#ugh i made a mistake

[magizombi]

I hate working in market research

#literally never thought id say this #but i miss working in a kitchen fr #i wish i hadnt quit my last job #it was perfect #hhhh #im so bad at succumbing to peer pressure #n of course i did what my fp/fiance wanted me to do bc thats how i am #im getting better at doing my own thing but #ugh i made a mistake #at least im good at it and its not really hard but #sigh #zombi.txt

[arcanegifs]

PVRIS  — "Oil and Water"

"If you give me your cold shoulders I'll bravе the storm and keep my arms wide open We're oil and water, it's true But I still fall into you"

#OK EVERYONE I MADE A MISTAKE IN THE LYRICS pls reblog this version instead skdjfksdfjs oops #caitlyn was singing this song in the shower i just know it LMAO girl rlly got the gay yearning song in this show shes down bad #caitvi #animationedit #arcaneedit #vi #wlwedit #arcane #arcane league of legends #league of legends arcane #caitlyn #caitlyn kiramman #netflixedit #piltover's finest #arcane lol #vi arcane #arcane vi #media: arcane #type: gif #s1 ep 5 #s1 ep6 #s1 ep7 #s1 ep8 #s1 ep9 #im always so ???? with typography lmao im not every good at it so i kept it super simple #also i get why they say the song was cut from the soundtrack i cant think of any scene where i can put this song into #also ugh this took me an hour and a half to make skkdjdjd for a simple edit LMAO i couldnt get inspired for the typography and just #scrapped everything all tgt lol

[in-restless-walks]

Simon & Garfunkel - Think Too Much

#LORD HELP ME #what is going on here #I'm #They were fighting all through this tour but look at them #Paul just putting his head in Art's shoulder #almost in his armpit #And Art slapping himself when he made a mistake... #He did that once during the Old Friends tour as well #but I also remember a story when they were less happy about their mistakes and one accused the other of doing it on purpose #UGH WHY #in any case #why can't we have nice things and have ALL the footage #simon and garfunkel #paul simon #simon & garfunkel #s&g #art garfunkel #in restless dreams #think too much

[mollyjames]

Windmill (Weekly Sketch Poll Winner)

#sketchbook #my art #ugh I made so many mistakes with this #still at least I learned some more about animating in csp #so I'll call it a win #molly in motion

[blueskittlesart]

do you have any thoughts on zelda not staying as a dragon? me personally I like it and am very cool with it mostly because I think zelda should get to be happy forever (and because I'm smart enough to know she changed back because of recall and not some ambiguous power of love lmao) but a lot of people seem to dislike that it made the draconification inconsequential?

i think there's like. some valid concerns surrounding inconsequentiality/"curing" the physical problems characters have as a way of giving them a "happy ending" but I think those concerns don't necessarily apply to totk in the way people seem to be applying them, especially irt zelda's draconification and link's arm.

most of the time when the criticism of this "magic cure" trope is applied to media, it's because the trope is used as a cure-all to erase a character's suffering or trauma and make them "normal" again, and often ignores the character development or themes of the story in favor of giving the character a happy ending. I don't think that applies to totk, though, because the "curing" link and zelda experience is both within the realm of possibility given the worldbuilding present in the game (recall could easily have done it, as you mentioned) AND thematically consistent with the rest of the game. One of if not the most important central themes of totk is the idea of failure and second chances. we see a hyrule that has been given a second chance after link's initial failure with the calamity brought it to the brink of destruction. we see characters who were deeply unhappy and entrenched in the shame of their precalamity mistakes like purah and zelda become active, beloved members of their communities. we see the people of lurelin village take back and rebuild their destroyed home. we watch this kingdom and its people make an unprecedented comeback after a century of struggle and ruin.

Similarly, totk's gameplay is LINK's second chance, his comeback from the initial mistake of losing zelda, of specifically being unable to reach her with his injured hand when they fell. The consequences of that--the master sword's corruption, the loss of his arm, and zelda's draconification, are all supposed to SEEM irreversible, because that's how LINK initially sees them. he believes that he doomed both himself and zelda all because of that SINGLE moment in which he wasn't enough, a viewpoint which is obviously left over from the pressure he experienced to perform to an impossible standard of perfection pre-calamity. The story of totk is about deconstructing that belief and proving it wrong. the mistake he made caused harm, but it's never too late to repair things. he can fix the regional phenomena ganondorf causes and rebuild those communities. he can revitalize the master sword. he can GET ZELDA BACK, with his own arm, uninjured and able to reach her this time. no matter how impossible those things may initially seem, no matter the perceived finality of his mistakes and their consequences, there is always hope. there is always a second chance. no one person's single mistake can doom an entire kingdom for eternity. the fate of hyrule was NEVER resting on link's shoulders alone. he was never their final hope. there was always going to be an after. the whole POINT of the draconification and the loss of link's arm is that they AREN'T final. they ARE inconsequential, because they were born of one mistake and ONE MISTAKE IS NOT THE END ALL.

