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fadingsnow · 4 months

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𓆙 MODERN BF HEADCANNONS (AND BACKGROUND STORY) - LUCERYS VELARYON (aged up) x f! reader

summary and tw: having modern! au lucerys at your college as your boyfriend 😉, uh includes nsfw, edit: i just realized i put jacaerys velaryon tags bc this was going to be a fic for both of them sorry 😭😭 divider, credits : @cafekitsune 𓆙

LUCERYS:

- He first met you at school, while his friends were pushing him around for winning another rugby game. (Yes, he plays rugby.) Ben Stark had accidentally pushed him into the side, bumping into you. Lucerys yelled slightly, his body making contact with yours. You warily looked at him, you were friends with his aunt but you didn't really like associating yourself with the rest of the Targaryen family.

- He immediately picked up your books, trying to ignore the weird feeling he felt when your fingers brushed against his. "I'm so sorry-"

- "No, no, it's fine!" You gave him a tense smile, trying to flip over your bag so you could put your backs in. "You need help with that?" He asked, nervous at giving you a bad impression when he only just "met" you. You looked at your watch to see the time. 11:55- You had to go in 5 minutes to the class you and Lucerys shared.

- "Yeah, just hurry up though." You mumbled, your fingers picking at your nails under the awkwardness. He opened your backpack and took the books from your hand. Another touch of the hands. He zipped it up, patting your shoulder. "I would suggest for us to go now? Mr. Lannister might get on our asses." That led to you running with Lucerys to class, knocking on the door with flushed faces, more so you. He barely looked affected.

- Lucerys had sort of latched on to you then. You wondered if he just immediately classified you as a friend in his mind. Whenever there was duo projects, you could already hear familar footsteps coming up to your seat. "Are you going to help me do the work this time?" You raised one of your eyebrows, gesturing to your computers. He nodded carelessly, "But I get distracted!" "Yeah, cause you keep telling me random stuff. But, what happened with Aegon on the rugby team again?" You asked, making him ramble on about it. His hands moved around making gestures. You just placed your chin on your hand, your project long forgotten. At some point, he definitely noticed you staring. Not that he would tell you.

- You came over to his house to finish some other project, confused when his older brother Jacaerys snickered at Lucerys when he came in. He slapped his shoulder, "I'm glad you finally got to talk to your little crus-" He couldn't finish his sentence before Lucerys loudly interrupted him. "My room?" He asked you, your eyes widening a bit. You were really hoping neither of the brothers could see how potentially red your face was turning. "You're already moving up there, hey, I mean-" "Shut up, Jace." Lucerys' voice turned threatening, a small smirk forming. "Before I tell mom what you and Baela did when she was out on a business trip." "That's not fair!" Jacaerys yelled as Lucerys followed you up the stairs. You tried to ignore Lucerys' stare, burning into your back.

- He opened the door, letting you walk in first. "Uh, so floor or bed-" "I like you." He said, running his hand through his hair. You looked at him in shock, the room becoming silent. "I've liked you like a lot, and I'd feel really guilty if I didn't tell you." "Oh." You only said oh? He now started to regret why he even told you, of course you would reject him. He knew it.

- "Lucerys, I'm not sure if I'm exactly relationship material. But I like you back." You murmured, playing with your hands. You blushed when his hand came to grasp your face gently, feeling twists and turns in your stomach. "Well, we can figure it out? How about that?" You nodded, grinning when he brought you in for a warm embrace. You could feel his curls pressing against your own hair, his smell engulfing your senses. That was before he decided to slyly push you onto the floor, not taking any time to capture your lips.

- He is the BEST boyfriend. He puts the most effort into the relationship than anyone you've seen. He'd skip rugby practices just to hang out with you. Any girl come over to him to be his "partner" for something? Nope, he already chose you.

- Cuddles or affection. Lucerys is always reaching out for your hand or some form of touching you at any time of the day. He'll literally grab you infront of others and just press small kisses to your neck, no shame. His hand would travel down your back. And it has you weak on your knees to the point where you had to beg him to stop. You're coming over to his house? Up on the bed cuddling. He'd refuse to let go of you, only if you forced him too. He'd press his head against your chest, curls all over you with his legs over yours. He'd say incoherent things, almost always falling asleep when you're together.

- NSFW UNDER

- When it came to this subject at first, both you and Lucerys were immensely shy at the topic. But both of you wanted to get it over and done to be able to approach it well enough.

- The first time, both of you tried to make each other the most comfortable.

- He was especially gentle, soft kisses all over your body. He would rub soothing circles into your thigh, his hands slowly opening up your legs. Your heart beat rapidly when his fingers began to brush against your inner thighs. He was whispering High Valyrian, words you couldn't understand, and he pulled you against his body, pressing himself against you. He lowered his head to whisper in your ear, "Jaelan naejot qogralbar ao sīr quba." (I want to fuck you so bad.) You whined at not being able to know what he said and the sheer heat of his body. You could feel his hard cock pressing against the inside of your thighs. "Can I?" He asked quietly now, waiting for your response. You nodded quickly, sighing when his hands held your hips.

- He'd always press himself into you slowly, never wanting to go to fast. He also liked the look on your face when he didn't give you everything you wanted right there and then. When his tip hit your entrance, you moaned, biting your lip to hold back the tears. It was so much pressure. You let out ragged sounds of stolen breath when he finally let himself fully in. He pressed harder, moaning softly into your neck. That was the one thing you liked the most from him, hearing the sound in his throat.

- This motherfucker can eat pussy like a champ. He knew every inch of your wet core, teasing your clit with every movement, making you pant for air. He wouldn't let you have an orgasm, he would only increase the pressure, making you cry out with pleasure. His fingers kept digging into your skin, he would tease you just laying his tongue flat but not moving it at all.

- Essentially, Lucerys is the best boyfriend.

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notcolleen · 2 years

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im gonna take a second to be proud of myself for actually being assertive bc it paid off (literally!!!) and also vent abt family stuff and this is just a giant mess of words lol

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so i leave for a work trip to oregon tomorrow and as excited as i am, it’s actually the worst timing ever bc 1) my family is having a memorial for my aunt tomorrow and i feel incredibly selfish for not being there and 2) my direct family (brother, middle sister, mom, dad) all have covid or assumed covid and it’s just a chaotic mess at that house rn

and this trip all happened really last minute (i got the email asking if i was interested on the 9th, everything was finalized on the 10th, found out my brother tested positive on the 11th) (i have tested negative every day since then and will test again before i leave) and bc of that/the covid situation i felt bad asking anyone in my family to help out with any logistical barriers (ie pet care while im gone, travel to/from airport, etc)

i finally did ask my oldest sister if she’d be able to watch phoebe and she’s totally fine with that, which is great bc i was literally 2 seconds away from paying someone random online just to avoiding inconveniencing her lol

and i was planning on taking a lyft there and i knew that would be ✨pricey✨ bc it’s 1.5 hrs away so i was just trying to mentally accept the cost of it (bc ultimately it’s worth it for the whole experience of traveling) but my anxiety kinda took off when i looked it up and it was $130 each away 💀

so i sent a text to my dad on wednesday asking if he would be able to drive me back from the airport on the 20th if he did not have covid and was feeling well

and he left me on read 🧚

so after a very frustrating conversation with my mom today (where she called me selfish for not considering the cost of tolls and gas rn) (which i was 100% going to pay if he drove, which i would have told him had he replied back) i ended the phone call in very dramatic tears and was like okay either im paying ~$260 and i can let that anxiety sit with me the whole trip (bc major ~scarcity mindset even with money) (it’s the worst!!!) or i can send an awkward email to the company asking if i could be reimbursed for that expense and hope the best

so i emailed a man named david whom i’ve never met (well first i edited my email until it no longer resembled a “sorry for existing !!! also no worries if not :)))) thank you so much even if not!! :))” monologue) and he responded right back with $400 worth of uber gift cards, no questions asked

and im still just sitting here amazed at how being an assertive adult / asking for things with the mindset of “the worst u can hear is no” can benefit you (also i still have to get used to working for a big company bc before this i worked for a childcare company based out of our towns little church and we were expected to pay for so much out of pocket and this company is just like gift cards all around and it’s so different)

(so now i have moved on to being anxious abt the 1.5 hr uber ride and hoping the driver is okay with literally 0 small talk) (i have more rambling thoughts re: birthdays and family resentment and expectations but this is long enough so goodbye thank u if you read this 😌)

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libra-stellium · 9 months

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Full Moon in Aquarius debrief

TW: narcissist mom

That was fucking rough oh my goddddddd

It happened in my 12H and honestly I had a feeling that something would happen but I didn’t know what

On august 1st the day of the full moon my mom (pisces sun/aqua moon 🙄) calls me with what a call a Trojan horse call where she pretends that she has a simple issue or a simple question about something but it’s just to get me to answer her and then she can ambush me with her narcissistic tantrum

It was a 25 min argument where I basically told her I was done with her shit and done talking to her bc there’s no point!! So naturally she blamed me for everything wrong and played the victim with how many sacrifices she made and even some random claims that I’m asking her to stop taking care of my great aunt like girl what?? 😂 and she also threatened me with her 💀ing and I was like same old same old you’d be 💀 already if that was true and I’m not interested in going in circles and she was like sobbing on the phone and I didn’t feel any sympathy I honestly just felt anxious and scared

There was one part where she accused me of never telling her what she’s doing wrong and when I brought up the times I did she claimed that I’m too intelligent for her to understand when I speak 😂 and I know this was bad but it came out of my mouth before my brain processed and I was like “so you’re stupid??” 😩😩😩

In that moment SMART me knew that she probably felt that I was more emotionally intelligent than her but she doesn’t know what that is or have the words to say that to me BUTTTT I also know it’s not my responsibility to parent her like she’s 56 years old 🙄 she already affected me for 27 (almost 28) years there’s no need to let her affect me for the rest of my life!!

