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salayanara · 1 year
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I've got my hands on a brand new Surface Laptop Studio during Black Friday, and I'm having a blast ngl.
As a big surprise, the laptop appears to be way better than expected, and drawing on the screen is so smooth! Only the default Microsoft stylus is a bit crappy as it doesn't handle pressure points as accurately as a Wacom pen for instance. But I still enjoy drawing on it.
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enokuma · 2 years
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ここ何ヶ月かで手に入れたもの。 ・1枚目はDMMの3Dプリンターサービスで買える”漫画家の作った1/6可動デッサンドール2少女&幼女” →気に入っております。 自分で組み立てる必要はありますが、フォルムを維持しながらのこの可動域は唯一無二ですね。 実は前モデルの”漫画家がつくった1/6可動デッサンドール”も所持していますが、こちらは関節の保持力が兎に角弱く正直使い物になりませんでした。 今回はそこを改善し、ネジとナットで稼働部の硬さを自分好みに調整できるのでほぼ無敵と言って良いでしょう。 背中にスタンド用の穴などは無いのでオビツのスタンド・アームで立たせてます。 ・1枚目の背景に写ってるのはSurface Laptop Studio →気に入っております。 これのお陰で最近お絵かきも再開いたしました。 14インチでアス比3:2でペンが使えてスペックも申し分ない、個人的に理想的なPC。 過去にiPad pro、Galaxy Tab S8 Ultraも使っていましたが、左手デバイスをフルでサポートしていない事。漫画を良く描く自分としては文字入力がしにかったり、折角のSペンもAndroid特有の描写遅延が気になるレベルだったので手放しました… そこにきてSurface Laptop Studioは魅力的に写り。Surface Slime pen2もあまり認知されてませんが、実は今までのSurface Pen特有の弱点であったジッターやon荷重の重さが全て解消されて最強になりました(笑) 描き心地は普通にApple PencilやSpenに匹敵すると思います。 特にレイテンシーの無さはOSの関係もあってかApple Pencilより遅延がありません。 唯一そのペン芯の単体販売がされてなかったので購入を見送っていたのですが、はれて公式でペン先の単体販売がされたので本体ごと購入するに至りました。 このペン芯が販売されてる事も知ってる人が少なそうですが… ・2枚目以降に写ってるハンドベルドのデバイスはAYNのOdin Lite →気に入っております。 クラウドファンディングで去年から投資していましたが、延期につぐ延期でつい先月届きました。 Android OSのハンドベルドデバイスで、多くの人はAndroidゲームやエミュレータでゲームをやる用途で購入してると思いますが、私はXbox Cloud GameでGame Passを遊ぶ為だけに購入しました(笑) 実際に遊んだ感じでは超快適です。 外出先でスマホのディザリングで遊んでも遅延なく遊べました。 イモータリティやTinykinなどはOdin Liteだけでクリアまで遊びました。 対戦ゲームやよりアクション性の高いものはXboxにインストールして遊び、アドベンチャーやRPG、2DアクションなどはOdin Liteで手軽に遊ぼうと思います。
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michaelclaridaarts · 1 year
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turnaboutfix · 1 year
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how often has our boy pulled a Feenie in court fr
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masteroffakesmiles · 1 year
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New laptop came
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ofvaporex · 1 year
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Spending my evening setting up my new laptop!
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findwyse14567 · 4 months
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Unleashing Creativity: Explore the Microsoft Surface Laptop Studio
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Immerse yourself in the ultimate blend of power and versatility with the Microsoft Surface Laptop Studio. This innovative device redefines the boundaries of creativity, featuring a stunning PixelSense™ touchscreen display that effortlessly transforms into a drafting table. Powered by cutting-edge technology, the Surface Laptop Studio is designed to fuel your passion for productivity and artistic expression. Elevate your work and unlock new possibilities with the sleek, powerful, and adaptable Microsoft Surface Laptop Studio.
