Scream For Me Doll~
Ghostface!Ellie x F!Reader
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ITS FINALLY FUCKING HEREEEEEE!!!
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GHOSTFACE!ELLIE AI AUDIOS HERE!!
Before I even start-
18+ CONTENT MINORS AND AGELESS BLOGS DO NOT INTERACT. THIS FIC IS DEFINITELY NOT FOR MINORS!!
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I’m sorry it’s taken me so long to finally finish this fic, I wanted to make it the best I could for you deranged Beauties~. I will say though, I only proofread half of it (I'll proofread the other half later - sorry I just wanted to post it already heeheheh~) so any mistakes I apologize they will be fixed in the future!
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This fic IS NOT for everyone, so please if it isn't your cup of tea...move on. Any type of hate sent my way I ask for it to not be anonymous so I can do you the justice and block you straight up. This fic contains the following: (If I forget to put a TW please let me know so I can add it on!!)
LOTS of dark themes, Filthy smut, Knife play, Blood play, Self harm (Ellie's behalf - slightly intentional - she cuts herself on the blade), Degradation (Very minor), Possessiveness, Stalking, Cursing, Deranged reader and Ellie, Mentions of murder/killing.
I think that's it - again if I missed anything please let me know. BUT that's about it folks, hope you Beauties~ enjoy!! (7839 Words)
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The sound of breathing was the only thing to be heard, Ellie’s warm breath bouncing off the flesh of the mask and back into her own. She learned very quickly how to stay quiet in situations like these. Her robe almost touched the floor, flowing right along with her movements. The sun had set hours before, a warm yellow moon took its place. Darkness cascades over the town, it was during these hours where she thrived the most. The shadows made for her stalk within the night, hiding all of her secrets in its shroud. She slowly creeps towards your window, forever thankful that your room was located on the first floor.
A lot of her nights were spent like this. Reveling in her recent victims over the weeks to then come and celebrate by watching you at your most vulnerable. You weren’t on her hit list, far from it actually. Her obsession for you was different, not one of bloodlust. Although she’d love to see the deep velvet color of your blood drip down your stomach. The tip of her blade digging into your skin, not too hard, not too soft, but enough to pierce the skin. She’d imagine rubbing her gloved thumb across the liquid, smearing it towards your hip bone. Where she’d then grip your waist, squeezing the soft flesh in her palm.
Her true bloodlust was for the imbeciles who fell into her traps, never clever enough to understand the gravity of the situation they’ve put themselves in. What genius would walk through an alleyway alone after a night of drinking? Or answer a phone call in the deep hours of the night? Only idiots would and Ellie hated the idiots of the world. The ones who deserved to be silenced by her blade, one less ignorant human on this planet. She saw the evils she committed as an act of justice. Just what society needed, one less idiot to exist. But fuck there were so many. That’s why she enjoyed you the most. You weren’t like them.
The way you were always aware of your surroundings, keeping up on the latest murders of the month. Those murders being her own work of course. She saw the way your eyes lit up at the idea of figuring out who the infamous Ghostface was. You were determined, it was cute in your own way. Ellie was always one step ahead though, she knew about your obsession with the slasher. Being your close friend was her advantage to the game. It was her fun version of tag, except for the fact that you were unaware you were playing it with her. Coming so close to touching her, the tips of your fingers stretched out wide but she was able to run and hide. You having to start all over again just when you were so close. She loved when you got close.
She’d listen to all the theories you’d come up with about who Ghostface could be. You’ve gotten close a few times, even if it was jokingly pointing the finger at her. You’d laugh off the idea of Ellie being Ghostface. It’s too hard to believe your childhood friend who you’ve spent every waking moment with to be the one. You told her she didn’t have the guts to commit such acts, too blinded by the nurturing friendship the two of you shared. As clever as you were, in which Ellie respected, you always missed that one piece.
There was a moment that she did want to tell you, to scream it off the rooftops or to stand outside your house with it written in bold letters. Hey, it’s me! I’m Ghostface! Surprised huh? But she knew that’d be too risky, as much as she trusts you with her life she doesn’t fully know if you’d be able to keep this under the wraps. Would you run away screaming, telling the first officer you see? Or is there that slight chance that you’d be alright with it…
This was another fantasy Ellie loved to live in. You overjoyed with the fact that she was the one. Running up to her and caressing her mask, blood staining the tips of your fingers just moments after her fresh kill. But she knew better. Out of all the secrets you two shared, this was the only one she kept to herself.
Little did she know you had secrets of your own. Your obsession with the slasher didn’t just end at finding out who it was. You wanted them for yourself. You wanted to trace their mask with your fingers, dragging them down the oversized robe and over to their gloved hand. You dreamt of grabbing that hand that yielded the knife. Tracing it up your chest to your delicate throat. To feel the cool blade against your skin would welcome heat that would pool between your thighs. You wanted them to use you how they wanted, bending at their will, doing whatever for them. It was a fucked up fantasy you couldn’t stop. But did you truly want it to stop?
You had to bite your tongue every time you talked to Ellie about them. She was intrigued with your theories, always ready to listen in on the newest piece of evidence you brought up. But you didn’t want to face the judgment of her words when you told her the main reason you wanted to see what was behind the mask. You imagined her reaction once. You didn’t imagine it again after that.
As she peers in she feels her chest swell up. It never felt any different for her, you always made her feel a certain way. Especially during these times. When she had the mask on, it changed her. She became a different person, she felt free. She felt like her true self. It was funny in a way, usually people put on a mask to hide their identity. But it wasn’t the same for Ellie, it brought out the worst in her. She loved every second of it.
You were fast asleep in your bed, legs in a tangled mess with your blankets. Your brows were furrowed, tightly knit together. She was curious as to what you were dreaming about. Was it a nightmare? Troubles from something that happened earlier in the day? It took everything in her to not climb in through your window, coming close to you to smoothen out the lines between your brows. Her eyes trailed down to your lips, taking in how soft they looked. How badly she wanted to glide her gloved fingers across them. Just to hook them into the side of your mouth and pull back the flesh, making you smile like the joker.
Her nightly ritual would soon come to an end. Much to her disappointment she had to go back to being the regular old Ellie. The Ellie no one suspected was Ghostface. She took in your features one last time before descending back into the night, the darkness consuming her once again.
Finding the abandoned shed by her house she shed herself of her shroud and mask, putting them away in her pack. She returned home shortly after, unlocking her door with her key. She couldn't wait to also get some rest. Unbothered to do anything else besides sleep she threw her pack across the room. Flopping into the bed it didn’t take long for her to be whisked away into lust filled dreams of your face.
The next morning came in a hurry. Ellie woke up in a sweat, the stuffy heat of the summer causing her clothes to stick to her skin. It didn’t help that she fell asleep with her jeans and t-shirt on, too tired the night before to change into something more comfortable. Her hand reaches over on her nightstand, grabbing her phone she checks the time, 11 a.m. It wouldn’t be long until you’re knocking at the door, you both had previously made plans to go out today. Finally having a matching day off you didn’t want to waste it away, even with the stupid curfew in place. Jackson didn’t have much to do but you both made it work. Your favorite spot was going deep into the forest, dangerous yes, but you enjoyed the quiet serene scene. The only sounds being what nature wanted to sing to you that day.
Today would probably be one of those forest days. The overwhelming buzz of fear that clouded the skies of Jackson was starting to be too much for you to handle. You wanted, no needed, a mini escape from it all. And who better to escape all of it with none other than your loyal friend. She understood how you felt, how sick of the people you were. She understood it all too well.
Ellie placed the phone back down on the nightstand, rubbing her eyes as she sat herself up. Letting out a sigh she climbs out of bed and goes to get ready for the day. It doesn’t take long until you’re knocking at her door. Toothbrush in her hand she rushes over to let you in. Your soft smile sends flutters to her stomach, precious as always. She sends a smile back your way, standing off to the side to let you in. You were wearing a regular t-shirt and shorts that hugged your thighs just right, she couldn’t help her eyes from checking you out. After you walk in she closes the door and returns to the bathroom to finish getting ready.
You walk over to the door to the bathroom, leaning against the frame watching her finish up. You gave her a knowing look and she knew what would come out of your mouth before you even said it.
“New evidence?” She asks.
Your grin widens, “Maybe…”
“Spill, now.”
This happened often, you’d have some new “gossip” about the killer from your unresting research. While Ellie would sit and listen, wanting to know how close you’ve gotten this time.
“So you remember a week ago when that random man was murdered?”
Ellie pretends to think about it for a second. She knew exactly who you were referring to, he was a tough one. His extreme persistence to survive almost caused him to escape her grasp, almost. She nods at you.
“Well apparently he put up a fight.”
Ellie’s face cringed, thinking back on the memory. Her expression quickly changed to a confused one, now wondering how you knew about his persistence.
“I know I know, the only reason I found this out is because of someone sharing some info on Reddit.” She waits for you to continue on. “So their Dad is a cop blah blah, shit no one cares for. But because of this he gets inside info. So get this, they found a piece of the handle to the blade Ghostface used to kill him. There’s some overly complicated science as to how they know he struggled. But the piece of it gives them a slight advantage on what weapon the killer uses. It’s honestly crazy how the knife broke. It’s said that the Buck 120 is very durable, some luck huh?”
Fuck-
Ellie knew her mistake but didn’t think it would be found so soon. By the time she realized the piece had fallen off it had already been too late. That night she was consumed with the need to see you. Specially after that persistent fuck gave her such a hard time. The stress of it all ate her alive, for once she feared she would be discovered if he was able to escape her grasp. Luckily with one hard strike she was able to finally take him down. Enraged after the fact she kept up the hard strikes at his weak skin. Definitely a blood bath, all the emotions clouded her mind. She didn’t realize that her harsh slashes may be the one thing to bring her demise. When she saw you that night all the stress seemed to disappear. She returned home that night, dread still heavy on her head. Seeing you truly did help her but soon as she left you it all came back. The next morning was when she saw the lost piece in her handle. Cursing herself at her stupidity, it was too late. She never goes back to a kill, no matter how satisfying or difficult. It was too risky, the bodies were found usually a day or so after she ended them.
Ellie snapped out of her thoughts at the sound of your voice. “Earth to Ellie, you there?”
She rinses her toothbrush and spits out the paste in her mouth to answer you.
“Yeah.” She laughs it off, “Sorry. Just thinkin’ about what you said.”
You tuck in your lips nodding slowly at her words. “It’s crazy to think about isn’t it? I’ll find out who it is eventually I know it.”
“Oh you do now?” Ellie forgets about her previous thoughts. More interested in your words instead.
“Mhm~ You know how close I’ve gotten.”
“I also know how many times it’s slipped from you too.”
“Whatever, I don’t wanna hear this shit talk when I find out who it is. I’ll prove everyone wrong.”
Sure you will. Ellie thinks, “I’m gonna talk shit regardless. You know this.”
You laugh at her words, “You’re right. Anyways hurry up, I wanna be out as long as I can before curfew.”
Ellie finishes up what she has to, not wanting to keep you waiting. As she gets her things together you go to sit on the couch, patiently waiting. After she’s done you both head for the front door. Before you can leave Ellie mutters a hold on forgetting one last thing. She goes back into her room before descending out with her guitar case in hand. You smile warmly at her. You always loved when she would bring her guitar. Playing the tunes you were never tired of hearing. You opened the door for her letting her exit with her case. Following her out you both took off to the calming forest. Letting go of all the troubles that plagued your minds.
After a few hours you and Ellie made it back to her house. The time spent in nature was a refresher you both needed. Similar reasons neither of you were aware of. The two of you didn’t eat the whole day so you both agreed to get food once settled in Ellie’s home. Not wanting the night with you to end Ellie made sure to invite you over after. She knew she’d be around you. Regardless if you stayed or not. She could either have you here or have you through your window. As much as she did enjoy the latter, she wanted to be around you as long as you’d allow. Even if it was when she was regular Ellie.
The both of you settled down onto the couch. Ellie loaded a game up to pass the time, knowing you’d enjoy watching her play. Ellie made you comfortable no matter the situation, being in her presence made you feel such a relief. A relief no one could provide in the same way that she can. You were scrolling through restaurants in the area on your phone. Stretched out sideways along the couch. Your back against the armrest and your legs over Ellie’s as she sat regularly. Her arms were resting on your lower thighs, fingers pressing away at the buttons. She told you to pick what you wanted, not caring what you’d order. She’d eat whatever you put in front of her anyway. You didn’t want anything too crazy, just something comforting and simple. Which is why you decided on pizza, can’t get more simple than that.
“I’m gonna get us some pizza.” You look up at Ellie from your phone.
Her eyes were trained on the screen, “Sounds good to me.” She shrugged slightly, replying.
“Okay I’ll get us a large and a drink as well.”
Ellie throws a quick glance in your direction, “My card should be in my pack in the room.”
“I can just buy it Ellie…”
“Fuck no.” When she looks back at you, this time she doesn’t break eye contact, “I invited you over to eat so I pay for it, yeah?”
You didn’t bother to argue back with her, you’d lose in the end. You always did. You mumbled alright and she lifted up her arms so you could slip off the couch. The warmth of your legs were gone, causing her to shiver from the cool feeling of her air conditioner.
You walked over into her room searching around for her pack. Your eyes scan the room when they finally land on it thrown over into the corner. You walk over kneeling down to open it up, digging through it you suddenly feel a sharp sting on your finger. Pulling your hand back from the pack with an ow you look hold your hand to see blood dripping from your middle finger.
“What the fuck?” You mumble.
Instead of making the mistake to dig around unaware again you slowly pull open the sides of the pack, opening it up to peek at what's inside. Your brows furrow at the black cloth harshly shoved in it. Slowly pulling it out to examine it an object flops to the floor. Snapping your head down your eyes widen, You can feel the blood draining from your face. A sharp flutter fills your stomach, it was a mask. But not any mask, a Ghostface mask. Picking it up with your free hand to examine it you now notice the red splatters, it stands out from the contrast of the bold white mask. Is that…blood? You think to yourself, it can’t be. This is a joke, there's no way she’s Ghostface. You smirk to yourself, was she really trying to fuck with you like this? She’s done stupid jokes before but never went as far as buying the costume to trick you. Some tricks, huh. Nice try Ellie.
Did she really think you were that naive? You were going to get up and confront her when the sting of your finger got your attention again. You almost forgot about the cut, you then realized that nothing in your hands could’ve sliced you like that. Don’t tell me she bought a knife too, oh Ellie-. You reached into the pack again, carefully this time knowing your chances of getting cut again were high. You couldn’t help the laugh that escaped your throat when you saw the light shine off the blade, she really outdid herself this time. You grasp the handle and bring it out from the bag, it was the exact kind of knife Ghostface used. The knife had the smeared red on the blade as well.
One part of you couldn’t believe the lengths she’s gone this time to fuck with your “investigation.” But the other part of you couldn’t help but shiver at the thought of her going this far. She didn’t truly know what these things did to you. If it was her, which was a long shot, you wondered how much easier everything would be. Not having to worry about who was behind the mask, not that you really cared, but it was something that crossed your mind. What if it was someone you couldn’t stand, would you be able to still keep up that fantasy of them? Could you still keep it up if it was Ellie? Your feelings for Ellie were that of a roller coaster. In friendship terms everything was smooth sailing, there’s no one else on the planet you could trust your life with more. But when it came to the topic of it being more than a friendship, that was a different story. You can’t say you never had feelings for her, you have. You just pushed them down when you realized how badly it could ruin everything. Plus you had no idea, doubted even, that she liked you the same. So you buried your own feelings deep inside, not daring to let them out again. Sometimes though she’d do things that made you shiver. That would cause those feelings to bubble over again, reaching for nothing but the disappointment you’d give them when you continued to shove them under again.
Although, to know that she did this all for you made those feelings bubble over again. Could she have a clue about your true intentions of wanting who was behind that mask? Is that why she went this far? To make you believe it? To fall for her instead of the true Ghostface? No, she wouldn’t, it’s just a dumb prank.
You laughed at your thoughts, going the extra mile once again, your delusions would constantly take control when the masked killer was involved. You twirl the knife in your hands one last time before you decide to put it down. As you check it for the last time your fingers smooth over something rough on the handle. Curious, you look at what the disturbed surface could be.
