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#when I started reading the book i got bad wattpad fanfiction vibes
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Queen of the Damned is literally bad self-insert fanfiction
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flerow114 · 2 years
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Rating fandoms I've been in
-hetalia 4/10 this fandom is seriously fucked up now that i look at it but i had lots of fun there when i was 12. Still better than country humans
-warrior cats 7/10 stopped reading the books a while ago because they just weren't it anymore but maybe it's just that i got older. The only fandom I've ever wrote fanfiction for. A lot of great memories mostly from 2018-2020. Interacted with people mostly on Wattpad. Probably wouldn't go back but no regrets
-dreamsmp 4/10 conflicted because I cringe so bad when i remember how i used to act in early 2020 but then I've met SO many cool people on a Minecraft youtube discord server. I was never really into dnf (I've only read some fanfics)
-gacha life music videos and mini movies 6/10 oh god. Never made content, just watched it. This and warrior cats animations sort of created my music taste so. Aside from the weird wolf/angel hybrid princess OCs and gacha heat it was actually decent. I still watch gacha react from time to time 😢
-animation memes(2017-19) 7/10 I'm not a furry guys i swear. Tried making my own and i think looking at them now would cause me a cardiac arrest but back then i thought they were the shit. I even bought flipaclip premium and joined warriors m.a.ps.
-backrooms 8/10 does this qualify for a fandom? I hope so. Joined the reddit but i wasn't very active. I still take backroom-core photos sometimes but that's it
-marauders 9/10 currently in it. Never read Harry Potter (I've only seen the movies). I just read jegulus fanfiction and vibe.
-genshin 7/10 I've played genshin once(1) and I'm not looking forward to doing that again but i really like the characters. I don't know much of the lore so i mostly just read one shot fanfics of my favorite ships
-miss peregrine's home for peculiar children 6/10 i have been trying to finish this series since like 2 years but i just can't bring myself to do it, I'm stuck on book 2. Again like the characters and most of the story but i don't like how the author uses pictures instead of describing stuff. The fandom seems really small and half dead but i admire their passion to fight whoever thinks the movie is better
-omniscient reader's viewpoint 8/10 reading the webtoon and i hope I'll find time and motivation to start the webnovel. I love this series. Kdj my beloved. He's like a turtle that you can put in a terrarium and hand feed lettuce
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bonnieisaway · 4 years
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lost my discretion
cough ow this is really bad but here’s chp 4 to my shit saiki k x reader
tw for mentions of kidnapping
chapter two | chapter three | wattpad link
"S-Saiki..?" (L/n) asks, shakily as she sits on the ground behind the boy. He had suddenly appeared out of thin air, separating the girl and the body in front of Saiki. "Wh-wha...h-how did you..?"
He had teleported, obviously, but the weeping girl behind him didn't necessarily understand. Saiki cursed himself under his breath. There wasn't any way to get out of this one.
Saiki sighed in frustration. It was a simple Saturday morning, but something was annoying. He had had the same stupid prophetic dream and headache ever since the night where (L/n) had walked him home. It was weird, and why he had been assuming his powers were off lately, because usually there was't that much of a gap between when his dreams happened and, well, when it actually happened. The volcano- as much as he hated to think about it- didn't count really, it was only so long ago because he had rewound the Earth fuck knows how many times.
The answer was 6. But, we don't talk about that.
He had no choice but to shake it off as his mother called him down for breakfast. Walking down the stairs he tried his best to clear his mind, sitting at the table and ignoring the idle chatter his mother and father started.
(L/n) was a strange girl. Everything about her seemed contradictory. She was average, yet unique in a way that seemed to keep Saiki guessing, somehow- it felt like there were parts of her unknown. Which was odd, since, he could literally read her mind. Hell, even from where he sat now, if he tried hard enough he could hear her thoughts.
Or, well, dreams. She liked to sleep in.
Regardless, that wasn't all. She carried herself as if she was nothing special- and even then acknowledged by some very wrong people as such- but she was talented and beautiful. An average girl who was unique. Part of Saiki supposed everyone was like that, really. Another part of him supposed there was something different. Other than that that hid within her that he was curious of.
Very rarely was Saiki curious. Very rarely did people manage to hide things from Saiki Kusuo.
