#they're simply insane

[theitaliansalad]

spoilers for that scene in 1x10 under the cut.

so. that scene. the choking “kink” scene. 

Daemon doesn’t grab Rhaenyra by the neck because he doesn’t love her or because he wants to hurt her. he grabs her by the neck because Daemon is a fucked up human being. he’s violent and chaotic and messy. he is incapable of dealing with his own emotions. he has no control over himself.  

he acts insane throughout the whole episode. Rhaenyra herself says so. he tries to keep his mind occupied at all times, preparing for war, because if he lets himself feel, he’s gonna crumble. 

it’s not that he doesn’t feel. it’s that he feels too much and doesn’t know what do to about it. 

he grabs her by the neck because in the mist of grief and anger and desperation, he just found out that the brother he loved so dearly and that he so insistently tried to protect - Viserys, his big brother, he’s never trusted him. never. never had any intention of trusting him. not once. not at all. 

Daemon is the kind of person who kills his wife by smashing her head with a rock. 

so he grabs Rhaenyra by the neck. and she kind of laughs when she realises that Daemon doesn’t know. he does not know because his own brother kept their family secret from him. 

Daemon grabs her by the neck but it’s not about Rhaenyra and Daemon as a couple. 

it’s not about Rhaenyra at all.

#HE'S NOT DEFENDABLE OF COURSE #NOR HE IS JUSTIFIABLE #HE IS SIMPLY INSANE #house of the dragon #house of the dragon spoilers #hotd spoilers #hotd 1x10 spoilers #don't stop to the surface #daemyra #daemon targaryen #rhaenyra targaryen #daemon and rhaenyra #viserys targaryen #let's just stop living of fanfiction guys #i still loved them so much #they're not ruined #they're simply insane #team black #team targaryen #i'm begging guys

[hellishfig]

for the amount of time i spend thinking about erika ishii, i do not post about them NEARLY enough

everything i've ever seen them in, they have been fully dialed in. they understand the genre, they understand the character they're playing, and they NEVER. FUCKING. MISS

my current dnd character is actually based on multiple characters of erika's that i enjoy. my character is a witch (like ame of worlds beyond number fame [thank you to the witch class playtest]) but she is also a brewer who grows weed and shrooms, and deals them, and does them (and her personality is very much modeled off of danielle barkstock in dimension 20's the seven)

i feel that many of my favorite moments from erika are often focused on other characters. but many of those character moments would not have been possible without erika's incredible roleplay and sense for storytelling

and when the moment IS focused on erika's character? spellbinding. groundbreaking. from ame talking to orima in the overgrown shrine to danielle getting a nat 20 at the masquerade ball, i always fall into the scene and feel it so deeply due to erika's skill and poise and commitment to the story being told

tldr i think erika ishii is incredibly talented and wonderful

#didn't mention ava burrow's end here BUT I HAVE WRITTEN POSTS ABOUT HER #SHE ALSO MAKES ME INSANE #k tanaka as well #erika simply has a gift #also they're SO. FUCKING. HOT!!!!!!!!!!! #but mostly all the other stuff #the fact that my witch character is based on characters they have played is. perhaps not surprising #but i should talk about it more #bc it is so true and very obvious to people who have listened to wbn and watched the seven #they're amazing and that's the point of this post #erika ishii #worlds beyond number #wbn pod #wbn spoilers #wbn: www #the wizard the witch and the wild one #wwwo #wwwo spoilers #ame wbn #ame the witch #dimension 20 #d20 #d20 the seven #danielle barkstock

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

fantasy au whiteboard scribbles <3

#the brainrot has been. SO severe lately you guys dont even Know #its insanely funny to me picturing sally accidentally setting things on fire #She's Simply 1) Made Of Fire & 2) Made Of Fire #poppy's poor tail... sally absolutely tells her that she put it over the campfire when she turned around #ohhhh a Thought... writing it down for future use #another thing that entertains me is the 'wally reverted into puppet form' arc #its full of dramatic irony <3 its so silly <3 #scribble salad #wh fantasy au #OH THIS WAS FROM WHITEBOARDING WITH MIGUEL AGAIN! INDIGOPOPTART! GO LOOK AT THAT BLOG RN! #but. yk. a 'trope' in art that i absolutely Adore #is when character's faces / upper torso is blacked out in shadow bc they're just That fucking incensed / Experiencing Emotion #ITS CATNIP TO ME!!!!

