#theory time babyyyy

[jocelynmakenna]

Ok, now that I've had time to process and think, I am of the opinion that Thursday night's tpk was not only planned, but LONG overdue.

Ok that might sound crazy, because no sane dm would ever force a party tpk, but I think there's something more going on here.

I've made jokes that this campaign seems MUCH more deadly than previous ones by wide margins. Almost every single fight has had someone going unconscious or near death. At the very least, every major fight has. Let's run through them: the Dugger fight knocked out 3 witches out, the mimic wall nearly got Orym and Imogen (and would have if Robbie didn't nat 20), the Ira fight knocked Dorian and Orym (which would have been worse if Ira didn't dip), the Shade mother fight was hopelessly unwinnable but no one got knocked unconscious, the plant on the way to the Heartmoore got Laudna and almost Ashton, and while the party never fought Yu/Dusk, that could have been REAL bad.

The encounters this campaign have been beyond deadly, and imo the reason we haven't seen a tpk yet is because some of the best DND players are the cast of cr. They're smart with their abilities and know when to run. I think Matt has been trying to cause a tpk but this was the first time when it succeeded.

Why Matt has been trying to cause a tpk might have something to do with the luxon and Imogen's powers (I am of the opinion the luxon is in the moon btw). I think that Imogen accepting her powers will cause a rift in time and they will start the next episode some amount of time in the past. We know dunamis is capable of time travel and if the luxon is connected to Imogen's powers, it's a semi logical conclusion. Besides, fights like the shade mother and ira would probably be winnable now at level 7, rather than level 4. Additionally, there were a TON of plot threads Matt threw out in early game, a lot of which are going to fall away in favor of chasing down the moon. But what if the cast is going to be reliving the same 2(ish) months running up the solstice and tpk-ing every time they get too close only to get thrown back a few weeks, power up, learn more info, and return stronger than ever.

This theory is kinda pulled out of my ass, but I had this idea and I kinda love the idea of trying to tell a story this way. Time loops provide an interesting way to get through every plot thread the cast wants to without taking any player agency away. Anyways, maybe I'm super off base here but I think I'd be more fun than "it was all a dream".

#critical role #critical role spoilers #campaign 3 #bells hells #theory time babyyyy #its just a theory #a critical ROLLLEEE theory #oops i said a lot of words

[darkland-blood]

If Crusher managed to Turns himself into that big rig Form Blaze turned himself into...

What would He call himself?

I mean,

When Blaze turned into a big rig He called himself big rig Blaze

But...

Crusher is already a big rig, Well a smaller big rig but still a big rig.

Soooooo...

When He would Transform would He be Just Crusher or Big rig Crusher or Big rig big rig Crusher?

#batmm #blaze and the monster machines #theory time babyyyy #shitpost

[thesherrinfordfacility]

Gift for you guys:

Original Jewish interpretation -> Samael is the name of an angel. This angel holds the title of 'Satan'. Not an ENEMY of God but an executioner of those who don't truly respect God and God's will. Is permitted, by God, to test God's followers and then punish them as Samael sees fit. That's why he's the tempter and the adversary, but Judaism ultimately regards him as a force for upholding Good.

Christian interpretation -> Samael was the name of a cherub who opposed God and was stripped of his status for it. Usually the opposition is because he didn't want to bow to Adam and acknowledge mankind as God's perfect creation. Upon Falling, he becomes the Adversary, Satan, and plots against God. Rules over Hell and his fellow demons.

How does Helel/Lucifer come into play here -> Lucifer is the Latin translation of Helel. Here it's used as sarcastic and derogatory, to remind someone once great of how far they had fallen from their upstanding position. Around Medieval/Renaissance times, Christians began to use Lucifer as another name for Satan. Even though it doesn't refer to Satan in the original context, the sentiment is the same, so they felt it was fitting.

