#this bitch is going in my studio

[artist-ember]

Campe Diem, bitches. Look what arrived in the mail!

#camp camp #campe diem #this bitch is going in my studio #fuck yeah ive been looking for one for MONTHS

[grapecaseschoices]

things i'd like from bg4 or any similar future games

I think BG3 is very detailed; but I would really like it if the backgrounds had mattered more. Or at least for every one. I heard if you're a drow/half-drow noble you get special dialogue with Minthara. But why didn't my Folk Hero!Tav with Wyll [or just in general?] Or my Outlander!Tav with Karlach? I love that your character gets special interaction with all and sundry, at times, re: class and race. But backgrounds make a charcacter. I don't need details. Just a bit of a nod. At least within the camp.

This brings me to point two. I wish there was a way to get friendship points. It is so strange the characters can be 'meh' about you, dislike you [and strongly], but high to exceptional bonds trigger romance. What about close friendships or growing into a family?

Speaking of, I definitely would have love some down time chatter. It is so strange to me that you get a 'this could be our last time in camp' but don't do anything with it. I appreciate the tiefling [or goblin] party. I love the idle banter on the road. But why not a couple of casual fireside chats. As a group?

I love Halsin but the fact that he is the only one we can have a polyamorous dynamic with, is bull. I'm fine with not every character being into polyam -- but maybe research more before diving into it. I am 90% sure Wyll would've been okay with Polyam - a triad too! - if it was Halsin or Astarion [maybe with Lae'zel but I have to play further to be sure]. I could see Astarion and Shadowheart swinging a 'v' dynamic, and being the best [or worst for Tav's sanity] of metamours! Maybe it would have been a hassle for coding to fit every configuration, but we deserved at least a COUPLE of Tav x Origin x Origin loving.

Also, I think we should have been able to encourage - or maybe it could have happened sans MC involvement - the npcs getting together.

#bg3 #baldur's gate #larian studios #i have more thoughts #but that is all im going to say for now #if i got into my frustration about how the only fat characters that are taller than dwarves are evil i'd be here all week #or why is there only ONE character of color in the main cast?? - no karlach doesn't count bc her voice actress is white #i know no one in larian goes here #but if anyone is ever considering an if or a video game! keep this in mind #i really love how games like wayfarer/infamous/dropout/exile [to name to name a few] have 'main' characters who are either #strictly platonic or can differentiate between what dynamic mc will have with the potential romance options #i also love how they have subromances #i wanted to list that too put this was getting long #i also no one but my moots will read this but that's perfect bc we can bitch in peace #nd that's what i wanted to get off my chest #i keep looking at karlach and dammon and being like roflmao why cant theys mooch? #or if pandira was a side/sub romance or lia - i like their fces okay #and im looking forward to adair/shadowheart/halsin but what ive heard there isnt much to be excited about lmao #also there's no bg4. the header is jokes!

[soldier-poet-king]

Tattoo session officially booked for Sept 2!!! Had the hour long in person consult this morning, artist was super sweet and seemed genuinely really excited to do the project. It's a full day (8 hr) session so it's not the cheapest, but not unreasonable given artist experience, selected style, HEALTH AND SAFETY STUFF, time spent on design, etc

Like I am so fuckin nervous and almost threw up this morning but the artist was SO kind and lovely and non judgemental, of this goes well I'll want her to do my whole half sleeve tbh