[evilkaeya]

I need skk to hug after everything is over btw I need them to embrace each other so tight I need Dazai to bury his face in Chuuya's neck and run his fingers through his hair and I need Chuuya to do the same, face buried in Dazai's neck and taking deep breaths and hands clenching at the back of his coat I need them to hug like there's no tomorrow EVEN THOUGH THERE IS they're safe now everything is okay but they fear that if they let go the other might disappear

#I NEED THEM TO HUG LIKE THEY'LL DIE WITHOUT IT #LIKE HUGGING THE OTHER IS THE ONLY THING PREVENTING THEM FROM COLLAPSING ALL TOGETHER #I need them to hug. thats it. #a hug thats bone crashing at first but then softens #until they're simply holding each other #just breathing each other in #ohhh im so insane im so crayz im so unwell #sleeping on the highway tonight dont talk to me #skk #soukoku

[legendoftherisingtide]

it has occurred to me that there hasn’t been a kiss in the entirety of the bnha series.

now can you imagine,, if the only one in the entire series,,, is a gay one.

#if might be wrong but I’m pretty sure that even like normal kisses between like parents or background characters haven’t been seen #the only thing close I can think of is toga with her cute little chu but I don’t think those really count #bnha #mha #bakudeku #ichinii #kudoichi #<- simply bc i think it would be fucking insane #can you imagine its like “bakugou and deku can't kiss>:( they're protags in a shounen” #and they're like ok and make the two side characters who directly parallel them kiss #togachako #<- i am delusional

[siracethegreat]

*wakes up in a cold sweat* whERE AM I

#I cannot explain. they've simply been in my head nonstop and it manifested this way....... #they're SO AKSBFBDHDHDH #I need to be abnormal about cranboo again they make me so insane with all that transgender swag #it's too much for one person to handle I look and am floored by how trans they are and how good they are in holdjng them gently #dsmp #< dream likers will b blocked btw #c!ranboo #dsmp ranboo #I'll go back to normal now :]]] (lying)

[gurorori]

haha oh no im definitely not at all disturbed by the prevalence of leftists on all platforms who are loudly 'anti-genocide' when it comes to the palestinian cause (and a couple others at best :3c) yet the only time ukraine [ʊkrɐˈjinɐ] leaves their mouths is in critique, in stark comparison to the former or in complaint about their (american) government sending aid.

at first what i saw often was pointing out the differences in western media framing [ukraine vs palestine], and that's fair (until the words and the agenda of western journalists are used to paint, as a whole, ukrainians who have been actively going through genocide as some kind of white supremacists hogging the blanket of global attention when they kinda just want to live and have the rights to their own land, culture, names and families)

but no one is even caring to do that anymore, today bitches just invent metaphorical scenarios and people to get mad at and to throw an entire ethnos away because wahhhh i decided that you care for X but not for Y!!!.... all while doing the exact thing they are condemning. the exact absolute same and they don't even hide it but do lack the self-awareness to realise

#'ohh i saw white people still go out to rally for ukraine' yeah have you considered they are ukrainian or have ukrainian loved ones or uh #simply have humanity in their heart to care about several humanitarian tragedies in the world? #this is both aimed at a post i saw on here and at SEVERAL. MANY. twitterians with a thousand palestine flags all over their accounts spewing #misinformation hate and sometimes straight up russian propaganda tactics because they're this fucking insane #i don't care about sounding nice anymore by the way. i know my heart lies in the right place and i have the capacity to care about more than #one ongoing genocide of indigenous peoples #removed incidents of bad actors having a ukrainian flag on their backpack doing hateful shit does not somehow okay dismissing a genocide you #so vehemently claim to oppose. they are not ukrainians who are getting bombed on the daily for years #i saw a very lovely 🍉🕊️ lady denying holodomor and using literal russian talking points while patting herself on the back for being such #a good person. i saw one of the most popular leftie accs on twitter be actively anti-ukraine and using slurs. luckily we mass reported them #and they're gone #i'm no longer being careful with my words because i don't want to be misconstrued. i know my values go beyond twitter and tumblr #if i catch you in any way undermining the genocide of ukrainians or only bringing it up to point fingers and bitch i am blocking you forever #don't care how far this post might go cuz of ppls questionable use of the search function. and i didn't care to censor anything #like. masks off. just block me if this is your rhetoric

