I am preparing myself to bid goodbye to December. Goodbyes are always not good. They are forever. At the end of this long year, it hurts to see how time flies and how life unfolds in front of my eyes. This year, I failed and survived. I laughed and cried. I saw myself fighting and falling into a dark pit because I was still learning to handle the softest part of my heart. I moved on from things I never talked about. I realized a lot of things, especially about death and the end. Every year, everything dissolves in December as if December was born to make peace with everything. I am also learning to make peace with waves of emotions in my heart. It is just another end, and tomorrow will be another beginning. And at the end of this year, I will not ''hope'' for a good new year as hopes are incomplete. I have ''faith'' that next year will be abundant and full of happiness.
Happy New Year, guys. Have faith, not hope. Faith in life, god, and yourself.
This New Year’s party I’m going to try something new
And that is not treating myself in feminine
I’m done with pretending I’m something I’m not and I no longer care if my family thinks “I’m to young to know” and all the other bs I’ve been said over the past 5 years, whether they like it or not, I’m going to start 2024 being myself
Not the “daughter” “sister” “granddaughter” “niece” they think I am
Wish me luck I guess
HOPE ALL OF YOU BEAUTIFUL AND HANDSOME SOULS HAVE THE BEST YEAR EVER!!!
And I hope that someday my family is able to accept and love me as much as they love her….
Posting some original art before the year closes. I've had this idea stuck in my head for a while and decided to test it out while trying new brushes. Suuuper enjoyed this especially with all the details !! ˊᵕˋ
This year has been one of the wildest ones so far? I have been here since March I think and 183 people have decided that they want to see what I post on their dashboard. To be honest that is pretty insane to me!
I moved twice this year, spending 4 months in student accommodation before getting my own apartment in June (but tbh I don't really live there). I had TWO broken fridges, 5 different plumbers, multiple electricians, some carpenters, and a locksmith come in to make this place liveable but it really doesn't feel like a home. I hope that will change next year!
I passed A LOT of exams this year and failed one! That was my 4th ever failed exam (out of 3 classes I only failed one so go me!) and I did the retake exam all on my own! No study buddies this time and I really liked this chance to prove to myself that I've still got it!
I had 5 jobs this year, all of them at my university.
I became a fanfiction writer??? I am currently fighting the writers block but I WILL finish my WIP in the new year I hope (I hope I didn't jinx it)
And the best for last: I made so many friends on here 🥺 distance is a horrible thing but I'm very lucky to get to meet some friends next year including @queenmeriadoc and @shirebarbie who are coming to visit me in Vienna and we are going to see Taylor Swift together!
It's been A YEAR! I'm gonna end 2023 with a bang tomorrow (and yet no one will bang me, applications welcome in my inbox lmao). May our new year be full of happiness and joy and craziness (but only the good kind)!
I'm hugging each and every one of you (that is a threat)!
Happy NYE guys & happy new year to the ones who already are in 2024! Let us know if it seems to be a good one 😂♥️
I hope all your wishes will come true ✨
In terms of Sebastian, here is what we know about 2024:
“a different man” will premiere at Sundance on Jan 21. Hopefully he will attend, we will have content and an actual release date as well as the first reviews
He will finish to film the DT biopic and hopefully we will not have to hear about it till late 2024/early 2025
What if…? S3 comes out sooner or later so more BB
“Thunderbolts” starts filming in spring so hopefully sets pics and more infos
Hopefully more projects announced and more news about stuff like the movie with Mimi and the one with Maria
A press tour for ADM …. so more content from him compared to 2023 maybe?
Some public events maybe?
🤞🏻🤞🏻 awards season? 🤞🏻🤞🏻
Fans pics & sightings & a bit of personal content/updating
I am sure there is more that i am forgetting!
2023 has been good, more highs than lows (i would say just one low with the half disappointment of the DT movie!). Kinda sucks we saw him less compared to 2021/2022, the strike helped for sure 😂
But we can cheer the few times we saw him: the paris fashion week and francis&jenny’s wedding for example definitely are two of my fave moments of 2023 as well as the mini press tour for sharper! His Ghosted cameo and Dumb Money small part go straight to the most fun parts of 2023!
Here are some pics to celebrate the best we got from him this past year:
happy new year, friends! i hope you’ve all had an amazing new year’s eve! if you’ve already been in 2024 for a few hours now, i hope the start to the year has been great so far! i hope everyone has an amazing 2024!🫶🏻💖💘💕💓💞