Examples: John Milton gets this messed up, and uses Lucifer as Satan's angel name. Neil Gaiman does NOT get this messed up, and his Satan takes up the name Lucifer after becoming the Devil, with Samael being more or less treated as a deadname.

awesome, thank you!!!✨

#good omens #good omens season 2 #not a shitpost but its good omens babyyyy #ask #the great go angelology debate of july 2023 #aka 'was crowley an archangel and was he raphael? answer: fuck knows' #time to retire the short-lived theory that crowley might have been lucifer/had a lucifer narrative? possibly

[wazzappp]

So. @quasar-crew made a post about all the fun fic ideas they've been thinking of and within that was an 'Everyone gets infected funtimes' au. It has consumed me.

Ashleys mutations mostly focus on allowing her to GET AWAY and doing it QUICKLY. Most of her time while infected with the Plaga is spent trying to get away from threats, so it responded to that when developing its 'improvements'. She's mostly based off of the Novistador enemies found in the later levels.

Her clawed feet allow for climbing and perching on small objects. Armor extends up the leg because lets be real bro. I saw Jacksepticeyes playthrough theres no way her legs didnt at least get OCCASIONALLY grazed by wayward bullets from Leon trying to shoot whoever is carrying her away. NEVER AGAIN. Her armor is not as strong as I would imagine Leons is because it needs to be light enough to allow her to fly.

The Novistador's only have three fingered 'hands' so that translates over by only mutating three of her fingers. She has mandibles but they're mostly meant as a last resort self defense, along with her new sharp teeth (TEEF. TEEEEEEEEEFFFF). They don't move much beyond slight up and down motions. She also has a nictitating membrane that rests on the edges of her eyes when not in use. It activates after she blinks (think like a windshield wiper clearing away debris) and also covers her eyes when she's flying. This does impede her vision a little bit, so its best for her to find somewhere to rest if she's up there to spy.

Ashley has considerably less armor than Leon because 1. thats not the focus of her mutation. the focus is allowing her to get away from threats and 2. because she needs to remain light enough to actually get in the air. Her wings are extensions of the Plagas legs that have shifted to rest more on its back than its sides. That way its less strain on her back muscles (shoulders are already so fuckin complicated bro). They move in more of an x motion than an up and down. The best thing to compare them too would be a hummingbird. I briefly considered looking to dragonflies and their flight, which led me to this very cool video but I think she's just too large for that to work. Her wings have no bones in them, instead relying on the Plagas strong exoskeleton (carcinization strikes again) to keep her lightweight but strong. In theory, if she practiced enough, she should be strong enough to just. Pick an enemy up, lift them into the air, and then drop them.

Her antennae are controlled by a small tendon anchored just above her ears. They act to gather extra sensory information. They can detect smell, temperature (fire chaser beetle style babyyyy), and they are sensitive to touch which allows her to sense wind direction when she's flying up high. When in a situation where too much is going on, they will flatten back to try and avoid sensory overload. It's like when you turn down your car radio to see a parking spot better.

Also, because I forgot to draw it sometimes, the armor on her back wraps around her neck to protect more of her main veins and arteries. Plus, no more choking so thats a bonus.

And heres just. Some random doodles because I ended up really enjoying drawing her (bonus Leon with an awkward cutoff because idk how I want to draw his feet yet. Some kind of fucked up digitigrade deal most likely I just haven't figured out the details.)

Next up, Ada Wong you can not run from me.

