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There's a 12 year old photo of a cat on reddit I have saved because it has such a powerful energy that I can't afford to lose it

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People say “phase” like impermanence means insignificance. Show me a permanent state of the self.

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one must imagine sisyphus big naturals

he breasted the boulder boobily up the hill…

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dear estrella,

its mexican independence day and im teaching myself spanish with every free resource i can find.

i miss you, sweet sister, and wish i could find you and talk to you about everything we’ve been through in the last 13 years since i last saw you. i have spent countless hours searching the web for any trace of you, to no avail. all of the dna testing websites everyone recommends cost money and these days i struggle to feed myself, but i save every penny i can in hopes of someday finding you once again. my white family adopted me and kept me from you, from our father, and now i cant even remember your last name. my mother has been dead for 6 years and our dad never married her so i cant look at marriage records to find you or our other siblings. i hope danny and alejandro and guadalupe are doing well, though all i can remember are first names.

i remember being ten together and drinking chocolate milk with beef tamales sitting in the living room floor of your house, and wishing we could be together more. i have a star shaped hole in my heart and i miss you very much. im so sorry i wasnt able to keep track of your phone number and keep in touch all these years, i had a very hard nine years after i moved out of california and have been struggling to make ends meet as an adult.

i long to know what our abuelo and abuelita were like before they died, and how our father is doing. i dont feel like i truly belong anywhere because of how alienated my white family has made me all these years, but im also scared your family wont accept me either as a trans person. i just hope you understand and are willing to accept me as your brother instead of your sister, at the very least. i will try to ask my grandfather if he remembers our dads last name the next time i call, but hes getting so old, feeble and hard of hearing that im not sure if he’ll remember it. i think its something like garcia, martinez or rodriguez but i cant say for certain. no matter what it is i want to find you.

ive never felt more alone than i do tonight while writing this, but a tiny light of hope flickers in my heart that i might find you in the future.

its mexican independence day and im teaching myself spanish with every free resource i can find in hopes of feeling closer to you, dear sister. i hope someday i can find a place where i feel i truly belong, and i hope you’re there, too.

lo siento mi hermana, i love you.

#mexican #mexican independence day #long lost sister #mixed race problems #rambles #my heart aches for my family i may never see again #but i hope someday that changes and i find where i belong

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recent commission for a friend!

#parasyte: the maxim #parasyte #cw: gore #unsettling #digital commisions #queer #queer artist #i had so much fun drawing this #commissions open

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can people with harry potter urls just not fucking follow me

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#meme #margarita #brainrot

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i hope when im a wrinkly, crumpled little old man

just one of those pocket sized grandpas

that i get to look out my window every morning and drink warm tea

kiss my partner and walk out into the garden with them

and pick tomatoes

together

#poetry #queer #old #reminiscing for a time that will come much later

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need i say more?

#danny devito #big naturals #meme art #digital art #commissions open #digital commisions #queer #queer artist #taking commisions

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glitchy gradient thingie

#glitch #gradient #halftone #queer artist #digital art #procreate #abstract #pretty #water?

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come get yall late tdov post

#a woman without a penis is like an angel without her wings #tdov art #late to this but my mental health has been collapsing lately #bear with me #transmasc #transfem #mtf #ftm #nonbinary #queer #queer artist #trans artist

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i am growing the biggest and gayest mullet of all time thank you

#worm rambles #mullet #gay #trans #hoo hoo #hee hee #whimsyposting

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feeling like a boy but not a man. somewhere between femboy and hawaiian shirt margarita uncle

#worm rambles #gender stuff #feeling very normal #trans stuff

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gender

#digital art #queer #lgbtqiia+ #queer artist #gender #transgender #mtf trans #transmasc #intersex #with all the trans bans popping up lately my mind has been running nonstop #worrying wbout my safety in this godforsaken country as an intersex and trans person #whos only like 1/4 of the way through my transition goals #living in the bible belt is terrifying

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hello trans people on my phone i love you

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Many relationships would be a lot healthier if we romanticized honest, open and direct communication instead of idealizing the idea of a partner who's intuitively in tune with your every need. You don't need someone who can read your mind, you just need someone who's willing to listen when you speak.

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once you move away from the mentality of thinking "That person could never be trans because they don't act x, y, z way" and allow yourself to think that as well as those people, that any ""normal"" Joe Schmoe or lady blending seamlessly into the crowd could be trans even though there's no obvious "signs" or "dead giveaways", you have gotten the point. trans ppl can be and ARE anyone and everyone that you come across. there's no set type of person who is trans. it can be anyone. there aren't always ways for you to clock them. we are, in fact, normal, and are all around u. we are everywhere and always have been