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evenmoreofadisaster · 7 months

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMD!

Hello everyone! Today @teaableu and I's EMD AU is turning 1 year old! Yay! 💖🥳

I didn't even realize I came up with the idea on Halloween until Teaa pointed it out to me, but I thought it was so funny

Anyways, we want to celebrate EMD's birthday as a way to honor how far this au has come, and, of course, to thank you to everyone who's supported and interacted with the au so far! Teaa and I have compiled some unposted art and other fun stuff that we'd like to share with you on this very special day 🖤🖤🖤

So without further ado...

This is something that I've thought about and want to share because I think it's so interesting...

At a certain age, Draxum started pulling One away for “special” training, which was basically Drax getting One to get used to taking lives, starting with small animals. At first, One had a really hard time pushing through and whenever he finally got the job done, he’d feel really guilty afterwards

He’d cry and Drax would ask him why and would say that crying about it is pointless and it won't help him.

I had this very specific idea of Draxum pulling One away from Two when they were playing + having fun then having One accomplish this task probably for the 2nd or third time and One coming back to Two covered in blood, absolutely numbed and hollow, which kind of puts a wedge between them.

By the time Draxum puts One in the nexus, One’s already sorta used to that feeling and it’s not such a big deal— but I was thinking the nexus is maybe what makes One think that killing is acceptable because when he kills he gets rewarded and maybe it’s also what makes him realize what his purpose is— and ofc Draxum’s already been feeding him that but when One is fighting in the arena, he actually gets what Draxum means ab their purpose or whatever about being warriors and stuff bc he knows he can fight and that he can kill and that he’s good at it and that’s what makes Draxum happy

and I just think this is very interesting bc this implies that, initially, One knew what he was doing was morally wrong and he could feel it but bc he was encouraged to kill and wasn’t punished for it, his viewpoint kinda got skewed

And in Two's case, he started to kill ppl maybe either after One fights in the nexus or he sees One kill one of the animals bc he sees his brother doing this and thinks “oh, yeah. I can do that” but bc he wasn’t taught the difference between what he should destroy and what he should protect, that’s kind of why he’s Like That. And it's why Draxum fears/doesn't trust him like he trusts One.

ANIMATICS/EDITS

Watch The World Burn

Blow

Deja Vu

PLAYLISTS

EMD Season 1

EMD Season 2

One + Raph

One + Mikey

Two + Mikey

Two + Raph

Raph + Mikey

MINI-COMICS...

Two's arm (coming soon)

One's heart (coming soon)

SNEAK PEEK: Smart Lair

#emd au #emd announcements #emd art #emd playlists #emd edit

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battampria · 4 months

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LAVENDERGALACTIC'S EDITING EVENT

yay another one!!!! this is day 1 of @lavendergalactic's editing event!!

the prompt was an edit that reminds me of them or a character that shares a bday with me!!

to be honest... not alot of ppl ik or like shares a bday with me (oct. 10th).. I was gonna do rokuta from paradox live but i started to run outta motivation 😭 luckily these 2 sillies share a bday with me!!

(also happy bday lavender!!!! biiig wishes!! :DD)

#battampria #bats frosting #flutta flutta > <#LAVENDER350 #rentry #rentry graphics #rentry resources #carrd #carrd graphics #carrd resources #idolmaster #noriko shiina #mob psycho 100 #mp100 #reigen arataka

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andrea-lyn · 5 months

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Thank you to @non-un-topo for the meme tag! I'm gonna keep living in 2023 as long as I can, gdi.

What is your favourite thing you created?

I think it's actually one of the zukka things I wrote: came in first (and I'm the last one leaving) about a marriage pact because as much as I loved writing some of the AUs (like the pushing bluesey and the terror genie au), this one was just so fun and I loved writing it, and while amnesia!roy was also fun, that one dipped into serious at times and this one was just a fun comedic romp. So! yeah! That!

Which work are you proudest of?

it's got a lot to do with having to finish what I start which is a Declan + Ronan canon divergent AU. I'm proud that I finished it because this was legit buried in my 'give up' pile and I was convinced to unearth it, and it got a mild plot, and I finished it. So yay me.

