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ocxmaul · 9 months
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my text post collection vol. 1
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welcometogrouchland · 2 years
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[ID: four images showing Luz, Amity, Hunter and Willow from the owl house. The first image depicts lumity in their grudgby outfits from Wing it like Witches, and huntlow in their flyer derby uniform. Luz is holding Amity bridal style and smiling with her eyes closed while amity blushes and looks away. Willow talks to hunter happily while Hunter scratches the back of his neck nervously, smiling and looking away like amity.
The background is red and covered in various doodles of hearts, stars, speech bubbles with punctuation, a glowing light glyph behind lumity and a glowing plant glyph behind willow. In the center is the quote "oh, wow! Sports", with the word "sports" arranged in the shape of a heart.
The next three images are all variations of this- a close-up crop of Luz and Amity with no doodles, a close-up of Hunter and Willow with no doodles, and a variation on the full image with no doodles except the quote. End ID]
Shout-out to the owl house for being the only show brave enough to have not one, but TWO sports themed ship tease episodes /j
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brother-emperors · 2 years
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this was one of those comics where the script seemed funny to me until I started to figure out the dialogue placement on the page, and then it got melancholic.
like, sometimes a figure leaves a story in a way that lacks a body to bury, and your comic script starts to look like:
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anyway, obsessed with the weird™ space that those who fought at philippi on the side of the republicans occupy after and the way that roman memory works. so the memory is being re written, but you’re still remembering.
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empire and memory, alain m. gowing
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the augustan aristocracy, ronald syme
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nyxofdemons · 6 months
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i think what it comes down to with shows like helluva boss and the fact that antis are allllllways complaining about it being "toxic" and "romanticizing unhealthy relationships" is that like. that's the point. like i truly don't get how you don't understand that that is the point. i like toxic romance in fiction. i like complicated messy unhealthy dynamics. i like characters who are flawed and hypocritical and bad people.
listen, there are some genuine criticisms to be made about this show, but ultimately so much of what it actually is in this fandom is just... people hating on it for being an adult show. the characters are, largely, not good people! you're not supposed to idolize and aspire to be like them! like sorry that you've only consumed escapist children's media for so long that you believe that all protagonists are supposed to be self-inserts but you are actually supposed to disagree with some of their actions and behaviors for this one. and claiming the show is "romanticizing abuse" just because it portrays an unhealthy relationship (that neither party is happy with!!!) is just. downright conservative and functionally puritan lmao
like. have you never read a whump fic. have you never watched a "dark" show. portraying unhealthy behaviors =/= condoning those behaviors in real life. i truly do not know how to make this any clearer for you
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bravesung · 1 month
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all  you  remembered  before  fading  to  black  was  three  words:  shhh,  don’t  move.
the  damp,  mildewy  smell  assaulted  your  nostrils,  snapping  your  eyes  open  and  prompting  you  to  look  around.  your  head  felt  heavy  as  if  numerous  weights  were  on  you.  attempting  to  move,  your  limbs  are  delayed,  almost  approaching  unresponsiveness.  you  could  feel  your  heartbeat  pounding  in  your  chest  and  worry  shaking  your  nerves.  (  whose  house  is  this?!  where  am  I?  ).  a  glance  at  the  clock  ––  5:04am.  how  did  you  get  here?  the  last  thing  you  remember  was  saying  your  goodbye  to  sachiko.  you  didn’t  know  it,  but  had  you  had  your  cellphone  you  would  see  various  texts,  missed  calls,  and  voicemails.  ken’s  a  mess,  screaming  and  yelling  at  your  security  detail  regarding  how  they  didn’t  ensure  your  safety.  you  just  wanted  to  go  home:  you  just  wanted  to  see  your  cat  and  be  in  the  arms  of  your  boyfriend.
