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jiang-xinfei · 2 months
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Is it weird that I wanna die??
That I wanna rest and be at peace?
That although I know it's selfish and irresponsible I want it?
That I yearn and crave for it??
I've always known that it was better to be gone
To be rid of this world and be free
Sometimes I imagine myself as someone who died uselessly and given a second chance?
I know that I should make this one worth it and strive to live for another day
That I was lucky to be given this life
That I should treasure it as a precious gift
But what if I don't want to?
I know it's an ungrateful thing to say
And I'm probably being a brat and a horrible person for wishing this...
But sometimes I just want for something to take me
To take me out of this reality
Be it an unfortunate accident or a horrible illness
Just something
I'm not even sure what's wrong with me anymore
Am I broken or just a horrible person
Is it bad that sometimes I'm jealous of someones trauma?
Am I so horribly ungrateful that I wish for someone else's trauma and experience??
Because it'd give me a reason to be like this?
That it'd give me a sick satisfaction of someone having a trauma so horribly horrible and that it'd give me a reason to give up??
Because I think I don't deserve to feel the way I feel
That my feelings are invalidated by myself
Because why do I feel like this??
WHY do I feel so horrible that I want to die
WHY DO I FEEL LIKE MY FEELINGS ARE
UNREASONABLE AND PETTY?
I'm not depressed at least I think so?
You might say I'm in denial but I genuinely think I'm not depressed
Because why would i? My life is bearable for some people
It's not good but it's ok
I'm content but I don't know am I happy?
Am I sad? I know I'm content I mean it could be better but I'm fine with it
But I'm not really sure if I'm happy
It's always been a monotone tune I hear in my life
Books and stories are the reason I even live
Is that weird??
That the reason I'm only alive is for the purpose of reading someone's stories someone's imagination??
I don't know I may never know the reason
But do you think I'm bad?
Do you think I'm broken?
Please tell me or I might just live my life never finding a purpose for it
Just living because it's what's expected for me just living for the sake of living nothing else
You might think I fear for it
But I really don't
I just want the motivation and maybe just maybe the happiness it comes with it and I might be able to feel things
Because these days I'm not even sure if I'm able love someone I'm not even sure I love my family
I care for them yes
I'd hate it if something happens to them
I'd sacrifice myself for them yes
But love?? I don't know
I don't know what's wrong with me
Am I broken
Am I depressed??
I dont understand anymore...
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jiang-xinfei · 5 months
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Is the owner of the art APPRECIATE THEM GUYS ❤️❤️❤️😍😍
And yes I'm in a lot of fandom I'm currently in
Drarry
Marauders
Mdzs
Tgcf
Svss
Twisted wonderland
Totcf
Haikyuu
Hunger games(new)
Songbirds and snakes(new)
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jiang-xinfei · 2 years
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Guys I've been addicted to totcf fics and I recently discovered albcale arrange marriage fic... And for the goodness gracious I NEED MORE OF THEM😭😭😭 so can anyone tell me fic recommendations of this? Either albcale arrange marriage since kids or an arrange marriage bcuz of the stoopid nobles after the war IDC GIVE ME ALL OF THEM PLS I'M DYING😭😭😭
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jiang-xinfei · 2 years
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Saw this shit and as a zhuiling fan... Condolence Jin Ling your never gonna get rid of those marks 2 weeks or more😶
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jiang-xinfei · 2 years
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Saw this shit and as a zhuiling fan... Condolence Jin Ling ur never gonna get rid of those marks for 2 weeks or more😶
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jiang-xinfei · 3 years
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OK so this is a jiang cheng harem headcanon post
the venetriad brothers are inlove with him😂
Like nie mingjue is inlove with him because of his justiful personality and how good of a sect leader he is while, xichen is inlove with him because of how pretty and cute he is every time he goes red and his tsundere personality(idk how xichen sees jc or better yet all the brothers all I can say is that love at 1st sight ig? I haven't really read jc venetriad fic cause i don't have recs on it so yuhh) and Jin guangyao is inlove with him because of how a good parent he is towards Jin Ling and how soft he looks🤣
I even imagined that the reason why the 3 of them agreed to become brothers is to look out for each other not to make a move on jiang cheng or to be fair or sum shit
And jiang cheng sadly can't see it cause wei yings oblivious personality rubbed to himself
And then when guangyao and mingjue dead and after. Xichen went outside of seclusion the first thing xichen did was to make a move on jc🤣or in a friendly relationship cause of there brothers being married so made a move🤣like meeting together alone to talk about there brothers or Jin Ling and jingyi to the point that somehow jingyi sees jc as his mother😂
Lol and then when they All got revived again(in my au Jin Ling lost his core for 5 yrs and wwx found a way to restore it and not get corrupted by the resentful energy and somehow along the way he found a way to bring back everyone - I'm gonna make one on this don't worry😘)
Jin guangyao Nd and nie mingjue don't have a shit chance on jc cause his already married to xichen so everytime the family met and jc tells xichen I love you's or call him a'huan or sum shit xichen or just cling to him just Turns soo smug towards his sworn brothers
That's it!! Hehe sorry this has a lot of emojis it's because I made this whole chatting with my bff😂anyways like i always said u can use this headcanons if u want just credit me and sent me the fic cause I wanna read it😊now bye bye
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jiang-xinfei · 3 years
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Ok just nearly finished reading svss and FFS moshang is cute and also saw a fan art where sqh was the spy of mbj's uncle? Yea and I was like this goin to be my aus mfs
So first off sqh is a spy of mbj's uncle (I forgot his name sorry) and he hungs out(secretly dating) mbj
So smt a happened that went into a fight with mbj and his uncle idk what maybe got caught making out with sqh and finally found a reason to kill him? Or smt anyways so yea
And thennnn mbj sent sqh to the human realms cause he knows he'll be safer there(and yes sqh is already airplane bro here)
So when sqh reached there he just worked the same like everythings normal but his still worried about mbj that the only thing that's keeping him from thinking mbj is dead is because of the sapphire pendant mdj gave him(they exchanged it btw) that knows whether the other holder of the pendant is alive or not and when the other holder dies? Or the pendant is broken it turns black.