#like. think about the message the game sends if zelda stays a dragon. we are saying that link CAN'T come back from this mistake. #that one single split-second moment in which he made the wrong move because he had no way of knowing what to do #means that the one person who understands and supports him above all else. the one person who shares his experience and his trauma #the woman he LOVES. is gone forever with no hope of return ever and it's 100% his fault. #that's not true to the themes of botw OR totk. these games are about growth and healing and second chances. #this game was link learning that he gets a second chance. that no move he makes is the final be-all-end-all fuckup. #it removes the pressure and that's the POINT. for a character like link whose life has been DEFINED by pressure #who was taught from a horrifically young age that any wrong move on his part would KILL EVERYONE HE KNEW AND LOVED #this is such an important lesson to learn. removing that pressure/showing him that it was never actually real in the first place #is a crucial step towards healing for him. #asks #zelda analysis #totk spoilers #like i like the idea of lasting consequences dont get me wrong. <draconic features zelda enjoyer #but like. making link keep the fucking rauru arm rubs me the wrong way. the whole point is that he caught her with his own hand in the end #ugh. anyway. you get the idea

[traumxrei-archive]

leona and jamil’s interactions in 6-67 and their growth

book 6 threw me in for a wringer with leona and jamil’s relationship, and it's funny because i never realized how similar they are until leona was pointing out all of jamil's negative thoughts about himself, as if he knew these thoughts like the back of his hand. tell me i'm not the only one seeing parallels between them:

jamil as a kid was told he was never going to be equal to kalim, because he's supposed to be kalim's servant; having to concede to him at every turn in private and in public.

leona as a kid hearing whispers about how he was so different from the bright falena, and how he wouldn't ever get the throne; all his achievements a mere shadow to anything falena did.

jamil who tried to create an elaborate scheme to pit everyone against kalim, and to subtly kick kalim from his "throne", only for it all to backfire, and for him to be so scorned by having everyone find out that he overblotted.

leona who created a plot in order to secretly reduce competition in the magift tournaments, and tried to severely injure malleus draconia to keep him from playing, only for his plot to be revealed, and for him to give up on trying, thus leading to his overblot.

and then when you think about it, leona probably sees the younger version himself in jamil. jamil’s lust for power is something that leona’s been through more than once, and he knows how being arrogant can lead someone down a bad path.

the rut that he was stuck in was the fact that he thought he was more suitable than falena. but was leona right for the throne ? or did he just want the throne to prove all the people who slighted him wrong ? and again, with magift, he knew that he didn't have the magic power to beat malleus, but he still wanted to win, so bad that he played dirty tricks.

sounds familiar ? it’s basically what jamil did to try and rip the housewarden seat from kalim. jamil thinks himself more suitable and worthy than kalim but is that because he IS more suitable, or is it because he wants to publicly be better than kalim at something for once ?

that’s why leona wants jamil to move on past that. he needs to throw away the arrogance that he’s the 'best', and that 'others just don’t see his brilliance', because…he has a long way to go. leona recognizes his potential. he learned the lesson that jamil is going through the hard way, that’s why he’s trying to help him.

jamil kept insisting that he could protect leona, because he’s convinced that he is more capable at protecting him, relying on his perception of who he thought leona was, rather than acknowledging his prowess. leona knows that he’s more skillful, and he, in the end, succeeds in getting him to accept that.

when jamil can accept that he doesn’t know all that there is, and that he’s at the bottom of the pecking order…that’s exactly when he can start moving up. that’s when he can start working on his skills for the future rather than lamenting the fact that others don’t see his potential.

and that’s exactly the lesson that leona wants him to learn.

okay a cookie for you if you ACTUALLY made it here bc whew this got really long really fast— thank you for reading this far and i hope that you enjoyed my interpretation of book 6’s events ++ leojami’s growth ^^ (also sorry if there’s any spelling/grammar mistakes, i shall fix it later)