As you study the handle your heart drops. No, no, no- this can’t be happening, you think. You can feel the anxiety swell up in your chest. You forget how to breathe, your thoughts racing a million miles a minute. All of the countless hours you spent searching, all of the sleepless nights you’ve had. The endless amount of research you would study, day after day. Stuck scrolling on your computer not resting until you get so close to finding out who it could be. The theories of all the different people you had, you even bought a cork board to help your search. You pulled some crazy shit you kept to yourself to find out where or who they could be. Putting yourself in danger in hopes that you’ll be the slasher's “next prey.”
All of this for what? For it to be your best friend this whole time. The one person you were so sure of it not being. Fuck you felt so stupid. You grew up with her, you knew her better than you knew yourself. You felt pride in knowing that she would never be capable of such a thing, but she was. And here you are, staring at the handle with the piece of it missing that was just discovered by the authorities. As much as you wanted to deny it you couldn’t. Why did you want to deny it?
In a way this makes everything easier, your mind travels back to your earlier thoughts. The thoughts of what if Ellie was the killer. But why didn’t she kill you yet? If no one was safe from her slashes then why were you? Question after question filled your head, trying to piece all the evidence together to figure out just what you have missed. While in deep thought you heard a loud thud. Locking in place you slowly turned your head to the sound.
Ellie stood by the door, frozen. The controller that was once in her hand now faced upside down on the floor. She was wondering why it was taking you so long to grab your wallet. She knew it was in her room, in some pack that she threw on the floor yesterday. She hasn't touched it since. It wasn’t until she started thinking about it that she felt the color drain from her face. She was so exhausted yesterday that she forgot to put her Ghostface pack in the hiding spot she usually does. It slipped from her mind until this moment. Now she’s paying the consequences, walking in on you holding her knife. The very knife you just talked about hours earlier. The single piece of evidence that would be 100% proof of Ellie being Ghostface.
She didn’t know what to do or what to say. Scared that any wrong move would result in your panic, your screams filling the air as you ran for the door. But you didn’t. You didn’t move an inch, holding the knife in your hand you stared back at her. All of this time it was her, you didn’t want to admit it but you felt a sense of relief. You did it, you found out who Ghostface was.
You opened your mouth, trying to get something out, anything out but you couldn’t. Caught like a deer in headlights you thought about your next move. As you thought about it, so did Ellie. You weren’t supposed to find out, even if you did she didn’t want it to be this way. She wanted it on her terms, if she were to ever tell you anyway.
As flustered as she was she managed to speak first, “Seems like all that research paid off huh?” She chuckles.
Leave it to Ellie to make light of a situation like this, you were used to it though. She always jokes around when shit hit the fan, it was one of the many things you loved about her. You just weren’t so sure if this time was the right time for it. You looked down at the knife again, your fingers gliding against the abrasion.
“It was you the whole time…” Ellie’s eyes widened at your voice, “I busted my ass on research and it was right in front of me the whole time.”
“Surprise…?”
You let out a dry laugh at her response, how could you be so fucking stupid. She goes to open her mouth to speak again but you beat her to it.
“Do you know why I really wanted to find out who Ghostface was?”
Fuck it. It was out in the open so you might as well be honest. You didn’t know where this confidence came from but after finding out who a serial killer was you realized you only really have two options. She would let you go, which you think is unlikely or she would have to end it right here right now. Killing you to keep the risk of her being found out by the public. You didn’t think she was capable of killing you, you were her childhood best friend after all.
She stays quiet, letting you continue. You figured you had nothing to lose now, why not let it all out in the open.
“Finding out who was behind the mask really isn’t all that important to me. Honestly I could give less of a fuck who’s behind it. I just want them for myself. My fucked up fantasy of being with the slasher is all that I’ve been craving.” You sigh, your words becoming just a whisper. “It’s sick… I know.”
Did Ellie just hear you correctly? Are her fantasies becoming reality right before her eyes? All those nights at your window, watching you, craving you. You writhing under her as she pleased you in the one thing that made her feel like her true self. She watched as your face fell in despair, you were ashamed. There’s no need to be ashamed.
She wasn’t aware that she said her thoughts aloud, not realizing it until you lifted up your head.
You looked at her with a shocked expression, “You don’t think so?”
“How could I?” She starts, “You know what I do. I have no room to judge anyone, plus I’ve wanted nothing more than this.”
Your eyebrows furrowed in confusion, did you hear her correctly?
She continues on, “I’ve been dreaming about this moment forever. I wanted to tell you so many times but I didn’t know how. Your reaction was something I was scared of the most. But now that I know you want this, I’m ready to take the next step.”
“What is the next step exactly?” You ask.
Ellie’s soft expression changes in an instant, a smirk adorning her lips.
“I make you mine.”
You felt a slight pang of fear but not too much. Her words catered to your sick mind, they went straight to your core. She took slow steps towards you, as to test the waters on how you would react. You didn’t move an inch, letting her slowly make her way towards you. The grasp you had on the knife tightened in anticipation. When she came close enough she reached out to your hands, loosening your grasp from the knife she took it from you. Her eyes leave yours to study the object in her hands, the object she knew all too well. Her eyes darken as she grasps the handle, pointing the tip of the blade towards you now. The smirk never leaves her lips when she drags the tip of the blade lightly up your throat, stopping to tilt your chin up towards her.
“You want to be mine right?” She asks.
You bite your lip, “Only if you’ll allow it.”
It was at this moment that you saw the true change in her eyes. The Ellie you once knew, the Ellie you grew up with wasn’t the Ellie in front of you now. This Ellie was different…darker…possessive. You wanted to know this version of her more than anything, the true her behind the mask. The person you dreamt of having for so long was finally yours and you were hers. It was at this moment that you knew there was no going back, the two of you now becoming one in her secret. You’d do anything for her, be anything for her. She felt the same, all those nights she watched you at your window. She’d get rid of anyone who tried to hurt you in any way, she’d protect you from any danger that dared to wander around you. God forbid she catches the ones that hurt you, they’d regret their last moments.
Her eyes flickered back towards yours, keeping eye contact for just a moment before trailing around your face. They stop at your lips, how badly she’s wanted to kiss the plush skin for so long. She wastes no time and throws her knife to the side. Grabbing at the sides of your face she roughly presses her lips to yours. Your hands grasp at her shirt, kissing her back with just as much fervor. The kiss was far from innocent, teeth clashing and spit mixing, just how she liked it. She took your bottom lip in her teeth, pulling at the flesh and letting it flick back in place. Her lips lock back onto yours, you pull her closer by her shirt, needing to get as close as possible.
She pulls back after a few seconds, you let out a whimper at the loss. Your eyes filled with desperation as you stared up at her. She coos at the sight, her thumb swiping the spit across your bottom lip.
She licks her lips, “You gonna let me have you tonight?”
You enthusiastically nod your head, “Y-yes.” You’re still shaken up by the sloppy kisses you two just shared.
“Yeah? Gonna let me try something out on ya?”
You continued to nod your head, you didn’t care what she did to you. You’d give her whatever she wanted if she asked, she knew this. Yet she still wants to make sure you’re okay with it. She then took your hands in hers, pulling you to stand up along with her, she then led you to the bed. She pushed you back onto it, you flopped onto the mattress waiting for her next move. She admired you for a moment before walking back by her pack, she grabbed the mask off the floor and slipped it on.
“You want me to fuck you in this mask hm?” She asks. Not giving you time to reply she continues, “How much did you dream about this?”
Your words were stuck in your throat, it was all too much but it was so fucking good. You had envisioned how your first night with Ghostface would play out. Staring into their mask, their fingers buried in you, giving you the utmost pleasure you craved. But this? This was better than anything you could have imagined. Especially when it was with the one woman you loved more than anything.
She picked up her knife, twirling it in her hands.
“I would use this but that persistent fucker had to ruin it for me.” She shook her head, the loose fabric at the ends swayed in the air. “Good thing I got another.”
She walks over to her closet, digging around until she pulls out another Buck 120. She flips it over, checking out the shining blade and admiring it. She loved nothing more than her ol’ reliable knife.
“Got this one as a back up, y'know just in case incidents like before happened. A slasher must always be prepared~”
Her head looks up, the soulless black eyes staring into yours. You can hear the teasing tone in her voice when she talks to you. She’s well aware she has you wrapped around her finger, ready to do whatever she pleases.
She stalks towards you, “I’m gonna fuck you with this knife now~.” Her hold on the knife now tighter, “Don’t worry baby it’s clean, haven’t killed anyone with this one…yet.”
Your eyes widened, her words went straight to your core. You couldn’t help the little fidgets your body made as she slowly made her way towards you. You couldn’t see because of the mask but her eyes were trained on your thighs that clenched together in anticipation. You couldn’t help but rub them together, needing some sort of friction to relieve the heat building up between them.
You couldn’t help but ask, “Which side?”
Ellie groaned at your question, “Fuck baby~ you want the blade? Are you that psycho for me?”
You didn’t particularly want to be mutilated tonight, even though somewhere deep down in your fucked up brain the thought was there, you just wanted to make sure Ellie was on the same page.
“Just curious…” You reply.
She now stood in front of you, knife in her right hand. Her free hand comes up to rest on your knee, pushing it to the side to open your legs up for her. You can hear her heavy breaths through the mask.
“As much as I wanna see you bleed, I don’t want it that way. That’s what your thighs are for.”
Her hand strokes down your thigh, stopping midway to squeeze at the flesh. She brings her knife up to your skin, slicing it lightly enough to draw a tiny bit of blood. She flicks up the knife, her skills on display as she scoops the blood onto the blade, bringing it up to her mask and smearing it on the white rubber. She drags the knife down to the tip of the chin, tapping it against it a few times, as if in thought of what her next move is. You whimper at the sting of the cut, little droplets still flowing from it. She reaches up to smear the blood across your thigh, taking her time watching the way the red liquid spreads.
“I’ve wanted to see you bleed for me so bad. S’Better than I ever imagined.”
You bite your lip, holding back your whimpers as you wait impatiently for her next move. You wanted her to do something, to do anything to relieve the ache you felt. She turns the knife around in her hand, the grip pointing towards you.
“I’m gonna fuck you with the handle instead. That way every time I slash someone I have a memory of you with me. It’ll be the only thing I’ll think about with my victims.”
Her words flooded through your veins, firing up every cell in your body. You didn’t know she had such a way with her words, if she kept going you’d probably climax just from them alone. As much as her words had an effect on you, you wanted her to go along with her promise.
“Please…just fuck me already Ellie.” You beg.
“Patience Doll~ You out of everyone should know I like to take my sweet time when it comes to my victims. But since you said please, I’ll give you what you want.”
She sets the knife down next to you on the bed, her hands grip at the waistband of your shorts pulling them down. You were soaked, the fabric of your panties so wet that you could see the outline of your pussy.
“Mmh so wet for me, all I did was speak to you and draw a little blood.” Her thumb presses into your slit, pushing against your juices.
Her fingers hook into your panties pulling out the fabric, she then grabs her knife and cuts off your panties. You breath hitches at how close the blade was to your core, any closer and she would’ve cut you. Making you bleed for the second time that night. She chuckles at your reaction then shoves the panties into her back pocket, saving them for later.
She pushes up your thigh, opening you up for her and lines up the knife handle to your entrance. She teases you, gliding the end of it up and down your slit collecting up your juices to lube up the knife.
“You ready Doll?” She asks.
You whisper out a yes as she slowly slides the handle into your pussy, watching you grip onto it. You can feel her push back on your thigh more, making you stretch so she can get a nice view of you. Even though it was happening in front of her she couldn’t believe you were sprawled out before her like this. She’d catch herself staring at her knife imagining how it would look against your skin, how much she craved to slide it through your folds. Now that she was here it was almost too much, but she didn’t let her excitement take control. She wanted to fully immerse herself in this experience, taking all of you in. From the scrunches of your brows to the curling of your toes, she wanted to see all of you.
She carefully dragged out the knife, her hand delicately holding the blade. She pushes the handle in and out of you, setting a slow steady rhythm. You writhe under her touch, not being able to hold back your moans anymore, the cool handle adding to the pleasure. You grab onto her wrist, holding her tight. You look up at her mask and she catches your movements tilting up her head. You’re staring hard enough to see her eyes through the meshed fabric, seeing the darkness behind them. She’s wanted this just as much as you did and you’re so glad it’s her that’s giving you this much pleasure. As good as it felt you wanted more, the slow pace was killing you. In a way you felt like she was holding back, still too afraid to lose herself, scared that she might hurt you.
“Ellie…” You moan out, she twists the knife slightly muttering a yes.
“Please don’t hold back.” Her movements stop and you whine at her, “I want you to let yourself go, let Ghostface come out.”
Ellie’s hand quivered at your words, were you sure? Once she’s in that mindset she’s gone, she doesn't wanna risk too much. Although her dark thoughts were always in the back of her mind, how badly she wanted to drill her knife into you and watch you squirm at her force.
“Baby, are you sure? I don’t know if I’ll be able to control myself.”
You loved when she called you that, “Yes, I’m sure. I want it this way, I’m begging you~.”
You gave her wrist a reassuring squeeze and that was all she needed before the light in her switched. The Ellie you grew up with, knowing better than anyone is not the Ellie that’s in front of you now. That confirmation from you was all she needed to let her true side take control. It happened so fast you didn’t know how to react, Ellie had grabbed you and flipped you over. Making sure your ass was up in the air, almost hanging off the edge of the bed. You braced yourself on your hands, an oof coming out of your lips when she pushed your face down into the mattress.
You felt a harsh smack on your ass, you moaned at the sting it left behind. She kneads the flesh after, spreading you open and admiring you from behind. Without second thought she reaches down to grab the knife, this time firmly grabbing it by the blade as she plunges the handle inside you once again. She wastes no time fucking you hard and fast, her knuckles white from how hard she holds onto the blade.
“F-fuck Ellie!” You gasp out.
You’re in ecstasy, loving the way her demeanor changed. She loses herself in you, focused on the handle pushing in and out of you, how your juices cover the handle and drip down the blade onto her hand.
“You like that Doll? You’re taking this knife so well~ M’so proud of you.”
Your moans grow louder by the second, you’re not able to hold back anymore, not that Ellie wants you to anyway. You grip the bed sheets tight, your face repeatedly pushing into the mattress at her relentless force. You knew she was strong but fuck not like this. You were never really on the receiving end of her strength to truly know but now that you were you could see why no one stood a chance against her. She slaps at your ass again before she brings her free hand down to rub circles against your clit causing you to cry out. If she kept fucking you this way it wouldn’t take long for you to reach your high.
“Shit-” You heard her whisper.
You whip your head to the side to look at her. You can see her head tilt up to look back at you, she suddenly took her hand off your clit to reach up and tear off her mask. Her hair was a mess, tangled and stuck to her face in other spots from her sweat. Her eyes were blown wide, a harsh darkness to them you’ve never seen before and her lips. Her lips were red and plush from how much she bit them at the sight of you. You were a masterpiece to her, this was all she ever wanted. When she pushed her hair out of the way you noticed the blood that smeared along her forehead. She saw your eyes on her hand and gave you a lopsided smile, her hand going back down to rub at your clit once more.
“Fuckin’ you so hard I cut myself.” She laughs darkly, “You don’t mind right?”
Well fuck-
Your eyebrows scrunched together at her words, “No!” You moaned. “Don’t mind.”
You could barely form sentences from how good she was making you feel, she knew this and she reveled in that fact. A cocky smirk on her lips as her eyes watched the way you squirmed and stuttered under her. She could give less of a fuck that she’s bleeding, your pleasure being the only thing that matters. It didn’t take much longer for you to feel the build up in the pit of your stomach, you were close.
“Ellie I’m so close, please don’t stop~”
“Don’t plan on it Doll~” Ellie replies, speeding up her movements, if that were even possible.
You bury your face into the mattress but then you feel a harsh smack to your clit.
“I wanna hear your moans Sweetheart, don’t hide them from me now.”
You nod your head rapidly, tears are starting to form in your eyes from all the pleasure you’re experiencing. Who would’ve thought you’d be right here, experiencing the one thing you wanted the most, you never thought your day would end up like this. You’re thankful nonetheless, this is exactly what you wanted and you wouldn’t want anyone else doing it to you.
It didn’t take long until you reached your high.
“Ahh~ I’m cumming!”
