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distorted-illusions · 6 months
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Due to what warpedvoxel (the ones who responded to us said) I've been considering options more. and I know I shouldn't be relying on people on the internet, but I still thank anyone who did or can give us insight to consider. I'm trying to get therapist to talk to, and I'm not sure I can find a doctor that specializes in Dissociative disorders, but I'm going to try, even if it takes a long time.
But I don't know I just feel stuck. I've been convinced by parts of myself before that I have some sort of DID/OSDD. But then I always pull out because of doubt. This just all feels so unreal. and I yes I'm very aware that one person on the internet telling me I might have something does not mean I actually have it. It's just something to open some doors of consideration. and because of that, IDK, I've been thinking of my name more. I don't know what wrong with me, I just feel like different people sometimes. It's never super distinct difference in how I feel, just that I feel like a different person, and sometimes like a different creature/or character. but ah point is, no matter what is wrong with me. I feel disconnected from my name, no matter who I feel like or how I feel. I like my birthname, but it doesn't feel like mine. It feels like it belongs to someone else. someone I used to be, but no longer am. and maybe I'm just feeding the delusion, but I'm trying to find a name that feels more like mine. I'm trying to figure out who I am, because I have no idea. I feel like I have no identity. there are small things that feel like fractures of identity, the different people I feel like. things like, the need to protect, or obey. I can feel happy or sad or excited or scared, but besides from that I don't know who I am. I feel like different people, but even then they too don't feel like individuals themselves either. The only one that feels clear is when I feel like Tommy. I just hope I can feel right someday.
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rebouks · 1 month
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I'm gonna be the realest with you rn and say that I haven't read Somnium (yet?) and I'm just following FIB as you upload, so I caught myself wondering what Oscar's job is! I'm not completely clueless though: I checked some older posts and from what I saw, I assumed he's a hacker and worked for a criminal gang? But what about now? Just a freelancer? And what about Courtney? What does homegirl got going for her? Tbh I'd love to know the profession of all your sims! Pls don't mind my lazy ass :')
Haaah! I can't say I blame you tbh since it's quite an investment at this point (still worth it imo tho LOL) but yeah, it's hard to catch up sometimes skjkdj <- me currently tryna catch up on a bazillion stories omg
Let's cover as many as we can! lmk if I miss any tho 🙈
But yessss.. Oscar is a freelancer programmer at the moment! He's VERY good at it but moved away from his naughtiness on that front for the most part 🤭 it works really well for him since he's not too great with structure and can work from home! (his office still SUCKS tho ;-;)
Courtney - Stay at Home Mom! She used to work at a garden centre and she's had a million n' one jobs before that too, she doesn't know what she wants to do 🙃 she'll think abt it some more when the kiddos are all old enough for school tho probs...
Ivan - Mechanical Engineer - haven't thought abt this one too much, I imagine he works at some kinda factory looking after/fixing all the machines tho idk 🤔
Bruno - Landscape Gardener
Noah - Artist! He has his own gallery now too and he scouts/stocks other peoples work as well as his.
Aspen - Yoga Teacher - kinda casual tho since Noah makes enough for both of em n' then some.
Sidney - Retired A&E Doctor! Still works the odd shift to help out tho cos she can't help herself.
Alton - Retired Charity Worker (FOR THE TREEEES! 🌲)
Alma - Semi Retired Medium/Tarot Card Reader
Mack/Kobe - Mechanics (still own their lil garage in the Harbor)
Darien - Accountant (a very GOOD accountant & only slightly dodgy these days, plenty of legal ways around the law u kno 😉)
Wyatt - Unemployed! Man's got enough money to last several lifetimes but messes with a lot of stocks, he'll tell people he's an Investor)
Brynn - Stay at Home Mom! She's quite social tho, I can see her getting a job in a cafe or smth when the kids go to school just for fun)
Tilda - Seamstress! She works with a slightly eccentric woman in her shop in the Bay
Tristen - Pizza Boy/Lifeguard! He works with Kara in a cute lil takeaway in town at night, but by day he picks up shifts as a lifeguard on the beach, especially in spring/summer 🌊 He has his own place now!! 🏠👀
Mia - Paramedic! She works a LOT
Suzie - Dog Sitter/Groomer - she has her own grooming station in the garage/outhouse so basically works from home!
Miya - Mixologist!
Rhys - Photographer - he's mostly done weddings/events in the past but he's working toward doing more projects of his own since he has a studio now! 📸
Tommy - Psychiatrist (Still doing his residency tho)
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feathersontheclyde · 9 months
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#FEATHERONTHECLYDE - A mutuals-only multi-muse nurtured by sunshine.
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NSFW and triggering themes will be present and tagged. 21+ to follow because of that.
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cursedsys · 7 months
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    — SLEEPLESS CURSE SYS !?
Decided to do a little intro post because why not !!
Collective info !!
★﹒ Name: Curse !
★﹒Prns: It/Xe/Them
★﹒Bodily Age: 17 y/o
★﹒Sexuality: Panromantic / Ambiamorous / Aroacespike
System info !!
★﹒System type: OSDD-1b
★﹒Alter count: 15 alters (known)
★﹒Relationship status: Taken x1 <3
Extra info !!
★﹒BYI :
1. We don’t always switch often, so ask who’s fronting just incase!
2. Some of us say the most out of pocket things and sometimes say things they don’t mean, don’t get mad at us plz lol
3. Most of us are fine with /p flirting, and some of us are okay with /r flirting, just don’t expect if any of us catch feelings lolll
Frequent Fronters !!
Aspen / Vix | They/Xe/Vamp | Host | sign off emoji: 🎧
Tommy / Ollie | He/She/They/Stars | Co-Host? | sign off emoji: 🧣
Pandora | She/Xe/They | Unknown Role | sign off emoji: ⭐️
That’s all for now !!
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zannolin · 1 year
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3, 13, 19! -kai
3. favorite line/scene you wrote this year
BUT I WROTE SO MANY THINGS I LIKED THIS YEAR....okay i'll compromise and list a few.
-it's not posted yet, but the bird scenes in my christmas fic are some of my favorite things i've written in a while.