I haven’t heard a peep from her from that conversation on Tuesday and initially I was terrified she was going to come knock on my door to physically confront me lmao bc I don’t think she’s going to respect my decision she never has before 😭 I would say rn I’m like 60% more calm. Sometimes she gives me the silent treatment for a couple weeks bc she thinks I’m going to miss her and reach out and then she blows up when I don’t so let’s see what happens

#full moon in aquarius #astrology #astro #astro tumblr #aquarius moon #aquarius 12th house #full moon in 12th house #narcissistic mother

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sickprince33 · 1 year

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I started an Ed journal bc I don’t remember the last time I 3te

I’m not pr0 . At all. I would never wish this on someone

I really am here to keep my peace of mind and know I’m not alone. I don’t give anyone “t1ps “ or anything of the sort.

I miss the sparkle in my eye before I got on this app and started counting calori3s and not allowing added things etc etc

but.. to be completely honest it just for some reason isn’t good enough for me.

it doesn’t feel very feminine for me to have squ33zable anything on my body. this is only me for myself thinking this way, I accept everyone that isn’t me for exactly who they are. I don’t judge people with the intention of being mean, internally I just have a fear of body f4t.

When I say I’m starting my ed journal, it’s so I make sure I’m eating something but also so this isn’t miserable for me.

I was diagnosed with cptsd and age regression helps me feel safe like if I can just be by nice people only and who get what’s going on and I can just do whatever I want,

I remember this one guy , I met him when I was 17 or 18 in college, im 19 now. I was at my lowest w3ight ever and somehow he just knew what was going on, we 🍃🍃🍃 and he told me I was safe and just let me lay on his chest.

Since then I felt like there were people who understand me and I’m not all alone , but things like this journal make me feel so happy and secure, even if a lot of things are going wrong.

💛💖💖

Love yourself,

This blog is only for me, I don’t encourage any ed behaviors/nsfw/ etc. this is the only place I can be completely free to express this part of myself . That’s been there for so long.

My family knows and I feel like they don’t give a fxck, my mom is bipolar and verbally expresses herself like she doesn’t care at all, and over text too.

My grandma told me I need to see a psychiatrist though, but I feel like my mom doesn’t care,

It makes me not want to care.

What is it about me that isn’t good enough for her to care about me like she does my other siblings?

My little sister who’s like 10 refused to eat and my mom took her to a doctor within that month.

💚When I was 16 I was overweight and I saw Koop for the first time and I started following. South Korean model / singer diets

Like IU, I drank only green smoothies, I danced for hours in my room, i bicycled for hours.

My aunt Amanda asked me if I was eating meat when I posted pics of myself in the mirror in my dorm room.

I looked SO g03d that she asked me what I was doing. 😍😍😍😍😍😍‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

….I feel like nobody really cares unless they notice me doing something extraordinary like getting scholarships🫠

or, .:) my fav

“Being in the best shape of my life”my big brother bragged about that so much to everyone.

They notice and hear about and choose to keep in their mind everything bad they ever heard about me, I must really be so w0rthless for these people to have watched me grow up.

🤍

everything I care about, my art projects I brought home to my mom, any time I ever spent with my father and now he never tries to contact me and I have no idea where he lives.

the point of me saying all of this is that I find it funny, the people who know me the most intimately, or at least I thought, want nothing to do with me. Says something about me, huh.

So, I’ll be as pure as I can be, doing everything I can to feel good again.

I’m invisible if I’m not sk1nny.

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depresseddepot · 3 years

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#re: jesus all i fucking do is complain #when the gpa on my dad's side died it was kind of a relief #bc he had really bad cancer and he was a bigot so like he didn't have to suffer anymore #and i didn't have to worry about what i would have to deal with at family gatherings #but the gpa on my mom's side died last week and even though i didn't know him nearly as well #im like. a lot sadder abt it #we didn't see him often after he got sick and like he and my gma split and there was a lot of bad drama #but i remember being little and going to their house and seeing all the leather jewelry my gpa was working on #and at some point they just like. lost the house? i dont really know #they split up and were both homeless for a while #i think in my gmas case it was drugs bc she was in rehab for a really long time but idk #i didnt cry or anything when my mom told me he died bc i havent seen him in like 7 years #but i felt really bad abt it at the funeral bc there were a bunch of pictures of him w my mom and my aunt #like. that was her dad #he wasn't any less her dad than my other gpa was my dad's dad but i was treating it like all the other funerals i went to #like of people i hardly knew #we went to see him once last month as a get together and like. i didn't enjoy myself but im glad we did #i think im sadder about this one bc i don't know anything about him like i did my other goa #like my other gpa was a bigot and just really disappointing as a role model but i barely remember my mom's dad #i also learned at the funeral that he loved writing. like he was super good at it and wrote poetry and songs and stuff #this guy i know nothing about who i barely spoke to #i still have the leather keyring he made me with my name on it #and the last leather bracelet he made before he got too sick #i know i feel like this bc i didn't know anything abt him #like i never saw him being a bigot but that doesn't mean he wasn't one #idk #ive been to more funerals than i can count on two hands but i think this is the first one that i actually need to like. grieve for #he was my mom's dad and i didn't know him at all #he was the guy who came in after the alcoholic left and i can only remember having like one conversation with him #i wish my family was nicer so i didnt have that push and pull of caring abt someone but feeling guilty abt it bc they were a bad person

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moankasa · 2 years

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Mikasa and her week of Wonder

One day Mikasa accidentally met a boy near the Forbidden Forest. She never saw him before, and she sure that he is not from the village.

Eren, his name. And he told Mikasa that he can show her magnificent things! And led her to play along took little journey with him for a week and she agreed.

Poor Mikasa, one thing that she didn’t knew that Eren is not a Human.

Trigger Warning: Manipulative-Mean!Eren, Loss of Virginity, Intoxicating, Mind Break, Impregnated, etc.

Disclaimer: Idk, i wrote this after open pinterest to download some dollete picture and found Valerie. Englsih is not my first language, I’m so sorry bcs there will be lot of mistakes!

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She always been a good girl, sweet, nice, and innocent. Juvenile Mikasa at least that’s what people called her.

But who knows her purity and beauty drag her into a trouble, something craving for her chasity, want to break her mind, destroy her ethic, and makes her to be a woman.

Wednesday, in the middle of summer.

Mikasa just get back from her aunt house not far from her home, she just had to walk by the river bridge and then the market. Everybody who met her in the street greeted her with a big smile and red cheeks.

“Oh well hello my dear”

“Hi Mikasa! Where are you going?”

“Mika i baked an apple pie at home, do you want to taste it?”

She felt really grateful that everyone in the village were kind to her. But sometimes a bad thought come to her mind, if people treat her nice because she doesn’t have a parent. When she look at the little girl who crying at the corner of the street and her mom came to cheer her up it’s makes her heart hurts little bit.

But no matter what life must go on, she even doesn’t know what her parent looks like. All she know that she was raised in the church by the nuns. One night when the rain is pouring full with thunder, hear a knock from the church door. When the priest open it, he was surprised that someone put a baby inside a basket on the ground with just white cloth wrap her body and there’s a little note that this baby were name Mikasa.

At first everyone hated her, some people think she gonna be a curse to their village. But soon when she grew up and became to be a lovely girl, with enchanting beauty and nice personality everybody start to accept her and loved her.

Oh the aunt? Mrs. Kuchel is not really her aunt not blood related. Kuchel is the Priest’s sister and have a son that ten years older then her named Levi.

“Oi Mikasa!” Mikasa turn her face finding a brown hair girl with a potato in her hand waving at her. “Sasha? What’s up!” She walk over to the potato girl with a wide smile. “I just wonder if we can make a strawberry cake again in my house. Connie just harvest his strawberry field and bring me two bucket of strawberry isn’t it great?!” Her eyes bulging out of her head. The last time they made strawberry cake together were disaster honestly , it’s look messy but taste good and it was really fun. They can’t stop laughing when the cake were over baked and start to cracking.

