#this is vent art hhhh

[sunlit-mess]

something something

#im trying to draw hhhh #sorry if im just here and there- but ive been reading inboxes ^^ and tysm..! I bring back the same kindness to you! #sorry if all i draw is nothing but venting now- but ill swing back someday hopefully #messyr #doodle #vent post #vent art #chronic emptiness #bpd

[dinopepitah]

[It gets kinda lonely sometimes.]

#cool fact the canera recognized him as a real face snbdkd #not so cool fact this is somewhat of a vent hhhh its hard communicating in my part when i want to know someone. thats the vent aaa #anyways #spamton #my art

[down-with-the-mafia]

#mustache girl #that's all I'm tagging it as #hhhh #okay to reblog but it is vent art

[chisatowo]

Cartoon bonk sound

#keese draws #oc art #oc #ocs #furry #furry art #furry oc #sfw furry #tis was a bit experimental and I think it turned out nice #was originally gonna do this with my sona but decided I didn’t want it to come off as too much a vent so I did it with mochi instead #I need to draw her more I love her soooooo much #I’m doing mostly ok my anxiety has just been a bit hhhh lately #but yeah mochi is! not mentally well in the slightest! #girlies who wanna tear out their brain and put it through a wood chipper #or just shove it into a blender and then drink it like a smoothie #but for now smashing her head against a wall at parties will do (it won’t she needs help lol) #well. needed. she’s dead :( #idk if I ever explicitly said this but monarch murdered her #they did it as a part of the time ‘’loop’’ so they could raise mocha #she honestly barely comes up in the story proper unfortunately even though I absolutely adore her #she deserves so much more but alas life wasn’t kind to her #and by that I mean I wasn’t sorry bestie you’re important in my heart <333

[laisme]

#las art #vent #ashdhfbrbxjdjd #aa #no but im just hhhh /neg

[marshmellowpaint]

Hmm

#vent #its 12:30am im gonna go to bed now #night night lads #my art hhhh

[bluuubuns]

Is anyone else struggling to find a job rn or is it just me. I've been sending out CVs to any valid vacancy and I've had no luck for about a year. I feel like this is partly the fault of me having no job experience but no one is even willing to give me a chance. This sucks so much

#fen thoughts #vent #and its not like i have NO EXPERIENCE WHATSOEVER either #like i have a strong portfolio #even for non art jobs i worked as a ticketing/sales representative for a few months too #and yet ive had NO LUCK #im forreal thinking about going to a therapist because ive had multiple bouds of depression cus of this #and ive been told many people are also struggling #but im scared that it's just me #and its not like im not trying either i Actively Want A Job #because i want to study and live abroad #hhhh #can a girl in her 20s catch a break pleaaase i just want one thing to go right rn

[chickenmanbeloved]

Shane cuddles and kinda vent art with my farmer Joan

work and school have been kicking my ASS,,,,

thank god winter break is coming up hhhh,,

Anyways happy holidays :]

#stardew valley #shane sdv #sdv shane #stardew shane #shane x farmer #stardew farmer #shane husband

[boosaot]

Vent (nothing serious just whining about my art)

Looking at my art from 3-4 years ago and *removes myself from my body* Why can’t I draw like I used to *agony*

^ Aug 16 2020 ^

^ March 28 2022 ^

^ June 13 2022 ^

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But even looking at these drawings that I consider some of my best,,, I’m not feeling pride or joy,,

I don’t search out friends so I’m not trying to be all “woe is me” about having none

HOWEVER

Not having friends that are artists is especially difficult,,, (Hopefully I’ll make some when i go to college for animation but idk)

(Why tf did I choose the Animation Program when I haven’t drawn anything im proud of in 2-3 years *bashes head into wall*)

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I don’t even wanna give examples of my art now (but I will) cuz just the idea of looking at it makes me wanna vomit out of anger,,, I feel like it’s such a downgrade from what I was able to do before

I feel embarrassed to share these because I don’t want it to come off like im proud of them,, like im aware theyre not my best, not even close

They’re just rough and unfinished looking and hhhh *drops dead* i haven’t rendered/finished an art piece in 2-3 years

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In a way I want reassurance that I’m just being over critical but if I say this out loud it might look like I’m trying to show off my art in a “#im so humble” way (or that im fishing for compliments)

*continues to ramble like a madman*

Nothing I’ve written are full thought nor are they coherent but it eez ehat it eeeeez

#fellas… apologies for my overdramatic-ahh post #oou Again & Again by 2PM came on ayy my doom spiraling just got groovy

[toaster-trash]

Hhhh REALLY trying not to vent on main anymore like it’s an active effort in case it gets into a bad habit but

Yeah

Really not doing well currently

Really feels like I’m putting on an act (for a very large number of reasons in a load of ways (mental health, physical heath, identity, gender, intensity of personality and interests, etc etc)) every time I’m in public whatsoever and I’m kind of experiencing a hard disconnect between myself and that “character” to the point where if anyone addresses me through their perception of me as that character, I’m taken off guard and it doesn’t feel real to me – I don’t register those conversations as conversations I’ve had, I view them as conversations I’ve viewed people have with a fictional character as an outside perspective. In the simplest terms possible.

I’m just very tired, but I’m trying to keep up with work and posting and art. It’s a good distraction from other things, at least, but it is a strain to keep up with – so please do bear with me until I finally do build up enough of a back catalogue to post regularly again. Maybe I’ll get some clervalstein redraws done or something in the meantime.