#franposting #also like. it's a lot of money but ive been saving for eons and its only a tiny fraction of what i have saved #and when you compare it to like. rent prices. its like. oh. well in the grand scheme of things this isnt even half a months rent so #if i have to live with my parents im at least spending SOME of the money ive saved #esp worth paying well for health/safety and also smthn that will yknow. be on my body forever #its at the same studio a friend had work done at recently and she had a fantastic experience #so im comfortable going there #im just!!!!! #parents will be unhappy but oh fuckin well! i know i can never be good enough for them anyway #also like. go big or go home. this is a significantly sized upper arm piece to anchor my eventual half sleeve #upper arm tho so its easy coverage with a rolled sleeve cardigan during the warmer months #bc yknow. workplaces. all that bullshit #after my consult my friends came over we drank and watch part of s2 sab and bitched about terrible fantasy novels #and how from blood and ash is basically just sjm tropes but worse so ofc we have to read it for trashy bookclub #ive already been warned about all the nsff (not safe for fran) scenes im gonna have to skip lmao #but we love sitting around tipsy garbage talking mediocre books #anyway off to play bg3. tmrw is church. nonnas. grocery store(?). pathfinder #still havent meal planned whoops

[bonefall]

Bonefall Rewrite -> Better Bones AU

Hey all, been stewing on this for the past day or so, and I'm gonna be making a couple changes. I may pin this for a bit so the word gets around;

The FAQ changes on the site indicating that Working Partners wants to go after projects that "retell warriors in whole or in part if it's too close to canon" have me unsettled and angry. I'm not going anywhere, but I am going to be doing a bit of rebranding.

The Bonefall Rewrite's goal is no longer to "stick close to canon." It's also being renamed to the Better Bones AU.

Not much will change, it's more that I am going to be putting emphasis on how much I have already added about Clan Culture, in-universe law and politics, regional ecology, and how I focus on fixing canon's blundering narrative which minimizes or even justifies sexism, xenophobia, abuse, and more.

It is not a substitute for canon because canon sucks. It's so barren I had to change a lot. Go on, read Onestar's Concussion. Cats can't remember their families unless the plot demands it, they can't keep consistent personalities, and rarely make persistent friendships. They don't even have gay cats!

The Better Bones AU (or BB AU) includes the following tags;

Clan Culture

Warrior Bites

Herb Guide

Millie's Radio Collar AU

Bonefall Rewrite (Retroactively)

You can abbreviate AU versions of my guys like BB!Spottedleaf now, so that's cool!

#Better Bones AU #Bonefall Rewrite #Also go support Little Dragon Studios as they branch out into original work #Oh my god little dragon studios im so sorry a punk ass bitch would say that to you #As if the popularity of their cash cow isn't based on the red hot hubris of a bunch of dudes trying to make TPB into an anime #Get bent working partners

[khlur]

honest to god what in the WORLD happens to people in their late 20s and early thirties,,,, u all have 0 chill. zero. shoonya. like...are your friendships unfulfilling?? are you sexually frustrated?? is your career hitting a dead end?? why the fuck do you people take it out on people younger than you. i'm just trying to live my fucking life and navigate similar challenges to you all...

#i'm trying not to be stereotypical here but that's the only common thread i could find <3 #4 different people aged 29 30 and 28 have fucking lashed out at me for very very VERY minor reasons in the past 3 days #one 28 year old gave my personal details to a photo studio without telling me #same person thought i had blocked her on ig when i actually deactivated my account. sent me an incredibly nasty text about it #a 32 yr old classmate of mine behaves like a fucking bratty child making puppy eyes and hoping she'll get her way #30 year olds....what's happening. where's all your emotional regulation going #why are u bitches acting out like this #i hope i never become this sort of person in a couple of years god y'all are insufferable and needless drama in ways i did not expect

[stupid-and-cute-are-enough]

class got canceled today you know what that means! i've been on a huge trevor kick (who belongs to @get-rammed) and was somehow motivated enough to pump this baby out in a single afternoon

#i like giving healthy trevor his toxic era eyelashes. i tink he deserves them #i did my best with the anon but they're deceivingly hard to get right. they're not skrungly enough #theyre delightful tho we LOVE a bitch with a mullet (i have a mullet so i go insane when inserts have one too) #fr tho i havent been able to make any art for myself in months bc my studio classes kick the shit out of me #so thank you ram for making the silliest guys to live in my head forever and ever :] #Feral Fiends #FF Trevor #FF anon #fanart #self insert #anon instert #salivating over the colors on this one. it was a BATTLE but it looks good #i have not yet read the FF lore doc but i know it will destroy me. i choose to ignore everything but healthy trevor nothing bad happens eve #my post

