#to ever think I’d let you go

[descmei]

My sweetest baby boy, what made you think you could ever escape my love~

#to ever think I’d let you go #lovecore #lovesick #possesive love #yandere #yanderecore #yancore #irl yandere #actually obsessive #obsessive love #obsessive yandere #yande.re #yandere vent #yandere thoughts #obsessive tendencies #obsessivecore #obsessive thoughts #obsession #obsessive love disorder #lovers #forever and ever #possession #possessive

[exvangelical]

while everyone has the right to raise their child with the ethics they so desire, i do think it’s hilarious when xtians INSIST they aren’t indoctrinating or brainwashing their kids but also refuse to put them in public school (or even private xtian school), only socialize them within xtian circles like youth group or their church’s homeschool co-op, and rigorously vet any secular media so their kids doesn’t “reject the faith.” like uh. if your faith is so weak you have to hide your kids away from anybody on the outside so they never even think to question it…….. it doesn’t exactly sound legit

#text #like god forbid i ever have kids but if i did and they wanted to go to church i’d probably let them #if for no other reason just to show them how boring it is 9/10 lol #like if their friend invited them to youth group i’d be like ‘listen dude if you want to go you can #but it’s mostly just gonna be some out of touch conservative trying to guilt you for being a human being’ #‘like you might get to play a game or have snacks. maybe. depending in how cool the youth pastor is.’ #and if they did go we’d just have a conversation later about what they learned and we could discuss it critically #i would never intentionally isolate my child (especially older kids and teenagers) from opposing viewpoints #i would just hope i taught them enough critical thinking to not fall for emotional manipulation #ex christian #religious trauma

[xbomboi]

i know there’s a case to be made for daring suffering some character flanderization in his later appearances, but i like to think the break up with lizzie was just THAT bad.

#bro really did fumble #getting caught cheating with duchess is insane #of all the times to gaf about duchess too #like never once did he care about her existence before #daring man come on you had it in the bag #i’d like to believe there’s an explanation hidden somewhere #that deep under all the hurt caused there was a misunderstanding that got lost in the height of things #but just imagine her dumping him leaves him so broken that he just decides if he’s gonna give his heart to anyone #then it’s gotta be himself right #because he can’t break his own heart like that #plus he’s gotta act like hot shit right #or else someone might realize the great daring charming had his heart broken as a result of his own foolish actions #and that’s the last thing he’d want #and then you know the story #it all comes crashing down in dragon games #and he has to reconsider his own position in life in epic winter #but after everything #i think that maybe someday #hopefully #he and lizzie can reconcile #and friendship can be possible #but until then she’ll always be the one that got away for him #or the one he let go #yeah now that i think about it cerise is the one that got away #and lizzie is the one he should have never let go of #rosabella you have your work cut out for you #eah #ever after high #daring charming #lizzie hearts

[possiblyfunny]

SURPRISE ITS ANOTHER DRAWING-

Silent Orders

(Inspired by a drawing made by Clover_Noir on twitter of the same name. It gave me Fire vibes for some reason-)

Fire is made by @creatively-cosmic for their story, Missing Numbers. They have an ask blog called @themissingnumbers, so please go check them out if anybody sees this.

Extras are below the cut.

I don’t do backgrounds like this often. It’s not very good, but I’m still proud of this one :)

#SURPRISE BITCH YOU THOUGHT I WAS GONE- #Nah I’m joking ;) #I finally got my first ever drawing pencil for my tablet a little while ago #I’m not drawing with my fingers anymore baby! let’s go! #I really like Fire if you couldn’t tell btw- #He’s so interesting and did I mention that I love his design? #IMMA NEED THAT JACKET SIR /j #I just think he’s neat. #He (and everyone else in Missing Numbers) deserves so much better. #ALSO I DID A BACKGROUND THIS TIME #NEVER THOUGHT I’D DO ONE OF THOSE #YIPPEE! #Also Starry if you’re reading the tags please give bro a coat up on Mt. Silver please I beg of you- #I can’t get up there to hug him myself so a coat will have to do #Please let him know that he’s not alone