Is there anything you are proud of that you achieved this year?

I got a new job within seven weeks of being laid off. That one was HUGE for me, because it felt like eternity. I'm past probation now and I'm stupid proud of that, because I got to show myself that I am great and ppl will recognize that.

Did you explore anything new this year? (A new way to be creative, a trope you didn’t write before, or an idea you hadn’t thought of earlier, etc.)

I mean, applying for work for the first time in four years was definitely new. Coping with applicant tracking systems? Very new. I also did a full event planning for a physical event (I'd only done virtual before) and explored a couple new countries/places (Costa Rica, Bath).

Oh! And speaking of travel, I got back to my blog when I was laid off and while it's not like it's ever going to be super popular, I love writing my little articles and posting my pictures to revisit the things I've done.

Which work gave you the most difficulty?

Honestly, something that isn't published yet, which is an Old Guard/Outlander/Time Traveller's Wife mashup. I've had the idea forever and was plugging away at it all year, but it hasn't progressed the way I want and even though I have 20k written, it just feels paltry.

What was your biggest creative challenge this year?

Writing during the layoff was really rough. I had too much time on my hands and it was hard to get creative, because I felt like I had to be doing something productive.

Which work brought you the most joy?

Still cluck cluck, motherf- because Adam and Declan playing sick!chicken is something I am still v proud of.

Which of your works do you think people should check out?

Honestly? I'm cool with any of them being read. I was extremely happy with the reception of all my stuff, even the smaller ones.

Do you have creative plans for next year? Is there anything exciting you’re currently working on?

Always! There's 8 WIPs I want to finish, I want to continue work on my blog, and hey, maybe one day I'll write my novel instead of mentally fancasting it (Sam Reid as one of the main mentor roles has been consuming my thoughts)

Lastly, any words of wisdom or anything else you would like to share?

Super AO3 related, but always reminding yourself of the archive nature. That comments can come at any time, and that you're contributing to your own little kudos report. That you're proud because of what you published and it's great because of your work, not because of its reception.

Tagging @christchex @myrmidryad @queermil @jocarthage @smilebackwards and anyone else who wants to chat their works!

#meme

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vendetta-if · 2 years

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Hello! I just found ur game today and i finished reading the demo <3 I LOVE IT AAAAAA here's the list of things i like:

1) Ash. ????? He's so sweet help?!?!?! I LOVE HIM. Dear ash u have successfully own my heart, u have them wrapped in ur pretty fingers the second page u appear

2) Dad, I love you w/ all my cold dead heart<3 DAD?! DAD!!! DON'T DIE PLS DAAAAAD NOOOOOOO tHE ANGST HELP ME I'm so sad now :( pls i need a snippet w/ happy moments to heal from this trauma :')

3) Uncle Luka strides across the lobby as if he owns the place. Oh wait, he does.

AHAHAHHAHAHA I'M DYING uncle i love you too :'D

4) Mom, respectfully, 🖕🏻

5) Also, mr. Takashi u r freaking me out a lil bit...... you're uh.... A little bit uhh... creepy...?

6) Well, actually, he has the bad habit of blinking in near someone without any warning and scaring the shit out of them.

😂Uncle u r my soulmate

7) oh no, there's rin!..... and they stole my heart too! What do i do?!??...... haaaaaaaaaa

8) oh god the fighting scenes are so cool!!?! perfercto<3 oh mc is so cool. I'm so glad we can be cool<3 hehe

9) awww yeah my first kill! Scratch that, it's five!!! I killed five people yall!

10) oh my god please stop flirting right in front of us! You guys r cute, really but gods,

Alright, that's already too much detail about your uncle's sex life for tonight.

Not for tonight yo, for ever.

11) #the reason why i killed 5 ppl bcz i rlly rlly don't want to disappoint uncle & grandpa help #cuz mc is morally dubious/grey character, yay? yay!

.... Hmmmmmmmm oh lastly!!!!!

