#which...OUGH socialization.....

[bunnieswithknives]

New ONE stuff has got me thinking about my Object show idea again

#object show oc #osc #art #digital art #digital painting #cameras OC #oc #original character #object character #Ive got actual experience making short episodes of stuff now so its plausible... like I know roughly what would go into it #Main downside is I'd have to work with other people for the voices #which...OUGH socialization..... #I could probably voice multiple characters but definitely not all of em #Maybe I could start shopping the pitch around to my friends tho...hmmm

[morganpdf]

wish i was the kind of guy 2 just go clubbing tbqh. however i am too awkward and uncomfortable around strangers w no, like, buffer friend & dont drink bc of my stupid ass liver. so.

#morgan.pdf #clubbing & going 2 shows & just doing big social things like that seem soooo so fun but . ough #also . as always. covid. but ill bitch abt that all the time regardless #also i cant dance. which im sure i would worry less abt if i was drunk. but then we hit that issue again. ough

[icewindandboringhorror]

I have found a beautiful perfect humble rock specimen that is light yellow with a weird dark yellowy brown lining, somewhat resembling a chunk of smoked gouda cheese... effervescent

#I am still very into trash collecting at the moment and even went out and got one of those grabby sticks for cheap and a little #bucket I can carry around and put trash in. so I am going on walks in nature a bit more (not really to enjoy nature but more to play the #very fun Real Life Hidden Object Point And Click Game that is 'hunt for bottle caps and cans' .. but eh.. whatever gets me out of the #house lol).. anyway.. some nature places near water will have cool rocks #Which I know you're not supposed to take them and I MOSTLY dont.. but every once in a while it's like... when else will I ever find a #gouda rock... I have cleaned up 4 buckets of trash today.. I have helped the environment.. mayhaps.. i could take a One Single Rocke as a #treate... ANYWAY. but yeah. I don't know the names of rocks but there's a rock that's a matte muted marigold yellow sort of #color and I call them 'cheese rock'. I'm pretty sure this one is of the 'cheese rock' species but it just has weird brown coloration #like maybe it got stained or something on one side of it. Most of the other cheese rocks have no markings. though sometimes there will be a #auburn reddish sort of hue on a corner or something.. hrmm.. curious. I also got a Beginner's Hobby rock tumbler and some supplies #so I might try polishing some of the rocks from my enormous rock collection. even though they're all street rocks I picked up from sidewalk #and stuff. I saw a video where someone put random gravel and stuff in a rock tumbler and none of them were Stunning Gems or whatver #but some still turned out cool enough that I would be pleased with the result... OUgh.. I want to post more I need to like do costumes and #sculptures and stuff and be Active On Social Media and think about my Future and Career and how it always benefits artists to keep an #active social media or etc. but I just feel so tired and bad lately. I think the summer heat waves have really exhausted me. I also have #been trying to make new friends + on a weird schedule so I've been socializing and also watching media too much. I notice I always start #to feel this kind of unsettled stress of not making any forward progress in my life if I do that for too long. like 'Okay this week I've #done nothing but meet up with two friends & watch like 10 episodes of tv and only worked on a few projects on the side.. this is HORRIBLE!' #(ppl who follow me here that I talk to on discord: this isn't about you! Im specifically just referencing being tired of introductory talks #with a new round of random strangers during my Friend Hunt. Just clarifying so it couldn't be misinterpreted as vaguepost implying that I'm #secretly bothered by talking to you or etc. lol.. anyway) . Which I know to MOST people 'I talked to a lot of friends and watched some cool #stuff!' sounds like a GOOD relaxing time but.. to me it is not ghhj.. Those are 'external' focuses on things outside myself which bothers #me if not moderated. Like.. i MUST retreat internally to work on my worldbuilding and my own thoughts and etc. at very regular intervals or #it will really start to bear on me too much. Brain Mandated Hermit Isolation lol. Just being too detached from my world and stuff for #too long feels increasingly bad. PLUS. every day I don't make tangible progress towards my goals is a day wasted that I could have been #investing in my future by working on novels/games/sculptures/actual career relevant stuff. Not even in a Capitalism way i just genuinely #enjoy Completing Tasks & feel miserable if I don't for too long. EVEN the media I'm watching I turn into A Task since I rank in a detailed #google doc list after viewing lol.. Like EW movie too boring on it's own. NEED to turn it into something I can categorize and analyze ghghj #LOVE to make things more complicated than they need to be. like YAAAY organizational tasks! yaay meticulous sorting!! BOO ''mindless fun''!

[deklo]

made plans with my friend but now i’m so sleepy OH god

#we’re literally just getting dinner and then i’m seeing her new place #so i’ll be fine 🙄 but OUGH #i’ve felt so asocial lately lmao and i only have like two bffs and one of them lives in england rn #which means i’m only socializing with my family #which doesn’t count #i feel like a little recluse #tbh i’m glad im cleaning the bar everyday because at least im leaving the house lollll #but the last few times my friend has invited me out i’ve declined 😭

[badolmen]

Local 22 yo who does puzzles, knits, and birdwatches wakes up with hip pain. Starting to think their birth certificate lied about what year they were born.