[secretagentsagainstwhatever]

TW suicide

my biggest conspiracy theory is that suicide helpline/crisis lines are purposely obtuse / useless, so that you’re so baffled by their advice that you forget that you wanted to die in the first place

#this is mostly a joke #i mean they are useless #but i actually genuinely think they’re being helpful #have you tried having a bath #is my 13th reason why tbh #the fact anyone who’s ever used one knows the go to lines tells you everything #have you tried having a cup of tea #crisis line #samaritans #shout #tw #helpline #conspiracy theories #mental health #mental heath support #camhs is arguably the worst one #when i was 13 and in the school bathroom they asked me if i’d had a cup of tea #oh yeah let me just pull my kettle out me backpack #🥲🥲🥲 #camhs #it’s a joke #this was inspired by a tweet #but i’ve always thought it #baffling #terrible advice #this is in no way me discouraging anyone from getting help #if you’re struggling pls reach out to someone #these places may not be perfect but they do help a lot of people #and at the end of the day that is the most important thing #reach out to someone

[j-esbian]

i am once again begging people to learn how to recommend things. i’ve been seeing a couple posts lately about a league of their own that have honestly done a really poor job of selling it, not least because none of them actually say what it’s about

one essentially said “you guys need to watch it because it’s got queer woc, and if you don’t watch it, we’ll never get a season 2” which is coming at it backwards. why do i care about getting another season of a show i haven’t watched yet?

another said “if you liked our flag means death you should watch this, because they’re both gay and about real-life historical figures” which, while technically true, is missing the point of both shows. ofmd is a comedy about pirates in the early 16th century. a league of our own, from what i can tell (i had to google it, because none of those posts mention any of this) seems to be a drama about baseball in the early 20th century. what about those is similar

do we really need to keep having this discussion about not tokenizing stories?? because it does it a disservice to boil it down to “it’s good and you should watch it because it’s Diverse”

it’s like if i said, “hmm, i want to go clothes shopping, my closet feels stale,” and you told me, “i have just the thing,” and tried to give me a blank cardboard box with something inside. “what is it?” i ask, and you tell me, “it’s purple.”

but is it a top? pants? i don’t really wear skirts so i wouldn’t be interested. is it a turtleneck? i like those sometimes, but it’s really hard to pull them off. what material is it? i have sensory issues and i don’t like polyester. what if we’re not the same size and it doesn’t fit?

“it’s purple” you tell me. “you like purple. you’ll like it, trust me.”

#also the fact that everyone says to watch it but no one has said where #which i realize is probably because they have 🏴‍☠️ and expect other people will also #but it’s a bad habit to get into. if you’re recommending something you need to let people know how to get it #spoiler culture definitely contributes to this too. people don’t want to tell you anything that happens in case it Ruins the Surprise #i’m going to be generous and say that maybe these posts were written for a small circle of people and i am not in that conversation #but it’s something i see all the fucking time from like. everyone i know #i don’t taken reccs from my sibling or their gf anymore lol #like. boiling something down to ‘it’s gay so it’s your duty to watch it’ makes it feel like a chore #the last time i listened to that argument was years ago bc everyone was talking about steven universe #which like. was mediocre imo. i don’t think i’d ever have watched it otherwise but i didn’t hate it #i never really felt a spark of ‘oh i like this’ but i kept making myself keep up with it because I Had To #like don’t get me wrong. i will probably watch this show bc i love the 40s aesthetic #but y’all are doing it and yourselves no favors by talking about things in this way #i very much DO like purple but i’m gonna need a little more information first #mine

[floral-hex]

“you should get all your patches from local bands and live shows!” Honey, I’m poor and I live in arkansas, how am I supposed to do that?

