#spencer vents

[augustinapril]

going to my first speech meet I'm so nervous

#i dont think im competiing since its my first time and i wanted to observe to see what other people do first #but like still what if people think j look weird or something #because i havent liked my hair recently because its looked so bad and other people are going to see that #sincerely me. #spencer vents

[spnczr]

I hate how sensitive my eyes are after I cry because they hurt whenever smth is too bright or is too vivid :(

#ventish #spencer vents

[heavencasteel420]

Nancy in Fanon: Jonathan, I am so disappointed that you started smoking pot after I nobly taught you that poetry is just another way to rap! I must flee for the arms of Robin Steve?? Eddie???! a guy named Spencer or Grant and he has a watch and an office and a trashcan and a little basketball hoop on it and he plays as hard as he works. Because dammit, he deserves to blow off a little steam!

Nancy in Canon: Get in, loser, we’re going shopping to uncover a government conspiracy and drink vodka and have sex in a bunker! You won’t even know who Vonnegut is by the time I’m through with you!!!

#nancy wheeler #jonathan byers #jancy #like none of her other options are spencer or grant #nancy is her own spencer or grant and she's not even fully spencer or grant #i'm just imagining a situation where she's venting to someone #because she's worried about her relationship with jonathan and jonathan in general #and they bring up the weed #and she's like um okay DARE class that wasn't what i was talking about at all

[ghostlyarchaeologist]

Leverage S03E01 The Jailhouse Job/S03E16 The San Lorenzo Job.

#leverage #parker #nate ford #eliot spencer #she was determined that SOMEONE was going in a steam vent #if you want a job doing do it yourself #ghostly'sgifs

[bigcats-birds-and-books]

...i'm sorry but. are you saying that. ART. provided. leverage??

i have another crew it might be interested in. it and bot both, actually.

#network effect #martha wells #network effect spoilers #murderbot spoilers #listen i know i'm a book behind but give me this please #murderbot #art #leverage #but gosh can you imagine #eliot and bot commiserating over security concerns and people not following the damn protocols #eliot and bot throwing each other at their problems faster and harder and hanging on longer about it as an Entire Fighting Style #HARDISON AND ART #SPECIFICALLY 20-SOMETHING-YO HARDISON WHO'S BRILLIANT AND BASICALLY ADOLESCENT HUMAN AND ART!!! #also i feel like parker would have fun exploring art's vents #i want bot and parker to meet also #eliot spencer #alec hardison #parker #i don't want to think about what nate and art would accomplish together lmao #sophie and art taking EXCELLENT care of their crews and manipulating the shit out of everyone #this is page 188 of network effect in hardback btw

[geekynightowl1997]

I hadn't noticed it the first time around- but even though Parker doesn't know Eliot- she trusts Eliot.

When Eliot asked her to face her fear, adding "Please," to it. She did it with mild complaining.

#leverage #eliot spencer #parker #the job with the horses #i forgot what the job is called #but it's the first season #and parker was afraid of horses #but she goes into the vents because Eliot asked her too #and that is the cutest thing ever

[giggleesblog]

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#one of the biggest things i worry about is people memorizing my pronouns but still seeing me as a girl/feminine 🙃 #pls i know i don’t pass well but pls pls don’t see me as a girl 😭 #i’m just a silly little guy #in a nonbinary way #but also please call me masculine pet names and call me pretty boy #baby boy #etc #ignore this i should be sleeping and my brain is being mean #tldr: not a girl ❤️ #also not quite Full boy #a secret third thing #it’s called transmasculine ✨ #but fr if y’all are ever confused you can either ask or check my pronoun page in my linked post #vent post #gender dysphoria #kinda #anyways #shut up spencer

[hoohoobeanie]

im sooo plts!spencer rn (stressing over a short film video assignment)

#tbf i put myself in this position bcos it didnt have to be a video #but i couldnt express myself through my art #so i decided to use words and video and music instead #anyway #plts!spencer is being used to vent about my uni struggles #the little guy #spencer #plts #personal