The only one who knows about there relationship is shen qingqi(yes he is already cucumber bro when he came back) so yea after a couple of years the sapphire pendant turned black and he thought that mbj is already dead(which is totally possible because there was a lot of plot holes and not to mention the whole plot already devitated)
butttt no mbj didn't die the pendant just got full of too much demonic energy when he fall in the abyss(yes mbj fell in the abyss heavily injured and yes him and lbh met)
Anyways since sqh thought that his lover was dead obviously he was heartbroken duh and went into seclusion
And he left seclusion he got stronger (and yes if ur asking me he does no how to use demonic energy through spiritual energy idk how he does it but he can also the perks of being under mbj's uncle) and got better control of his spiritual and demonic energy tho he masked it so his still an outer disciple the other only know that he got a bit stronger nothing else
And then mbjs ambushed(more specifically the moment they met in canon extra) came.
Sqh wasn't sure if he was mbj or mbjs uncle since mbj was dead but was still hoping it was mbj so he stayed behind a bit and since mbj didn't say his name yet he really thought it was mbjs uncle when he stopped dead in his tracks when he heard mbj say "q-qinghua?... "
Sooo since he heard his name he knows it's mbj since mbjs uncle only calls him little spy so he used his ice powers and killed the other (7 disciples) to make it look like mbj was the one who killed them(yes he knows how to murder and fake it I mean he did train under mbjs uncle as a spy and when push comes to shove and although he doesn't like to kill he'll kill)
so since the evidence was gone he went closer towards mbj and saw he was injured (like the one is canon yes) knocked him out before he can say anything and carried him to an inn
And the happenings was the same at canon but when he got when qingqi didn't interrogate him and helped him instead 😆(perks of being BFFs to another master liar)
And in the future he became mbj consort and everyone loves him there since he knows how to do paperwork,accounting, housework, trades, and etc and got worshipped by everyone there😂🤣
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jiang-xinfei · 3 years
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Is it just me or at some point in the future of mdzs wwx got bored and made a talisman/array that can travel through time and dimensions and the other dimensions can also contact them the "original" world as long as the "original" world contacts them or sum shit
And the juniors accidentally (more like jingyi got dared by Jin ling to mess around wwx lab) and got thrown into a time where either it's the sun shot campaign or the gusu clan era and while they wait(yes they know about the array/portal they have come to a different time when wwx visited a world where wwx was raised in lanling) for the adults to pick them up zizhen who was adopted by huaisang as his heir/younger brother ( cause wwx didn't wanna "disown" him as his son) after getting kicked out of baling and inherited his older brothers(huaisang) scheming and matchmaking ability matchmaked everyone there especially wangxian with the other juniors through utterly embarrassing the other of what they do in the "original world" and it's actually really funny 😂🤣
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jiang-xinfei · 3 years
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Ok! Great news! Cause I finally have a backstory of jiang-xinfei which is gonna turn into wei-xinfei!
At first I thought being the daughter of wangxian or being the soul inside Stygian seal/yin iron that instead of a normal immortal that doesn't include in politics a-fei was different she turned into an immortal at the age of 18-22 and made the yin iron to sleep in/live in and that because the Yin iron was a powerful spiritual tool that xue chonghai fed resentful energy and xinfei couldn't resist it cause after all she was sealed there and put into sleep and when Stygian seal was created and destroyed although she has still his memories and all her original body turned into 10 yr old child and once the Stygian seal was purified she was able to get out and welp adopted by wangxian in the process.