#ra speaks #personal #I am an old person in a young person’s body that is also an old person’s body #help. lol #I probably just need to do pigeon or something but ough why is it my left leg the one that’s only partially fucked up #keep all my problems on the right side of my body pls and thank you #in other news I have yet to be cured of ‘being the youngest in the room’ #it’s so odd like most of my classmates/coworkers are almost 30 or older and I’m like. hi. #I’ve only been legally allowed to drink for a year. people at my age are graduating college which I did like two years ago now. #this is not the boon you think it is. because their surprise is immediately overshadowed by the realization that I’m autistic/‘a little off’ #like ooooooh you’re not the fun quirky savant autistic you’re the socially offputting and too quick for your own good autistic

[just-jammin]

thinking about how by the time i'm slowly accepting that i'm cringe and no one should be able to stop me

the people handling the things i'm being cringe abt are almost at the brink of falling in on themselves spectacularly and i'll have less opportunities to be cringe abt it due to the shitshow of a situation that is happening

haha :)

#this is more of a vent-y post #i'm just... blegh... #and it's one of the MORE mainstream ones too nowadays given the popularity #which kinda played a part on why i'm willing to be cringe abt it anyway #this fucking sucks man... #but i'm trying my best to not let it get to me #then again i'm bored as shit so i find myself going to social media for this #hence continuing the cycle #ough... mannn... #the meaningful jargon

[petorahs]

the first few art pieces for a new interest are always the loneliest, in my experience

#aishi.txt #i cant sleep despite drinking calming tea and my fav playlist being put on so forgive any emoness but #its a bit alienating... why does art have to be one of the loneliest hobbies ever #like i want people to care as much as i do but i also get it if they dont #i cant fault ppl for not seeing the vision as i do... which is why my art is there #but im just one guy who has many ideas and not enough hands and energy to draw all of them #draw them all and... make it match my view also?? i have to reconcile my current skill with my lack of time and energy with my perfectionism #a bit of a recipe for disaster... i will say #and even after all that effort... some people will still not see it or get it and the ones that probably do #will need time to warm up to me!! #and my art... ough.. idk..... #do i use art as a medium to bridge my social anxiety or what... why does this lowkey bother me #anyway. this happens every time i change fandom #persona art was the loneliest period... pokemon feels a bit alienating too idk #my conclusion always is to stop interacting altogether #just dump my art pieces and go #but thats never worked out for me as well... i always long for interaction and i always be yapping #its just!! a bit tiring i guess #having to continuously work on stuff to... feel connected? what am i saying #like yea i know it takes time. i just wish it didnt have to feel so lonely too during the waiting period #makes me not want to move on from one interest to the next #makes me worried the friends ive made for one fandom will think ive abandoned them for a new thing but its the opposite. #im scared to leave things ive built up.. connections ive already made #i would love nothing more for them to come with me (its not like theyre going anywhere) i just dont know #how to make them feel connected to a new interest i have? wtf am i on about #its like i based my self worth on what art i can provide to others lol 😂 thats silly #i think i'll just think of this as my real life friendships and leave it at that #but yeah. i still feel incredibly lonely and alienated when making art for a new thing. even old things feel incredibly. sad to me #art as a hobby is incredibly lonely. its frustrating for someone like me #an extroverted person with an introvert's hobby. disaster.

[detective4blog]

Okay SO

One is an air genasi named Zephyr Dawnman [he/they], they learned Druidism and became an adventurer to learn more about the world :]]

The next is Stalaktros Weldhandle [he/him], a dwarf fighter who was a defender of his home clan before setting out to find better ways to protect his home :0

And here is stat sheets :>

May I hear about things that you have done 👀 [characters, campaigns, etc]

Omg I love them both sm- druids and fighters are the two classes I haven't played yet tbh 👀 also dual wielding sickles are so badass omg omg

OKAY SO- my first dnd character is a Tiefling rogue named Arlo (they/them)! They ran away from home bc their parents weren't supportive, they've stolen a lot of stuff, and overall are a chaotic little shit. I haven't played them in a while tho :<

Also I have two half orc barbarians because I just like orcs and barbs are fun to play!

First one is Sallie (she/her), she got banished from home because she killed someone (in her defense, they were trying to kill her so they could get with her wife so), and now travels with a group of bastards (affectionate). Also she got a girlfriend who's a milf and so understanding I cry. She's from a close friend's campaign that is so fucking amazing they have homebrewed so much cool shit <33

THE SECOND ONE,,,,her name is Dara!! She has the Feylost background!! She got taken by the fey when she was two years old, her family never noticed that she was missing until she was returned seven years later. Since then she kinda became like...a family outcast. Except she's unaware of how shit her family is and likes traveling the world. And she's kind've a bimbo tbh. I love her so much. She hasn't been played in a proper campaign since I got kicked from my last dnd group tho :(. I made a like...sandbox world where my friends and I get to play characters who got stuck in Wonderland. It's fun!!