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techfeeddata · 2 years
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Microsoft unveils Surface device, integration of Apple services in Windows 11
Microsoft unveils Surface device, integration of Apple services in Windows 11
Microsoft unveiled the Surface Laptop 5, Surface Pro 9 and Surface Studio 2+ at its hardware event on Wednesday. In addition, the American software giant introduced its new graphic design application called Microsoft Designer. Below are the details of everything Microsoft announced at the Fall 2022 event: Surface Laptop 5 The thin and light Microsoft Laptop 5 is powered by 12th generation Intel…
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techfoogle · 2 years
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it-online · 2 years
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Microsoft lança novos dispositivos e acessórios Surface para elevar a experiência do utilizador
Microsoft lança novos dispositivos e acessórios Surface para elevar a experiência do utilizador
A Microsoft apresentou hoje os mais recentes dispositivos da família Surface, concebidos para elevar a experiência do utilizador, reunindo todo o potencial do PC, cloud e Inteligência Artificial: Surface Laptop 5, 50% mais potente que o seu antecessor; Surface Pro 9, com até 50% mais desempenho que o modelo anterior e Surface Studio 2+, que duplica o desempenho gráfico do modelo anterior. Além…
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saggiosguardo · 2 years
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Microsoft presenta Surface Pro 9, Surface Laptop 5 e Surface Studio 2+
Microsoft presenta Surface Pro 9, Surface Laptop 5 e Surface Studio 2+
Oggi Microsoft annuncia un aggiornamento della sua linea di computer, iniziando dal Surface Pro 9. L’ormai iconico tablet 2-in-1 vede l’aggiunta di nuovi colori (Zaffiro e Foresta) sia per il case che per la tastiera, nonché il passaggio ai nuovi chip Intel Core di 12a gen con prestazioni superiori del 50%. I processori sono Intel Core i5-1235U e i7-1255U, mentre la grafica è Intel Iris Xe. Lo…
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bluegiragi · 1 year
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FAQ + CODseries masterpost (MONSTER AU + SOAPBOX UNDER THE CUT)
Commissions: [CLOSED]
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Patreon (NSFW and early access)
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Frequently Asked Questions:
(read through the #askbox tag before asking to see if I’ve already answered! repeat questions and spam will be deleted.)
1. What program and brush do you use?
Clip Studio Paint, and I alternate between two brushes: fat sketcher 2 from stealthnacho’s brushset, and short vertical bar (dual brush) from sparth’s art pack 1
2. What tablet do you use?
I use a Surface Pro 8, which is a laptop where you can draw directly onto the screen. However, this is a really pricey purchase and before I had it, I used an Intuous Tablet for 6 years and loved it.
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3.Can I repost your art on other platforms?
You can, but please credit me every time!
4.Can I write a fic/make fanart based on your AU?
Yeah sure!
5.Have you thought of what monster [insert character] would be? / Will you be adding [insert character] to the monster AU?
If I haven’t talked about certain characters already, I probably won’t at all. And I don’t have anything against these characters, but it’s more like I’m largely indifferent and have 0 thoughts. Do what you will, I made my AU as a sandbox for others to play in too, so you decide what to do with these characters!
6.Will you ever draw Konig again?
If I feel like it, probably! But the brainrot where he was the main focus has definitely passed <3
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MONSTER 141 AU
extra | team 141 character introductions
extra | konig + horangi character introductions
extra | las almas crew + graves character introduction
part ? | price/gaz rooftop talks
part 1 | bag of tricks
part 2 | ghost/soap muzzle
part 3 | price+ghost check in
part 4 | ghost + soap + gaz in action (part 1)
part 5 | ghost + soap + gaz in action (part 2)
part 6 | ghost + soap + gaz in action (part 3) 
part 7 | sketchdump 1
part 8 | ghost/soap chasing tail
part 9 | soap/fantasy!ghost (full vers on patreon)
part 10 | ghost/soap docile
part 11 | ghost/price due diligence
part 11.5 | ghost/soap due diligence (nsfw - only available on patreon)
part 12 | ghost/price holding back pt 1
part 13 | ghost/price holding back pt 2
part 14 | soap/gaz doing things blind (only available on patreon)
part 15 | konig/horangi clear
part 16 | sketchdump 2
part 17 | debrief
part 18 | ghost/soap work it out (part 1)
part 19 | ghost/soap work it out (part 2)
part 20 | cockatrice (part 1)
part 21 | cockatrice (part 2)
part 22 | sketchdump 3/puppy playtime
part 23 | new moon (part 1)
part 24 | new moon (part 2)
part 25 | new moon (part 3) 
part 26 | open book
part 27 | face to a name
part 28 | before
part 29 | that’s an order
part 30 | diplomacy
part 31 | mr riley
part 32 | human
part 33 | wraith
SOAPBOX SAGA (SOAP/GHOST/KONIG SERIES)
part 1 | konig/soap first meeting
part 2 | ghost/soap kid and a cookie jar (full vers on patreon)
part 3 | ghost/konig spar pt 1
part 4 | ghost/konig spar pt 2
extra | ghost + konig facecanons
part 5 | ghost/soap heart to heart
part 6 | ghost/konig grow a pair
part 7 | konig/soap do something
part 8 | konig/soap/ghost rough part 1 (full vers on patreon)
part 9 | konig/soap/ghost rough part 2 (full vers on patreon)
part 10 | trio feat. price mission start
part 11 | trio feat!unmasked konig
part 12 | trio feat! unmasked konig pull yourself together
part 13 | konig fantasises (full vers on patreon)
part 14 | ghost/konig feat. soap private lesson
part 15 | ghost/konig/soap lieutenant’s room
part 16 | ghost/konig/soap good for us (full vers on patreon)
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zeroeightzeroone · 4 months
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your heart and my anchor - han jisung
love collection
genre: hurt? comfort?