#/trau rambles #book 6 spoilers below the cut ^^ #them when they're too similar #leona when he sees younger him in jamil #and recognizes jamil making the same mistakes as he did #so he goes out of his way to try making jamil understand that he can still change #rather than letting jamil get stuck in the same rut that he was in #bc he sees potential to grow and change in jamil #leona is giving jamil the lesson that he had to learn the hard way #and i just think that. it's. so. ugh. #and jamil finally getting over his arrogance enough to trust leona #and trust in his capabilities to lead and fight #rather than relying on whatever judgement he made of leona #them settling into an almost amicable relationship at the end…. #guys. #ggguuuysss #leona kingscholar #jamil viper #twisted wonderland #twst analysis #twst book 6 #twst

[cosmereplay]

Poll for current, former, or future Stormlight fanartists!

It seems that many fanartists (and even artists who make canon Stormlight art) go through a period where they've assumed that the characters are basically Fantasy White, and then there's a period of relearning what the characters look like from WoBs or other sources, and maybe even having to learn how to draw epicanthic folds and different skin tones. Judging by the stormlight tag, it's a big learning curve for a lot of people, and I'm curious what that curve is like for artists!

Since tumblr polls are anonymous, please be honest what it's been like for you as a current, former, or future Stormlight fanartist:

If none of these apply, hit reblog, then stick another copy in your drafts to see the results next week!

Please note this isn't the place to complain about whitewashed fanart (though Ash knows we also need that, just elsewhere, not here). This is specifically about the experiences of artists, and at the same time raising awareness of the features of these canonical fantasy ethnicities.

If you're an artist and you'd like to share about your own learning curve in the replies, notes, or privately via DM, go ahead!

And if this doesn't end up with at least 50% in the yeses then I'm throwing it out for self-selection bias😂😂😂

#I promise these polls are anonymous #feel free to lie in the tags if you need to #Ideally I'd like to reduce the shame of having whitewashed characters #while at the same time encouraging more people to speak out about whitewashed art #I might do another poll about experiences calling out/in about whitewashing too if I remember #a healthy fandom can hold both and give space for learning #I know I've made mistakes both in art and in calling out/in ugh #AND #life before death (keep drawing) #strength before weakness (draw when you can hold a growth mindset) #journey before destination (keep pushing your growing edges!)

[byclairs]

i’m gonna invent a way to physically enter the internet just so that i can strangle people who come onto posts strictly about character a and go “well actually 🤓☝️i think this fits character b more”

#that’s nice make your own post maybe we really don’t care #i made a mistake and now people have reblogged before i edited it ugh #em.txt

[neverevan]

Wip Wednesday 🎄

I shared a small tidbit from this yesterday, but here's a little longer one this time 💕

Eddie was holding a bag of M&Ms in one hand while twisting garlands around the railings by the stairs with the other. They were putting up the Christmas decorations around the station during a lull and while Eddie was all for the Christmas spirit, the garlands didn't seem too keen on cooperating.

“Pass me one?” Buck walked up to him, both his arms tangled up in a big knot of Christmas lights and on the top of his head, pushing into his perfectly coiffed hair sat a frankly ridiculous hairband with a set of floppy white ears, decorated by big black blotches to resemble a dalmatian.

“What are you wearing?” Eddie frowned at the dog ear hanging down just beside his birthmark.

Buck looked up like he could see the top of his own head if he just tried hard enough. “Must’ve been left here from Halloween. Cute, right?”

"Sure."

Well, it was cute.

That still didn't explain why he felt the need to put it on, but Eddie had more important things to worry about, namely the damned garland that kept on slipping off of the railing and bunching up on the bottom.

“So, are you gonna give me one?” Buck tried again, eyeing the small bag of candy in Eddie’s hand.

“Ask nicely.” Eddie quipped, mainly just to be a little shit but as always, Buck was game.

He ducked his chin, jostling the dog ears on the top of his head and batted his eyelashes a little cartoonishly, then after an elongated whine of pretty please, he stuck his tongue out expectantly.