-the corner pieces scene in planetarium stickers
-the not-wilbur chapter of without anesthetic ouagh ugh it's perfect and i love it
-the description of the faerie court bc ho-lee shit what was i on: "The Court is ringed by aspens and birches, blackbark eyes staring him down from every possible angle; a thousand unseeing eyes, a thousand glamours unseen. Tommy’s palms itch beneath the bandages, itch and burn and ache as he Sees the magic of this place. All around are faeries, some with forms that shift endlessly like firelight throwing shadows on a cave wall. Everywhere are horns and claws and teeth and tails, too beautiful and too terrible to look at for long.
In the center of it all, the Faerie King sits upon a throne of bleached bones and starlight. Broken glass glitters like scattered planets in the grass and thistles growing at his feet, and everything orbits around his inexorable gravity, drawn ever inwards towards the maw of a black hole. (He doesn’t have any fingernails, merely long, bone-white fingers, and this is what Tommy will always recall afterwards. Hands made of something distinctly unlike flesh. A body composed of all the wrong materials.)"
-"He feels unsteady, somehow—flayed open, like a knee rubbed raw against asphalt, like a throat after screaming for too long, like he’s sitting on the sidewalk picking grit out of the wound with bare, bloody fingertips."
-phil and wilbur's reunion in without anesthetic bc again, what was i on
-"When he was very young—seven, maybe, or six—back when Pogtopia wasn’t quite so barren, they used to have an end-of-summer festival. It was always on a Saturday in late August, sticky with heat and the juice of the last of the summer berries. Wilbur can remember the last year they had a three-legged race. He was too young to participate, or maybe he just didn’t have a partner, but he vividly recalls watching each team stumble forwards, shambling six-limbed creatures, leaning heavily on each other to find the support they so desperately needed.
That, Wilbur thinks, is him and Tommy. He’s not sure if it’s a good thing. He fancies that he doesn’t quite care."
13. favorite writing song/artist/album of this year
hm...did a lot of listening to "out of the skies, under the earth" by chris zabriskie as well as "concerto in d for guitar largo" by vivaldi and this version of "waltzing matilda"
19. any new fics to start next year
SOOOO many! oh my god. there's a couple i intend to get out next year that i've already started so i won't touch on those but next year's plans include the magic of pegasus au, hopefully the coma au, ghosty bois inc, the final girl au (resident evil), crimeboys get a horse, and my rose sees ghosts au (resident evil). VERY VERY excited for all of these.
ask game.
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wilbyssoot · 2 years
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You know how I know I’m dumb (or at least not particularly skilled at geography)? Because when Tommy said he’s going to Amsterdam I thought that it was in Colorado
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Okay now I’m stuck on this new idea and must plot dump I sincerely apologize in advance (also if you’d rather I didn’t pls pls let me know I know you have a real life too lol)
Forests have trees right? And trees are fucking weird even without magic being involved
Example: aspens, which can have multiple ‘trees’ that are all connected to one root system that could potentially spread for miles (don’t quote me on that)
Benry’s tree is an aspen, and it’s old as fuck and has shoots allllll over the forest, making them practically impossible to kill by just cutting down their tree (although it will hurt of course). They regard it as their job to keep the fae of their forest safe from humans
Tommy grew up on the forest, and had several close encounters with humans bc he is v friendly and curious
One of those humans was, of course, Darnold. They met while the witch was out gathering ingredients, and Tommy offered to show him some good things to use. Only problem, they were in the forest.
Benry wasn’t happy, but after much pleading agreed to let Darnold gather potion stuff on occasion with the caveat that Tommy needed to ‘supervise’ (yes this is Benry being a good wingman/friend bc Tommy told them about the pretty human who made potions before this)
Gman is part of some elder council or something idk. 
Coomer and Bubby met when some armature hunters had cornered Bubby and were basically torturing him with iron and the like which Coomer was horrified by. After saving the fairy, Coomer let him go, but there was now a debt owed so Bubby stuck around and well, things happened ;)
Gordon had a fae ancestor waaaaayyy back somewhere in his family so he’s sensitive to magical bs, although that usually just manifests as magical anxiety. He is also slightly luckier than normal, although he’s tell you the opposite if asked
My friend. Pal. Buddy.
You should WRITE.
You have been bitten by the idea bug. I think you should let it simmer for a lil bit and let it out.
If it sucks?? Then don't post it! But you should at least write an outline. Think of SCENES. Let it OUT.
Ofc I'm here if you just want low-stakes infodumping :) as long as it's ok that I'm not gonna be super prolific. I am your sounding board!
The aspen concept is good, reminds me a lil of mushroom benny but in a pretty fantasy way. Good luck killing the fucker. He keeps coming back. Also, "ass pen."
Did coomer get divorced over being-too-nice-to-the-fae or was he simply never married?
Coomer feels like a i-punched-a-sea-serpent-into-submission kinda guy more than a fill-a-room-with-taxidermy-heads kinda guy. Thrill of the hunt, not the kill? But the gang did do a lot of human murder in canon so idk.
Coomer avoiding specifying how bubby can repay the debt just to get him to stick around longer ;)
Does gordon lose a hand?
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lightborrowcd · 4 years
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***「 VERSE DETAILS   →    HOGWARTS 」
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since this is bruce’s second default and there’s a lot of threads / plotting happening within it, here are some notes about bruce’s hogwarts verse.
firstly, this post is mostly about how he fits into the trio-era since that’s mostly where things have been taking place, but he’s fully timeline-flexible and can be placed in any era ( marauders, next gen, fantastic beasts, etc. ) 
he’s a ravenclaw, and in the trio era he’s the same age as harry, hermione, et al. ( born in 1980 as in his regular verses. )
bruce’s mother is a witch  — not sacred 28 pure, but pure enough to call herself a pureblood — and his father is basically still canon thomas wayne ( so a very rich muggle ). i haven’t written about this yet but bruce’s parents met because martha was an acclaimed classical pianist of whom thomas was a secret admirer for a long time; this stays the same in this verse, with the addition that martha is also fairly well-known amongst upper-class magical folk. martha attended hogwarts and was a hufflepuff.
instead of growing up exclusively in gotham / wayne manor, he grows up transatlantically, between gotham and his mother’s home in england. this means that he does have a transatlantic accent — a blend between upper-class east coast and received pronunciation. generally he sounds slightly american to english people and slightly english to americans and blends fluidly between different situations. gillian anderson’s accent is an approximate example of this. 
in this verse, he still follows the major events of his canon. his parents are murdered in gotham when he is twelve. he takes ‘ homeschool ’ breaks to investigate his parents’ murder / wayne enterprises and gets caught up in similar kinds of trouble, although some events are condensed into shorter periods due to timing. essentially instead of going to the private school he goes to in canon, he goes to hogwarts instead.