Thank you so much for creating this

glorious✨

Magnificent, beautiful, absolutely trophy worthy game! I love it so much mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmh! I i love all the characters (oh they have so much life!) I love the fighting scenes (superpower badass?! Count me in!) I love how we can choose revenge as our main goal (f u distorted voice person. I will hunt u down to the ends of the earth. And I'll take everything u ever hold value, then let you live, cause life can be ur greatest blessing or ur cruelest nightmare, and I'll make sure you'll never have a peaceful dream for the rest of your counting days.), i love the family dynamics <3, i love how ur game can make me feel (oh the moral dilemma.... i almost almost let the cop live... but what abot uncle+grandpa disappointment?!?! I-i can't live with that! So off with ur head lil hypocrite police officer man!)

....sorry that's another paragraph......... I'll uh I'll stop now.... heheh... Sorry again if this bothers you, i won't send it again if it is.... :')

Okay! Have a good day/night/life dear author <3! Here have a 🍰🍩🎠 to light up ur time! Adios~

Aww thank you so much for the kind words 🥰 And don’t worry! I love reading these little snippets of comments on sections of the demo! 😁

Ash is only sweet for MC and Luka for now, of course ☺️ They’re mostly prickly and abrasive towards other people 😆

And yes 😭 Viktor… He’s such a good and loving dad 🥺 In case you haven’t read it yet, I recently released one of the Patreon side stories for public in celebration of hitting the 2K followers here! Here’s the link to the story! It’s a wholesome and fluffy side story, so hopefully it’ll help you recover from the angst 😆 I also have another 2-part side story from Viktor’s POV on my Patreon 😄

Please forgive Takashi, he’s just still a bit heartbroken about Viktor 😔 He’s usually a (pretty deadly and ruthless) himbo 😄 And glad you’re loving Luka as well 😂 He sometimes takes too much liberty with his teleporting/blinking ability 😆

It is indeed hard to not get charmed by Rin 😩 You might not have to choose between Ash and Rin 😉 (And yes guys, Ash and Rin poly is currently planned although might not get implemented right away yet since I’ll need some additional planning to accommodate it).

And yes, gotta make MC fight with style, you know? 😂 Gotta be cool and all, like Luka. Also, I’m a bit touched that your MC agreed to kill 5 people to make Grandpa and Luka proud 🥺 They would most certainly be happy to hear about it later on 😉

🤣 Luka agrees with your sentiment that it’s enough detail about his sex life for the entirety of MC’s life 😆

Ooh this is the second time I’ve seen someone wanting to let the killer live but not out of compassion and forgiveness, but to make them suffer even more 🤔 Interesting…

And wholesome family dynamics is just my weakness 😭 I have to include it in my first ever IF.

MC’s close bonds with Luka and Ash and Grandpa might be one of the little things left that MC really holds on to after the death of their dad, their mother figure (Cara), and their grandma. And loyalty to their remaining family is one of the core cornerstones that all MCs will share with one another no matter what.

I’ve always seen close family bonds between the Morozovs to be one of their most defining characteristics and strengths (and also weakness at the same time).

It’s the reason that Viktor couldn’t cleanly leave his past behind and sever Luka and Cara completely out of his (and MC’s) life after he ran away.

But at the same time, it’s also the reason MC survives the attack and is able to grow up to become the person they are today, loved, cared for, sheltered, and protected from the harsh underground world by combined efforts from Grandpa, Luka, and Ash.

This will also be the reason that Vigilante and Superhero MC won’t be able to turn against their own family. And the reason Luka and Grandpa and Ash wouldn’t leave MC behind and abandon them even when they chose those paths for themself.

#asks #anon ask #if: vendetta #chapter 3 #lore #char: mc #ro: ash #ro: rin #ash/rin poly #char: takashi #char: luka #char: jackal #char: grandpa #if game #if wip #dashingdon #choicescript

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whoseafraidofliloleme · 1 year

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𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐀𝐫𝐞 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐍𝐨𝐰: 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐁𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐖𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐌𝐞 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 1:

Summary: {HP AU}. Gryffindor Golden Boy and Ravenclaw Troublemaker are the Head Boy and Girl for this year. Two clashing forces, it is going to be an interesting year at Hogwarts.

