#tumblrph

[angpasumala]

Count your life by smiles, not tears.

#nocturnalsaint #like4like #facebook status #like4follow #journal #edd #quotes #thoughts #tumblrph #AngPasumala #Pasumala

[spotlessmiind]

i deactivated all my soc med . nakakapagod rin tumingin ng buhay ng iba. grabe

#socmed #toxic #ph #tumblrph #followforfollow #idk #spilled thoughts #my writing #spilled words #poets on tumblr #poetry #writers #writers on tumblr #relationship #i love you #fairy tail #philippines #pinas #tumblrpinas

[pepaychi]

What a beautiful 5:37pm.

#sunset #skyporn #sky #nature #scenery #tumblrph #philippines

[bashabanana]

And then suddenly you get tired dealing with their shit. Sorry, I got no time for nonsense and unhealthy conversations anymore. You want games? Go play by yourself cos I’m no longer up to any of it.

#bashabanana #tumblrph

[khangaroobells]

These are raw shots from my CanonM50 with December 2022′s plot twist.

I’m so glad that I’m able to experience snow twice here in London in a span of 2 years (which don’t usually happen!) but I’m still hoping that my next snow experience would be in an actual cold country like Switzerland or Greenland. Aaaahhhh -- But for now, let me work hard again first and make that dream happen. :P

#London #Londonsnow #UK #Snow #lensblr #tumblrPH #TumblrUK

[seaiswhereifindyou]

Or maybe you could’ve said something rather than left me on ‘seen’ so you could break my heart by then I have reason to stop loving you.

#heartbreak #im cryin #indifferentlife #hopeforthebest #past love #lastgoodbye #the one that got away #fvck #ex lovers #inspirational quotes #soft love #tumblrphilippines #tumblrph #tumblog #pinoy hugot #tagalog hugot #hugot feels

[blueprintbelle]

I am Back!

Hi to my followers and everyone here on Tumblr! It's so fun to look back on all the progress I made while striving to finish my degree and claim the title of Civil Engineer.

Here's a quick recap of the years I missed posting on this digital diary of mine:

Back in November 2019, I finish my bachelor's degree in civil engineering. I tried my best to update this blog, posting my notes and other references to help other students with their studies.

In 2020, I wasn't able to take the civil engineering board examination due to the COVID-19 pandemic and started working in the field of electronics engineering. It wasn't long before I switched jobs related to my field. In 2021, I was hired at an interior fit-out firm as a Junior Cost Estimator, and I will be forever grateful for that opportunity since it opened doors for me today.

I took my civil engineering board examination last November 2022, after a year of working and getting hired at the subsidiary of the largest power distributor here in the Philippines. While I was working, I took the time to study and prepare for another board examination, the Master Plumbers.

I passed my Master Plumber examination last July 2023, and now I've been absorbed in an international company that caters to Middle East projects as a cost consultant.

Looking back at all the hard work and self-doubts, I'm so proud to say that I did not give up and more importantly, I gained opportunities that were beyond my expectations.

I'm sharing this because I want to return to the platform where all the inspiration came from.

I am very happy to share that I have been thinking about sharing again all my study contents and services in line with civil engineering and plumbing.

I'll be posting the details soon!!! For now, I hope my story will also inspire other to NOT GIVE UP and GO GET IT! :)

#inspiration #manila #studyblr #study blog #tumblrph #tumblr

[myquarterlifejournal]

Communicate with a Heart

I am furious.

How hard it was to communicate with people with a heart. Is it true that not everyone has the capability to show compassion?

I believe that each person should think, speak and listen from the heart. In that way, everyone will be capable of understanding underlying needs and desires of the person we are trying to communicate with.

For world peace to happen, we can start with ourselves. Practice compassion in every thing we do.

We could practice gentleness and still be able to deliver across our message and to uphold our authority. Keep in mind that practicing compassionate communication advocates deeper connections with the team. It develops a more harmonious relationships among us and give us me particularly a greater sense of inner peace.

so please,

Speak with kindness

#personal #blog #TumblrPH

[jzzmnrndocx]

on starting my own blog!

Hey guys! I am currently experiencing my break from school and I am finding ways on how to spend my time in a more purposeful and meaningful way (’cause apparently going on TikTok for hours and playing Stardew Valley isn’t a productive way of spending you’re time). 

I guess I just wanted a place for my thoughts and feelings to go, and I picked this place! I hope to be able to express my thoughts and share my experiences here. (I also hope my writing improves.) 

See u later! 

#newblog #newblogger #tumblrph

[devendarko]

d i s t a n t

I noticed that I’ve been growing very distant with the things I mostly spend my time on. Whether it’s hanging out with my friends or just staying on social media. There’s a vast array of reasons why it has led to this. For starters, I may have not been very in tune with reality but to sum it all up, life sucks. And the weird thing about it is that I’m used to it. Maybe I’m just trying to escape responsibilities or even life itself. Can you just teleport me to another world were I can be a less anxious, handsome and more confident version of myself? I’ve been waking up with this heavy feeling and I have to drag myself and continue on. Being a an emotionless, walking, sleep deprived zombie. Would things be different if I didn’t go to Med? would my life be better if I passed my PLE on my first take? (oopsy I bet you didn’t know about that). 