MORE UNDER THE CUT
around the time that his parents are killed, in such a distinctively muggle way, bruce starts to resent the muggle world and identify more with his magical side, becoming more interested in learning about magic as well as solving the mystery behind his parents’ death. eventually the latter takes priority and he falls behind in several subjects. despite being intelligent + quick to learn, he struggles to care about anything that he doesn’t think will help him in his mission. while he’s progressing with magical skill and knowledge, the academic applications usually take the backseat. he’s strong in defense against the dark arts ( because of his Darkness TM ), charms, and transfiguration, and alright at most other subjects. 
unless plotted otherwise, it will assumed that selina, ivy, bridget, etc are all muggles, and that tommy, silver, and his other fake friends are students at hogwarts. ( although i think the timelines align such that silver could be a beauxbatons student….? that’s a little more consistent with the canon situation. )  as a result his closeness with those muggle friends will vary depended on what’s needed for plotting. 
the court of owls / league of shadows events, which i will write about in detail soon, still happen, on a fairly long ‘ homeschool ’ break sometime during his fifth year. unless plotted otherwise his clone will replace him only in gotham…… although i do think that would make for some interesting plots. he is still fucked up by all of this, maybe even more so because he’s so far from home when he starts acting out. 
no man’s land would be happening during his seventh year, so i’m going to say that he isn’t in gotham during that event for this verse. jeremiah shooting selina will happen the summer before his seventh year, although this may not be included in every version of this verse. whatever the aftermath of that is, he still leaves her without a word, although in this case he doesn’t actually know quite how long he’s going to be away.
as far as dumbledore’s army goes, i have a few different things going and either way works; this depends on specific plots + who he’s ( actually ) friends with. 
this is another things where the details / extent will vary, during the war, he’s still in school, but bruce isn’t the type to sit back and watch hundreds of people get killed; given his strong connection to his jewish heritage he’d be especially eager to make some kind of difference if he can. he has a lot of resources at his disposal and would be willing to abandon his last year at hogwarts, if necessary, in order to help muggleborns and others who need it to escape england. ( although this would likely have to be done with minimal magic to avoid detection. ) 
he’s terrified of heights / flying and will only fly with people that he trusts, and even then getting him on a broom will take a lot of convincing.  
boggart. during his third year, his boggart is the faceless man who shot his parents, pearls cascading around him. later on, it’s a swarm of bats. 
patronus. it’s very difficult for bruce to cast a patronus, but when he does, it’s also a bat.
amortentia. rosin, lemons, and the smell of clean winter air. 
wand. 10.5 inches, dragon heartstring, aspen, unyielding.
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distorted-illusions · 5 months
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I just need things to make sense! Nothing makes sense!
Why do I have these feeling? Why do I feel like I've been hurt. I don't have memoires, but it's all so familiar and clear. And I'm like, shut up brain! Shut up body! You have not been abused or hurt like that! You were hurt in other ways, why are you so obsessed with nsfw trauma you don't have?! I don't know. I have no memoires of anyone every doing anything. Yes I barely have any memoires, but I feel like I would remember. I feel sure that nothing ever happened. So why is this so familiar? Why do I feel this way? So why do I feel like I've just been reduced to my body? Why am I crying like someone told me I was just a toy? Why am I screaming like someone touched me when nobody did?! What did I do to deserve this? Why am I this selfish? I know nothing happened. so why am I this way. It feels selfish.
nothing makes sense.
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hwoodunlocked · 5 years
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AROS KING INTERVIEW
I had a chance to sit down and have a talk with Aros King, 1/3 of King Brother. Shall I call them Kingos since no one needs Migos anymore, or are these boys male representation of Destiny’s Child? It’s up to you to decide if he’s the Beyonce out of the trio, but the talk was real. While interviewing the actor, entrepreneur, model and recording artist, my respect grew for him. Let’s be real, we all are biased towards all the celebrity kids, we assume they had everything they want and need since their birth. Turns out, Aros is far from being a spoiled one. Check the whole interview if you don’t believe my word.
Tommie: "Aros King himself, ladies and gentleman. Aros, thank you for stopping by. I would like to remind you and our Hollywoodians that our interview is not gonna be censored, and I’m looking forward for a sincere conversation. I hope you’re down for it, Aros, although you knew what we were about to do. But okay, how are you doing today? Glad to have you here today.”
Aros: "I'm doing good real good. Im glad to be here, this is the first interview I've had since I been back in LA so the feeling is likewise Tommie.”
Tommie: “It’s your first interview? Whoa, this shit right here, we serving you an exclusive, hunty, first interview by Aros King since he’s back in LA. Okay, but I’m not gonna beat around the bush. You’re here for a reason. You asked me to stop posting negative things about your brother. Negative or not but you have to agree that we never lied. Why would you want us to stop? I understand that it might throw a dark shade on your family, but hey, everyone know already that the King family is going through not the best times, I’d say.”
Aros: “I just think he’s going through and as gone through enough. It’s just that with all the negative I would like to try to focus on the positive. End of the day both my brothers are very bright individuals and are talented, and even though the times are dark I don’t want the drama and darkness to overshadow their gifts. We have younger siblings that are actively on social media, they go to school and they have their friends and I don’t want them to know everything that’s going on. I don’t want them to pay for our mistakes. Including the mistakes I’ve made in the past.”
Tommie: “I hear you, and it’s something I’ve expected to hear from you. I like how you try to keep a picture perfect and be a role model to your younglings, or, at least, you try to protect them from all the negativity that is going on around you and your family. But let’s face the fact that all of the shit that happened didn’t come out of the blue. Every decision that was made and action that had it’s play, everything has it’s aftermath. And right now, you speak on your brothers being bright individuals but we’ve seen your little fight with Xaire on live stream while you guys were in Aspen. And our readers are pretty good detectives and we’ve been getting these allegations that Xaire delivered a twitter shade once your music video came out… Doesn’t seem like you guys are on them good terms right now.”