[pikbugz]

hello! I was wondering what type of brushes do you use? I really like how you do lineart

Thanks sm!! <3 Here ya go! All are free brushes from Clip Studio Paint's assets store

Lineart pens:

II Ink Brush Leaflet (ID code: 1626870)

Rough-ish pen (ID code: 1792061)

Coloring:

SU-Cream Pencil (ID code: 1761353)

CSP's provided watercolor pack brushes

#I rotate between brushes depending on my mood lol but these are my go-to lately #text #clip studio paint #brushes #BTW the leaflet wiggly brush is a bitch to use but u just gotta be gentle w her idk how to explain it

[quilleth]

My drawing ideas versus my inability to find good references for them versus how quickly i lose motivation trying to find them: FIGHT

#quilleth draws #or would if i could ever find references for what i picture in my head #this and the crippling perfectionism are why i hardly draw much or share what little i do draw tbh #i have no idea how to use the 3d models in clip studio well enough to use those for poses #i'm also a cheap bitch and not paying for the monthly subscription version of csp #in order to get the upgraded 3d models thing #like no! i already bought the program! i want to use the program i have! #and not have to pay more than what i already paid for a few features! #i say crippling perfectionism like it's not a big deal but it's exactly why i didn't apply for art school tbh #i was going to apply for an illustration program but wasn't happy with anything for my portfolio #so i gave up #but my brain gets cranky if i don't draw every so often so here i am. struggling. frustrated. wanting to cry

[sadderrall]

someone did some fucked up shit like real fucked up shit then stopped responding and when i realized they weren’t gonna respond i told them “i’ll haunt you like your dead grandma” and apparently that’s the worst thing anyone has ever said to this person and im sorry girl but i hope someone who isn’t a nice person is mean to you one of these days

#so this fucking bitch ok #her bf got kicked out of his house with he was staying with her #she rents a room and her roommates said they don’t give a fuck if he stays a bit #last night i let him stay a few days bc she was ‘overstimulated’ #keep in mind the bf is homeless rn since he got kicked out #he stays a few days #she picks him up right before new years #few days later he calls me up and tells me she told him she’s gonna take 3 years to focus on school and worth both full time #and only see him two days out of the month #and where does she tell him he’s going? #my house #when was i asked about this? #never #so she drops him off on the 10th #picks him up a few days later again #and while they’re leaving he says ‘i’ll be back on the 19th’ #so i guess that was when he was supposed to live with me #in a studio apartment #for 3 years #a day after she dropped him off i hit my social limit #i messaged her ‘imma need you to come pick him up after work’ #she starts spamming me asking me what’s going on #then before i had even told him i asked her she calls him and starts yelling at him telling him she’s not picking him up #and to go to a homeless shelter #so i tell her dude he’s your boyfriend he needs help just help him #and she’s like i can’t pick him up im sorry #and i was like dude no im putting up a boundary you need to come get your man #AND YOU KNOW WHAT SHE FUCKING SAID? #‘i’m putting up a boundary too im not picking him up’ #bitch you dump your boyfriend at my house without asking me you don’t get to put up boundary

[bioswear]

do not reblog

Edit: for context, I woke up to the stupidest fucking anon that I deleted but felt spiteful enough to respond to anyway (it was along the lines of, “if Disney didn’t make it why does Disney sell the merchandise… there’s no fucking commercial Pixar Stores…)

but are some of y’all fucking stupid or something? Do you all know what company subsidiaries are????

you can Say “Disney’s Pixar” or “Disney and Pixar” BUT DISNEY IS NOT THE SAME FUCKING COMPANY AS PIXAR

Produced IN PARTNERSHIP with Disney, and OWNED BY DISNEY AS A SUBSIDIARY COMPANY.