[lionbearfox]

good luck to everyone pulling and may all nahida and nilou wanters be nahida and nilou havers!

#genshin impact #nahida #nilou #my art #id in alt text #as always. click for quality #WHEW. this took a lot longer than i thought it would #prolly cause i redid all the lineart halfway thru #did Not draw nahida's cape or a bg because i simply Did Not Want To #but i'm happy with the final product!! #i LOVE this duo #they're so sweet in the story and their gameplay is FANTASTIC #i just got nilou and i've really been enjoying her!! #but yea anyways. the way nilou believed in nahida when virtually nobody else did makes me EMOTIONAL #nilou heartemoji heartemoji heartemoji there are some things about your design i Really dislike but u are such a good character <3 #and nahida of course i am Insane about

[abbey-abdominal]

dont get to close... that place is haunted... fear not the ghosts... she sent them running... (edgelord!sketchdump)

#this isn't evil!AU cause they're not evil theyre simply in emo cosplay #theyre just fucking weird and insane about each other #still working on what i want to do with EL!Pomni but im fckin w the diamonds and boxy shapes 4 now #caption is neck deep lyrics #edgelord!ragapom #sketch sloppy oppy sketch #sketch dump #my art

[vibrantboredom]

I'm relistening to I am in Eskew at the same time as the Silt Verses come out and it's so fun seeing ideas introduced in Eskew resurface in TSV, like I just finished ep. 24 and the way the History Society works is so much like our new scary war saint!!! Obsessed

#i love you authors with frightening ideas coming at them from multiple angles #eskew productions you have my whole heart #both shows are obviously very different from each other but i absolutely love the wet gross meatiness of the horror in both #they're also both quite lonely shows imo #different types of lonely- David (saddest wettest little meow meow ever) is alone in a way Carpenter isn't #but Carpenter is so phenomenally lonely in a way that only seems to ho away when she is by herself #Falkner and Riyo are also pretty lonely people but to me it doesn't run as harsh as David and Carpenter #all this to say I adore these strange worlds and their stranger people and the gorgeous prose they're written in #another David/Carpenter parallel- being so deeply loved by a thing that loves wrongly #I'm trying to remember something i heard in a Jacob Geller video about the way houses love their people but they were not designed to love #and so they are haunted instead #anyway that's Eskew and the Trawllerman #also obsessed with the way Faulkner is fratricidally desperate for the Trawllerman to love him as well #and the way Riyo dismisses Eskew out of hand like she simply does not care for the City bc even though David hates Eskew #he cannot help it- he needs to be a part of Eskew he cannot let it go until the end #I'm insane. anyway #i am in eskew #the silt verses #tsv #i don't think there's an acronym for eskew

[bugpoasting]

thinking about awful evil john/paul/george threesome

#put most simply: george gets unicorn hunted LMAO #but made worse if its early years where he has a lil crush on one of/both of them #but realizes In The Process that they're way more inot each other and are using him to further their insane mind games #get leopold and loeb'd bozo he really thot he could break into the psychosexual nightmare that is mclennon 😂 he mad

[the-magpie-archives]

I've finally managed to persuade two of my friends to listen to The Magnus Archives, and since neither of them have seen any fan content, I asked them to describe Jon to me. These were their descriptions:

S: Olive skin, little moustache, peach fuzz, light brown short fluffy hair, thin black glasses, wears nice brown suit with dark green waistcoat.