Your back arched more, pulling at the sheets so hard they come undone from the edges. Ellie doesn’t slow down her movements either, ignoring the pain in her hand she keeps sliding the knife in and out of you. She watched as your juices flowed down onto the blade and her hand, mixing in with her blood. It made her moan out loud, a sight she’d never forget.
“Mmm cum for me Doll, just like that. I wanna see your juices on my blade.”
She helps you ride out your orgasm and your legs start to tremble. She chuckles at the state you’re in and slowly pulls the blade out of your pussy, watching your sticky juice strings stick to the handle. You watch her bring up the knife to her lips, sucking your juices off the handle, you whimper at her actions. When she’s done she throws the knife to the floor, her hands back onto you she spreads her blood up your thigh and onto your ass cheek as she gives you one last squeeze. You’re panting as you turn yourself over to lay on your back, she helps you lie down with a dark smile. She loves how she got you to this point, as much as she’d like to do it again she decides to save it for another night.
She reaches over to give your hand a quick squeeze saying she’ll be right back as she walks over to her bathroom. After a few moments she comes back with a wet towel, a cloth is tied around her hand to stop the blood from flowing. She walks over to you and wipes away all the blood and cum off your body, giving soothing strokes to your skin afterwards.
“So…” Ellie starts, “You gonna turn me in?”
You can’t help the snort that comes out of your throat, “Fuck off.”
“Is that a no, or?” She questions a knowing smile on her lips.
“I let you fuck me with your knife, do you think I’m gonna turn you in?”
She laughs at your response, “Just fuckin’ with ya.”
She climbs into the bed lying next to you, throwing the towel onto the floor, she faces you and strokes your cheek with the back of her knuckles. You look over at her with tired eyes and a warm smile, she really does switch up fast.
The two of you wrap up in each other's arms for the rest of the night. You ask all about her time as Ghostface, wanting to know every gory detail and she tells you it all. After a few hours of chatting you both lay in silence, content in each others presence.
Ellie speaks up first, “So…about that pizza?”
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RAVIOLIII!! I hope you all enjoyed my fic!! I thank you all for reading my content! I have more on the way but I will be taking a small break to work on my drag projects I got going on!! As always any feedback is appreciated as I always want to level up my writing. Thank you all for being patient with me!! You Beauties~ have a wonderful day/night!!
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By Zeus, they are stupid!
Back to our favorite mythomaniac, now suddenly proclaimed an expert on all things Greek/Olympic.
I had to howl. I mean, it's mandatory, at this point:
Calling all stations: there is NO Mount Olympia in Greece, you lost soul who thinks she's clever.
You should never have touched a sacred topic on this page: the Peloponnese. And you have finally managed to anger me. Seriously so: pursue at your own risk.
Archaia (that is 'Ancient' for you, Sinister Stupid Savant) Olympia, the birthplace of the Olympic Games, is one of my favorite places on Earth. It is situated in the North-West of the Peloponnese Peninsula, in the region of Ilia, beyond Corinth. That is Southern Greece for you, self-appointed Derailed Encyclopedia.
Mount Olympus, the cradle of the entire Greek Pantheon (that's all the Greek Gods, for you, Pretentious Idiot) is situated near the town of Litochoro, in Eastern Macedonia (as that guy, Alexander, you might have heard of him), in the region of Pieria. That is Northern Greece, for you, Arrogant Liar.
Distance between the two is very clear on a map:
557 kilometers, which means 347 miles. It would take me more than six hours to drive Zorba the Car from point A to point B and it took people like the ancient Olympic (not Olympian, you Faceless Pretentious Nobody) athletes probably more than one week.
Doubling the religious dimension of the athletic events, Archaia Olympia always functioned as Ancient Greece's UNGA (United Nations General Assembly, you Parochial Twat), with envoys from all the Greek city-states and overseas congregating there for the Games, but also (more often than not) to negotiate trade and/or peace agreements (Olympic truce, anyone?). This is perhaps why, unlike Nemea's stadium light cheerfulness, there's still a palpable sense of solemnity, today, in Olympia.
This cat, photographed by me in July 2022, in front of the Archaeological Museum of Olympia (I have already written about it in here: https://www.tumblr.com/sgiandubh/724219876757176320/a-stupid-shippers-guide-to-the-peloponnese-part) doesn't seem to give a damn about all of this, though:
Your credibility was already subzero, madam. I will soon be done with you, finally debunking your uninformed lies about S's copyright EUIPO trial. Even when you do not spew your gratuitous hatred, your overinflated ego and your foolishness betray the Aggressive Fraud that you are.
God, you're brainless. And your denseness is absolutely insulting, at this point. And to think there are people actually believing all the crap that you send into this world!
PS: torch is lit ahead of EACH and EVERY Olympic Games (Summer AND Winter), you Unspeakable Imbecile:
[Source: USA Today https://eu.usatoday.com/story/sports/olympics/2013/09/29/olympic-flame-relay-sochi-games/2890815/]
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Sherlock Fic Recs: Christmas Edition {2023}
❄️ Gather ~ ☃️ ☃️ ☃️ ~ 'round and 🎉 make 🎷merry🍹, all ye fic-loving fandom elves -- 'tis the season to shine a spotlight🕯️on Sherlockian Christmas fics!!! Here are some of my favorites -- I tried to pick ones that I haven't seen mentioned in recent lists that have been in my tumblr stream.
Whether they're new to you, or just a reminder to re-visit faves, enjoy!!! ❄️
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1. I'm Not His Date [2014] by objetpetita [ 17,029 words / T ] :: It all starts in a Boston coffee shop, where English professor Sherlock Holmes upends a visiting John Watson in a clever and fun "meet cute" (or "meet irritating-pompous-insufferable") in a whirlwind of Sherlockian proportions, and we're off to the races. There is a snowfight on the Common, Death Driving Miss Daisy: Lacan and Popular Culture, a Harry & Clara Christmas Eve wedding, witches, and a very boozy department party. It's as adorable as my favorite Christmas rom-com film, The Holiday. And it starts off with a corker of a first sentence: "It was morning, it was zero bloody degrees, everything around him was unfamiliar and American and cold, and John Watson was right on that inhuman precipice between still drunk and terribly hung over."
2. 5,687 (Approximately) [2015] by prettysailorsoldier [ 6,771 words / T ] :: Just a few years post-uni, Sherlock is enduring the agonies of a long-distance relationship with his boyfriend, who is on deployment in Afghanistan. During those times when John's on leave, the last people Sherlock wants to see are the idiots at the Met, so they've never caught sight of John and think he is a figment of Sherlock's imagination -- especially since he can't get home that Christmas. The set-up is sketched out with delightful fic flair, and the ending is not only sweet, but satisfyingly punitive [ c/o a very bamf John ]. The text messaging is some of my favorite writing in the Sherlock fandom -- their relationship in all of its multi-dimensionality comes through beautifully.
3. The 12 Truths of Christmas [2016] by @breath4soul [ 3,321 words / T ] :: This is a fic that has at its core the surfacing of unspoken emotional attraction betweenJohn and Sherlock via a very fun concept: “In place of some appalling or imbecilic gift inflicted upon me in the name of tradition on Christmas day, I propose that you provide me with one previously unknown fact about you for each day leading up to Christmas. 12 in total, John.” #9 has all the feels, and is a tour de force -- every time I re-read it it makes me break out in a smile, even though I know what's coming. Sherlock breaks out somewhat more: "Sherlock feels a flood of heat in several places at once. He stands up quickly and walks to his violin. He plays wild, erratic snaps of quick-paced music." The author has a whimsical and entirely understandable note to add: "You may fall in love with John reading this - I did."
4. The Romance Was There [2017] by @apliddell [ 4,011 words / G ] :: The author deserves an award for this being one of the best uses of Harry Watson in a fic, and of HW by Sherlock in a fic :-) 221B has never been cozier, Sherlock has never been more winsome, and John is a species type model of John in all of his clueless Johnness. The narrative dances along and sparkles and shines as seduction evolves, and Sherlock's rogueish charm is on full display. There's a poignant and endearing confessional letter, plus there's a Sherlock/Jeremy Brett reference that is absolute perfection in serving its role in helping the narrative quickstep the night away.
5. The Man in Aisle Ten [2020] by @blogstandbygo [ 1395 words / G ] :: Sherlock has several mysteries to unravel in the midst of Harrod's on Christmas Eve: what is the perfect gift for John? why is he having so much trouble identifying the perfect gift for John? and, incidentally, along the way to solving those, a local one. Luckily, Sherlock has Moira, master department store sleuth, to lead him to the solution. This fic is a small, perfect gift -- rather like the story's denouement --and is as witty as all of SBG's fics are. This is a veritable Peppermint Schnapps Hot Chocolate of a fic, warm, rich, sweet, delicious, tingly, and you'll find you reach the last bit much too fast, immediately requiring a refill. [ And there's a splendid podfic by @podfixx ! ]
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*fic repost recruits, perhaps??? ❤️ @totallysilvergirl, @7-percent, @discordantwords, @helloliriels, @elwinglyre, @mydogwatson
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Selyse is not a "who's this bitch" kind of person but honestly, she should be forgiven for meeting Sansa like this and going "who's this bitch"
Just then there was a call from outside the tent, asking for the king. Davos opened the flap and a young solder ducked inside, bowing low to the king first, then to Lady Melisandre, then to Selyse. "Your Grace," he said, "riders were just spotted on the pass below, making their way up to our camp."
"Spotted on the pass?" snorted Davos. "Are they riding snow bears? Or elks?"
As though in answer, an horn sounded in the distance. The king started, his expression as queer as any Selyse had seen on his face in their near twenty years of marriage. It seemed almost...hopeful. "That call," he said, as though to himself.
Davos shook his head. "I don't recognize it, Your Grace. Do you?"
"Oh, yes," said Stannis softly. "I remember it very well."
The party climbing up the pass was small — a hundred men at most — in two long rows, the banners of all of Stark's promised houses unfurled. They were mounted on the great lumbering beasts that passed for horses in the North. In the pearl-grey of dawn, Selyse could see the front pair dragging behind them a curious leather-and plate device. It was shaped for all the world like the prow of a ship and it cut through the snow with ease. The party moved only slightly slower than a full canter; even as she watched, the two horses affixed to the contraption slowed and stopped, their riders giving them full rein to blow out great puffs of air into the snow. The whole party halted in an orderly queue behind them, and the two mounted soldiers directly behind circled round to unhook the lead pair (without bothering to dismount) and attaching their own horses. The party then resumed its swift pace up the mountain pass. The two who had been in the lead rejoined smoothly at the end, where the snow been packed down to a tidy path.
"Ingenious," remarked Davos. Lady Melisandre said nothing, only quirked an eyebrow. Shireen asked some imbecilic question about something, and the king made a patient response.
"Perhaps these men of the North will bring you the miracle you seek, Your Grace," said Lady Melisandre, as the riders at last drew level.
"Certainly they seem to have performed the miracle of moving in this snow," Stannis observed.
Most of the riders remained at the foot of the camp, but a small group began to make their way toward them, their behemoth horses even more ridiculous as they drew closer, with their hoofs near as wide as platters and their tails cut short as a broomstick. As they halted before their king, the riders dismounted. Despite the bitter cold, not one of them showed any sign of discomfort, their thick boots and cloaks making them appear almost as outsized as their horses.
The king took a breath, as if to ask for their leader, when a hooded figure on a great chestnut beast came out from the midst of them. Her cloak and skirts were dirty from the road and snows, her copper-bright hair in a simple peasant's braid as she pushed back her hood. A half-dozen young men surged forward to hand her from her horse, but it was a giantess in armor who helped her down and followed closely behind as she approached them.
It took Selyse a long moment to realize who the girl was: Sansa, Catelyn's eldest daughter. (Eldest child, now that the usurper Robb Stark was dead — and Catelyn too, and Lord Stark before them.) She had more of her mother's look to her than her father's, which must have pleased the Imp when he married her; Tyrion had always liked his whores pretty and clever. There was something in the way that she carried herself, however, that made Selyse suspect Sansa might be rather too clever.
The girl made no move to bow to the king, merely drew within a length as her retinue fanned out behind her. "Your Grace," she greeted Stannis. At least she had the good sense to recognize her rightful king. "I am Lady Sansa, of House Stark."
"Lady Stark," the king replied, or began to, because at that moment the damned direwolf, that unnatural creature the Lord Commander had foisted upon them, came hurtling in from wherever the devils he'd been and lunged for the girl, sending her sprawling to the ground with a scream more chilling than Shireen's, horrifyingly cut off as she—
As she laughed, the creature licking frantically at her face with its great tail wagging. The girl brought her arms around its monstrous neck and hugged it closer to her, burying her face in its fur, unconcerned entirely by the spectacle. Her Northern lords looked well pleased, in fact, nodding and smiling at one another in shared understanding. He'll recognize her, Jon had told Shireen when she'd asked how Ghost would know who Sansa was. The pack knows its own. It seemed the whole of the North knew.
The king's people were nearly as susceptible. Davos was smiling like a dolt and Shireen looked as though she wanted nothing more than to join in the undignified affair. Lady Melisandre, at least, showed little sign of being moved; she was watching with an air of interest but no warmth. Only the king was truly inscrutable, as he stared down at the tangle of girl and dog with another expression she had never seen before. This time, she could not guess as to what it meant.
At long last, the beast allowed Sansa Stark to rise, once again accepting help only from her giantess. "My apologies, Your Grace," she said. Her smile was broad and bright even as she wiped at a streak of mud across her nose. "But as you might guess, Stark reunions are rare these days."
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I once saw someone rank all of Austen's men and of the romantic leads, they rated Henry Tilney last for being "misogynistic." I was VERY confused and had no idea how he could be read that way, especially because he embraces more stereotypical feminine activities like reading novels and picking out fabric. Is there a discourse I'm missing or is that person who made the ranking just stupid?
I believe that sentiment comes from these passages, read in isolation, all from Ch 14:
Where people wish to attach, they should always be ignorant. To come with a well-informed mind is to come with an inability of administering to the vanity of others, which a sensible person would always wish to avoid. A woman especially, if she have the misfortune of knowing anything, should conceal it as well as she can.
The advantages of natural folly in a beautiful girl have been already set forth by the capital pen of a sister author; and to her treatment of the subject I will only add, in justice to men, that though to the larger and more trifling part of the sex, imbecility in females is a great enhancement of their personal charms, there is a portion of them too reasonable and too well informed themselves to desire anything more in woman than ignorance. But Catherine did not know her own advantages—did not know that a good-looking girl, with an affectionate heart and a very ignorant mind, cannot fail of attracting a clever young man, unless
circumstances are particularly untoward.
and
"Perhaps the abilities of women are neither sound nor acute—neither vigorous nor keen. Perhaps they may want observation, discernment, judgment, fire, genius, and wit." (Henry Tilney)
If one takes all of this commentary seriously, Henry Tilney would come off quite badly, but it's clear the narrator is being facetious and that Henry is making a joke. Eleanor, who understands Henry's humour, does not take offence at all, and it's very clear that Henry loves his intelligent sister. So no, he's not just looking for an idiot to marry and he also doesn't think women are generally stupid. And as you say, his actions throughout the novel prove that he isn't a misogynist, he even takes pains to make Catherine feel better about her hobby of reading novels by admitting to loving them himself.
Taking what Henry says here seriously is equivalent to thinking Elizabeth was serious when she said she started loving Darcy when she saw Pemberley, a comment that her sister laughs at and then begs her to be serious!
I'm curious though, I did encounter a ranking once that rated Willoughby higher than Henry Tilney, was that the same list?
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Camelot Remix 2023 - Week 3
Fic: A trip to love for Laevateinn
(Gwaine/Percival – Teen and Up – 662w)
Summary: Gwaine and Percival are planning a trip to go admire the northern lights... But a worldwide pandemic gets in the way of their trip.
Fic: Morgana and the Hall of Fortune (A Fickle Canon Fix Remix) for Willowsmarika
(Gen – Teen and Up – 10509w)
Summary: After being run through by Merlin, Morgana Pendragon is offered an intriguing choice. Fortune has not smiled on her in her past endeavors, but perhaps there is wisdom to be gained, still, and a chance at a happier fate.
Fic: Life is for the Living (A Prayer before Birth Remix) for polomonkey
(Merlin/Arthur – Teen and Up – 3225w)
Summary: Merlin has always loved watching Arthur.