#should I just get blue grass patches from the state fair or something? #what local bands are even making cool patches? #I don’t even know any local bands #and I haven’t really seen any advertised online that look like something I’d jam to #I’m picky! #not many of the current bands I listen to even make patches #and maybe I don’t want to go to live shows! maybe I’m shy! ever think of that!? #and I don’t want to drive an hour just to see some shitty band #I’m a poser. I just want to look cool. I have minimal interest in seeing some crust punk band play in a small hot room #I did my time already! I did the teenage hardcore scene! I paid my dues! now just let me do my own thing #just let me make my silly little jacket in peace #not that anyone is really bothering me… just kinda complaining about nothing #not a lot of electronic or goth bands playing in arkansas that also make patches… that I know of #who knows. maybe there are and I just haven’t heard about them 🤷🏻‍♂️ #just always seems like I dunno metalcore or folk punk whatever bands. not that there’s anything wrong with that. #I dunno. I don’t know genres anymore. #it’s a lot of metal bands I can’t differentiate or college kids with acoustic guitars. lots of yelling from both. #which… cool. I can dig that. just not really what I listen to in my downtime #….. yup…. that’s… I dunno what else to put here #I love you #this isn’t important #you can ignore this #text

[skhardwarevers1]

Goood morning!!!!! it’s Saturday!!!! chill out and do nothing !!!! unless you have something to do, do that but don’t let it stress you!!!! Things to do are part of life, can’t avoid them might as well try to look forward to them!

#Or maybe look forward to getting them over with….you could do that too if it’s something so dreadful you’d rather not #I used to HATE going to track practice and like. Doing it. #I kid you not! It was the worst! I’d cut corners and complain all practice #And it was a MISERABLE season for me #But! This year I actually look forward to being there and doing the work #I give it my all! Even when I hate it! When the other girls around me are down in the dumps over track I’m higher than ever! #Wanna know why? #Because believe it or not track got 20x more enjoyable when I started looking forward to it rather than dreading it #I’m EXCITED to go do 3x160s and carry mad balls and do starts! #I’m EXCITED to do all the things I hated last year! Because they’re helping me and they’re actually FUN! #Letting yourself enjoy something that seems like a lot of work or dreadful or smth like that actually makes it a lot more fun #And I have followed that philosophy since the start of track this year #I actually get a little mad when girls complain or try to cut the workouts because they’re being so negative for no reason! #Okay anecdote over bye bye ^_^ #S.K thinks

[mrs-kelly]

Good morning!!! Ok now that enough time is passed that I don’t feel like I’m giving them the satisfaction, I got one of those hate anons too 😂

#they said self shippers are like zoo animals AHDJFKFL WHAT BRO #that’s why I went on that long tear of writing all those super lovey posts about how much Charlie means to me ahdjfl #well I mean I wrote the first one to fight fire with love #and then the other ones just happened bc I was feeling lovey dovey after the first AHDJFL #but yeah. I always told myself if I ever got a hate anon I’d just go bonkers gushing in response so #there we are 😂 #oh you think seIf shipping makes me crazy? let’s see how crazy I can rly get them SHFJFL #*then #ren speaks

[polysyndetonaddictsupportgroup]

“A part of me still thinks we’ll find our way back around.”

I hope we do ❤️

I left the church a while ago and I don’t think I have any blessings I can actually give but the best one I can think of is that I hope you find a place for your art to go

#let me know if you ever make it and I’ll do the same #in a few years maybe I’ll find my way to the tiny seaside down where all I have to do is write #and maybe you’ll find your way to where your art needs to be #i left religion for a reason but I do miss it #and one of the things I miss the most is the sense of determinism #you’re just becoming the person you need to be to get where you’re meant to be in the end #I don’t regret being a lawyer #but a part of me hopes desperate that I’m a lawyer because the version of me that becomes an author needed to be a lawyer first #when I was little I used to bookmark moments in my mind #I’d be doing something random and think ‘I’m going to think about this in one five ten years’ for no other reason than I wanted to track #the passage of time. ten years seemed so far ahead looking forward but I knew it’d be small looking back and that always seemed silly to me #I remember sitting outside a dressing room on an unremarkable day for no other reason than I decided I wanted to remember it in a decade #anyway I don’t do that so much anymore #but I think I’ll remember this in five years #and I hope when I remember it we’re both where we want to be #I hope you find your way back around #I hope you’re happy where you go #and I hope you can create everything your heart wants to let out

