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alpines-bucky · 2 years
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Apparently uni is a time and energy consuming thing, I haven’t had time to write anything at all, I’ve been feeling really low for months now. That’s why I haven’t done anything at all on my blog. For any of my followers who is  curious. I know how frustrating to read a fic and then realise that, it was discontinued. I do have a new fic idea at mind tho. If I can find some time I’ll write it down <3
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alpines-bucky · 2 years
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if you would be so kind as to reblog this if you feel insecure about your writing skills.
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alpines-bucky · 2 years
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Holy shit I'm back!
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alpines-bucky · 2 years
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Sorry for being absent. I was ill and I had my finals. Uni is being a pain in my ass. It's hard. Moving away, getting to know the new people, a new environment, classes and all. Didn't have any time to write
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alpines-bucky · 2 years
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I think they told you that because the user they tagged is a minor following you
Well there is nothing a Minor can't read or see on my blog, and how do they know that, that person is following me?
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alpines-bucky · 2 years
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@buckybarneswhoresstuff is a minor following you
What? Why would you send me this?
@buckybarneswhoresstuff Idk why they sent me this but I think this was meant for you
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alpines-bucky · 3 years
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I haven’t had the time to write for awhile now because my classes have started and I’m still adjusting to the environment. I just wanted to let the people who cares enough to check that, this is not something that I do on purpose. I’ll be back to writing as soon as I make my own schedule around the courses and what not. Also my sister is getting engaged next week! I’m super busy with that too but I’ll have a week off after that. Hopefully I’ll have time to write. 
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alpines-bucky · 3 years
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How to manifest a Bucky anon?
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alpines-bucky · 3 years
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if you would be so kind as to reblog this if you feel insecure about your writing skills.
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alpines-bucky · 3 years
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Is it bad that I want a Bucky anon for myself?
Idc at this point I want me a Bucky :(
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alpines-bucky · 3 years
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To fanfic readers/authors...
I posted this in one of my FFN stories recently under an author’s note, but I thought it would be worthwhile to post here as well.
Don’t be a silent reader. What I mean by that is this. Imagine spending hours creating something. Something you’re really, really proud of. You put thought and care into this thing you’re making, and it could be anything you enjoy–it could be a meal, it could be a painting, a piece of art, it could be into completing a game that you love to play. Hours and hours of work. You’re so proud of it. You put it out there for the public to see. Imagine if nobody but you seemed to care about it. You put all this effort in, you want to share the world, and hundreds, maybe even thousands of people see it. But nobody seems to care. They scroll past it, they maybe even loved to see it, but they couldn’t take a few minutes to tell you they appreciated it.
Us authors, we aren’t mind readers. We’re here, putting our content out for you to read, for you to enjoy, for you to spend a little time and treat yourself to something you love and enjoy. Take a moment, every time one of your favourite authors updates – or any author you love reading, honestly – and show them that appreciation. I don’t think I’m wrong to say that no author worth their salt would dare be upset that you spammed their notifications by commenting on every chapter and telling you what they love. I think I can also say that no author worth their salt would be upset you left them an entire paragraph because you had to tell them all the things you LOVED about their story. It doesn’t always have to be a paragraph. It could just be “thanks for the update”. It could be, “that was such a great chapter/oneshot!” It could be, “this was such a great read, I love it!”
I’m pretty sure if you took the time to do that, you’d make that author’s day. Another person loved that story. It tells them they’re doing a wonderful job, and makes them want to write more.
If you read this whole message, do one more favour. Don’t just like this. Reblog it. In fact, if you love an author, reblog their stuff, retweet it on Twitter if you see it, share it on Facebook if you find it. Don’t just like it and scroll past. Reblogs, retweets, and shares help more people find their wonderful work–not likes.
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alpines-bucky · 3 years
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Thank you for this, I don't know what to say I'm sorry
I've lost someone that is very dear to me. I don't know what else to say other than the fact that it hurt me a lot...
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alpines-bucky · 3 years
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I've lost someone that is very dear to me. I don't know what else to say other than the fact that it hurt me a lot...
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alpines-bucky · 3 years
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Sneak peek for the third part of Goodbye, Lover
This is a 307 words long sneak peak. I wanted to post it because I feel guilty of not finishing the 3rd part. I will move away to an another place on 24th of September. I don't know if I can finish it before or after. Here you go...
