre already so wet for me" he smirked and grabbed your waist. "please let me taste you" he asked as his voice broke. "in there" you managed to let out and he turned carried you into your bedroom.
He layed your body down on the bed and took off his jacket and shirt, You felt his gaze burn onto your body, He was so beautiful. You threw off your dress and were about to take off your panties, but he stopped you "let me" he asked and took off his shoes and pants. He bent down to your core, and grabbed your waist and pulled you twoards his mouth as he dragged your panties off your waist.
He licked his lips dry "youre so beautiful I can't-" He tasted you with a flat tounge. "you taste so good, I-" he said with a smirk and tasted you once more and he was not being shy, letting out all sorts of sounds as he tasted every inch of your core. You let a whimper and felt euphoric as he couldn't stop tasting you.
He looked up at you and smirked "if you let out a whimper one more time I can't stop myself from-" he began while he took one of his fingers and touched your g-spot. your head flew back as a result and you let out a moan. He stopped and flew over you in a second to kiss you deeply.
His hard long shaft was throbbing against your core, you both wanted more contact from eachother but couldnt stop kissing. "you drive me insane" he whispered as he thrusted gently into your core and started to find a slow rythum. "take it off" you said and he smirked. "do it" you pleaded and tried to take off his underpants yourself.
He stood up from the bed and dragged off his underpants and your gaze went straight to his big throbbing manhood, you let out a whimper as he rushed over to you again and kissed your neck. "Do you know how hard it is to be around you and not wanting to kiss you?" he whispered into your ear as he let his shaft close to your core.
Your hips began moving wanting some friction. "Ive wanted to to this for so long now, and I want to see your hauntingly beautiful face when my dick makes you orgasm." his voice broke as he grunted and pushed his long shaft into you. "FP" you let out a moan, he started to thrust slowly to make you adjust to his size. "I want you so bad" you whimpered, you felt your entire body turn electric at the contact of his skin, his body and his breath.
He thrusted slowly and began turn up the pace as he kept kissing your neck and then he pulled out and sat in a upright position, as he grabbed your body and you felt like a magnet, searching for contact.
you sat down ontop of him and began to ride him, your lips searched for his lips as you looked into his beautiful eyes. "Im so in love with you" he whimpered, you let out a moan as his words were making you close to climax. "You're so beautiful I cant get enough of you" he said as he began breathing heavier.
"I cant wait to see beautiful orgasm" he panted "youre doing so amazing" you kissed him deeply and grabbed his shoulders and started to pick up the pace, "Im gonna-" you let out a moan and felt your orgasm come closer, you pushed his body down on the bed and held his hands down beside his head. He sat up his legs to thrust into you as you finally felt the orgasm take over your entire body. "Your orgasm is making me so hard" he said as he kept thrusting as you rode out your orgasm.
He pulled out and you grabbed his shaft, he let out a moan at your contact. You licked his length and started adjust his size into your mouth as he thrusted himself into you. "Im-" he panted and you bobbed your head in a rythum as he thrusted himself slowly into your mouth. "Im-" his orgasm shot electricity threw your body as you watched him cum on your stomach.
You walked off the bed and held out your hand, "shower with me?" you asked. He smirked and raised up from the bed, he grabbed your hand and kissed your arm and upwards your shoulder then he kissed you deeply "I would love to"
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bugboysgf · 1 year
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Jealousy, Jealousy
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Summary: You like Peter, Peter likes Liz but you can't shake the feeling that you and Peter might have something.
AN:i never really write angst because i hate it but i couldnt get this idea out of my head. Also this is my first post of this year so enjoy. I take requests btw :)
“God she's so perfect.” Peter said. Mj looks up from her book and you stop chewing your food to see what peter was talking about.
“Who is?” Mj asked, Peter didn't answer, you look at Peter to see him in awe. Then you look to see where his eyes were. He looked at Liz putting up the homecoming poster.
“Liz” you said coldly to Mj. Mj didn't say anything and just gave you a look.
“So… you asking her to Homecoming ?” Mj asked Peter.
“What? No I could never.”
“And why is that?” Ned asked Peter.
‘Because she would say no.”
“Just go with somebody that likes you. Y/n?” Mj said. “Yea?”
“Should Peter go with somebody that likes him?” you just looked and nodded your head at the question trying to see where she was going with this. “Got any people in mind.”
“No,” you said quickly.
“But-” the bell rang, cutting Mj off.
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“I mean you dont think she would go with me. Right?” Peter asked as you guys walked back to his apartment.
“I don't know” you didn't want to say too much. Besides you like Peter and you wanted him to see that but you were too scared to make a move.
“Did you see her in that skirt today? She looks amazing. and-”
You cut peters talking out by thinking of something else. you couldn’t stand the way he talked about liz, everything made you jealous, Liz had the looks, the money and the boy that you wanted crushing on her. You barely knew her and you wanted to be her so bad. You watch Peter crush on girls throughout the years and never been able to say anything because you didn't want to ruin the friendship.
“Peter?”
“Yea?” Peter stops talking and looks at you.
“Why do you like Liz so much?” you just had to know what made him like her so much and why he would always talk about her.
“Um i don't know, i have two crushes but i know one of them doesn't like me back so i have to resort to liz.” “Two crushes? Who the other.” “Umm…” he looked at you nervously. “You don't know her.”
“Oh? Is she really pretty?” you asked
“ pretty is an understatement.”
Now you're really jealous.
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“I can't do this anymore.” “Do what?” Mj asked.
“The thing with Peter is that I can't do anything. I like him too much. I think about him all the time and he doesn't even give me the time of day. Yesterday when we were walking he told me he had a crush on somebody else.”
“Did you ask who?”
“Yes and he got nervous and said that i don't know her.” Mj looks at you with a be for real face. “What Mj?” “It's you” she said like it was obvious.
“Huh”
“The other crush is you.” “I'm already delusional and you're making it worse.”
“Delusional about what?” Ned asked, sitting down next to Mj. Then Peter sat down next to you.