you  try  moving  again.  no  avail.  there  were  no  restraints,  just  a  worn  mattress  beneath  you.  minutes  pass  before  you  hear  another  voice.   ❛  did  you  sleep  well,  kazama?   ❜   standing  at  the  middle  tier  of  the  staircase  was  the  boy  you  once  liked  in  high  school,  now  looking  more  like  a  crazed  maniac  with  his  unkempt  crimson  hair  and  gray  eyes  that  could  stab  you.  shakenly,  you  respond,   ❛  .  .  .  hitsumura-san?   ❜   there  was  a  highly  unsettling  smile  he  returned  to  you,  practically  vomit-inducing.   ❛   it’s  okay,  you  can  call  me  koji.   we  are  going  to  be  spending  lots  of  time  together  and  —  ❜   the  chime  of  your  ringtone  cuts  him  off:  someone  just  sent  you  a  text  message.  reaching  into  his  pocket,  he  examines  the  bedazzled  phone,  snickering  at  what  he  just  read.   ❛  .  .  .  ah,  it’s  kanzaki.  I  didn’t  know  the  pitbull  could  type  a  full  sentence.  also,  this  guy  —  ❜   he  turns  the  phone  towards  you,  ❛  this  .  .  .  uhhh  .  .  .  dude  .  .  .  on  your  wallpaper.  apparently,  he’s  going  crazy  looking  for  you.  not  sure  why  you  want  to  deal  with  a  guy  who’s  crazy,  buuuuuuut  .  .  .  ❜  now,  he’s  taunting  you.  it’s  working.   ❛  tell  me  what  in  the  world  possessed  you  to  do  .  .  .  whatever  it  is  you  did  .  .  .  !   why  can’t  I  move?!   ❜ 
❛  yada  yada  ––  search  party  ––  yada  yada  ––  call  me  once  you  see  this  ––  blah  blah  .  .  .  ❜  still  looking  through  your  messages,  he  disregards  your  question.   ❛  for  someone  who  is  supposed  to  be  a  big  named  model,  your  bodyguards  suck.  ❜   you  attempt  to  reach  for  something  to  throw  at  him,  but  are  still  weighted  to  the  makeshift  bed.  staring  over  at  you,  he  gives  another  stomach-churning  grin.   ❛  let’s  just  say  I  know  a  guy.  paralysis  is  his  specialty.  paid  a  pretty  penny  so  the  shit  had  better  work.  ❜ 
siennas  widen.   ❛  paralysis?!  ❜ 
koji  nods,  ❛  yeah.  made  it  easier  since  you  were  knocked  out.  I  tell  you,  you’re  light  as  a  feather. ❜
all  he  was  succeeding  in  was  angering  you  further,  through  gritted  teeth,  you  ask  for  confirmation.   ❛  you  had  someone  kidnap  me  .  .  .  then  you  drug  me?!  what  in  the  hell  is  wrong  with  you?!  ❜  you  were  not  one  to  curse,  yet  resentment  took  over.   ❛  you  thought  by  paralyzing  me  you  could  ––  ❜
leaning  closer,  he  interrupts  you,  ❛  I  knew  by  paralyzing  you  you  wouldn’t  have  the  strength  or  stability  to  do  your  magic-singing-healing  shit  or  fight  me.  ❜  he  then  places  his  finger  on  the  tip  of  your  nose,   ❛  because  I  also  know  you  would  have  tried  to  run  out  of  here  and  call  the  pitbull  or  that  damned  american  ––  and  koji’s  not  stupid,  no  he  isn’t.  ~  ❜  the  last  part  was  spoken  as  if  he  was  speaking  to  a  toddler.     ❛  I  know  all  about  you,  kazama  hanamaru.  I  tracked  everything  by  phone.  I  knew  where  you  were  going,  I  knew  when  you  were  and  weren’t  going  to  be  around  that  guy,  I  knew  when  you  and  the  pitbull  wouldn’t  be  stuck  together  like  glue.  I  knew  when  your  next  photoshoot  would  be,  I  knew  when  you’d  be  flying  to  the  states  ––  I  knew  everything.  I  need  to,  you’re  going  to  be  my  roommate,  I  need  to  keep  tabs  on  you.  ❜ 
(  he’s  insane.  he’s  absolutely,  unequivocally  INSANE.  )
❛  hitsumura-san  ,  what  happened  to  you  after  graduation?!  ❜  somewhere  along  the  line,  he’s  lost  sight  of  reality,  but  what  could  have  caused  it?   ❛  didn’t  you  have  dreams  of  going  abroad  and  being  a  writer?!   ❜  in  response,  he  snarls,  ❛  you  think  you  know  me?!  you  think  I  haven’t  written  anything  or  gone  abroad?!  ❜  he  lets  out  a  chuckle,  ❛  you  wound  me,  hanamaru,  you  didn’t  even  say  hi  to  me  when  you  were  at  the  gala  in  new  york  last  month.  ❜ 