OKAY I WOULD RAMBLE MORE ABOUT CHARACTERS BUT I MUST RESTRAIN MYSELF- BUT!! I HAVE A CAMPAIGN!!! So it's a horror steampunk campaign, it's got biblically accurate angels in the sky when it's cloudy and a bunch of other horror stuff hehe :> Another cool thing about is that me and my co-DM for it took inspo from The Mandela Catalogue so,,,do with that info what you will! I also have a Sanity system (totally didn't rip off the one from the Call of Cthulu module-) and it's been going great. ANd by great I mean I have dealt Sanity damage :) Where we are right now is a charity ball to support the troops who're off fighting in a war I totally have lore for! It's a masquerade too. We aren't there yet but I'm excited for it!!

I have another campaign that hasn't started since I'm focused on my horror one! It's a Western one with lots of world exploration and lore for people to find. I also made up all the gods for that campaign and I'm so proud of them all-

#friendo sends asko #me: oh i won't ramble on in response #also me: *goes feral* #i have so much love for dnd it's so fun #also character creation is so fun like #idk making sheets and deciding what i want to play and flavoring it is so......ough #also it gives me a chance to act which i never got to bc social anxiety #ANYWAY YOUR CHARACTERS OMGGGG #i love them both so much they sound so cool #cannot wait to hear more about them <33

[pettyprocrastination]

hiiiiii tj <3

i see you're back in your konig era and was wondering if you have any new hcs for our big teddy bear <3

HIIII ERIIIII :D

warnings: description of bullying, violence, social anxiety, insecurities, smut

SFW

So for me personally he’s very. Socially inept. Not in a ‘cute soft anxiety boy’ way but in the way that he will come off either deeply unsettling by staring at you in silence or like a total fucking asshole. Spent his entire childhood severely bullied and ostracized so any sort of slight against him, he will take personally and gets easily frustrated with himself for not handling situations/social intricacies smoothly

Probably has plenty of stretch marks from having such a big growth spurt growing up. 

Something about being severely bullied and then realizing his own size and strength means he could give his harassers some ferociousness back as a teen def…led to something. 

I HC that he has some pretty severe scarring on his face from being ganged up on as a kid, which only furthered him being an outsider to other kids/teens growing up so he wears his hood or some sort of facial covering on base as well. Severe trauma and all that. 

Most definitely has a criminal record from when he was a kid and fought back against a bully after said incident and ended up just getting tunnel vision and…destroying that poor kid. The case was either sealed because he was a minor or expunged completely because the argument was that it was in self defense and he had the scars to prove their previous assaults on him. Nonetheless. It left him fucked up. 

Shifting from being the defenseless kid being harassed and bullied to a bloodied teenager that now knows his strength and his capabilities in defending himself. Ough. 

Part of the reason he sheds his insecurities on the field. He’s able to not worry about being watched or ridiculed and just go full fucking ham and he loves it. Part of the reason why his voice lines are so shrieky and gloating. I love it lmao. 

If you’re on his side/somebody he considers to be an ally/friend? He may not talk much but will sort of…loom about. Small interjections here and there but overall just this shadow following you around- not that you mind. 

Will look over at you when he does something successfully for a bit of praise like ‘hey? Did you see that? Wasn’t that cool? Please tell me im cool’ without saying it outloud. 

I’m not sure if him being 6’10 is genuine canon (i can’t remember where I saw that if im being honest) but id imagine given how tall he looks finding clothes that fit him are a fucking pain. 

DIY king. At his height and size he will have to do the occasional alterations on his clothes. Grew up with a single mother who did her all to give her baby boy a good life which meant teaching him how to sew from a young age, a small hobby he would partake in while sitting at his mother’s side and beam bright when she told him he was doing a good job. 

Enjoys being in the wilderness quite a bit. 

I imagine him to be a ginger for some reason. His hair isn’t too long but enough that he can tie it up so it doesn’t get in his face. If you become close enough to him that you can see him without his hood on, please run your fingers through his hair he will reach nirvana. 

I’d also imagine that after spending so long covering his face, being without it feels. Weird. A touch overstimulating at first too. 

Sort of like how in that one ep of the mandalorian season two where din has to take off his helmet to get into that database, you see all his emotions and him react to the wind hitting his face because he isn’t used to it. 

NSFW

That being said. Once you kiss him he’s a bit of an addict for it. Won’t be out of the norm to find him pulling you back into his lap with a whisper of “one more, liebling? Please?” when you have to leave for a briefing in five minutes but then he nibbles at that spot on your neck and you just can’t say no to him. 