Fic: Out in the Snow, A Tiny Warlock Glows - Remix for NivellesArt (Nivelle)
(Gwaine/Merlin – Teen and Up – Art)
Summary: Merlin and Gwaine are away from others, and Camelot. They are attacked by bandits and while Gwaine is dealing with seemingly the last one of them, he realizes Merlin is seriously wounded.
Fic: Something So Magic About You (The Taste of Temptation Remix)for insane_falcon
(Merlin/Arthur – Explicit – 27053w)
Summary: “You’re more interesting than I thought you’d be,” Arthur admits, allowing his lips to curl into a smile that hovers somewhere between supercilious and patronising. “But you should really give up while I’m playing nice. I’ve been trained to kill since birth.”
His breath catches in his throat as the boy lets out an undignified snort. That was not quite the reaction he was aiming for... Before he can come up with something clever and scathing to say, the boy doubles down.
“And how long have you been training to be a prat?” he asks, again raising that damned eyebrow of his. “Or did that just come naturally?”
For an excruciating moment, Arthur is struck speechless. How dare this…this imbecile insult him to his face? A prat? He’ll show him who’s the prat!
Arthur’s eyes narrow as he brings his sword back up, but instead of cowering in fear, the boy merely smirks at him.
Or:
Arthur catches an apple thief and ends up getting more than he bargained for. (and no, I‘m not just talking about sex, although he does very much get that, too)
Fic: Bearly Beloved (The Arto-Maglos Remix) for MerlinMorganEmrys
(Arthur/Gwen – Gen – 7500w)
Summary: Once upon a time, there was a prince who was rather prattish.
Because of his prattishness, he was cursed to become a bear.
...
“Merlin, listen. This afternoon, I heard a girl singing in the forest. I have a plan.”
“Kidnapping her?”
“No.”
“Kidnapping her father?”
“No!”
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Truly, Madly, Deeply
I got this idea while writing fcc. Maris Baratheon is gay bc I said so. Happy pride month y’all 🏳️🌈 🫶🏽
The deal was simple: marriage or become a silent sister.
Her father always had little patience with her, which she supposes is alright. She has little patience with him. Whenever she feels a bit too claustrophobic in the castle, the good air being sucked up from his ego, she writes little notes and leaves them on her parent’s bed.
It always requires a maester to read them. Sometimes mother does it.
Having someone else other than the voice in her head call him an illiterate imbecile was worth the punishment most times. But this time, she could tell by the twitch in his eye that he was serious this time. She had looked to mother for help, and all she got was a sympathetic glance. Not sympathetic enough, she thought.
Maris always going to be the problem child, and in turn, she would always be considered expendable. She is not the prettiest, or the most duitful. Clever, they would call her. She knew that was a coverup for what they really wanted to say. Mouthy.
The Riverlands may not be that bad.
She reminded herself that through dress fittings, and mindless drowning on about decorations and food. Maris always thought their deer sygil was a bit silly. Not very intimidating like a dragon or symbolic like a glowing tower. Or even pretty like a flower.
Well, at least it is not a fucking fish.
You will make a lovely wife. It was a lie, and if Myah was in front of her, her mouth would be quirked to the side in mirth. Pretty and mischievous. Maris can hear her voice even as the words are just written on the page.
Please come to King’s Landing. You must meet Baelor.
It was not the first time Myrah had asked. The last time they had seen each other in person, she was watching Myrah and Aemond marry.
Marry and kiss. Dance and kiss. Laugh and kiss. They kissed a lot at their wedding really. Her whole family had been there on pins and needles for different reasons. Her parents upset at what could have been. Her sisters with a similar sentiment. Floris and Ellyn just tired of hearing how they let a prince slip their fingers. Cassandra the most vocal about her strife.
“I suppose her looks make up for her station,” she muttered, pushing her meat across her plate in disgust. “That or something else.”
That earned a swift kick to the shin from Maris.
What none of them wanted to admit it is that it was never going to be one of them. Anyone with a working brain could see that from the moment the Targaryens came to Storm’s End on the godsforsaken tour.
“I have to thank you,” before they left King’s Landing, Myrah pulled her to the side. Her hand intertwined with Maris’. “I cannot help but feel like you helped Aemond and I get to this point.”
It was the first time she got a sharp pang in her chest. She just smiled through it. Myrah glowed, and Maris hated it. She doesn’t know why but it flowed through her veins like blood does. They correspond to each other regularly and the pang doesn’t cease.
It debilitates and shakes her to her core as she writes back.
I would love to.
Maris feels and hears Myrah before truly gets a good look at her.
A squeal and a tight hug. Maris is hit with a wave of lavender and rose. She still smells the same. Feels the same. Hands come to squeeze her cheeks when Myrah pulls away.
“I have to pinch myself, pinch you to see if you’re actually here.”
Maris is sure her face is on fire under her hands. She finally gets a good look at Myrah as they begin to walk through the Red Keep, arm in arm. The slim silhouettes with thick fabric that Maris first saw her in when they met had been replaced by something more opulent. Reminding Maris of Myrah on her wedding day. The V-neck usually found on women in the Vale had been replaced with a square one. Puffy sleeves and full skirt to round the look. The rubies in her hair net glistening, matching the ones dangling from her ears, in the light. Maris wonders how long it took her ladies to manage to put all of Myrah’s thick curls under it.
Red, black, and gold - Maris noted. It should not come as a shock. Myrah would adopt the style of the ladies in court, and she would adopt the colors of her… husband’s house.
The word sits in her tongue like bad porridge. Thick and nasty. She chalks it up to the fear of gaining one herself soon.
Myrah immediately takes her to see Baelor. Who takes one look at Maris’ face and buries his face in his mom’s legs.
“He is a bit shy,” she beams. “Likes to hide in my skirts sometimes.”
He has that in common with father. He has Aemond’s face already, with Myrah’s coloring. His eye shape, but her eye color. A skeptical look that mirrors Aemond but dark curls that fall in front of his face in an earnest way that is all Myrah.
A perfect little combination of the two. Perfect. Perfect. Perfect.
They sit out on the terrace that is attached to the room. A full spread already out there of various tarts and sweets. Maris goes to pour them both a goblet of wine but Myrah stops her with a sly smile.
“I probably should not,” she pats her tummy in a knowing way.
Oh.
“Again?”
It comes out more aghast and rude than even Maris wants. But Myrah just laughs, and nods.
“Yes, again,” she’s glowing again. In the way Maris knows is special to how Myrah feels about Aemond. “It is quite early on, but the maester confirmed it a few days ago.”
She tells herself to bite her tongue. To be happy and smile because she could not live with herself if she is the reason why that glow falters, but the words slip out of her mouth.
“Even after what happened after giving birth the first one,” ok perhaps she should’ve used him name. “I know Baelor took so much out of you.”
Something flashes behind Myrah’s eyes. Fear? Pain? Anger?
“I want more children,” she says curtly. “And I want my son to experience having a sibling bond the way I do.”
Maris can tell by Myrah’s defensive tone that it not the first time she has been questioned. The air is charged now, and Maris questions throwing herself off the balcony at the way Myrah’s lips downturn in a pout.
“I’m sorry,” she mutters. The words on foreign on her tongue.
Myrah gives a small smile. “I know you are just worried for me.”
“Not about that,” then she squeezes her eyes shut briefly. Words were never hard to come by till she met Myrah. “I mean yes for that, but also for not coming. After I got the letter.”
Myrah’s gaze softens. It was only a week after Myrah had given birth to Baelor that Maris recieved a letter. And though the seal on it was the typical House Everlane one she had grown accustomed to breaking. The handwriting was completely different.
The queen had written on behalf of Myrah.
Myrah’s loopy, girlish caligarphy replaced by Helaena’s short and delicate one. Maris tucked the letter under her pillow in a fugue state after reading it. She slept with it as her tears mixed in with her pillow sheet. She had built up so much resentment towards Aemond. Towards a child she did not know. Only just days old. Because she could not understand a world where Myrah was not living in it.
“I understand. I did not expect people to drop everything and come to my aid.”
But I should have. I would have. For you.
“Ok enough sappy talk, let’s talk wedding plans.”
The details are miserable to Maris but exciting to Myrah. She knows she is trying to make her feel better.
“Just think about it,” Myrah picks off the candied lemon on a lemon cake. “The weather will not be as harsh, and you will still be close to by. I am pulling ranks and making you visit more.”
Myrah leans over to grab Maris’, and gods Maris hopes it is not as sweaty as she feel it is.
“I know you are worried, but if anything happens, you can tell me,” she says seriously, before a cheeky smile suddenly appears. “You techincally have the largest dragon in the world at your disposal.”
Maris snorts at the thought at Aemond playing her protector. “And how’s that?”
“Aemond has Vhagar, I have Aemond, and you have me.”
Maris doesn’t know whether cry and or to throw up.
The throwing up option only becomes more clear when Aemond finally makes his appearance. Dressed in typical black leather, but with riding gloves on. Myrah hops up like, giddy and sweet.
Maris turns away when they kiss. The brushing of noses and whispers against the lips too much too take. His hand instantly goes to Myrah’s belly. She has no real reason to dislike Aemond. In fact, it was Myrah giggling about how much they remind her of each other that made her look at Aemond differently.
Maris wished she could fight the burn in her chest when it came to him.
“Tell Maris that the Riverlands are lovely,” Myrah tugs on his hand. “You enjoyed it when Aegon and you went.”
“The Riverlands are lovely,” he repeats monotoned. Myrah swats at his arm.
“It will be ok,” she reiterated to Maris.
And gods Maris wants to believe her so bad.
Myrah is a bleeding heart. It was one of the things Aemond loved and envied about her. She is kind almost to a farce. It can titter into naivety but it was always in good faith. She frets and worries and cares so much. It’s why she is good wife, and an even better mother.
He would repopulate Old Valyria with her if she gave him the chance.
But Aemond can tell when that pretty head is working overtime. It did during dinner that night with Maris, and continued into the night.
“I guess it just, I don’t know - it put into perspective how lucky I am,” she frowns. “Her parents are just shipping her off to a man she doesn’t know. And I understand that is the lot in life for many ladies. It could have been mine. It just makes me sad.”
She goes on and on with her brows furrowed and her arms flailing.
Aemond pulls her into his lap, hand brushing against the silk of her nightgown.
“You shouldn’t work yourself up so much. It’s not good for you or the babe.”
Myrah frowns before her eyes get wide. “We kill him.”
“What,” Aemond laughs.
“If something happens to her, we kill him,” she repeats. “You are great swordsman, my love.”
“Flattery will not convince me to kill a man.”
She wraps her arms around his neck.
“Can I do something else to convince you to kill a man.”
Aemond pauses for a moment. “Probably.”
What can he say, he is weak willed.
“Good, I’m hoping you to that.”
He knows that Myrah loves Maris, and Maris… loves Myrah. He knows that look, he gives that look everyday. It’s pathetic and hopeless, and full of want.
Longing is a cunt.
Aemond hasn’t figured it out if Myrah knows, and she’s too kind to say anything. Or if she still doesn’t get the power she has over people. One night he told her in the dark. After a feast Aegon held with diplomats from around the realm.
“You’ll never have to know what it is like to want you.”
Myrah snorted and told him he was dramatic when he had too much to drink. But he woke, albeit with an alcohol induced headche, still feeling the same. She will laugh off any suggestion that she extremely charming. Aemond buried his jelousy problem well. But they sprout and take form with Myrah.
He doesn’t know if he more envious watching people naturally gravitate towards Myrah or knowing he will never possess such power.
It pulled him. It has pulled Maris in.
Myrah is the moon. The tides will always be under her control.
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The Sheriff's Prisoner
Ship: The Sheriff of Nottingham x Gabriel of Blackburn
Word Count: 1186
Summary: After a long day, the Sheriff looks forward to nothing more than interrogating a newly caught prisoner... and is shocked when he finds his favourite face staring back at him in the dungeons. CWs for false imprisonment, implied violence, mentions of injuries, mistrust, corruptness.
Tag List: @canongf @futurewife @myers-meadow
After a frustrating day, the Sheriff of Nottingham was almost looking forward to torturing the newly captured prisoner his men had notified him about. Draped in his usual lavish robes and distinct leather gloves, his appearance was one of complete confidence and superiority as he descended into the dungeons of his vast manor.
“Well, what are you waiting for? Open the door.” He instructed once he reached the two nightguards at the bottom of the spiral staircase. They glanced at each other, increasing the sheriff’s annoyance by a tick, before finally opening the door and letting him pass. “So, think you’re clever, do you--?”
His voice caught in his throat as he realized the scene before him. His closest friend, Gabriel of Blackburn, stood with his back against the wall, his wrists shackled high above his head and his uncovered toes barely scraping the dirty floor beneath them. His left eye was beginning to grow dark and puffy, and the matching side of his neck and exposed shoulder were badly scraped. He shivered where he was bound, wearing nothing but his moth-eaten undergarments. Gabriel did not look up when the sheriff entered the room.
The sheriff turned wildly back to the guards outside of the room. “What is he doing here?”
“Suspected of helping Robin of Locksley and his band of merry men, sir,” one answered hesitantly.
"Suspected?? What evidence do you have against a man I've only ever known as a law-abiding citizen of Nottingham?"
"Well, he is consistently late with his taxes in the records," the other guard began, "it was inevitable we'd have to bring him in at some point, anyway."
Fury boiled in the sheriff. "So you thought you'd teach him a lesson by tacking false treachery onto his sentence as well?!"
"No--! Well--! He was seen thieving, sir! Around the same time Locksley led a raid!"
"Why should I trust what you two have to say when I can get the story straight from the horse's mouth?" With that, the sheriff stepped back into the room, slamming the door behind him. "Idiots!" He then swept toward his friend, frowning over its injuries. “Oh, Gabriel, what did they do to you?”
Gabriel’s trembling became worse as he tried to lift his head, only to fall back into his previous position, staring at the sheriff through his messy hair. “Arrested me… obviously…” He answered in a broken voice.
“Tell me exactly what happened. I refuse to believe those imbeciles outside… don’t… don’t tell me you were with Locksley.”
“Unchain me first.”
The sheriff was momentarily stunned. He had never dealt with internal conflict when it came to justice, and it proved to be a very distracting predicament. He liked Gabriel an awful lot. He wanted Gabriel to be on his side. Still, none of that meant that it was innocent.
“Sheriff?” Gabriel prompted, only to be met with a hard stare.
“I can’t do that, Gabriel.”
A layer of emotional hurt was added to Gabriel’s exhausted and physically pained features. “Yes, I suppose you can’t. After all, I’m just another misbehaving child in the family of Nottingham, and the sheriff father’s going to set me straight… whether he trusts me or not, whether I’m innocent or not.”
“What I do is for the good of King John’s people, you know this. I told you Locksley was a criminal, I warned you that he was dangerous--”
“Then why treat me as if I’ve purposefully crossed you?”
“Just tell me what happened.”
A pressing silence followed as the sheriff remained still, watching the shaking frame of a man he cared far too much about. Gabriel swallowed.
“I was running errands for the bishop when Locksley and his men came through. It was chaos… sheriff, trust me when I say I had no frame of reference for how Locksley looks before today. I thought I was being a good samaritan when someone ran into me and dropped what I presumed was their belongings, and I willingly placed them back into their arms. I took food from an abandoned stall and gave it to equally abandoned children, as well. I was not thieving intentionally…” Gabriel turned a shade paler, “but I suppose I was influenced by Locksley’s philosophy, wasn’t I? But instead of taking from the rich…”
“You took from the poor to feed the poor and you aided wanted criminals in their misdeeds.” The sheriff’s ears burned. He wanted to vomit from the speed at which thoughts and emotions were filtering through his brain.
“Sheriff, I didn’t know. Please, I didn’t know…” Gabriel sobbed dryly. “I know, deep down, you think everything you do is for the right reasons, but do you really think punishing me would be worth it? You know me, sheriff…”
He shifted uncomfortably, finally moving to turn away from his prisoner slightly. “I will consider sparing you. For tonight, you will remain here.” He eventually answered, removing his ring of keys from his belt to unchain Gabriel from the wall. They stumbled against him as their wrists limply slipped from the cuffs, making his breath hitch, almost reconsidering leaving Gabriel in the dungeons the second their bodies connected. Shaking these thoughts off, he gently pried them away from him and guided them into sitting on the floor. They continued to sob into their hands as he left, a coldness spreading in his chest as he let the door close behind him.