Taglist: @beans-and-jeanes @blaaiissee @flwrsforriki @harperwasstaken1 @sbnchaos @kange3939 @wonieleles @jovibaes @boowoohoo @kkalechip @itsatodorokisimp @anothershorthuman

Permanent Taglist: @honeyhuii @chirokookie @nyxtwixx @clar-iii @centheodd @prdxinvade @hiqhkey @junnniiieee07 @love-4-keum @acciomylove @sproutswonies @youkwim @kpoplover718 @anotherimaginesaccount @ashxxgyu @bubblytaetae @strwberrydinosaur @xiaoderrrr @shinkenprincess-oh

This got too long. So this Where Are They Now is split into 2. This part focuses on the time skip between chapters 31 and 32 of YBWM. The next part will be the one year after the final YBWM chapter 😂.

★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★

Our babies have graduated yay!. As mentioned in a chapter at some point.

Mrs Weasley, Ginny and Hermione planned a graduation/birthday bash for YN.

This is the most mingling that all of YNs different groups have done ever.

It wasn't intentional but while Jungwon made his place in YNs friend group, she found it harder to mingle with his friends.

The only one she was most comfortable with was Wonyoung, who being the star she is.

Took it upon herself to make sure YN is comfortable and happy around the rest of Jungwons friends.

Jungwon on the other hand, he's practically being passed around the Weasleys, all of them sizing him up.

Interrogating him on if he's worthy for their girl.

Sirius takes extreme joy in reminding Jungwon that he is YNs dad and just one wrong step, he can ruin Jungwons life.

The Malfoys join in that by declaring they'll make Jungwon a pariah in British Magical society if he dares hurt YN.

The funniest has to be Teddy, who the minute YN gets there, attaches himself to her and doesn't leave her alone.

Any time Jungwon even tried getting close, he gets a glare from Teddy and a few times Teddy almost biting him 😂.

Eventually Remus and Tonks find Teddy and they talk to him about leaving ynwon alone 😂.

Now moving on from this party. Since graduating, we've got ppl moving in together.

Jungwon, Sunghoon and Jay, all get an apartment together. Bahi, moves to France to train to be a magical seamstress.

Gaeul and Wonyoung are still living with their parents but plan to move out in a year or so.

Meanwhile, all the troublemakers decide to come together and rent in the same building.

The purebloods aka YNs besties, theyve got their parents mansions to choose from.

None of them want to be separated so decide to live at one of their mansions together.

Well all of them but the Choi line, Soul and Jake, give an ultimatum that they refuses to live with the Choi's again 😂.

So those three just buy a nice apartment in diagon alley but majority of the time they're at whoever's house the group is living in.

So in the end, YNs parents mansion is decided. All of them living there.

After the debacle that happened at Hogwarts, Ron was determined to send YNs family to jail.

It got to the point, Hermione who before taking up teaching was a famous lawyer, came out to fight YNs case against her family.

That worked and they get sent to Azkaban for life.

In the process, Hermione finds a way to nail all the other kids horrible parents/family as well.

So everyone free from abusive families.

In lieu of this, Harry manages to convince YN to get therapy for everything she's been thru.

She resists at first but eventually agrees.

Jungwon seeing how much this helps YN, makes it his mission to convince the rest of her friends to go to therapy as well.

Basically all the purebloods in YNs group get therapy and are healing.

Now onto more things that happen in the years between graduating and final chapter.

Jungwon is in law school and tho it is killing him, he's determined to work at H&R, Hermione and Remus law firm eventually.

Sunghoon, always the one filming, wanted to be a photographer but he gets street casted in Muggle London.

Jay is a trainee auror. Hes doing okay, it's long and hard but he's happy.

Gaeul and Wonyoung, start they're own skin care and make up line, using magic and Muggle products.

Trouble makers san YN, get offered jobs with the Weasley twins.

They all take it without even thinking.

Causing trouble and chaos as a day job, it's their dream.

Our pureblood besties have more than enough money that they never need to work but they all want to earn.

However it's Sirius that tells them that they need to recover, process all that they've been thru first before they can live for themselves.