“Nothing.”
“Did you guys hear about Liz's party? She just invited me and said to bring my friends too.”
“You talked to liz.” I asked him.
“Yea she told me she would love it if i made it.”
“Of course she did,” you said, rolling your eyes.
“What is it hard to believe she might like me?” Peter said, clearly offended.
“Well just like how you said it's hard to believe that Flash liked me.” Peter looked at you shocked.
“That's not what I meant, I just dont think he's good for you.” he tried to explain.
“Yea whatever peter”
“This is where she lives, she has to be rich.” you said to Mj you guys looked at Liz's big house it was like a mansion. Outside you saw people you've never seen with drinks in their hands.
Mj looked at her phone then looked at you “peters said he's inside.”
“Why would I care?” you rolled your eyes.
“Because you like him.”
“Well he doesn't like me back.” you grabbed Mj’s hand, you led her into Liz's house, when you walked inside you saw a bunch of kids from your school in there. You started looking around and spotted Peter. He was with Liz, he was making her laugh.
“y/n-” Mj said, giving you an i'm sorry look.
“No, it's okay, let's get drinks.” you guys walked over to the drink table, you went straight for the vodka, you grabbed a cup and filled it half way.
You gulped down the first one then poured another, drank that one then went for a third but Mj stopped you.
“ We just got here, that's too much slow down.” you put the bottle down. You were a lightweight you knew you couldn't have too much.
“Hey everyone we are playing truth or dare in the basement if you want to play.” flash yelled. You watched a couple of people go down there but not too many, you were about to not go then you saw Peter head down there with Liz. There's no way you're not going now.
“Come on” you grabbed mj’s hand again. When you got down to the basement everybody was sitting in a circle. You decided to sit next to Flash and Mj sat next to Ned.
You watched a Flash spin the bottle and it landed on this random kid. For the next 20 minutes you watched people do dares but you didn't get chosen yet or Peter. Flash spins the bottle again and it lands on peter.
“Truth or dare.” Flash asked Peter.
“Um dare.” Peter looks nervous.
“I dare you to kiss the prettiest girl in the room.” you look up from your lap, he just used the perks of being a wallflower quote. You could help but think about how it ended. Peter looks at everybody, his eyes pass Liz and go to yours, he looks at you for a second you think you might be the one that gets chosen but he stops looking at you and his eyes go to Liz's again, he looks at her. Your heart drops, you have to get out of here before anybody sees you crying.
Peter knows he can't choose you, he knows if he does it's going to mess things up he doesn't want you to think that he's weird. He goes in to give Liz a kiss and when he opens his eyes, he looks at you to see your reactions but he notices that you're gone, then he looks at Mj. She gives him a disappointed look. Then he gets up and leaves. To look for you.
When he finds you, you're in a guest room by yourself crying.
“y/n.” Peter sits on the bed next to you.
“Why are you here peter?” you ask him. “ Go enjoy your time with Liz.” you were half drunk and half sober. You knew that this wasn't going to end well.
“You're crying, that's why I'm here , you left the room.”
“Why did you look at me peter.”
“What”
“Before you kissed Liz you looked at me for a second. Why?” you explain to him.
“ i- i don't know.” He shrugged his shoulders.
“Peter, you looked at me like you knew it was going to hurt me, like you knew that you were making a mistake.”
“I didn't, it was just a look, that's it, i looked at everyone.” he explained, he was acting stupid and he knew it.
“Peter but you looked at me the longest, and I want to know why. I'm so tired of this peter.”
“Tired of what.”
“Why are you doing this to me?” you snapped “ you- you keep hurting me, everything is always about liz. Liz this. Liz that. I don't care about Liz ,Peter. I just want you to look at me like you look at liz. You might call me crazy but I know something is there between us. Because you wouldn't have looked at me like that before you kissed her. I can't shake this feeling Peter, and I know you feel it too but it's like you think it's wrong to like me or something.” the tears were flowing down your face and you couldn't control it. The silence was too loud Peter couldn't even look at you. You waited for a response and you didn't get one.
In that movement everything was clear to you.
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ceasarslegion · 2 months
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I think one of the reasons the harassment post going around about me is making me so upset is not only because well, its a harassment post about me specifically that people are just uncritically sharing and has reached 2,000 notes now full of tags about how much i should kms and deserve to be shot and killed and how much of a fascist libtard i am based entirely on one meme post i made, but also because i have... already had a really rough month
This month alone i have been woken up at 3am to a slew of emergency texts of one of my best friends attempting suicide, ran to her apartment through sketchy alleyways because i have her spare key, didnt find her there, and had to play the waiting game as to whether or not she was still alive. She was, and went back to work the same day after refusing treatment. And then she just got back together with the guy who drove her to try it because "but i love him and he prommied real hard to change 🥺" and MOVED IN WITH HIM against everybodys screaming at her not to. Now we are in the awkward stage of not really talking to each other before the friendship probably dies out, after which i dont know what will happen to her, but i do have to accept the harsh reality that shes dug her own grave and i cant help her if shes going to act like this.
And then i got extremely harshly disciplined twice at work for stupid reasons. I was treated like a dumbass who cant do anything right because of other people's stupidity trickling down to me, and being blamed for the actions of passengers who didnt speak a lick of any language of any officer we had on the floor at the time and i couldnt effectively communicate the procedures i had to do with. It took me making a big X with my arms to get them to stop. And they treated me like i told them to do that
And then all my friends transfer to different airports because of a contractor switch giving them advancement opportunities as new positions get established. I dont want to advance yet personally, so i decided to stay where i am. Plus, im tied down here by a lease.
