A few scattered thoughts for the day (all Good Omens related bc i live here now):
A) I think I really want to do more for the GO fic I wrote, even though the reception it got was lukewarm at best because I apparently enjoy making myself suffer with one half of the OTP not remembering the other. BUT I can't settle on the next point in time I want to put the new scene in, so I'm just languishing in Writer Hell. ToT
B) It just struck me that it is super weird that apparently NO ONE in Heaven thought check the security footage of Gabriel leaving? I mean, like IMMEDIATELY, when they couldn't find his memory and realized he was gone. It would have been obvious that he got off the elevator at Earth, though it might have been harder to tell WHERE on Earth he had ended up. He must have actually meant to hit the button to go all the way down to Hell instead, which would have been kind of hilarious, honestly. The part of me wearing a tinfoil hat sort of wants to blame the whole thing on the Metatron. Obviously, he couldn't plan for Gabriel and Beelzebub falling in love, but once it became apparent that Gabriel was not going to play ball anymore, he became a useful pawn for something else that the Metatron wants to get rid of before the second coming (Crowley and Aziraphale's partnership). I mean, really? Of all places, Gabriel just HAPPENS to end up going to Aziraphale? He doesn't even like him! He tried to kill him!! The Metatron never seems surprised or even upset that Gabriel "got away." I think he used Gabriel to get Aziraphale "in trouble" so that he could show up at the last minute and "save" him from the other angels. Maybe. As I said, tinfoil hat. XD
C) I am back on my bullshit for the final 15 and I'm taking you all down with me. After Crowley walks out, Aziraphale turns away from the door to try and contain how upset he is, and when the Metatron comes in, he turns around SO FAST, because for half a second he thinks Crowley came back. And when he sees that it isn't him, he has to turn away to collect himself again. :'))) After I noticed that, it was so clear how badly Aziraphale did not want to go to Heaven. At least, not without Crowley. He's just staring out the window at him, he's choked up when he talks, his face is full of panic and longing. He actually chases after the Metatron for a few steps when he leaves, shaking his head, and nearly throwing the whole deal out. There are still tears in his eyes when he shakes himself out of it and puts on that big fake smile and says "nothing at all."
But he still does it. He still goes. Because he clearly thinks that he has to. And he doesn't even know about the second coming yet, so it's not to prevent that. Is it really just "making a difference"? I mean, he didn't even seem interested until being with Crowley was on the table, so "making a difference" didn't seem to matter that much until he thought they could also be together. Which would make one assume that if Crowley wasn't interested in going, Aziraphale would also lose interest in going, since that was the carrot that allegedly walked him through the door on that totally legit and non-threatening deal.
I DON'T KNOW. EVERYTHING IS SUSPICIOUS. I JUST WANT ANSWERS. T_T
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i have done it 😎
LOCK IT WHEN YOU LEAVE
(reader)
• all eyes on me - bo burnham
"you say the ocean's rising like i give a shit,
you say the whole world's ending, honey, it already did,
you're not gonna slow it, heaven knows you tried."
• love in the dark - adele
"please, stay where you are,
don't come any closer,
don't try to change my mind,
i'm being cruel to be kind."
• empty space - james arthur
"and i won't hear it,
whenever anybody says your name,
and i won't feel it,
even when i'm bursting into flames."
• soon you'll get better - taylor swift
"you'll get better soon,
'cause you have to."
• set fire to the rain - adele
"'cause there's a side to you,
that i never knew, never knew,
all the things you'd say,
they were never true, never true."
• war of hearts - ruelle
"i can't help but love you,
even though i try not to."
• king - lauren aquilina
"you're alone,
you're on your own,
so what? have you gone blind?
have you forgotten what you have and what is yours?"
"you don't get what all this is about,
you're too wrapped up in your self-doubt,
you've got that young blood, set it free."
(joel)
• home - cavetown
"get a load of this monster,
he doesn't know how to communicate,
his mind is in a different place,
will everybody please give him a little bit of space?"
• slipping through my fingers - abba
"the feeling that i'm losing her forever,
and without really entering her world."
• the night we met - lord huron
"take me back to the night we met,
i don't know what i'm supposed to do,
haunted by the ghost of you."
• i'll be good - jaymes young
"i never meant to start a fire,
i never meant to make you bleed."
"for all of the light that i shut out,
for all of the innocent things that i doubt,
for all of the bruises i've caused and the tears,
for all of the things that i've done."
(eliie and reader confrontation)
• my goodbye - jorge rivera-herrans
"i just like you, why should i be surprised,
selfish and prideful and vain,
unlike you, everytime someone dies,
i'm left to deal with the strain."
"one day, you'll hear what i'm saying,
one day, you might understand,
one day, but not today."
(tess)
• wings - birdy
"we watch the day go by,
illuminates our skin,
it made me think of you."
• i miss you, i'm sorry - gracie abrams
"nothing happened in the way i wanted,
every corner of this house is haunted,
and i know you said that we're not talking,
but i miss you, i'm sorry."
HOWL YOU ARE KILLING ME HERE.
it’s not fair bc i’m the one emant to cause pain ehre NOT BE THE SUFFERER OF PAIN!!! also the way i was shocked, flabbergasted, bamboozled by the inclusion of tess??? MY HEART.
also idc i’m gonna say it ehre and link it to the part 3 anyway. THE READER AND ELLIE CONFRONTATION ONE IS SO SO GOOD. i’ve seen some people not happy with ellie for her reaction and i just want to say SHE IS VALID!!! READER IS VALID!!!
lets think of everything ellie went through on that journey after leaving jackson. she has been through SO much. and she gets back to jackson, to this actual town, to find the reader there. and the reader is angry? angry for being left in this slice of heaven? for missing out on events that ellie WISHES she could forget? she’s angry and she’s hurting and so is the reader and they’re not understanding each other. they’re not seeing the other’s side of the story.
the first lot of lyrics fit r’s perspective SO WELL in my view too, because to her, ellie hasn’t felt the pain of all those deaths before jackson like she has. especially with tess. it’s not the same. BUT THEN, they also fit so well for ellie, especially in the second half of their journey. I CANT CONTAIN MYSELF WITH THAT SPECIFIC CHOICE. ITS SO INCREDIBLY PERFECT.
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