#the desperate march of love

[rosycheekies]

The Desperate March of Love by Tomizawa Michika

#the desperate march of love #tomizawa michika #恋の絶望行進曲 #富沢未知果 #pink manga #manga #pink #pinkcore #yuri manga #yuri #gl manga #gl #manga cap

[royalarchivist]

Pac: Oh, Nenê... How cute... 🥺💕

After dying to an atomic creeper in a cave and stressing over potentially losing all his items, Pac returns home to set his spawn and receives a sweet surprise:

His cat falls asleep on top of him and purrs when he goes to bed :')

#QSMP #Pactw #Pac #March 28 2024 #I had the exact same reaction as Pac my heart frickin melted THIS IS SO CUTE.... AND THE PURRING.... MY HEART #I desperately wish Pac got to hang out with Madagio (in his cat-form) #because cats clearly adore Pac just as much as he loves them #Maybe in an alternate universe Madagio spent a day with Pac #And in that time he learned why Fit came to care for this man so much #I don't need more WIPs on my plate but I am Pondering the idea #If the cat-hybrid Cellbit thing was canon I could crack a joke about the ''cats clearly adore Pac just as much as he loves them'' thing #but alas #For real though lock Madagio in a room with Pac for 12 hours and he'll leave being grudgingly charmed by him #aghhhh #Anyways this is so cute #but also really sad #because how many times do you think Pac's been in his room depressed over his missing son / friends / roommate #only to have his cats burrow under his arm and nudge their way onto his lap? #Don't get me started I'm feeling Emotional about cubito Pac lately

[winepresswrath]

Oh so you are one of the jiang' soupbot' yanli who will throw jiang cheng under the bus for little xianxian. Cool

this like the time someone accused me of only caring about Wei Wuxian's feelings. thank you for the laugh anon but also are you lost.

#do u not love the narrative parallel of the one time yanli sent wwx to go get JC and what ensued??? i'm a cql girl #they conspired together ship her to qinghe while she was unconscious because they knew she'd never leave them!!! what's not clicking #yanli is not a SOUPBOT but she is imo a codependent parentified queen. like she too suffers the slings and arrows of their upbringing and #the brutal murder of most of the people they know #also it's not yanli's fault that jiang cheng perceives being trusted to save wwx as one of the highest forms of love!!! one only she extend #to him jfm would never. wwx never does in canon! and you'd probably need a really long fic to get him there post canon. but #only she believes in him and then he lets wwx yeet himself off a cliff because he blames him for her death #and then he marches down the cliff searches for days and finds only a flute he spends the next 16 years toting around with him as he #desperately asserts that wwx isn't really dead. #for real if you primarily love the book then i think it is totally fair to be indifferent to the yanli-jc wwx conspiracy because it really #only shows up the once. but it is irresistible to me

[buckysboobs]

sierra six is literally the whole package. beard? check. protective nature? check. big arms? check. sexy scar? check. big man boobs? check. man of few words ? check. common sense? check. father figure? check. what more can a girl with daddy issues want.

#sierra six #the HOLD he has over me i'm actually slipping away #ryan gosling i love you so much i need you please #he's about to take over holland march as my favourite ryan character... this is getting bad #the gray man #i need him DESPERATELY #if someone doesn't write some good angsty filthy disgusting nasty smut with an age gap for six i will literally go insane #my big strong manly rough old man oh god

[bullagit]

actually while im in soup mode i do think its very interesting having this season that seems very very geared towards the talking it through and sharing traumas and healing through that... and the balance between owning that your actions can cause great harm to others and that while explaining what contributed to those actions can be helpful, it doesn't take away that the harm was done...

and stede bonnet is, once again, encouraging all that in everyone around him and stepping into accountability himself, but also not actually sharing any of the trauma that shaped him or contributed to his hoofing it back to barbados at the end of s1

like hmmmmmmmmmm

#ofmd #ofmd 2 #our flag means death #stede bonnet #ofmd spoilers #spoilers #like im not saying him explaining yknow. being marched into the woods at gunpoint and verbally abused and traumatized. #and how he sorta wandered back to his house barefoot and Not All There largely as a result of that incident #desperate to try to do SOMETHING right ANYTHING right #im not saying him explaining that would make the effect on ed magically vanish or be totally okay or that it should mean he stops owning it #(it being that him leaving was very hurtful which he seems to understand) #but i do think it means something that he's NOT seemingly explaining any of this?? he's just like yep i left bc i was scared and i was wron #all my fault! everything that's happening is my fault! #and people are telling him to his face that all this happening was HIS fault at least partly! #and like. however things wouldve gone if badminton hadnt tried to murder him is a whole other thing but. im p sure he'd have at least #turned up to the dock?? if not for that???? #idk its hard to explain properly i just like. would really love if stede actually did talk his shit out! explain what happened!