Not a virgin, but not overly experienced either. I’d imagine there’s been a few flings in the past of folks who have met this quiet giant and just had to suck him off cause I mean, who wouldn’t? But the genuine intimacy of face to face, holding one another while fucking? It’s a rarity he hasn’t truly been able to experience yet. 

Big dick and doesn’t realize it.

Loves a good makeout sesh. Doesn’t care if it’s juvenile or whatever if you sit on his lap and put on a movie in the background he will make out for fucking hours with his hand slipping up your shirt and pressing himself against your hips.

Tit man. Maybe it’s because I’m a fan of the honkers myself and i'm just projecting but the dude loooves to play with his partner’s chest. Big? small? Flat? He doesn’t give a fuck. Titties are titties please for the love of god let him touch you 

Kinda goes insane for the type of shirt where he can see the outline of your tits through it if you aren’t wearing a bra. Don’t be surprised if he corners you during the day and scolds you for being “So cruel” to him by wearing it before he starts mouthing at your chest through the fabric. 

Kissing, sucking, biting, licking, the man loves tits and will do it all god bless him. 

Nipple piercings will make his head explode

Loooves eating pussy. SO so much. Will go to the point where you have to pull on his hair to get him off of you and then he has the audacity to look at you with those sad eyes and ask for one more. 

Loves loves loves when you leave hickeys on him. He’ll never get in trouble for having them since he’s covered from head to toe at all times in the field but man does it get him riled up. Sees it as some sort of mark of your relationship to him, a little reminder for him to see in the mirror after your night together and he will plead for you to mark him up, he’s tough he can take it. 

“You can do it for me, can’t you? I know you can. Just one more, yes?” 

The type to kiss the pussy first, he’s a romantic. 

Will mumble/moan praise while between your legs. Talking about how pretty your pussy is and how you're so soft all over it has you completely braindead. 

Absolutely obscene with it, moaning and sloppy damn near drooling between your legs because he’s so drunk on you. 

Has no preference to where he gets to cum. Sex with you is joy itself but if you were to twist his arm: he’d say he likes to cum inside of you. 

He won’t say that he likes it so much because then he can lean back and watch his cum seep out of your hole, that’s his little secret. (Not a well kept one lmao) 

Probably has a porno-esque fantasy of a “sparring turned to sex” scenario that he keeps tucked away in the back of his mind at all times.

#ask #asks #konig x you #konig x reader #HEHE TY ERI #könig x fem reader #könig x you #könig x reader

[architect-2015]

A Delicate Balance | Pierre Gasly

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Genevieve Astor has a principal role in The Paris Opera Ballet’s rendition of ‘Swan Lake’ when during her final dance as Odette a certain Alpine Formula 1 dancer is in attendance which sends social media into a frenzy.

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@GeneviveAstorBallet✔️

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GeneviveAstorBallet: i will forever remember this season 🦢

dovecameron: an angel walking the earth.

> GeneviveAstorBallet: merci beaucoup!

lovegab: she’s who i inspire to be.

mamaAstor: my beautiful swan

> GeneviveAstorBallet: i love you maman 🤍

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@ pierregasly✔️

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pierregasly: Thank you GeneviveAstorBallet for the invitation, you’re truly incredible.

GeneviveAstorBallet: Thank you so much Pierre, your support is greatly welcomed and appreciated! 🤍

> user3: VIV AND PIERRE? omg i’m gonna die.

> user4: god it’s me again 🥲

mamaAstor: 🥹

danielricciardo: never took you as a ballet man

> pierregasly: i enjoy the finer things in life 😉

@GeneviveAstorBallet✔️

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GeneviveAstorBallet: Odette, it has been an honour.

I would like to thank everyone at balletoperadeparis for all the support you’ve provided me with and i would like to thank someone special.

my love, you are the reason i adore what i do because knowing you are wherever you are in the world watching inspires me to work harder. Thank you for never letting the distance dim the love we share for one another. Thank you for finding the delicate balance.

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@GenevieveAstorBallet✔️

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GenevieveAstorBallet: mon amour.

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@ pierregasly✔️

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pierregasly: mon petit cygne (my little swan)

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this idea has been in my head for so long i just couldn’t decide what driver but Pierre doesn’t get enough ough love so here we are.

Hope you enjoyed! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

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#pierre gasly x reader #pierre gasly smau #formula 1 smau #formula 1 x reader #f1 smau #formula 1 x you

[carnivorousyandeere]

valentine with the triplets‼️‼️ (together or separate whichever u prefer)

Ough ough ough this is such a cute ask!! Thank you 🫶 Decided to do individual Valentine’s HCs, before you and them are officially items~

Hailey: absolutely pissed if you don’t initiate taking her out on a date. You can protest all you like that she acts like she hates you half the time, but it doesn’t matter. Hailey dresses you up and drags you to a cute lil diner anyway, grumbling about how she has to do everything herself. If you are the one to ask her out, though, she gets super smug about it. Either way, she takes a bunch of pictures of you and her, but implies she’s only your Valentine out of pity on her socials.