But I got a better and well angstier ver! And I'm making it! 😃
So me like irl me died by accidentally falling into a pit as to why I'm there? Well I was lost on camping and that wasn't supposed to happen and "god" (heavenly officials) gave me a choice to be reincarnated as wwx older sister! And ofc I said yes cause I'm Overly obsessed by wwx story especially him and I love him(non-romantic) sooo I said yes(yes it is tgcf x mdzs au maybe even svsss idk) and since it a mistake death they gave me a chance to choose one of my belongings to become my spiritual tool and well obviously I chose the phone(in another world with my smartphone ref:)
And this is where it starts
And the process of reincarnation happens the rebirth of "insert name" and the birth of the first born child of the Weis wei-yue courtesy name xinfei and since I'm planning to at least lessen wwx burdens or entirely changing the past the moment wwx was born I spoiled and coddled him like no tmr all I did was for him and well he needed it cause in this world wwx was vulnerable towards resentment because resentment gathers towards him more than spiritual and since were a sanren blood also known as the disciples of balance it literally means everything needs to be balanced we can filter resentment to spiritual, or if were in a place theres no resentment we can filter spiritual to resentment, once the energy is slightly tilted off your life is in danger but not to much to death but slowly and wwx was overflowing of resentment and attracted resentment rather than both so he was always in bed or whenever we travelled he has to stay back or always near cangse, not allowed to walk, play around, and etc. Or he'll pass out
And when wwx was 3 and bedridden and we needed to meet the jiangs(I was 6) wwx stayed behind with only weichangze greeting and leaving right after
Before he left He was about to say that he needed to take care of wwx but I intervene and told jfm that wei-xinfei my younger sister needed father to take care of her since she was very week and was sick,I sent weichangze a wink letting him know I was kidding around(which I was in fact not) and he wanted to reprimand me but I shooed him away and cangse saw the wink and went along
So I introduced myself playfully as wei-ying courtesy wuxian 3 yrs old and a boy and since me and wwx was a splitting image with eachother like twins although I'm 3 yrs older and the same height as wwx and no i am not short wwx is just incredibly tall for his age(I'm sure in the future although I'm shorter than him I'm taller than an average girl) and not to mention I act like him only a bit calm and reserve sometimes but nonetheless I'm a splitting image of him (not that I was acting ofc it's just the fact that I'm reincarnated in the world I love and the mere fact I can lift wwx my favorite character/person his burdens up excited me to the point my hidden personality of causing mischief, pranks,curiosity, cheerful, funny, kind, caring, and self-awareness hidden by that bored lazy doesn't give 2 shits about the world persona that I built up washed away) so yes I'm a splitting image of wwx and also I kinda dressed like a boy especially like wwx does in the future like wearing black and red or anything that is black
(So jfm didn't notice anything when he came to pick wwx up later)
Anyways after all of that it was well known in the world that the youngest child of the Wei family I, Wei-xinfei is a fragile, easily sick, weak at cultivation, in near death kid. Not the genius, powerful core that is even as strong as changze(who although is weak compared to everyone but was still not strong compared to normal cultivators)who accidentally made a spiritual tool like yu ziyuans famous first class spiritual tool zidian by accident 😀in the cultivation world
Wei changze thought it was a bad idea that xinfei was known as weak and etc. But I said I like working in the shadows rather than up front and besides they'll know eventually anyways. So they left it at that and by the age of 8 weichangze and cangse sanren died
But we never went into the streets my plan was to bring us to our grandmasters mountain to train there but me and wwx always ends up late everytime we went there since the entrance of baoshan sanren was at random times it was almost impossible to know where it will open up if not for my phone so since we were always late and since I made/saved upmoney before our parents died with the help of my beautifully crafted toys and accessories we were able to meet ends meet for a year but that it our savings was dried so I made accessories that gives a lot of money and toys to sell to the shops loads of them at the same time thought wwx about balance and selfishness derailed him with it including some selfesness but always reminded him to put himself first before everyone else.
At the 3rd yr (wwx 8 Wei xinfei 11)And the entrance to the spirit mountain was opened at burial Mounds since we we were technically not harmed by resentment we can and also pay respects to our family we can go in with this no problem.
Unfortunately we were too late...
So we came back at the foot of the mountain sold a bunch of the accessories , charms, and toys and stayed for 3 days we sent off our journey we were at the outskirts of yiling when wwx was hit with a concerning fever
And we stopped by a near river to rest and attend to wwx . I left him behind a tree because he can't play in the water when his sick when a dog came and wwx was scared with dogs so he ran away from there with a fever and stopped and he was lost in yilling his head panging he stopped at an alleyway with no dogs and laid down.
While in xinfeis pov she searched for him frantically using whatever she could find with the family navigator it was a fire that glows in ur sub conscious mind to navigate ur blooded family or ur adopted ones although it has its downside if ur balanced just right yin and yang energys u can pinpoint exactly where they are or are they alive while if ur not and ur not balanced and filled with resentment yes u can be assured that the other person is alive the problem is ur sense of direction is clouded because after all resentment is everywhere it can pinpoint a general direction but it was troublesome if ur in a place filled with nothing but resentment while having more spiritual in ur body and not balanced with resentment u can only know there alive nothing is else nothing more there personification is gone in the world to put it simply there spirits and cannot be found though you'll know there very very much alive but that it.