And then i wake up to someone spreading that about me yesterday. After i already feel like a piece of shit who cant do anything right and everybody hates or leaves at some point. So yeah its... its lingering a bit
Im sorry to beat a dead horse, ive just a rough month
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aita-blorbos · 2 months
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(OC) AITA for telling the cops one of my bosses sisters girlfriends is a serial killer to get outta jail
Okay this is kinda convoluted so ill try to cut it down. So curretly i (M ##) share an apartment with the boss of my crime gang/best friend, we'll call her Tia (she/they ##), and her twin sister, we'll call her James (F ##). Now very important to note that, James and I god damn hate eachother. Also James is in a polycule with three other girls, but only one of them is important
So the story begins with Tia being out sick and me as second in command being put in charge of an upcoming heist we couldnt afford to postpone. To make a long story short we fucked up hard, cops came, but luckily only one person got arrested. Me. Honestly my bad.
I ended up being interrogated and we ended up ticking the cops into letting me go in exchange for info about a local serial killer, that being James girlfiend, who ill call PB. I tried to give as little info as i could to get out of there, figuring the cops would never actually find out.
So yesterday as im writing this PB got arrested. Im not sure if the info i gave caused this but now im worried, and not just beacuse if they found out she can easily hun me down since she knows where i live. I told Tia about it and she started worrying that this could apparently lead to a chain of events that causes one of james's other girlfriends to stop paying our rent, which is bad.
I honestly just feel like an asshole for this cuz i had no idea this would escalate so far but i need unbiased opinion and my only sources for that is objectively bad advice and confused fear so AITA?
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weebsinstash · 1 year
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No no you’re so right about the batfam thing, I thought I was the only one here. They’re all so mentally ill and have seen so much shit, this gray area of taking care of you (but at the same time never attempting to cure you) is so on brand.
Reader: ok so can I just go over this again. I was a grown adult woman with a job and an apartment and my own arguably shitty life and I was even a vigilante
Dick: yep sounds right so far
Reader: and I had a run in with a villain and maybe almost died and in the end i got turned back into a kid
Jason: yeah it was real scary, Damian totally cried
Reader: and after I was a kid again and i couldnt remember anything 'from the future', you gave me a new place to live, you fed me, you housed me, you even registered me in school and I literally went to high school with you guys
Barbara: yeah and the teachers love you ^^
Reader: i would have nightmares and PTSD and then one or even several of you would sleep in the same room as me, Alfred learned all my favorite dishes, we literally took family vacations overseas, you took me to all kinds of doctors whenever I was worried about my hair or my skin or wasn't feeling well to make sure I was literally in perfect health and wouldnt worry, some of you call me your sister completely unironically, and you guys did all of that, all of that for like FIVE YEARS--
Damian: well of course
Reader: and you NEVER attempted to talk to Dr Fate or Zatanna or Mr Terrific or like literally anyone about how to fix this and turn me back to normal literally NOT EVEN one single time? And what the fuck, are these ADOPTION PAPERS?
Jason:
Dick:
Bruce:
Barbara:
The dog:
Alfred, being as brutally honest as ever: it never came into consideration, no
Reader: man, fuck you guys, I'm gonna see what that "Earth-3" dimension is like, maybe THEIR Batman isn't a complete freak 😒
But gosh you wanna talk about morally gray, I was thinking of something when I was watching those Jason clips yesterday and you know, depending on the movie, people were discussing how he literally had head trauma that also could have altered his mental state and i began thinking: what if Reader got a concussion and it eventually spirals into the Batfam basically turning it into one big convenient excuse
Like imagine Reader is, you know a member or extended member of the fam, whether as is or attached to that age regression amnesia idea, and a villain just, REALLY gets a good move in, maybe the Joker himself brings his good friend the crowbar back and you take a good swing to the back of the head, and you have, like, CONFIRMED head trauma, definitely concussed, maybe you even need surgery or treatment for a fractured skull. Just the entire Batfam crowded around your bed comforting you as you lay there in bandages feeling just so weak and helpless and sad 🥺 and maybe not just the concussion but also the resulting months of bedrest until you recover directly result in you needing physical therapy so you're also physically weaker than before
And this goes from "oh gosh Reader is forgetting things more often and her ability to think and focus has obviously changed, what if this is permanent, we better make sure we support her and keep her company and try to help her and make things as accessible as possible" developing to "clearly you are only upset with us because your concussion scrambles you up sometimes and you're more emotional than you were before and you're not always in the right state of mind. what do you MEAN you want to move out and The Mission is stupid and none of us are actually fixing anything, youve never said stuff like this before, that's ridiculous, clearly you're just having another overstimulated meltdown but that's ok, we know you're struggling and you're still our family so we'll make sure you stay here and stay safe 🥰"
And you know, the Reader character is all emotional and stuff, but as the IRL Reader thats one of those situations where you kinda go "well shit, she DID have a traumatic head injury, from the Batfam's perspective you COULD legitimately just be suffering from a concussion and these 'aren't your real feelings'" and it's super morally gray because like yeah, you've been hurt real bad, and maybe you're still recovering, and maybe you do legitimately have a somewhat, er, slightly diminished mental ability now, but that's all manifesting in "you're literally having to break out of the house just to get some time to yourself because youre trapped or have a constant babysitter and Batman himself drags you back kicking and screaming while he's gently scolding how you shouldn't be out there by yourself and that you have to be more careful because what if you got hurt 🥺"
And even if Reader's emotions weren't being affected at all like, it brings THEM some sort of fucked up closure to believe that you're just a little unwell and not, like, you hating them because 'they couldn't protect you' and it is arguably their fault you even got brutalized in the first place. Bruce just internalizing the extreme guilt he feels until it manifests into you basically being treated even MORE like, like some kind of bubble baby, constantly kept safe in your perfectly handcrafted little prison of 'a peaceful life'.
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Get it RIGHT
Pairing: Steven Grant × black Reader (marc and jake make an appearance too!)
Warnings: just lots of cussing
A/N: this is an idea I had about how reader would react to Donna being an asshole to Steven and calling him "Stevie" also i was a little buzzed while typing this up just now so there might be a few run on sentences but honestly who gives a shit lol
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"ok girl ill call you tomorrow i just pulled up to steven's job! bye love you!" you hung up with your best friend excited to show your man the new braids you got from your trusted stylist. every 3 months you switch it up and when you do hes always so amazed, sometimes he just stares in awe at how your hair could do so many things, styles, colors it was so cool to him.
