#wonho losing you

[somemydayy]

Losing You

Warning: mention of car crash, blood, and reader’s suicide.

The air was crisp, a crimson flush was cast across the apple of her cheeks. Her hair blew against the wind, her eyes were bloodshot and tear stained.

The street lights were mesmerizing, various shades of red, orange, yellow and green. When suddenly the various street lights looked captivating, and so without a second thought her body moved on its own.

Baby I would go to war for you

A piercing screech was heard, and suddenly her body laid across the street covered in a pool of blood. A faint gasp escaped her lips, as she looked up at the dazzling night sky. A single star shined out tonight, and the sudden realization shook through her aching limbs. And she couldn’t help the tears streaming, bursting rushing down the mounds with of her cheeks.

A faint smile was cast across her lips, as she heard the various screams coming from the various people crowding around her. And a few gasped out at the scene, it was just plain painful. As someone grasped her hand tightly she made out various locks of hair framing the stranger’s face.

Build me an army if you need me to

She could vaguely recall a name on the tip of her tongue. But even as her last breaths escaped her throat, an aching realization reared itself into her chest, harsh and thrashing. She would give anything to not see that look cast across his face as the one looking down at her now.

The stranger took her limp body against his chest, within his arms she felt his warmth radiate against his chest thump against her limp body. A soft cry left her lips, and without a second thought he loosened his grasp on her tender limbs.

‘Cuz losing me is better than losing you

She could only cup the side of his face as tears threatened to overflow. She could only imagine how he would have a similar reaction to the stranger in-front of her, looking down at her now. But even still these thoughts faded away as she heard the various cries from the nearby strangers gathering around her as she took out a note from her pocket. With a shaky bloodstained hold on the now crimson stained piece of paper she gave, such tenderness radiating against her body.

With shaky hands the stranger took the note, but just as he did, he saw it. The way her chest ceased to rise, the way her eyes lost their shine, the way her lips no longer held a breath. For she was no longer breathing, but even so her body still bleed, but still her hand grasped the note against her palm. She still looked alive, or that’s what he wanted to believe. But alas, she was lost, she was gone, and with a shallow whimper he then let out a harsh cry. And tears streamed down his eyes and a breath caught against his throat.

Don’t you know that I would die for you

The blaring of the ambulance brought him out of his shock, the push of the medics, and the various screams shook him awake. But the first thing he did was unravel the blood soaked note against her hand, what he saw, broke his heart in two. For she willingly died for someone else.

And soon the man she loved laid in a hospital bed received the news, as breathing tubes connected him to a ventilator. For there was someone who’s heart was compatible match. For she died for him, for this was the only way she could think of. She willing gave him, her heart. For she thought it was better this way, she just couldn’t find it in herself to let the love of her life fade away. And doing so she willingly gave up her life for him.

If I knew that you would make it through

‘Cuz losing me is better than losing you

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#drabble #image #scenario #wonho #wonho losing you #shin wonho #angst #anime #kpop #jujutsu kaisen #stray kids #tokyo revengers #my hero academia #shinichiro x y/n #mikey x y/n #sanzu x y/n

[mygirljunhee]

9) favorite Wonho choreographs? - for @hoshrangi

Lose by Wonho is my absolute fave. It looks so chill & sexy - and I love when he works with his backup dancers. The moves in the blue gifs... Free Wonho He’s Served Enough!!!

#wonho #wonhonet #mx7net #eye on you is a close second but lose overall is my fave #addy.gifs

[yoohyeontual]

Kpop stans reblog this post and tell us in the tags what’s your favorite song(s) by your ult(s) group(s) / soloist(s) 💜

#mine are : #DC : too many to count but i have a soft spot for You and I and propose #Monsta x : Oh my !!! it’s actually my fave song in the world #Wonho : I’m actually not sure I love them but losing you make me cry #Loona : Star #stayc : So bad and young luv #chungha : Dream of you but I also really love love me out loud #Yena : Smiley #SNSD : I got a boy #Jessica : Big mini world #4minute : so many but I have a soft spot for I’ll teach you #idk if it was already done but I can’t remember #if it flops it flops jfbsjdns #ok to reblog #alex.txt #kpop

