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aftgficlibrary · 3 years

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No question here but wanted to recommend a fluffy fanfic for Jeremy x Jean. it’s cute cause it’s fluffy after a second of angst ;)

It’s called Thursday Nights by heyyyashhh

cool cheers -maz

Thursday Nights by heyyyashhh (T | 1,620 | 1/1)

Jeremy and Jeans relationships progresses wether or not they want it to.

//Slight angst with nightmare au but don’t worry cause Jeremy is there to save the day <3\\

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darkanddirtyknb · 5 years

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KNB MONSTERVERSE(S) #21

💤 Mayuzumi Chihiro (黛千尋) ↬ “Farm on sunny days, read on rainy days.” The realm of your mind is a vulnerable place, Full of nebulous thoughts, a constellation in space— No matter how many times you manage to escape, It comes back to haunt you and takes a new shape. Sometimes it comes to you in the form of a dream, But what starts as a fantasy ends in a scream, Every kaleidoscope of color turns charcoal black, A trenchant void of achromic motion you can't track. A voice occasionally speaks to you inside your head, A nameless stranger who injects you with lead— He tells you countless things you'd rather not know, About the wind and the rain and blood in the snow. You can drink tea or warm milk or try sleeping pills, But not a night goes by that doesn't end in chills, You wake up in bed with the sheets drenched in sweat, An explicit vision in your mind that you can't forget. He calls out to you from many miles away, You beg him to leave but he tells you to stay— His grip is merciless and crushing your breath, As you fall asleep and sink into a river of death. He wraps you in silk and creeps down to you bones, Touches you with hangman hands that feel like stone, His tone sounds like static coming through the stereo, Electric illusion that has you praying for a new scenario. The baneful and barbaric are hunting those who are weak, Cutting up their limbs and stealing their ability to speak— They pull them down to hell and rape their eternal light, Until the fragile scatter their sanity and lose their will to fight. A new mother cries with a baby down the hall, An old father dies for reasons you can't recall, The devil is knocking at your back door again, As God turns his back on another devout amen. He keeps your secrets in his cold bloodstream, Digs into your thread and tears apart the seams— Corruption has no limits and he knows no bounds, A king living in the starless obscurity he expounds. He is a proponent of moonlight necrosis, Getting drunk on agony in large doses, It's fair to say that he knows nothing else, But he never flees where the baseline melts. He comes into the suspension of your sleep, His hands moving through your water's deep— He gives you his love as you slip through his hands, Stranded in an inky cosmos between two lands. ☾ Halloween Song: “Dark Matter” by Les Friction

#kuroko no basket #kuroko no basuke #kai does poetry #halloween #theme:nightmare #mayuzumi chihiro #monsterverse(s)

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aftgficlibrary · 3 years

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so i don't remember much but the fic started with neil being resurrected on the foxhole court and i think andrew or coach waymack find him. it was a halloween special that came out last year and was updated every week and the last chapter came out on Christmas

thank you :)

Anonymous said: Hey! I was wondering if you knew of a fic where Neil is killed in Baltimore, but he comes back to life and the Foxes find him at the court? He still has all his scars and new ones from what Nathan did to him before he died. He also gets another countdown to Halloween and gets kidnapped by Lola again, but with Andrew this time, and she tries to use him to bring Nathan back to life? Thank you sm!

i think you might be thinking of this one? -maz

Things That Go Bump in the Night by ennui_ephemera (M | 30,140 | 7/7)

Neil inexplicably comes back to life after being seven months dead and buried. He has no memory of how he crawled out of his grave, or even when he died. He has a heartbeat, he needs to breathe and eat and sleep, he's irrefutably alive, but that should be impossible. But he doesn't have time to dwell on it, because some very weird things start happening to him, and they all seem to revolve around Neil's mysterious reappearance and a certain countdown to Halloween.