After parking you pulled down the mirror to make sure ya makeup was still looking bomb as fuck, baby hairs still swooped to the gods and...ya titties looking damn good in the new shirt that was bought yesterday. thankfully steven didnt see the numerous bags in the back of the closet.
Every other day when your jobs had the same lunch break you and steven would have a lunch break date. Honestly it was the best part of each other's day.
Walking inside you walked straight to the gift shop, waving slightly at the security guard who did a double take at your appearance. "Nope still with steven grant buddy! sorry not sorry!" The man waved back but grumbled something behind the newspaper he was reading and covered his face with it.
Rounding the corner your smile faded slightly as she was standing in front of steven. His boss donna was pointing at him. Being a little ways away you couldnt hear the conversation but moving closer her words started becoming clear.
"i'm telling you all this shit is still unorganized and uncounted for! looks like you'll be on inventory again tonight i dont care if it takes you all night!" "Donna im doing my best but shipment has been coming-" she put a hand up.
"oh no the fuck she didnt shush my baby" you mumbled to yourself
Doing so made steven stop talking immediately and frown deeply.
"i dont care when shipment comes..you get it done! you're so bloody useless Stevie!" Hearing her degrading and calling him by the wrong name set you OFF. Before realizing it you stomped over to where they were, eyes seeing red, curses spewing under your breath. Out the corner of his eye he sees you coming, a first he was relieved then he saw the look on your face which let him know all hell was about to break loose.
"oooh shit ive never seen her that pissed before..." Marc from the reflection of the glass.
"That's the sexiest fucking thing ive ever seen LET HER HAVE IT MI AMOR RIP HER APART!" jake smiled
"oh dear" steven sighed heavily. Donna looked confused but that expression worn off when she noticed you coming over to where they were; it soon turned into fear. "i-uh ill be in my meeting-" you stopped in front of them with a big smile on your face "donna let me tell you this one time and one time only" Steven looked nervous as fuck " love its okay donna was just leaving for a meeting and my break is in 5 so lets just-" you cut him off by grabbing his shirt and planting the deepest, tongue fighting kiss then pushed him back slightly.
steven gained control of his balance, licked his lips and just nodded his head. "Donna let me tell you something..in the nicest way i can. his name is steven, steven grant. says it right there on his name tag and fucking birth certificate. Stop calling him Stevie, stephen, stanely anything with S.T in it that aint fuckin steVEN. That is MY man im tired of him coming home looking damn near doorknob dead because your overworking him .Sometimes he's to tired to even fuck me and that's a goddamn problem." Steven started to turn red but he wasn't embarrassed in the slight.
Donna stood there like a fish out of water; mouth just opening and closing dumbfounded. She looked around making sure customers couldn't hear what's going on but you honestly couldn't give a shit. "well..i mean sometimes he just needs to catch up-"
"Catch up bitch all my man does is catch up! but your lazy ass think just because your the manager ya can do whatever you want but let me get you straight on this donna. Let me find out you've insulted him, degraded or humiliate him in any possible way and bitch i will stuff you in pharaoh's tomb myself. do we have an understanding??" You glared at her with eyes that said dont fucking try me.
She nodded her head, fixed her shirt and cleared her throat "mhm i-i understand..i uh..i apologize steven please take an extra hour lunch on me" She nodded again, turned and quickly turned on her heels to her office.
"Oh my god LOVE!" he laughed "that was amazing i never knew you could get that vulgar or angry!" You just giggled sweetly. "i told you baby nobody can disrespect you in front of me..ever." He leaned over kissing you deeply. "ok ill go clock out then we can go to lunch!"
"Okay baby after we eat seeing as you have an extra hour how about you show me the back room?" steven looked at you confused, you've seen the backroom maybe twice now before. "oh okay but what for?" you smiled walking over to him, grabbed the back of his head and licked the side of his face slowly then bit his earlobe.
"So you can tell me a story while deep in this pussy love.." you whispered in his ear
"Oh my god please give me the body steven" marc whined
"AYE No give ME the body!!" jake countered
Steven shuddered at your naughty moves and ignored his alters, he suddenly didn't want to eat the lunch he brought in today but something else vegan friendly.
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ihavefrogsinmybag · 7 months
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Chapter 2: Rainy Friends and Worried Brothers.
The clock hit 3:45 PM. Seren's eyes lit up. They jumped up from their desk and sped into the living room. They grabbed their key from the key bowl and double-checked that they had their phone.
"Bye, Mom. I love you!"
"Love you too, honey! Be careful."
"I will!" Seren assured their mom before walking out of the apartment. They glided down the staircase and stepped onto the sidewalk. Their shoes slapped against the pavement as they made their way through the crowd. Yesterday, a girl named April accidentally pushed Seren over... which seems bad.. but it actually helped them. Seren found out that April worked at the Dollar Hut near their apartment, so that probably meant she lives nearby. This could be a chance for Seren to make a friend.
When April bumped into them yesterday, Seren noticed it was almost 4:00. They assumed that her shift started at 4:00. Seren was hoping to catch April before her shift so they could exchange contact info and maybe hang out sometime.
The clouds became dark and rain started pouring. Seren lifted up their hood and turned the corner onto the street where the Dollar Hut was. They made their way to the entrance of the store and took shelter under the awning. Luckily enough, as they stood there catching their breath, April also ran under the awning for cover. It looked like she had just gotten there for her shift and was taking a moment to compose herself before clocking in. Despite the fact that Seren had been so excited to come and find April, they sort of just...froze up and stood there. They didn't want to bother her at work or come off as weird. They couldn't think of what to say. They just stood stiffly and held their breath. The pressure in Seren's chest grew and they felt like they were going to explode until-
"Hey! I know you. You're the kid I accidentally pushed over yesterday!"
Seren sighed in relief. They were glad April had noticed them first because they were not good at starting conversations.
"Yup, that's me." they stuttered.
"Seren, right? Fancy seeing you here."