Aros: Aros rolled his eyes and places his index finger on his lip and his thumb on his chin calculating his response. “He’s upset with me. I went on live drunk after the news got out about the charges, which I do publicly apologize for that wasn’t right. I can take my actions but not my words. And I don’t try to pay attention to social media, and to me his shade was probably thrown because he’s upset about the livestream I feel like it had nothing to do with my music. And just because we fight doesn’t mean I still won’t defend and praise them.”
Tommie: “Come on, pretty boy, I know you pay attention to social media, because who doesn’t? Okay, I’m messing with you, I do believe you, you just seem like that type of guy who googles his name or goes through the name tag on IG every five minutes. Ight, I see, you that one ‘I’m my family’s ride or die’ brother. If I’d compare you, brothers, to Migos, have you ever felt yourself like Takeoff, have you ever felt left off bad and boujee?” Tommie said in Takeoff’s interpretation. “What I mean is, you are adopted, have you ever felt like you don’t belong there? Have you ever felt not welcomed by your brothers, or sisters, or Deleon?”
Aros: Aros eyes widen at her response and he shakes his head, “A few times I have googled myself I mean I need to make sure google images doesn’t have any jacked images of me surfing around. I mean being adopted by Deleon was confusing, because technically only Xaire and my twin sisters are my siblings, but my Deleon wanted us to all look at each other as brothers so when my father wasn’t interested in being my dad, Deleon stepped up and did that. Which was confusing cause instead of one brother I have two, and biological Silas isn’t my blood, but I was raised to care for him like he was. At times I do feel left out, lets be real I don’t look like Deleon at all. I can’t do a harlem shake to shave my life, like they be doing all the time. Growing up I felt like we was all close but as we got richer things changed. Xaire and Silas have this bond that’s amazing and I just keep busy with work and when I’m not at work I’m with my twin sisters.” Aros says being completely honest with her. “It’s just when I found out my mom was divorcing Deleon and when I disowned her, she disappeared and then they just found her body in ⏤ . I came to realize family isn’t always promised and I never should have been angry at my mother for not wanting to stay in a relationship wasn’t happy with, I just really didn’t want to lose Deleon as a Dad.”
Tommie: “Growing up in a big family, it’s always hard, you know, especially when everyone know who the fuck you are and when ya’ll motherfuckers be rich as fuck. Everyone try to get in your business. Constant pressure. This shit is hard. Especially for you, but I look at you and I see a young man who knows how to handle things. I like hearing the love and respect in your voice when you talk about Deleon, and I’m sorry about your mother. I can feel your pain because I’ve been through a lot with my mom, my sisters, my brothers, but at the end of the day, family is family. Speaking of Deleon. Where he is? I just seen a Christmas picture of him and twins yet I never heard about him taking over The Deleon Dynasty. What’s up with the label?”
Aros: “Deleon is still in LA and he is at home he just locked away figuring things out. And since the summer no one as ran the label and since I’m done filming at the moment I figured why not move back to LA and help run the label, Since Silas is no longer interested in taking over the label. So the label is going through a revamp, I changing up a few contracts and trying to sign new artist so my Father will have something to come back to, Like our family as other businesses but the label is the biggest money maker. So I was thinking when all the changes are made we can do a welcome back show sometime in the New Year.”
Tommie: “Interesting, interesting. Is the ol’ man depressed or something? But what’s your vision about the label? What changes you about to make, and how you see it the nearest future? And what about the artists? I’ve heard a lot of artists have been running away like rats from a sinking ship.”
Aros: “I think he’s in shock with the attempted murder, the murders, losing money, losing big at the BET awards and everything else he just needs a moment. I want to rebrand the label and keep my father the face of the label since he is the genius behind it all. I replaced all the staff and I understand that some artist will leave but they won’t have the same support anywhere else, My father does care about his artist and the music industry. XXXTentacion benefit charity concert was a huge hit and my father planned that show in two days. Unlike these other labels we care and we let our artist express themselves freely, we get the best care we can get for our athletes signed under us. Regardless of the bullshit The King Family produces magic we are still black excellence.”
Tommie: “Long Live X. Okay, I’m all here for the black excellence. Tell me more about artists though, who’s on a label, who you’d like to sign and looking forward to work with?”
Aros: "Well I’m working on signing 6ix9ine, and I don’t know...I haven’t met all the artist I just want to give them a creative space to work in to make this money."
Tommie: “You’re trying to sign 6ix9ine? Who would’ve known. Well, I think it’s all I wanted to know. Thank you for stopping by and sharing your thoughts and vision with us. Anything else you’d like to say before you leave?”
Aros: “Make sure to check out all out success coming in 2019!! Don’t sleep on the King’s!!”
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My Writing Fandom: Arrow Characters: Oliver Queen, Laurel Lance, Quentin Lance, John Diggle, Thea Queen, Moira Queen, Joanna de la Vega Pairings: Laurel Lance/Oliver Queen Summary: Laurel finds herself curious about the marks Oliver showed her that night in his bedroom - and the tattoo on his left shoulder stands out in particular. When she discovers its meaning, she finds herself questioning everything she knows about the man she doesn’t want to admit she still loves. AO3 link
Things had calmed down in her life compared to the past couple weeks. CNRI had a future, Tommy had given up his less than subtle attempts to get her to start seeing him again, and nothing odd was going on with Oliver.
And then Mrs. Queen was shot at.
“I wouldn’t worry,” her dad told her when she called. “She was just in the wrong place at the wrong time. Wasn’t even the target. It was a mob hit.”
Laurel gripped the phone tighter. “Mob?”
“Yeah, one of Bertinelli’s guys was trying to do a deal with them. It’s not gonna go anywhere, though. The Queens got more sense than that.”
“Mm-hm,” was all Laurel could really manage.
“You alright, honey?”
“Yeah, I’m fine.”
And it was fine. It had been the Italian mob, not the Russian mafia. And Oliver hadn’t even been involved, so it was probably just a coincidence. Right?
She was soon distracted by a different friend’s woes; Tommy’s father cut him off from his trust fund only a few days later. Knowing how much the CNRI benefit must have cost, Laurel couldn’t help feeling enormously guilty. Not enough to sleep with him, but enough to agree to dinner on her next free night.
Tommy recommended a new restaurant that was opening called the Cavalli, but if she’d known the wait was going to be so long she would have told him to take them somewhere else. As it was, they’d been standing there for about thirty minutes when a familiar voice hailed them.
