AAAAAA apologise to kylar right now 💔
trust me u have no idea how bad it hurt me. to be mean to my love. i literally always end up romancing him bc i cannot say no to kylar it pains me to bully him.
pls take wholesome kylar fic as my formal apology except it's not that wholesome bc my man is still a creepy fuck
“Kylar?”
You shyly dug your toe into the ground as you stood in front of where the boy sat on a tree stump. He quickly hid his sketchbook and looked up at you.
The pang of guilt you felt when you saw the trepidation in his wide eyes reminded you why you sought him out.
You know you didn't really mean what you said. You just felt so overwhelmed and Kylar's adoration of you had felt suffocating that morning.
But really, compared to everything else you had to deal with...Kylar wasn't that bad. He was sweet, if not creepy at times, but he was always there to protect you. He cared for you. And sure, he showed that by threatening other students with his knife or blowing darts at randos trying to accost you in the streets. But that was weirdly comforting, and you thought that in his own twisted way, he had good intentions.
Plus, you'd be lying if you said you wouldn't miss his massive cock, or the way he always made sure you came when he was done.
Back to the matter at hand. You weren't sure what to say, so you just stood there, looking down at Kylar, who was trembling so violently you thought he might fall over.
"I'msorryIwasmeanIdidn'tmeanitI'mjustreallystressedbutIshouldn'thavetakenitoutonyou."
Everything came out in one big rush, and the apprehension faded a bit from Kylar's eyes, but he still looked scared. You sighed and took a seat next to him on his stump, gently reaching out for his hand.
"I'm sorry," you repeated. "You were just trying to help. I shouldn't have snapped at you."
Kylar was silent for a moment before flinging his arms around you. You realized quickly that he was sobbing into your shoulder.
"I-I don't," he choked out. "I thought you h-hated me."
You ran a hand through his hair and leaned your head against his. "I care about you, Kylar," you said softly. "I don't want you to be mad at me."
He quickly pulled away, shaking his head violently. "I could n-never be mad at you. You're perfect."
You smiled a little. "Oh, that's not true."
"It is!" Kylar's voice started to rise. His face was still bright red, streaked with tears and snot. "A-and-"
Whatever he was going to say was left unfinished as the two of you heard a bell ring. Back to the real world.
"Come on," you stood up, reaching out a hand. "Walk me to class?"
Kylar sprang up and gripped your hand tightly, as if you would disappear if he let go.
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Would Leela, Romana, Narving and Brax survive Castle Dracula?
I don't know if answering this constitutes stepping on @canyourfavesurvivecastledracula's toes or relieving some of the pressure on their askbox. Hopefully the latter.
I'm afraid I haven't read or listened to any of the relevant media for Narvin or Brax, though, so I'm going to have to pass on them.
Leela: look, I'm afraid that characters who shoot [Janis thorns] first and ask questions later do not do well in Castle Dracula, and I fear that Leela is no exception.
She'd start off well! Leela is open-minded to the supernatural, and would definitely take the crucifix, quite possibly understanding it as magic that will protect her against monsters. She'd listen to the concerns of the innkeeper and the people sharing the carriage with her. She might realise the danger that she'd be facing in going to the castle.
And then she'd go anyway, because she's a warrior of the Sevateem and that's what they do. After that, I think it would only be a matter of time before she attacked Dracula, and that is not a fight that she would be able to win.
Leela cannot survive Castle Dracula.
Romana: ... you know, I last watched State of Decay 12 years ago and I think that's going to put me at something of a disadvantage in answering this. Oh well, let's try anyway.
She's taking the crucifix out of politeness, but I don't know if she would be as committed to continuing to wear it. She would be well aware that Something Is Wrong Here (that goes for all Doctor Who companions, tbh), and like Leela she thinks she's equal to it. Unlike Leela she might be right.
I think Dracula would find Romana fascinating, and she would be both willing and able to play along, at least for a while. He is definitely not going to let the Girlies have her, and is probably keen to make her Girlie #4. And obviously she can climb, explore, pick locks, swing shovels and all the rest of it.
Honestly where I'm torn is this: would Romana take the opportunity to escape? Or would she try to continue the cat-and-mouse game until Dracula let more information slip - or until he turned her? It looks like she does need help to escape in State of Decay.
I think Romana can survive Castle Dracula, if survival is her focus. But not if she tries to defeat Dracula on her own.
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john keats the romantic poet the lover inspired by love by beauty by nature by the divine by the stars could never have imagined that 203 years after his death, the dumbest bitch on earth would be foaming at the mouth reading his poems and staring at his portrait until the shapes all blend together while ignoring emails and meetings at work
what the fuck…….. 👁️👁️
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In the past, my brain was hard-wired to go to bed at a reasonable time, but obviously I've gotten worse at that over the past three-four years. One day just a few months ago, I stayed up till almost 6 AM and still got up by 9 lol.
But, one thing I haven't done since I was like six years old, is pull an all-nighter (and that time wasn't voluntary- I had a stomach bug lol). My reasoning in recent times is that I forget to eat the later I'm up and it affects my blood sugar pretty bad in the following couple of days.
But tonight? Tonight, I might just do it anyway.
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