pairing: fem!reader (infp) x idol!han jisung (intp)
warnings: descriptions of anxiety and of a panic attack
wc ~2.6k | moodboard
notes: if this looks familiar, it was originally posted to my secondary blog @zerothreetwentyfive so i'm republishing everything here on my main blog.
originally requested by @pcchacoseung
。・:*:・゚★,。・:*:・゚☆ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ 。・:*:・゚★,。・:*:・゚☆ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ 。 。・:*:・゚★,。・:
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sometimes, you wonder why you decided to work and be a university student at the same time, that is until you remember the money that goes into tuition fees and the fact that you needed to move out in order to attend school. you're privileged enough that your parents are able to help pay your tuition whilst you pay for your rent and the other necessities you need to live in the city but that doesn't lessen the amount of stress that plagues you on and off again throughout the semesters. especially at the end of the year when exams are creeping up on you, figuring out how to move your schedule around to accommodate studying, working and finding the time to take a breather and relax; the latter option is usually dropped from the equation. 
when you aren't on campus or at work, you've locked yourself up in your room. sitting behind your desk and stuck to your laptop, your textbooks and notebooks sprawled and spread over the surface, multiple pens around the area. sometimes you lose all sense of time when you're so hyper-focused on the task at hand that you only get a couple hours of sleep before you rush to get ready for work. you're done work when the sun goes down and once you get home you're back behind your desk, working till the sun comes up. the routine only repeats whether you like it or not. 
jisung has been pretty busy as well. behind-the-scenes work with writing, producing and directing songs that may or may not end up on the next album, attending schedules and practicing day in and day out. it's been a while since you've been able to see each other, the both of you exchanging a few texts here and there.
j.one<3: i miss you baby i wrote some lyrics today thinking about you
you: i miss you too :,) a lot, a lot a lot
j.one<3: how have you been love? school and all?
you: it's been good
whenever he asked how you were doing, you'd always tell him that things were going fine, that it's okay, that you've got everything under control; acting like everything is a hundred and ten percent fine and dandy and you aren't on the verge of a breakdown every couple of hours. you didn't want him to worry about you. you didn't want to add to jisung's own current struggles, not wanting to burden him with your own.
j.one<3: hmm ok love you know i'm here right whenever you need me
you: of course and i love you for that
j.one<3: i love you more you got this, i believe in you baby
after your short text conversations, you'd turn on 'do not disturb' mode and a little message would pop up on jisung's side that you've switched it on.
j's one and only has their notifications silenced
a little signal for both you and him to get back to work. 
j.one<;3: hey love i'm gonna be in the studio all day working you wanna come by and do your work here too?
and that's how you ended up sitting on the couch inside the studio. your laptop rests on your thighs, two browser windows opened up alongside each other on the screen with a notebook and pen sitting next to you. across the room, jisung sits at the recording desk in front of the computer with the program opened up on the screen, a headset over his ears and a notebook sitting in front of him, twiddling a pencil between his fingers.
although, the longer you're seated inside the studio, with your laptop displaying your calendar on one side and schedule on the other; showing off tasks that need to be finished today whilst the other side shows off the tasks and events coming up in the week.
the more you're convinced that you're going to have a mental breakdown with each passing minute. 
you thought that maybe, just maybe, being in the same room as jisung would help as motivation, as comfort. having your person in the same room might hold you back from taking cover inside a hole, alone, curled up into a ball and ignoring the stresses life's currently throwing at you. 