Of course, there were things like Nendo, and bugs, that were completely unreadable. But you were complex. He heard your thoughts, yes, but you never turned to stone without his glasses and his x-ray vision never worked on you. It was, well, confusing. Emotions that Saiki didn't necessarily understand.
"Ku, are you alright? You haven't touched your food..." Saiki's mother, Kurumi, fretted.
Saiki blinked for a second. He had zoned out. "Yes... I'm fine.." He sighs, finally picking up his spoon and digging into his coffee jelly. Who needed anything else? Coffee jelly makes all your problems go away.
What? Don't look at him like that. You're reading an x reader fanfiction. He can use coffee jelly as a stress coping mechanism all he wants.
Kurumi looks at his doubtfully before sighing. 'I really do hope he's okay..' Her thoughts echoed. Saiki sighed, finishing his food and excusing himself from the table, walking back up to his room.
He figured he'd read a book. Play that one game he never finished. Something enjoyable. he doesn't want to waste a perfectly fine Saturday fretting about nothing.
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As you woke up slowly, you heard your phone vibrate on the stand next to your bed. You sighed. Who wanted what this early in the morning..? You rubbed your eyes with one hand and grabbed the phone with the other.
Oh. It's 1pm. It's not that early. You just really, really like sleep. You unlock your phone, which is an unholy level of bright, to find a text from an unfamiliar number
???
Heey! I got your number from Chiopipi.
...Who, got it from Teryukoko.. ehhe..
(Y/n)
..uh.. who's this??
???
Oh, sorry! It's Aiura Mikoto.
I'm in ur class?? lol
(Y/n)
oh! you're the gyaru with the crystal ball right??
Aiura Mikoto
That's me! haha
Teryukoko was planning to have all us girls hang at her house tmrw
Her brother's gonna be out of town and her parents are off on some business trip
So it's just us
You in???
(Y/n)
..yeah sure why not
Aiura Mikoto
Lit!!! I'll text you the details tmrw
Read, 1:32pm
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You set your phone down on your bedside table again and sighed. Well, that was your plans for tomorrow. But you had absolutely nothing to do today. You eyed your bag in the corner of the room.
Nope. Absolutely nothing. Nada. None.
You swung your legs over your bed and sat up, head dizzying and vision blurring momentarily from the swiftness of the motion. You sighed, standing and walking off..you had to take care of yourself, for once. Get dressed, brush your hair, your teeth, blah blah... you get the point.
The day goes by slowly, a steady day of jamming to your tunes and doing work. And totally not watching Netflix. Nope. But eventually the steadily changing light of the sun setting begins to noticeably change the lighting of your living room until the sun is still barely left straddling the horizon.
You stare out the window until you turn, grabbing your shoes and hoodie, slipping them on and grabbing your keys and phone as you leave your apartment, locking it behind you. You weren't sure why.. but something told you to go outside. Take a walk. Vibe in the loneliness of the playground. You'd be fine, I mean, Japan has an awfully low crime rate, doesn't it?
Yeah.. It does.. you remember your mother hovering over your shoulder as you researched the country while still in America. Your father nonchalant about the decision but inside he cared. A lot. His baby would move across the world. Your sister, jealous but proud. You were always the smarter of the two. She was an adrenaline junkie who valued smarts last.
Walking along the empty and quiet streets oddly reminded you of her. She was a type of girl who would run down these streets screaming for some demon to come eat her ass while you laughed in disappointment behind her. Sometimes, if you close your eyes hard enough..
Sometimes you could see her running.  
Sometimes, when you closed your eyes, you saw the day you lost them instead. It's hard to shake.. your bruised and broken sister holding your hand in a hospital bed as heart dropped and the doctors came in like a SWAT team.
It was really hard to shake that thought away from your head.
You had lost your family a while ago now. Just before you started your first year at PK Academy. See, the original plan was you were going to study at PK and live in Japan while your family in America dealt with most expenses. When they died, there was a new plan offered, mainly out of sympathy. Your living situation was paid by the school as you attended. As long as you kept your grades high, they would pay. Once you were out of PK Academy, then you're on your own.
You shook the thought from your head- or at least tried- as you arrived at your destination, the playground. You kicked rocks littered around under the light of the light post that's near.  You're not really sure why you came here. Nostalgia? Wanting to vibe? Bored? Who knew.
It's when you're staring up at the cloudy night sky you feel a tight grip on your wrist, causing you to nearly scream before snapping around. It's a man, obviously older than you, accompanied by his friend, grinning happily.