“Hey!” Oliver appeared through the crowd leading a woman with long, dark hair. He was dating. Her mind went totally blank for a brief moment, and Laurel had no idea what to feel.
Then he introduced them all, and somehow it got worse.
Helena Bertinelli. Oliver was dating a Bertinelli. Laurel could scream.
If she didn’t know what she did, she probably would’ve overlooked it. It’s not as if Oliver would ordinarily have any reason to know whose families were or weren’t in the Italian mob. Not like her, cop’s daughter who was sat down and told who she couldn’t be friends with at school before she’d even reached the first grade. And the Bertinelli family was right at the top of that list.
Which, knowing what she did, Oliver had to be aware of.
“Nice to meet you,” Helena was saying to Tommy.
“My pleasure.”
It took her a bit of a pause to reply, “Likewise.”
“You look beautiful,” Oliver told her.
“Thank you,” she said with surprise in her voice, not expecting the compliment. If he was on a date, it wasn’t exactly the done thing.
So what was really going on?
When Helena offered to let her and Tommy join them at their table, Laurel didn’t even feel bad saying yes. After all, if it prevented some sort of mob deal from going down, wasn’t that her civic duty?
Not that there was a deal. She had no proof. Yet.
And the dinner got off to a fine enough start. Catching up, reminiscing. And that part she did feel a little badly about, because it left Helena somewhat on the outs.
She seemed to realize it herself, because she asked, “So, how long have you and Tommy been seeing each other?”
“Oh, we’re not,” Laurel said, and she didn’t miss Tommy’s grimace or Oliver’s mouth dropping open soundlessly. Had he thought she was getting back with Tommy? Was that why he was dating? “We’re just friends. Have been for a long time. And Oliver, too.”
Both of Helena’s eyebrows went up. “So you all have known each other—”
“We’ve all known each other forever,” Oliver confirmed. Laurel nodded.
Things ended on an awkward note when Laurel found out Tommy hadn’t talked to Oliver about working at the club and Helena found out she and Oliver had used to date. Tommy stormed off, and she followed him only to be yelled at for making him some kind of project as well as being accused of still having feelings for Oliver. She should have realized he was sore about her turning down a relationship, but wasn’t this exactly the reason she’d done so? The last thing she wanted was some bout of jealousy to destroy the friendship Oliver and Tommy had had all these years.
He came back and apologized the next night, which she accepted easily enough since it hadn’t hurt her feelings too badly. Tommy was going through a pretty serious life change; some bumps and bruises were only to be expected. At least he was trying to do better.
“In fairness, I think we all weren’t at our best last night.” She still had no idea why Oliver had alluded to them sleeping together up at the Aspen ski lodge. If he and Helena were serious that was about the worst move to make, and if they weren’t then it didn’t look very good for whatever cover they were trying to pull off.
“Yeah, you seemed kind of tense at dinner,” Tommy remarked. When she didn’t immediately answer, he added, “Look, I’m sorry I didn’t talk to Oliver about working at the club. I guess I just thought it’d be weird, me working for him.”
Laurel waved a hand dismissively. “It’s not that.”
“Then what is it?”
“Helena,” she answered.
“What, you didn’t like her? Or do you not like that Oliver is dating her?”
She wasn’t about to take that bait. Laurel had been the one to say she and Oliver could never be more than friends. It’d be crazy to be jealous if he’d decided to move on. He should be able to move on...just, maybe with someone else. And at a time when he wasn’t possibly engaged in mob activity. Was that so unreasonable to ask?
“You know what the Bertinelli family is famous for, Tommy? Being at the head of the Italian mob.”
He sat up properly at that. “Wait, really?”
Laurel nodded. “That’s why that motorcyclist shot at Mrs. Queen the other day. The man she was talking to was trying to broker a deal for Helena’s father.”
“Then what would Oliver be doing with her?”
“I have no idea.”
Tommy frowned, clearly not liking anything about this. “Maybe Helena’s different. Maybe she doesn’t have any part in the mob stuff.”
Laurel considered it. She really didn’t want to automatically assume the worst about a woman she hardly knew. But it was such a bizarre coincidence.
“Was I really that tense?”
Tommy chuckled. “I think it’s safe to say it was pretty awkward all around.”
“I should apologize. Or maybe that’d make it worse,” she amended when Tommy pulled a face. “I could invite them over? And maybe some other guests. Throw a house party.”
That got a full-blown laugh out of Tommy. “You’ve never thrown a party!”
“Well, maybe I want to,” she insisted stubbornly. “Or you could organize it, and I’ll pay you an hourly wage. Start you on a freelance career if you don’t want to work for somebody.”
Tommy held up his hands in surrender. “Alright, I get it. I’ll talk to Ollie about the club tomorrow.”
She smiled at him sweetly. “Thank you.”
“Are you gonna talk to him?”
Laurel sighed. “You don’t seem to think I should. I don’t know. Maybe I’ll wait and see how things go with Helena.”
It turned out she didn’t have to wait long.
—-
Joanna came back from a lunch late in the week with her brother in good spirits, but as she approached her and Laurel’s desks her smile slowly started to fade.
“I see,” Laurel was saying to someone on the phone. “Is there any chance you have their names or contact information?”
On her computer screen was a map of the North China Sea, the one the news had posted with that island they’d found Oliver on highlighted.
“No, it’s not for an interview. I just wanted to know if they had any information on comings and goings in the region. Groups, organizations. Uh-huh.” Her friend jotted something down on a notepad. “Yes, you can call me back at this number.”
“Laurel, what are you doing?”
Her friend jumped and spun around in her chair. “Nothing.”
Joanna nodded to the screen still displaying the article. “Yeah, that looks like nothing, alright.”
Laurel’s shoulders slumped. “Okay, I was trying to get in contact with the fishermen who found Oliver.”
“Why?”
Laurel didn’t answer.
“I really don’t think you should try to force this,” Joanna warned her.
“I’m not trying to force anything, I’m just trying to piece together what happened.”
“Well, I doubt they know what all happened in the last five years.”
“No, but they might know who does.”
“Yeah, we all know who does. Oliver.” Joanna shook her head. “But he’ll talk when he wants to.”
“That’s the trouble, Jo,” Laurel said. “I don’t think he ever wants to. And I’m worried what will happen if he doesn’t.”
“Is this because of what happened with Mrs. Queen the other day?”
“Partly,” Laurel admitted.