“Really? Awsome! But i think i can’t right now or this day, not in the mood for baking. Maybe next week? Or when Levi come, we will make him the tastiest cake ever and sure not failed like the last one” not gonna lie the potato girl lil bit disappointed but she not going forced her friend and agree to do it later and they change the topic “Oh Mikasa, don’t you know three grown up man died yesterday and found it near the Forbidden Forest?” The raven haired raised her eyebrow.

It’s not the first time but this thing rarely happen, the last one is like sorta seven years ago and only take one life.

“Some people said they were looking for firewood and maybe they were too close to the woods and the Creature is mad about it” Sasha whisper to her ears “but there’s a thought that maybe that thing just want to play around, it’s so scary you know” Mikasa nodded with heart beating so fast she try to act calm.

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She know she’s so dumb right now, but how can she go to the wrong way! Mikasa remember she turn to the left but how can she be in the front of this damn forest. Well it’s still one pm, the sun is shining so bright at the sky but this forest, somehow give her goosebumps.

It’s so quite and that’s what makes her shiver. The forest is not like what people think like dark gloomy vibes, no, it’s like ordinary forest like the other but like.. you know? There’s something fishy in here and Mikasa doesn’t know why. Is it because the beautiful purple flowers along the way? Huh? What the matter with the flower? Mikasa doesn’t know she just feel that it was strange. Giving her unreal feeling, surreal, like a fever dream.

That it’s! Like a fever dream, this forest is like a dream that always appears when you sleep at day light but you immediately forget about it when you woke up.

“Hey” a strange voice makes her jump and turn her body, Mikasa almost scream untill she find out where the voice come from.

A boy..

Tall wearing green cloth with brown pants. He has long brown hair framing his sharp features face, green glowing eyes like a snake, and golden tan skin. He seems to be dangerous and that suspicious grin makes Mikasa gasp when he smirk. That boy giving her “Run girl run!” Vibes but still Mikasa can’t move her foot.

Afterall he’s so handsome.

“My name Eren, nice to meet you Mikasa”

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This going to be parallel plot (if I’m not wrong) the original text is present and the italic one means flashback.

“So you not from the village? Then where are you come from where do you live?” She asked curiously. “I’m from here” he replied “There’s a house in the woods, i live there”.

Doesn’t matter how many times Mikasa told Eren about this dangerous place, that boy still think this forest are a beautiful calming place.

“Shush-“ Eren caress her cheek “You must be patient my love” as he try to calm her down.

“Please Eren i need you, i-i really need you” she begging grab his wrist tightly to makes him know how desperated she really is.

Tears rolling down, and her cunt can’t stop dripping making her pantie soak with her own cum. Eren doesn’t do anything yet and she already this wet “Tell me, what’s wrong with you and how should i help you?” He asked her just to makes her confess that how needy she is. Mikasa bit her lips and close her eyes hold the embarrassment, she can’t say that.

“There’s lot of things that you don’t know about this place, sweetheart” the way he spelled that word makes Mikasa almost fell to the ground, is it because she never been called like that before? “Don’t you know deep inside the forest there’s a waterfall, and if you turn to the left just like fifty step from there you will see a rare white deer” he explained.

Her eyes sparkling imagining what Eren said, she never see a waterfall before nor the a deer especially the white one.

“Tell me again Eren!” Mikasa lean over him “Everything that i never know about this place” the green eyed boy pull his smile turn into a smirk.

“I can do more better than that, i can take you to all amazing spot in this place. Give me a week straight taking you to all places that will please your eye” and she agreed.

Eren is a boy who keep his promise.

They do lot of fun things, walking through the river where she can see a shadow and she sure that is a siren that Levi have talk about. She also meet a tiny people who have wings, Eren called it Fairy. Day after day and they going to closer.

In the fourth day Eren told her a story;

Once upon a time there live a beautiful princess who fall in love with her gardener. The king knows and get mad, told her daughter to get rid of that pathetic feelings and match her with a prince from another kingdom. Too late their love already that deep, and the only ways to stop princess love to that commoner is to kill him.

She desperated, her love will die soon. She pray to God but he doesn’t gave the answer, yet. Then she heard the maids talking about Him, the devil the one who will grant your wish faster than God but there will be a price that you must paid. The princess gather her courage and come to Him and beg to save her lover life. The devil want to help her with one condition if they had a daughter, they will give it to him and she Agreed.

“Why Mika? You don’t need my help anymore?” Mikasa shakes her head “So why don’t you tell me about your problem?” Seeing her helpless laying on the bed with burning skin makes Eren want to tease her more.

“It-it was your fault!” The day when he kiss her, is the day when Mikasa felt this strange feeling, the urge to get fuck by him. He laugh raised one of his eyebrow “Me?” He asked.

Mikasa doesn’t know what happen to her, that time when Eren kiss her, when their lips met, the tounge touch each other, and she can taste his saliva. All part of her body start to burning, especially her inner tight. She clueless she never felt this things before and she know this is wrong, this is not right. But how and why? Does people get turn on just by the kiss? The fact that she bold enough to touch herself when she got home is beyond her limit. Imagining that her finger was Eren long finger that thrust into her womb and fill her.

“OH GOD EREN! Just please fuck me already!” Finally she let it out, she doesn’t care about the sin, the fact that she horny head over heels to a boy that she barely met, she turn her face to the side feel embarrassed and doesn’t want Eren to see her miserable face.

Here she is, coming to Eren’s house with soaking pants and red face. She want to meet him, again.

But Eren want to see it, he grab her chin and face her to him and humming “You want me to fuck you?” She nodded with close eyes.

Doesn’t see Eren horrifying grin.

Mikasa is laying on the bed while Eren on top. He caress her tight and slowly touch her clit that cover with her white underwear that already soak “Do you really mean that? But what about the Holy Mikasa that everybody know?” He pinch her clit makes her gasp “Knowing the fact that their sweet innocent Mikasa is secretly a whore to the boy she just met for a few days?” Eren like to tease and mock her just want to see how she react.

“Still want me to fuck you Mika?”

“YES! Please Eren- Ah!” she whinned when he start inserting his finger to her cunt. It’s hurt but its also felt good. “My pretty Mika” his eyes start glowing give her deadly glare that’s makes Mikasa more wet and wet “Even when you know that I’m a devil?” His green shirt slowly disappear showing his well build body with lot of marks and some strange symbols that Mikasa never seen before.

She nodded without thinking futher “Then, ask me nicely and i will give what you want” he rub her lower lips with something bulging from his black pants that makes her moan, yeah maybe Mikasa was crazy, but she can’t hold it anymore.

“Eren ah! Please i need y-you to fuck hng! Me- right now. I ne-need you”

Shit, he also so damn hard right now. He smile and kiss her forehead “Good girl, now let me treat you something that you will never able to forget” Mikasa is wet enought, after he insert two of his finger stretching her, Eren start to get rid of his pants and rub his hard cock to her crotch. Her face turn red when she see Eren’s hard big cock hanging with some veins on it, now she’s doubt that Eren’s dick would not fit her, it will just tear her apart.

“I thought i lost you Mika. But how grateful i am meet that three man were talking a beautiful kind girl name Mikasa and I immediately know it was you. Black hair and eyes just like your mother, but you have short hair i see and that’s fit you so well” Eren start pushing the tip makes her whinned “No Mika, you’re not going to wrong way, but faith who led you come to this forest, come to Me” with one thrust all inch of his dick already push inside her.

“Eren!” She widen her eyes, toes curled up, tears start dropping again from her swollen eyes, Mikasa can’t describe what she felt. Blood dripping from her cunt, her virginity were stole by the devil that her mom made a promise from. Eren start moving his dick in and out roughly because her pussy feels like swallow his cock tighly. He groan he never felt this good before “Can you see Mikasa? Our body is heaveny match. Damn! I can fuck you all day long!” He put one of her leg to his shoulder and he lean to her so his dick can get deeper and touch her cervix.

Mikasa lost her mind, it’s fucking hurt but also fucking good. All she can do is moan and calling his name with her sexy voice. She can feel how Eren’s tip hitting her g-spot over and over makes her cum again and again. She also can see something bulging from her stomach, proof that how big he is. Mikasa cry feeling the satisfaction that she never felt before, so this is sex? Or it’s just because she doing it with Eren?

While thrusting her tight womb, Eren press her lower belly that he can feel his own cock pumping her while Mikasa moan out loud and came. The fact Mikasa already cum over and over while Eren haven’t come yet makes Mikasa a little bit scared how long they will be doing this thing.

He kiss her tasting her plump lips “Dont worry my love, i will never stop untill I’m tired, I’ll make you even can’t sit properly and i will make sure to fill your belly with my seed, and make you my bride”.