These questions often come up when I wake up or I go to bed. Personally, maybe I’m still hurting with these circumstances. I can’t call it regret, maybe if I’m too focused on myself, these things just pop in my head and make think.

Regardless, staying away from social media for a while is therapy. No notifications, no doom scrolling or whatever and you know the most fun part of that is? I don’t have any idea what’s going on with people in their lives. Ignorance is truly a bliss. it’s liberating. And I don’t plan on coming back yet. I’m just gonna enjoy this for a while.

The other thing that I’ve been distance about is my friends. I know we all live very busy lives and I just think that hanging out with them to share my problems wouldn’t really help me. I don’t want to bother them and as far as I*m concerned, I’m okay. 

Okay, so this is just a random update and I didn’t expect this to be a long post. But anyways, one thing I really miss is writing. To see my thoughts put into words, it’s funny, weird (sometimes), and real. I could type all day if I wanted to but we have to wear our adult pants and go on living. I believe better days are coming for me, and you guys too. Just keep moving forward. 

#personal #random #tumblrph

[chiecandidato]

iloveyou girls <3

#friendship #samgyupdating #aftershift #tumblrph #philippines #metromanila

[angpasumala]

I fucking miss you so bad!

#nocturnalsaint #like4like #like4follow #journal #quotes #tumblrph #AngPasumala #Pasumala

[spotlessmiind]

i just realize god punishes you by giving you everything you want

#philippines #pinas #poetry #spilled thoughts #spilled words #my writing #tumblrpinas #tumblrph #i love you #memes

[talkativeraccoon]

Plants

I have to be honest I didn’t like watering them when I was asked to. 

Even the thought of having to spend 10 mins doing it everyday already exhausted me. 

The only thing that forced me to do it was I know that my father really spent time and made an effort to water it everyday and I didn’t wanna be the reason why it dries. 

The first two mornings were tough. I disliked how I’d have to go back and forth to the restroom to get a pail of water - not to mention spending 10 minutes everyday under the scorching heat of Manila. My skin is already tan as it is, I didn’t want to look fried even more.

But as days went on, my appreciation for the plants grew. Seeing it grow and thrive made me appreciate it more. It reminded me of that cliche statement - that when you put an effort on something, you will definitely gain something back. 

Sure, it may not always mean that you will get the outcome that you’re expecting. Some plants will bear fruit, some will not. But that’s okay. 

You water them anyway. 

You water them even when you’re not sure if a flower will bloom or a fruit will bear. 

You water them anyway. 

And that’s okay. 

Every effort is already an experience no matter what the outcome may be. 

#daily life #journal #daily #everyday #tumblrph #filipino #tagalog

[bashabanana]

My insecurities have been fvcking me up lately but hey sometimes you gotta fake it til you make it 🥹😅

#bashabanana #photosbyhoney #tumblrph

[lifeashowmknowsit]

Pagod na ako.

Hindi ko alam kung kanino ko pwede sabihin yung nararamdaman ko. I feel like I can’t tell it to anyone kasi everyone is dealing with so much already at this time. Kaya dito ko na lang isusulat, siguro makakatulong kasi somehow may mapaglalabasan ako.

Wala na ako work since Sept. 15 and I am the breadwinner of the family. I live with my lola, mom, 2 aunts, 2 uncles, 2 cousins, 3 dogs and 3 cats. My mom is close to 60 years old and has a maintenance medication. My lola is at 85, experiencing symptoms of dementia / Alzheimer’s. She also has maintenance. One of my aunts, an angel. Been taking care for all of us since we are born. Cooks for us and all. My other aunt is working for the government. Probably a minimum wage earner and is fond of availing paluwagan / lending services. My 2 uncles, both schizophrenic (violent and noisy) and I think no type of medication can heal them. They’ve been in and out from NCMH for more than 10 years. 

I have a sister living with my other aunt in our small business store. I guess she is not seeing the big picture of how hard it is to live where I live because I see everything on a daily basis and I am constantly reminded that I need to get my shit together because these people are counting on me. I resigned from my previous job due to mental health issues. My job made me think less of what I am as a person. It is a sales position and I am pressured to get pass through metrics and all those KPIs. I would say I am someone who is creative and would want to pursue a source of income using those creative skills. Right now, I have a blurry idea of what I want to achieve. These past 2 days, I’ve been so tired yet I did not accomplish/able to do anything. I just want to fucking succeed and give my family all the good things in life. 

Help me God. Help me Universe. 

I need guidance, love and light. 

#mentalhealth #ncmh #filipino #tumblrph #helpuniverseimstuck