[sushi-rat]

"My child is completely fine"

Ma'am. Your child is listening to an asmr audio of their favorite character saying "I love you" to them because of the intense desire to be near someone who doesn't mind that they're a little messed up and broken mentally and physically but life has shown them that people like that only exist in media, which they've been using to drown their sorrows for years due to immense isolation from their peers

#vent post #personal #I'm just in that state of mind where i feel like no one particularly wants to be around me #but at least i have audios of Spencer Reid

[jads-taleblr-hc]

Redraw one of my first digital arts

This au is called vent oni and is based on heta oni which is based on ao oni

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#taleblr #vent oni #taleblr johnny toast #taleblr johnny ghost #taleblr pie #taleblr au #taleblr fanart #johnny ghost fanart #johnny toast fanart #fred spooker #spooker soup #colon #chris colon ghostie #papa acachalla #sally acachalla #gertrude acachalla #billy acachalla #sue Acachalla #spencer acachalla #gavin toast #jimmy casket fanart #jimmy casket #gavin toast fanart #johnny toast #johnny ghost

[augustinapril]

today had kind of sucked

#i didnt sleep well and im just. not in it #i do not wanna exist rb #i dont wanna say im sad but like idk how i feel #i think im just tired #☆ — spencer talks #spencer vents

[spnczr]

Vent below the cut

"wyd"

failing at life because everything I do is WRONG I can't do anything correctly and I put things off way too much and it never goes well and idk how to stop. I never understand anything. I never know when to talk or what to say because I don't understand people.

#vent #spencer vents

[lemissingmask]

[ID: Sketch in dark red of Hardison and Eliot. Hardison is holding a small pot of dandelions and looking in surprise at Eliot, who is looking back and smiling slightly. End ID]

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One more bit of random fluffy Leverage OT3 stuff for the weekend.

Eliot was obviously aware that Parker didn't get what plants do, and so bought her a plant that does something (as a gift from Hardison, of course).

He was also paying attention when Hardison said he was a big supporter of dandelions and sneakily obtained some to put in their base.

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#leverage #alec hardison #eliot spencer #otp: for morale #leverage ot3 #because even if just two of them are in the image parker is definitely in a vent somewhere above them

[simp4eshal]

I hate my so called Father.

I hate my so called « Father » so much. I despise him, and the slut he took in as his wife and who thinks that she has a say in my future, in my life. I hate him for never being there for me, for always insulting me, for always being malicious and then blame ME for not telling him the truth. I hate him because he never does anything without motive, because he hits me, because I was so happy with my mom and my brother before he came (back) into the picture, because since he forced my brother and I to live with him we haven’t been happy, because he stops us from seeing and calling our mom (he’s jealous bc we’re closer) everychances he gets. I hate him because he forces me to have physical contact with him, and if I don’t want to or try to protest he insults me and menace to hit me. I hate him because since he’s in my life, I havent had a single real friend, i struggle to have relationships with people, i don’t believe in love and i’m in constant search of a fatherly figure, even if it means we’ll get romatical. I hate him because he makes my mom sad, and she tries to act like it’s not the case. I hate him because he never takes me seriously, because I can’t have a phone, can’t go out, can’t invite people, can’t have long hair, can’t wear rings or makeup, and so on. I hate him because he’s been hypersexualising me since i’m 11 yo. I hate him because since i met him, really met him, i’ve been waiting for the day I could finally live. I hate him because even when I’m about to start my last year of highschool, he’s still planning on dictating my future life. I hate him because he’s happy to see me suffer. I hate him because he made me feel disgusted by my body. I hate him because thanks to him I almost fell into anorexia. I hate him because I’ve been willing to die so many times. And most importantly, I hate him because he’s the biggest hypocrite I’ve ever known, and he’s the epitom of the man you should avoid having in your life, but he’s my « father », and because of that, I can’t really hate him.