It's not proof read yet by the way
Vormir was different than what Y/N imagined. Darker, surprisingly lifeless. The place gave her the chills, it’d be a liet o tell that it didn’t spook Natasha either. They had a quick look around and proceed to walk to the big black archway.
‘’ This place looks like some hell dimension. I feel like we are gonna meet with Steve Coogan and Rosario Dawson.’’ Stated Natasha.
‘’ Please tell me you haven’t watched the movie, Nat.’’ Said Y/N. She couldn’t decide whether to be shocked or surprised.
‘’ Sorry to dissapoint Y/N/N but I promised the kid we’d watch it after the mission and I always keep my promises’’ she couldn’t say that was what kept her going, doing the things they usually did as if the rest of the people she considered her family hadn’t turned to ashes. A breath away from her when she could do nothing to stop it. It was bittersweet but it did the job to keep her sane.
Y/N knew it all, she had her fair share of lost, grief and distractions.
‘’Oh I have no doubt on that part but really? The movies instead of the books? I remember him exclaiming how the books are better than the movies. How it was a shame to the cinema that those movies existed and all. Kid wouldn’t let you forget about it till the end of times. ’’ Reminded Y/N with a little smile.
‘’ Whatever tickles your pickle.’’ Natasha answered.
‘’Hah! You didn’t!’’ Y/N tried to say between her laughter. During the banter they realised that they actually reached to the archway. Both women fixed their posture and stiffened.
‘’Before we go under that weird thing are we sure this is the-‘’ Nat started talking but they both hear another voice and thrust their guns to the direction it came from.
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alpines-bucky · 3 years
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I need to discuss a few things about the third part of goodbye lover if anyone is interested on it. DM me or send me an ask cause I'm stuck
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alpines-bucky · 3 years
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Just to let you guys now,
The reason why I'm not active much lately is
I'm really busy with changing cities and moving lately and since schools are opening I'm a bit busy with mine and I'll have exams on 15th-16th-17th of September
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alpines-bucky · 3 years
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No one said Starks weren't a little dramatic
This is the first time I write Tony x daughter reader I hope you guys like it :)
Word Count: 2319 ( Things got a bit out of my hands while I was editing and eventhough it's edited I can't promise that there aren't any typos and I dtill wasn't satisfied with what I wrote but 🤷‍♀️Ig )
Warnings: Major character death, a lot of angst
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Y/N loses her dad when he decides to save the universe with a snap of his fingers but when did anyone see a Stark not getting what they want? Let me answer for you, Never. ( AKA Y/N gambles with time and space and universes surprisingly there isn't any VA involved cause in my opinion they suck to save her dad but apparently there are always consequences)
Y/N had arrived at her destination albeit being a little late. She wanted to be there when the team tried to go back in time to get the Stones in hopes of saving aunt Tasha too but she had one and only shot at this so she had to make do with what she had. What she didn’t realise was she accidentally changed universes instead of going back in time.
The way she found out that the place she had arrived wasn’t when or where she intented to was Morgan, the little girl with big Brown eyes who had total control over her older sister the second they met. Y/N had to lay low and do her research before approaching them. But when she heard about Morgan she had to meet her before doing what she came to do. And that’s exactly what she did.
She found Morgan in a house by the lake with a woman who she assumed was Pepper.Her visit was short since she couldn’t afford getting caught by Pepper which would mean jeopardising the whole plan she had spent months making. She left a message for her dad before going off to save the man itself.
Her dad was fighting with Thanos when she arrived to the scene. The more she looked around the more it looked like the place she fought along with her dad and that meant one thing, she had to act quick.
‘’I am inevitable’’ Thanos said as he snapped his finger but nothing happened. Confused, he looked at his gauntlet to find that the Stones that were there a minute ago were no longer in their places. He looked around to see that Tony had them somehow.
‘’And I’m Iron Man’’ said Tony full of emotions as he was about to snap his fingers. He thought having all six Stones in his hands would kill him being a mortal and he was fine with it if that meant she could ensure his family’s security but he felt nothing. He thought he had died instantly but he found out that wasn’t the case when he got startled by an unknown voice.
‘’Oh, the hell with that!’’ said a girl who wore a similar suit to Tony’s. She seemed to appear out of nowhere. Which confused both man further.