"Hey, you lost, girlie?" He asks, curiously. You shake your head furiously, mind racing. You did not want to die. Nor get kidnapped. Or anything else like that. "What are you doing out here all alone? It's late, you know."
You don't respond. His grip tightens, and you know it's going to leave a mark. "Let me go."
"You didn't answer my question." His face falls. His buddy behind him pulls up his hood, obscuring his already shadowy face. You feel yourself tremble, and when you look down, you see your fingers shaking like an earthquake tremor.
"I don't have to." You argue, tugging against his grip. "Let me go." You keep a stern face but you're panicking. You want to scream. Cry. You tell yourself you're stronger than this- hell, you work out with fucking Hairo sometimes, of all people, and everything is telling you to knee this man straight where the sun doesn't shine and run away but the fear has you rooted still.
There's a second, where he's going to say something back, and you feel him start to raise your arm up so he can tug you closer, but it stops when a certain force appears suddenly between you and the man, plus his friend, knocking you away and promptly letting you fall on your ass. Ouchie.  
You stare up at the object and when you recognize the stature, the bright pink hair, and weird hairpins, you realize it's Saiki. "S-Saiki..?" You ask, staring up at him.  "Wh-wha...h-how did you..?"
He turns his head back towards the two men, both as shocked as you are. "Close your eyes." He tells you, and you can't tell if it's soft or stern. A wavering mix of both. You listen to him, and when you're given the signal to open them, both men are gone.
"Whe-"
"Don't ask." He spins his body to you and holds out a hand. You shakily take it, and he pulls you to your feet effortlessly. You're shaking so much you can't help but fall forwards to his chest and he lets you, letting you rest for a second.
"..Thank you.." You mutter.
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You sat on the swing, swinging your legs quietly. Saiki had pulled you out of his chest and when he was going to say something you asked that he didn't- that he just stayed with you here. You knew it was nonsensical, asking to stay, but you felt safer when he was with you all of a sudden. Your phone lay under your feet softly playing music and Saiki sat on the swing next to you. It was quiet- a kind of quiet where you couldn't decipher comfort or a still, awkward feeling.
You hesitate, briefly. "How did you...?" The question drifts, before you clear your throat, trying again. "How did you just appear out of nowhere?"
Saiki doesn't respond. He sat still as a statue on his swing, compared to yours, drifting back and fourth slowly, the occasional creek of the swing an undecipherable melody. It's a minute before you speak again.
"You don't have to tell me, if you don't want to." You look away from him and kick your feet at the ground. "..How did you know to come?"
A moment of hesitation follows, before all you hear is a quiet "precognition." It's not part of an unheard sentence, and he won't add anything more, you can tell- it's all he's willing to momentarily share. You accept the answer, humming along to your phone- quietly letting unfamiliar songs drift from the phone. He stands, suddenly, the chain of the swing jingling as the weight leaves.
"I'll take you home." He says, offering a hand. "It's late."
"It can't be.. that late." You look up at him.
"It's 2am." He argues. You sigh and hang your head, muttering an apology as you pick up your phone.
You place your hand in his, and this time it feels different. Tender and understanding, but somewhere you know he's upset that you nearly got yourself killed. You blink, and you're in your apartment, with a nauseating feeling. What the fu-
"Goodnight, (L/n)."
You hesitate. "..'night, Saiki."
He dissapears.
For a fleeting moment, your day feels like a blurry dream- you stare at your hand, steadily counting a precise 5 fingers. You're awake. You're tired, and crave your bed, but you're awake.
The pitter-patter of your feet is all you hear in your quiet apartment before you kick closed the door to your bedroom. It was late now, and if you'd ever fall asleep was a gamble.
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rogue-jester365 · 3 years
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His Tears, Her Demons(Castlevania Fanfiction)
Author: Rogue-Jester365 (on Wattpad with the same name and my account on Deviantart called DecemberOwl)
Disclaimer: As all of you know, I do not Adrien "Alucard " Tepes. He belongs to the creators of the Castlevania games and show.
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Chapter 4: First Day and New Arrival
Cristine
The day began with the sun shining brightly, almost like any other day. Only this time, I couldn't worry about the worst of things, at least not yet anyway since Adrien allowed me to stay with him. I felt as though he was too kind for letting me stay with him. Part of me thought he was just lonely, another part of me thought that he had an ulterior motive. But I perished the thought.