what  was  he  .  .  .  ?   that’s  when  it  hit  you!  the  invite-only  gala  that  was  being  held  in  manhattan.  you  had  brought  rock  there  as  your  date.  with  all  of  the  paparazzi,  crowds,  and  flashing  lights,  you  had  not  the  smallest  inkling  that  koji  was  looming  in  the  crowd  ––  not  until  you’re  staring  at  the  photo  he  was  presenting  to  you.  his  phone  screen  appeared  to  be  you  and  rock  walking  down  the  staircase,  hand  in  hand.   ❛  you  look  so  pretty  in  blue.  ❜ 
(  I  have  got  to  get  out  of  here!  ) 
❛  emi  still  had  some  great  usage.  told  her  some  white  lies  and  she  got  me  into  the  gala.  look  how  much  effort  I  went  through  for  you,  hanamaru  kazama.  can’t  you  say  thank  you?  ❜  you  were  so  petrified  by  everything  he  has  displayed  to  you,  mouth  parts  but  nothing  comes  out,  frustrating  koji.   ❛  say  thank  you!   ❜  with  his  demand,  he  holds  your  face  between  his  thumb  and  middle  fingers,  ❛  say  "thank  you,  koji"!  ❜
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you  went  from  being  alert  and  aware  to  tired  and  nauseous,  eyelids  struggling  to  stay  open.  koji  notices,  a  concerning  hum  leaving  his  lips.  ❛  maybe  I  gave  too  much.  fine,  you  can  thank  me  when  you  wake  up.  go  to  sleep.  ❜   he  speaks  as  if  you  could  control  your  drowsiness,  shrugging  when  you're  back  to  unconsciousness.  ❛  at  least  I  can  get  her  dressed  up,  I  think  I  got  ideas.  .  .  ❜ 
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moltengoldveins · 9 months
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Look perhaps crying actual tears over Durin’s song is a bit much but I have a Reason ok, let me Explain-
“No harp is wrung, no hammer falls: The darkness dwells in Durin's halls. The shadow lies upon his tomb In Moria, in Khazad-dûm. But still the sunken stars appear In dark and windless Mirrormere.”
It’s about the Hope, right? The resurrection of a long-dead and rotting world, the way the line of Isildur and the line of Durin have held the last embers of a once-great flame so that when the time is right they might once again light the beacon. It’s about the elves having no redemptive story, no myths for the future, no joy in knowing they are not the last and greatest thing their race will ever make. It’s about how they have nothing to look onward for, and so cannot help but pass into the West and away. It’s about how absurd the thought of sailing on is for the men, the dwarves, heck, even the ents, who have woken from their long sleep and found themselves strong again, because they hold so much faith in the coming glory of a world rebuilt. It’s about how the new king of men does not have a mind of metal, and the new champion of the dwarves does not have a mind of gold. It’s about how they have both found friendship and love in the elves, but instead of loosing themselves to the grief of what is lost, they’ve pulled the elves into the hope of what is to come. It’s about how the Entwives cannot be found, but the things Treebeard says and sings of them are so eerily familiar, to those of us with even a passing knowledge of Merry and Pippin and the Hobbits and the Shire. Whether they Are the Entwives, found at last, or just the kind of creatures the ents can pass their knowledge onto, it doesn’t matter. The hope stays the same. The Middle Earth during the LotR trilogy is so horribly dark. And more than that: it’s quiet. Cold. “The world is grey, the mountains old, The forge's fire is ashen-cold.” The only cities left are those built from enough stone to stave of the rot. It’s inconceivable, any race of that time carving the giant statues we see of Aragorn’s forefathers. It hurts to think how much has been lost, enough to understand, for a moment, the call Westward. But we are not dead yet. We are faded, but not fading. The old things are still there, waiting to be seen by new eyes, breathed upon again by new lungs. “There lies his crown in water deep, Till Durin wakes again from sleep.”
The Lord of the Rings is a story set in the cold, bleary morning of a bright new era. The world, like the ents who represent it, is waking up and finding itself strong. Durin’s line is still alive and sees the fall of Sauron’s eye. The king of men has beaten death. There is one dwarf in Moria who yet draws breath.