[widevibratobitch]

christ im so bad at this. idk maybe there's something wrong with me but it's seriously mindblowing how some people are just out there expressing their emotions so openly and daring to ask something of another person and trusting someone enough to actually hope and even plan for a future together and not living their lives just waiting and trying to prepare for any good thing to end and genuinely being surprised when it does and i think im gonna stop right there because as im typing this i realise that yeah this is actually normal innit there IS something wrong with me after all sjshsjsvdjsjsksjsshsjshdhsksj

#anyway. bestie's going through a break up and im terrified because there's many Emotions #and like i love her and good for her that she's expressing them but i could never 💀 #there may actually be a point when desperately trying to rationalise EVERYTHING makes you incapable of truly letting yourself *feel* stuff #and babyyyyy im WAY past that point ive realised hsgsjsgshshshsgdsjh #therapy starts in march pray for me lmao #god. mom was right. im JUST LIKE MY FATHER (DEROGATORY) 💀💀💀

[forgotten-daydreamer]

sometimes i tell myself i'm fine, then i realise i've been thinking incessantly about watching winnie the pooh while cuddling in my parents' bed like i used to do when i was six, and i realise that maybe i'm not fine.

#i am. so desperate for comfort. i hate admitting it but. i am. i'm. desperate to get hugged. cuddled. #i just want to cry in someone's arms. #yesteday i asked my parents “hey when i get home (march 16th) can we go have breakfast together please” and it was fuckin 11 pm when i did #i wish i had fucked up parents because it would justify my mental state. but they're lovely. flawed but. lovely. always have been #like we fight a ton but. i don't doubt that they care for me. never gave me a reason to. sometimes i think they're actually too caring #but like. we are three wholess adults with strong personalities. it's normal to fight. #and the thing about finding comfort in stuff i used to do/watch/read as a kid - i think i should be somewhat worried about it #because. i never had these issues before #idk. i'm fucked in the head #bad. bad.

[leaf-in-a-flower-garden]

Getting re-obsessed over Two Embers cause it was supposed to be out by now.

#i think it was at least #i was reading about a possible release date for it and i read “March” and “2024” and got mad #I WANT MY CANON LORE AND I WANT IT NOW #i am also desperate for my hcs to be right and everyone else's to be wrong but not in an asshole way #but in an “i told you so” way except i have not told a single soul about literally anything about what i think happened #im just mysterious like that #and apparently dyslexic like ive had to correct my spelling 70 times omg #like i literally just corrected it there with “times” AND AGAIN WITH TIMES. #absolute yapper if im given the chance my god #im so off topic #anyways I was ranting about Two Embers to my Mam who didn't understand a thing I was saying bc shes not with the times #and somehow i ended up ranting about how i hated how humiliatingly different the original Demeter's Hymn is to the “feminist retellings” are #because how dare u change such a sad story about a mother losing her daughter and not being able to do anything about into some love story? #like the disrespect people have to retell ot as feminist when you are being the exact opposite of that with what you're doing!!!!!! #How Dare You!!!!!! #off topic again #sky cotl #two embers

[iqmmir]

they lied to me the chapter name was a LIE.

#.mimiming ❜ #anyways #desperate march of love and love yet to bloom updated yaaayayayayayyaayyayy

[mkstrigidae]

I'm developing so much more sympathy for GRRM's habit of going off and writing prequels and smaller vignettes while he's working on TWoW. I'm sitting here trying to work on APWH and the gremlin in my brain is like 'Edmure and Roslin pov story nownownow'.