A: Double breasted pinstripe suit, red satin lining, matching straight cut trousers a bit too big, high neck shirt collar, winklepickers, monocle, short brown hair in finger wave, roman nose, green eyes, big ears, very pale (because he's in the dark all the time), deep set eyes from lack of sleep, clean shaven, thin lips, definitely carries a pocket knife, has a briefcase backpack (like a French school child) that has stickers on it from different airports, a walking stick with a handle shaped like an otter with visitor centre pins on it.

#The differences are literally insane... I'm actually in love with both though?? The Jon that lives in each of our heads is beautiful... #But guess which description is from the raging goth and which is from the y2k fashionista... The answer will surprise you 😌 #Also I just used their initials because they probably do not want their names on fandom tumblr #But yeah fun‚ one day I'll post my descriptions of the characters.... Perhaps.... #tma #the magnus archives #the magnus institute #jonathan sims #tma headcanons #the archivist #Also the fact that one of them literally guessed that Jon carries a pocket knife simply from his personality #Like they're on episode 12 😭😭😭

[bb-bambam]

history repeats itself

#we simply love to see jj ignoring the existence of everyone else bc they're too caught up in each other #bdnsbxbdncbbf #jjp #nomin #got7 #nct #the second one is objectively more insane bc they were literally performing graduation and having an emotional moment as a group #but nomin decided to have a moment for just themselves instead bdjdnfbfkdbfb

[stromer]

What are you feeling about connor going to chicago?🥲

#things Do Not feel better this morning nonnie. they simply do not #feeling mad that connor bedard is essentially a pawn in the whole grand scheme of things to try and revive an awful og 6 team #he's an insane talent and they're sending him the worst place imaginable. one that has shown blatant disregard for what is right. #upset bc connor could've experienced the wild wild west coast and maybe even had some FUN in the SUN but the league is cruel and nasty #sad because he's literally just a BOY. he's just a kid and he's already being used for shit that literally doesn't matter. he's just a teen #and also sad because people on twitter are already hating on him.. yeah he's weird about hockey but he's only 17 years old.. GET A LIFE #lots of things to be upset about in my life. but i am plotting a way to get him out of this mess. i am making moves

[lostgirlhood]

HANNIBAL 1.04 "Œuf"

#hannibal #hannibaledit #will graham #tvedit #horroredit #userbbelcher #usertelevision #chewieblog #cinematv #dailytvfilmgifs #userstream #userleah #creations #gifs #gagged will a little bit ngl #i firmly believe will is Like That bc he's an only child btw. they're all sickos #(i mean hannibal's insane too but that is simply bc he grew up rich <3)

[rigels-nigels]

Okay okay so, it's pretty heavily implied that Knives fused with Tesla in stampede, right? And, iirc, fusing with another plant means you gain access to their thoughts and memories

So that would mean Knives, unless he managed to not see or block it out or whatnot, could have felt/seen/experienced what tesla went through, and I mean *would* he block it out? Would he let/make himself feel and remember as she did as yet another reminder of why he must do what he's doing, same as with the corpses in his piano room?

And like what are *her* thoughts, does she want humanity gone, punished for what they made her go through? Does she just want justice against those few scientists? Does she care at all? Maybe she even managed to push Knives into action a bit faster than he otherwise might have (wrote a bit about that thought then deleted it cause it was a bit too off topic I think, maybe a different post I'll put it)

Many thoughts about them

#trigun #trigun stampede #tristamp #thought inspired by my prev rb #trigun spoilers #millions knives #knives millions #trigun knives #tristamp knives #tesla #disclaimer its been a few months since i read trimax #so i could definitely be incorrect about a few things #even if‚ it could be a fun/fucked up thing to explore #if just reading about it was enough to put him into a coma imagine experiencing it #or would he be ready for it‚ expecting it‚ simply further opening an already gaping wound #i wonder what happened when he was alone all that time‚ how long did it take for him to find tesla did he have to recover from it? #did he ever rest did he ever break down and cry would he even allow himself to or did he think himself not allowed #no rest no mourning not until he's done and they're all safe from any sort of harm #how much does it eat at him #he's crazy he's fucked up i love him so much i want him to experience so many agonies <3 #op #insane of tristamp to have her Still Be Alive