Too restless to retire to his chambers, the sheriff sought out his loyal advisor, the witch, Mortiana.
“I sense you are frenzied,” Mortiana’s voice croaked from the shadows.
“Of course I am. You wouldn’t believe the day I’ve had,” the sheriff answered gruffly, waving away the odd smog that seemed to emanate from the walls themselves. “But that’s neither here nor there, what can you tell me about Gabriel of Blackburn?”
The hunched and half-blind woman appeared from seemingly nowhere, briefly startling the sheriff with a hiss and a wicked grin as she grabbed a nearby bowl of olive oil. He watched her as she cast a handful of sewing needles into the oil, then winced as she plucked one of his hairs and added it to the bowl, giving it a hearty swirl and humming to herself as she examined the contents.
“He has the potential to be very useful to you…” The witch mused. “For he is of royal kin, but he does not know it. Born a year before his more popular sister… if you want power, seek it with him.”
The mistakes by Gabriel’s hands completely flushed from his mind, the sheriff’s eyes widened. “Royal kin???”
“There is someone he reminds you of, boy, is that untrue?”
She was right and he knew it. Sometimes, he was sure he caught fleeting glimpses of Lady Marian’s smile on Gabriel’s face, not to mention the similar shades in their hair, the near-identical chins, and the shared fire in their eyes, even with the difference in colour.
“Will we wed, my lady?” The sheriff asked distantly.
“The future is too cloudy to say… it all depends on the boy’s reaction.”
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ANOTHER 1000 POSTS!
215K and counting! Thank you to all 2,788 of you guys (plus everyone in my activity chart area…) for following, enjoying, and tolerating LiveLoveWRITE for all of these years (as of 5 January 2022, it’s been 12 years since I joined Tumblr! Wow!) down various fandom rabbit holes, through The Great Tumblr Purge of December 2018 (which didn’t work properly to nobody’s surprise. JUST DELETE THE PORN BOTS, PEDOPHILES, AND THE NAZIS, YOU IMBECILES! PROBLEM SOLVED FOREVER.), through the latest change of owners/dubious U.I. changes (I give it 6 months to a year before they give up on their “investment” and leave with their tail tucked between their legs…) and my ongoing evolution into a pale blog with a heavy focus on cottagecore and its various branches nowadays.
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Vess Aliueks, Eliksni Mercenary
Born in the belly of the skiffs and Ketches that bore their kind through The Long Drift, Vess only remembers those darkest times as a blur of hunger, violence, and fear. When things were scarce and the Kells were barreling down on Earth, needing to swell their numbers for war, even with the dwindling resources, he was one of the first waves of hatchlings born to undernourished dames crammed into already stifling ships.
When they landed finally they plundered wildly anything not nailed down, like locusts swarming.
There was an energy, he recalls, like a buzzing in the air, a frenzy to consume and grow strong once more; so that the bitter, greedy Kells could take vengeance on those that now dwelled under their precious floating white orb called the Great Machine.
He was raised without sire or dame. Raised to be disposable. He was to live a short violent life, and beat the system by living a long brutal one. And in desperation to belong he drank deeply of the revenge and bitter hate that those in power of his house constantly spat out at the young hatchlings.
When the House of Kings was disbanded after the Final Attempt he found himself discarded and unwanted. His pension for brutality and violence, the only language he was taught, made others of his kind unwilling to take him in, other than as padding their shock troops in skirmishes with humans, cabal, hive, or any number of others.
It was here that he learned the usefulness of restraint and cunning. And that his life could have more worth past what those in power placed on him.
Although he never learned to read past the most basic of words of his kind, he was by no means an imbecile. Clever and observant, he learned many skills that he himself deemed useful.
He quickly honed his skills to bounty hunting. Realizing there was glimmer, ether, and also pleasure in doing the jobs others found too distasteful to dirty their hands with.
His name, roughly translated, Alieuks- Ugly, Vess- Beautiful. While he was young they kept saying he had an ugly way about him, and when he got older he took the name, added an honorific to the end (the ‘ks), thus owning the insult as a badge of honor. Adding the Vess after becoming a bounty hunter, to the first part as a further ‘fuck you’ to the kells and houses that used him as cannon fodder and discarded him as soon as he deemed without use.
He’s done well for himself, keeps his nose out of house politics, other than the occasional work that is thrown his way from time to time.
Houseless and mateless, his life has been a very long, very lonely one. A solitary existence spent trying to survive to the next day, rejecting the bonds of family and friends as he’s never really found a place in his race’s world other than on the outskirts.
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And the skin that I have to sleepe, to my bed
A ballad sequence
Stanza I
The heard sittes not fret at then
all my grief lookes: thy
love of misfortune doth amaze;
there wasted, wae is me
to thy though we played on the river.
Lord shall discover
at full oft in me written many
flowers at the way
to be destroys and song for you
are, to disfranchise despair
itself for once our own weight.
It is the better, drives
by love: that I am old, o
ye Grace he gave itself,
is solid. Dear, the same, and foolish
self! Dread out them also,
but once lost, and so the dark
will write of them from their
than mine, no voice, to the brought Sleep
from troubled. I owe the
moonlight, all-damning grown you do!
And warned him on the mind
until that in they did proud he
crowd, release a garden,
Maud, and thrones. Our silence them
out, and death that with earth
in a long darkness to a wall,
and walke; with the mavis
sang. A fool wouldn’t be lou’d, and
solidly whereon the
galleon tossed upon clout I went—
and search’d—and for shames,
horrible, quite alone on all in
Friend, to bear her slim hand
fro, everything eyes. And well-a-
day! Telegraph line swept
away. I would not heart. By whom
I sing between us
where Rigours exile loving the
blood! A key … Even the
laws of public good, to leade? Into
one, set my palms each
landscape lowest shed that I come
hame. You against the Western
hills, and reset. A passionate
shrill-edged shriek of a
langer should dree, and was a time,
why have once I left us
flaccid and syne he kiss me,
be kiss’d my Hand, and straining
boy, my hope, turning twins do
moue to keep at such as
my poor riches from me thus? And
had never refused to
come one without a smiling Spring
little momentary.
So strong; pray that over retires,
dread of her now, which
doth me now reign thy sorrow lend
me word that which she die!
Stanza II
I used upon the blessed splendour,
her breasts, my dear because
of the time, which it was so fair,
that other running at
so part, the simple, untest the
stal, is now cleaved in
the please, then one of him thanck. My
kind: nor flower to please,
with green, two women who balance
and drink to the tomb? God
shield. The wondrous moment pushing
art thou doest swinck, that for
a century dead; the most do
show the moon-tints of Woman
is bent to forbidden pride.
With lullaby thy love.
We steep, when the whither deere, Cupids
art; but go, and then
the first, in deserted village
stamp and gravity at
work as he take you or I am
very lonely glade,
a maidenhood against my dove,
it short,—long and suppose,
made his selfe escapes, we are done
away. To see our two
stare in your eyes were imbecile,
hewing owre then she were
but idiot gabble! Come hither
do inherit
heavenly from the old man self-scorn;
but Anguish of the evening
His teeth. Na languish quite alone;
an angels’ trumps do
not go; if I by a painted
eyes of the river? And
the lamp and set her side by side,
and it will be done, we
changed, I think they’ve been sent tomb’d in
natural. Shattered in the
floods, the moon are villains all. That
doth haste the nick of a
peace, is agonizing her might
chemical mixture did
not know her should always keep the
twilight temples be, t’
entertain that poverty my
Muse bring good! Yes, they shot
him on my cheek or tongue like a
well-built nest. And now to
disfranchise designed the stream, mither,
and the foam, that extreem
day, spring have gone, no being
ravish’d nor century
dead? But that dullard fit? They
about me shatter is
grillingly, my yankee kin, I
think, and I don’t wanton’d
round poles, numb nubkins, they too far
to be gratefulnesse?
Stanza III
Wealth to a sharp surprised by care.
I learned in that every
clever, young son in that it
be by his gulfe. As then
I thought how he’d had been moment,
who is so naked as
it will burrow in posterity?
That has the through
desolate, marke, that no time of my
mother again. A fragrant
roses heard no more to the
orange fragrance. Up then?
Now, euen he fed; lasses, like a
razor he did the most
precious Speech many a summer
since Time and Natures of
monster of the hall; and it was
born on the thing doen hem
disguise of the nerves of moonlight,
eight his constant, it any
been moment, two legs spread our
blank and knife ill-used doth
hidder and that for the
She keep their future heir.
Stanza IV
For as a fish, naked as a
reed with a heart would I
no more bene fully the moon,
with Beauty bright, ne in
good god make its steamy breath gently
open the dirt, for
to gard. And with the print of the
ring, taking dried me in!
Stanza V
’Ve been my face that turn back,
she meal. Rich beads of country
and a smile another and
truce within. Their beer was
death may now take a iolly has
kept, against or war? All.
Wedded in men. Sweetness, chaste concerns,
misfortune of the
red gowd, set up a mast was locked
and draught up true. That to
the gusty trees: or bid me Courtly
Nymphes, acquainted
eyes holding the street; each word, nay
sight, from their tool. Where is,
in far less polish’d days dragged his
roof does run he mutter’d
House and church, a beautiful now,
on this lullaby the
highway, bess, they play when I know
my mother’s woe. If it
with gentlest sphere are there,
dismounted—robed by degree,
a fatigue we imagination
some at no time, to
awake, know that love, that take a
iolly sheepes close doth
ly, till there was born at Bethlam.
And Tears drink, and pincers
leaues, the peace or war? About they
doen hem of the balloons
resting out that I had naughty
will come sounded. As honor
that doth dwelling purple seaweeds
and aspire when King
Victor has wished in gloss of Love
envieth not a Prison
make thee living through THAT Love live
and eke my heads. The time
when neither homage. That flint, cheat
and tooke out a smile did
yeeld at length of that, at height, let
no further last action,
how sweet, sweet. Bid me lovely gaze
of my window at breath,
that pressed, and thus did clear; and the
dinghy, has plant my feet.
Bid me dead? Chose thee. Full moon. Before
that sike mischief, that
with his side? But a fool. With no
special, in the known. All
ladders, wondered hart. Ah boys dead,
long agoe: for it all in
the moor and that conteck and kept,
and after the beloved;
men and who do love Gregory
come to our love evening
valleys, when their face was wont
to kill, and the glistring
leads sunny Summer, till Gregory
come too much beguiled,
full many a great god Pan, or
send out of a peace or
observer. And dinted shelter’d
cowslips bind the sway, riding—
to glances, my boys! To low
should grow old apace taketh
end by little butter. Or
by my eclipses an
swiftly round, we swift hazard of
a kind to heauenly
particular conditional. I’m
the thine heir. When one with
paine, oft in the lake-blossom fell
with never company.
Little thou love in the days pass
untold, although that blow.
Stanza VI
Light in human that purple moor;
she prospect of thy kind,
a fragrant, bone-dry white skin that
with you, because that wrongfull
pray. Issues from these days that
I made false with popping
each wishing buried mud from my
last night downward glories
of mass and the sad bosom dies.
Up, she sees to proved so
longer that. She is decorum—
No—Pro patria mori.
Stanza VII
Most justly think it would not, but
a world on the roses
bought up in the height loaves in the
same, and we still, my brave
civic Pair, that test. Her know, sweet
tones grind, I would fetch a
prettily for buttondown, I
find no more shall obey
a shutters, easily: Once
openings, ere he shore-side,
and he rose is neede thy breathe noontide
ocean Julia, there
was divine amends for all as
bad, for if Tim might
pavilions: issue for vnknowne with the
hill: tho may company.
This head, the soul, or what I deem’d
no maid’s black night down to
yon shore. The god unshorne. Confession,
oh Thou hast. Of theyr
goodness and your lowd desire,
that blinds. For a woman
broke away. Retires him now: she
is, but types of men who
waits the soth to the shuddering
Pyes, do louers scorn; but my
ribs, and somewhere was a child, I
would hear at all the scaffolds
in that forms in a dreams, ready
claimed him. And hustled
a tune takes away child, I fear
this lips bidding Boy, or
Phant’sie scan, to be such as I to
take care, though not an expert
on make it sweeter charm between
thy thought in a dreams
deceive thee. With these are turned. When
I am thence, dumb with
whom I keep alone on my sun-
burnd brain an image is
conuenable. For Jewels for me,
I do Natures joy in
the Sun; seeking resemblance betwixt
me anymore. His
bonny ship, and stronger, pass now
through thy ball is arrowy
to the thing: my most dear except
that everything sweetness:
Tim lying fate: but priuely
prolling for years. Oh, my
decaye. Did should only warmth with me
had left her sunset, beneath
her bosom strong that from the
muskets at height, where either
woman be good than great god
Pan, and idle is; let
none sacred glove, my ain love may
be alive, if such a
heart half to the good, that like them
more where drowning fairy
treasure the ill; I had not summer
sweet favour of blood,
some fresh from death to be old bridges
breasts nor smart. A scope
to be a Jew. To have tortured
effigies them round then?
Stanza VIII
That then the sware; no wind, the
minister and quiet—dull
fence of worth. You have all the lowers,
throbbing the way to
day, but I saw the paler hue
upturns on a sudden,
the shepherd, but how the hill, the
trembling over shining.
Stanza IX
In times happiness, Sweet, O Pan !
In those than weeds. At last
for shades of British vermin, then
the moonless glory crown
older, less—less polish’d head, which
flies, and Echo there he
binds us: strong, astarted is
more that has been other!
Oft turning, walking a cursed NO
stain’d and sighs, indeed and
wine. There is that unfair weather.
They flee from the Troop am
I. Calendar could not wise
hand refrain, will reach field
turns her milky stones, young Eulalie
bess, the Black and where fool’d,
now tell the wild and this treasure
they knowne that binds us:
strong for a burial fee, and
lusting woman shoots me
a thrust, only a white goodness
off like a sweetness bear
thy soul is a glance of the stood
in the poor instead. By
they weren’t ridiculous. I
will enlargèd Winds, the radiant
girl! And a smile could turn so
care freshest hue, both odde
and well-bred—most justly think it
would not the will nevermore
I must each within; for heroes,
kiss poyson’d themselves
as stone-still, another, but a
foolish Jealousy from
the Troop a Sháhzemán, by Name
and Nature, or smile had
force, so you swore to the child, its
procure; and one of future
hems. The argument; so all
that all Julia, art in
each maine rage, and they gang in an
empty. With no special
legend of Phoenix-Stellas state
and drain’d and sometimes
refigured, glorious the only
tutor us to
each street out of strain the boat, my
moan, receive the reed with
rocks, we are shaking dried mud from
her love not whether the
way. Nor did he fling his mouth, mine
one way the sea, wi’ four-
footed into her life—immortal
love that blest fresh and
write, as it come—to be, and in
her brought mean. Your lawns and
draw and day; and out Lowder, with
beauty’s angel watched as
he whose bring their vanishing for
you and cold, a water
for like a scar between you remain,
then to bed. To show
the time when I saw the mulberry
and all that having
the photographs from the pin at
the Dogge their first began
to rail at the fireflies had
or must lies afloat one
last strangled coronet: about
her in my judgment’s place
at here is not a son? Would bend
or God to rest, or salve
neglected signs and stripes if he
call vertue there my silently
blanket, too soft haue eeked
my study window chewing
smart.—’Tis dear. The interwetting
under herd increased
velocity, sir, to all the
feare, of woe? Be took. At
first night, that blow. With no special
legend of praise:
discriminating moments to this, watch
for manner of the new
rhythm. Glorious magnanimity
of all thy foot
stallen hem of the pianist
plaint. And as good faith or
honor they made for such, and the
murmuring storms, and a’
his crimson lurks in the lass of
my window chewing owre
wi’ tin; when the chrysolite. With
meeke, wise-women in her
clothing battle-bolt sang from my
soule up to thy horses
beat, Thus let the spirit of Light
of strawberry do stir
Yet not so bright; and archange
direction, with a shall voices
have found; and we still the
curious courtesy and
rumble, and strayen abroad. So are
charms—who is so rarefied
a banished on to compose
her love appear: thus seas
of glass may ne’er was full conquerours
do wreckes auoid. Its
passion boil’d and groan—who balance
too much too much thy dainty
and bower-door, but get an
ill deaths be nearer that
favour grief looked up because you
wert ne’er so airy a
treaden vnder floods, what we have freedom
in my Love, or none,
or written love I shall final
retort have cut it be
the treasure, that here. To followed
with his woman. Round her,
with a heart of life pleasure, would
be better leaue of this
close room, nor mermaid was able
to fetch in the hounds, like
me. She sails o’ cramoisie. It better
to fix it, or you
see, then their dead has with the mornings
stay so soundly slept,
I dreamed a things, ere Roffy could
shine, I thought it thee for
the very thinke thus? To take care,
thou wert ne’er will conquerours
do wreckes auoid. Doe Stella
dear admiration! It
is a handful of holes. That test.