Pixar didn’t dissolve and become Disney. It just exists under the Disney Umbrella

This is like Platinum Games under Square Enix, Blizzard under Activision, XBox under Microsoft, etc.

#personal txt #y’all are stupid sometimes Lmfao #kinda problematic to not give a whole studio it’s proper credit by classifying it as Basic Bitch Disney #LMFAO 🤪 #you have Walt Disney Studios as the Big Daddy Umbrella #Disney Animation studios as the ANIMATION STUDIO #Pixar as the other animation studio #BUT DISNEY ANIM STUDIOS AND PIXAR HANDLE DIFFERENT PROJECTS #EVEN IF THEY ASSIST EACH OTHER. #STUDIOS HELPING OTHER FUCKING STUDIOS IS A THING IN THE INDUSTRY #PIXAR FUCKING PRODUCED INSIDE OUT. DISNEY DISTRiBUTES IT BC THEYRE THE BIG UMBRELLA CORP #ARE THERE FUCKING PIxar STORES? NO YOU STUPID FUCK. of course Disney is going to be the one selling the fucking merch #you stupid fucking anon. #don’t leave shit in my inbox if you’re not fully correct #PRODUCED AND PRODUCTION USUALLY MEANS MADE AND HAD OWNERSHIP OF MOST OF THE PROJECT #Eg: Sledgehammer made MWIII bc it was primarily handled by THAT studio. Activision is publishing and distributing it. as the umbrella Corp #and Treyarch Infinity Ward Etc. ASSISTED on it even tho they owned the making of sections of a game #DISTRIBUTION MEANS HANDLING STUFF LIKE MARKETING AND MERCH AND SOCIAL MEDIA ETC ETC #GOOGLE IS FUCKING FREE

[corvys-clover]

"Bring your shovel." "What?"

#Vince & Mercy #corvys.clover ocs #OC art #original characters #OC artwork #character illustration #clip studio paint #digital art #get in bitch we're going graverobbing #commissions open #illustration #my art

[lycanr0t]

the further into trimax i get the more stampede just falls... totally flat for me lol. tristamps placement of events is just odd and makes the characters come off entirely different and it does a huge disservice to the story overall. it focuses too much on all the wrong parts of the characters while leaving out important aspects that the whole story is built on.

eurgh. idk. theres just so much about stampede that leaves much to be desired. i wish it wasnt so rushed feeling. i wish they were doing a proper trimax adaption rather than retelling. i wish it didnt shuffle around events. the claims that its "more like" trimax than the 90s anime are so far total BS. (both animes are inaccurate and only take pieces from the manga but the 98 anime is... more 1:1 actually)

I'm still working my way through trimax (5 volumes left) but i kinda dont care if stampede gets more or not ngl lol

(also dont try to like "convince me" that stampede is good or argue w/ me or whatever i do not care. i dont care! im saying my opinions on my blog its untagged and you can just mind your own damn business its as easy as clicking away try it sometime)

#i think sometimes good things dont need to be adapted into shittier versions of themselves #the manga is good. does it need to be butchered to hell and back? really? #the nonexistence of a new anime doesnt make the manga go away or anything so #maybe im just pessimistic but like. im pretty fucking tired of reboots and retellings and adaptions just make new shit. fuck. #(ik this isn't necessarily the studios fault its like. capitalism hell and higher ups denying new stories etc etc etc but. you get it) #rot posts #ok thats my bitching abt stamp for today now im gonna rp vash weird plant pussy and thrive

[soldier-poet-king]

I love my Nonna dearly but I also just got my first real "here's how you should find a man" advice so truly 2023 IS my Charlotte Lucas year