“Well, word on the street is that shooter’s with the Hood now.” She lifted a shoulder in a shrug. “Maybe what happened with Mrs. Queen was an accident. But I really don’t think every single problem in this city can be tied back to Oliver. Even if your dad wishes it could.”
Laurel allowed a smirk at that. “I guess I do sound like him, huh?”
“Just a little.” Joanna perched on the corner of her friend’s desk. “You’ve gotta learn to let these things go or people are gonna start calling you crazy, too.”
“Look, I would love not to assume the worst. To just let Oliver go on dating Helena—”
“He’s dating?”
“Yes,” said Laurel.
Well, that didn’t match up at all. Then again, Oliver didn’t seem to know what he wanted from Laurel any more than Laurel knew what she wanted from him. It was enough to drive the rest of them all mad from watching it.
“Okay,” Joanna said slowly. “Maybe some space is the best thing for both of you right now.”
“Tommy said the same thing.”
That didn’t surprise her.
“Well, give the research a break, too. If you really think there’s something more to all this going on, it’s more your dad’s kind of work, anyway. Let him handle it.”
“And have him haul Ollie down to the station on trumped up charges again?” Laurel shook her head. “No. This has to stay between you and me. Promise me, Joanna.”
She held up both hands. “Alright. But please consider letting this whole thing go.”
“Okay.”
That tone was not at all convincing. Joanna sighed and looked down. As she stood back up to head over to her desk, her eyes caught the word Laurel had written and underlined on her notepad: Triad.
She wasn’t sure what her friend was trying to dig at. The Triad had attacked Laurel last month, not any of the Queens. Oliver might have been there, but that was totally a coincidence.
The next morning she woke up to the news that a mob war had nearly erupted overnight between the Triad and an Italian crime family and that Helena Bertinelli was confirmed to have fled the city, her identity as the Huntress made public.
Maybe Laurel wasn’t so crazy after all.
—-
Diggle and Helena had both been right in their own ways, and Oliver should’ve known better. As it was, he could only be thankful the Huntress had elected to leave Starling City behind, even if he had given her the tools and training to make her far more dangerous than she’d ever been before they met.
And there was nothing he could do to block out her words.
I saw the way you looked at her. That kind of love doesn’t die! You still love her.
He’d told himself any sort of personal connection with someone would have to wait until after he’d completed his father’s mission. As a result, he’d had to push people — particularly Laurel — away. Helena had seemed like a way to feel less alone, and maybe that hadn’t been fair to her.
But what did it mean that Laurel was alone right now?
She’d told him nothing could happen between them, and Thea had seemed convinced the CNRI benefit Tommy had thrown had been his way of making his intentions clear towards Laurel. So then why weren’t they together? Laurel had said she didn’t need him to forgive her for sleeping with Tommy while he was away, and there was nothing to forgive, but maybe she did need closure. Proof that he was fine with never being with her again.
Was that something he was willing to give?
He wanted Laurel to be happy above all else. Whether that was with him or not. And right now he couldn’t be with her. All that would do was cause her more worry and doubt the more he had to lie. So maybe he did owe it to her to let her go. Even if it meant lying about how he felt.
He was chasing those thoughts around and around his mind as he drove home from checking on the club that evening. John had put his foot down on him going out as the Hood, so now he had nothing to do with his usually occupied hours.
Though it looked as though they were entertaining somebody by the looks of it, as he noticed a car pulled off slightly to the side when he came up the drive.
“Hello?” He called as he entered through the front door.
“Up here, Ollie!” Thea yelled back from her room. That was puzzling; Thea hadn’t seemed all that excited for him to meet her friends since he’d been back.
Nevertheless he climbed the stairs as directed and soon discovered why his sister was being so open: it was his friend in her bedroom.
“Hey.”
Laurel looked up with a little half-smile. “Hey.”
“What’s going on?”
“I’m getting Laurel’s opinion on what to wear to your club opening,” said Thea from inside her closet.
“Who said you’re invited to the opening of a night club?”
His sister emerged, a superior smirk on her face she’d learned from their mom. “Tommy did.”
“Well, the ink hasn’t dried on his employment papers, so I wouldn’t count on it.”
“Come on, Ollie,” Laurel said as Thea scowled at him. “She just wants to be there to support you. Your mom and Mr. Steele will be there, too.”
He relented. Somewhat. “What kind of outfits has she been showing you?”
“You’ll have to wait and see,” she said with a grin, which was likely the only thing that saved him from Thea’s rage. Laurel stood and added, “But that wasn’t the only reason I stopped by. Do you mind if we talk?”
“Of course not.” Oliver led her out into the hall and down a few doors, slowing as they approached his own bedroom. Laurel did as well, having fallen into step right beside him.
“I wanted to apologize for the other night. I shouldn’t have invited Tommy and I along on your date.”
“Helena invited you. And as it turns out, it really wasn’t meant to be anyway,” he remarked with a healthy dose of chagrin Diggle would have been proud of.
“Yeah, I guess not.” Laurel glanced up at him. “She didn’t mention anything about all that to you, did she?”
Oliver hid a wince. He knew it did not look good for him to be associated with the Huntress so soon after being suspected of being a vigilante himself. “You’d probably have better luck asking that Hood guy.”
“Right.” She leaned her weight against the wall and added in an offhand tone, “My dad said we got pretty lucky the Hood drove her out of town before the, ah, Bratva could get involved.”
That was something Oliver hadn’t even considered, but he certainly agreed with Lance. He also couldn’t remember if the Bratva were something he knew about before the island, but it was best to play it safe. “Bratva. Isn’t that a kind of doll?”
Laurel’s eyes narrowed. “It’s the Russian mafia.”
“Oh, yeah. That would make more sense.” He nodded a couple times for added effect. But it was best they didn’t dwell on the Bratva or the Hood for too long. “Hey, I actually wanted to ask you — what’s going on with you and Tommy? Or not going on?”
“Nothing.” She huffed at his disbelieving look. “Really. I mean, he asked me out on a date instead of for sex, and I turned him down. But we’re still friends.”
“Was there a reason you did?”
“Is there a reason I should tell you?”
Oliver shifted his weight from one foot to the other. “Laurel, I’m not trying to — I want to be a friend to you, and that includes being there if you need to talk. Like you said at the CNRI benefit.”
“I said I wanted to be there if you wanted to talk.”