but instead, as the time passes you feel deep envy growing for your boyfriend who is seated at the recording desk. you find yourself envying the way jisung is twirling his pencil, bopping his head to whatever track is playing through the headset and the way he is able to—unlike you—focus on the tasks at hand.
how were you supposed to focus on anything when your mind continues to relentlessly remind you of all the work that needs to be done today? that you'll wake up tomorrow, only to repeat the process of slaving to get the work done.
how could you even try to focus when that tightening sensation in your chest, the one that restricts your airflow, only gets worse as the time passes?
you couldn't—you can't and you hate it.
you absolutely hate how you feel right now.
how you're mentally and emotionally trying to calm yourself down. trying to talk yourself back onto the ground and out of your frantic mind to breathe.
your heart's racing, the pulse only picks up as the time passes. it beats so loudly you can't seem to hear anything other than your own heartbeat, your hearing completely zeroed in on it. 
your chest not only feels heavy but it starts to hurt, a throbbing sensation begins to come and go. it's like there is someone sitting on your chest and no matter how hard you try to get them off, you just can't. the harder you struggle, the more you feel suffocated, as if the air inside this vast recording studio only occupied by you and jisung is being sucked out, the walls closing in on you.
that painful feeling of your breath caught in your throat only leads to your heart rate picking up double time, your body feels restless while your mind repeats the same shit over and over again. the angel on one shoulder tries to calm you down, telling you to take a breather, take a break but the devil on the other only talks over her. overpowering her completely, as she reminds you that you aren't deserving of a break or a breather right now; seeing as you haven't completed any significant amount of work since entering the studio. 
unbeknownst to you, your body trembles as your hands come together in front of you, fingers fiddling and picking at the skin on the opposite hand. 
y/n, you think to yourself, come on, pull on your big girl panties and get on with it.
you're distracted trying to calm yourself down.
trying to bring yourself back down to earth instead of currently being inside your own head, you feel like you've lost any semblance of control you once had. god, you hate this feeling, you absolutely loathe how your heart quickly palpitates beneath your heavy chest, gradually getting dizzy as your restlessness only builds. however, no matter how anxious you feel, your body is nailed to the couch—you're frozen and unable to will yourself to get up on your feet.
it's like everything around you is speeding up and leaving you behind. they're leaving you behind in a state where your self-control slips away and causes your fear to grow tenfold. 
you're scared. you're terrified that you won't come down from this— that you don't know how to come down from this, how to regulate everything inside you. the dread slowly sinks in as you slowly convince yourself that you will never be free from this state of overwhelming emotion that consumes you as the minutes pass. 
jisung's hands move to adjust the headset, moving one cup away from his ear as the track has finished playing a moment ago. initially, he wanted to note something down in the notebook in front of him but the moment that one cup is off, he completely removes the headset and places it down in front of him on the desk. for a moment, he stills, listening to the room:
the echos of you clicking around on your laptop isn't heard.
this leads jisung to wonder if you've dozed off in the middle of working prompting him to spin around in the rolling chair, only to be met with you sitting on the couch wide awake. 
when his brown eyes are laid on your figure, jisung's heart drops at the sight; you gnawing at your bottom lip, your chest trembling as it heaves, your whole face is flushed and your eyes are the slightest bit blown. 
jisung immediately knows what's going on, he knows it all too well.
your boyfriend rushes to his feet and towards you, shutting your laptop and moving it on the couch beside you. slowly, jisung is kneeling in front of you as he gently encapsulates your hands in his.
he can feel the way your body trembles beneath his touch.
"y/n, baby, my love," jisung calls for you softly, his chocolate brown eyes sparkle as they gaze up at you, "you're okay, you're safe."
his eyes scan over your face, watching as your own slowly meet his. there's a dullness to your eyes, a sense of apprehension laced in your features as your thoughts plague your body and mind.
"hey, love," he smiles and lightly caresses your hands with the pad of his thumbs, "just keep your eyes on me, i'm here. i'm not going anywhere, okay? just focus on my voice, love."
you fight your own body to regain control, to regain the strength to regulate your own emotions. you've grit your teeth in an effort to stay focused on your boyfriend's voice.