Lil sequel from this fic

#eremika #mikasa ackerman #eren jeager smut #eremika fic #eremika smut #eren x mikasa #aot fanfiction #aot smut

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moonlit-imagines · 4 years

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Headcanons for being Diego Hargreeves’ child

Diego Hargreeves x child!reader

warnings: knifes, blood, guns, death mentions, mental hospital

a/n:

prompt: anonymous: “Hi! Could you please write a “The Umbrella Academy” Diego Hargreeves x daughter reader headcanon? I always think Diego is such a overprotective softie dad ♥️♥️”

deigo really said “?????”

how dad

but also he’d just the most loving dad anyone could ever ask for

✨it’s because he was never loved by his dad✨

“hi cutie, i love you, i love you, i love youuuuu”

he locked away all his weapons so that you couldn’t hurt yourself on them

but he always missed a few and he’d turn around and see you holding throwing knives and just FREAK OUT

“no, no, no, you may not have those! knives are for big boys like me, not babies”

“give back”

“‘give back?’ are you nuts?”

diego has conversations with lil you as if you know what the fuck he means dhshshhshs

as you got older, you became more interested in his “career”

“no, i dont care if you have powers or not! you have a bedtime, that means no vigilantism, you hear me?”

“if i say ‘no’ can i be a vigilante?”

“you know what? how about you clean up the gym for al so he doesn’t evict us?”

you did not sign up for this

you really wanted to meet your aunts and uncles, but you weren’t exactly sure they knew about you

i mean, you knew you had a cousin but everyone knew about her because aunt allison was a goshdarn celebrity

“dad, i want to meet the family!”

“no you don’t”

end of discussion

despite having a bedtime, you still watched movies late at night with your dad

he really liked marvel movies

“come on, that would never happen!”

“you come from a family of superpowered kids, a robot mom, and a monkey, and you’re upset about...a guy that shoots arrows?”

“maybe i am, what’re you gonna do about it?”

you ask about umbrella academy stories a lot, you your dad usually makes it about him

“and then i punched that guy in the face! and then i stabbed him in the leg because he was a dick! bet you’re friend’s dads arent as cool as me”

*yawning bc you’ve heard this story a million times*

you go to public school

you do have your dad’s last name

which occasionally gets recognized

“woah! wasn’t your dad a superhero?”

“i have no idea what youre talking about” :)

practicing your knife throwing while diego is away, him coming home to find his knifes stuck through various targets

so proud but he had to make sure you didn’t hurt yourself

you actually had to learn how to patch him up because he did come home a bit battered and bruised several times

“im okay, y/n. no need to freak”

“dad, there is literally blood dripping on the floor will you just sit down and stay still for five goddamn minutes?”

“woah, who the fuck taught you to cuss?”

watching the news at home when your grandfather was reportedly dead

you were actually very upset because you wanted to meet him so bad

even if he was a dick

your dad came home silent and you knew he knew

“you okay?”

“oh, yeah, im better than okay!”

finally getting the chance to meet your family

“who are you?” -allison

“im, uh, y/n. diego is my dad”

*jaw dropping*

and you know what? that happened four more times (plus ben but you didn’t get to see that)

“and you are?” -luther

“who’s the...the little one?” -klaus

“well, what do you know? diego’s a dad” -five

“don’t tell me that’s...no way” -ben

“you’re diego’s? wow, i can’t believe he didn’t tell anyone” -vanya

“i...i know who all of you are” -you

diego bragging about how perfect you are while everyone simultaneously rolls their eyes

“well, y/n, maybe one day we’ll schedule a playdate for you and claire” -allison

“‘playdate?’ how old do you think i am?...but yes i wanna meet her”

“god, you’re so much like diego, it’s unsettling”

you had been secretly training at al’s gym during your dad’s late night activities

so when trouble came your way, you were able to handle yourself pretty well

“where the hell did you learn that?”

“al showed me a few moves!”

“that old man? you’re kidding”

you met your grandmother, grace, who was tasked with keeping you safe at all times

you actually loved her sm

but there was something a bit off about her

besided the fact she was a robot

klaus snuck you out so that you two could have BoNdInG tImE

it wasn’t all bad

ben was a lil choked up that he got to meet one of his niblings

“they’re perfect”

“they just stabbed someone, buddy”

“who are you talking to?”

FIVE EVEN SCHEMED WITH YOU

“okay, y/n, i need you to curve something when i throw it, got that? right at that security guard”

“what are you throwing?”

“you’ll know when you see it, make your uncle five proud”

“IS THAT A GUN”

<3 family

running into patch!!

“hey, kid, i just saw your dad. i thought i told you to handcuff him to the radiator when you were away?”

“yeah, well, he wouldve chewed his hand off so here we are”

that was the last time you saw her :/

well, your dad was now a wanted man

“what happened to your arm?”

“no”

you actually didn’t expect this family reunion to go south like this

wait—yes you did

vanya has powers????

“i thought vanya was the one without powers?”

“yeah. so did we.”

diego straight up did not want you anywhere near that

but you, again, were his child and also fuck authority you do what you want

the vibe is almost getting shot several times

by hazel, cha cha, and “commission” guys?

going 2 ur auntie’s concert 😌✨

“y/n, hide in the bathroom and stay there until i come get you”

“dad, i love you, but no”

“y/n, i love you too, but yes”

“no”

“yes”

“NO”

“YES”

you won

but in the end (or not so much) you time traveled to...1961?

without any of your family

“this is...this is not good”

understatement of the year(s)

what was a kid like you gonna do in dallas, texas in 1961

no seriously, what

it was rough, but you managed to survive on your own

and open a paper in 1963 to find a mugshot of your dad

“son of a—”

visiting dad! (two years later)

“y/n? oh my god, y/n! shit, i missed you so much! why do you look different? you’re bigger, oh god. how long have you been here?”

“2 years, dad. you?”

his hair was so LONG

“2 months”

“christ, that’s it?!”

“i have to stop jfk from being assassinated”

“what makes you think that’s a good idea???”

“its the right thing to do, wanna help?”

“shit, i guess. as long as i dont end up here”

“no promises, people in the 60’s are crazy”

diego: 👁👄👁

you: 👀

running into five on the street soon after

“uncle five?”

“no time to talk”

“okay, asshole? i’ve been here for 2 years and you dont care?”

“two years, huh? i spent 45 years in a post apocalyptic world as a 13 year old and beyond”

“i didn’t say it was a competition, dude. you kinda dropped us all at different times. at least, me and dad. he—”

“is trying to kill lee harvey oswald, i know. come with me”

finally running into your other aunts and uncles, who were so excited to see you

you ran into their arms and they picked you off the ground and you felt closer than ever after only knowing them for 10 days

dad broke out

lila too

“im your new mom!”

“you’re what?”

diego dragged you along with him almost everywhere

he had missed you so much, but he keeps forgetting you kinda grew up without him for a while longer

meeting grandpa :)

“a grandchild, huh? how unfortunate”

“bitch”

“what did you just call me?”

“a bitch.”

your dad and basically the entire table trying to hold back laughter

reggie was stunned

cold hearted just like him <3 he didn’t know if he was offended or proud

this is so confusing

diego just disappeared off the face of the earth

and assassins were on your case

“the goddamn swedes are back oh shittt im gonna die”

“y/n, just curve their bullets”

“it’s not as easy as it sounds, klaus!”

you were doomed

theres too much to go over

apparently you died on a farm????

and then you didn’t??????

and your dad was almost apart of the commission

“hey, you okay, y/n?”

“i would like to take a nap please”

“yeah, me too”

“me three!” -klaus

yeah it was never that simple 😌💕 the end

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Right! So in October (I think) we had a grand puja and everything done bc there was too much conflicts and too many arguments at home. It was to a point where my family was literally breaking up and my parents contemplating divorce or smth.

It was all abt faith. We wanted peace and we wanted stability. Everyone was tired of fighting so we had the puja done as a way to ask the gods to look kindly upon us and give us some peace and calm.

It was a big event before Navratri (9 day festival for Goddess Durga). All preparations were done. No expenses spared. My brother and I were not told what it was abt and we didn't ask abt it either.

It was only later that I found out what it was abt when I head the priest say smth to my parents abt the rites and what they were supposed to symbolise.

After the puja, there were a lot of festivals so there was a lot of tension, sure, but no fights. Everyone tried to be civil. Sometime later, my bua (aunt) drops off a pup at our place and asks us to take care of it bc she already had 2 pups to take care of and she had to be out of station which would make it harder.

It brought the family closer than ever bc we were all taking care of the pup and there were no more fights bc we were all busy taking care of the said pup. The pup also had 20 paws, which is said to be auspicious and rare which is why we kept him for a while.

When the pup was gone, there were still no more fights; no more conflicts. My parents weren't fighting at all.

It felt temporary. I'd seen this many times so I was (still am) anticipating the chaos to come even tho I want things to stay this way.