‘’Who the hell are you?’’ asked Tony. Who the hell was mad enough decided to mess up the only chance of him stopping the big purple psycho of a man.
‘’Who do you think?’’ said the girl, winking at him confidentally but her eyes told a different story. There was sadness in them, grief and loss but it seemed like she was happy at the same time.What surprised him was the familiarity she carried but he couldn’t put his finger on it. So he searched her suit for some clues which led up to him finding the Stones. She was the reason he was not dead, she somehow got possession of the Stones.
‘’Kid, no!’’ yelled Tony. He attempted to get closer to her but she snapped her fingers before he could stop her. Everything stilled for a second. The other avengers thought Tony had done it as Thanos’ soldiers had started to turn to dust all of a sudden but when they found a girl that they’ve never seen before in the arms of Tony with fetal injuries they were puzzled. They gathered around Tony and the girl who struggled tos tay alive.
‘’I made it! I… I saved you, Dad.’’Tony was shocked at her words. He was processing what he heard as Pepper landed next to them and kneeled. They couldn’t Wrap their heads around what was happening but they both were not going to let a dying kid down for sure.
She had a difficulty breathing, she was in agonizing pain but she had a peaceful smile on her face. She tried to lift her hand but it pained her more, she whimpered. Tony sensed her intentions and put her hand on his cheek for her. He put his hand on top of her, gave it a gentle squeeze. ‘’Friday, what do we have?’’ asked Tony.
‘’3 to 4 degree burns from her right hand up to her face. Internal bleeding. Her lungs are collapsing... Life functions critical.’’ Answered the voice from both of the suits. Pepper grimaced, she didn’t know who this girl was but she had sacrificed herself for Tony, the man she referred ‘dad’. ‘’Who are you?’’ asked Pepper.
‘’I’m–‘’ she coughed, blood was pooling in her mouth. ‘’I’m surprised you couldn’t figure it out yet…’’ she let out a bloody laugh. ‘’I’m Y/N. Y/N Stark.’’ She said with her last breath. That shook the whole group to their cores. The girl wasn’t lying or confusing Tony with someone else. The girl who lied in his Tony’s arms nonbreathing was infact the daughter of Tony Stark. From the moment they realised the truth everything was a blur to the Stark Family and the avengers.
Y/N was Tony’s first daughter who had died in a cross fire 7 years ago. She was a teenager at the time. She would have been a few years older than Peter if she had lived. It was a wrong place wrong time type of situation, she had died on the scene. Tony had nightmares after that, his insomnia got worse. He had blamed himself although it had nothing to do with him. The guilt ate him alive day by day. He realised why the girl’s eyes were so familiar to him now, she was his Y/N/N. A grown, older version of her, but his Y/N nontheless.
He didn’t think he could recover from her death but losing her, seeing her die in his arms for the second time ruined him. He had no idea what was happening outside of his head, he was in a trance, he had stayed still looking at his hands where Y/N laid. Until his little girl, Morgan came up to him with a disk in hand and said ‘’Daddy! Daddy! A girl called Y/N wanted me to give this to you’’ That got everyone’s attention.
Tony told Friday to scan the disk and display whatever is in it. When he saw Y/N in front of her, he couldn’t stop the tears from falling and when she started speaking as if she could see her Tony lost it. He couldn’t hear her because of his own sobs, he didn’t even realised the rest of the avengers and his wife as they piled in the room when they heard Tony and Y/N’s voice. He had to stop the hologram a few times to gather himself. When he got control of his breathing, he built up his courage and displayed it all over again.
‘’Hey dad. I’m assuming since you are watching this I suceed. I’ve saved you.’’ She had to stop for a second to take a breath in to compose herself. ‘This time’ she said under her breath but Friday caught it.
‘’You are wondering how the hell I am alive. Well… For starters, I didn’t know that I was dead in this world which… makes you realise that I’m not from this world. I’m actually from what you call an alternative universe. Things got out of hand in my universe after… after you… Oh shit! This is too hard. I knew I couldn’t do this shit! I can’t even talk to my own god damn suit picturing it as my hypothetical dad without messing it up’’ that made a few people chuckle and a few others tos mile. The girl really was his father’s child after all.
