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the only hug that doesn’t let go is from the hands of anxiety

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i know it’s getting bad again when i start to post again.

#depressed #depression #anxious #suicidal #selfharm #tw #anxitey #tw suicice #suicide #sad #cutting #sadness #self destruction #fuck this #control #cry #tired

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struggling to let go

#bpd #bipolar #anxious

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because of her i have felt the best, but also the worst. i'm so sorry for everything.

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a shattered heart will still not stop living, i don't really know how to feel about that.

#depression #anxiety #bipolar #bpd #borderline #anxious #tw depressing stuff #tw #suicidal #suicide #shattered heart #broken #tired

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always

#anxious #anxienty #tw depressing stuff #tw intrusive thoughts #tw self destruction #tw #bpd #borderline #depression #bipolar #depressed #suicide #suicidal #depressingquotes

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favourite person.

the burning love, extreme attachment and scary, lovely things around them cannot be described in words how it feels.

if i could choose i would never ever fall for this behaviour anymore. ever. damn hell it hurts to take even a small step back and have the worst scenarios of any situation possible. everything can go wrong. everyone can lie. anybody can leave.

dear you, i love you with all my heart, please stop being distant and be as loving as you were or let go, so i can finally understand i can't have you. whatever you do, i do not stop loving you. i hate it. but i love you anyway.

#bpd #borderline thoughts #borderline #fp #favourite person #attachment issues #anxiety #depression #bipolar #suicidal #selfharm

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am i already allowed to give up?

#depression #anxious #anxienty #tw depressing stuff #tw intrusive thoughts #tw self destruction #suicidal #bpd

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i'm tired. really really tired.

#anxious #tw self destruction #tw suicice #depression #depressed #suicidal #suicide #cutting #cut #tired #bpd #bipo

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I wish life had a free trial, I would cancel that shit right away ngl

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i feel like screaming and ripping my arms open, but no worries

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the hands of anxiety chokes me

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cool to be back. not cool to be alive tho. shit has happened, no can do. one day at a time lol

#anxious #suicidal #depression #depressed #tw #tw suicice

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#anxious #tw #anxitey #tw suicice #self destruction #sadquote #fuck this #tired #depressed #depression #suicidal #cutting #cut #ana #mia #ed

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living with anxiety.

hating every step i take and every move i make.

#tw suicice #depresses #suicidal #anxiety

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my co-worker just said to me i look small and like i don't eat and my old jeans probably won't fit me anymore, and laughed.

yes i do alot of psysichal work and i kinda got more boost to lose more weight, but at the same time it triggered me alot. like BRUH why do u have to make comments about how ppl look like. it doesn't matter do someone suffer from an ed or not, but for real, it's. not. okay. to. make. fun. of. peoples. size. no matter are they big or tiny.

#tw #trigger warning #ed #bulimia #anorexia #mia #ana #depression #anxitey #anxious #tw suicice #fuck this #suicidal #selfharm