[scuopsie]

#my prediction is that open mind will come first #bc it was his debut after he was cleared so it was a huge deal and ofc it was pretty fucking iconic #i was a casual listener so i didnt really Experience him with open mind #so my choice is between eye on you and losing u #i loked losing u more as a concpet and overall music but the styling of eye on you was so unique and creative #i am torn😭😭😭 #also ngl dont regret was pretty mid imo #while im giving mt opinions on everything #i liked blue for what it was and thr promotion era was really fun too! but its not fave compared to his other stuff #I just dont normally like bright/cute concepts (bc im dead inside ig) so the fact that i liked Blue so much to begin with says a lot #polls #wonho

[theinfinitedivides]

why isn't Wonho out of the f*cking military yet he would eat that Infinite choreo up

#infinite #wonho #kpop #i'm still losing my sh*t over the comeback as a whole but #the chorus. hello. idk if there's a dance challenge but if there isn't they need to get on that bc the thought. the sight in my mind's eye #of Wonho f*cking vibing to that if he wasn't serving rn. i needed that crossover you don't get it #he's a public service worker just like Taemin so ykw maybe he is vibing and we still can't see him. a criminal offense

[joybeatrice]

#wonho #losing you

[wonhosbigramen]

Wonho’s 3RD MINI ALBUM ‘FACADE’

June 13

<3

#wonho #cute wonho #kpop aesthetic #lee hoseok #music #wonho lose #wonho love synonym #wonho wallpaper #pop music #kpop boys #facade #wonho icons #shin wonho #monsta x wonho #lee wonho #we love you wonho #wonho moodboard #solo wonho #soloist #kpop bias #kpopidol #kpop #comeback

[chuumunism]

WONHO ENLISTMENT DAY

#LOSING MY FUCKING MIND!!! #it's 1AM on December 5 where I am #goodbye in a couple of hours king thank you for your service to the girls and gays 🥹🫡 #wonho

[sunkissedchld]

𝐏𝐈𝐂𝐊 𝐀 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃

𝒎𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒂𝒈𝒆𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇-𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆

dedicated to @nashikahan for suggesting the idea ❤️

relationships are important of course, no matter if it's a friendship or romantic or work-related or otherwise, but one of the greatest and most important types of love is the love we receive from ourselves.

i've said this before (a very long time ago), but in general, when most people are interested in tarot, they tend to ask about and lean towards content that speaks about the future (ex. future spouse, next 5 years, next career endeavor, etc), but i’ve realized that falling into that trap of future readings can be harmful if it’s all one ever thinks about.

thinking about the future is great of course, and it’s fun and sometimes comforting to think about the future and what successes and highs one might claim, but too much focus on the future makes it hard for one to focus on the present.

you can’t ever reach that future if you’re so wrapped in the fantasy of it that you forget to bring yourself to the present and work on whatever is needed in order to get there.

therefore, this PAC is not about the future. it's about the now. it's about what you need to hear right now in order to find comfort and love for yourself the way you need it.

the piles go from top left to right. so, "you are exactly where you are meant to be" is pile i, "be kind to your mind" is pile ii, and so on and so forth.

take the time to close your eyes, breathe, and meditate on the PAC prompt, then open your eyes and let your guides lead you to the pile for you.

i hope you enjoy and learn to love yourself the way you deserve to be loved 💖

(TW: slight s*icidal mention in pile vi)

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐈

Shufflemancy:

"Rover and Benz" by Aint Afraid

"Blazed" by Ariana Grande

"Lose" by Wonho

Reading:

i think this is my creative pile :)

life is always moving and as hard as it is for you to be okay with it you always find a way to get on the right footing despite there seemingly not being a reason to.

are you a dancer? or at least, do you wanna be? if so, don't deny yourself that art form. i can tell you pour your heart and soul into it. i think it's where you tell the story of your pain. please, continue to use it to continue to be the strong person you are.