How did this happen? My mom recorded my bua and grandma's convos which were them just berating and cursing and swearing at my mother and brother and I. Later, they also got recorded doing the same to my father and talking abt how they can just manipulate him to their whims and he is foolish to never have realized and talked abt how they wanted to marry me off as soon as I was 18 and distance my mother and brother from my dad.

These two ladies were the reason my parents fought so damn much. My mother confided in me so I knew what abuse she'd gone thru and my brother and I had too. My dad heard all of the recordings and legit just goes "I thought that maybe y'all were exaggerating or just took what they said the wrong way or smth like that"

My mother used to yell at him abt how much she hated grandma and bua and he used to listen quietly as to not anger her further.

Now that they know, my dad promised to confront bua abt all of it (my mom and him are trying to not say much to grandma out of respect) but he was heartbroken to see two people he loved so much to talk that way abt us and abt him.

(Bua and grandma also often prayed that my mother would die, that is how much they hated her)

(Another incident before the puja: My grandma legit threw a plass towards my mom, prolly trying to hit her on the head or smth but my mom ented the house shrine at the exact moment so it didn;t even touch her. The whole time my mom just was in her own world goign for the daily veneration of the gods and humming hyms like she usually does in the morning. "It's my gods that saved me that day" she said later)

(Note: idk why but this kind of abuse is srsly normalised in India and the soap operas just normalise them even more. I know it a bad thing)

Mom and dad just talked stuff out and FINALLY built a healthy relationship. They both plan on putting an end to it and cutting ties as soon as they get the chance.

Like I already mentioned before, my mom and I have a rocky relationship but she's apologized for the way she might've treated me and promised to do better.

All this happened in a apn of (aprox) 1.5 months after the puja.

During this time, I'd also said goodbye to the gods (on the last day of the puja) but I was really touched that they still helped and that they were also considerate of my relationship with my family (or maybe they just did for my fam idk) but it just hit me rn that this all happened after the puja and I'm just overwhelmed with gratitude and love for them.

My mother often told me after the puja to never loose faith in the gods (and she did so randomly) and it'd always felt like a sign with me having no idea why I felt that way. I'm glad I never lost faith bc they're just awesome.

I have no idea how I'm gonna reconcile with the Hindu gods again but knowing this just makes me want to go back to them again and honor them with my fam while being a pagan.

I'm just so thankful for them! I have no idea what would've happened without the puja and I don't wanna know either tbh

It just wonderful to see with your own eyes that that the gods ALWAYS listen to those who speak with good intentions and a good heart

Anyway, thanks for reading this far. And I'm sorry for rambling

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beginners guide to the beatles

made one of these a long time ago but i'm surprised by how short it was. so here we go again. doing it right this time lol.

pov: you told a bad joke and now the beatles are judging you.

john winston lennon. later in his life known as john winston ono lennon.

born on october 9, 1940

i believe in astrology bc how does john just happen to be a libra

when john was four he started living with his aunt mimi who acted more as his mother figure

his mother, julia, remarried and would visit him quite a bit.

it was julia who taught john how to play banjo and piano. and she bought his first guitar.

they both had a deep love for music and rock n roll

he never really thought of her as his mother but more as a cool friend i suppose

aunt mimi was more rough on him and did the disciplining

his father was never really present growing up and his uncle passed away when he was young

he thought he was a curse for the men in his family

he had five half siblings. two of them, julia and jacqueline, he was pretty close to. the other three he barely knew.

fashion icon.

hated school but loved art

very early on he was insecure with himself

teachers always shit on him and said he would go nowhere in life

he met paul at a church fete on july 6, 1957

paul taught him how to play guitar properly.

once told paul that he didnt know how paul carried on after his mother died bc he just didn't think he could do it

john’s mother died from being hit by an off duty policemen. john was seventeen at the time.

he took her death really hard and became a bit of a recluse.

first serious relationship was with cynthia (we stan her)

once cynthia cut her hair short and he didn't talk to her for two days.

hate men. kill all men.

when he asked her to dance at a party she turned him down saying that she was engaged, and so he said “well i didn't ask you to fucking marry me, did i?”

slapped her once bc he was drunk and another boy was talking to her.

only time her hit her.

read cynthia’s books about john pls. i beg.

once a psychic told him that he would be shot in the states.

founder of the beatles and also came up with the name.

instruments he could play: guitar, harmonica, rhythm guitar, banjo, keyboard, piano, saxophone, bass guitar, and a little drums.

main songwriter in the beatles along with paul.

was more open minded to change in the beatles music.

was insecure in his relationship with paul after a while bc he thought he only needed him for songwriting.

would bitch about paul all day long but the second anyone else said something about him he’d be on their ass.

had a lot of issues and needed a good hug.

suffered from eating disorders, drug addictions, depression, insecurities, and questioned his sexuality bc of the time.

was super open minded and ahead of his time in many instances.

once he was called “the fat beatle” and after that he stopped eating as much.

truly loved his first son, julian lennon, and would buy him presents all the time bc he was excited to see him play with them.

“your famous ex husband”

he enjoyed playing monopoly.

he once claimed that he saw a ufo.

he had written three books but he always wanted to write a children's book.

the last song he ever performed in front of a live audience was “i saw her standing there.” with elton john.

he was afraid of the dark.

found out later in his life that he was dyslexic.

was also legally blind without glasses.

never could catch a break huh.

said that his best lyric ever was “all you need is love” i agree.

the first time yoko and john met was not at her art exhibit but actually when she approached him about giving away songs for free.

wanted to write a musical with paul.

once a friend dared him to masturbate ten times in one day and he managed to do it nine times.

would hold circle jerks with paul and a few other friends.

just dudes being dudes.

went on a holiday with brian epstein, who was gay, and told some people afterward that they did certain sexual things. but we will never know for sure.

yoko says that john was bisexual.

once in an interview he said that he would of married a rich man or woman if he wasn't in the beatles.

hated his voice on records. would always ask for effects on his voice for final recordings.

made a film with yoko where it was just his penis going from flaccid to erect for fifteen minutes in slow motion.

only beatle not to of become a vegetarian while he was alive.

murdered on december 8, 1980.

gave his autograph earlier in the day to the man who would murder him.

died at the age of 40.

“all my loving” was played while he was at the hospital.

and its spooky bc a lot of times in interviews he would say “when i'm 40..”

and it’s sad bc he was finally becoming who he truly wanted to be.

honorable john moments that i love:

“thanks for the purpler hearts” he says while receiving the silver heart

“you are the first person from liverpool that i've ever seen” “great”

eric lennon on my mind today

this come together performance where he messed up the lyrics lol

that interview where paul was sick and john keep checking on him

john lennon speaking nothing but facts

when he said that he could see the beatles going separate ways but that they'd always come back together.

SHUT UP

“shut up while he’s talking..”

this interview breaks my heart sometimes

and this interview is great as well

sir james paul mccartney

born on june 18, 1942

if you ever have spare time just check out this man’s natal chart.

idk how he’s still alive with his chart tbh.

he has a younger brother named mike and a step sister named ruth.

his dad thought he was the ugliest baby he’d ever seen when he was born.

when he was young paul would kill frogs in a way to prepare himself for the war if he ever was drafted.

the first instrument he ever learned to play was the trumpet.

I don't even want to list every instrument this man can play but trust me when I say it’s a lot.

but for the beatles he mainly did bass, vocals, and piano. sometimes playing the guitar and the drums.

the beatles was just paul moving really, really fast.

he lost his mother when he was 14 due to surgery for breast cancer.

never really learned how to cope well with loss of a loved one tbh.

had the cutest chubby cheeks as a kid tbh

met john and was accepted into his band

sometimes they'd ditch school together and either work on music or would visit art galleries.

went to paris with john and john bought him all the banana milkshakes that he wanted.

connected over their love and admiration for music, and bc they had both lost their mothers.

had a girlfriend’s mom who he would make comb his leg hairs.

was an ass to his first girlfriend.

kill all men again.

almost had to marry his girlfriend dot bc she was pregnant, but she ended up losing the baby.

was the one who introduced george harrison to john.

practically despised pete best and stuart stutcliffe bc they were bringing the group down.

got arrested along with pete best bc they lit a condom on fire in hamburg.

still felt awful and a little guilty when stuart died suddenly.

main force behind the beatles imo.

without him we’d have not as much beatles music as we do.

was dating jane asher throughout majority of the sixties.

when they first met they talked about syrup and paul fell in love.

they broke things off after she walked in on him sleeping with another woman though.

directed magical mystery tour and it was amazing and I don't care what anyone says ok?

when john divorced cynthia he was the only one not scared of john and went against his wishes of not speaking to cynthia.

was a little controlling at times.

has a good heart though.

mal evans had to drive him home once after a beatles sessions bc he was crying so hard.

was talking about getting the band back to touring when john said he was leaving the group.

everyone kind of turned against him when the beatles were breaking up and i hate it.

he just wanted what was best for the band.

married linda and had a nice little farm.

we love that story.

linda i'm free thursday if you want to hang out pls.

started up the whole “no meat monday” thing where you don't eat monday on mondays

food meat. not the other kind of meat.

children: james mccartney, stella mccartney, heather mccartney, mary mccartney, and beatrice mccartney.

rip martha.