#resident evil 4 #resident evil #ashley graham #infected!ashley #my art #sketch #I gotta start a tag for speculative biology might as well do it here #speculative biology #leon kennedy #infected!leon #I have sooooo many fun ideas for ada but i think i should watch the seperate ways dlc just to make sure I understand her fighting style #ive got some fun ideas based on how much she uses that grappling hook in the main game #everyone is infected au

[iwritenarrativesandstuff]

First of all, I just want to say. I called it lol

Finally an sskk face off since the sacrifice. I am going insane. I can’t articulate all my thoughts rn but something about the way Atsushi aimed a kick at Akutagawa that he fully expected the guy to block (because they know each other’s usual fighting styles!!!) only for it to connect and hurt him; Atsushi begging Akutagawa to recognize him because even if he still can’t consciously admit it, Atsushi has become convinced that Akutagawa wouldn’t be attacking him like this if he knew it was him; pleading for him to snap out of it and demanding to know why he saved him aghhhhh I’m going feral we know the reason Atsushi we know whyyyyy

I can’t believe it actually. We are at the point where sskk do not want to genuinely hurt each other. Atsushi attacked only out of self defence and was taken aback by actually breaking his wrist. Akutagawa refused to kill Atsushi in the Fukuchi fight and Atsushi is now convinced he’d stop attacking if he recognized him. Holy shit. Oh my god.

And Sigma badass moment! My boy, he pulled through! Either him or Chuuya had to break the stalemate; hell yeah, validation. Wasn’t there a meme someone made? “Prison arc -> prison arc if Sigma still had a gun”? Well Sigma’s got a gun and things are picking up babyyyy! His retort to Fyodor was quite possibly the funniest thing he could’ve said in response. Just completely shut him down. Using what he’s learned running the empty home Fyodor previously tried to buy his trust with. Beautiful. ADA Sigma real??? (I think the story will have to acknowledge his very public involvement with Taneda’s shooting and the acts of terrorism the Hunting Dogs now know he is responsible for… so I’m not sure how that will go but I’d like to see him end up with the Agency tbh… so long as it makes sense.)

Things I did not expect:

Mysterious note left in Russian??? It could be Mykola I suppose but… why? What happened? If he’s actually in trouble I doubt he’d need help escaping. Is it a trap? But what for? Alternatively… could it be Pushkin? He was in Meursault initially right? We never found out what his connection was. It could be a new Russian author too! Intriguing! There’s also the matter of it being written in Russian in the first place - who is it meant for? Sigma specifically? Or is it meant for someone else who speaks Russian?

Dazai is actually injured! I was certain he had something ready to get out on his own but I like this much better. Tbh I know this sounds bad but I’m actually way more invested now that Dazai has a broken leg and Fyodor was just shot. There’s higher stakes, you know? Damn though. I think Dazai’s injuries are. Worse. He’s being terribly self-sacrificial, and is apparently going to face off against Chuuya next time we see him. I do think now the stakes would be too low if Chuuya was completely free of the brainwashing tbh… I’m hoping for a double “I know you’re in there” fight between skk and sskk. Not that Dazai can do much physically but his strength has always been with words anyways, and I am certain Chuuya’s already fighting back. And I know Atsushi will reach Akutagawa. Manifesting sskk reunion where they challenge Fukuchi again and win this time via the power of unbreakable trust (delusional).

Sigma asks Fyodor “WHAT are you?” Which is interesting, and I’m hoping will acknowledge the way Fyodor doesn’t seem to age… but also intriguing is the “getting closer” part on the side which implies he’s not quite right. I think Fyodor will still turn out to be human tbh (it’d be weird otherwise, thematically), but now I’m starting to lend a little more weight to that theory about a Fyodor double…

Well anyways. This was a lot. I’m going to helplessly whir about it for a bit now.