“Yeah, well that’s the thing about friendships. Sort of supposed to go two ways.” Oliver allowed himself the slightest smirk as she pouted. It was unreasonably cute. “So is something bothering you? Anything I can help with?”
A short laugh escaped her.
“What?”
“No, it’s — I don’t think it’s going to be that simple.”
“Well, why not?”
“Oliver, I’m not looking for a relationship. Haven’t been, not since...all that.”
His eyes fell to the carpet. He’d been right. “Laurel, I am sorry. And I never wanted to make you think a relationship wasn’t something you could have.”
“But it isn’t,” she stated so matter-of-fact it nearly made him reel back a step. “That’s not just romantic relationships, either. I think my family alone makes a great case for why me and long-term connection with another person doesn’t work out.”
He wanted to say something, knew he should say something, but his words failed him. How could Laurel think that about herself? None of what had happened the last five years was her fault.
Laurel shrugged. “Now I’ve made things awkward with Tommy, and then there’s you and me.”
“I thought you didn’t want there to be a you and me,” he said, just loud enough that it might be heard.
“There can’t be, because we’re not—” She cut herself off, looking away from him sharply.
In spite of himself, Oliver felt something like hope. “Not what, Laurel?”
She drew in and let out a breath. “There’s a lot that I’ve been trying to work through, to figure out, these last few months. And I think you have been, too. But there’s a lot we’re not saying to each other.”
His head bowed as reality caught up with him. The Hood. He could never really speak freely with Laurel as long as he was the Hood. And he had to be.
“I still — I want to be there for you. Even as a friend.” A confession of some kind was trying to claw its way up his throat urged on by some voice that sounded suspiciously like Diggle, why not just tell her? — but he tamped it down.
“I do, too,” she agreed softly. “I just don’t know how much it can help.”
“Laurel.” He caught her hand as she pushed off the wall. “You being there for me since I’ve been back, it means more than you could know.”
She gave his hand a squeeze before letting it slip out of hers, their fingers tangling briefly before their arms both fell back to their sides.
“Then I guess...I’ll see you around, Ollie.”
Laurel turned and walked down the hall to the stairs, and there was nothing he could do.
That was a lie; he could call her back, tell her everything about why he’d been so strange and secretive since his return, how it was all to keep her and his family safe — but that was it, wasn’t it? He loved Laurel so much that he wanted her by his side through it all, but he loved her too much to put her in danger.
As long as his mission lasted, he had no choice but to let her walk away.
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#5
Wilburs hell would just be an endless game of Ace Race.
i want Scott smajor there to use the red skin he has bc I think it’s cool but I just imagine it’s just Ace Race. Everyones there and he has no clue what’s happening but he HATES this game
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I like the idea of c!charlie slimeicle being ridiculously old. Like c!Phil has watched empires rise and fall but slimes seen the pre-Cambrian era and will be here for eons after
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I love how Ranboo, Purpled, and Foolish were just vibin while Tubbo and Quackity argued over land
same energy as Tubbo dancing while ghost wilbur and Tommy fought after the disc wars
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I’m back on my bullshit
tubbo should be the one to outwit dream
i think we got stuff like this before but think about it. Tubbo, who dream yelled at for being an idiot, who arguably is the most attached to all his attachments, like his family, who was a “pawn”
I really like the “i have friends“ comment that techno made, and for Tubbo(and Tommy!) to prove that Dreams not a god and never will be
checkmate, bitch
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the post on here about none of the dsmp members knowing how to count is funnier when you realize Tubbo built nukes
like idk the arc too well but he designed and tested them right?
no one knows how to count, except for Tubbo who knows nuclear psychics
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Telluride Glass House, Colorado
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Telluride Glass House in Colorado
Jul 8, 2021
Design: Efficiency Lab for Architecture
Location: Telluride, Colorado, USA
Telluride Glass House
Efficiency Lab for Architecture PLLC, a firm comprising a team of architects, planners, designers, and educators committed to a better understanding of efficiency in the built environment, is proud to unveil the Telluride Glass House, nestled into the steep cliffs of the Telluride Box Canyon in Colorado. Carved into a vertical wall of Aspen trees, rock cliffs, and wandering creeks, on a 3.4-acre lot adjacent to majestic Bridal Falls, the house consists of three cascading glass boxes with a combined floor area of approximately 7,000 sq. ft.
“Every architect dreams about building the proverbial glass house,” notes Aybars Asci, AIA, LEED, President of Efficiency Lab. “It’s a spatial construct that heightens our sensories and allows us to contemplate our natural surroundings with greater focus and appreciation than we otherwise would.”
Simple Complexity Accordingly, when the client approached Efficiency Lab about the desire to build a glasshouse, Asci presented an open plan vision, defined by fluidity, that would blur the boundaries between the landscape and the proposed building environment. The plan focused on the architectural expression of three cantilevered glass boxes. Each 45′ × 45′ glass box is positioned in a moment of suspension, providing a horizontal approach to the vertical terrain of towering Aspens rising from the surrounding mountains and cliffs.
“I came up with the idea of creating something breathtaking in just a few weeks, but it took years of careful refinements to bring the vision to life,” Aybars Asci explains. “While the general concept was quite simple, the project was a reminder that sometimes complexity is the path to achieving such levels of simplicity.”
The steep terrain of the mountainside played a major role in the architectural design, beginning with rockfall and avalanche mitigation elements. The dual hazard conditions required the construction of avalanche and debris flow barriers on the uphill side, while a permanent soil retention system, including anchors tied into the mountainside, created level platforms for the house.
Achieving a Delicate Balance The three cascading pavilions are cantilevered and stacked in recession. Their composite steel and timber floor framing provides a tectonic lightness of the glass boxes that reinforces their anchoring to the stereotomic mass of the retaining walls. Abundant use of natural finishes further contributes to the integration of the built environment and its natural surroundings, including split-face marble brick, with exposed natural patterns, that finishes the exterior retaining walls.
“There is a sort of symbiotic relationship, where the cantilevers create a delicate connection between the light-footed house and the majestic mountain,” says Asci. “The retaining walls merge into the slopes and integrate with the mountain, while the pavilions, suspended in space, create a counterpoint of lightness.”