you're a fighter and a creative. i don't know a better combo than that to be honest. i don't think you hear this often enough, or you doubt people when you do hear it -- your art form is enough. as a matter of fact, it's more than enough. it's exactly what's needed for the Earth right now and for years to come.

the card i pulled literally says, "SHARE YOUR VOICE" in all caps like that and everything. your mind, your voice, your creativity, your dance, your art is valid. even if self-critique is necessary, also remember that you've come a long way from your very first piece to right now.

the other card i pulled says, "YOUR LIFE IS A CANVAS". continue to use it as such. continue to foster your art. it's beautiful. every ounce of love you put into it can be seen. it's so obvious that art (in whatever form) is of and in you.

love it.

especially your own.

love your own work.

(i promise that it's good enough).

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐈𝐈

Shufflemancy:

"Donald Trump" by Mac Miller

"Run The World (Girls)" by Beyonce

"The Vapors" by Jhene Aiko

Reading:

know that you have a reason to be cocky!

i can tell that you're a hard-worker. every action you take is calculated and in an effort to reach the "promised land" of what you want. what you've always dreamed of. although recently (and maybe just in general) you may feel as if this uphill climb feels harder than ever.

the card i pulled says, "it's happening for you. not to you". i think those words may be of help to you right now. sometimes you may feel like God has put you up against these seemingly unwinable battles, but they are winnable. you're the one that can win them.

although you put in the work and action behind all of your wants, i think you mainly need to hear that you're not alone. you are being supported.

more than anything, i think you need to focus on healing yourself before going any further. specifically, go outside. breathe in the cold air and let it hurt your lungs. let the humidity frizz out your hair. listen to the waves as the crash violently or splash little by little.

i think you already know that you're strong, but also know that it's okay to rest.

it's necessary to rest.

please, allow yourself to do so.

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐈𝐈𝐈

Shufflemancy:

"Songs About You" by Chika

"Fool For You" by CeeLo Green

"Silent Cry" by Stray Kids

Reading:

there's a calling for you to do something, and you're avoiding it.

now babe.. you know better than to do that!

you feel like logic isn't aligning for you to be able to do it, or you doubt your own abilities, don't you? yeah.. you gotta stop doing that like immediately.

that dream or urge you have that feels so integral to your person and so primal to you in terms of needs is something you can totally achieve, but you have to believe in yourself. pay homage to yourself.

you are unique and honestly, your alignment is not of this world. that's why it feels as if the logic is off because they logic you've been conditioned to follow is not the one you should be following.

listen to yourself. listen to your body. trust that you will end up at the right ending because you're the one who knows how to best lead yourself. the cards i pulled say, "trust where you're led" and "surrender to the alchemy of life". i think that's important for you.

the most important thing i can say is that you control your destiny, and know that there's a path for you that so beautifully laid out, and you naturally lead yourself there.

you are worthy of your own trust.

you know exactly what you're doing -- even if it doesn't feel like it.

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐈𝐕

Shufflemancy:

"Sorry Not Sorry" by Bryson Tiller

"in my head" by Ariana Grande

"I'm The One" by Ateez

Reading:

you allow people to walk over you too much :(

is it because you don't think you're good enough? do you think you're not worthy of respect? YOU ARE!

maybe you don't fit society's standard of things. education, beauty, intelligence, material posessions? to be honest, it doesn't matter because you are so much more than that. who you are inside and who you try to be is so much more valuable than any of society's standards.

you don't have to take on everyone's burdens in order to be of use. you don't have to break your own boundaries and beat yourself down in order to receive basic respect.

your unique knowledge -- your unconventional knowledge- is so special to you! it's such a unique trait that gives you a different way of thinking and experiencing than others. use these differences to uplift yourself!

so what you're different? so what you don't blend in with everyone else? THAT'S THE ENTIRE POINT OF BEING UNIQUE AND BEING DIFFERENT!

fitting society's standards isn't helpful to yourself or the collective.

embrace your differences. they are valuable.