Rayleigh: wakes up early and waits outside of your dorm room just to be the first to give you a Valentine’s card— shark themed, of course. Doesn’t expect a whole date, but if you don’t give her a Valentine card, or you gives cards to other people, she goes back to her dorm room to wrap herself in a blanket and cry as if you’ve been dating for months and you just dumped her. If you ask her out, she still cries, but in a happy way. She also ordered some V-Day themed lingerie just in case, but her sisters intercepted the package and roasted her so thoroughly that she didn’t even end up wearing it.

Kaylee: writes you a poem, but it’s hauntingly cryptic and only romantic in the way that Hannibal’s conversations with Will Graham are, which is to say, devastatingly. If you try to ask her if they’re being serious, they just laugh and start messing with your head instead. She’s not really the super romantic type, but she does like making you all confused and flustered. She does ask if you wanna go “prank” couples out on campus by booing whenever somebody gets asked out/proposed to, or just to throw water balloons at anybody indulging in PDA. That is her idea of a date. If you refuse, she only says, “Your loss,” and goes and does it on her own. How she’s remained in the student council is a miracle (nepotism. It’s nepotism. Also terribly old security cameras).

Tag List: @hana-no-seiiki

#mail 📬 #student council yans #oc Hailey #oc Kaylee #oc Rayleigh #my thoughts #yandere #yandere oc #yandere imagines #yandere scenarios #yandere x darling #yandere x you #yandere x reader #yandere cw #yandere valentines

[sleepy-gee]

Sej wanting to have sex with you but he doesn't know you're a virgin

like. Maybe you're at his place studying and he's clearly hinting he wants to do something more but you're a virgin so you're very nervous and try to avoid his suggestions (you're not dating though you both want to, mutual piningkind of situation)

And then eventually you tell him and he's obviously all apologizing and then long story short you lose your virginity to him and he's obviously so sweet and caring about it (male reader is how I thought it in my head!!)

hope what I meant was clear lol I don't know how to explain myself.

OUGH. im so in love with him sorry. actually had to sit down for a second after reading this. also i just read volume 5 of heartstopper so like im so ready for a prompt like this

y'all have that really funny "best friends who are both gay and desperate for a relationship" tension (you know the kind im talking about) and it's been at an all time high lately. sej is just genuinely a very, very kind and affectionate guy, coming from a background where hugs and kisses were seen as platonic and the social norm.

but lately? those little kisses on your cheeks have begun to linger. same with his eyes. brown irises filled with need for something, pupils heavy with unknown want.

you're doing homework at his place when it happens. you catch him staring and decide to tease him a bit, and are a little thrown off guard when he teases back. he's a lot more confidence and experienced in this than you are.

so you stammer back a response and this time, he's able to tell how uncertain you are. ".. we can stop if you don't wanna do this, hon. it's fine."

"no, no! i want this, i want you, i just–" you hid your face in your hands. "i have no idea what i'm doing.."

"well, that's fine, we can take it slow–"

"no, i mean.." you paused. "i have no idea what i'm doing."

sejanus stared at you for a moment before his eyebrows shut straight up and his face went nearly as red as his jacket. "so.. OH– shit, i'm so sorry. i didn't know.."

"it's fine, just.. uh.." you giggled nervously. "this is a mess.."

".. why don't we try and make it into something better?"

and he'd be so sweet, oh my god. he's talking you through everything and praising you. hell, he even straight up asks if you wanna be the top. you went bright red and declined. you wouldn't be good, and he deserved the best.

he'd prep you in such a gentle manner, kissing your neck and shoulder as he fucked you with his fingers. he didn't let you come, though, which slightly frustrated you– his fingers were doing god's work.

and then he'd gently roll you over onto your stomach and kiss his way down your back, just taking the time to admire you before he gave you what you wanted– and he's talking you through that, too!

calling you his good boy and kissing you anywhere he can reach. his hands stay steady on your hips, helping you move back against him. the awkwardness has broken back into security and a comfort of some sort. he's your sej, he's gonna take care of you no matter what.

after you both come, he'd warn you before pulling out and throwing away the condom (wrap it before you tap it!) and then would proceed to cuddle the shit out of you, giving you more praises and asking if you needed anything because that's the kind of man he is <3

#the ballad of songbirds and snakes #tbosas #tbosbas #thg #the hunger games #sejanus plinth #sej plinth #sejanus plinth x reader #sejanus plinth x you #sejanus x reader #sejanus x you #sej x reader #sej x you #male!reader #male!y/n

[icewindandboringhorror]