[designernishiki]

definition : a character who has an obsessive and possessive side in regards to their crush, ready to use violent and murderous means to maintain an exclusive bond.

this came up in a conversation with my friend and it’s stupid but im curious what other people think

#as much as I want to say yes becuase specifically goromi would be such an appealing yandere type like… aesthetically. #and in terms of Vibes #I don’t think he is #it’s more like he’s just… well he’s obsessive and hardcore dedicated to kiryu but. he’s not really that possessive if you think about it #I mean he never interferes with other love interests/others kiryu cares about let alone going out of his way to eliminate them #and when kiryu goes places majima doesn’t follow him unless he has a reason- he’s generally got his own shit going on and kiryu- though #massively important to him- isn’t like. his only priority or focus in life #but yeah so like. he’d gladly fight off an army. get maimed mutilated killed etc for kiryu. etc. but he genuinely loves him in #such a way where he doesn’t want to take away from his happiness generally- if that means leaving him be and casting himself to the side #considering himself not as important to kiryu as kiryu is to him and so on– then so be it. he won’t bother those who make kiryu happy #unless he has a strong– usually unrelated reason #I mean I’d kinda LIKE to see him a little more unhinged on this front but #yeah #his ‘only I can have him’ behavior seems pretty much assigned to just like. fighting/killing him and whatnot #not so much romantically. I think if kiryu was ever really genuinely invested in someone else long term majima wouldnt lash out about it hed #probably just get really depressed #NOW MINE ON THE OTHER HAND. DIFFERENT STORY #I think HE is a prime candidate for Male Yandere Representation #majima #kazumaji #goro majima #yakuza #rgg #polls #rambling

[puppyeared]

@poicyss THEMMM

#HAVE I TOLD YOU IM LOVE THEM?? THAT I WOULD FORFEIT ALL WORLDLY POSSESSION FOR THEM??? #ALSO I LOVE THE NAME VINCENT AHH.. IT SUITS HIM SO WELL IM NOT KIDDING 💖💕💕💕💞💖💕💕💗💗💘💞💕💞 #I loved talking to you abt the babies!! I’m glad you take the time to talk to me abt them I really do like Anton a whole lot even if I feel #like I’m a bit annoying about it but can you blame me he’s so COOLLL there’s so much you could do with his character it’s so!!! ahhh!! #gestures vaguely!! If you ever think of something for him or like any of your characters text me I’d love to talk!! cherishing ocs my belove #d!!!! #rotating them in my brain like a microwave houghhf… #I’m probably gonna make like a rough draft reference for Vincent so don’t be surprised if I text it to u.. but if I’m going too fast let me #know and I’d be happy to slow down a little and focus on something else for awhile #!! I know how I get when I put myself into something it’s scary I know hshfhs #my art #doodles #my oc #friend oc #Anton #Augusta #Vincent #VINCENT MY BELOVED #starshadow

[no1ryomafan]

SRW is such a funny thing for me to think about cause it’s like “wow a trpg game that’s been ongoing for decades that really encapsulates how huge and significant mecha is to japan by having every and all mecha been featured in this giant crossover that also has really cool attack animations that replicate the shows they’re from well, with new original content for some shows sprinkled in as well” at first glance then I proceed to be salty by going “oh wait the main show I like in here is only ever used for one iteration which they end up butchering and all the other mechas I’ve liked have shown up maybe once because I’ve liked the ones that had to flop in Japan- also this game caused tags to be unnecessarily filled with crossovers and people acting like they know a series just because it was in SRW thanks I hate it” and this cycle is only a constant because I haven’t actually played a SRW besides 30s demo for a bit 💀

