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aftgficlibrary · 2 years

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hey, i'm looking for a fic that's an au where neil and andrew meet eachother as neighbors. i don't remember much, but i know at one point andrew thought allison was neil's girlfriend, neil goes on walks to find his cat, most chapters end with andrews search history because he's constantly googling things, and i think neil gets sick and andrew takes care of him at one point. i've been trying to find it everywhere, lmk if you can get to it! <3

Anonymous asked: I can't find a fic where Neil and Andrew live in apartments across from each other. Andrew is pining for Neil but thinks that Neil is taken because he saw Allison in her underwear hanging out with Neil. There was also something about them making each other food and plants. Andrew has a cat and Renee visits.

i believe it’s this! -maz

under the kitchen lights (you still look like dynamite) by ephemeralsky (T | 26,365 | 1/1)

“Besides, you’re not a stranger,” Neil says.

“You did not know my name until a minute ago,” Andrew points out.

“I’ve been petting your cat everyday for the past month, though.”

“That does not make us friends.”

“I didn’t say we were.” Neil tilts his head, the hint of a smirk on his lips. “We’re neighbors.”

(Andrew's recent Google search history: ambient sounds to help you sleep, what qualifies you for a service dog, why do cats like to sit in boxes, daily horoscope scorpio, does quoting shakespeare mean you're being flirted with, buzzfeed quizzes food, how to be neighborly)

((or: in which Andrew and Neil are neighbors who do various neighborly things))

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aftgficlibrary · 2 years

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I’m looking for this fic that’s Kevin centric where he has a crush on this boy (original character) from his history class. I read it on tumblr but I think it might have been on ao3 too. I’ve been searching through the Kevin day tag trying to find it but Kevin day is too broad of a search and idk what else to search it with

are you thinking of this one? -maz

Over the Influence by evermar (T | Incomplete |1/?)

After Riko’s death, Kevin manages to piece himself back together into some semblance of a person with the help of Wymack, Abby, and Betsy. It’s his junior year at Palmetto State, classes are starting up again, and the team is still riding high on their championship win against the Ravens. The only problem? Kevin is distracted. There’s a boy in his Medieval European history class who catches him off guard and he can’t stop thinking about him. When this distraction starts cutting into practice, he realizes it might be time to confront some feelings that have been eating away at him for years.

Based on the song of the same title by The Neighbourhood.

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aftgficlibrary · 3 years

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Hey! I would like to recommend a fic! It’s called Thank You for that, Andrew Minyard by Cuppa_Char. It’s an amazing fic about Andrew comforting Neil while Abby cleans his arms in the hotel.

okay, here it is! -maz

Thank You For That, Andrew Minyard by Cuppa_Char (T | 2,736 | 1/1)

Browning gives Neil back.

--- Andrew, Abby and Wymack look after Neil after The FBI let him go.

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aftgficlibrary · 3 years

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so i don't remember much but the fic started with neil being resurrected on the foxhole court and i think andrew or coach waymack find him. it was a halloween special that came out last year and was updated every week and the last chapter came out on Christmas

thank you :)

Anonymous said: Hey! I was wondering if you knew of a fic where Neil is killed in Baltimore, but he comes back to life and the Foxes find him at the court? He still has all his scars and new ones from what Nathan did to him before he died. He also gets another countdown to Halloween and gets kidnapped by Lola again, but with Andrew this time, and she tries to use him to bring Nathan back to life? Thank you sm!

i think you might be thinking of this one? -maz

Things That Go Bump in the Night by ennui_ephemera (M | 30,140 | 7/7)

Neil inexplicably comes back to life after being seven months dead and buried. He has no memory of how he crawled out of his grave, or even when he died. He has a heartbeat, he needs to breathe and eat and sleep, he's irrefutably alive, but that should be impossible. But he doesn't have time to dwell on it, because some very weird things start happening to him, and they all seem to revolve around Neil's mysterious reappearance and a certain countdown to Halloween.

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aftgficlibrary · 4 years

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Hi, I’m looking for an Andreil fic called , it went like this. I’ve read it before but I can’t find it anymore.

It’s a locked fic so you need an account to read it! -Beth

It Went Like This by eldrvarya (T | 10,985 | 3/3)

5 foxes that worry Andrew isn't good enough for Neil (and find out he is) and one that knew all along.

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aftgficlibrary · 4 years

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Hi!!! Can I suggest Dizzy by GoonMiracles?

Of course!-Beth

Dizzy by GoonMiracles (Not Rated | 1,932 | 1/1)

Neil is used to being told that what he has with Andrew means nothing. However on one particular night it hurts more than it should.