My eyelids opened slightly before I yawned. I then sat up and stretched my arms out a little. Part of me still wanted to lay in bed a little longer but the rest of me refused to let me waste the day any longer than it had to.
I get out of bed and left the room to search for my friend. But that is proven difficult due to the many hallways and many rooms this home of his contained.
As I searched for him, I look around the place with awe from the interesting architecture this place had and the paintings on the walls.
I stopped in my trails when one of the paintings caught my eye. The painting contained three individuals: One of them was a tall, dark man who looked to be in his forties, one was a woman in bright attire who was much shorter and appeared to be in her mid-twenties, and the third one was an infant child in white and blue, being held by the woman. I tilted my head to the side a little, looking at the painting a little closer.
I gasp in surprise when I feel a cold hand on my shoulder. I quickly turn and it was Adrien.
" You scared me.", I told him.
" Apologies, I had no intention of doing so.", he responded with a small smile but when he looked up at the painting, it disappears. I look back at the painting and point to it." Is that you and your parents?", she asked him.
" It is.", he answered.
"Your mother was beautiful.", I complimented. She truly was a sight to behold.
" She was, inside and out.", he acknowledged in a soft and seemingly tired tone. I turned my head and saw a bit of grief in his eyes. The death of his mother still affected him.
After a few small moments, he looked back at me in a more emotionless expression." I went to look for you in your bedroom but you were already gone. ", he said.
" Oh, I'm sorry. I was looking for you, but this castle is so large and confusing, I couldn't find you. This place is like a maze.", I explained to him with sincerity.
" Perhaps after breakfast, I should give you a tour of the place.", he told me then began to walk. I began to follow him when he became a few steps away.
I sat down in one of the chairs when we got to the kitchen. He served a bit of porridge with a few berries in it." Is it good?", he asked.
I looked at him and nodded my head a yes since my mouth was full at the moment. The taste was delicious with the berries.
We spent the next minute in silence as we ate. My eyes wandered a little as we did. Most of the time they would be directed at the two dolls. I could tell that he noticed when I heard him sigh. I looked at him after that." They are distracting, aren't they?", he asked.
" I never said that they were.", I told him. That was a lie, they were distracting me. In a way, they almost creeped me out, like I was being watched by those button eyes of theirs.
" I know", he stated," but I can tell that they are. You have been glimpsing at them a lot now."
I look down at my remaining few bites of food as a distraction since I didn't want to keep looking at the dolls. " No need to feel ashamed about it.", he told me, probably trying to comfort me or whatever it is he was trying to do.
" I just don't want to embarrass you.", I told him.
" Embarrass me from what? No one else his here.", I hear him almost chuckle.
I looked at him a small moment then back at the food as I finished it. I then get out of my chair, then he does the same." Shall we begin?", I hear him ask. I turn to him and nod my head a yes.
We spent the morning with him giving me a tour of the castle. As fascinating as it was, I still felt lost due to how large it was and the many rooms and hallways it contained." I am probably going to have to make a map of this place.", I thought to myself.
" Your home is quite fascinating, Adrien. I never thought I would be in an actual castle.", I told him as we walked.
" Well, now you are, how does it feel?", he asked me.
" It feels... Different, really.", I answered," I would imagine that many people would live here to where it would be crowded. But it's all more empty and much easier to get lost in.". I then looked at him. He seemed distracted by something else. He was looking down with a facial expression that looked as though he was just slapped in the face out of nowhere.
" Adrien?", I said in a gentle tone to get his attention, he didn't respond. I took a step closer to him with my arm reaching for him. I then took another step and another until my hand had touched his shoulder, as I did so I said his name again," Adrien.".
He turned his head towards me with his eyes widened, he seemed like he forgot that I was there that time." Are you alright?", I asked him with concern," You seem troubled or distracted. Is something on your mind?". He then started to notice my hand on his shoulder. Before I could take it off his shoulder, his hand was already around my wrist. His thumb was stroking it a little as he slowly moved my hand away from his shoulder and said with a calm expression," I'm fine, I just was... Just thinking was all. I need to clear my head for a bit if you don't mind.".
He then lets go of my wrist and it went back to my side." What thoughts are troubling you?", I asked him.
" A lot of things, most of them I prefer not to share.", he answered.