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐕

Shufflemancy:

"Alone" by Ayanna

"Motivation" by Normani

"Do It Like A Dude" by Jessie J

Reading:

the people who chose this pile are changing! transtitions and transformations are in progress or on the way, and you feel unprepared for them. that's okay!

you keep holding on to old habits and old ways of thinking, but you need to trust yourself and the universe. the card i pulled literally says, "YES. just say yes". the other one says, "you go first. the universe will catch you".

your old ways of thinking and being don't work anymore because they're too mundane. your ability and your intrinsic nature is so much broader! so much bigger!

your personality and energy is so intoxicating to others. i wish you could see yourself through outsiders eyes. if you felt drawn to pile ii, then go ahead and read it. i think the message there also applies to you.

know that you are so much bigger than the little problems and intrusive thoughts that hold you back. for every pessimistic thought that goes through, write down a positive one.

also, learn to praise yourself. you deserve praise.

you are doing well.

𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐕𝐈

Shufflemancy:

"Cuz I Love You" by Lizzo

"Without You" by Ledsi

"Practice" by Drake

"breathin" by Ariana Grande

Reading:

i think you're tired, just like the photo says.

you may feel like you don't wanna be here anymore. not even in a s*icidal way, but more so in a wanting to be away from your environment -- from Earth -- just for a little bit if it were possible.

the people who chose this pile a very likely starseeds. you miss home. you miss being around likeminded people, and more than anything you miss feeling as if you belonged.

you have so much love you want to give to others, but it's like people don't want it. like they follow the saying of "you can lead a horse to water, but you can't make them drink it".

i think you may be tired of hearing this, but you are here for a reason. more than anything you just want the backpack of rocks that lies on your shoulder to be lightened -- even if just by one stone. you're tired of hearing that you're strong and that you can handle it because if you feel that backpack get loaded with one more stone, then you;ll explode.

you don't have to be strong all the time.

it's okay to cry.

please cry.

you are human too.

you have emotions too.

it's valid and okay to feel them.

#tarot #oracle #pick a card #PAC #tarotblr #sunkissedchld

[honeyimissjoo]

wonho losing you

#wonho #mx7net #malegroupsnet #wonhonet #monstaxedits #wonhoedits #wonho wednesday #e.w #e.g

[mygirljunhee]

i blacked out making these

#wonho #mx7net #kpopco #dailybg #wonhonet #kstages #heysae #kiwitracks #lucieblr #useroro #usermairin #melontracks #you ever look at a guy #and just lose ur mind?????????????? #physically i'm here but mentally???? #i'm astral projecting #addy.gifs

[sunshxnejisoo]

𝙍𝙞𝙣𝙖’𝙨 𝙁𝙖𝙫𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙍𝙚𝙘𝙨

𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐈 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐡𝐥𝐲 𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐬 & 𝐦𝐲 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐬 𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞! ♥ 📌 𝘊𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 : 22.28.01 ⏰ 𝘜𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 : 24.14.02 🗓️ 𝘔𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘩𝘭𝘺 𝘍𝘢𝘯𝘧𝘪𝘤 𝘙𝘦𝘤 : In another life - @authorforrosie - February

𝘈𝘵𝘦𝘦𝘻

Hotel California - @mint-yooxgi : Mature, Horror, Angst, Yandere - ot8 Ateez x reader

Written In The Stars - @mint-yooxgi : Mature, Yandere, Angst - Yeosang x chubby reader

Forbidden Fruit - @nateezfics : Mature - Hoogjoong x reader

Shells - @last-words-ofashootingstar : Mature & Yandere - Hoonjoong x reader

Don't Leave - @tbznewberry : Yandere, Mature - Jongho x reader

𝘉𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘬𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘬

