for i can no longer pretend not to see
all those your lack and your stagnant stance
leaves me stranded in this forsaken dance
while i drown in the oceanic feelings i keep
yet you linger in darkness, refusing to gain
the sun may rise, but you remain in the night
lost in the shadows, devoid of light
i yearn for growth, for passion, for fire
but you're stuck in the mire, refusing to aspire
with heavy heart and weary soul
wave the ceiling from tommorow
so i'll set sail on waters unknown
leaving behind the seeds of love i've sown
for i cannot longer in this stagnant sea
it's time to free the people from daylights
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a whispered secret, that cancer, it's mine,
bound to me, yet in the dark, it shines.
virgo's sun, in celestial spin,
your presence, the treasure I've fight to win.
beneath the twinkling stars, I climb so high,
to the rooftop, where midnight rain does sigh.
in the cloak of darkness, a kiss so stark,
makes me feel young, a rejuvenating spark.
he was born in July,
my Virgo is sun,
that Cancer it's mine,
this Sagi's moon is yours.
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Kakek, please lend him your shoulders,
when Ayah paints the canvas with blue and green,
Ayah couldn’t discern which one is turquoise or aquamarine,
because brown and gold are his most favorite colors all the time.
if I have a good imagination, I will know how to blend colors,
in this cruel world with all its glamorous cluelessness.
Kakek, please lend her your shoulders,
When Mami decorates my birthday cake,
She chooses buah sawo to make the cake more beautiful,
because fruit cake is her most favorite cake at the time.
if I have good perceptions, I will know how to whip the cream,
this, my mother’s glamour, lives on and on.
i embody shades of blue, sweetness, and greenery,
yet my intuition remains strong.
if you don’t believe me,
my paintings, my poetry, are seeping into your bones
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hidden lies bring pain and shame
false talk tarnishes a name.
cheating hurts, a trap that bites
trust breaks, hearts ache in endless nights.
in love's fragile dance, a delicate flare
don't squander the rare, a heart laid bare.
don't waste pure heart, true love, be aware
for its beauty's rareness, beyond compare.
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under the open sky where dreams take flight
stands a bright sign, glowing in the night
it's the Hollywood sign, you should know
a symbol of stories, both high and low
in the City of Angels, it's standing tall
with a rich history, we can recall
weathered by time, but it's still a thrill
a legend in letters, a big, bright hill
though it's aged and lost some of its sheen
the Hollywood sign's like a silver screen
a reminder of dreams, of stars that shine
in the place where dreams are intertwined
so, shine, dear sign, with your iconic face
a symbol of this unique, special place
the fire of Hollywood will always burn
in the hearts of those who dream and yearn
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hollywood's shimmer, dreams set to flame,
whispers of riches, the lure of the game,
elvis presley echoes, a legendary name,
trading one's soul for a shot at the same.
in lights of the movie, the world's stage anew,
tales spun like silk, but a cost that's not true,
the ocean of applause, its waves may subdue,
yet the aquamarine depths hold secrets askew.
fame's tempting embrace, a bargain untamed,
a dance with desires, leaving souls maimed,
but remember, dear seeker, what's truly attained,
for the heart's purity lost, can't be reclaimed.
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no longer bound by the hands of time,
i dance with freedom, in rhythm Sublime.
for in the depths of my soul, a fire ignites,
youthful spirit soars, taking wondrous flights.
i stroll along the shoreline, carefree and light,
each moment a treasure, shining ever so bright.
the cherry blossoms bloom, a vibrant display,
mirroring the colors of life along the bay.
with every gentle breeze that kisses my skin,
i'm reminded that age is but a mere din.
for within me, a spirit forever young,
in this seaside haven, my heart is sung.
so, let the world wonder and stare,
for i am content, beyond compare.
in the aqua marine depths of my soul,
age becomes a whisper, a story untold.
in Indonesia's embrace, i find my bliss,
a timeless journey, an ageless abyss.
for the beach is my haven, my sacred stage,
where i dance with freedom, and don't mind my age.
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i never quite fit into that circle
his friends are charming like an hollywood actor
and they were covered in gold
tonight, all I can hear are sirens through my window
this is better than my dream where everyone held me
but when i wake up, it's only you and yourself
leaving the conversion with intent
'cause think solitaire is more fun
in my room, and the temperature
told me, as long as you are here.
no one desevered you
and nobody can hurt you
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what happened to that girl?
she up all night
just to pay her pleasure
on august she sent a letter
only threat that she wrote
"if you wont, i wont stop"
the beyond compare desire hungry lion
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tell me memories that i have made it
i want to know
been living without him
i thought it’s not fashionable to live like this
he forgot where he should go
pulled me back to the land
when i heard helpless screams
running from pretending to say everything is okay
that’s why i stay away from him
don’t worry, there’s no one but you
always remember that he is me and i am him
try to scream louder
he wants more
when you say hello
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there's a shot well still in my heart
they trigged me as well
he said life is beautiful
but i really have no clue
nothing gold can stay
i lost myself when i lost you
you keep me trash but i still love you
but that dont make you a man
nobody care if i get hurt
major tom to ground control
your circuit is dead
"can i come back every night"
ground control to major tom
our circuit is busy
bye bye
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giggles fill your room
guess you don't need me
I know he's done that before
dangerous,
he got you, sounds nothing but ego
i wonder what he thinks of me
don't say i’m boring
let your zodiac talk
Wales is cold tonight
sun goes down
run to the rooftop
dark shadows among us
they mimicking so irritating
put your thick cover
he does it like you are deja-vu
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it’s so hard to fix a thing
we want the best for us, but it’s Collatz Conjecture
“i wanna break up, because the conditions are worse”
that’s what you gathered from my talk
but you were wrong
i'm not a number in the line
my heart is not a playground
once swinging broken feelings
i'm on my own again
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