/Graphic Depictions of Violence

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aftgficlibrary · 4 years

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Hey! Hope you guys are okay... I've been looking everywhere for this fic but honestly the problem is that I don't remember almost anything about it 😅 I just have this scene, where Andrew and Neil slept together in Andrew's room in Columbia and Nicky woke up and thought that Neil went missing because he wasn't in the couch anymore? And he starts screaming for Andrew to wake up bcs Neil's missing and Andrew open his eyes and there he is? I think Nicky barges in after it?

hi! i’m pretty sure this is the fic youre looking for! -ari

Bad Dream by PalmettoFoxDen (Not Rated | 4,188 | 1/1)

Andrew has a nightmare about losing Neil, so Neil spends the rest of the night in Andrew's bed. The next morning, no one can find Neil and Andrew is no help.

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aftgficlibrary · 5 years

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Hi! I’ve really been wanting something where Neil breaks down in front of Andrew. Could be a breakup fic, could be a nightmare fic, as long as it crushes my soul I’m happy!

hi! here’s the link to our breakup, arguments, cheating, bad day, nightmare, and general angst tags that might have some fics like what you’re looking for, and here’s one that’s been recently posted-Rachel

Don’t worry, I’ve got you by KvindenOgBogen (Not Rated | 922 | 1/1)

Set after Neil has a nightmare about Baltimore.

Neil had always been scared of Lola and the things she might do, and after a nightmare he talks to Andrew about it.

(The first draft of First Chapter 9 that I’ve reworked)

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aftgficlibrary · 5 years

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Hiii do you guys remember the fic where andrew and neil go out at 2am or something to get ice cream and get into an accident (I think a truck hit their car) and neil ends up in a coma? Then he finally wakes up but doesn't remember Andrew. Thank you so much!!!

yep, here it is!-Maz

Pause by ennui_ephemera (T | 10,180 | 4/4)

Andrew Minyard often got 2am cravings for ice cream. He would often get up and drive to the store to pick some up if they were out. Neil Josten would often go with him on these night time outings.

It was not often that they would be hit by a drunk driver.

After a bad car accident that lands Neil in the hospital, Andrew deals with the aftermath and the fact that Neil might not wake up.

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aftgficlibrary · 5 years

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hello :) thank you guys so much for all the work you put into this, i really appreciate it. especially because i've gotten so much new reading material from all of your recommendations and finds that i feel like i've been able to look into a side of this fandom that i hadn't been able to before and i really appreciate it. so, i've been looking for a tumblr post for a while about andrew having a twisted nightmare about drake and he woke up immediately calling out and looking for neil. pls help

hi, im not sure if this is what you’re looking for because searching tumblr can be really tricky, but heres what i found!-Scout

tumblr post by 1980salienboi

#aftgfl ask #nightmares #ptsd #pastabuse #abuse #andrewminyard #andreil #bedsharing #neiljosten #theme:nightmares #theme:andreil #theme:andrewminyard #theme:pastabuse #theme:bedsharing #theme:neiljosten #theme:ptsd #theme:tumblr #tumblr

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aftgficlibrary · 5 years

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Hi!! I really don't know where to do this, sooo, I'm sorry ;-; Anyways, I was searching in the "bed sharing" tag and I found a post that was asking for a fic where Neil wakes up from a nightmare and reaches for Andrew, and Andrew wakes and tells him not to do that. I think it's "With the lights on" by 'starfleetbanana' Have a great day!! :3

thanks!-Rachel

with the lights on by starfleetbanana (T | 1,801 | 1/1)

‘Medical professionals classify hysterical blindness as “conversion disorder,” a condition that causes you to show psychological stress in a physical manner. While there are many causes of this disorder, most of them point to some type of anxiety or other psychological trauma that triggers this temporary blindness’

'When the haze went away he tried to focus his vision on something more familiar. Everything that surrounded him was a deep shade of black that threatened to swallow him up, and it didn’t take him long to notice he was at Castle Evermore.’