"About that, I actually came here for you."
April raised an eyebrow in confusion.
"For me?"
"Yeah for you, but it's nothing bad. I promise! Remember when I told you I don't have any friends because I just moved here?"
"Yes?"
"Well, you said to come visit you during a shift and I was hoping we could maybe hang out sometime?"
April had a look of realization and then smacked herself in the forehead.
"That's right. I did say that! I'm sorry I completely forgot about that."
Seren relaxed a bit. "Don't sweat it, I totally understand. I forget stuff all they time."
"Tell me about it," she chuckled
Seren paused for a moment and took a deep breath.
"So.. would it be weird if we exchanged contact info and hung out sometime?"
"No, not at all!" she smiled, "Here let me.."
She rummaged through her pockets and pulled out an old receipt.
"Do you have a pen on you?"
Seren quickly pulled a pen out of their hoodie pocket and handed it to her.
"Yup! I always keep one on me."
April took the pen and flipped the receipt over to write something on it. She folded it up and handed it to Seren.
"There. I wrote my number on the back of that receipt for you. Text me and I'll text you back when I get off work. "
Seren pocketed the receipt and smiled.
"Thank you! Can't wait to hang out with you." they beamed.
"Same here." April looked at the time on her phone.
"Well, I gotta go clock in. I'll talk to you later."
"Alrighty, see you later. Bye April!"
"See ya Seren!" She waved before heading into the store.
Seren was ecstatic! That had gone better than they hoped. They skipped back out onto the pavement, which was now damp because of the rain. They couldnt help flapping their hands. They stepped in every puddle they could on the way home enjoying the sound of the rain as they went.
(Time skip to after April's shift ends)
It was 10 PM and April walked out of the store, relieved that her shift was finally over. The sun had already set. The air was still a bit misty because of the rain. April turned into a run-down alley and carefully looked around. Once she was sure no one was watching, she squatted down to open a man hole in the middle of the alley. She climbed into the hole and drug the manhole cover back over her before making her way down the ladder. April knew these sewers like the back of her hand so she had no trouble navigating the tunnel systems. She walked to the end of a tunnel and knocked on the wall in a specific pattern. She took a step back and the wall opened for her to get in. She walked into the lair through the opening and was immediately greeted with excitement.
"April!" Mikey exclaimed as he leapt out of a bean bag chair to hug her. Raph and Leo heard Mikey and walked into the skating room.
"Finally, I thought you'd never get here," Leo poked.
"Hey April!" Raph cheerfully greeted.
April gave Leo a hateful glance for his teasing and then smiled at Raph.
"Hey big guy! Sorry it took me so long. My boss wouldn't stop talking to me. "
A voice came from above them.
"Oh good, April, you made it." Donnie remarked midair. He flew down and landed next to her.
"Nice to see you too, Donnie."
"Of course she made it, it's movie night!" Mikey confidently added. April gently pulled away from the hug her brother had locked her in.
"Wouldn't miss it for the world, Angie!"
"Speaking of movie night.." Raph piped in, "The living room is all ready. We've got popcorn, drinks, and everyone's favorite candies. "
"That sounds awesome Raph! Just let me change out of my work clothes real quick." Before April could do anything else, one of Donnie's robotic arms reached out of his battleshell and handed her a neatly folded stack of clothes.
"Thanks Dee, you're a life saver!"
"No probels"
Leo reached an arm over Donnie's shoulder, pulling him close just to annoy him.
"We'll meet you in the living room when you get done."
The turtles walked out of the room to get the movie ready and April headed to the bathroom to change clothes.
After April got changed, she took a moment to check her phone. She noticed a text from an unknown number and clicked on it. It was a text from Seren.
"Hey April, it's Seren! Thanks for giving me your number and being nice to me. Hope you have an easy shift at work and I am looking forward to hanging out sometime!"
April smiled and left the bathroom. She walked into the living room and flicked on the lights.
"Hey guys, before we start the movie, I have something to show you."
She proudly held up her phone to show the turtles Seren's text.
"See, I told you guys I can make normal friends. I met this kid at work yesterday and they wanted to be my friend!"
Donnie walked closer and squinted at the text.
"Hmm, yeah, the last "normal friend" you had turned out to be made of goop. Plus, we just defeated the Shredder a few months ago. You're new "friend" could be an undercover foot recruit."
Leo nonchalantly leaned against Donnie with his arms crossed.
"And this guy looks like a bit of a try hard. "hope you have an easy shift at work"? That's a bit much for someone you just met."
Mikey pushed the twins onto the couch.
"Don't listen to them. They're just being negative. I think it's great that you're making new friends!"
"Thank you, Mikey." she put emphasis on Mikey's name.
"I dunno April, I want you to make friends but the twins have a point."
April scoffed.
"I met them by accidentally knocking them to the ground. Unless the foot is just waiting for me to push people over, there is no way they could be a spy!"
"Well I guess so.."
Someone clearing their throat broke the silence.
Everyone looked over to see Splinter standing in the doorway.
"What is all this noise about?"
"April has a new "friend" and we think they could be a spy." Leo cut Donnie off,
"Woah, who's "we"? I never said I thought they were a spy. I just said I didn't like how overly nice they were."
"Basically Donnie's over thinking, Leo's trying to start drama, and Raph's just being worried for her."
Splinter sighed in annoyance.
"April is almost an adult. She is allowed to be friends with who-ever she wants. Now.. can we quit arguing and watch the movie?!"
Mikey nodded his head.
"Agreed. Now, let's watch!"
Donnie rolled his eyes and sat in his spot.
"Fine, but if I'm right, you guys will never hear the end of it."
Leo got cozy next to Donnie with a big bowl of popcorn.
"We know Donnie."
Everyone sat in their respective spots and April got her phone out to text Seren back. Raph hit the lights.
"Hey, no phones during the movie!"
"Fine, fine, I'm putting it down."
April pressed send on the text and put her phone away.
"Hey Seren! Glad to see you text, I wasn't sure if I had written my number right lol. I'm excited to hang out with you. Talk to you soon."