#bts #daddy issues #the neighbourhood #aaron taylor johnson smut #spencer reid angst #spencer reid #friends #bangtan sonyeondan #bangtan #bangta boys #vent post #coquette aesthetic #coquette #lana del rey #lana del ray aesthetic #lizzy grant #sparkle jump rope queen #put me in a movie #help #send help #please help

[autisticlio]

Despair came knocking, and I let her in for awhile.

#vent #Art #my dog Spencer liked snuggling up to my jackets when I left them on the floor or bed #he also always liked sleeping next to my plushie shelf or anything that smelt like me #hence the Miku here as i have a Miku one in there #for now gonna avoid posting anything else until Monday as I’m not in the mental state for social media

[littlecajunlady]

Hold on, I actually have something to say about Lucky Spencer, his recasts, and the punishment of actors through character assassination.

Under a read more because I have A LOT to say:

For some reason, every January for the last few years, I watch clips of General Hospital - sometimes storylines I've seen before, and sometimes stories I want to see for the first time. This January I decided on Lucky (JJ) and Elizabeth, and I've watched every scene of theirs I could find from '97 to '99 and '09 to '11. I'd seen a few of their older scenes, a bit more of their recent scenes, but it was my first time watching everything from the beginning. Two months later and I'm still thinking about them, how sweet they were together as teens, and how the writers ruined them over and over again.

My first memory of watching GH was with my older sister, and it just so happened to be the episode in '99 with Lucky's funeral and the reveal that he was alive. As a lover of angst, I was enthralled. I wanted to know what happened next. Now in hindsight, that was truly the end for them. Sometimes I feel like Lucky died in that fire and he never came back. Lucky said it himself in a scene with Luke in '10 - "Elizabeth and I never recovered from that fire," and he was right. And it is so disappointing to me. A small part of me almost wishes I didn't know how good they were then, so that I never learned how far they'd fallen.

The characters as teenagers were beautiful together. They were IN LOVE, and they sold it, and had better chemistry than almost any characters I've ever seen. I know this is a soap opera and almost no one is allowed to stay married to one person, much less with their high school sweetheart, but I just wish they hadn't done so much deliberate, irreparable damage to this couple. And for what?

From the wiki I read recently, Jonathan Jackson wanted to leave as early as '96 or '97 and they convinced him to stay, which I'm grateful he did so we could get the Liz/Lucky story. I hate that he left, and really dislike recasts in general, but I would never begrudge an actor for wanting to move on from a soap opera, even if I miss them. And to expect an 11-year-old actor to commit to a lifetime as one character is ridiculous. He wanted to leave again in '11, and while that was incredibly disappointing, I understand why he did.

He's said in interviews that he wanted to work with Tony and Becky, and have Liz and Lucky reunite, and have lighter stories. I know actors rarely get a say in their storylines, that they've gotta shut up and do the work they're given, and I get that. But considering those requests were the whole reason he even agreed to come back in the first place, why did they apparently agree when they had no intention of following through? So he left, which was within his right to do. Creators/producers/writers don't have to cater to actors' wants, but then they shouldn't act surprised when the actor leaves when they've lied to get them in the door. So yeah, I don't blame him for leaving, and I'm happy for him that he got Nashville soon after.

Unfortunately, now Lucky has since been punished for this. They turned him into a deadbeat dad who doesn't see his kids. They absolutely did not have to do that. They could so easily say he talks to them at least once a week on the phone, that he sees them every few months, and sends them gifts on their birthdays. It might not be perfect but at least it's not the complete abandonment of his children. Jax was allowed an offscreen relationship with Josslyn, so why can't Lucky? It's so out of character for him to do this and the writers' motives are so transparent to me.

And frankly, I feel like they've been ruining Lucky since the first time JJ left. After running out of JJ scenes to watch, I finally grit my teeth and watched some scenes with the recasts. I watched some of JY's Lucky return storyline. The actor was fine I guess, but I didn't buy him as Lucky, and the chemistry with Liz just wasn't there anymore. I hate the brainwashing stuff and how he no longer loved Elizabeth. If I'd been watching this live then, I probably would've quit because that is NOT the story I would've wanted to see with these characters.