#vent #update #personal

[sillysadduck]

Hey I feel like maybe this should be said but Ducky, if you ever need to like vent or whatever, please do. Don't hold back if you wanna make a vent post. I'm dead serious, you don't have to keep this blog purely art and silly lil asks. If somethings up, and you wanna get it out somewhere or whatever, you can do it here. I'm sure you got your bf and such to vent to, but this is just a friendly reminder if you ever need to do that. Aight, peace <3

HHHH okay this made me cry thank you so so much. I try my best to keep it light around here because I don't want to bother yall with my massive amount of problems😭😭

Being here is already an escape for me because I have a pretty hard life, but all you need to know is being here made me feel better <3 having this support made me feel better.

Because even tho I'm an art student now, I was never allowed to draw at home. My art would get thrown away or torn apart. And I had so many friends in the past who would tell me I wasn't as good as them or tell me I "didn't deserve the compliments", so I never expected to have so many people enjoying what I do. Having this blog is all I need. Having people like my art is all I need, thank you so much for caring about me <3

#oh and he isnt my bf haha I can see why everyone thinks that tho #asks #I'll get to leave my house eventually but I cant leave my sister alone. my brother will be ok but she wont:( #sadly I still have to live with my abuser

[zanarkandfayth]

11, 16, and 21 for love your fandom ask game! 😊✨

of course!

11. if you’re a writer or artist, what fic or piece of art are you proud of making? most of them! like the really old shit up until around 2005 can get yeeted into the sun and there's a few newer pieces in the ffxv stuff that I think about orphaning every day, but most of them I love, for differing reasons. if I had to pick… hhh. that's so hard. monsters, maybe, for being my longest completed and posted fic, and because it was just supposed to be a short suicidal noct vent before it turned into this… this mess of friendship and feelings that somehow works out in the end.

actually I'm also really proud of a digimon fic of mine called silence, one because I started it in 2007 and only wrote a couple pages and then came back in 2016 and somehow finished it haha, and two because I made the writing style match the main idea of the fic, where yamato doesn't talk much after experiencing a trauma, and the narrative itself starts out a lot more minimal to mimic that, and gradually grows more wordy as he himself begins opening up about what happened. I wasn't sure how well it would work but I love how it came out in the end.

16. a tiny detail in canon that you want more people to appreciate I let my other answer be so long because I'm struggling to think of anything for this one xD you'd think as much as I obsess over getting all the details of canon right for fic, I'd be able to immediately rattle off an answer, but no. I don't think I've touched the game since 2019, or maybe early 2020. I don't remember a lot of the tiny details now lol. fake fan /s because my only other answer is that I want people to appreciate prompto's full name more cough cough

21. a fandom you’re not active in anymore but that you still really like uuuh, define active XD other than writing my own fics for ffxv and occasionally reblogging fanart, I feel like I'm not active in anything. especially when I think about all the stuff I used to do in the LJ days. hhhh. I guess I'll say fullmetal alchemist? I don't really do anime anymore cos reasons but I still adore fma and I'll sit down for a watch every few years, but I don't really do anything with the fandom now. especially since it got invaded by antis… LJ days, I yearn.

also bbc merlin, my beloved. and skins uk, my beloved (but only series 1 and 2, 3-7 are of no interest to me).

I'll shut up now. thanks for the ask! <3

[sm-baby]

Sorry hi I would turn off the anon but I am super hella nervous about asking but I really love your art and anything you make is a huge inspiration I love the details and colors and etc etc! I found your art when I was really young and it inspires me to draw so much even if I can't really animate and I really wanted to thank you??? Also I love the idea of your headspace comic (?) Vent thingy-- it's just very interesting overall! And I've been using your art as some of my icons I don't know if that's allowed but I just wanted to tell you ofc I've given the proper credit and I'm rambling but yeah that's all that's it 🏃

BUDDY I HOPE YOURE OKAY!! OFCOURSE ABSOLUTELY ITS SUCH AN HONOR TO HEAR THAT YOU USE MY WORK AS YOUR ICON-- AND- INSPIRATION---

Little buddyyy..! Awee!! Buddy oh my gosh.. Im!! Its such an honor it really is I don't know what to sayyyyy hhhh.... Come on mannn.. /pos

Muuhhh,,, mann,,, god.. "when I was really young" like how young could you be? Ive only been 17 for a month and I already feel old (@//w//@)

#ahk #now this is something ill look at when i feel down in the dumps...

[jaedoesart]

hhhh

ned vent

but

art blok

:((((((

[lesbianakaashi-archived]

and ill figure out a way to get us out of here 

song (x)

(don’t tag as kin)

(fun fact; theres captions on these!)

#katsu thompson #oc tag #art #this is home #cavetown #tagging that for attention #this is vent art hhhh

[rexscanonwife]

Last little while has been real rough at work but I'm still hanging in there ❤️ I hope everyone's doing ok! And if you're not remember that things will get better, I promise.

#brie babbles #vent #hhhh im so EXHAUSTED #today wiped me #and it feels like i dont have energy for anything lately #but rest assured im still around and im still doing my thing!! #i love rex and the others as much as i ever have #soon ill be around again and make new art and new content #but for now know that i am getting comfort from them and they keep me going!! #im never not thinking about it fr fr