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munamania · 3 months
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btw yesterday i had work so early didnt even feel tired at first cause i was just so shocked to be awake had to do a set up in the most inconvenient way bc the elevators dont start working (going up anyway) until 8am and things aren't fucking there and so yk whatever got that going eventually got high to cope with it all had to take a phone call at one point where im pretty sure i didnt fully sound like a human being finally left got back home gathered various little snacks before passing out waking up deciding not to go to class slept a little more jerked it got up tried to make some sort of dinner as lydias getting home but then im also having a feelings moment and go in their room to lay down and sigh wearily and go tch.. whatever.. i wont go into detail cause it was stupid actually but im on fire live in paris also played a part in it and the fucking intro. um. so it was complex. almost set our apartment on fire and am still cleaning and soaking a pot i used for a little bit of water and pasta sides. you know how it is.. our windows r still open to air it out. lydia being so patient and kind hashtag it's nice to have a friend said um... what if we were bad... so i did my little quiz caught up on notes and then we went w our buddy john to the gay bar and it was trivia night... got some psychic damage when their 2010s decades songs were just emo shit. my soul left a little bit like my past haunts me everywhere i go and it's just panic at the disco. cig emoji. when we left there was this older lady w short hair outside and i made eye contact w her a few times so to not be awkward i was just like Hey lol have a good night and she stopped to ask us abt trivia and i was like Oh we didnt even officially play (cause they wanted us to download an app and then it was impossible to join anyway) and she was like I didnt get a single answer right what reason do i have to go on. i was like. LOL real but couldnt say that fortunately lydia stepped in like There's always next week! so. hope we see her again... also sorry lydia that me and john were kind of being submissive little freaks and letting u do all the ordering in my defense i was having a moment and he's a man so...
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dpurut · 11 months
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feet vent. lmao. im serious though
ok this is actually the smallest problem i have going on rn but i swear im at a tipping point and this may be my last straw. I am about Ta Explode. Right now.
I have the flattest feet in existence plus a joint disorder so what i have are basically full rectangles for feet. Ive had my current pair of shoes for 5 years i think. Theyre split at the seams, torn apart, the soles are worn, anything you can think of those things are Busted. I need to get new shoes because I can’t walk in these anymore, it hurts like hell. But YESTERDAY!!!!!!!!!!!! we went SHOPPING. FOR SHOES. oh swell.
skechers used to be the only brand i could trust to have wide shoes. None were available. I got frustrated. Tried a few more brands. Got even more pissed off. I tried on some converse for fun but i literally started ugly crying in the store when i put them on because they look like SHOE shoes not some excuse of a shoe made of foam like all the other ones ive worn since birth. I had to take them off really fast bc they were digging into my bones. Its still bothering me.
I know there’s no such thing as a normal human body and i wouldnt change anything about who i am right now bc its whats shaped me as a person. But for once i just want some “normalcy”. To not wear the ugliest shoe. For once. This has been going on forever. My elementary school principal used to stop me at the school gates every day to yell at me about wearing the wrong color shoe. I had to explain to her every time that we couldnt find a shoe that fit me in the right color and remind her my mom had spoken to her numerous times since the start of the school year to inform her. Every time, she called my mom again and held me up so I’d be late to class. Gym class was even worse for a million reasons but that’s another topic.
I want to take a walk. I want to hang out with my friends for more than an hour each time. I want to swim, play volleyball, football, whatever the fuck ball or something i dont know. I can’t do that. I just can’t. And I want to, but I won’t ever be able to. And as long as I can’t find new shoes that fit me, i cant do the rest pf the stuff that i normally can. These americans with their long ass thin ass feet dominate the shoe market and im just a fly circling around it. Im sick of it. All my ocs are gonna have box feet and theres nothing anyone can do about it and in THEIR UNIVERSE, GOOD SHOES EXIST.
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guideaus · 1 year
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tristamp ep 9 thots. pt 1... again 😳
where the hell is knives even at
and what is that decor they used to have, lol??
im kinda disappointed they seemed to just go to basically where the last ep left off
idk why tf knives is hanging out in a place w a massive amount of plants being used, i think this whole scene will probably be from in trimax when he first witnesses it, but the difference there is he's just come upon it. here, it seems hes at least somewhat comfortable... unless it was like jenora rock where he also just found a piano lying around
the fucking used up plants look like celebi when it was dying dshdsjhds. dried out onion fairy
again, the people are annoying. faceless cruel nobodies. idek who this scientist is rn
this ep also didnt even bother to establish where they are. its just about the same scene from the manga, yet in trimax, it shows knives going through tons of people to get to the plants. while here theres no explanation for what theyre being used for. even these unnamed inhuman randos give an unspecific reason. esp if rn is only like 7 years into the twins' lives, how are the plants already dying
was there an explanation in the last ep how vash got here, lol?? i just watched the ep yesterday, and i cant even remember why. how did he get here
the place is so empty...
and when i think abt the last ep, its weird vash is shown to be doing nothing here?? like either he fucking spawned to that location AFTER the plant died, or didnt care at all, unlike in the last ep... where his new reason to live was caring for plants... he spent the last ep more upset than knives was here, but now is doing nothing
the nobodies again feel... unrealistic? this is a generation that could have known about plants, but here it's just kind of like "yeah, im sure they love being our batteries :)" said completely unironically and it just feels silly. itd be one thing if there were some leftover crazy unethical scientists still hanging out (like in the manga knives brings conrad), but here theyre just some guys
i think knives is shown as more sympathetic here (but in a dumb way as i said, all the humans present just being one-dimensionally bad, compared to knives being afraid of something he hadnt even witnessed first hand)
VASH IS REALLY FUCKING CALM YET AGAIN FDSHSJS LIKE AT MOST HE'S GONNA PLAY BIG BRO AND SCOLD HIM?????
and the others not even reacting... did orange run out of budget for that too
at least knives still has a vengeance thing going on
knives declaring his name is so funny. but i support him, very transgender of him. i support any of his kinnies too
again, im disappointed this ep isnt his pov, like vash got, and now i more doubt rem will be shown more
luida just knows where hes gone for some reason? how did vash even know where knives was, how does she
at least rem didnt die in vain in tristamp
knives is fucking wolverine here
tristamp here at least implies rem spoke to them about their species, which trimax didnt show at all, besides tesla's reveal
not a single soldier shot his gun lol...