" Are you sure?", I persisted to know since my curiosities would often get the best of me.
"Yes, I am sure.", he responded. I nodded my head since it was best that I didn't pry into more of the details.
" I will be back a bit later.", I heard him say before he began to walk away," I just need to clear my head. Don't get too adventurous here, I would hate for you to get lost again.". He almost smiled at the end of his last sentence, like he attempted to make a joke out of it.
I just smiled back at him and nodded in response. He then opens the door and exits the castle.
I then looked down as my smile left my face. Just to pass the time, I went to his library to read. I look through the bookcases to find anything interesting to read. I grabbed a book about the anatomy of vampires. It was quite an interesting page-turner. I sat down at one of the chairs as I read it to pass the time until Adrien came back.
Which didn't take long.
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I was sitting in one of the chairs in the castle library, I then heard the front door open, figuring it was him. I closed the book then put it back in the bookcase. I walked out of the library to see him. Only when I saw him, he wasn't the only one there this time. A man and woman came with him. They both had dark hair and
I stood there in silence as I saw the two people with him. The man had curly hair tied up, he carried a bow with him, he wore an unusual attire. The woman had her hair down, had a headband on, and looked as equally as odd as the man with fur tied to her back. Both had dark, dark eyes, tan skin, and looked to be in their early to mid-twenties.
" Adrien?", I caught their attention when I said my friend's name. All three of them were looking directly at me, while my direction was specifically at Adrien's.
" Who are those two people?", I asked him.
" Cristine, this is Taka and Sumi. They come here to seeking knowledge. They will be our guests for the time being.", Adrien answered me, lifting his hand slightly in their direction as he said it before lowering back to his side. I looked at the two guests. Taka had a small smile on his face, while Sumi's smile was slightly bigger. Strangely, a small part of me had a bad feeling about them but wasn't sure why. I ignored that part by giving them a welcoming smile since the feeling was probably because they were new." It is lovely to meet you both.", told them.
" Lovely to meet you too, Ms.Cristine.", Taka said back.
" You're beautiful.", Sumi then added. I could tell that was blushing a little since my cheeks felt a bit warm.
" Er... Thank you.", I responded a bit nervously since I was not used to being complimented.
" I am taking them to the kitchen for a bit of wine. Would you like to join us, Cristine?", Adrien asked. Just when I was about to accept, the part of me that had a bad vibe about the guests had returned." Don't go near them.", it said to me," They can't be trusted." I wanted to ignore that part of but rather doing that I gave in.
" No, thank you.", I politely refused," I'm not really in the mood for wine."
Just before Adrien could respond Sumi then said while shrugging," Then I won't have any either.". Everyone looked at her with a bit of confusion and surprise, including me. It was a bit odd for her to deny it too. Sumi then walked over with the same smile as before, then wrapped an arm around my shoulders when she stood next to me." I'll just hang with Cristine here instead.", she continued.  I looked at her with an odd expression than at the two men. Adrien raised an eyebrow at us. I looked back at Sumi.
" What?", she said with slight confusion then casually explained," It's been forever since I hung out with a girl, so why not?".
" Really? Was that true?", I wondered. What life did this woman live? Was it bad or boring or... I wasn't too sure about it. I looked back at Adrien to see what he thought.
" Well, I suppose if Cristine is alright with it.", he spoke, seemingly concerned, confused, and calm about it at the same time," Are you?".
" I don't mind.", I answered him, shaking my head slightly, ignoring the bad vibe again. I didn't know I did have a bad vibe anyway. Was it because they were new or no? Was it because they are here for something else or not? I didn't know what it was.
" Guess it's more wine for you and me, Alucard.", Taka spoke with some enthusiasm.
" It appears so.", Adrien responded to Taka before telling me and Sumi," We will see you in a short while then.". I nodded at him. The two men then walked away to the kitchen as I felt Sumi's arm came off me. I looked up at her since she was taller than I was. I took a step back to give each other some space.
" So, where would you like to chat?", Sumi asked.
" Well... We could go to the library and chat. I was reading about astrology.", I answered.
" Astrology? That sounds quite interesting. ", she replied," Let's do that then.". I smiled a bit and led her to the library. We talked for what seemed to be hours and bonded quite well. We shared our pasts and I immediately felt sorry for her and Taka. I even ignored my bad vibes again and again after hearing. She suffered many severe traumas than I.
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