They all decide to just go to therapy, start healing and then decide what they want to do, they've got the time and money to do that.

Regardless of that, these workaholics need things to do.

Soul, Heeseung, Jake and Theo decide they're gonna redo the interiors of their family mansions.

The girls not to be outdone, help Gaeul and Wonyoung with their business but are also doing odd jobs for the vast number of Weasleys and other connections that YN has.

After about 2 years of therapy, YN decides she wants to go on a trip. Initially she wants it to be a solo trip.

However, no one wants to let her go on her own. Not because they don't trust her.

Oh no, cause they know this girl will cause chaos wherever and there needs to be ppl to keep her in line 😂.

So the parental disappointments all decide to go on a trip together. Sirius puts together an itinerary, it ends up being a year long trip.

Yep, u read right. Ynwon were long distance for a whole year. They made it work, obviously.

Now we're a year before the final chapter. YN decides she's had enough of the odd jobs, she knows what she wants as a career.

She's training under Hermione, to be a transfiguration master. At some point, take over being transfiguration professor at Hogwarts.

Chaehyun is happy to be a normal ministry worker, she enjoys the monotony of a 9-5.

Theo, Jake, Heeseung and Soul, took over the family businesses and changed everything.

Got rid of the toxic work environment their parents had created.

Trouble makers, specifically Sunoo and Niki approach Theo and Heeseung about starting a business together.

While the 2 loved working for the Weasleys, they want to make theyre own things, branch out.

Eventually they convince Youngeun and Hikaru to make a new business. Which Sirius happily helps invest in.

Soul, who didn't want to take over his family business, hands it to Intak who happily takes over.

Soul, joins the new Troublemakers Inc. and loves working with his friends as they build a business to rival that of the Weasley twins.

YN tho busy with her masters, does invest some of her family money into Troublemakers Inc.

So coming back from the one year long trip, dynamics and living arrangements have changed.

Soul and YN decide to move to Hogsmeade, closer to Hogwarts and the law firm Jungwon is working at.

Everyone else disperses to be closer to significant others or to their places of work.

Troublemakers inc. prioritise meeting up as much as they can. Its hard with them all being busy but they make it work.

Surprisingly, Heeseung is the one who takes to being a society wife.

He's not even married but seeing his love for event planning, Narcissa Malfoy took him under her wing.

With Heeseung planning the events, none of the purebloods are allowed to not come, Jungwon weirdly enough is his helper.

His events are so exclusive, they've got foreign dignitaries begging Harry to get them invites to Heeseungs events if they're in the country when they are happening.

According to Jungwon, helping Heeseung plan events is how he procrastinates from all the paper work he has to fill out as a lawyer.

Jake getting tired of being a CEO, decides to try being a healer. He's joined the fast track course at St Mungo's.

Theo on the other hand thrives at being a CEO. He always wanted to be part of the family business. He really is living his best life.

Jay. Is an auror, he's one of the best and is making quite the name for himself.

Bahi after finishing her studies in France, is working for Madame Malkin's. She's being trained to take over after Madame Malkin retired.

Gaeul and Wonyoungs business took off. They are trying to expand across Europe, so these two are always flying everywhere.

Sunghoon, becomes a famous movie star, he only ever leaves the magical world when he's filming so paparazzi can never get pics of him 😂.

Choi line are just causing chaos in any way they can, they've got money you last generations so they only ever work when they want to.

All three decide to go to Muggle univeristy. By the final chapter they're studying to get they're second degrees.

Ynwon tho hella busy, make time for dates and each other.

★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★

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sp4rklegutz · 5 months

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so apparently my main vent acc got deleted yay first tiktok and now this i genuinely dont know why everyone wants me to hurt me ? like imm trying not to have a victim complex but like wtf am i supposed to do ppl irl dont care and now i cant even vent online ? like having ppl listen to me online makes me feel better it feels like ppl care now i dont even have a reason to live or try bcs who cares no one irl does and now the only thing i had online is taken away from me and no one will see this post to idk ig who was responsible for my acc to get banned like do u like seeing ppl suffer ??????? like genuinely do u gain happiness from it ?? i'm going to end my life i'm not joking fuck u all

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aggold15hi01 · 2 months

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⚠️ Disclaimer: The original post isn't mine. Plus the image of Logan Sargeant inserted below the page break isn't mine.