VASH IS STILL NOT REACTING??
and why is that one scientist still standing there doing nothing lol
i dont really know what to say with knives and luida's interaction. in the 90s anime and manga, he never really interacts with anyone vash is currently allied with, i think? tristamp is just very different because here this is a reunion for vash (instead of them splitting up), they put the last run scene here, and im assuming they'll show off a potential power for vash? its just so different with them being apart, but stampede doesnt even act like that happened concerning knives. i cant really help but think that in trimax, a huge factor why knives was even more confident abt his feelings towards humanity was that the first time vash did decide to leave knives, knives was proven right bc the people who took him robbed him and left him to die, knives was arguably to the rescue and boasted his philosophy (that vash still couldnt agree with). here, luida is just some woman, i dont see how he'd know anything about her
and i cant help but again wonder wtf he'd been doing the past 6 years. i thought before he didnt care about vash, but here they do show him caring, but where was he when vash was basically imprisoned (like knives is now angry about). frankly, with how orange set up the previous ep making vash rudolph, he totally couldve come in trying to "rescue" vash. he's obviously not respecting vash, but still trying to act in a way that shows he loves his brother, but it feels like the last run scene is used here as an excuse for that. i dont think he'd be to the point of apathy yet
is there a reason that happened, or. i think conrad before said its bc empathy lol, but in trimax i always thought it was figurative
i wanna say knives cutting off vash's arm here is more sympathetic compared to the other versions, but it doesnt look like it here lol. i still dont know if i like that choice. i think him being reactive before added to his disrespect of vash, while here its kinda mixed whether its right or wrong
vash is doing great blood-wise for a guy that just lost his arm
the scientist truly was just standing there the whole time. i dont know why knives hasnt killed him
brad is the the one fixing that prosthetic bc orange doesnt allow other characters to exist
i am like vash here. what friends. he just met these people. one wants nothing to do with him and the other yells at him all the time
WOLFWOOD FUCKING SAYS HES NOT HIS FRIEND I HATE THIS. whoever wrote him and brad...
how is zazie (?) getting there... in the manga, they infiltrated bc the puppet guy was from there. idk abt the 90s anime
why are they 150 years old. how is vash 150 years old here. his and knives relationship HAS to be estranged if they arent younger than their 90s counterparts
its like... they gave an explanation for conrad in trimax, but also again in the opposite way i wouldve thought. are they even technically 150, they say it alongside vash, but its not quite the same as him lol. them being the only ones alive and in charge kind of almost make them sound like tyrants lmao?? ik orange cant have other characters, but it sounds off...
also it seems weird they just like. give all vash's info. to people they just met, vash himself was like "friends?"
why is luida being the one to show meryl...
AND AGAIN NOT A SINGLE PERSON IN SIGHT. THE WORLD IS SO EMPTY
meryl is cute ig
does tristamp not have geo-plants or is this meryl sheltered
IS TRISTAMP TRYING TO SAY THERES ONLY HUMANS AND WORMS ON NO MAN'S LAND FHDSJS????
its kinda nice that luida is shown to care for the plants. it the closest it comes to that family in vol 1. but i dont think her logic makes sense, lol. not to agree w the pessimist, but i think hes right. the flora need the Plant, they wont just magically take over bc theres a lot of them
also they're talking weird..? i dont think normal people talk like this..?
Kinda weird they gave the "that's the first time youve called me by my name" scene to roberto. and it makes me like him less. i only speak like that if i dont wanna get close to someone, but hes her coworker
vash staying in his room sucks. its again the people issue, but i cant be convinced he loves his home if hes not even venturing out of his room
has vash killed someone here im not aware of?? in trimax and to a lesser extent, the 90s anime gives him guilt for july, but that hasnt happened yet. i also cant believe he feels guilty abt the plant guards earlier bc he just stood there. i guess when knives appeared??
what brad is saying is absolutely weird. i dont know if people would speak like that either
speaking of brad, it sucks tristamp didnt show a reconciliation scene with them. its just kind of implied they did, which isnt good lol
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spade-club · 2 years
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So... am I disabled or have I just not done anything in so long I need to build up tolerance to most tasks?
Like. Okay. So I always had a hard time doing too much. When I was about 10 I noticed I couldnt run for long without my lungs hurting. When I was 11 I learned I had scoliosis and had to have a wheelie bag because backpacks were too much weight, that was also when I started spending all afternoon every afternoon sitting at a desk (after spending all day sitting at a desk) Then at 12 I was a shut in so I didnt go out often and all my exercise was walking up and down my stairs in my house. My mom blamed me always sitting at the computer for things getting worse at that point? That continued for a few years and my back got worse. Then a bit later I started going out 1-4 times a week, sometimes to events, slowly more and more over time, and it was kinda hard for me but it wasnt that bad, I was managing most of the time but my back was in a lot of pain usually. Then, the past two and a bit years have taken a big toll on me. I'm a young adult so its like, not like age has much to do with it(... i think?) But for some reason this time around not leaving my house for a few years makes doing anything unbearable. I went out for lunch and shopping yesterday and came back home and washed a dish for an hour and today I am in so much pain I literally think im going to fall apart. My legs genuinely feel like they're splitting in half. My back is usually worse while actively doing things but is still not doing well at all today. My lungs also feel funny but that could be the copious amounts of coffee so I'll ignore that one for now. I am just unsure if its just that I havent moved much in two years or if theres a bigger issue I need to worry about. I spent two years at my desk when I was 12, and I did the same now, what's different thats making going out now so much worse than it was when I was 14?