To be fair, I'll give them credit, this is one of the first times my family has pulled this shit on me. I suppose my "I'm too busy focusing on school" excuse that I used through all 8 years of undergrad and grad school doesn't really work now that I've been working full-time for a year. And she also didn't bring it up in front of everyone or out of the blue, it came up because we had been discussing how insane my motherhas been about babies lately and my Nonna said "oh it's BC she's waiting for grandkids"

And like??? Just because my mother got married and had kids by my age (which may have been the right decision for her, this isn't judging even if I think her life went to shit bc of it) doesn't mean it's the right decision for ME

In fact, it is the ABSOLUTE WRONG decision for me. Theres a whole long list of reasons why I'm not getting married + or having children, including but not limited to: the trauma of my parents marriage and my childhood, my own ongoing health stuff, the whole religious queer anxiety guilt complex I've got going, the fact that if I were to get pregnant the resulting mental health crisis and dysphoria would undoubtedly make me *** y'know not soemthing that is frequently a source of nightmares for me or anything, my inability to take care of myself let alone CHILDREN, and the anxiety of raising children religious when I don't even know wtf is going on with me, CHILDREN??? IN THIS ECONOMY????

Ofc I can't exactly say any of this to my Nonna who, while incredibly sweet and loving and Good, is also like. Not at all exposed to these concepts and would probably freak out if I was like hello yes I am a big fat queer and I rlly hate the concept of gender and societal ideas of womanhood :) it also doesn't help that rlly the only single, middle aged woman my Nonna knows is this lady who works at the church who is DEFINITELY a badly closeted lesbian but also she's super fuckin mean and condescending and no one likes her BC she's a bitch, on top of the whole being a badly closeted lesbian in a conservative heteronormative religious environment

Like even IF I were to get licitly Catholic married to a man. You wanna find one for me??? My Nonna was like "go to church more to find a man" HELLO??? WHERE??I GO TO MASS EVERY WEEK?? Every religious man I know irl is a radtrad women can't wear pants type or is a manchild. Even if I COULD find a normal man, he'd have to get real cool about some stuff real quick. In that forever dilemma of too leftist queer for the religious and too religious for the leftist queers. (Obvs your partner doesn't have to be your duplicate but I'm like. Generally being on the same page. The same BALLPARK. is probably conducive to having a healthy relationship, y'know?)

Besides a significant part of my having 0 social life is because I am living in my parents basement which is in a shitty not-a-suburb of mostly immigrant families with youngish kids or super old folks from when the neighborhood was built, so it's poor and run down but also super fuckin far from anything To Do, so it's the WORST of both worlds of urban sprawl. And I have no car. And I already spend 2.5 hrs a day commuting for work. And I'm chronically tired. And joining a fencing club or taking art class or whatever costs MONEY y'know the thing I'm trying to SAVE by living in this hell place???? She literally said in the same convo "live here as long as possible to save money" like??? YOU CANT HAVE UR CAKE AND EAT IT TOO as long as I'm living here I'm NOT going out and meeting ppl BC there is literally Nowhere To Go. Big box stores like Walmart? Yet another strip mall? The highway??? THIS IS SOULLESS HELL of neither nature NOR accessible city amenities

And anyway, I would rather be in a long term marriage for tax benefits relationship anyway. Not platonic, not romantic, but a secret third thing (jk but also serious). Like. Mutual devotion that blurs the lines and transcends labels. It could be completely chaste. It could not be. It's not a dealbreaker really. It's about trust and devotion and companionship and love. But also I'm insane and I KNOW how insane and obsessive I sound, and society prioritizes nuclear family relationships and not the weird ass shit I crave, and I feel too much too fast and would ruin any relationship I had even if I WERE to somehow find someone who prioritizes those things too

So like. It's fine. Most days (not all ofc, but I'm trying) I'm okay with this and being on my own and learning to cultivate my own peace and Goodness and I know who I am and what I believe and what I trust to be Good and I'm working toward that and I'm not sacrificing it for anything. But also. Can you give a bitch a break. Please. I'm so fkin tired