And well yilling is so full of resentment especially with burial Mounds the direction was clouded and the more time went bye I could feel the lost of direction slowly out of earth. Meaning wwx was unconsciously filtering resentment to spiritual energy and his presence was slowly fading in xinfeis mind only seeing the flame brighten more and more. And looked and looked for him but he was never found. Something was getting in between them so they could never meet someone who-no it doesn't want them to meet and it's working it was always there even before like a reminder of what will happen and I just ignored it thinking it was nothing until our parents died it slowly shifted into a warning saying he couldn't stop what will happen and that it was hopeless but he still ignored it now... Now that small warning turned into a threat a threat saying that everything that had happened before will happen again but 100+ worse to both of them. She couldn't ignore it anymore but she couldn't stop it from growing too because she was too weak she can't handle this, this is a new dangerous being that once it's ready it will hunt both of them down growing and waiting in the shadows wanting to use there life, and suffering for amusement. And she hates it. She hates feeling useless but she can't help it.
And since then 3 yrs had passed since xinfei was now 14 and he still couldn't find her little brother she gave up everything about going to their grandmaster learned cultivation herself both resentment and spiritual and kept looking for him she already went to yunmeng but he wasn't there gusu, nie, lan, Jin anywhere he wasn't there or more specifically the thing his wwx his yingying from her... The only thing that she's still grabbing the hope too is the flame that was stronger than ever but thats it.
At the fourth year she came back to yilling just one chance and goes to the alleyway wwx was going to be picked up by yunmeng but... He wasn't there... Nothing was there... No life that indicated someone was living there... She... She changed the past... Again... And she didn't have any control of it... And it scared her... That somehow her existence here made everything worse... That somehow she was at fault... And that broke her she cried and cried in that alleyway didn't acre what the people looks sent to her. She just cried and cried.. .
And then a hand reached out to her.
It was the one and only legendary baoshan sanren the mother of her mom, her other family that is alive and well aside a-ying, her grand master, there grandmother...
Lol I might make another one but I'm really sleepy and shit I'll just finish this later as a head canon style or prompt style idc anyways bye!
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jiang-xinfei · 3 years
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Ok zhuiling head canon cause why not (more on jinling lol)
Fcking head canon that when Jinling got to know wax better he became the biggest fan of Wei wuxian especially how he became madam lan(which I will be making a head canon about it lateerrr) but he won't be saying that to his face thank you
And everything so when political war fare goes inside lanling Jin and how he doesn't deserve the sect leader seat and all that bs(btw I'd be making a head canon about that too lol) and shit one of the elders bought up marriage and welp that was a good idea so he approved of it and went to his room and think of a perfect spouse and then he got this audibly the perfect idea(stupid? But makes sense?)
His targeting the lan clan more specifically the heirs(lan jingyi and lan sizhui) so he went on his standards(which is a carbon copy of Jiang chengs but let's not talk about that😅) and his perfect match(to his opinion) is lan sizhui and so
The start of courting gifts and yes he did it the proper way cause even though he may not look like it his a sentimental and perceptive he got that from his mother and he has a love and hate relationship on it cause he loves it because he has smt to remember his mother and is curious of emotions while hates it cause FFS what do u expect from a fcking kid who has a huge ass pride and was raised by the purple demon(an unofficial title of Jiang cheng) so he ain't doing it just nope
So yes courting gifs started and well it got to the point Jinling got confused of his feelings for sizhui and well sizhui (his pov in the next) so courting gifts stopped cause of an accident where jin Khan courtesy name ru(idk what to put yet so tell me if u have ideas on what his courtesy name) is the next in line after Jinling bullied or Cornered Jinling to the point he said (whatever u have in mind but he was a jerk about it like his father) and sizhui heard that and Jinling saw him(his practically hurt by that tho) so the courting stopped he apologized through a letter with a silver comb and a white jade dizi as an apology offering(spoiler: sizhui is fcking amused)and went on a fcking crisis for a month while at that month he did what he did when he needed to cope(spoiler: dancing ) and after a month sizhui went there without saying anything let's just say dropped mixed signals and outright friend zoned him for 3 weeks(and yes he knows what his doing😂) and left leaving a baffled, confused and besotted Jinling to his devices
And welp Jinling made it his mission to make sizhui his wife
Went to wwx for help cause after the first attempt JC was done with him and went to his own husband(lxc) and left him on his own
And so he went to wwx utterly embarrassing himself while we're at it jingyi his best friend that he hates was there and laughed at him to death and emotions, idiocy, wwx shenanigans and so on of Jinlings torture and then he got permission on both lwj and lan sizhui he thinks that lan sizhui is just being kind and saving his face and pride through giving him a chance(spoiler:nope he does not)
And so the 2nd Courting happened and well let's just say sizhui is enjoying the attention and maybe amused at Jinlings antics(yes he is) and they dated
One night Jinling asked for a kiss his a bit tipsy because he got tricked into having a drinking match with jingyi and won but nonetheless can still remember and function properly....