I ask bc my mom says if I just do more I'll get used to it and be fine. she's said this for a decade now and it did get a little easier a few years ago but its a lot worse now than it ever has been and idk why or if theres a possibility she's right, or if I should be getting help for this.
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koscheyyy · 2 years
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Relationship status: i yearn. Heavily. But am also too scared to *ahem* slide into the dms.
Favourite colour: purple, if you couldnt tell
Favourite food: rice. Wait no, waffles. Wait no, yorkshire puddings.
Song stuck in your head: Back In Town by Florence and the machine. Look, her new album has me by the throat at the moment.
Last thing you googled: ‘rabbit in french translation.’ It has a dirtier reason behind that than youd think.
Dream trip: i dropped my sister off at the airport yesterday for her to return to New Zealand and these last few weeks where she came back to see us made me realise how much i miss her and want to go out and see her in the home shes made for herself.
Last book you read: im currently reading ‘Pine’ by Francine Toon. Its pretty good so far, dark and ghostly. Just how i like my coffee.
Last book you enjoyed: when i had covid i bought all the WTNV books and i really really enjoyed ‘It Devours’. It has humour that hits out of nowhere, Much like in the show, just before handing you a load of grief and layered plot which i loved!
Last book you hated: um, i wouldnt say i hated it- just had a bit of a weak ending but The Castaways by Lucky Clarke had me up until the final part and i was left feeling a bit ‘eh’. I definitely wouldnt have chosen that ending.
Favourite thing to cook/bake: fire. Apparently.
Most niche dislike: people who loop the lunge line under the horses jaw when lunging them. Do you want a horse with a snapped jaw? Thats how you get a horse with a snapped jaw.
Opinion on the circus: ive only been to the circus once and that was when my parent in a last stitch attempt to save their marriage went on a cruise, leaving their children at home to care for eachother for a week. And my sisters took my and my little brother to the circus. I dont remember much of it apart from the horses. Its a weird memory and my opinion on the circus is very much as long as theyre not being crappy to the animals and workers i think its a cool profession and way of life.
Do you have a sense of direction: yes? Im too scared to get lost but also too stupid to read a map.
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sobachyakukla · 29 days
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woke up screaming last night because when i would close my eyes i would see sexual things & i couldnt hit myself too hard because my mother & i share a room & she would startle & she did because i started crying & then she told me "hannah, open your eyes! open your eyes." i have to plan every strike, i have to seek every right moment to harm in exclusive secrecy. & the cutting must be really careful after hitting that vein in my leg because i thought michael was sleeping with someone. every time i picture him being intimate with someone i just start beating my head or lighting myself on fire or beating my private parts or cutting myself just anything to get the thought of him being with someone like he was with me out of my head. it hurts that bad. we share our living space so it isn't easily done. & she reminded me that one of our neighbors is really scared to live here & that my apartment building is practically see-through with all the noise that gets allowed but my mother said god is protecting us from being heard & i believe her. the other night it all just wouldnt stop & i ran out into the woods behind my house chasing after the invisible men who protect me, begging them to let me die. & they knelt before me, i could see the shimmering heat lifting off of their hidden bodies & heard them say "yeah, okay. okay." in the kindest, sweetest voice. i was screaming-crying. & when i scream-cry it goes all around the building & everyone hears it. yesterday my neighbors girlfriend told my mother that they heard screams coming but it sounded like it was coming from a few houses down, so i know its true, i know god is protecting me from being heard when i get like that, but i still dont want to push the envelope, not all the time. not like its been. i need it to stop. i've started writing again so that way its able to be healthily let out of my caged ache. my body is a cage.
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worldwright · 3 months
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good evening
i just learned that one of my friends (well, he's not, we're "worst enemies") is in the unit for the people who went to the psychiatrist emergencies. so the place i went after my attempt. so gonna see him with a friend tomorrow afternoon
i dont have any fucking energy and that'll probably trigger me tomorrow evening but we're not there now so im gonna see him and then im gonna cry alone in my fucking bed because when i was there he went to visit me, and im not a bitch for fucks sake
also. i somehow passed one of my classes last semester. fucking unbelievable but that's way too funny to inform my university lol. like i went only once in that class that last 2h and didnt even did the 2h because i had a horrible panic attack. so i passed my literature arabic class by doing nothin
i also made someone's day bc i doodled the design he went with for a character in his fic. i should be happy for him and all but rn im feeling next to nothing
i think, and i might be wrong, but the news about my friend may or may have not triggered me this evening. hopes it wont be worse tomorrow
but i didnt take my anxiety meds this evening so it should be part of why (my blister has an odd number bc my mother, that bitch, went and reorganized the part of my room where i keep my meds, and the blister ive started went into my bedside so i didnt see i didnt take my meds yesterday and since my meds are now in an odd number that's highly distressing for me so now i have to suffer bc a dickhead couldnt just keep her hands to her stuff)
have a wonderful morning my friend im gonna hide myself real quick from my emotions and read fanfics for the good of my pitiful life
oh god that sucks TwT I hope your friend (?) is getting the right care 🥺😭
& I also hope you'll take care of yourself-- if it would be too awful to visit, I hope you'll find a different way to support him
slightly obsessed with how your friend is also your mortal enemy lol
my friend is doing bad as well, still -- they figured out at least one of the problems & got meds for it, so that's a great step, but she's still having a terrible time while the meds do their work 😭😭😭 im just really glad that she's living with friends that can make calls for her and help her get places and bring her food n stuff. I'm not nearly as worried for her, knowing that there are ppl who love her in the same apartment
I met with the person who's catsitting for me this weekend, she's super nice and interesting :333 I feel really comfortable having her care for my kitties lol. unfortunately she's moving away next month :')))))))))))) so I'll have to find another new catsitter if I wanna travel overnight :'))))))
excited for the train ride tomorrow!! I need to bring that organization book again, I've been bad about reading it. lol. a book about organizing tips for adhd. hard to finish due to. the adhd
I hope you find some juicy fics to dive into tonight!! good luck tomorrow, take care of yourself <3
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