#this podcast makes me insane

[kittensintinytophats]

Wait, if Arthur knocked would Daniel still be alive?

Would he have been like "ah I see you got my message at the hotel" and Arthur would've been able to warn him

John was right, everything matters

I'm going to chew drywall

#malevolent #malevolent spoilers #this podcast makes me insane #orz #tophat speaks

[variksel]

takes a drag of my coolguy cigarette I dont know man the fact that all of the s1 dads' original dad haha funnyman tropes were at first only jokes to make fun of middleaged middleclass middlebalding cishet white american men with but the second their fathers and the traumas of the daddies' pasts stepped into the plot they tied themselves into the initial premise and dad tropes so fucking perfectly i mean TAKINGANOTHERBIGINHALE darryl the christian who married his highschool sweetheart and started living the picket-fence "kid-and-a-house" american dream relatively young while idolizing his own dad has a father who died before darryl had properly talked with him and found out more of his faults and nuance henry the pacifist pretentious vegan dad has a father who thinks hes better than everybody else and wants his son to repress his anger and anxiety because he feels he is morally above emotions glenn the distant but cool rocker dad who tours the country without his son on christmas eve has a dad who glenn wasnt even sure if he had died back on earth because it had been so long since he had heard of him ron the emotionally detached stepfather who doesnt seem to care to remember his stepsons name or a single fact about his personality has a father who used everything in rons life to hurt him including his love for his dog AND his love for his father when he asked him to go fishing with him knowing despite all hes done ron would still somehow desperately want to make his father proud fuck me running anthony burch doesnt get enough credit

#darryl wants to be everybodys shield and- #not realizing that he cant do that and also people wont let him if he doesnt share his own burden #this podcast makes me insane #also while i was writing this my brain went he doesnt see himself as a good enough father so he tries to act as someone who tries to carry #he feels like hes failed as a father because his marriage is on the rocks despite marriage being forever. he thinks he shouldve had his- #happily ever after already but things keep going and life keeps moving and not everything is perfect and he doesnt know how to deal w it" #thats all i just really had to like put this all out there #dungeons and daddies #dungeons and daddies spoilers #dungeons and daddies odyssey #dndads s1 #dungeons and daddies season 1 #darryl wilson #dndads glenn close #glenn close #henry oak #ron stampler #paeden bennets #oakworthy

[hellishfig]

having a normal one w/ my only friend who listens to/is caught up on wbn

#WHAT THE FUCK WILL HAPPEN #WHO'S TO SAY #I WILL NOT BE ALRIGJT #listening to them goof and compliment each other is good #but they're SEPARATED. and suvi thinks they ABANDONED HER #also the whole 'to suvi obedience is love' what if i screamed until the end of the universe. what then BRENNAN #i'm so fucking hype #this podcast makes me insane #worlds beyond number #wbn pod #wbn spoilers #wbn fireside chat #the wizard the witch and the wild one #wbn: www #wwwo #wwwo spoilers #friend stuff #imessage #no image description #no image id

[stone-stars]

people will write 2.5k words about the use of a single song in naddpod. and by people i mean me.

#hanbles #this podcast makes me insane

[mongreldyke]

"i don't get why you'd get out and immediately throw yourself back in"

JANE who's outcome of the war is being imprisoned and abandoned and traumatized obviously wouldn't understand, but being a soldier is what Sophie's good at!! It's where she FOUND herself, it's where she's found respect after a lifetime of being cast aside and ignored. Jane had that all soured and Sophie Really Didn't until e18, *maybe*.

#this podcast makes me insane #sophie you are so weird in the brain ❤️ get some safe coping skills #the pasithea powder

[ifyourereadingthisblinktwice]

me when the human character loses their humanity while the non human character gains humanity

#yes im referring to malevolent in this case #cannot believe john was actually grossed out by a dead body for once and didn’t describe it in horrific detail!! #the parallels between arthur and larson making me go insane #malevolent #malevolent podcast #it’s equivalent exchange

[future-crab]

The thing about TMA is that if I think about Sasha James too much I will cry and if I think about Michael Shelley too much I will cry and if I think about Agnes Montegue too much I will cry and if I think about Jonathan Sims too much I will cry and if I think about Naomi Herne too much I will cry and if I think about Gerry Keay too much I will cry and if I think about Tim Stoker too much I will cry and if I think about Jane Prentiss too much I will cry and if I think about Martin Blackwood too much I will cry and—

#tma is a horror podcast and i absolutely love it on those merits #but i think where it really excels is as a tragedy #SO many characters - major and minor - have these unique and insanely fascinating individual tragic arcs #i could sit and think about any one of them for hours #it’s just such good and sad and interesting writing #it’s what makes me so completely unable to get this podcast out of my head even years after it’s ended #tma #the magnus archives #jonathan sims #sasha james #tim stoker #martin blackwood #naomi herne #jane prentiss #gerard keay #michael shelley #agnes montague