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Plot, Theme, and Pacing :: 4x02 Fallen Stars
As part two of my Establishing Theme series, I’m continuing with my thesis of “S4 writes to establish, set up, and build upon Theme first and foremost” now onto Chapter Two: Fallen Stars. 
Themes from the previous episode to keep in mind are stagnated grief, separation and reunion, partnership (or lack thereof), and life-death symbolism. If you are interested in the full 4x01 analysis, it is linked down below. Particular bonds, such as Callum’s lack of partnership in response to Claudia-Terry / Janai-Amaya, the Viren-Callum’s foil relationship, as well as building upon the Terry-Viren-Callum trifecta
Ch1: Re-Birthday
With that out of the way, let’s dive in. 
Impatience 
Episode largely introduces the theme of patience with one character placed within each subplot group. For Karim and Callum, they are defined by their impatience at seeming stagnation over their situation and that their resources are limited (both are, coincidentally, brother-mage-advisor to the current monarch of their peoples). 
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For Karim, this is an introductory character trait that he was initially going to keep to himself until Jana pushed him to admit his concerns. For Callum, this is a reaffirmation, and it’s no wonder the mirror specifically is what’s driving him crazy. He’s always wanted to know things (“So does it mean something, your binding?”) and consistently pushes at things until he gets an answer ( “Should we trust you? Have you told us the truth about everything? / “But I don’t see why I can’t make my own connection”). So to be completely stagnated is frustrating and not how previous pursuits, particularly secrets and magic, have panned out.
It’s also not like him for his temper to come out so strongly over something so comparatively low stakes, so it’s the strongest hint that magic and the mirror has largely been a distraction and a balm from the pain of Rayla’s absence and his worry about her. 
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Additionally, it’s interesting that Callum is seeking out the mirror rather than the cube. He should have more incentive to be inquiring into the cube in a lot of ways, but instead, Callum is both more dedicated and more hesitant in dealing with what he’s inherited from Viren, not from Harrow. But more on that later.
In contrast to Callum and Karim’s impatience, we have Terry, who is exceedingly patient even in the face of doubt. 
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Despite being the only one on a cognizant time limit (30 days to help Claudia permanently bring her father back to life), Terry is chipper about the climb, optimistic amid Viren’s dry attitude, and content to help plants grow just a bit faster, as it seems worthwhile to him. As the previously linked meta, this builds on the Terry-Callum parallels that the season consistently comes back to; the previous episode put emphasis on their relationship to names and titles.
And we know that patience VS impatience is one of the core themes of the season and in some ways, the series. Change, Sarai stated and Janai will later reaffirm, is something that takes time. Whether you get the time to change (or heal, or both) is what’s up in the air. 
Speaking of change and patterns, let’s turn our attention to
Reflections 
Viren and Callum both retread Viren’s steps in this episode directly, albeit at different points of Viren’s life. Viren is now climbing the Spire for a third time, with the prior two being at decisions that directly led to him falling in a few ways. The first time he climbed the Spire was with the intent of killing Zym, only for him to lie to Harrow and spirit away both the egg and the mirror in the first place (and taking Lain and Tiadrin captive in the coins). Stealing / ‘killing’ the egg is what led to his and Harrow’s friendship breaking down and the inciting incident for much of the first arc; this is where Viren, emotionally, started to ‘fall’.
The second time Viren climbs the Spire, he ices Rayla in the antechamber and is then tackled off the Pinnacle, seconds away from achieving his goal and at the cost of his life. We see he’s already regretting the toll his mistakes have taken on Claudia in this episode (we’ll get to his big speech in a minute) and the trauma that death has wrought on him. That was his second and more literal fall.
Then you have Callum getting closer to cracking the mirror. The Tome of Translation being literal “recognition of self through the other” in being a translated reflection of whatever you write on one side feels particularly apt given the way Aaravos has an identical mirror on his side of the prison. Getting closer and closer to that Fallen Star. 
So Callum and Viren are both retracing Viren’s steps, inevitably heading towards the same end and same pattern, the same cycle over and over again - until they don’t. 