WINGS!!

he lost linda in 1998 due to cancer.

cried for a whole year bc of it.

still has dreams about john and says they're nice.

wrote a sad song about john called “here today.”

really loved john. like..he truly, genuinely did.

want someone to love me like paul does john.

“think of me every now and then old friend.”

honorable paul moments:

his story about george’s dad

“john? he was beautiful. very beautiful.”

humpty dumpty rap

another story about him and george.

his google search video that I watch every week

this

george harrison

born: February 24, 1943

or at least we think

bc he use to say that his birthday was february 25, but later started saying it february 24.

why can't we change our birthdays its not like we picked it

he was the youngest child.

baby of the family and of the beatles awwww

two older brothers named harry and peter. one older sister named louise.

when george’s mom was pregnant with him she’d play sitar music.

his mom was super supportive of his career choice

when he was 16 he worked as an electricians apprentice.

his dad kind of hoped he would start a family business out of it.

george said nah

would ride the bus opposite way of his house just to spend time with paul

headbutted a kid bc he didn't think they were worthy of paul’s friendship

was brought into the band bc of paul insisting to john

would follow john around like a lost puppy when he first met him

once had an eight hour erection. don't ask me how idk he said it.

was 17 when he lost his virginity and the other band members were in the room watching and cheered him when he finished

most sex craved beatle tbh

once walked into a girls dressing room and asked if they could stand there so he could masturbate

he was the first beatle to go to america

got a black eye for defending ringo once

would make john and paul take turns sharing rooms with ringo when he first joined the band so that he felt more welcomed

when ringo left during the white album and then came back george decorated the studio with flowers for him

during the beatles first recording session he told george martin that he didn't like his tie

became a vegetarian at 22

favorite candy was jelly beans and purple was his favorite color

used the phrase “grotty” in the hard days night movie, hated it, but everyone else picked up on the slang

met his first wife, pattie boyd, on the set of a hard days night

was turned down by her at first

they married in 1966

wouldn't let her do modeling stuff and was kind of an ass

a stylish couple but not the best image for a healthy relationship

got into eastern religion around 1965

during the Hamburg days he would eat chicken on stage

had an affair with ringo’s first wife maureen

got a divorce from pattie in 1977

in 1978 he married olivia who he stayed with until his death and had one son with. dhani.

was the first beatle to hit a number one single and album.

was buddies with led zeppelin

inspired their “rain song”

smashed a piece of cake on john bonham’s head and then was thrown into the pool by him

he financed and produced films. had a production company.

tom petty said that george never shut up once you started talking to him

but he was often referred to as “the quiet beatle”

formed another band called the traveling wilburys

he’d answer questions online in the 2000′s and it’s the cutest thing ever and his answers break my heart too.

“what do you miss most about john lennon?” “john lennon.”

in 1999 a schizophrenic person broke into his house and stabbed him 40 times

thank god olivia was there bc she was the only braincell in the room

had to get a part of his lung taken out

died november 29, 2001 from lung cancer

ashes were scattered into the ganges river

honorable george moments:

this interview he did with ringo

“i'm sad bc i can't play guitars with john anymore. but i did that...i know we’ll meet again some day.”

when he invented reaction videos

“the wind was blowing.” “..blowing my girl?”

“what kind of girl do you like?” “john’s wife.”

sir richard starkey aka ringo starr

born on july 7, 1940

oldest member in the group

has no siblings

naturally was left handed but his grandma thought it was bad luck so he writes right handed, and plays drums with a right handed kit

but does everything else left handed

when he was 6 he fell into a two month coma

was a very sick child

when he was 13 he was in the hosiptal for tuberculosis and formed a hospital band

grew up poor

loves and looked up to his stepfather a lot

his step father bought him his first drum kit in 1957

wasn't that great in school bc he missed so much of it from being so sick

he worked for a britain railway for a while

also served drinks on a day boat for a job

loves dancing

Rory storm and the hurricanes

got his nickname from all the rings he would wear

replaced pete best as the beatles drummer

dealt with people hating him for a bit bc they liked pete more

had to style his hair in a bowl cut to be in the band and i'm still mad at them for making him do that shit

ringo i'm so sorry

george martin didn't really like his drumming and had a session drummer come in for the first album

in 1964 he had tonsillitis, pharyngitis, and high fever all at once and had to be in the hospital for a bit.

was worried the beatles would replace him for good

he’s a cancer don't worry

was the first beatle to try weed

drummers always go first huh

married his first wife, maureen, in 1965

she kissed paul, ringo, and george.

what a champ

honeymoon was ruined by reporters

was really insecure in his relationship and needed a lot of reassurance

had a great relationship with pretty much all the beatles

but a great one with john

john felt his most relaxed when he was with ringo

was once in a movie with roger daltrey

divorced maureen in 1975

his wife now is barbara bach who he married in 1981

had alcohol problems

once gotten so drunk that he beat barbara so badly that he thought he killed her

put himself into rehab after that

barbara lowkey looks like jan from the office

children: zak, lee, and jason

zak is the drummer for the band the who

peace and love

but don't send me fan mail anymore

peace and love

ringo starr and the allstar band (starting 1981)

was the narrator for thomas the tank engine

will play at paul’s concerts sometimes now for fun

mad bc he came on stage during paul’s last concert show and it was on my birthday and I couldn't go to it

honorable ringo moments:

“do you want me to come with you?”

stupid barbara walters

talking about paul

giving us a little dance

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ohshitmyship · 4 years

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Happy Dannypocalypse 2020 – Danny Phantom deserves a dark and gritty rewrite bc it has really good potential so I wrote the first chapter

Danny was used to weird shit in his life.

It came with the territory of professional ghost hunting parents. Danny had grown up moving from place to place, his family following the strongest haunting, always in search of potential for a doorway to the other side.

Five years ago, the Fentons settled down in a small city named Amity Park, declaring that the ectoenergies surrounding the area were exactly what they needed to finally punch a hole through time and space to reach the Ghost Zone.

Danny and his sister Jazz finally settled into their new school, made new friends. The hauntings, oddly enough, kind of stopped aside from the occasional poltergeist. Their parents came up with some explanation, but neither of them listened. They were used to weird shit.

Enough so, that when their parents finally built their dream portal to the Ghost Zone and it failed, Danny brought his friends over.

It made sense, honestly. He only had the two friends; Tucker, who was a tech genius; and Sam, who was a self-proclaimed gothic witch and loved all things ghost.

“This is so cool,” Sam gushed, snapping pictures with a vintage black polaroid, “There’s so much weird energy here.”

“There’s no energy,” Tucker scoffed, poking carefully at the large round tunnel that sat in the basement, which Danny’s parents had converted to a lab.

“There is too,” Sam shot back, “You just don’t feel it.”

“I don’t feel it because nothing’s here. This thing is broken.”

“It’s still dangerous though,” Danny warned, zipping into an ectosuit his parents made for their ghost adventures.

“You told us it doesn’t work?” Sam asked, moving towards the mouth of the portal.

“Yeah,I don’t know specifics,” Danny admitted, “Apparently they said they did everything right, calculations and all, but it just...didn’t work. They’ve been troubleshooting all week.”

“This is some complicated stuff,” Tucker said, moving to stand beside Sam at the entrance, “Even I don’t know how they did it.”

“Mom said that it was a combination between ectobiology, computer science, and physics.” Danny stood between the two, everything from the neck down covered in a tight white and black ectosuit.

“Why do you have that in your exact size?” Sam teased.

Tucker scoffed, “You’ve met Danny’s parents, right? They have an ectosuit for each of their kids. Probably have some for us too.”

“We should put them on and go in too!” Sam suggested.

“No,” Danny said, quite firm, “I shouldn’t even really have you guys down here. If we all go in and something happens, my parents are going to kill me.”

“Yeah I don’t really wanna go in all that bad,” Tucker admitted, “I know your parents have like, seven PhDs between them, but this does not look safe at all.”

Danny sighed, tugging on the edges of the gloves nervously, “Okay so I get in there, you take a couple of pictures, and we’re done.”

“Why are you using that thing anyways?” Tucker asked, gesturing to Sam’s polaroid, “It doesn’t even take good photos.”

“Everyone knows that polaroids are better for ghost activity,” Sam replied.

“Yeah, Tuck,” Danny added, “Everyone knows that.”

“Shut up and get in,” Sam said, smacking his arm playfully.

“That’s what she said.”

“Tucker!”

“Sorry.”

Danny sighed and stepped forward, his foot hitting the metal panelling.

Nothing happened.

He stepped inside fully, turning around to smile at the two as Sam snapped a photo.

“So far so good.”

Danny turned back around and made his way through the tunnel. It was about ten feet long and seven feet in diameter, all shimmery steel and green wires. There were some buttons but Danny didn’t really think about them too much, his parents had already spent countless hours inside the thing.