Scratch the function part cause really his stupid ass went and sneaked in inside sizhuis room and asked for a kiss😃
Let's just say he got just that but got utterly humiliated cause he tried taking control but got beaten by sizhui leaving him under sizhui in bed (theyre just making out nothing more!!!!!)with sizhui saying after " a-ling your the one who's courting me but why are u under me looking like a scandalized Maiden? Hmm~? " in a very raspy and hot voice that Jinling got turned on really bad and wanted more but couldn't say a thing cause he was still processing on what had happened and after processing it he was washed out of his tipsy state(drunken)sizhui was already asleep by his side
And his mission/goal changed into being sizhuis wife and being a fcking whore just for and to him
And let's just say later on while there engaged and shit sum shit happened and he was so done with lanling that he considered defecting from his own sect marry sizhui become the young madam lan with wwx because honestly having a peaceful life with uncle Wei, rabbits and married to his beloved sizhui(not to mention getting fcked like no tomorrow) sounded amazing and although lan clan had the famous 4000+ rules and seemed like a boring and uneventful life away from what ever tf his sects drama and shit away from him, but knowing his uncle Wei, jingyi his bff unfortunately, his beloved that looked innocent but is a devil incarnate in reality, and his uncle Jiang and uncle nie who constantly visit his pretty sure his life will be more chaotic than it is but fun
But unfortunately he can't cause he still had some remorse in it cause it's his home town aside from yunmeng and he wants his father and mother to be proud of him wherever they are and his moral compass so he stayed
but if life here gets Shitier than it is his gonna fck it all up and leave period.
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jiang-xinfei · 3 years
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Another modern au HC!
Ok it's jinling
•the popular rich kid in school obviously
•he might not look like it but his also really really smart when it comes to math so in school his one the student council and his the treasurer
•his In a arrange marriage with sizhui but they have mutual feelings for each other so it's ok
•his favorite uncle is jiang cheng but he might be against it but when it comes to jc forbidden stuff (dangerous) that isn't allowed for him he does it with wwx and he loves it he loves spending time with him the only problem is that lwj is there sometimes and he doesn't really like pda him and sizhui rarely do pda they most likely do sweet stuff in close doors so yea
•jinlings a little shit in the outside but a whole softy like mochi in the inside not to mention his really clingy to sizhui when there alone and sizhui loves it
•his also a really really good singer he was the lead singer before mxy came he just gave it to mxy when he came because he really loved being a guitarist more
•his the lead guitarist in the band he uses an electric guitar(idk whats the name of that)
•his best friend is jingyi yes him u might think they hated each other cause they always fight but if ever someone says shit to jingyi he'll beat the shit out of them saying his the only one who can talk shit to his idiot like that it's also mutual and vise versa
•he calls his fam like this
Jiang yanli:mommy/aniang
Jin zixuan:daddy / a-die
Jiang cheng:jiujiu or uncle Cheng! /(he also calls him mama same reason as lan xichen)
Lan xichen: jiujius husband/bf/baba(when his being a little shit) or uncle huan
Wei wuxian:stupid uncle or daiju or sometimes a-niang(it's either his being a little shit or simply because he feels like it I mean he is his mother in law so yea)
Lan wangji:uncle zhan/uncle wangji sometimes he calls him a-die cause he is his father in law
Jingyi:idiot or loud mouth
Zizhen:a-zhen or zhenzhen(whether his being a little bitch or have a favor)
Jin zixun:bastard
Jin guangshan:manwhore
Jin-furen(forgot her name sorry) :mama or grandmother
Madam yu:madam yu/granmother or mama(yea he calls almost his grandparents mama😃like me but let's forget that 😶)
Jiang fengmian: papa or grandfather (yea it's the same as mine lol😶😂)
Lan qiren;teacher lan or grandpa Ren(yes lan qiren let's him cause he has a soft spot for kids😃)
Wei changze: grandpa ze
Cangse sanren:grandma se or auntie se
Wen Ning: Ning-ge or uncle ning
Wen Qing: qing-jie or auntie qing
Nie huaisang:sang-ge or uncle hua/uncle sang
Nie mingjue:uncle ming or uncle jue
And lastly=
Sizhui!: a-zhui, a-yuan,zhui-gege, er-ge ,dage,ayuan-gege (yk where they're gonna use these names😶)baby, honey bun, bunibuni(idk he just came up with that because it sounds like Bunny's) and lastly bunny
Hahahaha lol I kinda use some of my call names to my grandparents here lol and yk what ik what I want to be called if ever I'm gonna have a bf it's bunibuni🤣🤣🤣I mean it's sooo cuteeee and where tf did I get this idea? It just came up😂🤣🤣 lol anyways byeeee
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jiang-xinfei · 3 years
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Modern au HC!