I’m always paranoid of my tumblr being deleted or malfunctioning or something like that someday, so here’s other places to find me/follow me, just in case lol

~ instagram - https://www.instagram.com/lucalicatte/

~ main youtube - https://www.youtube.com/c/LucaLiCatte

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~ facebook page (I rarely use this because I hate facebook but.. it at least allows text posts better than instagram does, so idk maybe I’d use it more if tumblr went away? lol) - https://www.facebook.com/cloudycatteart/

~ Other Links (stuff I don’t use often/isn’t Main enough to list here, like twitter, neopets, other tumblr sideblogs, youtube channels, etc.) are here - http://icewindandboringhorror.tumblr.com/otherlinks )

#An updated version of this since some of the links on the old one are no longer the same lol #I might make a website website one day (not with a custom domain since I'm not paying for that/dont have the money lol #but like a 'my name.weebly.com type thing lol) but I haven't had the time recently. If I ever get around to it I'll update the post and #reblog that version. ANYWAY.. I just like to have one of these written out to reblog every once in a while. During the once ever few months #when poeple are like 'tumblr is failing again! it wont survive!' which has happened like 80 times but I'm still always like :0c what if! #also love the ms paint art done with a mouse ghhj #ANYWAY.. also if you want to see the stinky game I made that's not actually related to my own worldbuilding really (why I have never #posted anything about it publilcy because it's like.. how do I talk about it lol) I have my itch.io linked in the 'other links' page #as well as my General Projects blog. which talks about all the ongoing and upcoming projects I want to do that are #actually set in my world and can give you previews of some of the things I'm working on. Currently resuming my Game after abandoning it #basically for the entire pandemic and a little before that - as mentioned before - so that's OUgh.. in terms of A Lot Of Work #Especially since while kind of 'revamping and updating' I want to add a few features which are mostly easy but every once in a while #I don't understand something and it's like....... hGGhh...... Ironically despite Blogging I just hate talking to people in public open foru #.. I love privacy and security lol.. and I always feel that ONE day I am going to have a question that has not already been asked on a foru #somewhere and I am going to have to post myself and.. no.. I shan't even imagine it.. It's not even really social anxiety it's just like.. #efficiency.. instead of wating like days to get an accurate response and resolve the problem with the general public I would rather just ha #e a one time 30min conversation with an expert and resolve it quickly. PLUS then I also only interact with One stranger instead of Many Of #Them lol.. any 6+ yrs of experience Ren'py experts hmu so I can pay you like $50 to have a single 45min conversation #with me over an insanely simple question and then never talk to you again until a year later when I have a second question. hhjb #ANYWAY.. I still really don't like instagram or it's layout and I never understood how it works like.. if I should be tagging photos or wha #or how you really use it and I just... euGH... stimky.. but it is one of the most popular so I feel obligated to link it. I wish facebook w #sn't such a nasty poo poo because I do actually like the variety of posts you can make and how Pages on facebook operate. In the scense of #it being similar to tumblr that you can make a VARIETy of styles of post. not just Only Post Photos or Only Short Text or Only Video which #is still like.. how the funk does sutff like that even get popular lol.. the Limited nature.. hewwo.. but alas.. and NO way I'm touching #fucking Threads please do not make an account on there and don't let your friends do it and don't let that shit catch on lol. #BUT YEahg... links...... just in case.. i hope tumblr stays aroundin it's current format forever though lol.. #I'm pretty sure even facebook doesn't have audio posts. or tags the way this does. or CHRONOLOGICAL FEED. custom html for pages.. aaaaa

[capricioussun]

How do you interpret US Papyrus? I'm always curious how others interpret him because there's a good range of them!

Ooh, in general?? Hm, I guess mostly the way I try to interpret him is sort of like if you gave UT Papyrus chronic fatigue and issues tied to having to act as the judge in his world! Which, to me, basically makes him very silly, kind, sassy, but also very insecure and very lonely.

I should explain- ough this is gunna be an essay so there'll need to be a readmore soon aha, but I should explain how the whole "judge" thing usually works in my interps!

It's not an inherent thing, or some "angel given" power, there has always been an acting Royal Judge, someone the crown had appointed that they felt they could, well, trust the judgement of, who they could consult about crimes and justice and whatnot. The prior judge Fell some years ago, but since Toriel/Asgore had already left, Asgore/Toriel never appointed another, as a sort of self punishment as well as a promise they would continue with their task of collecting the human souls without the assistance (or interference) of someone else.

That was until Sans/Papyrus came along. The "judging" effect was caused by one of the many methods Gaster used to make the brothers, involving the justice soul trait. This is where the KR came from, as well as the unique ability to "see" the sins in others' souls. After discovering this unique ability, eventually the king/queen asks Sans/Papyrus to act as the new judge (as well as some other reasons that vary depending on AU).