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Let Go (Claudia, Viren, and Rayla)
I want to write a whole separate meta about this theme and honestly, question, of “Can you let go?” and how it pertains to the series as a whole, particularly in S4, but I want to start laying my thematic / meta basis here first, and now is as good a time as any.
While this question encompasses more characters later on in the season (Aaravos, Karim, Callum) it starts primarily with Claudia, Viren, and Rayla, one of my favourite trifectas and foil relationships in the show precisely because of the interlocked tragedies they experience due to each other, their similarities in motifs / personalities, and most of all, their inability to let go. That is, mostly. 
Claudia, as we all know, flat out refuses. She cries, then steamrolls over her father’s wishes, asserting her own as more important, and that Viren can’t let go, not as long as she is there by his side. This reaffirms what he said to her in 3x09 as well, only on her end of things now. 
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Just as Viren said he had to stand by Harrow through death (or presumptive death) too to Claudia in 1x03, she has now actually stood by him through two long years of death to revive him. Of course she can’t let go - she’s already in far too deep.
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For additional thoughts on Claudia this episode, please refer to this meta regarding her “It’s a sign” line because what a doozy / why I think she makes Viren take the trek up the mountain the first place as a nice bit of consistent characterization.
This differing stance of Letting Go vs. Not Letting Go of course asserts Claudia (narrative of strength) and Callum (narrative of love) in oppositional roles to each other (even as S4 begins to complicate / muddle that dichotomy further), but to talk about that (and again, I think that’s for the meta deep dive of this theme that deserves its own big sectioned meta) we have to start talking about Rayla.
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I don’t think anyone would say Rayla was actively trying to move on in Through The Moon. Yes, she was doing her best to regulate her emotions. Yes, she wanted a life with Callum, and no, she didn’t want to feel stuck in grief and uneasiness. She didn’t event want to leave. But she was still unwilling to let go of the hope of seeing her parents again, her utter frustration that she couldn’t, or to even consider that Viren may be dead before she had any sort of real proof. Then, when she has what she considers proof, she chases right after it... until she, seemingly out of the blue (even in the few lines of dialogue we get about her choice to come back) returns to Katolis and to Callum.  
As reflected on in my Rayla’s Characterization in S4 breakdown, one of the biggest differences between her in S4 and prior seasons is that in S4, she doesn’t have a same sort of relentless purpose driving her. This is a parallel she shares with Viren as well in S4, both of them taken to a sort of passivity we’ve seen in other characters (namely Claudia and Ezran), but never them, before.
Season four is Rayla seeing and asking the question of “Can I let go?” just like Viren. 
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Can I let go of what I’ve been chasing the past two years, or my entire life? Can I come back to a sense of home and spend it with the person I love the most? Can I accept that I am who I am, and that I failed in my past goals, and can I be someone slightly new, or different, or better, or happier? Can I at least try?
V: I’ve spent my whole life striving to be someone different. Maybe it’s time to accept that I am who I am for the days I have remaining. And when I reach the end, I will be at peace. And it... It will just be my time to let go.
Viren wanted power and knowledge; he had a martyr complex because he believed he was special. Rayla wanted to be an assassin but could never commit, having a martyr complex because she believed she wasn’t special. We know Viren is having this epiphany because of both Rayla and Claudia’s actions, although we’re less clear on what caused Rayla’s, beyond her going after Viren in the first place two years prior to the start of S4. But in addition to the clear parallels to 1x02 when Callum and Rayla meet for the first time, I don’t think it’s coincidence that Rayla returns in the same episode Viren has this epiphany, especially given the way these specific arcs mirror each other in the season finale (but more on that when we reach 4x09). 
However, Rayla’s return also brings in one of the bigger themes of the season, which is
Reunification and Second Chances (Ezran, Viren, Janai, and Rayla)
So let’s talk about Ezran. This is a facet of S4′s thematic makeup we’ll talk a lot more about once the Dragon Queen / Zym are actually in Katolis next episode and Callum and Rayla actually get to have their reunion in full, but the layers absolutely start here and are built upon from 4x01 previously with the Dragon Queen. 
Ezran hopes to help reunify Xadia and the Pentarchy through the Dragon Queen’s visit, as we know from Ezran’s dialogue he has likely visited the Spire and sees Zym fairly often, stating, “It’s been four months since I’ve seen him,” as though that’s longer than usual. Alternatively, we have Janai and Karim with their opposing views on both her marriage to Amaya and humans’ place in the new Sunfire elf settlement.