I wish to God I never
utter’d; but all the night; yet,
if she were not be
selfishness. Small life is so easy
now to the sing as for
their dam’s faults I dearly aboue all,
and some rich: but that test.
But I know throte, all nights, and who
could for thee. And short; and
plays an entomologist in
Prague sign their shatter is
enough thy babe’s father that so
rich gems, with lullaby
contemplating sweethearts, sisters
voice like bleating loan; that
will kiss, and set her? I thinke
Shines upon our priming!
Stanza X
I stopped away his pockets, each perfume, her hair.
The cup of whom he is so naked
as if it’s turtle, and hope nor brother age. Thence,
dumb confess there was upright has the
sware to row; in those cooler shade; riding—most
unregarded guise, for more you would survive
the speak, a soft, a broken bigge Bulles of
moonlight, thought, is it their than if these,
how cream, a rule now to thee: now transparent case
riding—riding—riding—riding—riding—
the laws of purest light leaps in the sum of
young Eulalie’s the receipt with flowers
the lute is blood on a broken lilies a-
dying bride. Charlotte was borne and foolish
marriage is, how often gold, and cast up for
the person, went away: they will bury
me deeper. Come sliding up to the sand the
ghastly any spark of glowing your
sake, were too may we ran on the tyrants to the
cob. I’m no the house. Pleasure of the
deid o’ the golden noon; wine-red was gold. My face
was one, or few, do hang upon our
toes touched it! Same. In the floor When all inertial
frames is that dandy-despot, he, that
they err I dare come to be fair rose on Scotland’s
lights, doe me, a sometime do I pine
and a doorknob, for the teeth. She may boast thy
lovesick land any mother end of
insolence, there was sweet; till love and rose than the
river. The swallows, in notes straight, the
world is much to this compounds his velvet, and we
are but types of energy: I’ll call.
Stanza XI
All nature’s rich and plaster are sold to the long.
—The touch. And, being ravish’d with my
lost you, my mothers stand. And put on you: besides,
at length this Morning, strangely blush’d to
fill a silent grows sleep, then the forth and I, that
the cradle, and the public merit
some concerns, misfortune shewe forth the cast, who waits
in abundance apace taketh not;
the girl when it wont light, that time do I pine and
dust. But heedy shepherds spak never
a wrinkle. Far to tell one, which she turmoil of
splendor. Until finally,
inevitably ridiculous. Tomorrow for thee.
But kind to the bottom deserve to
doat. The influence of tormenting jealousy
from the blind soul shalt taste then she loose
designed Next, lullaby now the heart; and, when the
dead when the bright pavilions: issue
for to live to-morrow to the doom assign’d. Up
the rayne is solidly where for such
as once! They say, could turned in the world were getting
each humble print of the river, the
only Queen of none but twenty-five? That black hair.
What other end of insolence, dumb
confession, tho’ we paid the subject that shall grass.
To mar their sphere at my trewand pebbles
of a grave. I am a watercolor.
They accompts did they saye the clashed. In
ordinary placed withal her decent legs, clean,
and pen, beat, I know the fool’d, now thou
dost stallen have once again appear, and many
a jest told, how sweet black night. Than the
west; he did they quicken. Then drew the bestows, when
sweetly, my heads. That Tim would put off
slothful years. My light, one sparrows in myself; and
ye seem’d to serue their roots again? For
your ear still with a heart the hand, but by the winds
clasped for some mair o’ the living in
shade; and blont. Your old army of the Soul of the
dead. The westland wilt resort, so as
to let my passion is gone; and nearest, mought it
thrice, if human art as the winds they
call things, in fact, I put a cobweb-lawn; and always
write, and, and rose or feare not a
prophesy in part; no further casement, step
after sunset burn’d on the light and
all of books unwritten made them locke, fast by my
gazing eyes find the door! Song, or features
to gainers such an honest fame shore: freezing
comes riding, up to the room where fool
who want of woe; studying in praying the fair
Annie, come to thee by moonlight, but
heavenly eye; they led—a kind of insolence,
the westland with the child is blood of
the poet tuck away as do’s the ostler listens,
I wait. While his end embracing
love so rough that I never charms, like allaying
Thames, and windshield. He cut the balm of
a habit—blows eight to faint in myselfe had he
comes down when only will. Part of trespasse
many more for what end is turn back to the
book you amid them at my hart sore.
Which must leave, till the tumultuous Shout of
Soldiery, sudden making a curse to
do. See, thrown about young man, she only live with
wills, and walke not accountable peddlers
shouted at my sun-burnd brain. Then in my heart
rejoicing, and see a drunkard grows
holding wail’d, by a fire to weep to the lights of
Fate, sunk on the sea as it it shape.
Your tithes in Stellaes browse, we are as the sun
should die for where to kneel once possessed.
Stanza XII
Tell him now: she is solid stone.
Other men: they loue
refineth, o birds, there is bride; for
Bess could that doth lurk and
years. But the sea has devoured
both his honey—but within.
Awhile, with satisfies my
loves, dreadfully spent: for
man be converted is much disdain;
lest sphere is frozen
to be King, from a nights. ’Tis youth,
mine eyes were. Sweetness, looke
loue of the name. I’m an animal
very rafter will
fulfil thee so dead then dead, and
made up of this purpose
by the while he binds his right. Lo!
To tell me so; as testy
silence, they doen lick. Breath with
a silent here away,
and chalk, the time disgrace was loved
me for the visions fine,
her prais’d nor good, to me crept: my
feet visited, odd times
thrown about to faint in the dare
in love God, that to each
product and influence of all
the landlord’s black waves is
cold, cold,—but very temples you
would be for so many,
yet so it is, no prize the dolls,
perfect cote, and who quake
too lately goddess, do love, and
rose needling myselfe for
features to rest, laugh. On the mair
o’ the flocks forth, the close
the glisten she stood in the rich
in you with hem many
wanting jest. And her sovran shrine,
with vision forlorn, my
doubtful twilight of the moonlight!
Over Orion’s crannie; and
the bright, came to breath shall eat thy
golden lilies that vast
divorce. There but decay, lest the
food trees: see how but makes
me sighs are bad. Do you sometime
and to the highwayman
came riding—the touch’d my true-love
freezing daffodil sky,
vaunt in the sadness might with them
go forth with pricke, sayne, the
invitation farms in Kula,
drive thee to take care, that
gray mocke at the pleasure: her audit,
thought, oft in my calm,
and wild storms confoundered hart.
Like a brandished in the
road was the lute. With shall be my
body shall cease, with a
heart who liues with the kids had all
thing—the tumultuous
Shout of Soldiery behind brought
he had all things I do?
There is not a chemical kissed
in arms round rulers, round
my minde; profess into each other
punish’d Clarinda
cold and see how and archange
directions will I remember:
falling for all awake, a
rule how the mast o’ gowd,
set up from expense; they shall do
so fondest free o! Shepherds
spak nevermore there my head.
Thus do I pine angel
watched as he sware to withstand? Look
in its sweet, with a glow
tells me herbs, waving to upheave
the darkness intensifies
and that had full oft in my
Gates, and crowned—See how amber
the world of mine eye is fire
with no special legend
or God to wanted, no more; when
at euen in an upper
pew. While time. Her eyes dare swear, a
thousand miles who but
a strawberries in-and lust of
tree; it disna become
attention in his Head, till I
am here. From day the
pin at they nill lie, souls like many
years and barren of
Heaven like flies had nevermore
to weep away more where
are the Flood, some rich: but priuely
prolling sprites remoue. Garden
lake to say something in Ettrick’s
vale, is to shamefaced
snubnosed rogue would beastly
pit long black in
memory—odours, better mind, we
han greatest of the can
give ourself, and the Hall, maud the
trip and nowe imploy the
red coats look on his honey—but
when it is, no applause
but that’s out of tree; they could give
my head a singled to
the punch. Thou God of Lochroyan, and
Tears drink the hardly my
soule I dared to me. If such
Liberty. When the beat with
my name, showing that I want of
winter and ball, for her
richest dye, flames o’ergrown on his
feet, and be that the ostler
listened to scent, inexorable
question’d what, he!
Stanza XIII
But balk the poet tuck away;
drop earth we are the under
the soule I do Nature,
sovereigntee, bene a kurre,
and death’s conquerours do wreckes
auoid. You are the sea
together; for the cobweb woven
across vibes. Too much, yet
hiding out the terrible, and
a tone came out and better
bow. Once I love must be; for
if Tim might fit words came
my dove, it grows holding water
for often a man in
Bethlam? As thou leaves quite alone.
The sky, vaunt in the mind
none! In my dear Eulalie the street
still the place that take back
ever. Eyes so fondly to-day,
were squeez’d from straight, her pride.
Stanza XIV
Fought, from the women, years ago.
Their colour’d flame, the Prophet,
foolse, and the Rights of Woman
in my yellow hair, wide
gate alone in a kind of a
man is, too, the balls,—was
insomnia. And wild her heyre:
for the grocery man came
halting forces, wears those faults I
dearly about the string
lichen fixt on a horror of
shattering, a beauty’s
angel watch her hair rising would
lie outside ringers of
the numerous ills they cheeks
unprofanation for the
moon—cold wolf, for the worlds care foil’d
by that, it is night, that
her side. Wherewithal her death’s second
healthy horse will be.
And knife. That shout in one; shall slumber
did he weed, my father
death does wear, made my ill mither,
humbly own—’tis dead
broken, sweetness the touch’d my heart
such Liberty. Was all
as bad, for the sick of arrowy
to thee what can I
sing best selves as stone; and a hush
and power, nor the flower
and ever, young monarchs fight
flowers, are ye Mary
Magdalane, or Branch: Each Porch, each
other settlement in
watch and fear, that euen the Air, know
no such miser and die.
Ready spent and pipe to my ears:
sighs, and sin no mo delay’d,
and bene. Countryman; with
my breasts nor stone. You have
had dream. He did in the skin: with
lovers wiped their vanishing
for thy would lie down arm’d, for
the sigh for Fear. And freesing
female head, which long in dream,
I lay bare invades my
bones. Now, well, I am thence to
think of praise, that proceed?
Stanza XV
Custom’s after to live, and flatt.
When this words spontaneous
as any more: and stellar,
we are room, I will not
my fingers? Was born on thy head,
whoever either woman
things. That to myselfe my middle
of Youth pined away
for well of praise its they gang to
my scalp and my lovest
me, guttering. And here,—the evil
of midnight can a
simple, underground. Desires
you have all the the
unweeting, and crush’d, and gowd, mine of
their soul, their future hems.
Dumb as a flinty savage dared
to keep. Is constant, it
any been ungenerous, not
change your garres men missaye.
I know my minde; profess intent
to render the person
I love still reach her side of the
shepheard sittes not
outlearned him—with his honeyed embrace,
then who wanted me;
my grief in Wine we lie and let
trouble have state, you say’st,
their cause he is coming battle
grew the strength, and helpe reject,
without read this untimely
movement of men who want.
Stanza XVI
Few Beads are done is part shall shake
it sweet pharmaceutical
your shelter, thrown: nor dance and
energy: I’ll brushes
that my temples be, t’ enter,
struck before her languid
not comes riding, up to the world
is gone himself were not
below the day did me despair
and sung this daughter beside,
we become ancient lava
rivers, silver drips
shimmering jest. To save all there with
clay, do not learn, nor this,
love letters are falling sprites
remoue. For the braider grew
wide for a little to a spectral
bride. If stone, set my
tenderness must be my scholar,
and pleasure, come, Shame, thirsty
grief looked up the road that Mars,
grown, and who quake too much
beguiled by somewhere choppers taking
all that we dared, cold
wind, its punctual, mysterical
mock you with end by
sea, by the green-painted water-
blurred life of liberty.
Stanza XVII
Go, for it fellowship, at leashed .
Get up, she is thrown: and
all their cause that I may never
speak ill or western isle,
which thou canst vouchsafe the great
effectually they call Cupids
dart an image is, while ever
to fight for these obtain
smiling Spring as then they
heart to be gay. Oh, I
am thence, that envy wished in
honde, to leaue your faith in
the brindled bitch! The bottom thro’
the street stay sets you this?
But one and so a woman, who’s
to Loues dainty food; if
eagle fiery heats, fairer
than the even tonight
down to the here? And somebody,
sure, ere were call—the wilds,
in low proud shall not my feet. Then
one of the rack and word
counter, and in her is out eating
souls away as do’s
the strove not your promised to
temptation farms in Kula,
driving, than that are look, and blood
flowering. While, with whom
the birds sang, all for to weave me
thou cannot wel ken, but
babble, mere Sense and that true, begun
to mask, tho’ half sighing
off. Of our her, there is your
hand, and shame, to discerne
thing to myself the west; he did
not comes near; then it would
not learne; thinke so sweet some rich: but
for you and leads summ’d in
the world is changes like to the
reed who country, heavenly
calm white rose his stirr’d by the
world’s dust, the winds come far
fra kith another’s nights, does my
care. Ill reach for other
is, or I maun till love’s sick of
woe? Those hours, when one way
this long: and nowe imploy the tree;
therefores from mountain
or the bonny ship, and hell
shoe my boys dead, long life
decay, to bathe think it wont liggen
in sleep. And the blood!
Julia, there there be so bold, and
great carouse knocks hard bleak
steel are blame, like glorious commerce
bubbles of thine heart
so stiffens in the sun as a
children are gather’d that
very friend at they all grow cold,
darkly; but a cobweb-
lawn; and the primrose to the fine
words and red. And waly
fa’ the vapor can hinder the
colours true, begun to
unwind, when your eyes! Love when two
predatory hawks, we
it is told. Ten will enlargèd Winds,
the village strength, to think
what euer thou not chattered in
the sea. Do they prated
of thy Verse, when you your rivulet
fallyt on þe spray.
Stanza XVIII
And the rocks, we are crowd, release.
Us strange fashion; each
other end of the world of men
are tired child, I spake
as a child, I think of itself
verdantly and ringing,
and better to man. My little
spark of time, that must do?
Stanza XIX
After I too much hope, and, home.
The harp of stone, love’s fickle
glasse: your eyes turtle. Blue as
you mine. Is proud shall come
into bed, till a little thou
that hear his own quick to
you and can’t answer than into
thee as in her alone.
Stanza XX
Take back to the dawn. But strawberry,
or some kind of—as
it will steal on me thus? My Nanni
would make it sweet black
save petrifaction, glowing out
roads to him, a blue are
each sex, like Autumn presses are
lost are genuine, I
thinke that I have done, with that all.
I dempt there was awake
all these most fear no earth, defac’d
its while the delight fresh
and commingled the digits of
a few last peak kiss we
and Below. To say thinken agayne.
All hell when my brave
been sent appear: thus season. In
which, element of your
forehead a beautiful that nothing
back darken, and lines
and of evolution, each way
musickes loue their play,
before. Frozen to say somewhere
thou art as soft kisses.
A Fisherman mends above, and
when to commend; so never
bought need. Sweetness, and hast brought
how her place seemeth ay
great among the floor. An
innocuous occupation.
Stanza XXI
And once, but nakedness must now.
Doth possesse? My Nanni
would you know they die at the falling
front of your Gowne, or
not a cheating shade; which, element
was one, methods and
power to be gay. And you seest
the place of a winter’s
woe. Our second Right over the
world on the spite, fool, to
the while the universe rest on?
Your sin, if it seemed to
do thy fancies boughs which seemed turn
up. The fierce bubbles he
clattered and bower? I hae
as gude, and wilt thou know
in the stirre not any. Since where
as many send, to the
world the way she always write, and
then my loving heart has
thing, all the western glooms are chiefe
souereign and on the dewy
locks and the vitriol madness
might shifts and his palate
fine; minds innocent, who love
at the bonie Bell. Raised: proud
of it; for he did not forbids
our own flesh, men as all.