Eddie rolled his eyes and plopped a big green one onto Buck’s tongue. “Here.”

tags under the cut 💛

I was tagged by the lovely @jamespearce9-1-1 @daffi-990 and @malewifediaz mwuah mwuah 💛

✨and totally no pressure tagging: @spagheddiediaz @jeeyuns @ladydorian05 @disasterbuckdiaz @steadfastsaturnsrings @eowon @heartshapedvows @nmcggg @rainbow-nerdss @watchyourbuck @eddiebabygirldiaz @theotherbuckley @thewolvesof1998

#yes the third christmas fic is the puppy fic #which in no way contains any actual dogs #the premise of this fic is so ridiculous btw #and it's entirely based on a tumblr post I saw a few days ago #which instantly made me write 3k in one go #anyway it's gonna be cute and filthy #also I made the mistake of making a mood board for one of my other christmas fics so now I had to make one for each of them ugh #also also this specific pink is shooting up the list of my fave colours real quickly lmao #(my phonecase and my earphones are the same colour tbh so it's nothing new) #alright that's more than enough rambling uhh #buddie #911 #wip #the puppy fic

[tmmyhug]

the part that baffles me the most about this is how it’s been three YEARS and he hasn’t learned a THING

#speaking as someone with adhd who also does not learn after the first or third or fifth time i make a mistake. #it’s been almost three years. with an average of like. a controversy a month. and no growth. nothing #there have been times where i feel like he’s improved but then he just cancels it all out again. #even IF he’s POSSIBLY innocent somehow his horrendous twitlonger is just indicative of a man who doesn’t want to mature. #the lack of any willingness to take responsibility. the lack of any substantial proof or - if he’s taking legal action and can’t post proof #- even reassurance that there IS proof #the way he just blindly assumes his fans will take him at his word and nothing else like a bunch of pack rats #the baseless accusations. the self-victimization. ugh #none of that is specifically damning but it’s a very dangerous pattern of behavior #and the fact that someone as smart as him hasn’t made efforts to mitigate it yet? to change at all? in three years. #well. it’s bad. #vees train of thought #discourse #dream

[suis0u]

Inspired by  @not-poignant’s wonderful story Underline the Black ❤️. 

#Efnisien ap Wledig #Dr Gary #dr gary konowalous #underline the black #notpoignant #omegaverse #artwork #illustration #unfortunately i'm an idiot and made a mistake while saving the file #so i only have it that small with 72dpi #and not the original size anymore #T___T #II have overwritten my psd without even noticing it #ugh #my art #fae tales verse

[screambirdscreaming]

At the bus stop one time there was a gaggle of preschoolers waiting to catch the bus for a field trip day, and someone walked past with a couple of friendly little dogs, to great general delight.

But after a little bit, the dogs were getting overwhelmed, and the preschoolers were gently coaxed to back off so the person with the dogs could continue on. Specifically, one of the preschool teachers said, "Sometimes, when you're small, being surrounded by big people can be a bit scary and overwhelming. Even if they are friendly."

This was recieved as great wisdom: after all, the preschoolers were also small, and understood how scary and overwhelming big people could be! And the dogs were indeed even smaller than the preschoolers, so it made sense.

What was funny and charming was that, upon absorbing and reflecting on this wisdom, they all felt the need to tell it to one another. In tones of great insight, they turned to one another and said, "Did you know? Sometimes when you are small, being surrounded by big people can be scary and overwhelming! Even if they are friendly!" Back and forth, without any particular concern that they were all saying the same thing. Have reached comprehension of an insight, it must be shared!

I must say that this behavior is less charming in tumblr users than in preschoolers. Not least because tumblr users, having gained a little analytical skill to misuse, insist on Summarizing and Generalizing and Unifying the insights they repeat, quickly turning any interesting new information into formulaic dogmatic mush.

#i made the mistake of looking in the notes of the beach sand post i reblogged to see if anyone else had interesting comments #And the rate at which it went from like #1) person states with moderate confidence an opinion based on their personal observations #2) multiple people reply with “wow thats so insightful!” (aka it aligns with my preconceived notions of how things work) #3) someone else adds additional personal observations which are not really relevant but which can be absorbed into the narrative #4) people start outright stating the underlying belief on which this bias is constructed as if it were a fresh insight #5) general derisive attitude towards people who haven't seen the Obviously Correct solution to this complex real world problem yet #It's very....... #It's not like it's a high stakes post but it's such a microcosm of the whole dogmatic phenomenon #Also this js a more specific gripe to My Field or w/e #But the degree to which people react to the problems caused by the whole “Control of Nature” era of engineering #with this equally reductive “Nature will Fix Everything” type of attitude #Is sooooo frustrating. #Yes a great many of our current problems could have been avoided if we had not made massive changes to ecosystem processes on the assumptio #That they were simple and we understood them. And that they would respond in predictable ways. #the simplicity in retrospect of “wow we Should Not have done that” does not mean that they are simple to undo! #You can't go back in time. You can't turn back the clock on chaotic processes #Which is. Almost every process ever. #Restoration is hard! Returning to previous regimes of sediment or flooding or fire is tricky and full of foibles! #Moving towards a future which doesn't suck as much even if the past cant be recreated is also uncertain and difficult! #It's frustrating to see people act all high and mighty about how they Respect Nature unlike whoever is making all these decisions #When their understanding of the natural processes in question is AS simplistic as the people who caused the whole mess back in 1910 or w/e #Like I'm not saying there's not bad interests standing in the way of functional restoration on all levels #That's very much a fight to be fought. #But looking at that fight-in-process and saying “wow none of you Respect Nature like me uwu let nature fix it” #Is. #Ugh.