Mo xuanyu: I feel like he's a two Faced kind of guy not in the bad way no I meant that in the morning or for other people his more like the timid, smart, loner, anti social, study is life, and not to mention the teachers favorite all in all everyone thinks his the perfect child that every parent compares them too
But what they don't know is that at night and when he is just with his friends? His a fcking disco boi who likes going out, get drunk, punk king, and literally like a gen z kid😂and I bet his on a band with the Junior quartret bet his even the lead vocalist 😂 and not to mention his really really fan to be with a side from that his an Otaku😂a weeb and literally the best friend everyone wants not to mention his part of the LGBTQ+ 😙Im just conflicted on whether to make him pan, bi,or homo😀lol also his an orphan his mother died at child birth and he lived with his.abused aunt and when he finally snapped and left there at 14 he went to his bandmates house and then got adopted by wangxian 3 months later reason (wwx) :his a disappointment and that's good😂(not to mention the only one who can keep up with wwx shenanigans but let's put that away cause both of them will really really get offended to mo xuanyu's defense the other guys we're boring when it comes to these things) oh! And he has a really really close relationship with his step bro Jin zixuan and overprotective of Jiang yanli so everytime Jin zixuan do smt bad or make yanli cry he'll hit him and prank him too death and let him come to him to ask advise on how to make it up
In short terms:his a mini Wei wuixian😃
As too Jiang chengs suffering 😂saying that he couldn't handle one wwx and now he has to deal with 2 of them
And everyone just laughs
Welp condolences on you Jiang cheng!
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jiang-xinfei · 3 years
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Ok why do I feel like each mxtxx novels have some connections in relationships in each story? Like I mean this
In svss we have a trouble maker x a quiet stoic one mobei jun x shang qinghua what relationship rings a bell in this one? Mdzs that's the trope wangxian literally is and then in tgcf we have yizhen and there a carbon copy of bingqiu not to mention shen qingxuan x he xuan is the same relationship as wangxian like really
I feel like the side couples in the other story is like a what if?
Like wangxian in svss like what if wwx was more selfish and wanted to live and is not a sacfricing idiot but instead of saving people that turned him into a villain everyone hated,he saved himself and went too the bad side willingly and then he was turned into a villain
As for yizhen it's a literally what if bingqiu just stayed friends and there not canon while there canon in svss as bingqiu
And then here's another what if of wangxian in tgcf shen qingxuan x he xuan where what if lan zhan and Wei wuixian are friends but lan zhan tricked him to stay with him and then there not canon because of it
And for the trio we always have these 3 in each personality in them
1. Angry tsunedere
2.mastermind that is chaotic
3.the one who thinks self sacrificing is ok and will do it
I mean svss has
Angry tsundere:Liu qingge
Mastermind but chaotic:shang qinghua
Who thinks sacrificing himself for the better is ok: shen qingqiu
In which they believed and trusted each other and shen qingqiu not to mention Liu Qinghe is fcking loyal and shang qinghua and shen qingqiu are besties
And mdzs do I even need to put it?
Angry tsundere:Jiang cheng
Mastermind but chaotic: nie huaisang
Who thinks sacrificing himself for the better is ok:Wei wuixian
In which Wei wuixian left and the group fell apart with only nie huaisang being neutral and Jiang cheng not trusting him anymore but in this
Wei wuixian and Jiang cheng were the ones who are close and nie huaisang is just go with the flow with them before
And lastly tgcf
Angry but tsundere:fengxin
Mastermind but chaotic: mu qing
Who thinks sacrificing himself for the better is ok: xie lian
In which all the other 2 are a fcking mix
Instead of xie Lian leaving the group like wwx he wanted the group to stay the same and instead mu qing was the one who left and broke it and instead of JC Fengxin trusted xie Lian but left cause xie Lian forced him too
Really tho all the side or extra relationships in the other novels are a fcking what ifs😂🤣 really there are others like the whole family situation what if but I'm not putting that😂 cause it's really long but like u guys understand my point right? 😂🤣idk if mxtxx did this in purpose or not but if ever mxtxx released a 4th book or u guys reread the other 3 novels look out for these kinds of relationships/dynamic and see the what ifs 😆
Anyways bye!