In Another Life - @authorforrosie : Angst - Rosé x reader

Broken Hearted - @authorforrosie : Angst - Rosé x reader & Jisoo x reader

𝘌𝘯𝘩𝘺𝘱𝘦𝘯

Crazy For Each Other - @rowretro : Yandere, Mature - Niki x reader

Evanescent - @0x1-lxvesxng : Yandere, Mature - ot7 Enhypen x reader

Game Of Lives - @enha-doodles : Yandere, Horror, Mature - ot7 Enhypen x reader

Gardening Club - @snowbabys : Yandere, Mature, Horror - Jungwon x gender neutral reader

19:45 - @heeseung-min : Yandere, Mature - Sunoo x reader

22:06 - @heeseung-min : Yandere, Mature - Niki x reader

12:14 - @heeseung-min : Yandere, Mature - Niki x reader

Fever - @enhais : Yandere, Horror, Mature - Heeseung x reader

Saturday Love - @enhais : Yandere, Fluff, Mature - Jake x gender neutral reader

The Glory - @cheegu3 : Yandere, Mature - ot7 Enhypen x reader

Orange Flower - @jaeneohee : Yandere, Mature, Angst - ot7 Enhypen x reader

Enchanted - @enhadiares : Horror, Mature - ot7 Enhypen x reader

Escape Or Not - @enhadiares : Yandere, Mature - Jake x reader

His Belonging - @enhadiares : Yandere, Mature - Sunoo x reader

𝘐𝘵𝘻𝘺

The Night Nurse - @bluntneedle : Yandere, Mature - Chaeryeong x reader

Red Roses - @writeformesinpie : Yander, Mature - Ryujin x reader

For Your Touch - @yehzip : Yandere, Mature - Chaeryeong x reader

Still Isn’t Over - @ryuttaeng : Mature, Yandere - Yuna x reader

Love Sniper - @ryuttaeng : Mature, Yandere - Yuna x reade

𝘔𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘵𝘢 𝘟

Amour Non-Réciproque - @shinehyuk : Yandere, Mature, Angst - Kihyun x reader

Mental Chains Without Keys - @tbznewberry : Yandere, Mature - Minhyuk x reader

A Little Jealousy - @linos-luna : Yandere, Mature - Wonho x reader

Lose - @stayatiny : Yandere, Mature - Wonho x reader

Netflix & Kill - @yan-purgatory : Yandere, Mature - Changkyun x reader

You Are What I Desire - @yanmx : Yandere, Mature - Shownu x reader

Stolen Cool - @twisted-tales-of-all : Yandere, Mature - Hyungwon x reader

𝘛𝘸𝘪𝘤𝘦

Love Me - @yungchaeng : Yandere, Mature - Mina x reader

Allure - @shinehyuk : Yandere, Mature - Nayeon x reader

𝘚𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘺 𝘒𝘪𝘥𝘴

Protect You - @minho-hoho : Angst, Fluff - Lee Know x royal reader

My Baby - @linos-luna : Mature, Yandere - Bang Chan x reader

My Queen - @linos-luna : Mature, Yandere - Hyunjin x reader

What's Wrong Noona? - @linos-luna : Yandere, Mature - Jeongin x reader

𝘉𝘵𝘴

Corrupted - @blackswan446 : Yandere, Mature - J-hope x reader

𝘌𝘹𝘰 - None yet!

𝘛𝘹𝘛 - None yet!

𝘋𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘳 - None yet!

#sunshxnejisoo.monthly-recs #sunshxnejisoo.fic-recs

[scuopsie]

I am OBSESSED with this man…

Cr: nixllercraic 220828

#wonho #wonho in munich #220828 #he sang LOSING YOU in this... #sir... THAT IS NOT A 'LOSING YOU' OUTFIT #THATS A 'RAILING YOU' OUTFIT. THANK U.