📷 📝 Credits of the original post goes to Athletes Unlimited via Twitter/X and Twitter/ X for the original post of Allisha Gray becoming the new champion of AU Hoops.

📷 Credits of image goes to *Formula 1, YouTube and Logan Sargeant for the image of Logan with the sign 'I have' from the 'Never have I ever' video you can find it on YouTube just for free to watch in general.

Yay! Congrats to Allisha for winning the AU Pro Hoops of this season alone. 🤩

ℹ️ 👩🏽‍💻 💁🏽‍♀️ Also for all personal thoughts from the author herself as well as a cute picture of Logan with the 'I have' sign from the 'Never have I ever' video from both Formula 1 and YouTube; it is below the page break she had inserted herself. 😊 🤙 💁🏽‍♀️ ⬇️

(*Author's note: Oh come on; can you please do better next time? Especially with what had happened recently at the Australian Grand Prix. Like safety is way more critically important than entertainment plus these drivers are human beings NOT Ken dolls or the My Scene guy dolls which people can play with them and make up their own story. Like come on now, F1; do better at the Japanese Grand Prix at Japan. Foolish mistakes they made worse than how Britney is trapped in a conservatorship by her own father and his team of people who are truly responsible for the conservatorship with Britney and also the way D**** had a**** Cassie and everybody else who used to work with him. Also, R.I.P to those people who lost their precious lives to his (D****'s) pair of slimy and bloody hands based on how he took their precious lives--plus prayers to everyone out there who had been affected greatly by those ppl as well as free Palestine on another serious yet an irrelevant note BTW.

Also; Free Britney, Free Palestine and sending unconditional prayers for Britney, Cassie: Logan; George and everyone else in general on a serious yet an irrelevant note as well. 🙏 )

In my own opinion; this does feels like an obvious and a clear sighting of a rainbow appears in the islands of Hawaii after a long plus a sad additionally a dark and even a miserable heavy rain to pretty much wash away the pain where it does truly rains in Oahu as perhaps it had heard the news of Logan getting snubbed by James by having to put the weight of blame and shame on Logan when he didn't do anything wrong thus . . . by the time when Allisha won the Athletes Unlimited Hoops Championship in their 3rd Season then this is where I knew she wanted to dedicated it to her Floridan-Hawaii transplant merman on her win.

Interviewer: Did you heard Allisha Gray won this year's Athletes Unlimited Hoops Championship in Dallas, Logan?

Logan: (*Shows 'I have' sign*) I couldn't watch the championship unfortunately as I do have to travel and it is a deep pain under the deep waves of Haleiwa (Or more accurately 'A deep pain in the ****/ ***') for the international viewers including the people of Hawaii and also for all of the people who are watching this out there as I know there couldn't truly afford to either get the WNBA League Pass; VPN or either both which is worse . . . so . . . when I heard the news from Twitter/ X; I just . . . felt happy. It's like seeing a bright and joyful rainbow after a long, heavy; tough and miserable rain we do have to truly experienced it every day in the islands of Oahu, Hawaii.

#my own post #my own words #my own writing #my writing #allisha gray #credits to the rightful owners #credits to the original owners #not my post #logan sargeant #Original post isnt mine #image isnt mine #photograph isnt mine #photo isnt mine #picture isnt mine #athletes unlimited basketball #Athletes Unlimited #Athletes Unlimited Pro Hoops

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highway-stars · 1 year

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One thing I'm realizing is that the expectation to be successful and strive for greatness is -still there- despite how the goal of so many ppl in my generation is to just get by.

Like. Especially once covid became a thing, my goal was literally to just do what I could to get through it without going totally broke, having a mental health crisis, or getting sick over and over and over again. I thought I was super lucky that I was able to stay in my apartment and not have to move back in with my parents. I was like yay! I'm doing it! I'm adapting and surviving and I can celebrate that... Right?