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Just like in 4x01, we see Karim be more cautious (and more prejudiced) than Opeli, and we get out first hint at the “Two cakes” duality theme the season is going to run with. 
Corvus: Is it really about changing the world, or is it just an excuse to get Zym to come visit?
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Then, of course, you have the continuing thread of last episode beginning with Viren’s reunion with Claudia (after two long years for her and no time at all for him) and this episode ending with Callum’s initial reunion with Rayla, the shots even brokered similarly (Viren and Claudia’s taking place and being cut off the by end of S3 / S4 intro vs Callum and Rayla’s taking place and being cut off by the end of 4x02, opening back up in 4x03). Again, we’ll talk a lot more about it in the next analysis, but it’s fun to see that it’s a continuing theme, as well as Janaya vs Karim and Clauderry vs Viren highlighting the theme of skepticism amid close partnership. 
In Darkness (Light and Darkness motif)
I want to do a proper meta about Callum and the mirror and its motifs / parallels with his season four arc, but for now, I’m going to appreciate the way we see it highlight his frustration, anger, obsession, love of magic, and begins to bring the light and darkness motif that had been more quietly in the background of the series until this point.
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As we see even in the examples above, it’s not as simple as the Light always being a good thing and Dark always being a bad thing. After all, even something called Dark Magic can do good things and renders the user’s hair more white, not black, through continued usage. 
However, as stated, the show has taken this undercurrent and brought it to the forefront, beginning most notably this season. We see Callum gazing into the mirror of Aaravos, stating “In darkness, gaze upon a fallen star,” and we have Karim’s statement that the Sunfire elves are losing themselves; “the rising sun has now become a fallen star.” This associates the cosmic concepts of sun and star as linked, with Callum likewise turning away from the mirror to face a moon - or rather, his moon. 
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Cue set up for Aaravos being his darkness, Rayla being his light to lead him out of the brainwashing (even if he can’t perhaps fully disavow Aaravos’ plans and manipulations, since the Startouch elf has to get out). The fact that Rayla has the cube on her shoulder glowing the Star arcanum (thanks to Stella) when the cube didn’t need to be in this shot at all and Stella could’ve been revealed to be connected to the Star arcanum in another manner, and Callum has the cube in his hand during his 4x04 Aaravos pawn intro... But again, more on that later, particularly when we get to 4x07.
All I’ll say for now was that this shot in the trailer made me scream because I didn’t think they were going to take Rayla and Callum’s background “light to darkness” motif and bring it like, textually to the forefront, and I don’t think I’ll ever be over it.
The Cycle (1x01-4x01, 1x02-4x02)
One of my favourite things about S4 is how much it harkens back to the previous seasons in terms of callbacks, framing, and theme, but the most overt is by far how much S4 borrows structurally from S1. It is for this reason that just as 1x01 kicked things off with a king and high mage on the king’s balcony discussing Moonshadow elf assassins, 4x01 ends with another king and high mage discussing a Moonshadow elf on the king’s balcony (and given Viren and Harrow’s note of speculation, ironically enough you could make the case they are also outright discussing Rayla as well, at least a little). 
The biggest parallel between 1x02 and 4x02 probably is the Rayla-Callum first meeting / reunion parallel, which is all I could’ve asked for and more.
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But beyond that, we see Karim and Janai splintering in a similar manner to Viren and Harrow. Viren and Karim are pushing their respective monarch sibling to make a particular choice or realize a particular danger, with their brother / sister (respectively) shutting them down on the basis of disagreement and wanting to move forward rather than perpetuate the cycle. The rest of the season continues this inversion pretty, although not exactly well, of characters diverging from S1 origin points or certain ones being reconstructed, so this will be an additional thematic aspect we keep a pin in from episode to episode.
Closing Notes: 
I don’t have too much else to say about this episode except 1) being tickled pink I correctly guessed that Lux Aurea may be the other fallen star referenced back when the episode titles were released a week or so early and 2) I wanted to include this screencap because it’s the scene I resonate the most in with Karim possible:
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It’s about the Symbolism.