Part of the Soulmates AU where you see in black and white until you meet your soulmate and stop seeing colours when they die.

Series Part 3 of nobody asked us

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aftgficlibrary · 5 years

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hello, do you know of a fic in which neil had a nightmare and as he wakes up panic ridden and he's unable to see anything (temp blindness, maybe?) and andrew calls abby for help? thank you! xx

hi! i think this is the fic ur looking for!-Rachel

with the lights on by starfleetbanana (T | 1,801 | 1/1)

‘Medical professionals classify hysterical blindness as “conversion disorder,” a condition that causes you to show psychological stress in a physical manner. While there are many causes of this disorder, most of them point to some type of anxiety or other psychological trauma that triggers this temporary blindness’

'When the haze went away he tried to focus his vision on something more familiar. Everything that surrounded him was a deep shade of black that threatened to swallow him up, and it didn’t take him long to notice he was at Castle Evermore.’

Part of the Soulmates AU where you see in black and white until you meet your soulmate and stop seeing colours when they die.

Series Part 3 of nobody asked us

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aftgficlibrary · 6 years

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Hey, any new fics where Andrew or Neil is having a bad day?

Yeah! So you can check out this post, or our bad day tag. But I still got some goods for ya ;)-Atlas

A little too much by trubenblack ( T | 2,321 | 1/1 )

Neil’s nightmares are never fun.

Or, Neil has a bad dream and a bad morning, Andrew helps where he can

breathe by carminesunset ( G | 724 | 1/1 )

prompt by anonymous:

neil wakes up bc andrew is having a nightmare and whispering ‘please’ in his sleep (from exyprompts@tumblr)

Keep You Alive by altusx ( Not Rated | 2,379 | 1/1)

The streetlight coming from the window hit Andrew’s face enhancing his angular features. He was even paler than usual, his skin sullen and sickly. Tufts of blond hair were stuck on his face, wet with cold sweat that covered the rest of his body and grimacing face. He tossed and turned in jerky movements, caught in vague whispers and mild heaving. He had pushed his bed sheet off of his torso revealing a wet shirt he kept clawing at leaving scratch marks on his skin. Whimpers were occasionally turning into agonized shrieks. “No!” he cried in his sleep as Neil helplessly thought of what to do. “No, don’t! Stop!” he started panting heavily.

/Rape

Mornings by Ignatius_Marbach ( T | 557 | 1/1)

Neil's morning routine is occasionally interrupted, but it's all okay.

Running to You by wematch ( T | 1,029 | 1/1)

In Columbia, Neil has a nightmare and decides to go run in the middle of the night so Andrew waits for him to come back.

Lost My Pipe, Kept the Dream by Pyreof_Books ( T | 1,880 | 1/1)

Neil has trouble sleeping and Andrew unknowingly rescues him.

Andreil Week 2018 Day Three

drifting. by kauket_616 ( Not Rated | 736 | 1/1)

Neil Josten can help himself. Until he can’t. Until he crosses a line and he doesn’t know how to bring himself back. Because he hurt Andrew and--shit. He hurt Andrew. What more needed to be said?

Nightmares by Eye_of_the_Dragon ( Not Rated | 646 | 1/1)

Neil's been struggling with nightmares. Andrew finally convinces him to talk to Bee.

Beyond the prying eye by simplydevotedtoyou ( Not Rated | 1,965 | 1/1)

None of the foxes understand how Andrew and Neils “relationship” works. They never see them being affectionate towards each other like Matt and Dan are so they don’t see the ways they do care for each other. Fortunately for some they have seen glimpses over the months (even though they weren’t meant to) of the ways Andrew and Neil show what they mean to each other- which Andrew will never admit to any of the Foxes.

This time it's after the first court day surrounding the investigation of Neil's father and his men and Neil has a nightmare

and more than a few bleed into you by brekker ( T | 4,475 | 1/1)

Neil doesn’t know if this is considered protection or insight because Andrew has always been the quicker of the two to know that these moments are transient and Neil will wake up half a country away and want to come back home when this fear and ache to flee settles back down; either before or after he gets himself hurt.