#bsd #bsd spoilers #bsd chapter 107 #storyrambles #I just want an incredibly homoerotic showdown between skk and sskk where Dazai and Atsushi snap their partners out #of the brainwashing so Chuuya can wreak havoc while Dazai watches him with stars in his eyes as he’s crumpled on the floor #and Akutagawa can immediately go off to fight Fukuchi so he doesn’t have to answer Atsushi who is behind him #relieved and irritated and asking him why he chose to save him on repeat #‘I am asking you a question here!’ ‘I cannot hear you jinko we have more pressing matters keep up’ #aya leaning over to bram: ‘he-he’s dodging the question!’ #I take my theorizing very seriously thank you very much :P #wait. Hold on. What if. What if dazai can nullify the vampire curse but only when he’s in contact. #what if chuuya has to carry him everywhere while dazai is in physical contact with him constantly. think of the comedy. think of the gay. #actually I’m going to cry that’s so funny to me. they’d be complaining about it constantly #meanwhile you just know chuuya is worried about the extent of dazai’s injuries and dazai is still livid about the mind control #hi this is unbelievably funny to me

[badbatchboy]

BAD BATCH S3 TRAILER SPOILERS AS WELL AS S2 SPOILERS :^]

ITS FUCKING CROSSHAIR

Oh yeah it's theory time babyyyy

**I'm gonna focus on episode titles "The return", "identity crisis" and "Point of no return" so here we go!**

I was rewatching the bad batch s3 trailer when I noticed a few things, more notably the background here:

That's Pabu, note the large mountain- but how could the empire find it? It's simple. They didn't. Episode 5: The return hints that we see an old friend or enemy, my guess is that it's tech. Hemlock saying that the goggles were all he could salvage must have been a lie. He **stole** Tech's body and has done something to it, leading to his "identity crisis" (episode 10). Back to talking about Pabu though- How did they find it? Tech did. Tech's brain is being used similar to that of Echo's for information, but with the host body (Tech) being used by a false identity forged by Hemlock as an experiment. This is why he's past the "Point of no return", he's trapped inside his mind like a virus that's taken hostage of the body; he's stuck and he needs CF99 to set him free again. I've seen people say that the person in the front is Crosshair, but he's being held captive on whatsitcalled so it can't be him.

#star wars #the bad batch #clone force 99 #sw tcw #tbb crosshair #tech is alive #tech the bad batch #star wars theories #bad Batch theory #holy fuck i wrote this like an exam matpat hire me

[yagirlyubnub]

One of my theories for Mr. Puzzles right after WOFTI 2023 came out was that he was gonna be secret fanboy, kind of like Syndrome from the incredibles

but as time passed, I felt that personal theory was debunked-BUT

I THINK THATS THE NEW DIRECTION THEYRE GOING FOR BABYYYY

#he just wants to be loved #give him 5 stars dammit #Mr puzzles #smg4 mr puzzles

[halfetirosie]

Yaku is Precious, Mr. Thief is Sentimental (Maybe?) 🤔🤔🤔

(Marvels 05-06 React-os!)

1) ERROR 128: YOUR YAKUMO HAS BEEN OVER-WORKED AND IS OVER-HEATING

XD

2) PFFFFFT!!!

The lil' animation where Blade grabs Yakumo and jumps up into the air with him is so silly, I love it!!!! ♡♡♡♡♡

3) Oh, Blade.....Your nicknaming senses are....so ⊹ ࣪ ˖ special ⊹ ࣪ ˖

More like Grandpa Cha💃🏻Cha💃🏻Cha💃🏻 amiright gang?

4) Yaku-Babyyyy!!!!! This gentle boiiiii!!!!!! ♡♡♡

I love how at first he's over here's getting sorta over-powered by the sheer volume of Blade and Eiden's extroversion---

---but then he's like---

Hell yeah, Yaku!!! Give us a big ol' shout!!!!! Be assertive!!!! :D

5) Eiden, our ★ Frugal King ★!!!

Honestly, same tho; I'd find it suspicious if someone wasn't taking advantage of a good deal.... (¬_¬)

6) Awwwwww!!!! Look at our boiii!!!!!! CUTEEEEEEE!!!!! ♡♡♡♡♡

(˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)

I love it when they put Yakumo in uniforms, tbh---Like, Dark Nova (school uniform) is my favorite Yaku, and if I had to choose a second favorite Yakumo Look™ I'd probably choose Cocoa Liqeur.