‘’Okay I’m hoping you either won’t have to watch this or I can cut that part before giving it to Morgan. Anyways, I’m rambling.’’ Tony saw his younger self in Y/N which put a sad smile to his face. This was something he never got to experience before. To see her this grown up. To see a pieces of him in her.
‘’ So things went down hill after you did the whole ‘I’m Iron Man’ thing –which by the way I’m still mad at you about­- You… You died in my hands, dad.’’ She gulped. She had begun crying a while ago but now that she was talking about her dad’s death, she felt like the lump in her throat got bigger and bigger, suffocating her. ‘’ I was all alone for years! You were all I had and then within a second you were gone! I didn’t have anyone else!’’ She tried to calm herself. She wasn’t recording this to make him feel guilty or get answers she was possibly never going to hear. This was a goodbye. A goodbye she knew he deserved just like how she did from him.
‘’That’s why I made the decision to change it but I accidentally changed universes instead of going back in time. But this was my only chance, only shot at making it right. And then I found out that I had died in this universe and you had moved on. Good for you, dad. I’m really proud of you. You did what I couldn’t. It was a relief to know that you were happy and that you had a family now. I thought for a second that maybe the blip didn’t happen. That in this universe, you had a lovely life and I thought for a second maybe I could be in it too. Stay with you but that hope was shortly lived.’’ She gave a sad smile.
‘’And now I’m about to go to the battle field. Before I go, I have to say, I don’t know how if there is any way for me to stop you. I can’t take it all back but I will do anything to not let another girl grow up without her dad. And I ain’t going to let my own sister down. Oh, did you know that I always wanted a sister?’’ she chuckled making Tony’s heart warm. It has been so long since he heard his daughter chuckle the damn way he does. She stopped for a second to think ‘’Well, she has the Stark charm, that’s for sure. I only knew her for a few hours and she had me the second we met. I wish I could be there for her as her older sister. I would give anything to see her grow up but if that has to be for only one of us to see, I’d rather that be you because I’ve been there. I know how hard it is to lose your dad. I could see clearly what she would have to go through and the moment I realised that I knew what I had to do. I would stop you at all costs and since this reacording is being played I could sleep peacefully knowing she has you.’’ She smiled with tears escaping her eyes once again. Tony was full of emotions. His daughter he has been longing for years was right in front of him but way too far away at the same time.
With a sigh she started ‘’ You have people you can hold on to. I never did. Pepper, Morgan, Rhodey, the spider kid... Hold on to them Tony. Hold on to the team. Oh, speaking of the team, tell them I love them and I missed them so badly. I’m sorry. I thought I was going to have more time to talk And maybe if a miracle happens and we all can manage to stay alive I could tell you all about it but I have to go now. Have an old man to save’’ She saluted and looked around right where the broken team of Avengers were with longing in her eyes. She moved closer to the disk to cut the recording but decided against it the last second. Tony hung his head, his heart broke to hear the hope in her voice when he knew what already happened. He thought this was the end of the recording but he looked up when he heard her talking and she had turned to him and looked right at him as if she knew where he was stated. That sent shivers up Tony’s spine.
‘’I know you think I made the wrong decision but I saved you. I refuse to let you down once again. I refuse to see you die in front of me once again. I’m not sorry for what I’m about to do, I knew the consequences when I made this plan months ago. I’m only sorry because although I tried so much to have the future we always talked about with you, I won’t be able to, Tones. But Morgan will be. And I would give up anything for that little girl. And for you.’’ She said as she caressed the necklace Tony gave her when she was a child. She took the chain out of her neck and put it somewhere Tony couldn’t see. And Tony knew this was only a tape but he tried to hold on to his daughter, to stop her from going out there. His breath caught in his throat when his hands went through Y/N’s body. He fell to his knees.
‘’ But hey if it turns out that I, this badass manage to get both of us home in one peace one we can laugh our asses off as we watch me being the drama queen that I am… Well, no one said Starks weren’t a bit dramatic.’’ The heart Tony thought had broken to a million pieces broke further as he heard the tremble in her voice as she tried to put her brave face on. But she couldn’t hide it when one last tear escaped from her slightly swollen eyes as she ended the recording.
Why do I never have good endings? Cause I write in the middle of the night when I feel sad most of the time and it's easier to write sad than it is to write happy.
I hope you liked it. I would love to hear your thoughts on this one. I'd also like to discuss if you'd like the alternative ending that could be a happy one :)
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