#just apwh things #my writing process #Anyways I'm currently beating back the brain gremlins with a broom #but desperately want to write a bit about how Roslin Alyx and Walda team up to get the fuck away from their dysfunctional family #and live their best lives #putting it on the to do list bc especially Walda deserves better #we've been in kind of a honeymoon period in APWH and things are going to unravel a bit going forward #not completely #but like #plot marches onwards #and they can't stay in the winterfell bubble forever #plus the Tully family dynamics are INSANE #Edmure bb i have so much sympathy for u #it's very complicated #the more i write Lysa the more i love her

[sk3l3t0n444]

i keep having dreams about people i fucking miss...but yk my dumb fucking ass cant even reach out cuz im scared as fuck to ruin shit...even tho i already have

#WHY. THE. FUCK. DO. I. SUCK. AT. SOCIAL. INTERACTION. #like i desperately want someone who doesnt live in fucking narnia to just be there for me but i end up pushing them all away #like irl school was good cuz it made me actually interact with people...but i legit cant do it im fucking disabled #the last time i talked to someone irl who wasnt family was july...and before that it was like march #like the next time i think i MIGHT get a hug from someone who isnt family is probably in over a year #and the family i see often never seem to care enoughto try and make me feel loved #i really need to get my shit together

[rosycheekies]

The Desperate March of Love by Tomizawa Michika

#(weirdo...) #the desperate march of love #tomizawa michika #manga #pink manga #pink #pinkcore #yuri manga #yuri #manga cap #gl manga #gl

[toilonto649lore]

little motel by modest mouse has only been played live 44 times. it was first played in 2007 and most recently played in 2008. this fact kills me a little inside

#to add to this #march into the sea and steam engenius have never been played live #we were dead deserves so much better #i need to hear these songs live in my lifetime #also paper thin walls is like their 2nd most played song and i haven't heard it after four shows wtff #edit the sad parts made its live debut on the TLCW tour iirc and they didn't play it at my show sad times #also i was outside in line and heard them playing broke and interstate 8 for soundcheck both of which i DESPERATELY need to hear live #but for the actual encore they played Baby Blue Sedan & All Nite Diner which r both good but i don't love them nearly as much as broke & i8 #mm are one of my 2 fav bands but their songs range from 'absolutely perfection' to 'meh' so i haven't heard many of my faves yet #i have a lot of opinions about them obviously #i didn't see em recently or anything but im tryna go to jersey to see em w pixies but if they play closer to me i'll def do that instead #modest mouse #music talk #rambling

[lucydacusgirl]

How am I supposed to rank my favorite Lucy album when she only releases bangers

REAL

ultimately for me it comes down to vibes like no burden just Gets me like nothing else I listen to it and I just want to build a pillow fort out of it and live there and home video is my second fav because it feels so personal and anecdotal and I love the storytelling and how tangible all the history is and then historian IS straight bangers and night shift is insane but I don't gel with it as an album as much as the others like I love every song on there but I don't always want to listen to them together

#I am desperate for her to release the new song she played as an encore in london in march... #I can remember the first line and basic plot of it but lucy pls pls #ask #is that a controversial historian opinion? I do love historian I promise

[xahrira]

contentment 💭

more couple art <3 this time of my other dearly beloveds Lady K and Kylar, drawn in march of this year! 

#original characters #ocs #my ocs #couple #their ship name is lady kylar also! #they are my comfort ship <3 #march was a very stressful month for me :( #and i desperately needed some art of these two #so here they are! #catboy is in love with his gf like always #anime art #digital art #colored sketch

[born-to-lose]

I want to strangle this DJ for playing Reckless Love at an 80s party (not 80s inspired or glam in general, whole ass actual 80s along with ZZ Top, Cinderella etc)

#like hell yeah great that you're playing reckless love but i hope you get stoned by the elders who were actually around in the 80s #and can name every obscure band whose tapes they own and will immediately call you out for mistaking a song for released in the early 90s #i'm not actually at the bar btw i just saw the posts on their stories but dude please this is basic knowledge in your field #whatever i'm currently hunting for concerts somewhere near me so i can avoid my ex workplace unless one of them explicitly invites me #i bought tickets for tailgunner in selb without even knowing how exactly i'll get there and back lmao but it's in september so still time #i planned to stay at a hotel for the night because the car ride is hell even during the day and i'll probably only get out after midnight #but they're all so expensive or another half an hour away or in fucking czechia which i don't wanna deal with in the middle of the night #because i'd cross the border and if there's Stuff and i just want to Sleep after a long night uhhh not this time #if i wouldn't leave my sister by herself and the guys weren't driving a completely different route to their next show the following day #i would probably ask them for a ride tbh lol at this point i have no shame when it comes to flirting with bands #since i was asked to hop in the touring van by a swedish band i had just met half an hour ago why shouldn't it work with them too? #anyway i'm in desperate need of gig announcements but just like last year my depression's gotta last a bit longer until march at least 💔 #mel talks