Now, the kr and "judge" ability manifested in Stretch much later than the sanses in non-swapped AUs, which made it a much more difficult transition that only made it much harder for him to socialize with others. He basically couldn't "turn it off", which, on top of feeling incredibly guilty about the invasion of privacy, made him feel anxious and stressed out and couldn't help but put the negative thoughts front and center in his attention, making him also feel like those were the most prominent thoughts and feelings of those around him.

So like, you know how anxiety and self image issues make you feel like everyone secretly hates you or finds you annoying or etc etc etc, basically, he had "proof" that was true, and despite trying his best to ignore it, things are already hard enough for a pre-teen/teen, on top of his physical health taking such the dip it did around that time, too, he quickly became anxiety riddled, isolated, and miserable.

Before then, he was actually a lot like Rus (UT) when he was a kid! And it was hard on Blue, too, since he was practically just a teen himself, so for all of that to land on his brother as well as needing to work harder to take care of him when he had bad health flares, things were rough for a while there.

That being said, Blue did help in keeping Stretch's mental health from completely plummeting, always trying to keep his mood up, encouraging him, trying to find him friends (how he met Undyne aka Sylv!), etc etc, and the brothers grew a lot closer in that time, as Stretch had always admired Blue, and it meant a lot to him.

That was until, of course, things never got any better. His health continued to decline into older teendom/young adulthood, and there was some personal drama here and there, especially involving Sylv, and when Blue joined the guard, that was the last straw. Stretch was sick of feeling like such a burden on everyone, so even though he'd initially turned Toriel down to act as judge (knowing his brother absolutely hated that she'd even asked him in the first place), he went back to her and accepted. That was really when the distance between the brothers started, which wasn't helped by the resets starting up soon thereafter.

(Quick aside, as he got older, he did get the hang of controlling his "judging" ability, and "turning it off" is no longer an issue for him later on)

So in his efforts to become more independent, he worked a lot on his social life and how to interact with others and make himself well liked. Sure, maybe he doesn't really have any real friends, and people forget his name all the time, but he'd finally learned how to utilize his heightened intuition to get along with people, rather than weird them out.

He’s still riddled with anxiety and self worth issues, but he’s gotten incredibly good at masking, and typically comes off as very relaxed and friendly. He’s a big fan of wordplay and very mild practical jokes (like those types of gags where you put on Groucho Marx glasses and pretend to be someone else. Blue always plays along for the bit), but he has a tendency to hold people at arms length, and tries to avoid others actually getting to know him.

Very few people know he’s the judge, and he prefers it that way, he'd rather everyone underestimate him so he never disappoints. That being said, he does still make quite an effort to help those around him without their knowledge, and he’s still lowkey very interested in engineering and computer science. Him and Rus are definitely two peas in a pod when it comes to interests, they could talk about comics for hours on end, but the primary difference is that Stretch tries much harder to hide how much he cares, where as Rus will shout it from the rooftops.

I'm not a big fan of the characterizations that make him a huge brat, sometimes even an outright jerk, I don't really understand them since neither Sans nor Papyrus are like that, but w/ my guy, he’s definitely a huge dork and sweetheart, who just also happens to be very sassy at times ahdjfjsksk

He also still holds on to his belief in others, like Rus. Even despite literally knowing better, he’s also been proven right too many times to lose that hope, which is why, in his fight, as opposed to UT Sans, he gets very quiet and looks miserable. He genuinely doesn't want to hurt them, but he knows he’s out of options. When he offers an out before the fight, he won't spring a surprise attack, and just offers a genuine hug. The player doesn't get a choice after accepting, they kill him, and his final words are pretty similar to Rus' about knowing they can do better, and he believes in them anyway, though he makes a comment about that sounding pretty stupid with a laugh before he collapses off screen.

WOW this got longer than I meant it to I'm sorry huge lore drop instead of just general facts ough BUT ! Idk, hopefully this gives a half decent feel for how I interpret him! I love him a lot I'm mixing him into a salad like a crouton <3

#ty for the ask I'm so sorry I've done this otl #but also I will say I really like the way u interpret him from what I've seen!! he still feels very Papyrus which I feel is super important #w/ the aus 👏💗 #I need to draw stretch more I need to finish that sketch page of him my believe nerd boy <3 #🧡🧡🧡❕❕❕ #us stretch #underswap papyrus #sun spots #op has never stops talking disorder fr ✌️😔 #kiok0r0 #clear sky sunset

[dinolich]

How do you avoid burnout while having to produce so much art?