[jaemmphilia]

★𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘺 𝘣𝘦 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘦★ || wonho

back to the 500 follower event

you're upset. really upset.

you can feel your emotions attempting to get the better of you, but you won't allow it. you know you're better than that. you honestly shouldn't be jealous and upset in the first place. let's be real, it was your suggestion to accompany wonho to the gym.

you just wanted to understand your boyfriend's hobbies better. well, that's only a half-lie. you did want to see your boyfriend in his element, his muscles rippling under his compression shirt, his black shorts riding up his muscular thighs when he bends down in a squat.

and his ass.

but it's a little hard to ogle your boyfriend when he's helping someone else with their lifting form. wonho's eyes are focused on the male lifting the heavy metal bar, making sure he doesn't hurt himself.

your teeth toys with your bottom lip as you force yourself to look away from the two of them. you pop an earbud into your ear and you start up the treadmill to a steady walking pace. you might as well get some actual exercise while you're here.

as you walk on the treadmill, you're mind begins to drift back to wonho and that cute male that he's helping. your head turns back to look at them but you lose your footing and you feel yourself begin to fall. you honestly expect to go flying backwards but all you feel is a pair of arms preventing you from falling.

your eyes are squeezed shut but you smell a familiar scent of mint and eucalyptus. your eyes slowly open and you're greeted by the concerned gaze of wonho. his eyes are soft and his strong brows are pressed downwards, a single wrinkle in between the hairs. the corners of his lips are also downturned, parted just slightly.

"are you alright? that could have been bad." wonho says to you, his arms not removing from your frame.

as you look at wonho, all your previous jealous emotions dissipate into nothing. after staring at the man for way too long, you nod.

"good, i can't have my baby blue getting hurt." wonho places his lips on your forehead softly.

you love that nickname he gave you. you think it's unique and the most intimate thing in your relationship. you are his baby blue, not anyone else.

wonho begins to speak to you again. "are you ready to go? i'm hungry and i want something greasy." he says, removing your earbuds from your ears.

"you're the only man i have met that can eat greasy food after being at the gym." you comment with a slight shake of your head.

"i hope i'm the only man you have ever met." wonho retorts ligthheartedly.

you scoff a laugh at him. "won, i went to an all-boys school."

"that didn't happen, you're delusional." wonho's hands move down to your hips.

"what? i'm delusional?" you question, your jaw falling slack a little.

wonho nods and he goes to gather his gym bag, snickering at your baffled expression. he loves to mess with you because you have the funniest reactions to his shenanigans.

the two of you leave the gym, and you realize that despite wonho helping someone else, he still came to your rescue. how could you be jealous when wonho has tunnel vision when it comes to you?

#kpop x male reader #kpop x reader #male reader #wonho x male reader #wonho kpop #wonho x reader #kpop soloist #ksoloists #wonho

[dexlexia]

apologies - wonho x reader

pairing: lee ho-seok (wonho) x reader rating: 18+ summary: He stared at you from across the table. You peered over your book but quickly looked back down at it then turned the page. Ho-seok sighed and rested his cheek on his palm before he sighed, “You can't be mad at me all day.”  tags: pwp, humour, university au, smut, semi-public sex, apologies.

He stared at you from across the table. You peered over your book but quickly looked back down at it then turned the page. Ho-seok sighed and rested his cheek on his palm before he sighed, “You can't be mad at me all day.” 

Your eyes flicked up to meet his dark ones, “I think I can, you're the one who always tells me how stubborn I am. You should know that by now, Lee.” Then turn the page of your textbook. At that point you weren't even really reading the book, but it was rather a performance. 

He bit his bottom lip for a moment before he relaxed back in his seat, ”It's not my fault. I thought-“

You rolled your eyes, ”That's it, you weren't thinking.” You put the cup down and crossed your arms. His eyes casted to your neck where there was a necklace he gave you last month. The little gold 'h' glimmered in the low light of the library. 

In all fairness, it was kind of his fault. He can't cum all over your physics notes without some repercussion. Even if it was an accident. He tapped his pen with his other hand and looked back at your face, “I'm sorry, honey.“ 

You whispered, ”You finished all over my notes for the entire semester. And you know that it's going to take a lot to stay on the scholarship.“ You blushed a little at saying what he did outloud. 

Ho-seok didn't have to worry about much at the university you both attended. He just had to show up to football practice and play a good game, then he could stay. But you were the furthest thing for an athlete. 