Idk man, just, there's something about him specifically in a uniform.....What do you think, Fisheito? I know there's a good chance you'll read this post at some point...😈

7) ⏳ Theory Time! ⌛

Okay, so I've been thinking---what if the "treasure" that they're supposed to be finding, is this coffee shop itself???

It is a "Hidden Gem," after all....

You know how, when the thief first showed up, he said that most people couldn't recognize what a true treasure is? I think that can apply to this coffee shop; it isn't super well known, and because it hasn't been getting as much business lately, its true worth isn't being recognized.

So, what if this Phantom Thief guy (who might be a yokai and thus have known about this coffee shop for a while) put together this whole game to bring attention to this place, so it will get more business again, and the old guy running the place will find a decent apprentice?

Idk, just a theory. We'll see if it's completely wrong or not.

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

8) Ah, yes, add another one to the list of Eiden's Random Collection of Part-Time Jobs!

(Kinda odd that he would only mention this one here, and not the time he worked in a detective agency, but whatevs)

I do think it's funny, tho, that Eiden was able to figure out the next step of the puzzle instead of Rei.... >:)

9) I think my brain has been ruined; I see "nectar" and I automatically think "As in, from the earth??? Is the nectar coming from the earth???? FROM THE EARTH, NECTAR?????"

Anyways....

Something tells me we're going to be seeing our favorite repressed Doritoman soon!!!!!

Hell yeah!!!!!! Can't wait to inflict him with Blade!!!!

😈😈😈😈😈😈

More seriously---I wonder if they're going to need to go somewhere with Solarian fruit/coffee? 🤔

♡ End of report! ♡

#nu carnival #nu: carnival #nu carnival eiden #nu carnival yakumo

[synthibear]

woa!! 2 AM synthipost!! (it will happen again)

anyways I can't sleep and it's a school night so I think it's a good time to ramble about an AU me and my friend have together!! (and I really want to start posting about because they're silly!!!!)

we're talking CUSTOM!AU BABYYYY

[Edit by yours truly, Tom's design belongs to EZM !!]

[Edd and Matt design also belongs to yours truly!]

Custom!AU was co-created by me and my (platonic) husband EZM !! (check them out on YT, they make cool content!!), starting out as a simple silly roleplay over in the Eddsworld RP game on ROBLOX! I was.. Definitely not expecting it to turn into a full fledged AU with lore, but here we are!

The AU revolves around two things! One being Clone Theory and the other being the Multiverse! Their main issue at the moment is the clones, who have definitely screwed their lives over a bunch..

Currently in lore, Red Leader (Clord) has begun his attempt to take over the UK, having already taken over a few surrounding countries such as Norway, Sweden, Finland and (I think) France. Not fun at all!

I'll definitely talk more about it later, but I feel like this is enough for now!! :3

#eddsworld #matt ew #tom ew #edd ew #eddsworld au #custom au #clone theory #cant believe this all started with a tom reject clone and edd eddsworld being silly billies #now theyre all sad and silly #edd and matts friendship is iffy at the moment #matt doesnt like edd at the moment #some people MIGHT be gay

[sugdenlovesdingle]

re: your post about refusing to believe THAT theory until the episode... that was exactly how I felt about Carlos' secret being that he had a wife 🙃🙃

I didn't believe everyone over here theorizing that was the secret, despite the signs, until the episode aired and all hell broke loose over here in fandom.

This time I have learned my lesson and I'm mentally preparing myself for them to make stupid choices.

I actually thought the secretly married for the insurance theory was plausible but then people talked me out of it.

But like... I just don't see Carlos happily getting married right after his father died? Or Andrea being all happy if her husband just died? Or Carlos' sisters and their families? A wedding is the LAST thing on your mind after losing a loved one - especially in Carlos' case when he's always had such a complicated relationship with his father.

"Oh my dad died, shit happens, LET'S GET MARRIED BABYYYY!!"

yeah no.