#meg text #mecha rambles #super robot wars #SRW #I could never hate SRW just because it doesn’t give me what I want-that’s petty-and overall I’m sure it’s a fun time #but man does it suck to remember how getter is one of the big 3 but SRW fumbles using it despite the potential #I think it’s stupid to hate arma for SRW or merch but it’s absolutely overstayed it’s welcome SRW wise #because they aren’t even doing anything interesting with it which is PAINFUL because GO TEAM IS RIGHT THERE #you are sleeping on the potential of go team actually interacting with senior team more #because that is armas probably biggest missed opportunity especially regarding Kei #but let’s just pretend go team hardly is significant even though their MORE OF THE MAIN CHARACTERS #(this in general will always bother the SHIT out of me with how arma is marketed even if I sadly know why) #”first protag is more remembered/liked” which is a constant pain in my side 💀 #I feel like I’ve ranted about this tags before and getter wasn’t even why I made this post but whatever #the real reason I made this was because my big o brain rot got me like “wow this could be so cool to see in SRW again” #only to remember it flopped in Japan so they don’t want to use it #same deal as to why shin Jeeg never gets fucking used #I should at the very least be happy these two are at least owned by companies who do a lot of mecha stuff #so getting them in if they did isn’t a jumping through hoops risk #but at the same time “man if I ever wanna a crossover with these I’d have to write it myself” #”and I don’t wanna do that because all the tags already have too many SRW crossovers” #(I say as I have a idea I might do but shhhhhhhhhh) #maybe one day big o and Jeeg will come back but I doubt they’ll interact with getter because they’re completely different #despite their being SHARED aspects that someone else could totally like all 3 for that same reason

[came-out-of-the-coffin-desisted]

my haaaaaands are still fucked uuuuuup but when they’re unfucked up i’m gonna draw smth so sexy and delicious for my new skyrim oc i can see the comp in my mind’s eye it’d just make my hands fall off if i tried to draw it

#he’s a liiiiiiitle bit of a serial killer so i’m envisioning him in like a white gown/robe with his hair up like in fucking. ella enchanted #in the garden with caryalind thallery but the knife behind his back is just coated in blood and there’s a pile of bodies behind him that we #can see but cary can’t see. i LOVE cary btw if you haven’t tried him as a follower highly highly recommend #vaynis is a character i didn’t think i’d get all that attached to i just wanted to try out the ancient falmer mod and then i got like. SO #attached to him immediately. he’s not actually an ancient falmer he’s just like. a non betrayed falmer who’s 23. his dad was like the #ultimate ‘i survive everything bc i’m good at hiding’ kinda guy who was a child when the snow prince died and he just fucked off into the #jerall mountains for forever basically. and another falmer (much younger) stumbled on him up there and was like ‘dude wtf if you have #immortality magic why do you live in a wizard shack in the mountains’ and he was like ‘well. i’m wicked scared all the time you see’ #so in exchange for teaching her the immortality spell he was like ‘will you have a baby with me so the falmer don’t die out’ and she was #like ‘yeah ok but i’m not raising this fucking baby. i’m leaving i’m not a mom. you won’t make me a mom’ and he was like ‘yeah sure ok’ #secretly thinking if he built her a tower she’d stay. so every day he’d build the tower bit by bit with magic and everyday she’d plan to #leave and like in a fairytale they had the ‘i’m going to leave’ ‘i know’ conversation but then vaynis was born and she actually DID leave bc #she wasn’t a mom! she told him that! but he was like shocked bc he was a moron. and so he locked vaynis in his wizard tower and only let him #out to teach him how to hunt and track and forage. and vaynis really wanted to see the world but his dad would never change. so he planned #to leave and he picked himself out a nice breton adventurer to seduce into taking him along only when his dad found out he killed the breton #and locked vaynis back in the tower. and vaynis waited and watched and planned and pretended like he was sorry. and then one day he #knifed him in his sleep. and took his shit and escaped. but auriel wasn’t super happy about that so he shipwrecked him. and ever since theb #vaynis has been pretty pathetic. he’s working on it but like. it really is kinda embarassing to watch. anyway his new scheme for glory is to #join the thalmor and he IS really pretty so this thalmor agent in solitude was like ‘hey the heir to the aldmeri dominion is also here and #we like. really need him back and with his head in the game. the nords are stupid they think you’re a altmer but like. i know a bitch whose #race is supposed to be extinct when i see one. you seduce caryalind thallery back into line and we’ll help you do whatever you wanna do to #restore the falmer. ideally it’s integrate with us.’ so vaynis obviously takes that fucking opportunity but problems arise bc caryalind #isn’t quite as seduceable as previously thought. yeah he’s flirty but he’s also looking for something serious and trying to become a better #person. so vaynis is on a journey of ‘get aldmeri prince to marry me and have his baby to achieve greatness’ when they stumble into helgen #after alduin attacks (bc as we all know i’m addicted to the ‘the prisoner dies and akatosh has to pick a new dragonborn’ narrative’ and he #) and akatosh picks vaynis honestly? to be funny. i love interpreting akatosh as a smartass it’s so funny to me #‘yeah there’s a whole world riding on this but like. wouldn’t it be kinda hilarious to see what happens?’ #alternatively maybe akatosh and auriel are one in the same. you decide #anyway becoming the dragonborn really complicates this plan like. MOST severely