  ”But you can't ignore me all day.“You dragged him to the library early to keep you company while you tried to recover your notes. The old ones were in the bottom of a garbage bag in the dumpster behind the dorms. 

What had happened was that you gave him oral at your desk the previous night. It was a warm, intimate night. Giving him oral was just the starter, but it stayed the only event of the evening. Because when he was on the edge of climax, his cock slipped out of your mouth and stood straight up as he climaxed. As a result he finished all over the notes you had scattered all over the desk. It was embarrassing for both of you, but you were beyond mortified that all of your notes were ruined. 

Ho-seok promised to make up for it, he even bought you an iced coffee on your way to the school's library. He could now tell however that you were on the verge of breaking your vow of silence towards him.

You could never stay mad at him for long. 

He reached across the table and took a hold of your hand, he then put it under his on the table. Those beautiful dark eyes gazed at you once more. He smiled softly, ”I mean, I could always give you motivation to study even harder. I'll even let you ruin my notes. I want everything to be okay with us.“ 

You sighed and flipped your hand in his and held onto it firmly, “Just be careful, please. I'm just worried about not passing, and then I'll lose the scholarship. And then I might not be able to finish my degree. Also it's not like I can tell people why my notes got ruined. It would just be too embarrassing.”

Ho-seok held onto your hand tightly for a moment before he let go and got up from his seat. He rounded the table until he was on your side and sat beside you. A strong arm was wrapped around your shoulders as he pulled you close to his side. He kissed the top of your head and smiled into your hair. 

  “You'll pass with flying colours, and I will be here to cheer you on.” Then kissed you again. Your eyes met once more, and you could tell he was being truthful. When you turned to face him, he leaned down and kissed you with his soft lips.  You relaxed, yeah you really couldn't stay mad at him forever. 

Plus if he believed in you, then maybe you could do the same. Maybe you could believe in yourself to finish your course with a good grade. You kissed him again before you put the textbook on the table. He pulled you closer and you pressed your chest up against his side as you went in for another kiss. 

  “If this goes any further, you might lose your career.” You said softly. 

  “I guess it's only fair.”  His other hand gravitated to the zipper of your hoodie and he pulled it down partially to expose the low cut t-shirt underneath. He got quite the eyeful of your cleavage.

  “You're insatiable.“ You joked softlybefore you got out of his arm and got up from the seat. He watched you move with a large smile on his face. 

He was  right behind you. He had left his letterman jacket on the table with your belongings. Thankfully everyone was too engrossed in their books and notes to notice him following you into the women's bathroom.

His heart hammered in his chest as you pulled him into the farthest stall. Before he could say anything, you pulled him into a tight kiss. You gripped onto the front of his white t-shirt and made out with him passionately. 

When you pulled away, he grabbed you by the back of the head and pulled you in for another searing kiss. His other hand was placed on your hip where he rubbed at the waist of your pants. His thumb went through one of the jean loops to keep you tethered to him. The kiss eventually broke and the two of you looked into each other's eyes. 

  ”I'm sorry for ruining your notes," he said with remorse. His cheeks were warmed, and his chest was steadily rising and falling. You knew his heart was racing with what was going to come next. 

  “I forgive you, Ho-seok.” You combed your fingers through his hair and smiled up at him, You pressed another kiss against his lips. You didn't have a lot of time before people got suspicious. The last thing you wanted was someone walking in on you two being intimate. You'd never hear the end of it around campus. 

You pulled away, you were thankful that the stalls in the library bathroom were a little more spacious then in places like the science wing or the business building. You soon undid your pants and pulled them down to your knees. 

Ho-seok admired the sight of your panties, they were nothing special. But he did know that he bought them for you because they had little bunnies on them, plus they came with a matching pair of boxers that he owned. 

He reached out and grabbed you by the hips and pressed himself against you. He went down for another kiss. His heart hammered in his chest. It was a miraculous feeling, never had a girl made him feel this way before. 