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metamelonisle · 10 months
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a girl without a dick is like a clown without wings
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chiropteracupola · 4 months
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for interested parties, Here is the song about which I was rambling in the previous post.
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muppetbyers · 1 year
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will being “good at hiding”, the ud being a mirror of hawkins so he was Right There but also not. how he likely only survived so long because he was good at running and hiding from the demogorgon, and of course everyone was looking for him but if he didn’t try to reach out and communicate with joyce then he maybe wouldn’t have made it out at all. how at first he tried to defend himself but it was futile, maybe he couldn't have even done it anyways. the clone of his body that joyce immediately knew wasn't will.
will coming back wrong and feeling like a freak and being targeted at school, the scene of him walking down the hallway while everyone looks at him. he only opens up to mike at first and singles him out as not making him feel like "even more of a freak". he hides things from joyce until he cant because it all goes so wrong. how he tries to run and hide from it but its when he tries to fight back and stand his ground that it gets him. literally being possessed, his entire self being taken over, "what happens when he cant remember anything? when there's nothing else there? what happens when my boy is gone", and how joyce, jonathan and mike can bring him back just enough for him to help save them, even if saving them could kill him. and how none of them let that happen and they force the mf out to get will back.
in s3 when he's there but basically invisible, like a twisted parallel of s1. he's right there but having to still try to be noticed, and this time it ends with him destroying castle byers. the same castle byers that he hid in in the ud before the demogorgon found him, and which the memory of building with jonathan helped bring him back. castle byers with its 'all friends welcome' sign but joyce needed a password to be let in. how he has a 'no trespassing' sign on his bedroom door.
and just everything about dnd and "you shouldn't like things just because people tell you to" and how he doesn't conform to mike and lucas's 'normal teenage boy' shtick and how he tries to be his normal, but its just different to what they're doing. he destroys castle byers in part because he feels too seen, "what did you think that we were gonna sit around in the basement all day and play games for the rest of our lives" and yet he says yes, to mikes face. he gives away his dnd set but promises its not possible to join another party, and he doesn't.
he dances with a girl at the snowball bc he doesn't know what to do and mike is there pushing him to. in lenora he does a presentation on alan turing in front of, presumably, his whole class.
in s4 how his outfits just make him merge into the settings, almost camouflaged. how he doesn't reach out to mike despite wanting to stay in contact with him because he cant risk being too seen, because he doesn't want to lose their friendship. "sometimes its hard to say how you really feel", and then giving mike the painting under the guise of it being from el, masking feelings that are only his with el's name, trying so hard to express his own feelings but at the same time divorcing himself from them. jonathan immediately clocking it and for probably the first time ever, someone is truly seeing him and telling him directly that they love him no matter what. because they know, they know and its okay. how "hakwins isn't the same without him" and "god we need will" and his friends have his drawings on their walls and and and.
just. how hiding is the most integral part of wills arc and how everything is linked back to him hiding. and how sometimes its necessary to survive but that doesn't make it hurt less. and how he has so much courage and he's so true to himself but tries so hard to be both seen and not seen, because fuck man its complicated being who he is. and just. how other people's love for him keeps bringing him back, can bring him out of hiding. yeah. idk.
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me: why have we not been working on the WIPs we already have?
also me, shoving the eighth dragon au of the week behind my back: uhhhhh no reason
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sisterdivinium · 2 months
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Not sure anyone is interested (or unaware as I was), but if you're going through abstinence for a certain Dutch actress and can content yourself with less than a leading role, there are at least two films up on yt that I've found...
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dreamly · 7 months
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i agree with a lot of music fans and journalists/critics/artists that “lockdown”/“pandemic”/“quarantine” albums usually aren’t great and also don’t do very well, but i do think there is one truly incredible (at least in quality i haven’t looked at numbers and tbh i don’t really care) and maybe not the most obvious exception (well maybe it is obvious but i don’t see this album talked about a lot since like the month it came out and i don’t think i’ve seen it talked about in the conversations about art inspired by covid-19/lockdowns). anyway can we play a little game where you guys guess what album it is (this might help me find more good music or at least music you think i’d like as well as be [hopefully] fun!)