It was strange, being inside of the tunnel. It felt as though everything was muted, he felt lighter, his strides perhaps a bit longer than they had been before.

When he finally reached the end, he turned around again. The tunnel seems far longer somehow, Sam and Tucker too small to only be ten feet away. His head was heavy and he heard a light rushing sound in his ears, like someone was playing ocean noises in another room.

“This is so cool!” Sam’s voice called, echoing slightly through the tunnel. Danny could see her camera flash.

Danny stood there for a little, looking around him at the panelled walls. He knew a decent amount about physics, but aside from that he was lost – he was a space sorta guy, not a ghost hunter.

When Danny’s head started to hurt, he decided to make his way back out. His parents didn’t mind them checking out the ghost portal, so long as they didn’t mess around too much. Jack and Maddie Fenton had put them all in ectosuits and walked them through the portal, explaining what each button did. Danny didn’t pay any attention. He rarely did, to be quite honest.

The tunnel seemed to be playing tricks on his mind, because it seemed to get longer with each step he took. He dragged his right hand along the wall, using it for support as his headache began to worsen. He wondered what the hell was going on, he had never felt like this in the portal before, why now was he suddenly feeling so strange?

Maybe he was coming down with a cold – that might explain it.

And then everything happened at once, but it happened in slow motion.

Danny saw Sam’s camera flash go off, but it lasted far too long. His hand brushed against a button – green, some small part of his brain registered – and pushed it by accident. Sam’s eternal flash was suddenly lost in a wave of green as he felt a shock lace through his body, starting at his hand and travelling throughout his whole body.

It was...strange.

A memory was brought to Danny’s mind, a rather old memory. He was maybe five or six and they were playing around on their aunt’s farm. One of the farm hands, Danny forgot his name, had jokingly dared him to touch the electric fence. He had, and of course he’d been met with a sharp jolt of pain.

This sensation was similar to that, but a thousand times stronger, and it didn’t stop. When Danny removed his hand from the fence, the pain had gone away immediately, leaving only a small tingling sensation.

His whole body felt like that, as if each vein was filled with electricity rather than blood.

He had never been in so much pain in his entire life, which was probably about to end.

Danny could only see green, feel pain, taste metal, smell the scent of something burning, hear a distant scream. Was it him, or his friends? He couldn’t tell.

“It is time.”

The voice seems to be coming from deep inside him, but all around him at once. It is a low voice, a baritone. Through the intense and never ending pain, Danny felt something cold in his gut.

I don’t want to die.

“Few ever do. But you are not going to die just yet, Danny Phantom. This is not the end, but the beginning.”

And then everything went black and the pain finally, finally stopped.

“Danny! Danny! Tuck, I think he’s waking up!”

“Danny, c’mon man, open your eyes!”

As if obeying the command, Danny’s eyes snapped open and he sat bolt upright, gasping for air.

“Danny!”

He looked up to see Sam and Tucker on either side of him, tears staining both of their faces, Sam’s eyeliner has made little trails down her face.

“Wha–what happened?”

His voice cracked and his throat was dry, as if he hadn’t spoken in years.

“We don’t know,” Sam babbled, not bothering to wipe her eyes, “Danny you were just in there and suddenly there was this bright green light and the portal turned on and, and –”

“And then you just stumbled out!” Tucker continued, in no better shape, “You were smoking and glowing.”

“Glowing?” Danny brought a hand to his head, rubbing at his forehead. He noticed that the glove was white, not black like it used to be.

Then the sinking feeling is back and he struggles to his feet.

“Danny, no!” Sam argued, trying to pull him back down.

“You were in there when it was activated!” Tucker grabs his other hand.

His hands tingle for a moment and then his hands are free.

He stumbles his way to the basement bathroom, for the mirror that he knows is above the sink.

Danny doesn’t recognize the person in front of him.

Well, the face itself was the same, but everything else seemed to be reversed. His hair, which used to be inky black like his dad’s, was now a pure white, even his eyebrows had changed. His skin used to be somewhat tanned, but he was pale enough to look like a corpse.

His ectosuit was reversed too – the body of it used to be white with the boots, gloves, and neck black. Now, it was the opposite. But that wasn’t the weirdest – no, the weirdest was his eyes. They used to be a soft blue, like his mom’s, but now they were bright neon green, they even glowed in the dark light of the bathroom.

“I’m...a ghost.”

Danny felt his knees buckle and he slid down, his back hitting the door as he slumped on the floor.

“Danny….”

He felt a warm hand on his shoulder and looked up to see Sam kneeling next to him, Tucker beside her.

He could tell that they wanted to say something, but he knew that no one had any idea as to what to say. What did you tell your best friend who just died and returned as a ghost before your very eyes?

Instead, Danny began to cry. How could he not? He died.

He died.

Sam and Tucker weren’t far behind him. They both dropped to their knees to hug Danny on the bathroom floor, tears flowing freely from their cheeks. The only sounds to fill the basement were soft sobs and sniffling.

Danny didn’t know how long they were sitting there, sobbing on the bathroom floor. But eventually, Danny began to calm down. Maybe this isn’t so bad, a small part of him tried, Maybe we can work with this. Mom and Dad will have a field day. Jazz will get to learn the psychology of a ghost, that’s kinda cool I guess.

As the tears began to slow and Danny was able to catch his breath, something strange happened. Danny had his eyes closed, but the flash of light turned his eyelids red and he heard Sam and Tucker gasp.

He felt...warmer. Danny suddenly noticed how cold the bathroom floor was, how sore he felt.

When he opened his eyes, Sam and Tucker were staring at him in awe. He looked at his hands. They were no longer pale. He took a breath and felt it fill his longs. He raised a hand to his neck and felt his pulse. Slowly, he stood up to see his reflection back to normal. Maybe a little paler than before, his hair wild, but he looked like his old self. He looked alive.

Sam and Tucker still knelt on the floor, staring up at him silently. He knew they were all thinking the same thing: had they imagined the whole thing?

Danny poked his head out of the bathroom. The entrance of the portal was a bright neon green, shimmering like water in sunlight. He went back into the bathroom, holding his hands out for Sam and Tucker.

They both took them, or at least tried to. Their hands passed right through Danny’s, as if he were a hologram.

“Okay,” Tucker finally spoke, “This is getting weird.”

“Getting?” Danny scoffed, trying for some light humour, “We’re way past weird.”

Sam and Tucker stood up on their own, and Danny unzipped the ectosuit covering his regular clothes.

The three of them walked out of the bathroom, Sam and Tucker sitting on the old couch in the corner while Danny paced in front of them.

“What happened after I… passed out?”

“Well there was a great big flash,” Tucker began, “Then the portal turned on and you stumbled out, then you collapsed.”

“We checked your pulse but we couldn’t find it,” Sam added nervously, “You were so cold.”

“Did you call anyone?”

Sam and Tucker glanced at each other nervously.

“We didn’t know who to call,” Sam finally said, “We thought about calling an ambulance, but it was pretty obvious something ghost-like had happened.”

“We were about to call your parents, but then you woke up.”

“So we’re the only ones that know this happened?”

Sam and Tucker nodded.

“Okay.”

“What….happened?” Tucker asked after a minute.

“Tuck!” Sam hissed.

“What?” Tucker demanded, “We saw it! Why shouldn’t we ask about it?”

“It’s alright,” Danny assured, stopping his pacing and sighing, “It all happened pretty fast. I just remember Sam taking a photo, then pressing a button by accident, I think I was electrocuted, everything went green, I heard a voice then...then everything went black.”

“A voice?” Tucker asked.

“Like, the Grim Reaper?” Sam asked.

“I don’t think so,” Danny said, trying to remember, “I think it was a man’s voice, it was really deep. He said something like ‘you’re not going to die just yet, Danny Phantom. This is just the beginning’.”

“Wait, Danny Phantom?” Tucker asked, “You sure he didn’t say Fenton?”

“No, I’m sure,” Danny said, “He definitely said Phantom.”

“But he said it was the beginning of something?” Sam asked.

Danny nodded, “Yeah, not the end, but the beginning. No idea what he meant though.”

“Maybe it’s like the tarot card, Death,” Sam suggested, “Like, it means a transformation. Something ends so that something else can begin.”

“That’s all well and good,” Tucker said, “But what does it mean?”

“I wish I knew.” Danny sighed again and rubbed his eyes, “I’m sorry guys, I’m really tired.”

“Don’t apologize,” Sam said, standing up to lay a hand on Danny’s shoulder.

“Yeah,” Tucker added, “I mean, you did get electrocuted in a portal to the afterlife, so I think you’re allowed to be a little tired out.”

The three of them laughed, but the laughs were preceded by so many tears that they sounded almost forced.

Danny led his friends out and they promised to call him once they got home. He waved to them as they walked away and sighed when he closed the door.