GV's Lucky is even worse. I'm sure the actor is good in other things but that character was definitely not Lucky. I mostly blame the writing, but every time I see him, I say aloud to myself, "I do not know this man." Lucky would not be a cop. From some scenes I've seen, he was controlling and downright mean to Elizabeth. He was so unlikable and annoying. While the drug addiction storyline is good for drama and a challenge for actors, I just don't buy that as a story for Lucky, and definitely not the cheating. Again, it's just so very out of character that I simply don't think of that man as Lucky - that rage-filled, Dudley Do Right cuckhold? I realize this sounds really harsh, and yes there were some nice moments too (I begrudgingly admit their 2005 wedding was very sweet) but for me the bad far outweighed the good. I don't know what the character (and actors) of Lucky did to deserve such character assassination

It's very telling to me that the moment JJ returned, Lucky was allowed to be smart again. Competent at his job. To actually be respected by the other characters. What a concept, huh? There's no way JJ would've returned to that mess of a character otherwise. I agree that it's fucked up that GV was fired and that JJ was told that GV moved on of his own volition, but I'm glad JJ returned for the time he did, even though they had no idea what to do with him.

Siobhan? She was fine at first but then became shrill. And she was just the rebound girl he never should've married. The Balkan storyline was definitely not one of their best. Lucky's exit - which both JJ and Tony complained about - by having Lucky leave his kids just before Christmas to go talk to some rocks? Wtf were they thinking? An actor leaves and they no longer have any obligation to make a satisfying conclusion for fans, I guess. The Liz/Nik affair was so gross to me. I don't know a lot about Becky's firing, but they clearly wanted to punish her and her character too before getting rid of her. While I hate what Liz did, I don't hate the character, because they clearly had some kind of vendetta against Becky to want to trash her character so thoroughly. And I understand that's even the nature of soap operas - that everyone gets the chance to fuck up and do unforgivable things - and I guess that's just an aspect of soaps that I absolutely hate. That some characters aren't allowed to stay good and true to themselves for the sake of drama and who's the daddy storylines.

I know there are GH fans now, and probably many back then, who are sick of LL2 and want Liz to move on. And that's fair. But I'm also sure that there were so many people who wanted them back together, especially after JJ returned. I was one of them. What an absolute waste of history and chemistry. Jonathan and Becky both wanted it. A lot of the fans wanted it. They didn't even have to keep them together forever - soap couples never last - but to NEVER allow these characters any happiness together when we finally had JJ back is one of the biggest fumbles I've ever seen. They ruined the characters a long time ago, and they ruined this couple yet again. And I'll never forgive that.

I want JJ to come back as Lucky, I always will, even if it's just for a little while. He probably won't, and why would he after last time? I don't want a recast but if they decided to then maybe I'd give him a chance, only because I want them to stop trashing the character. But honestly whoever they cast probably still won't be Lucky to me - JJ IS Lucky, and some characters just can't be recast. I'm trying to make my peace with that, and with the fact that the last time we saw the REAL Lucky and Liz happy together was back in 1999. The showrunner and writers at the time had the rare opportunity to fix that in 2010 and chose not to do it. Why? I could never guess.

#general hospital #lucky spencer #LL2 #jonathan jackson #lucky x elizabeth #LnL2 #i know nobody will read this but i need to say it anyway #i'm not here to argue about it i'm just stating how i feel so #if this seems intense it's actually not that serious i've just been hyperfixating on gh for the last 2 months #i mean i believe everything i'm saying but i'll be chill again soon i just needed to vent #anyway i've been writing lucky fic because i can fix him #the writers certainly couldn't #lucky spencer deserved so much better #jj got his 2 emmys and fuckin dipped and good for him