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jiang-xinfei · 3 years
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Ok so news flash I'm gonna be making head canons but I'm not actually sure on who to start and btw I do all ship head canons so just tell me. Or comment it and I'll make it! Or try at least but I'm good at head canons rather than writing a fanfic so yes😂🤣 so just tell me cause I'm bored 👌
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jiang-xinfei · 3 years
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Ok new fanfic Idea because of tumbler and honestly my mind is filled with nothing but plot but I cant write them😀cause I have no fcking motivation which sucks but anyways
So it nie huaisang cause why not? Ok first of all no one knew this but nie huaisang was studying demonic cultivation under Wei wuixian after and during the war while his dage wasn't there cause he kinda? Accidentally found it while he was being a sneaky little bitch and went to go and look for there sect scripts in his brothers room and found the secret about there sects saber. He knew smt was wrong with there sabers ever since he was a kid and saw them qi devitate and there strong but he didn't expect it to be this bad!!! Really! So when he found it he was determined to find a way to make it safe cause his pretty sure his dage wouldn't want to even change or bend down there Cultivation so he tries to learn and find a way using his knowledge in cloud recess he might not look like it but really his a genius his mind works the same as Meng Yao when it comes to absorbing knowledge but more he'll just glance at it once and he'll remember it not to mention once he learns/read smt he can master it in a few mins but he lies and puts up a facade as an idle young master who loves arts I mean cmon! Ik his throwing away his talent and all and he doesn't deserve it but who would want to put effort on smt he clearly doesn't need to?? No Offense on those who puts effort tho but really? If he can work smart and not hard he'd gladly take it and be idle and if push comes to serve then he'll be competent and use it only in the shadows tho like his mom did i mean cmon if he can't use his information net work that covers there whole continent to his wants then that's just stupid after all his mother only gave him 1/3 of what has to come in there info net works now but yea anyways so he looks for a way but couldn't find one unless he learns demonic cultivation he was scared at first ofc but after hearing through his information net work about wei-xiong he does it I mean what worse couldve happen? And besides his almost the same like Wei wuixian anyways just more practical and logical and also not a sacrificing idiot so he learns until he got caught by Wei wuixian really the only one who can see through his facade is Wei wuixian but his ok with it since he trusts him there like brothers so he knows so he tells Wei wuixian about it and why his learning demonic cultivation with some scolding on him and the next Wei wuixian said that he'll help and teach him to be safe and that's a command cause of he doesn't he'll tell his dage which is really scary especially when it comes through Wei xiongs mouth and say he will do it he will actually do it and if his learning under the famous yilling patriarch then it's a win win situation and a credit for his dear teacher saying he can't use the saber ever but at the same time is needed smt to protect himself his wonderful beloved teacher went and made a battle fan just for him and he adored it and there a lot of battle fans including the full and detailed blue print of each just incase they can't see each other anymore cause knowing the cultivation world being hypocrites it's only a matter of time so Wei wuixian made other battle fans but his favorite are the 7 element ones really he fcking loved those one was a powerful resentment battle fan that has literally everything about evil and bad it also converts resentment and use it as he pleases without getting hurt and that's his main weapon on using demonic arts
Next was a spiritual or light battle fan that can reshape it self and mask itself so no one knows it's there just incase to protect himself and converts spiritual energy into pure light/spiritual energy and he can release and use it to his will
Next were the wind/green water/blue fire/red and earth/brown fans that he can use to simply fcking control the elements like wtf?? That epic!!!!
And lastly his most favorite his spatial fan or that's what he calls it can use all elements spiritual and resentment energy to bend to his will honestly it's a mix of all his favorite six fans into one and he loved it not to mention it's also like a giquin pouch with endless storage so its better😙 and his core got rapidly fast and since he was already surrounded by resentment of dead animals he was pretty much adapt to it and it was fast but since he didn't want anyone to know masked his golden core to feel and look like the same golden core he had before with the help of Wei Xiong ofc until he mastered it,
and yea fast forward he learns demonic cultivation until Wei wuixian was deemed as a villain and he couldn't see him so instead he goes to him secretly and helps the only problem is that when everything turns upside down and Wei xiongs dead and they scavaged his cave really it broked his heart Into shatters especially when he couldn't stop his brother who lied to him and he only knew that the deed was done after and when he went there? It was everything after they took everything... That's what they thought tho he saw lan wangji had gone down with the kid and he was actually relieved that the kid ayuan who calls him. San-ge was alive and was taken care of the person who loved Wei Xiong so concluding that a yuan was fine and was gone he went to the cave that looked empty really tho it wasn't he went through there secret door where if only u use demonic cultivation and has been recognized as one of the owners of it can go in and open it so he went in took all the notes battle fans talismans arrays manuals everything that Wei Xiong created for him and other lessons that he couldn't take under him because of Circumancetances and put it into the fan cause his pretty sure ever since his brother came back he wasn't his brother anymore and his sure sooner or later he'd be trap inside of there sect so got everything and broke the door to never be open again
Fast forward about him learning about lan wangjis punishment he really lost all hope of the cultivation world at that and then his brother died by the hands of his sworn brother he lost all of it after knowing about it took all the yin iron shard they ever had every last piece of it including the one Jin guangyao was making(because of Wei Xiongs lessons his the only other one besides wwx that can control this damned thing)killed Jin guangyao burst into lan wangjis seclusion in secret told him about everything and that they can have a chance of going back to where everything started because he finished the time travelling array that Wei Xiong created and said " lan wangji Xiong I'll give u time to think about this until tmr at 10pm if u don't come then I'll go alone ik this hard on u but really if u don't want to then I won't force u and if ur asking whether Wei Xiong will be there? I'm not quite sure but I'm pretty sure I could bring back his memories but I'd rather not especially after everything he suffered I'm not gonna bring the person who was like a brother to me if it prevents him from ever to know of his suffering unless smt happened to force it..."