He was glad no one was home, because he was sure that someone would’ve heard him scream. Danny wandered back downstairs to put everything.

“Wonder what I’ll tell my parents,” he said to himself as he folded up the ectosuit to put back in the wardrobe, “Maybe I’ll tell them it just...came on.” Danny groaned, “That’s no good. Maybe I’ll say there was an electrical surge and it turned on. Yeah, that makes sense.”

He put the ectosuit away and began to pick up the photos littered across the lab floor. Sam would probably want them so he didn’t throw them out, but he didn’t look too closely at them.

Until he found the last photo that Sam took.

It was the same one that had flashed just as he pressed the button and it was...kind of haunting.

The photo was all kinds of distorted, even the white edges tinged a sickly green. In the centre was Danny, his arm touching the edge, his body looking to be in the middle of a convulsion. It was hard to tell with the distortion, but it looked as though there was a ring of white light around his chest and waist. He looked like he had as a ghost, but in the middle part, in between the two lights, his suit looked like it had before.

Danny was about to put the photo away, slightly disturbed that Sam had managed to catch the exact moment of his not-death, but something else caught his eye.

There were two shadows in the background, blurry and pixelated at the same time. One shadow looked humanoid, while the other looked like a blob with a head and arms holding onto something long. He wondered if the shadows belonged to whatever had spoken to him while he was in the portal.

Danny shook his head. There was nothing he could do at the moment, and he was too exhausted to think properly. The only thing he wanted to think about was his warm bed – he wanted to get in it and sleep for a very, very long time.

Danny gathered all of the photos and took them upstairs. Mechanically, he got ready for bed. He didn’t remember brushing his teeth or putting his pajamas on, but when he climbed into bed, his breath was minty and he was changed.

Danny was worried that sleep wouldn’t take him, but he could already feel the darkness settling in, far calmer than the darkness before.

As he drifted off to sleep, Danny mulled over the words from the mysterious figure. Two words in particular held firm in his mind.

Danny Phantom.

#danny phantom #dannypocalypse #dannypocalypse 2020 #danny phantom fic

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enchantedpendant · 3 years

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throwback to my closest brush with death

december 2018, i was in that green bus.

the landslide happened at just a few minutes past 12AM. it was pouring and there had been horrible traffic. i was asleep and at first i just thought “holy fuck what kind of massive pothole did we just drive through?” but when the bus fucking tilted i knew that wasn’t it and that woke me up. the bus, held up by the unfortunate orange truck underneath, was barely hanging on the trees (below was an infinite cliff, not pictured). some people outside helped and smashed one of the windows for us to climb outside, and we had to do that quick bcs the truck and the bus could just roll down the cliff at any moment. i was there with 5 other girls, all barely young adults. my foot got fucking stuck bcs i had the brilliant idea of wrapping my bag straps around my leg before going to sleep like i thought if anyone was gonna grab my bag that would wake me up, but turns out my bag got stuck underneath the seat in front of me and it took some time and fucking effort bending my body to grab it, but i sure as hell wasn’t gonna leave without my bag (my skincare products!). my phone was safe because i had headphones on so the wires kept me aware of where my phone was (i had Joji’s Slow Dancing in the Dark on repeat). i kicked off my shoes before going to sleep so by then they were lost to the tilt of the bus (those were my favorite pair of shoes, gifted to me by my aunt. i still mourn its loss). by the time i freed my leg my friends were fucking gone. i climbed out the window and up the cliff with my wet socks and got some minor wounds on my hands (thankfully none on my feet tho, somehow i managed to not step on any shards in the dark). i remember a boy handing me a bun that had fallen out of my bag, that was nice, though i sure as hell wasn’t going to eat that bun anymore.

by the time i got up the cliff i was drenched, the traffic had gotten worse as all these vehicles tried to turn away from the landslide but that was just impossible so no one could move. the bus passengers were all running, i’m pretty sure they (like myself) had no idea where to run, it was fucking dark, but we just had to run. there was this woman with me, we stopped by behind a minitruck that had a canopy for some shelter from the rain, until the people on the back of the minitruck (also passengers of the bus, at least some of them, i assume) offered us a spot, so we climbed up. nearly all of them were middle-aged men, some a bit older, and strangely enough, i have never felt as safe in the company of a bunch of unknown men as i did that time (on a fucking random minitruck, as well. they could’ve fucking kidnapped me and sold my organs or what and i could’ve had no way out). i even made some conversation with them! but then i realized “oh shit, i should let my parents know that i’m okay, before they find this out from the news and lose their shit like they could literally get a heart attack,” like that’s not gonna help anyone, so i thought of giving them a call... but then the woman beside me was on a call as well, and she was wailing. and there was no way i could keep my parents calm when they could hear her cries, so i sat there and patted her back and waited for her to calm down. i called my dad first (bcs he was the more easily panicked type who i fear could fall over with a heart attack) but he didn’t pick up. a few times after that i called my mom and she responded (and i remembered that my mom was always the night owl, like myself).

“hi mom, is dad asleep?”

“yeah, why?”

“i called him but he didn’t pick up. anyways, listen. i’m okay.”

“??? yeah?”

“there was a landslide so now we’re on our way back.”

“oh, okay.”

that was the gist of it. tbh i was like “holy shit??” my mom was way calmer than i expected lol but that was good. so i went back to some casual conversations with everyone else on that minitruck (i noticed there were stacks of vegetables there as well).

some time after that some voices started calling out at me. i might have even missed it if the old man beside me didn’t point it out. with the slowest possible pace, the minitruck had finally driven past my friends who were standing by a quite large wooden shack by the road for shelter (along with many other people who i assume are also the bus passengers). so i climbed down the minitruck and reunited with my friends. they were on the phone with some of the guys in our year and they told them that they had found me (apparently they’ve told the guys that i had gone missing, and like i was always the baby of the group, in a way? like i guess that was to be expected since i was younger than everyone else, but anyways, they got the guys freaked out as well). they handed me the phone and i laughed and told the boys something along the line of “yeah i was on a minitruck filled with vegetables going on a snail pace chatting with some random old men” and one of them kept repeating “??? you’re laughing?? are you nuts???”

then the guys were like “do you want us to go there and pick you all up with our motorcycles?” which was charming, but a very careless idea bcs it was far, a route up the hills, at midnight, with heavy rain, so we said no to that. some time after that (im not sure what happened?) but we got our hands on some saline so we helped everyone to it. a few hours after that they told us they had gotten some vehicles to ride back to our city, including a bus identical to the one we were just on, to which we were like NAH and they offered us a minitruck, though it took more walking to reach. by then my feet were fucking sore bcs the thin wet socks were just sad and not “climbing up hills, walking on rocks” appropriate. and then we were ready to go, but then we found out that a senior had actually driven his way to where we were and we couldn’t just leave him. pretty sure his battery ran out or something so we lost contact with him for a while. pretty sure one of us tried looking for him and we lost her for some time as well. pure confusion pt.2. by the time we were finally ready to go back, it was 3AM, tbh i thought more time had passed. bcs it was a minitruck and there were some other passengers as well, namely paramedics, only one of us could sit inside - they let me have the seat :( probably felt bad for me and my sore little feet and my smol body and like i said i was always the baby of the group lol. though i lowkey feel like they must’ve had some fun out there, with the splashes of rain and the cold 3AM wind... or maybe not.

anyways then we got back at the city, at the pick up point of the travel service. waited some time before my parents finally came to pick me up. they were confused. “where are your luggages?” “why did you leave your shoes?” i was confused. turns out they didn’t realize that - it wasn’t just “there was a landslide” - our bus got fucking hit by that landslide and got pushed off and nearly rolled down an infinitely deep cliff. turns out i did a better job in sounding calm through the phone than i expected. i kept quiet tho, not gonna give my dad a heart attack while he was driving, though after some time it looked like things started to click in my mom’s mind. by the time we got back, my dad went back to bed soon after, and my mom came into my bedroom and was like “...so.... what actually happened?” and i told her everything. “i knew you losing your shoes was weird. you couldn’t have just left them.” to which i responded “now ik why you sounded totally unbothered on the phone!” i was like “what did you think it was?” she went “well you mentioned that there was a landslide? so i thought it blocked the road? and that was it??” the adrenaline kept me from falling asleep for the rest of that night.

the next morning my dad came up to me and held up his phone and went “?????? this???? this happened???? you were in that bus???? what???” and showed various pictures of the bus (including the one i posted above) “???? that cliff is very deep you know???? look?? your bus is so far down???” like he was grinning but it visibly broke his brain LOOOOL and he asked my mom “did you know??? what??? ?? was it just me?? i didn’t know???” and calls started coming from the family and my parents had to go like “aha yeah that happened but she’s ok lol she sounded totally ok on the phone so we didn’t even realize”

and then i took a picture of my ruined manicure. i had it done literally just the day before smh.

#NOBODY ASKED BUT #i was just reminded #dani's life #landslide

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