But idk now that everyone is pretending everything is totally back to normal despite people STILL getting potentially life-threateningly sick on the regular, and inflation making everyone's cost of living an absolute shit storm, businesses shuttering every other week, I feel like I'm still ~expected~ to be reaching for "normal milestones" right now.

I was 26 when we entered the pandemic. I'm 28 now. I get the creeping feeling that people are looking at me like "ok... what next?? :0" Marriage? A house? Career advancements? New, big, exciting things??? And I'm like. Idk a year ago I was just satisfied with having a tiny apartment with a wide enough patch of dirt where I can grow tomatoes. I'm not allowed to be happy with that anymore I guess.

And the bit is - no one has outright told me they expect these things from me. My parents never said anything, no one irl has. So this messaging is either coming from the world around me or from inside my own brain.

#like this is American Brain Rot right??#long post #personal #I'm not putting this under a pagebreak because if anyone has any insight or feels similarly I'd love to hear it

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kawaiicherryblossomperfection · 8 months

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nerves-nebula · 1 year

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so i saw ur post asking bigender / boygirl ppl to explain what its like btw if this is to late or annying u can totally ignore it or delete it srry if this is annoying anyway

for me personally i will feel like im both a boy and a girl separately but like sometimes one will be more prominent . like yes i am one of the boys a he / him a femine girly who also happens to be a boy who is a girl . its hard to explain but gender dysphoria and euphoria r very silly like i will be euphoric abt looking masculine and wow ppl think im a man !! my voice is so deep !! they r using he / him for me !! yippee !! but then simultaneously ppl think im a man :(( my voice is to deep :(( i look bad and basically the same thing again but yay ppl think imma woman !! my voice and body language is so feminine !! ppl use she / her for me !! yippee !! and then its like ppl think im a woman :(( everybody looks at you and thinks " girl :((

so basically to combat this i dress and act in a very confusing way and ppl normally stumble pther prns or ask me what gender i am which makes me happy :D also introducing myself w different prns / gender expression and act differently so some ppl see me as a cis ( very gay ) boy , some see me as a girl , some think im a transboy , some think im a transgirl , some see me as nonbinary, some gave up trying to figure out . so interacting w different groups of ppl i know throughout the day will normally end in ppl suing a varied sets of prns for me = ultimate gender euphoria like lets switch it up a bit

the only problem is when two ppl i know meet and they both have a different perception of me bcs around them i acted very masc / fem presenting so one will be talking abt smth and refer to me w a set of prns and the other person will be like " no [ ] use/s [] / [] prns and then they will actually start fighting abt my assigned gender at birth it's actually very funny like they will then be confused and i will normally have to randomly joke or make smth up for them to forget the situation . only downside i have had to move schools and classes multiple times bcs i got outed that way .

anyway i personally think for f ! leo ( in ur au ) he would be like " noooo i cant be trans or smth like i still feel like a man ... partly " and then have a complete gender crisis bcs he is a man but hes also a woman and holy shit what would a girl mutant ninja turtle look like ??!! like i also feel like he would use the excuse that other ppl have it worse and that shes not " fully " trans or smth ( which isnt true gender is a spectrum no trans person is " more " trans then another trans person ) i personally headcanon leo as transmasc ftm and ive never heard of boygirl rise leo but it sounds rlly interesting and a cool au !! also i rlly like ur art srry again if this was annoying or i started rambling

not annoying at all, very helpful in fact! you seem to be living your best life and I'm happy it's (mostly) working out for you hah, this DOES give me some good ideas too. especially with the kinda shit where Leo's like "well i'm a man SOMETIMES so I'm probably not trans" hah.

ALSO TO BE HONEST I usually headcanon leo as a trans man too but,, for some reason Future Leo being a girlboy is sooo appealing to me. I think its cuz my nonbinary characters are usually agender or having a culturally important gender or Third Gender (like me) so I've recently started playing more with characters who feel both Guy and Girl or switch between them and I'm really on a Future Leo roll right now so i might as well sweep him up into it too.

#nnstuff #ask #asks are sweethearts #bigender #trans

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