#i would also exclude folklore/evermore and unreal unearth from that statement not just bc i think they’re great but mostly bc i wouldn’t#call them ‘pandemic’ albums#like obviously folklore and evermore were made during that time but only two songs on folklore reference the pandemic/lockdown/isolation and#it’s sort of referenced in the sound in that both of those albums are generally quieter for taylor and that might reflect the actual#emotions of isolation and loneliness but i don’t think the sound necessarily reflects/refers to the actual material conditions of#lockdown or covid-19#rather folklore/evermore contain just a few lyrical and sonic references to the emotions caused by that situation but again. not as many as#there were initially perceived to be#side note i think actually the most ‘lockdown’ song on folklore or evermore is mirrorball#and i think the reason mirrorball works so well is that despite the fact that both the overall concept of the song and the lyrical content#seem to directly reference covid-19 lockdowns and closures#it (mirrorball) is still extremely relatable#and i think what’s absolutely true about the album i’m referring to in the actual text of the post#is that it is at least mostly very relatable for most people (although probably for women in particular)#and actually i would say that the album im talking about has very similar themes and concepts to mirrorball but translates and expands upon#them into the form of an entire album#ok very long side note over. in terms of unreal unearth not being a lockdown album it’s true that andrew has literally said it’s not one#but also there aren’t even any small lyrical sonic or conceptual references to the pandemic like i mentioned there are a few on folklore#and evermore.#i did watch an interview where andrew says there /might/ be one lyrical reference but i can’t find it (message me if you know what he meant)#i would call unreal unearth something that i think andrew is understandably hesitant to refer to it as#and that is a breakup album#and i think the reasons he’s hesitant to call it that is that sometimes when people say a piece of media is about a breakup they use that to#reduce both the emotions and experiences covered in the work and the quality of the work#but i also think that in music specifically breakup albums are often (not always. often) a seminal important and iconic moment in a career#and are in many cases considered by many to be the best or at least the most iconic albums by an artist#examples of that include Rumours and even Red#congrats if you read all these tags you’re a real champ#i have so much to say about this topic and topics related to it sorry!#love ya and please take a guess
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sirmanmister · 1 day
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My birthday is next week on Friday and I've been thinking of shit to do for it for a while now and cuz I'm a big fallout dork I was like "ah yes I should make irl depression era wacky cake for my birthday it'll be so fallout-coded" and for some reason, even though I already KNEW it existed and fully planned on making the Nuka Cola recipe in it, I just looked through the Vault Dweller's Cookbook for the first time and my god I have too many options now.
There's an actual birthday cake recipe, old lady palmer sweet rolls, fancy lads snack cakes and a perfectly preserved pie recipe that are all very well within my reach to make. I don't even LIKE cheesecake but that pie is calling to me. Also mushroom cloud meringue and stimpak jello shots and little buffout matcha cookies.
At the moment I'm gearing towards something I've never actually seen in the games; Mississippi Quantum Pie. Which is apparently in Fallout 3? It's like a mud pie from what I gather and it has fancy blue icing :3 Aside from all the desserts I'm also so fallout brained I was thinking of fucking APPLES and mac n cheese for supper (not together) cuz dandy apples and blamco LMFAO
Aside from food stuff I'm also gonna go to a cold war museum inside a bunker that my grandpa used to work in (like the BUNKER not the museum) and I'm gonna get all dressed up and go out to lunch after :) then we're gonna watch Blast From The Past which is abt a nuclear family that I watched YEARS ago when I was a kid. Anyway fallout is really fucking cool and I'm excited
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caufieldsonfire · 24 days
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in the same building as jamie drysdale tonight and feeling super fucking normal about it
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neodarkdark · 3 months
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What kind of love are you?
LOVE AS A PERFORMANCE
Your love is a masquerade, a dance, a work of art. You love with a veil across your face, unable to allow anyone to see the real you. Can that be considered love, you wonder? As a performer, you have all your lines prepared, and you know exactly what to say and when to say it. You're charismatic and bold, seductive and hypnotic. Your love is a snake's melody, the siren song of the sea. Your love is enchanting. Your love is melodic. Your love is afraid and fearful and longing. You ache to tear the veil off, you ache to cast poetry aside for the sake of something real and gritty. You're terrified of the very thought. Being loved by you is to be loved by an artist; it is to be a muse. It reflects others beautifully, but never, ever yourself. Not really. Not truly.
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