[fictional-men-enthusiast]

I think Jay and Cheryl would have that “we’re both absolutely horrendous people but we care for each other in own albeit sweet yet still obviously not normal way and if you hurt either of us, the other one will butcher you” swag if they were ever together.

#awful hospital #heacanon #text post #they’ll say shit like “I’d cut you open and eat your heart” in a way that’s like not a threat but weirdly romantic #they also think the other one murdering someone or beating the ever-loving shit out of them is the hottest thing ever #seeing each other covered in another person’s blood drives them CRAZY #making other people suffer mental anguish is another huge thing for them #like if one of them can reduce another person to tears with just their words #the other one will go gaga over it #they hate everyone else but can’t get enough of each other #but they also like #check up on each other after a big battle and patch up each other’s wounds #hold hands whenever they have a chance #have pet names that would seem like insults to anyone else but are terms of endearment to them #cuddle/spoon when they sleep #make plans for their lives together when they return to the Grey Zone #address obstacles together and work together to plan how to deal with them #have dinner together every night #make each other laugh constantly even if it’s about morbid shit #support each other’s decisions but are able to let the other person know when they’ve crossed a line and are the only people the other #one respects enough to actually listen and not keep going

[goldensunset]

hehe i can begin pokémon violet tomorrow >:3

#‘wdym by ‘CAN’’ well you see i decided to wait until the new year to start something new #i like to try to divide new experiences into neat time frames #to say ‘oh yeah i did x thing in y year’ #and i wouldn’t have been able to complete it before the new year if i had started it right when i got it last week #<—- person with really normal thoughts about personal schedules #i put more limits on myself than anyone or anything else does #so this will be a 2023 game for me #peach rambles #i played 3 games for the first time in 2020 but only 2 were truly new experiences #(i had watched a playthrough of skyward sword already bc i didn’t think i’d ever get to play it. idiot that i was) #i played 2 games for the first time in 2021 (the twewys) #and i played 2 games for the first time this year without having to pay for either of them let’s goooo #as it stands i have 2 games scheduled for 2023 first being violet and then totk in may #which might consume my entire rest of the year actually #i’m gonna take my time with it because i’m so hyped and i trust nintendo to put a ton of new and amazing content in it #but at the same time i might have to take a long hiatus from tumblr altogether because it is absolutely imperative that i avoid spoilers #i’ve been waiting for the sequel to my fave game for years i have to have the experience untainted #might just have to go totally offline for the entirety of my summer break tbh!!!