I think the teary stills are from Gwyn mentions - maybe something like a slide show with pictures of her and baby!TK. If you look at TK you'll see his eyes are kind of red rimmed too like he's been crying, and Carlos is leaning his head on his to support HIM.

#Anonymous #911 lone star #tarlos

[willkimurashat]

Girl, let me just say: that quote from Will in your bio? It never fails to make me swoon oml. I went on a Bruno route too and I was so disappointed when he didn’t get protective like that. But at the same time I’m like, well, damn, thank you FB for making the dialogue different depending on your LI because this line suits Will so much. 🥺🫶🏼

Girl, I swear, this was me reading that line!🙈🥰🥺❤️

When I found out that line was unique to Will that made me love them even more🥹 And honestly, s4 is known to recycle so many scenes for different li’s, including the spicy scenes, which is super disappointing… But that makes me really glad they added that line specifically for Will.

And I also love that theory that’s been going around about how Will mirrors whoever they’re coupled up with. So with Najuma he was flirty and flighty, with Thabi he was chill and non-confrontational, with Valentina he was an ass, and then with MC he’s a sweetie pie that’s finally learned how to resolve conflict and finally realized that it’s important to stand up for yourself and others when they’re being walked over🥰 (don’t even get me started on their final date speech because when I tell you there were tears in my eyes - oh my GOD he babyyyy🥹)

Anyways, sorry, this is getting long haha! Thank you for your ask!❤️

#ask ab #litg #love island the game #litg s4 #litg will

[novelmachine]

I posted 1,858 times in 2022

That's 334 more posts than 2021!

29 posts created (2%)

1,829 posts reblogged (98%)

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I tagged 1,843 of my posts in 2022

Only 1% of my posts had no tags

#yuurivoice - 289 posts

#tmnt - 239 posts

#portal - 202 posts

#tmnt 2018 - 174 posts

#rottmnt - 172 posts

#rise of the tmnt - 165 posts

#lol - 142 posts

#portal 2 - 141 posts

#alphonse - 124 posts

#fave - 104 posts

Longest Tag: 99 characters

#still love the meta theory that faust is a listener and y!finn is chasing him across time and space

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

I’m coping with humor and trying to decompress after the Bittersweet premiere because what the fuuuUUCK my brain has too many thoughts I just I can’t

38 notes - Posted April 18, 2022

#4

That one time Alphonse did his chat and his pokemon a concern (source)

@yuurivoice

43 notes - Posted February 17, 2022

#3

It's Scorpio season and Pocky Day, which means it's time to celebrate this lil freak right here.

It's Alphonse Friday babyyyy 🎉🎊

(Artwork created by Jackie Eleanor)

71 notes - Posted November 11, 2022

#2

Stars Fading But I Linger

Auron has been referred to as a “dreamer of dreams.” He has a passion for writing and creating stories. However, the Auron we know now is jaded and unmoved (or at least that’s the impression he wants to give off.) “Life has not been fair to any. Fairness is a dream conjured up by those naïve enough to believe we live in a world where things don’t have to be taken if you want them.” He rose to his current position through ambition and holds high standards for himself and those he surrounds himself with. This height of hubris may give us clues to where this character came from and where he's going.

Auron is associated with tower imagery. The most obvious is the large painting of a tower behind his desk, as seen in the Holiday Party episode. However, there are other mentions and hints of towers as well. Auron’s office appears to be high above the city, mimicking the lofty space. His listener is referred to as “Rook,” short for rookie. The rook chess piece resembles a tower. After their argument, Faust muses “I wonder, brother, from your ivory tower can you see anything down here? You’re so out of touch.” 