Soon he turned you around and made you support yourself over the back of the toilet. His hands palmed at your ass before he pulled down the panties to where your jeans were. Which were now at your ankles. He wanted to give your cheeks a good slap but the noise would draw too much attention. 

He undid his jeans and pulled his cock out. He said softly, ”Don't make too much noise now.“ Then held onto your hip while he guided his cock into you. You arched your back and covered your mouth with your hand to keep you from alerting the entire library outside. 

Your tight, wet heat made him hiss through his teeth as he started to settle. Usually he liked the comfort of a bed or even a desk, but he couldn't deny the feeling any longer. He wanted you. It was beyond obvious to him. Afterall, he did owe you for ruining your notes the previous night. 

He shakily exhaled as he started to get a steady pace. He soon held onto both sides of your hips and continued to move. He felt your pussy clamp around him which made his heart leap into his throat. He was for sure never going to forget this moment. He saw your body shake as you tried to support yourself upwards. 

He leaned in to you and kissed at your ear, ”You can do it, I got you. I promise I'll make us both feel good.“ His words were simple but assuring as he continued on the pace he was on. You felt heat rise into your face as you gripped onto the porcelain as he thrusted up into you. 

  ”Ho-seok.” You said softly, your voice muffled by your hands. He continued to thrust up into you, he picked up speed as he wanted this to be quick. There was little room to take it slow, especially with classes about to change soon. You held onto the back of the toilet with one hand, your grip only tightened when he thrusted into you.

You moaned softly into your hand and gripped onto your mouth tightly to keep it very quiet. You sometimes hated how vocal you were in bed. The sound of sex filled the washroom air, the sounds of him fucking you in the stall as quickly as he could. He hissed through his teeth and felt sweat drip down the back of his neck. 

  ”Honey.“

  ”Ho-seok .“ 

He buried his face into your back as he pushed himself as deep as he could go inside of you. His heart raced and his face felt flushed, with sweat beading at his temples. He felt hot all over as he continued to thrust roughly. 

  ”That's it.“He whispered to himself as he began to pick up the pace even more. He wanted to make you orgasm just as he did last night thanks to you. He rolled his hips as he held onto yours tightly. He wanted to make sure every inch was inside of you. The feeling was amazing, it was a feeling that he couldn't put into words.You were just the perfect girlfriend. 

His grip became bruising on your hips as he continued to move. You moved back and forth with each thrust, the sweat dripped down his back. For a moment he worried that he'd be soaked in sweat by the end of your activities. He exhaled deeply as he moved his hips up against your ass. His cock buried deep inside of you, almost bruising your insides. 

  ”Ho-seok!“ You squeaked but he quickly slapped a hand over your mouth to keep you quiet. 

  ”Shh, shh.“ He said, “We have to be quiet.” He moved his hips even faster, he knew he was close. His heart raced as he thrusted. He could feel the tightness in his stomach as he felt close to climax. He tensed his jaw to keep himself from being too loud. 

It was hard to keep quiet when the sounds of sex filled the bathroom. Your nails dug into the porcelain. Your eyes rolled back as he kept his hand over your mouth. The feeling was incredible. You moaned softly into hs hand which kept your voice muffled as he fucked you. 

Your pussy clenched around his cock as he kept moving in and out of you. The feeling was immense, especially in such a public setting. His pace was brutal as he felt so close to your climax and in all honesty you felt close to your own as well. 

  “Ho-seok.“ You said almost out of breath. And with another few hard thrusts you had climaxed around his cock. THe feeling was so intense that he climaxed too. He finished off inside of you. Your pussy squeezed every last drop out of him and left him winded. 

  ”Honey.“ He said gently,his breathing was rapid as the two of you started to come down from your highs. He soon pulled out and got your pants back on before he took you in his arms and kissed you gently. He asked between ragged breaths, “Are we even now?”

You, also out of breath, replied, “For now, but you still have to help me with my notes.” 

He smiled,“Of course. Anything for you.“ He knew he could get out of trouble with you. He just had to make you orgasm a few times. But that was so much better than the silent treatment. 

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