It might be one in the same if Neil thinks about it.

It reminds Neil of that thing Renee had said once: This, too, shall pass.

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aftgficlibrary · 6 years

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aaa!! hello i love your blog, y’all are So helpful and also do you mayhaps know of the fic where neil wakes up from a nightmare and can’t see? and it’s the result of a condition where you go temporarily “blind” when you’re in intense panic

Hi!! Is it this one?-Iris

with the lights on by starfleetbanana ( T | 1,801 | 1/1 )

‘Medical professionals classify hysterical blindness as “conversion disorder,” a condition that causes you to show psychological stress in a physical manner. While there are many causes of this disorder, most of them point to some type of anxiety or other psychological trauma that triggers this temporary blindness’

‘When the haze went away he tried to focus his vision on something more familiar. Everything that surrounded him was a deep shade of black that threatened to swallow him up, and it didn’t take him long to notice he was at Castle Evermore.’

Part of the Soulmates AU where you see in black and white until you meet your soulmate and stop seeing colours when they die.

SeriesPart 3 of nobody asked us

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aftgficlibrary · 6 years

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Hello, do y'all know any fics where the foxes 'meet' nathaniel? Like in canon timeline but he goes into Nathaniel mode? (Thanks for making this blog tbh it's a lifesaver)

hi! this is all I could find if anyone knows of any other fics pls let us know!-Rachel

Cracked But Not Smashed by Devona_Dil (Not Rated | Incomplete | 2/?)

“Neil is always fine. He’s just tired.”

OR

After his ‘reunion’ with Lola, Neil hasn’t been sleeping well, but for the past couple of days, he hasn’t slept at all… not a wink. And so when his Foxes ask if he’s ok, Neil becomes slightly unhinged in the face of it all, and his manic grin brings up a few memories he’d rather bury…

#aftgfl ask #theme:notrated #theme:wip #theme:andreil #theme:postcanon #theme:palmetto #theme:nightmares #theme:dissociation #theme:povneil

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aftgficlibrary · 6 years

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heyy! are there any fics where andrew has nightmares about hurting neil? i remember i've read some but can't find them. thist blog is a true life saver, thank you!!

Hiyya, thank you so much for the kind words! We’ve also had a similar ask which you can see here- Fall

Be here by captainhurricane (G | 944 | 1/1)

Andrew doesn’t dream.

And since there aren’t many where it has Andrew dreaming of hurting Neil, here are some similar where Andrew accidentally lashes out after a nightmare.

The best of dreams (and the worst of nightmares) by EmilyScarlett (T | 496 | 1/1)

Andrew has a nightmare and accidentally hurts Neil when he wakes up.

Kiss with a Fist by icyvanity (T | 1,319 | 1/1)

Andrew wakes from a nightmare, lashing out at the only person around.

#aftgfl ask #andreil #andrewminyard #neiljosten #nightmares #general #teen #oneshot #under10k #angst #fluff #povandrew #panicattacks #povneil #h/c #complete #theme:nightmares #theme:h/c #theme:oneshot

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aftgficlibrary · 4 years

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Hello, can you guys help me find that fic where Neil has a nightmare during the night & crawls in with Andrew, and the next day everyone is freaking out trying to find him while Andrew just stays quiet?

Hi! I think it’s this one but Andrew has the nightmare in this fic. -Cassy

Bad Dream by PalmettoFoxDen (Not rated | 4,188 | 1/1)

Andrew has a nightmare about losing Neil, so Neil spends the rest of the night in Andrew’s bed. The next morning, no one can find Neil and Andrew is no help.

#aftgfl ask #completed #andreil #andrew minyard #neil josten #theme:completed #theme:andreil #theme:nightmare #nightmare #theme:bedsharing #theme:under5k

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