"hey, hey… you're safe love. i'm gonna move beside you, okay baby?" he moves slowly to sit next to you on the couch, careful not to startle you with any quick or sudden movements. 
one of his hands move to your cheek gently caressing you there as well. a feeling of delight washes through his body at the sight of you instinctively leaning into his touch. 
"you're okay. i know it feels scary right now but you're going to be okay. you're going to get through this, yeah?"
the hand on your cheek moves to pat your hair down gently. jisung's gentle touch moves around your body as a physical reminder that you aren't alone and that he is here with you. 
"just keep focusing on my voice."
jisung continues to look over you, observing your current state and identifying how else he could help.
"i'm proud of you, you know?" he says fondly, "i know things get hard and it's scary sometimes but you always find a way to get through it. you're always doing such an amazing job."
a deep, unstable breath leaves your lips. 
"good girl! you're doing great. breathe, breathe with me okay?" he inhales deeply and you attempt to follow him. then he exhales, "...one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten."
your exhales are shaky, your control not totally regained as you're fighting to get yourself out of your own head. but you feel the tension slowly dissipating from your body.
"one more time with me. concentrate on your breathing, okay?" this time jisung shuts his eyes as he inhales, hearing you take in a breath as well, before letting the air out slowly, "one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten..."
jisung notices your previously blown-out eyes have softened, he then decides to move on another strategy to further help you anchor yourself back down into the present.
"that's my girl, i'm so proud of you," he pats your hair once again, "does my y/n need anything right now?"
your voice is incredibly hushed and strained when you squeak out the next two words, "hold me."
jisung scoots even closer to you. adjusting himself so one arm is around your shoulders, wanting to hold you close to him. his other arm moves your head to rest on his chest and he gives you a moment to adjust as he whispers reassurances that you're okay, that you're safe and that he's here. 
your ear presses up against his clothing as his hand rests on your jaw, caressing your skin with his palm. the warmth radiating off of jisung's body has your body reacting the way it usually does, melting into him as a wave of comfort washes over you. another deep breath leaving your lips, still a bit shaky but an improvement nonetheless. 
"what are three things you can hear right now?"
your eyes flutter close as you try your best to tune into your surroundings, trying to identify noises inside the quiet room.
you hum, "your heartbeat… the vent… your breathing."
"how 'bout three things you can smell?"
"your cologne… coffee… brownies."
"now, can you tell me three things you can see?"
your eyes open slowly with blinks as you adjust to the light before you scan around the room.
"recording desk… microphone… computer."
jisung's hand moves to wrap around your wrist, gradually lifting your hand up in the air in front of you both.
"wiggle your fingers for me," your fingers wiggle, "kick your leg up for me," you kick your leg up slowly, "roll your ankle around." you roll your ankle around, "good job my love, i'm so proud."
your arm moves to wrap around jisung's body, pulling yourself closer to him. a breath of relief leaves your lips at the sense of ease that comes with the action, how you're able to grip onto the fabric of his shirt and nuzzle your face further into his chest.
"inhale," he sucks in a breath and you follow suit, "exhale... one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten. do you need anything else, y/n baby?"
you shake your head, melting into his side as you feel your pulse and breathing regulate to a normal pace. you feel like your feet are back on solid ground, in control and in the centre of your mind instead of backed into a corner hiding away from it.
"i'm here," he coos, swaying your bodies back and forth, "you're not alone. never. i'm here. i'm right here with you."
when you shut your eyes, tears fall down your flushed cheeks-- tears that had welled up due to stress and overwhelming bursts of emotions you weren't able to control--but now they fall with a sense of relief.
"i love you," your voice is quiet, trembling the slightest bit, "thank you… thank you for being here. i love you so much."
jisung hushes you, his hands gently running up and down your back, "it's the least i can do. I'm always gonna be here, y/n, always."
you nod, your eyes still closed as you take a couple of moments to yourself in jisung's arms. this time you're trying your best to anchor yourself back down to earth by thinking of what you love, what relaxes you, reminding yourself of the light and the good.
you know this isn't going to be the last panic attack you're going to have but at least you know that you aren't alone, there's always someone willing to help. jisung continues to remind you of that, that he'll be there for you no matter what, in any way he possibly can. at the same time, jisung knows that you'd do the same for him as you've done it time and time again. 
jisung has told you multiple times that he doesn't know how he'd function without you, feeling like he would be completely lost without you. 
you are his heart. 
meanwhile, jisung is your anchor.
in the middle of an uncontrollable storm, when the harsh waves rock the boat every which way, an anchor is vital to stay strong and controlled during such conditions. an anchor is a symbol of stability, a symbol of strength; a person you can rely on to support you to stay strong, to hold on even during the toughest of storms.
you found that person in jisung.