Around the world, tower’s are symbols of hope and promise. They signify wealth and act as waypoints as well. However in media, towers can evoke a sense of isolation, loneliness, and foreboding. They may also represent the hubris and ego of a character or group of characters. The tower card in tarot holds the meaning of “sudden change, upheaval, chaos, revelation, awakening,” as well as “unforeseen catastrophe.” (Also of note: The tower card immediately follows the devil in the major arcana. The devil is associated with “shadow self, attachment, addiction, restriction, sexuality,” in addition to “disruptive revelation.” This may tie into Faust’s “deal with the devil” that gets references a few times. Thought that was neat.)

Auron's entire operation is beginning to show cracks. His head of talent has been fired after several failed ventures, and both Derek and Jessie threaten the power he holds over his illegal activities. On top of that, Auron has closed himself off, an example of which is distancing himself from his coworkers during social gatherings. He is just now beginning to open up to Rook. Auron's cool veneer slips after a brief argument with his brother. He admits he has a habit of indulging in temptation behind closed doors, and during the ride home from dinner with Rook he states “I would choose me over everything else.”

These story beats parallel Source Finn’s struggles and current state of mind. Finn is overworked and under scrutiny by the highest power in his realm. He keeps himself busy with his duties as a steward, remaining isolated in his tower to continue his work. After he begins meddling with the Dreamers—an act which he reprimanded his partner for long ago—he can’t stop himself. Left to his own devices, Finn persists. Both are avoiding close relationships, and both became involved in the Bittersweet trio's unexpected Christmas roadtrip.

We can even take a step further into speculation territory. All of this can be used to make the argument that Auron has a strong connection to Finn and the magics he has been experimenting with; if not the Auron in the story at present, then a Source Auron prior to passing on to the world Bittersweet take’s place. He could have been responsible for creating or first discovering the garden of dreams that Finn continues to tend to. This would give greater gravity to him being a "dreamer of dreams" that created worlds with second chances. However, the responsibility or the effects of indulgence became too much, and eventually he became a dreamer himself. Maybe he was Finn’s predecessor, or maybe he was that fellow steward that worked alongside Finn, and all that remains now are unconscious memories of lost dreams and a tower that foreshadows inner and external turmoil.

Characters and scripts written by Yuurivoice

Artwork created by Jackie Eleanor

Sources (1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10)

82 notes - Posted August 13, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

I thought of an alternate title: Alphonse dunks on the tutorial child. (source)

@yuurivoice

235 notes - Posted February 3, 2022

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#tmnt #rottmnt #yuurivoice #tumblr2022 #year in review #my 2022 tumblr year in review #your tumblr year in review

[midnightmisadventures]

Anyway about Liam

I've just.....I've just been feeling so insecure and feel like I'm numbing and as I'm uncovering more of this trauma more of the suppressed stuff I'm realizing how much of my childhood, my parents, the way my parents dealt with things, the way we dealt with our parents it translates so much into how i turned out and why i hate myself so much. Now im remembering times with Liam and seeing him in a new light

Because when we started getting stoned together it was some of the first time he had talked about that stuff about his childhood and his family and we were getting so deep. And I thought I was too.... but regardless

He was going back to his place and calling his sister who also smoked and they were having 3 hour cry sessions rehashing everything

So now I'm picturing him in the same numbing state that I feel myself in now and it makes so much sense as to why things played out the way they did

I always thought I understood bc we're so similar and I was also so depressed and healing insecurities

But....lmao I don't know how to explain it. It was a DIFFERRNT kind of depressed and dealing with insecurities

And at the time of course I saw him in flashes of color while in front of me in tears. I wondered why life felt so hard on his shoulders. Why couldn't we just relax and have fun and smoke and make stupid jokes while the sun goes down every day forever.

Why can't he just realize that he doesn't have to DO all this and FIX all this ?? He's fine now, ill help him do it

And now I feel like I've never hated myself more, I have so much to process, my thoughts scare alone scare me, I'm foggy and blurry and permastoned, and I've lost my meds, I HATE my body and I can't shower and I still live with my parents

The idea that he even could've thought I had it all figured out scares me

And i can understand why, when he felt like this he couldn't get into a relationship.....with me

I know I know it's a hard sell. The evil morty in my head is always gonna keep him from sucking his dick too hard

But idk I really do believe I was a victim of the "cab theory" or whatever when boys meet someone they know they'd marry and do life with but they just aren't ready.