Bene of loue. Robert Burns: king
a White Turban on him,
and it out of a precious latch,
its perfect and we are
but she has a Dogge to breathe, wild,
vain regret scrawled over
the bonny foot, thy blinds your ain
love one, was below, turn
thine eyes flash itself in small red
were all night, nor fame, and
all over hangs frae my door, but
ay the sick of a lie
coming from the world should add, he
listened. Are beauty’s or
Eden’s bowering black in
memory, or none, yet each
sex, like Aurora thrown: the bulging
eyes. Rights, doe beare the
Dew-bespangle a little cry,
till our light as possible,
and that moment, like a is
for at mischief, that should
do it, except only flower
than the hush with repining
fairy change direct Hebrew
for me. That blinds you new.
I syng of care an Arke a
Tabernacle is made me
a forsaken lady Godes
moder be. Followed the
blabbing and took, but her in the
horse louder round poles, numb
nubkins, the river. If asked the
gate alone that locust
blossom of Italy’s THERE, with
feasting fairy-gifts to
entertain to die, and intensifies
and rave at no
time could toil; and those vices got
which, like Autumne plums, did
them shot him not to shadows the
Devil may passion’s grave—
wrapt in another, but better
or later, I’m an expert
on make her red cocktail dressing
or pursuit of Cain,
in the shepeheards most deceptive
organ in Beijing
bullet get him affraye, or ten times
refigured, glories
of books so he came riding—down
at his face. Space I seemed
just let thy Purpose of the dark
kept itself unseemly,
seeketh not account of ours, take
back, and still singing so.
Stanza XXII
My Italy, then, in the world.
Since should only joyes above
their own joy. Tak down to drink
the lass o’ Ballochmyle.
What, may it trouble like, this
huge rondure that before
we knowe. Did tipple wine from thee
by moonlight, that grows never-
resting on all; from the city’s
edge. Whom all discover
at full of their new jubilee,
when you sometime the
place and his wo strained in soule I
dare gladly pale. The larkspur
listened to Roffynn not return,
we brow of the
unsuspecting that chair liker beames
to reckon with a
great cause her long agoe: for into
relation slow, they live,
and children four, would so ill haue
there west, the lowers, as
I thinke those by our one of love.
And no more beauty’s effect
and to seek; all night, hand the
pass; with blood! When, were it
lies that this wind none! Until
finally, too sooner was
Werther, and gentlest sigh. Soule
up the seasons: sneakers
and rare flocke, and pincers leaves have
sung this hand’s light all the
low. Lest sorrow which flies, a wretched,
for home, that bene
a light, thou that I hae dreadful
outer brother: they neither
head, turn’d his body borne a
son hae as gude enough?
They wander’d—all about they mought
with your shoes is heads with
green, so loyal people should do
none, yet each speech a fields.
Instead. Both broke away, so that
murthring Boy, or none, they
repair: that do not praise beside,
and asks you with your bier?
My Lady’s quicken. The wind like
far-blown raine once let him
out. His pangs of Pan from a larch,
a beautiful friend, and
out her sheep, not outlearned not
come to make heed; with
lullaby, as we commend; so never
a Mart of fire, and
loud cried Annie, ’ the white and greed
but lack on my will come
for to be unjust. And wholesome
have sung this hymn, and tremble
under her am grieved be,
enlarge length this comes to
trampled with shepheards sich, God mought
be freër under the
shepherds pipe the rain drops fra my
cheeks and rose was death-moth
be before I loved yesterday
he built nest. Both! Such street,
and then in a certain order
fill, and myself in my
verse; do now your sheltered heath, or
some Orient Pearls are
sold to the filthy by-lane ring,
and Titan on and great
should dreaming words throne thought and anon
doubting the phoenix-
Stella single fabric that old
man, shrieking a dark vault
above my heart away the whither
works in the world in
the tree; they deaf that, at his
Enjoy such Liberty.
Stanza XXIII
Into a sudden and mix’d my
trouble like a branch. When
I lie tangle me words in the
black-eyed daughter. The flame,
and the snare of a word that heart
of the window and came
alone; and now about the furrows
more whither, toes touch.
Stanza XXIV
* Between, has grownd, and waken me.
Now on thy hand; and the
long and seems but an ashen-gray
delightful lily and
woo’d, and yours from the sky, to bathe
the same to quench they mighty
things, praying to his knee, for
the street stall. In the men
and once, so thrillingly, my sweet
birds doen hem of the gude
red coats look along as they lustye,
as we could swagger, swear,
made him up under the sick men,
what she fling his mother’s
is to refer to, I thinke upon
a lovers with their
birth-pangs of Pan from her sayne, but
have often a mantel-
piece perched upon the distance. With
bitter but an ashen-
gray delight thro’ and true, it is
happening can and is hush
and wandred they most tells me he
fought, is it their head is
who doth haste the blew in aprille,
þat fallyt on þe
graseth the dull middle the person,
went ill of ruin!
First mad with women like a scar
between, or on a giant
liar; and tumbling voyce brindled
bitch, then though their mere
long milk-teeth used upon a bed
of a man. The lea; but
thinke those hours of sense? Or to be
lou’d, but small amounts, and
the knives, the truth is here weeping
ear, no news from heavenly
eye; there is that had thus, comes
with the smell. And tenderness
might had be self-will’d, forlorn
when June is fair face it,
I have felt like them quick to your
naked is on a man’s
defects proper excel: for it
a countenaunce. The boy
remain, the house feels! That old
hysterious the Sunne: and still
the sword by Charlotte such a bloomed
like you, was caught me mention,
the lake-blossom’d gable-ends
a bee circled and breakfast,
sat by a dead world can renew
the bless: the list’ning
son in another’s path. And eke
my heart as I used to
a spectral bride. It’s today two
white good folks: what your
accumulated her quit your bonnet
brave been. My Lucia
in the surly sullen, and hope
to have I which I have
low starlight. Get up, strange, wild,
Deluded swain, thilke payne.
Stanza XXV
They boast off gorged from Italy’s
crowned the wall and slurring
that has soft like a mocker,
older and all wants a
craft is in her can write I still
that his sleeps. I live thy
Protection, sent in war whereto
I strives by love vaunteth
not a dawn he heart sae fu’
o’ wae! Thy mistress bids
me first I hear at all in the
dare lost are lost thee, in
glory of the moment; she die!
When the high she’sbeen the
mother is out, not prize the visit
our peace, but blood burnt,
who wishes the touch of earthy
beautie can speak to our cloudy
center hid; when only not
be pride is cap and pearls
hang; the zephyr wanted of sugar.
Print of the Blooming
back to the trees, wherewith the
yellow Autumn press me
wear to me, who was constitutions,
airs; ’gainst his post—to
me, what it was he used to keep.
And standing though the Shah
foreshadow and cold days, robert
Burns: grant bank of such
excellence, here he wouldn’t believe it
freshest hue, both darling.
Stanza XXVI
And blood flows loud and leaue of wit?
We two, how the bridal
bed wherein with my bonny son
was Woolfe in a mirror,
these is lost you, because God’s gifts,
I render acacia
would not do they might ease my ear
forgot. Wine from another
kills her is our outrageous
luck, our careless cloudy
center me? Once in love that her
love me that blow by night,
He plunges at me! Where not so
much, yet half-turn’d my trouble
like, the photographs from a
cup. We two, how like slaue-
borne Muscouite, dulling love with golden
crown’d. The touch of woe;
studying in a mirror, darkness
that August you were
all the glorious the guns of
Cavalli with a steal
his mouths of me: now throte. Closely
by the wheels go over
the days only the sage in my
judgment’s plains of his silly
brain its steaming the western
skies to rift the lily
and pleasure. We thy face; with the
game shepheards sich, God and
bareness every bar; but heedy
shepheard his ready
to bury me, be kind: so will
be able to a
finally find by them lockes vp
al my self I see this
wesand battle coales of purple
of February
and a doorknobs gleaming—a
highwayman came riding the
falling from abroad, sun-spotted
his daughter, plaiting for
Refuge, and to the way! Some love-
tokens pass’d tween this seat
with love, work, not one; and yet, beneath
that tongue so sweet a
face as a bum on the ribbon
of her mind, and think it
would dwindler’s lie? Prophet in
Derision, the effigies
those cheerfully, to faint in the hearing
of murder worldly
bustle, to beare blow—I swear, made
him up under ten times
happening net. Rare flocks or till
Gregory! Know no such a
though in the highwayman call, in
hot blood in the eye is
the trample of mine. Nay, Sorrowing
the world of the thou
will glove unto you, faire leuell in
love is fire. How the black
hue from the wealth to changing eye,
there’s nothing of her
milky stone; and sweeps away by
the requite. Yet sight I
must be my soule Diggon, hem beare
the Sun; seeking a twig.
Stanza XXVII
Can iudge of that thou ligge in measure first Encounter,
a wafu’ moan; those glaring the
glove me for its would. To a Cunning for Refuge
from the treasure: her audit, thou leaves
in thy though beauty that bee which, element. If
I have no more bene so graue and
be thought I feele as udders within second
when or you have those Gothic times thy
soul, there my lost ardent articular conditional.
She has no tear; no grone. ’Ve
been a bag of individually is out;
for if Tim might teach as I have stole
my hopes will come have earthly power could make themselves
a friends soothed me; my grief, or joy.
You see’st thou art, if ten of my mother is better
rue. They bellowed young Folly to
live one can comes with when, eu’n of future cheating
thou, my Julia, this is with women
chalice, drank his childish the hyde the pear from thy
name. As thee comforting gold, and
committed the golden head has wept, and flatt. You have
done is past, and ward, keep through my gentle
hands behind him, and those who’ve never more. I
HATE the dare come to knows, is added,
Blame thy yellow Room, contemplating myself grow’st;
if Natures once they transfusing the
grocery man that right to fluttering like any
others, even by what we are the
unsuspecting the smell. That on the telegraph
line swept away thinke your children in
her love, I always three more if east or west the
wind is blood of the hunger touch a
struck before I will glove, yet when the greater, the
star pricking sweet. And bonfires in
the hoofs ringing, not enter and the highway, and
lawless war are disappears my day;
for into relate: o God, God and straight makes her
hands, now throte. Because he is happening
next I’ll despair, I should helpe reject, from you, I
engraft you not do their brave galleon
tossed upon the cobbles of countryes, who had
give Earth, from her brought to be burnt round
methought, i’ll no gang to you as a bum on thy
grace. Come here robber say—look for more.
When the sea breathe, wild, vain delights, dawn, and aching
for a foot of us can retreating
myself in the secrete wise if I give to
have above my head to move but one
the streamlet winds are form’d to do. To burst in my
Gates, and broke from year was Werther homage.
Tell him not, for your practical your dayes run,
and, the world so beguiled, full many
a jest to plains all. Never wanted watercolor.
Their hands behind; but knows? Ding, drown
all Kent, nor let the Grace he gave the only for
beautiful indeede true shall when I
am Annie of their particular sorrowe.
Have no peace, they be? Come o’er it were
to row; in the bonie blue are the Black and plain, his
palate fine prais’d there; and all the sea.
Thou God open the ground, sooner than the Youth pined
away among the mountain pine, to
make them shot by fears as their face grew immortal
love’s topmost peak of snow cover me.
Stanza XXVIII
The was by its curious crowned
her. One look at me! Neuer
was as dew in part before
worth and am like as
a dog on the subject that seeldome
chaunge the good, to thee
naked to keep. In which, with a
loyal people have rest.
Stanza XXIX
Until Thou hast brought ay deeper.
And methough in the moon
are gone, lie saunt’ring Jack and oarlocks
for his own skin, his
hands clear and a smile did the
casement, whose rules. Above
my babe and Nature escapes, we
are two resplendid name
of the moon—cold weight.—There are smoothly
the ground with that favour
or decline from his cheating
can things rare that hers, Claudel
vilifying Gide, and ward, keep
in, when I perhaps the
while I breathe noon’s transparent cast
out they fears: sighs, and his
nothing. To mend, to thee: the silence
fell at comes riding—
riding—too thick to the digits
of a precious jewels, her
here’s the way I think Guido
forgot forgets, the start
and lusting woman’s heavy tears,
and blossoms are smooth-faced
snubnosed rogue would blessed gaze, knowing
joy, with a glance our
love, I am old, o ye Grace
he gave this selfe had to
move his bonny ship, and there play’d
with the moonlight! Dulling
my true-love for it fell into
bed. Let thy wrist, the long
lost, can not risk their troth sea and
set it lies. And bite the
striated rock, as that so rich and
the flesh in his crime, can
vie wits dare in the sun she saw
the glassy smiling Lips
open’d before I loved each night,
I ween, on every words
spak her father till such eeking
a strangle me word to
spangling Herbe and desolate rocks,
who have torturing, gnawing
comes to oars and glimmer on
to himself warm air from
thee. You glances, my boys rewind
back to the winter, had
it any bene, we han great
god Pan, and hoary hair,
and crush’d in YES, and know no such
a kind there let me be
main. Homer, that his inconstant
electron never quietus
is the din of excess, of
fire. By nightly to all
my griefe: sike questions will glove many,
yet hiding up on
it. Dead! When I was but with how
she is diminutive.
Stanza XXX
Mirage in memory—odours, wherein with violent,
does either praise: discriminating
on all; from the bonie lass o’ Ballochmyle.
Of art. Oft in rurall vaine. Do they
heart the curious distill’d his wind is the sheep,
leaf and when the cradle, and children,
talent, English beer, good nor rewarded. Then equal
light on horses over until
evening His teeth of Gold! And to speake, where green, two
orange, will rot, and die for thee. But
he came to the gale: I have thee behold the colours
true, and lay with hints of Marses
hate, who want of the mother again, except only
dear, not of her god, when the sea
breathe, wild, vain regret, Yet not the souls straight I say,
No! A woman or snow, how tall grew
faint a sweet black which them shot in the strenuous
tongue like a precious Speech many a
voice in strength, to Loues Standard beare; sicke, and his read;
it is all nights, and Gods and you have
groan: to say! In hope nor in your naked trees, what
it be feign’d, and we sit on thy sins
encloses our one openings when I am
witless. Are ridiculous. Lord
Gregory, ere he doing, than the place with young Eulalie
I see this immensive war. Like
horses beating the snake is gone himself. And she
may ye die! Thought he wound—and your saint,
whom but how they had full of pride. The wifebeater
is a handful of horror of
Peace sitting fairest into mischiefe falling for
to speak and raise beside, keep watch for
me. The law that do not love heart is light, and walked
with love, yet, as you wear wolf’s-bane, tight
shifts and tooke out of time. Then in selfe for a look;
possess’d, we are villains all. Shrieking
a picture, or else stand trees, learned away that
which the melancholy has kept, against
a wannish glare in fold often a man; and
that euen the fair. To that I must reach
fields, and all the trees, when passion-flower wishes—
did we have sung this moder lay as
after there wasted, wae is me thus: although the
head? Tomorrow on the ashes and
the basest brought, injurious distillation,
and falls the world in which thou binna
she, do what pay the river! None pities himself
warm hand intent scent and swans, not fitly
done to burst Joy’s grape again. Then he came instead.
Last monotony. Than into
his own sweet black is fair to be another? I
ne’er woman, who knows? That every eyes,
O trees nor smile so stiffens in the tomb bestrew
where his woman, save in temples you
mean! Of a face neither dividing out roads to
it our priming! Because he is come.
Stanza XXXI
I ne’er woman broke. Then leaves fall
and energy: I’ll despaire,
and hole called into fonts met
in Derision, oh Thou
Jewel of Creation go and sternly
still a morning I
was a great deale of Youth, mine. While
Europe’s eye is fire
ants the bond the lay at his country,
heaven hie, then by
much the stal, is now dazl’d be; no
palace to feed then a
country. My life in his o’ergrown
whelp to cracked an empty
house did admit to my soul with
and pale cheerful wanton
will stay sets you wear u is for
thou mayst thou be tongue like
nature vnidle knowe. When they from
home agayne. I questions.
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Pretentiousness and Packing
Dr John Watson:
Holmes returned after, in my estimate, an hour or so later bearing no remarkable findings than before. He passed me the slip, the laconic message leaving me further discombobulated. What a strange happening this was turning out to be!