[eyes-of-nine]

truly what a guy

#malevolent #malevolent podcast #arthur lester #arthur malevolent #john doe #john malevolent #my art #ahfdgfghsdd i have so many important things to do but these two have overtaken all of my waking thoughts so i'm fucked to say the least #adgfd i just wanna talk about them with someone but no one i know has the energy for that 12h long infodump #straight up today was my first truly no work day in a few weeks and what did i do? spent half the day figuring out how i want to draw arthur #still not sure if this the direction i wanna take his design in but somehow along the process he ended up as like my ideal look on masc days #tbh i don't have the time to unpack whatever that says about me ywy #john's design is very much still a first draft but i can't think about it too much or i might just actually go insane #this podcast makes me unwell(affectionate) #the universe is so evil for not letting me just draw them all day long ywy #in an ideal world it would be no diploma no uni applications only malevolent #.....i'm gonna stop with the rambling now #so yeah go listen to malevolent

[plaguescoffin]

I want to push them off a flight of stairs

#the magnus archives #tma podcast #tma fanart #the magnus archive fanart #tma #tma jon #tma martin #tma jonmartin #TMA Jmart #mag jon sims #martin blackwood #mag Jmart #they make me insane #they make me sick

[kindly-henge]

ALSO faulkner killing his brother because your older siblings are the first gods you have. you do not know a life without them. you grow up in the shadow of their rage and their love at unpredictable intervals. they are always there for you except when they're not, no matter how often you pray or cry or call them from the interstate.

now imagine you want to mean something, so you kill your god. you kill your god and try to take his place but the mantle doesn't fit right. the throne isn't yours no matter how many people call you sibling or prophet or katabasian. so you try to undo it. to give it back in the same place you took it all those years ago.

but this time your younger sibling pulls you back up, spluttering from the water.

because you're the only god they know.

#the silt verses #tsv #faulkner #IT JUST MAKES ME SO CRAZY INSANE #i need to write an essay on sibling relationships in this podcast #after all the other essays i want to write #yes this is about episode 38

[under-lok-n-ki]

took some time exploring Chibo’s updated look, think i finally got it down :o

#for some reason his hair was one of the biggest things making me go insane but #as you can see I started vibin with the bangs pulled back idea #which for the most part was inspired by Bizly’s current look lmao #also ended up trading the tall/popped jacket collar bc i remembered my Lizzie design had it first and i want the two to have diff styles #my art #sketches #digital art #jrwi #jrwi podcast #jrwi show #just roll with it #just roll with it podcast #jrwi riptide #jrwi chip #jrwi chip james #jrwi chip bastard

[the0retically]

“I did what was best for me god damn it. You know getting away from you? That was the best decision I ever made.” -Rolan

“Well good for you man.” -Rand

“Fuck you.” -Rolan

#jrwi #jrwi thoughts #jrwi bitb #jrwi blood in the bayou #blood in the bayou #timothy rand #jrwi rand #rolan deep #jrwi rolan #keeperschampion #<- I have to tag this as that #THEY MAKE ME INSANE #ARE YOU GETTING ME???? #bitb #just roll with it #jrwi podcast #jrwi show #jrwi keeperschampion

[cherryzlem]

This piece pretty much broke my ipad cos procreate kept crashing 💀

LISTENING TO MAG 101 WHILE DRAWING THIS 💥💥💥>>>>

ALSO I FINALLY MADE GERRY GOTH INSTEAD OF EMO 💀 I APOLOGIZE TO ANY GOTH FOR MY OLD GERRY DESIGN

#artists on tumblr #procreate #digital art #tma #tma gerry #tma michael #tma fanart #tma podcast #the magnus archive fanart #the magnus archives #tma spiral #the spiral #the distortion #doorkeay #gerrymichael #tma gerard keay #gerard keay #they make me insane #theyre so gay

[queernarchy]

#dndads #dungeons and daddies #dungeons and daddies spoilers #no because i think this podcast has cracked the code to actually making me go insane #just sandwiching the most crazy mind altering shit amongst goofs to catch me off guard the Maximum amount #i'll spend the next two weeks insane. Again.

[honeysucklethornsandalligtrhorns]

i’m pleased to tell you all that my friend has started listening to malevolent and has affectionately dubbed our main characters ‘john bimbo and arthur himbo’.

he’s on the fifth episode if you couldn’t tell

#malevolent #malevolent podcast #john doe #arthur lester #he’s gonna make me go insane #yes this is the same friend who came up with ‘archivast’ #🌫️

[eldritcheyecryptid]

I love how we, as a fandom, lose our shit every time Peter Nureyev breathes.

#I have a physical reaction every time he gets mentioned #he makes me feel things #he makes me insane #I kin Juno Steel because #I too am nonbinary and insane about #peter nureyev #junoverse #tpp #the penumbra podcast #he has me eating cardboard and crawling up the walls #but also #I kin Peter Nureyev #adjejwj