“Not giving a shit, she decided, is like the defrost option on a car's heater that miraculously unfogs the windshield, allowing you to see where you're headed.” Richard Russo, Empire Falls
POND, A1J collection #2
Fitting with @lickrika by Yue Yang
i have been reading through the diary I kept from ages 14-17 and realising how helpful it can be to keep a record of how you're feeling at different moments.
not only is it helpful to write down and process how your feeling and give yourself time to truly think about it, it's nice to have something to look back on. to not just remember how you felt about a certain situation but to actually have yourself from that time tell you.
and also, from an adhd perspective, it's really lovely to have reminders of things I'd almost entirely forgotten. it's easy to think that your life right now isn't interesting, but in 5 years time? to know what songs you were listening to or book you were reading or even that Thing that you were so worried about but now you can't even remember the details. it's nice to have a physical reminder that time passes and things really can get better.
is to feel the relief of no longer having to think about manifestation or about my desire specifically. legit, walk around in bliss thinking/feeling/knowing everything worked out for you and you’re immediately in the end state where you already have all your shit in the physical, AND you’re freed up to actually be (embody) who you would be if you DID already have all your shit in the physical, which imo is what the law is really about: who am i when I AM who I AM? a good question to ask yourself. stop waiting. be it now.
love you/believe in you/trust i see you as you already are/only you can choose how you see yourself.
v7k fans we all already unanimously agree that hugo is cringefail and loserboy now kindly hop on the train that nuru is just as insane and reckless as yong