Panoramic Absorption The interior of the glass pavilions features Northern cedar flat ceiling planes, designed with recessed lighting to eliminate any hanging obstructions to the breathtaking views. The wide-open floor plate is framed in glass courtesy of window panels separated by minimal ¾” wide mullions, providing uninterrupted horizontal views to the south, where only Aspen trees rise in vertical contrast. At more than 9,000 feet of elevation, the insulated window panels presented another challenge, resolved through the insertion of capillary tubes to mitigate atmospheric pressure differences between the manufacturing site of the insulated-glass units and the high altitude of the house.
The design layout of the three-level glasshouse provides a separation between privacy and togetherness. Entry to the glasshouse is accessed from the ground level, where a stone pavilion and mudroom sit adjacent to a garage, guest bedrooms, and a game room. Ascending to the middle level, the open floor plate contains the Glass House common spaces, including an open kitchen, an unobstructed, expansive living room, and an adjacent dining room. The upper level is reserved for the three-bedroom family living quarters.
On the two upper levels of the glasshouse, the interior polished concrete floors extend seamlessly beyond the glass walls to expansive exterior deck space, courtesy of the cascading design of the cantilevered pavilions. An external pathway on the middle level leads to a cylinder wooden-clad soaking tub, designed along with landscapers to be a solitary point of discovery.
Living the Dream The completed project immerses its inhabitants in nature, where lines of snow on the railings and rooftop in winter blend into the striations of snow on the overhanging cliffs. Embraced by the mountains of the moonlit canyon, and framed by the stars above, the concept of living in a glass house is now a dream come true.
“From my very first visit to the site, I knew that this project would require decisiveness and clarity and that it would draw upon everything that I have come to know and feel like an architect,” concludes Aybars Asci. “I felt the responsibility of touching the land, and I understood that that came with the responsibility to create the very best that the human spirit can offer.”
Telluride Glass House in Colorado, USA – Building Information
Architects: Efficiency Lab for Architecture AOR: Tommy Hein Architects Interior Design: Gachot Studios Structural Design: Skidmore, Owings & Merrill LLP MEP: Bighorn Consulting Engineers Civil Engineer: Uncompahgre Engineering Geo-Hazard Engineer: Trautner Geotech Landscape Design: Caribou Design Associates General Contractor: Finbro Construction
About Efficiency Lab for Architecture PLLC “Efficiency is Beautiful” is the ethos behind Efficiency Lab’s research-driven design philosophy for building a more sustainable, inclusive, and equitable future. The firm applies first-principles thinking to every new challenge, combining conceptual clarity and analytical processes, including the use of algorithmic tools and building performance modeling, to pave the road towards greater efficiency in the built environment.
In its quest to develop an architectural language engraved in nature, the firm’s dedicated team of design professionals provides the full range of services, including master planning, feasibility studies, architectural design, interior design, furniture design, product design, efficiency consulting, Building Information Modeling (BIM), data visualization, and more.
Photography: Josh Johnson
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ATTENTION ISLAND RESIDENTS!
THE EVENT HAS OFFICIALLY BEGUN!
At this time, please pause all regular threads and you may begin event related threads.
Remember the following regarding the event:
Masters and Mistresses will submit their FOUR names to the main during the event. If names are not submitted before the event ends, masters lose their opportunity to win the drawings.
Please send your list of 4 slaves in order from most to least desired.
Masters cannot bid on their claims.
No multiple entries for one slave will be allowed.
Masters can win up to TWO slaves, and those Masters who have sent in evidence of their cruelty will have better odds to win the slaves of their choice.
As can be seen in the list below, there are more Masters participating than slaves. So a reminder that not all Masters will win a slave. Please keep this in mind.
THE STARTER RULE IS STILL IN EFFECT. Please use theinstitutestarter for all starters, and do NOT post one until all event starters have at least one reply.
The event will take place from 12am June 29 - 11:59pm July 1, but will be over the course of one night in the game.
ALL SLAVES HAVE BEEN BROUGHT INTO THE GRAND BALLROOM NAKED SAVE FOR THEIR COLLARS. THEIR WRISTS AND ANKLES ARE SHACKLED IN CHAINS, WHICH ARE MADE ADJUSTABLE FOR MASTERS TO FULLY INSPECT THEIR PRIZES. SHOULD A MASTER DECIDE TO USE A SLAVE FOR THEIR OWN FUN DURING THE EVENT…JUST DO NOT DAMAGE THEM TOO SEVERELY, AND PLEASE CLEAN UP AFTER YOURSELF.
OOC Notes: 
A reminder that during this weekend, the Chatzy will be taking place at/during the event alongside the events on the dash.
The current chatzy event will continue until the last guest leaves the beach, at which time it will switch over to the slave raffle event.
*A shout out and thank you to Harley for their ideas for this event!
For your reference, below the cut is the list of participants.
List of Slaves available to be won:
Marigold
BJ
Atticus
Ethan
Daisy
Abbi
Scarlett
Skyler
Elle
Briar
Luna
Clyde
Amabella
Kalani
Alexis
Dhani
Finn
Ace
Tae
Natalie
Cassiopeia
Edmund
Levi
Avery
Lizette
Heather
Tenanye
Maebh
Tommy
Ashby
List of Masters and Mistresses who may win them:
Naomi
Dougal
Grace
Qhuinn
Ciaran
Tiffany
Emmanuel
Hawthorn
Damien
Ava
Dakota
Sage
Rekha
Felicia
Calliope
Noah
Lyall
Zaki
Marco
Morgana
Ryder
Dominick
Gabriel
Quinten
Aspen
Jody
Gulana
Kane
Lucas
Zach
Clara
Sabrina
Milo
Margeaux
Matthew
Frankie
Magnus
Riley
Aubrey
Winter
Peter
Aleksey
Benjie
Colton
Juniper
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For me this was a poetic stream of thoughts that ultimately inform the reader about the life of Ocean, his mother, and grandparents. There were some beautiful, moving passages but overall it was hard to follow. The story is almost told in a spiral rather than any timeline. I appreciate how candid the author is in sharing his life story. Unfortunately, the narration didn’t work for me. I felt as if he was whispering his way through and it became quite annoying.
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I had a hard time getting through this book, although it was beautifully written. It was very sad and the narrator sounded so desperate always. The writer certainly is aware of life and each word was carefully chosen. Just not my cup of tea.
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Amazing writing. Telling of mental illnesses in the subaltern marginalized voice. A bit more sexually explicit than I expected though.
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