He left and waited for lan wangji and lan wangji came and they went to burial Mounds placed all the Stygian iron and draw the array they were allowed to bring one thing each so lan wangji brought his guqin the one they found on lan yis cave while masking it as wangji cause really it was also wangji at the same time cause fortunately huaisang to his surprised finished the invention Wei Ying made on merging spiritual weapons so he merge it before they got here nie huaisang bought his spatial fan who has almost everything inside it really and then one by one the Stygian iron broke and the array lighted up they went inside and everything went black... Then they woke up on there rooms
Nie huaisang in his room in Qing he and lan wangji in jingshi in there teenage bodies...
End!
Welp u guys can take this idea cause I'm pretty sure I ain't finishing this up so u guys can continue this if u want😝😘😘
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jiang-xinfei · 3 years
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Saving this for later✨😝
jingyi, doing something: god this would be so much easier if my bangs weren’t constantly getting in my face
jin ling, the next day: here
jingyi: what’s this?
jin ling, embarrassed: a hair clip. for your bangs. you mentioned them getting in the way.
jingyi, hugging him: awwww young mistress does care!!
jin ling, desperately trying to leave said hug: no i don’t!! shut up! and don’t call me that!!
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jiang-xinfei · 3 years
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Fanfic idea:
Where the Weis were the original line of succsession in the wens and that the Dafan wens were supposed to be dafan weis and the past sect leader was a Wei and was wei changzes father well there actually wens but like the Wei is like what they named to the 2nd line in succession or the main fams secret name just in case smt happens
Anyways when the past wen sect leader died and dethroned by wen ruohan remember when he killed wen qing and wen nings FAM?wen qings dad was wei changzes brother and well they weren't killed yet but almost all of the wens follow wen ruohan so they were mostly forced too be free but at the same time imprisoned so wen qings dad let Wen changze escape and change his surname after all only a hand full or was direct line of succession knew about wen Mao being a Wei and that weis are the secret surname of the wen sect
So wen changze escaped and went to the Jiang's as wei and became a disciple there by the help of nie mingjues father who was sworn brothers to wen qings dad without anyone knowing.
And then when wei changze and cangse sanren got married and had wei ying which is the result of them being rouge cultivators for years until wei ying turned 4 and wen ruohan succeeded the clan and killed wen qings mother and father who secretly helped out his sworn brother nie mingjue father got caught and was killed on the spot while wen qings father was executed and since wen ruohan succeeded on being sect leader he found out about the family name Wei and since Wei changze was famous with his wife he knew wei changze was wen changze who was reported as dead so he plotted on killing the family so that they can't inherit the sect anymore and erased the Wei name but wen qing knew cause his father taught her about there real origins and what happened to her uncle and that he had a kid and that if he needs help She'll help him and after knowing that wwx parents died but that the kid was gone and she actually found him and knowing that wei changze was sworn brothers with jiang fengmian and that the man was looking for her cousin led him to where wwx was intentionally and incognito
So when she met him again getting close to her brother and saved wwx again when he was on the journey of finding the yin iron seals with the second jade of lan she hesitated on whether to tell him the truth or not knowing his personality surely he would try to get her and her family out and indanger himself again so he didnt not yet
And when lotus pier fell and that wwx his younger cousin asked begged her even to take his golden core out and give it to his martial brother she knew he couldn't tell him about it no cause she was sure if he knew he would try no scratch that he would actually do it and sacrifice himself to save them so she didnt she swore to never tell him ....not until the war ended when she really needed it she asked for help when he found her on the streets to help her family out though he still didnt tell him about them being cousins by blood cause she didnt want him to have responsibility towards them and only wanted help to get them out and she'll take Care of everything and sent him back
But that was all futile cause when they left he lived with them in the burial mounds granny wen slipped up and told him accidentally that she didnt have a choice but to tell him everything from the start and after everything she actually adopted him as a brother not just a cousin.
Anyways after wwx knew about his origins He didnt leave the burial mounds when wen qing told him too anyways after his death he went back in time when they were studying in cloud recess/or the first stages of the sun shot campaign just when he was in the burial mounds( it depends on u guys)he really thought he died and was sent back to the burial mounds but no after meeting everyone he knew he has somehow went back in time and now he needed not to FCK up everything and save both his martial family and maternal family.
Anyways idk how to do this fanfic whether it'd be a fanfic of wen qings pov on how she saved wwx multiple times,she sent him with lan wangji back in time with all her power using wen/wei sects secret time traveling array with her and they worked together to make everything better.or wei wuixians pov where he didnt die but figured and saved everyone without needing to go back in time.him,LAN zhan and the juniors were on a night hunt and was forced in the corner and that the only escape was using the time traveling array he has been working on but never thought to use it(and yes the juniors follow with them with the help of baoshan sanren but they were separated quite a bit),or wei wuixians POV of going back in time and claiming himself with the help of Lan wangji and nie huaisang on putting wen qing as the sect leader cause although the better plan was for him to do it he was to Lazy and wanted a blissful and peaceful life with lan zhan and his family,
Anyways done! So u guys can have it just send me the link if u do do this🤣😂😂byeeeee
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