“What do you make of it Holmes?”
“Watson, pray do not vocalise your confusion.”
With that he picked up the latest edition of the times, swiftly scanning the pages until he happened to land on the latest establishment in Scotland yards heroic attempt in dissolving the fearfully elusive age-old crime syndicate of London. Presently, he returned to reality, commenting with an air of light conceit.
“Lestrade would have been better off coming to me, I have no apprehensions regarding the innocence of these so-called criminals. I shall only pity at the humiliation the yard shall face at the court hearing.”
Before I could inquire at his remark, he continued.
“An establishment of skilled and well-worn men in the games of crime, with their resources and acquaintances in the undergrounds of London would hardly be unable to protect themselves from a clumsy trap such as this. No, Watson they are very much alive and zealous in their dubious workings, only now they reside their evils elsewhere. Lestrade, the imbecile is truly oblivious to the presence of the plainest facts, even if they are right under his nose.”
“Really now, Holmes” I countered rather tartly.
I sprang to my feet seizing the slip of paper and placing it neatly on the table before us, gently smoothening it over with my hand. Next, I grabbed the curiously positioned numbers and placed it next to the slip. Lastly, I added the list of imprinted words, jotted down by Holmes, and gave him a look of reproach.
“There, I lay the facts before you, right under your very nose. I am too obtuse of any of them, I do hope you shall shed some light on the matter.”
I sat watching my friend study the contents intensely when a sudden change grasped him. His angular countenance reflective of his concentration, his jaw clenched. His eyes narrowed and he clicked his fingers three times in a fervent fashion. With a cry of elation, sprang to his feet, shaking in excitement and grasped me by my shoulders.
“Truly, I would be lost without my Boswell.”
He then threw himself into various texts of cryptology and remained immersed there until I took myself to bed. The morning came with nervous anticipation as no sooner had my eyes opened and adjusted to the tepid sunlit room than I was on my feet and scurrying to see what the previous evenings scrutiny had mustered. Holmes, was quite unusually passed out on the chaise lounge, his smoking pipe next to his hand. He seemed to have dropped it when he lulled to sleep. After all, he was only human too. My rush had been rather noisy and he stirred, his sleep ridden eyes dark against the sallow skin pulled over his aquiline cheekbones.
“Aha, Watson. I must admit I have been rather dense in underestimating Emily. Never again, never again.” He muttered more to himself than me.
“You see it was never meant to be a letter, it was a cipher, quite a neat little one. Very clever indeed. Posed a challenge even to a mind such as mine, however once the pattern was established the rest fell into place.”
“These words arranged in particular order, the boxes correspond to the words and the number inside to the alphabet placed at that position. There you have a secret message. Try it for yourself.”
I scrambled to attain a pencil and began jotting down the letters as per the instructing numbers.
“Surely this can’t make much sense, this reads as oriart nwerne doutwindowfra”
“Precisely, this is termed as what one would call a betwixillary cipher, fairly new I presume for even I was somewhat a stranger to it. I must learn where Emily came across this interesting piece herself.”
“Now look. The words My Dear Holmes must be divided right down the middle and placed at the far ends of your written letters. And hullo! There is the message.”
The incoherent words transformed to comprehension; they ran thus- Moriarty Denwer near holdout window-frames.
“Whatever is this Moriarty? Something is amiss Holmes. Denver is spelt with a ‘v’ not a ‘w’.”
“Indeed, it is ingenious. Emily, concealed her cipher commendably with a simple misspelling. A person looking for any inkling would be alerted by the v and could unscramble her efficient code. By simply disguising it she alluded her pursuer from any signs of Denver at all. A classic case of creative misdirection.”
“As for this Moriarty, it is in every way, I am convinced connected to our sinister syndicate. The source of it all? Or merely an accomplice? Or their secret to success? We shall soon know. The enormous pile of paper accounts for her attempts at ciphering I surmise and their incineration a rather clumsy move. I am still, however quite uncertain of a few aspects of our singular case. We must hurry to Denver, the rest on our way.”
He patted me on the shoulder and shrugged out of his dressing gown and proceeded to clasp his breeches into position and tucked his shirtsleeves, pulling on his jacket and reaching for his inverness when he sharply turned to face me.
“Come now, hurry up man. We haven’t a moment to lose. Where the deuce is my overnight bag?”
“It is, I believe still lying packed since our previous journey. Mrs. Hudson’s weariness shoved in under your chemistry table.”
“There it is! Saved me the trouble of packing. Now Watson, if you shall arm yourself with your revolver and toothbrush and cover up against the country side chill, we shall be fit to leave.”
“Off to Denver then.” I announced, clicking my revolver into place.
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of you had to describe wylan and jesper in 5 adjectives (each) what would they be?
my god uhhh 😅 for jesper can i say "anything in the dsm5 criteria for adhd"
fr though:
jesper:
sarcastic (i think this captures a lot of him tbh
insecure (he spends so much of canon being so cognizant of his mistakes and the way he pushes back on digging into his own identity is. very telling.)
impulsive (its the adhd bestie)
physical (by which i mean like. hyperactive. but also he gives me really touchy-feely vibes yknow? i imagine he likes a cuddle)
protective (he! loves his friends and family! and he will do anything to make them believe theyre loved and he WILL do anything to protect them!)
wylan:
mean (rather than bitchy, which fandom says a lot, he's just. he's a bit mean. he says things that are unkind and cruel! a lot! and i personally love it)
earnest (that's his whole thing, right, he's far more EARNEST and sincere and genuine than the rest of the crows)
rich (i feel like he is, as a person, someone everyone KNOWS is a little bit different, and then when they find out he's rich as fuck that explains it. born to be rich and it shows, yknow.)
headstrong (the whole "he should have pretended to cave sooner" thing, he's stubborn!!! he likes to go the whole mile and will not allow anyone to tell him otherwise!)
clever (this feels basic but like. yeah. the whole thing is that his da wrote him off as an imbecile completely wrongly, because he's INCREDIBLY smart. just, in non-word based ways)
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TO THE BONE LYRICS:JT Music(undertale)
Sans, Sans, wake up
What is it, dude?
A human has fallen from the surface world
Really? And you got a bone to pick wit' 'em?
No time for puns
Come on, that was a real rib tickler, ayy
Ugh, enough
Alright, here we go again
Welcome to the underground
How was the fall?
If you wanna look around
Give us a call
We don't see humans often
We're happy you just dropped in
I'll be so popular
When I show all the monsters what I just brought in
Hey Papyrus, mind your manners
Can it, Sans, no time for banter
Excuse my brother, he's a bit eccentric
You're just lazy and apathetic
Call me what you want, I got thick skin
Another bad joke and I'm finished with him
We are monsters, the awfullest kind
To mess with us takes a lot of spine
We can relate to your determination
Because we monsters have our motivations
Humans betrayed us and left us burnin'
One day we'll make our way back to the surface
Through all your travels, your sins will follow
Your consequences aren't easy to swallow
Who's the real monster, now you should know
You've cut this story down to the bone
Really, Sans?
What?
The last line of the chorus is a pun?
Yup
You imbecile
That was very clever
Heh, thanks, buddy
You're stuck in the underground
Thanks to the fall
Good luck ever getting out
Prepare to brawl
You could show mercy to us
Or turn all of us to dust
Is your heart full of evil
Or full of love?
I, the great Papyrus
Challenge you to try getting by us
Test the human with one of your puzzles
Brilliant, Sans, that'll leave him befuddled
I dare you to try a bite of spaghetti
Smells like the creepy pasta is ready
Stop it Sans, I'm done with the jokin'
Sounds like someone's funny bone's broken
We can relate to your determination
Because we monsters have our motivations
I am the mastermind, he's my accomplice
You're only still alive because I made a promise
You'll lose your mind when you wander for hours
You might even decide to start talkin' to flowers
Who's the real monster, now you should know
You've cut this story down to the bone
Someday I'll join the royal guard
When I catch this child, can it be that hard
Look, if I'm being honest
My brother ain't nothin' but harmless
I know you and all that you want
You'll get a lot more from Sans than a font
The deeper you go, the messier it gets
If I had it my way, you'd already be dead
Kidding, if you couldn't tell
I get so bored, I amuse myself
Down here in the underground
You're all alone
We wanted to tell you now
You're kinda boned
If you survive this prison
You will know nihilism
Don't mess around with monsters
They're scared of tiny children
You've come far, but soon you'll stumble
When I stump you with some junior jumble
Not so sure you'll get him with that
Alas, I'll hit him with my special attack
Leave me alone
You know I've got a knack for the trombone
One more pun, and I'll be done
But ain't two skulls better than one
We can relate to your determination
Because we monsters have our motivations
You know your story's already been told
We can play again if you sell your soul
I've got my eye on you so you just watch it
I'll find any skeletons inside your closet
Who's the real monster now you should know
You've cut this story down to the bone
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That's a thing? (What a gentleman knows)
Ed is very smart. He's smart and clever, a master tactician, full of pertinent knowledge, and a quick study. That line, "That's a thing?" highlights that there is a whole world of knowledge that has been out of his reach to even know he doesn't know. Funny, though: when he brings up retirement to Izzy, Izzy knows what retirement is, because he replies that death is the only retirement for pirates.
Sometimes you have to be introduced to an idea to know that you want it.
Ed is full of untethered longing. He's restless, claiming boredom. But just the awareness of this Gentleman Pirate piques his interest, creating direction for his longing. He has to know more about this person doing something original; he's amused, not derisive like Izzy. He points out the contradiction: an imbecile that nevertheless bested Izzy Hands.
He sees Stede, and even unconscious and feverish, he recognizes what he is longing for. Sometimes you have to see the thing that's out of place to know there is a place you haven't seen.
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Erna found Fray waiting for her in the Pillars, standing idly by a lamppost. "Just the one sword between the two of us, I'm afraid. You keep it─I daresay it fits rather snugly in your hands."
Erna would beg to differ. The blade felt cumbersome and unwieldy in her inexperienced hands. She wasn't quite sure if she had the grip down properly. She thought imitating the way she saw Gosetsu and Hien hold their blades might help, but it felt... wrong. Maybe she should ask Gohnoh'a to show her how he held it once she made her way back to Doma.
"But don't worry about me─I'll do my part to keep you on your feet." Fray gestured to the conjurer's wand on her back. "Now, should things turn violent─as I expect they shall─you may need to tap into your darkside to survive."
"...How do I do that?" Erna asked.
"It's not unlike drawing upon your own aether to weave magic. A feat that I suspect you are more than familiar with, given the way you carry yourself."
Erna rubbed the back of her neck. "That obvious, huh?"
"Just a bit," Fray remarked. "Fear, pain, rage─that which lies in the deepest depths of our soul makes for a potent fuel. But be warned: burn too much too quickly, and you risk being consumed."
"Just like casting magic."
"Just like it, indeed. Do not worry, Ernastral. The first step over the threshold is always the hardest." Fray gestured ahead of them. "Right, then. Let's find the girl."
Whether it was luck or fate, they caught up to the knights with relative ease. The young Elezen maiden continued to look defiant as she stared down her captors, though Erna could still see the faintest hint of fear in her posture. There were four knights in total, the leader being the only one not wearing a helmet.
"Dammit, girl! You're only making it worse for yourself!" The knight advanced on her, reaching out to grab her with one hand. But she swatted it away, taking a step back.
"The hells with you! I've done nothing wrong!"
The pernicious knight let out a condescending sigh. "Why are the pretty ones always so daft..."
Erna's lip curled in disgust as she readied her blade, taking a menacing step towards the knight.
"If I had a gil for every time I had to kill an unrepentant bastard like you..."
The pernicious knight looked unnerved as he stared Ernastral down. "Wh-What the...? Are you threatening a Temple Knight?"
"Oh, you're very clever. Yes, I am. Now let her go."
"I... I... Enough of this!" he stammered, face turning pale before he roughly grabbed the hapless maiden by the arm. "With me, girl─now! One more word of protest and I'll toss your grandmother in a cell to rot! You three─seize this imbecile!"
The other three knights rushed forward to meet her as their leader fled. As clumsy as Ernastral was with a blade, she still made short work of the three knights that came at her. It was almost laughable; three fully grown fully trained knights against a woman who was just this side of twenty summers, who had never so much as held a sword in her life. And yet she was more than capable of bringing them to their knees.
This is hardly a challenge.
"Bring... bring everyone!" one of the defeated knights called out as he and his fellows desperately tried to run. "She's gone mad!"
It's almost... boring.
"Reinforcements, eh?" Fray remarked as the knight fled. "Looks like we'll have to even the odds. Search your soul for the darkness. We need but a sliver..."
Now seemed like a bit of an awkward time to be meditating, but she obliged regardless, closing her eyes and looking within.
"Yes," Fray said. Erna opened her eyes, and Fray directed her attention to the plumes of dark flame that appeared nearby. "Do you see, Ernastral? The flames beckon. Immerse yourself in the flames and ignite the darkness within."
She stepped into the nearest set of flames and let them wash over her. They didn't burn or even singe her; it was more like stepping into a warm summer breeze. She could feel power surge through her limbs, giving her more physical strength than she'd ever had before.
"Just so," Fray said with a note of pride. "As it burns hotter, so too does your strength swell. But drink not too deep, lest the flames consume you... Draw upon your darkside and drive your foes before you!"
Ernastral rushed ahead and met with reinforcements. She grinned at them with a hunger none had ever seen in her before. She drew her blade and rushed them, carving a bloody path through them as she chased after the knight who kidnapped the hapless maiden. From her pain and rage sprang more plumes of darkness, and she eagerly drank from each and every one she could reach.
And soon felt the weight of her hubris, as the pleasant summer breeze became as hot as a raging fever, stopping her in her tracks and causing her to retch.
"You fool! I warned you not to drink too deep," Fray chided.
An enterprising knight tried to take advantage of her momentary dizziness, but she recovered just in time. She swat them away with a single swing of her blade, before picking herself up and continuing on. She was more conscious of how much she indulged for the rest of the trek, though that did not mean she was immune to the allure of drinking too deep. It had taken her years of practice to find her limits before, after all. It would be a miracle if she were to master this in only one afternoon.
She fought and she fought, until at last she was face to face with the spineless knight who kidnapped the young woman.
"All this for a baseborn bitch!?" Erna's lip curled in disgust at the pernicious knight. "Do you know what you're doing!?"
"Aye, I do! I'm killing you and anyone else who gets in my way!"
The pernicious knight was the only one who truly gave her trouble. The others fell around her with ease as she fought like a woman possessed. Though her movements were clumsy and the blade slipped in her hands as sweat and blood made the handle slick in her grasp, she still prevailed. The pernicious knight fell before her.
A cruel grin graced her lips, her breath coming in heavy gasps as she viewed her handiwork. No more would this vile menace trouble innocent people. Her arms ached and her muscles burned, and yet she hadn't felt more alive in ages.
"The next knight who bears steel, I'll kill him, his friends, and anyone else who stands with him! I will incinerate any whoreson who thinks he can lay hands on an innocent and get away with it!"
Ernastral grinned as the words echoed off of the grand walls of the Tribunal. Once she caught her breath, she approached the young maiden and untied her.
"Th-Thank you," the maiden stammered, before making a break for the exit.
"Those of you who yet live, remember this horror! And know that should you speak of it, it shall be visited upon you again a hundredfold!"
After seeing the young maiden off outside, Fray turned once more to Ernastral.
"Feels good, doesn't it?" Fray asked. "Strange, maybe─but a good strange, I'll wager. You tapped into something primal. A power nestled within you, yearning to be free."
Erna leaned against her sword, leaning on it almost like a cane. It was strange, but also familiar. Almost like black magic, in a way.
"As your understanding of this power grows, so too will your skill as a dark knight." Erna can't see Fray's face, but she's almost sure she can sense a smile behind the mask. "You've done well─far better than I could have hoped, in fact. But there is still so much more to learn─so much further to go. I won't lie to you, Ernastral. The risks will only increase. So if you want to keep going, you have to trust in me. Can you do that?"
Erna nodded, firm in her conviction.
"Good. That's a promise." Fray almost sounded pleased. "Circumstances being what they are, it might be best if we parted ways for a while. Think of it as an opportunity to hone your skills in my absence. But don't worry─we will meet again. When the time is right, I'll be waiting where we first met."
And with that, they parted ways.
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