#franposting #my bday isnt even til JUNE #im going to bitch anyway #im genuinely really upset but part of that is bc my headache has come back #and its worse than ever #i might cry but my head already hurts too much #i got really good news at work and only the men in my family made a big deal #the women were just. meh. and ofc none of them have careers so why should ot be important to me? #as the only granddaughter ofc :)))) #i am going. to crawl into bed. hair washed. lavender candle on. #do a lil meal planning. and then read or maybe just sleep. #tmrws goals after church are gym and grocery shopping before dnd #have to make my body hurt so much i cant think again #ofc bro 1 has claimed the car. so maybe i cant go #god. gos. i fuckin need to get out of here #but i literally cannot afford even studio apt rent in the city #and moving to one of the boroughs doesnt gwt me any closer to anything esp without a car #literally. just like. fuckin kill me #or find me a decently paid not soul killing job in a smaller city or even a town #where i could have a garden #or a porch swing. sit in. the sunlight

[twow]

i already know that im gonna become a Theme Park Person(tm) when im living in LA like 30 min away from some of the best parks in the country and i feel ashamed about it. im two months away from moving and im already planning my trips down to what i eat and wear and which rides ill ride in what order like i can feel myself becoming obsessive. sorry guys... but fear not i will never give disney a cent of my money that's the one park i refuse to visit. lets all have a mutuals meetup at knotts berry farm or six flags or super nintendo world <3

#one day ticket to one disney park is like double the price of annual passes at other parks its insane #i think they are a vile company and i wouldn't go there even if it was affordable but i think those prices are especially egregious #knotts and six flags are at the top of my list i need to be a knotts annual pass holder #and as soon as the nintendo theme park opens i will have to be a universal studios hollywood pass holder but rn its not great tbh #universal studios hollywood is like the no bitches meme but it says no coasters instead bc they have like 2 #and they arent even big coasters #altho i think the rides they do have are great like jurassic park and the mummy. they just dont have enough #edit: just found out that hello kitty is a meetable character and they have a whole little sanrio store at universal so nvm im going asap

[kumomokiii]

Just some persona things and a cute icon I made :’3

#anime and manga #digital art #oc tag #original character #anime fanart #twitch #pngtuber #artists on tumblr #character art #pink aesthetic #my persona #this bitch be pink #i’m tired #just wanna go to bed #😭 save me #sketch #clip studio art #digitalart #idk what tags are #drawing #draw #weird artstyle #am i tagging this right #who know

[calpicowater]

Week 36.5/52: September 5th - September 11th 2022 | First Week of School Day 📷

School day got me literally dead.,,,, I don’t even know what to say. I wake up at 4:30AM every morning, leave the house by 5am and then I don’t leave work until after 5pm... honestly insane lol wtf. This year is so much more exhausting than last year (would have never thought it could be more tiring than last year but here we are KDJKSFFSF). But first week of being a SD supervisor actually went a lot smoother than I had thought so thank goodness!!!!! Got so lucky with my school assignments this time around. I can only wish that the rest of the month will go well too...... A few more weeks until I can live like a regular human again. >_<

#365 #52 #work #legit going to bed at 9pm every single day I FEEL LIKE AN INFANT #but getting at least 6.5 to 7 hours of sleep everyday despite the super early mornings #i'm becoming responsible lol be proud of me #i have no photos from this week at all lol only set up photos from every morning that i am obligated to take for reports lol #and then stole sunny's supervisor group selfie again ooooopsies #what is LIFE #i dont even check youtube or turn on my computer #i just work and then i hang w matt for like 3 horus and then i go home to PASS THE FUCK OUT LOL #work is shit usually but the highlight of the day is always going back to the studio after shooting #everyone is back from their schools and we just write reports and bitch abt life to each other and hang out #its the only slightly positive thing abt suffering #i miss being a photographer sometimes cuz less repsonsiblities and more opportunities #but this is nice too #question mark ? #everything will be ok i just want to be happy at the end of the day