The idea that he even could've thought I had it all figured out scares me

I rlly think Liam was saying I cannot date you right now because I would fall for you and wanna put a ring on it. But my shits not together

So it's so hard to think about all those times the evil morty in me tried to tell me he didn't like me

Well suck it cause I'll be attached to rick for life babyyyy finite curve or not

And damn it would be sick if we figured it out

[jjkeverlast]

Hi it's moonie

So how did your date went? 🙈 Did your thoughts and feelings about the guy changed since your first date? I'm so excited for you but I don't want to prey to much so if you don't want to tell that's fine 💜

And I can't wait for seven 😻 as time went on my theories changed and now I don't really know what to expect from jk and the worst thing is I might not be able to listen to the song when it's gonna come out or even the whole day 😩 and I would love to watch the mv and listen to it right away bc I'm really curious but I won't be able to and i just hope that i won't stumble upon spoilers

But anyway i hope your day was good and that we'll survive the seven premiere without any emotional damages 😭

🌝

hiiii babyyyy 💜

second date went great!! we saw each other yesterday and i’m seeing him tomorrow as well! we’re having a lot of funnnnn, he’s such a cool guy and yeah i love hanging out with him :)) so far everything is good!

ughhh can’t believe it’s already tomorrow 😩😩😩 i would’ve been so impatient today if RUSH by troye sivan didn’t come out today sksksjsjs so i’ve been boppin’ to that hehe but nooooo that sucks!! whattttt 🥹🥹 okay if i were you i would stay away from literally all socials. insta, tiktok, tumblr, twitter… cause it’s gonna be everywhere but i hope youll be able to fully enjoy the experience of listening for the first time and watch the mv at the same time 🥺❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

my day was great!! thank you for askingggg!! i hope yours was too :)) thank you for sending a lil update

#anonie 🌝 #moonie <3 #lati's mailbox📬

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#if you dont know i think the date is the dont blink video which many consider to be dark's first appearance so :) hap birth to the blorbo

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

I can’t stop thinking about him…

746 notes - Posted May 4, 2022

#4

The look Mark gives Amy before going for the kiss.

796 notes - Posted May 9, 2022

#3

Never forget the only one who cared after the Manor

ILY Dames but it’s Abe loving hours babyyyy.

796 notes - Posted March 22, 2022

#2

Maybe we’re a bit too used to this...

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885 notes - Posted April 24, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Cat lovers and their traumatized orange haired boys

932 notes - Posted November 3, 2022

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🧦 🌳🗑️ (dorcas & theo)

a half-asleep text

[ theo → dorcas; 8:03 am ]   you are Not tricking me into sneaking out to talk your monster theories again, i’m finally off of baby schedule and my body needs its beauty rest  [ theo → dorcas; 8:04 am ]   i slept through breakfast :((   [ theo → dorcas; 8:04 am ]   classes are gonna suck :(((

a happy text

[ theo → dorcas; 4:38 pm ]   i heard we conned some fourth year into taking over photography for the times!!!! [ theo → dorcas; 4:39 pm ]   like i know it’s only because caraline’s petrified but THANK GOD, her photos were shit  [ theo → dorcas; 4:41 pm ]   i don’t even care if that’s insensitive to say right now [ theo → dorcas; 4:41 pm ]   you can quote me on that rn i don’t even care babyyyy

a text that wasn’t sent

[ theo → dorcas; DELETED ]   i know you love your theories but please stay out whatever shitty gossip is around me  [ theo → dorcas; DELETED ]   i’ll lie to you however i need to but i’d rather not 

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