[adiduck]

Hey all! Unfortunately a pic I reblogged turned out to be AI art :( I’ve deleted the reblog now! So sorry for falling for that!

#ugh #can’t believe I made that mistake #and I didn’t see the warning until this morning! #sorry y’all

[itspileofgoodthings]

Porfiry telling Raskolnikov that at least he was honest and in one bound took the furthest leap to put his theory to the test of actual action——

#Taylor believing a man who is obviously lying to her #like. it’s fascinating to me how they’ll say anything to her and she’ll be like ‘okay let’s go’ #she’s never read Jane Austen and it shows. but that’s okay because she’s the character in an Austen novel #she has no sense of self-preservation she has no common sense when it comes to love #and the reason I have endless patience for that is because she IS different. she is extraordinary. she is WEIRD. she’s so needy #so angry so fragile so stupid so brilliant so completely helpless #like the bolter———I can’t even LOOK at it right now #because you know she was like this since she was 5 and SHE knows it #just so. Different. so strange. I mean she ruled her family with an iron fist from the age of 11 #and her packaging is so basic and she she had so much access to everything anyone could want #so there are none of the usual marks of someone being so Different #but like. people HATED her from day one. you know her own strength of personality was drawing out many people’s hatred or envy #and she’s so helpless in her own personality because she can never change #like thank you aimee? or whatever? heck yeah there was some girl who bullied her and brutalized her on the playground #and you know it devastated Taylor from day one and still does #and it’s just. I don’t know how people can’t see that someone with that extraordinary set of gifts #wouldn’t also suffer in such an extraordinary way #and ways that elicit so much scorn and non-sympathy because people are unsettled and jealous and annoyed by her #because she WILL find a way to win #but isn’t that proof enough that she is the very OPPOSITE OF NORMAL #it’s why people have to be like ‘oh she sold her soul to the devil for this success.’ or whatever the psy-op spy thing is #because there’s no human way to explain her success if she really were as basic/talentless as people say #ugh this is all so incoherent and irritating and I’m so sorry but I just. I cannot explain how protective my heart is of her #and all the many many mistakes she’s made and the prisons she’s made for herself because she’s LIVING the tragedy #of never having denied herself one time/getting everything she wants #and discovering the poison at the bottom of everything she reached for with desperate hands #like. I love her so much and I am so protective of her because she is so helpless and she is getting shot in the face every time #and she feels every blow! #whew I need to turn off reblogs and will probably delete but I just #this album is all of her spilled out and people DO hate to see it because a lot of people hate her!!!!

[aegroll]

repost because the old hair was stupid looking 😊 methinks

#creepypasta #jeff the killer #jeffrey woods #jeff the killer fanart #jeffrey hodek #creepypasta fanart #repost #ugh #i made a few mistakes but im not even gonna bother fixing them #hes ugly regardless

[ticklystuff]

HI FRIENDS IVE WORKED 12 HOURS EVERYDAY THIS WEEK I HOPE I CAN LEAVE BY 5 TODAY big doubt lol PLS HOPE WITH ME :)))

#my co-worker has been on a high priority project for 6 months and it turns out she made a tiny mistake in her experiment setups #for the past. six. months. and she never caught it #she basically forgot to divide by 50 #like yeah easy mistake but the fact she never caught it and didn't understand why it's important is very.. concerning #anyway my manager panicked and threw me on the project #my co-worker has to redo everything and my job is to run everything alongside her to make sure she does everything right #basically im on babysitting duty #also my co-worker doesn't seem to understand how many ppl she has pissed off hehehehe ugh #and since no one trusts her to work on her own anymore i will probably be stuck here for a very long time :) #why does it feel like i'm the one being punished lmaooooooo