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aftgficlibrary · 4 years

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hey guys :) wondering if there were any fics where nathan successfully injures/takes neils legs? ive read one or two where something of the sort has happened but i was wondering if there were more

Yes!-Beth

i called you a deadweight has-been (i said to the mirror) by hiraethia (T | 1,589 | 1/1)

in which nathan fucked up neil's legs in baltimore, but not enough that he was completely incapacitated.

tumblr prompt: "yell, scream, cry, please, just say something, anything"

Part 1 of deadweight has-been, i still love you

Mr Rattlebone by Winter_Oswin (M | Incomplete | 1/?)

Neil was alive, that much Andrew knew. But now that that fear was gone a bigger one grew inside his mind. The fear of what the agents weren't telling them. Neil was alive but Andrew knew that there far worse things than death. Neil was alive, but how much if him was left?

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Or, Stuart arrives a little too late and Nathan fucks up Neil's legs.

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aftgficlibrary · 4 years

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Hi! I’m looking for what was at least originally a tumblr fic where Neil reveals that he is a skilled pianist. It’s possibly by ravenvs?

here you go. ravenvsfox piano au-Beth

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aftgficlibrary · 4 years

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any fics where neil and renee meet before palmetto? especially where renee is still natalie. thank you so much for everything you do!!!

Yes!-Beth

The Years of John Doe by story_telling_sage (T | 18,780 | 12/12)

Mary Hatford dies not in California, but along the Canadian border, sending Nathaniel nameless and running scared. Call it luck, call it a twist of fate, call it whatever you want, but Nathaniel tumbles onto the streets of Detroit and right into the hands of one Natalie Shields. Ash covered, burnt and bloody, and completely alone, Nathaniel finds himself becoming someone new with the help of this raven-haired girl he should know not to trust.

Going by John Doe, he's mute and ruthless and a member of the Detroit Bloodhounds. Natalie and John fight and they lie and they attempt to face their own demons. They find unexpected allies in each other and John finds that he's breaking the promises he made his mother left and right. The only question is, will it be worth it? John doesn't know, and he isn't even sure if he'll live long enough to find out.

Part of the All For The Game Big Bang with accompanying art by lio-zehel. See first chapter for a link.

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aftgficlibrary · 5 years

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Hi guys, I’d like to recommend this Fic called Dizzy! It’s on AoW, it’s angst with a happy end!

Here you go!-Beth

Dizzy by GoonMiracles (Not Rated | 1,932 | 1/1)

Neil is used to being told that what he has with Andrew means nothing. However on one particular night it hurts more than it should.

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aftgficlibrary · 4 years

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any fics where neil and/ or andrew are single dads? tysm!!

hello! here’s the closest i could find- i know there are more out there but alas,,,-ari

Ember by Autumnalhogwarts (T | Incomplete | 22/40)

When Nathan catches up with them in Seattle things turn out a little differently.At 16 years old Neil is left with no parents, a criminal empire to dismantle, and a newborn. 6 years later he's settled into a safe and sound life as a brother/father and is almost done with his bachelor's degree. When a professional Exy player moves in next door his life gets a little more exciting.

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aftgficlibrary · 5 years

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Any new fics about Neil dealing with/ getting help for PTSD? Thanks in advance x

here are a few-maz

Choices by Tori_Scribbles (T | 3,306 | 1/1)

“You walked into Evermore, knowing full well what they were going to do to you. You left with your father’s people not expecting to come back out alive. But Betsy is what you’re terrified of?”

No straighter path than to struggle by otatop (M | 25,068 | 3/3)

Neil is sick and it’s fine until it’s not.

There’s a lot of soup.

Lighter Fluid by dexterous (T | 2,864 | 1/1)

The click of a lighter sounds like the final nail in Neil’s overdue coffin.

It’s only been a few weeks since the last game of the season and only a month since Neil kissed Death on her cold, cracked lips. He found fear tastes a lot like rotten meat, the kind that lingers in worn clothing and clean silverware drawers.

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aftgficlibrary · 5 years

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Could you link that fic where Andrew sees his past abuser on tv and has a panic attack in front of the foxes?

yep here it is!-Maz

by ravenvsfox

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aftgficlibrary · 5 years

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do you have any angsty nicky-centric stuff? thank you for all your help!

Here's a couple!-Beth

This is After by AgapantoBlu (T | 3,109 | 1/1)

It’s a summer trip, when it happens. In hindsight, it’s probably not the first time, but in all the years they’ve known each others, it’s an absolute first for the Foxes to witness.

Nicky has a panic attack about his time at the conversion camp, and the twins help out.

All we need is somebody to lean on by AgapantoBlu (T | 33,196 | 14/14)

“Stuff came up,” he said, in a voice that let no doubts about how much goodness could be in such stuff. None. “It involves my parents and a courtroom.”

Nicky didn’t react while saying those words, but Matt flinched enough for both of them. Once more, he didn’t know the details, but he knew, just like all the other Foxes, that Luther and Maria Hemmick figured in the register of campus security as “unwanted: forbidden entry”.

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