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lina-linny · 30 days
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summary: Hongjoong looks through his old photobook.
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genre: angst!
Smiling, he opened the photo book.
Hongjoong had always loved taking photos. He had taken photos every day. He found beauty in every little thing and every beautiful thing he had photographed, he had captured it with his camera. He had photographed plants, objects, nature and houses, but nothing could compete with his favorite thing to photograph.
His favorite thing to photograph was yn, capturing her soft features or her hair blowing in the wind.
When Hongjoong had first laid eyes on her, he had been overwhelmed by her beauty. A little shyly, he had asked if he could take a photo of her and yn had agreed.
Normally, Hongjoong wouldn't have dared to ask such a thing, but he couldn't stop thinking about how beautiful she would look through his camera.
Hongjoong looked at the first photo of yn, looking a little shy and embarrassed at the camera. Hongjoong couldn't stop looking at the picture. And so the first photo of yn ended up among all the others in this photo book.
The closer they got to each other, the more photos of yn were mixed in with the other photos.
A Photo of yn leaning over her laptop, a coffee cup next to her on the table. Her hair flowed loosely over her shoulders and the soft light streaming through the window behind her played around her features.
A picture of yn carefully sipping her coffee cup while standing in front of a busy street. Only they both knew that this picture had been taken during their first date. The first day that Hongjoong had realized that he loved her. On a busy street infront of a coffeshop. She had been wearing casual clothes, sipping her cup of coffee and Hongjoong hadn't been able to stop thinking about how her lips would feel on hers.
A picture of yn sleeping in his studio. She was curled up on the small sofa at the back of Hongjoong's small room. Her face carefree and relaxed. Hongjoong hadn't let many people into his studio but it had felt natural for him to have yn there.
Several pictures of yn in Hongjoong's clothes. Clothes that Hongjoong had upcycled especially for her. Clothes that she had worn more than any other.
A picture of yn standing in front of a floor-to-ceiling mirror. Hongjoong's arms were wrapped around her hips from behind. Even when other people looked at the picture, they could literally see the love that had hovered between the two of them.
A picture of yn and Hongjoong kissing. They were sitting together on a bench, with a beautiful river stretching out behind them. They were so lost in their kiss that they didn't notice Wooyoung and San giggling and taking pictures of them to tease Hongjoong later. Back then, Hongjoong had been annoyed by the two of them. Today, he would give anything to be able to experience such a situation one last time. One last time with her. Sighing, he turned the page.
A picture of yn's hand lying in Hongjoong's own hand. Their fingers were intertwined and a simple silver ring shone on both hands. The initials of the other were engraved on the surface. They had got engaged that day. You couldn't see it in the picture, but both yn and Hongjoong were beaming with happiness.
A picture of yn brushing her teeth. She grinned happily at the camera with toothpaste hanging from the corner of her mouth and you could see Hongjoong's reflection in the bathroom mirror. He was grinning just as happily. But if you looked closely, yn's skin was paler than usual and there were dark circles under her eyes.
A picture of yn lying in a hospital bed. Her eyes were closed and she looked unhealthily pale. Her skin was almost the color of the white pillowcase. She was emaciated. Her cheekbones stood out from her face, making her usually soft features sharp and angular. When Hongjoong had taken this photo, he still had hope, while hope had long faded from yn's eyes. She had come to terms with the fact that she would never get better.
A picture of yn holding a bouquet of flowers. Hongjoong had given it to her. To brighten up her dreary everyday life in hospital, from which she had not been able to escape for a while. Hongjoong had also lost hope. They were both just trying to make the best of the last few days. Yn looked at the camera. Her tired smile did not reach her eyes.
A picture of a letter. A last letter from yn for Hongjoong. A letter in which she assured him how much she loved him. In which she asked him to live on. She knew it was a lot to ask, but she really hoped that Hongjoong could be happy again. She had hoped that he would smile again. Yn had been happy. She had come to terms with the fact that she had to die. She was happy. She had led a beautiful life. She had laughed, loved and lived. She had one of the most wonderful person in her life and Hongjoong had enriched her every day. She loved him and he loved her. This love had made it easier for her to leave. Knowing that she had experienced something so wonderful had made it easier for her to let go.