OUGH WELL I'm not doing a great job of that but here's some things that help: - exercise. I lift weights once a week and I also go for walks and stretch regularly. Nobody likes this answer but this is the real shit. -changing my scenery. This one is hard with my animation job since I need to be available for my team and cintiqs aren't exactly mobile, but my ipad is! And I do most of my comic work on my ipad. So when I'm switching jobs in the evening I can work on the couch, on my porch, at a cafe, anywhere away from my desk. -plan ahead to socialize. Since I am so busy right now I do have to say no to things a lot of the time which blows, but if friends can plan a night out or a brunch a few days ahead I can usually work around it. If I dont see people at all I will go crazy, so getting in a LITTLE social time is a must. -sleep. This one is also hard since I get insomnia, but I do my best to get my work done on time and lay down to rest even if it's not sleep (thanks mythbusters) -get a little guy for your house. Pets are an endless resource for comfort and goofs -noise. If I always have music playing or the tv on then I can't hear my own thoughts!

#ask dinolich

[making-noodles-png]

Ough so my friends in a discord server and I had a silly little idea and that's modern day scott pilgrim :DDD I made a few character designs most of yall seen by now but I sorta wanna share the story that I tried my best to write out qwq wjjxjwkxkakdk so ugh yeah- anyways so far I just drew the boys/ my faves (joseph, mobile and neil as well as hollie-)

I did have a design for wallace and stephen (the discord elder/j pine designed Kim's modern day fit and yeyeyyey)

So far here are my designs:DDD (ignore the fact neil is drawn with a blue pencil crayon. My reds all died out on me :( )

Here's Kim's (by @aggravatedartist)

And ramonas designs and doodles (by @shaken-up-sofa )

Anyways (modern day story below-)

Basically sex bob-omb is a pretty successful band. Since neil is a twitch streamer and is roommates with stephen (who makes some appearances in Neil's streams here and there) sex bob-omb got a large audience to the point where they signed a contract with gman studios

Everything was great until they found out Scott's been dating a highschooler and dosnt even know it. They confront scott about this and scott was like "LOOK I DIDNT EVEN KNOW SHE WAS 17- I JUST ASSUMED SHE LOOKED YOUNGER THEN SHE ACTUALLY WAS-" while Kim scold scott stephen realizes neil was streaming the whole thing by accident so now word got out that one of the band members was dating a highschooler

If you want a better explanation here's a scene written by (again: pine/ aka the same person who drew Kim's design. Fucking love thier work :D go check them out pls

Gman studios dropped sex bob-omb as a whole and stephen is considering to kick scott out of the band. Meanwhile scott had to break up with knives. She told her the harsh truth that she was just a rebound and that she's too young to date him. Like before he left her hanging at a record store and went back home

In this au, instead of just having 1 gay roommate, he has 2. >:DDD That other gay roommate is other scott. Since housing sucks, they moved in with other scott (and Jimmy, but Jimmy just doesn't live there he's just... there ...most of the time-

Like in the main story Ramona meets scott via his dreams and stuff and she works as a tattoo artist (idea by the same person who designed modern day ramona)

I don't have the full story down but i do have some bullet points which is

Stephen is stressed tf out and is debating on whether or not to kick scott out of the band

Gideon and Julie are still dating

Gideon is a discord mod AND a reddit mod JEJXJKWKZKAKZJWK

Again since stephen shows up on neils strems every now and then alot of Neil's fans simp over him-

Kim works at a sorta record store while hollie also works in a record store just in a dif location

Joe is still in college. He's 24 sure but his parents are strict af and made him go to school again (university of waterloo since that's in toronto right?????)

Envy is way more popular then before. Being big on social media platforms like tiktok and insta

Mobile is a huge Germaphobe especially after the whole covid virus

Neil is a pretty big twitch streamer :DD

Mobile is still a pyshic but is basically like saiki (saiki k)/ mob (mob pycho) and just want a normal life

Wallace works as a bartender (and that's where he meets mobile)

Hollie, Lisa, and envy are pretty big on tiktok (hollie for dances ig? Idk. Lisa for actin and envy for...yk being envy. She hot either way)

Other then that the au is just a mix of the anime and comics together with gman studios signing in sex bob-omb as one of thier clients. Scott needing to fix his personal life amd fight ramonas 7 evil exs and stuff

I also wanna try and focus on the other 4 characters (Kim, stephen, neil and knives) and thier own POV. I am trying to write a fanfic. Sad thing is I suck ass at writing qwq

#modern day au scott pilgrim #joseph scott pilgrim #mobile scott pilgrim #scott pilgrim series #scott pilgrim #hollie hawkes #kim pine #young neil #scott pilgrim young neil #fanart #scott pilgrim takes off #joseph scottpilgrim #I CANT WRITE FANFICTION FOR SHIT WJXJWJDK CRYING WHINING I SWEAR AJJXJWKZKAKDKW #I WANNA WRITE IT SO BADLY BUT ALL I CAN THINK UP IS SCENES AND COMIGS. I DONT HAVE ENOHGB TIME TO DRAW COMICS :((( #joseph spvtw #scott pilgrim joseph #scott pilgrim mobile #gay #neil listens to femtanyl ejkdkwkdkw #i have more modern day au headcannons i think the au is pretty neat :>