A picture of a gravestone. Her gravestone. Her love had made it harder for Hongjoong to let her go. He loved her with every fiber of his body and he still didn't know how to function without her. His entire life was dedicated to loving her, kissing her and ultimately missing her. Sometimes Hongjoong wondered what a bad person he must have been in his previous life to deserve this pain.
A picture of a deserted coffee shop. It was the coffee shop, with the busy street, the place of their first date. At the time the picture was taken, it had been 5 years since Yn had left him and that day had been the first day he had felt pure happiness again when he thought of her. It had been their anniversary and Hongjoong had come to this place because he had finally found comfort in the thought that one day they would meet again. One day, perhaps in another life, yn would take his broken soul into her tender hand and take all the pain out of her and he would take new photos of her to fill this photo book or start a new one. But until then, he would do as she had wished... He was happy. For her.
Hongjoong leafed through the photo album with all these photos. Smiling, he leaned back in his rocking chair. His now wrinkled face beamed at the thought of his great love. He had never managed to truly love another woman after getting a taste of her love. But that hadn't been necessary. He had been happy in his life and even though missing her was now a familiar part of his heart, he had never lost hope. He knew the time had come. Today he would see her again, his yn. He could feel it. Smiling, he closed the photo book. Hongjoong had never been afraid of death because he always knew that she was waiting, so he closed his eyes peacefully and his last thought in this life was for his yn.
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masteroffakesmiles · 1 year
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Ordered a surface studio laptop a week ago, and I’m patiently waiting for it to arrive on the 26th this month.
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sapphos-ode · 8 months
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Idk what to title this
Larissa Weems
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The beach was your solace. No matter how busy your life got, you’d always find a way to visit one. Come rain or shine, you cared not about the weather. You enjoyed the beach when the waves were violent and battered the earth. And at the same time you adored how some days the sea would caress the shores.
Often you found little trinkets — Larissa had taken to fondly calling you a little crow — a piece of weathered down pottery, an aged coin from a currency forgotten to the world, or dull pieces of sea glass that just needed a little light to help its true beauty shine through.
You’re not sure what you found, you think it’s a rock but it could easily be some sort of common crystal. You were no geologist though, so to you it was a pretty rock. Pale hues of blue were woven into its surface with richer cerulean streaked through it. It was no bigger than a large marble and it’s surface was smooth.
You pocket it, making sure it’s safely tucked in. Before continuing on. It looks like rain — the sky has greyed considerably since you came here. And there’s a stillness to the air, most likely a step is brewing behind those clouds.
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Larissa flew into her office, returning from a meeting with the Mayor. The rain had caught her off guard, drenching her in the few moments it took her to walk from the school van to the front doors.
Against her window she can hear the droplets pelt the window, off in the distance a flash of lightning illuminates the room. Then shortly after the roar of thunder is heard. Larissa was never a fan of storms.
She makes quick work of lighting a fire and turning on all the lamps in the room. Dispelling the gloominess with warm orange hues. Her layers are shed and she emerges from her adjoined quarters in more casual clothes. She doubts anyone will want to see her, her schedule has no meetings for the rest of the evening.
As much as she’d love to retire for the evening. There’s a few pressing emails that demand her attention. Ever dutiful, Larissa settles at her desk, but something gives her reason to pause as she reaches for her laptop.
A small cardboard box sits atop her computer. It certainly wasn’t there before she left. And she always locked her office when she left the school, only herself, her assistant and you had keys for it.
Curious, Larissa opens the box to reveal a simple gold chain necklace, a teardrop shaped stone connected to it, polished and buffed so it shines. The warm tone to the gold complements the blue stone. Larissa was always fond of a blue and gold combo. And the stone was gorgeous, the way it caught the light and held so many different shades of azure in it mesmerised her.
There’s a note tucked into the box as well, she unfolds it — after taking a few long minutes to admire your handiwork — and is met with your neat handwriting.
‘I found this stone earlier and it reminded me of your eyes. So I made it into a necklace.
~ your sweetheart x
P.S. I’m working later at the studio today, I’ll bring us dinner when I’m back’
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AN - haven’t proofread. I just woke up, and I almsot didn’t post this cause tumblr kept deleting the first para. I’ve rewritten it like 4 times
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