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jxxji0309 · 9 months
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looking for new content?
here’s my new account
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jxxji0309 · 9 months
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changing account
so yeah i’ll be changing my account
i’ll post the new user right after i createthe account so no worries
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jxxji0309 · 1 year
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Omfg.
Single moments 😔✊
eat, sleep and be admired! [scaramouche x gn!reader] ⎯⎯ fluff, modern au, slight bullying
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"hey, what's up with them?"
"seriously? this is the last period..."
scaramouche has been your deskmate in every class since the beginning of the second semester. he wouldn't mind sitting next to you if he had the right amount of patience to actually tolerate you. you should be considered lucky that you always sit in the back, since you spend most of your classtime sleeping anyways.
he muses as he rests his chin in his hand, taking delight in the way you doze off with your head down on the desk. if only you could realize how much the rest of your classmates have been poking fun at you, maybe then, scaramouche could get a good laugh out of it.
this is exactly why he can't bear with you at all. what's the joy in watching other people tease you when you're unconscious? it's practically useless if he doesn't get to see you grow absolutely red in embarrassment. and so, he always wakes you up. the complaints of his peers going, 'don't wake them up yet!' and, 'let's wait until the teacher notices,' slips past his ears as he reaches out to gently shake your shoulder.
scaramouche's pretty indigo eyes watch with amusement when you slowly sit up and rub your eyes. he glares back at the classmates who were teasing you just moments before, now cowering from beneath his cold stare. "oh, it's you again! thanks for waking me up," you sheepishly chuckle, not even noticing the way people whispered behind your back.
he scoffs and for a split second, you admire how beautiful his smile is. "what's your deal, anyways? do you have a job or something?" scaramouche asks, simultaneously spinning his pen in between his fingers. "no, why would i?" you say in response, completely oblivious as to why he asked such a question.
you start flipping through pages in your notebook and your eyes go wide the second you look at the board. "how long was i asleep for?" you quietly query, tugging on scaramouche's sleeve. he rubs his nape and looks down at his notes. "you can have mine. i don't need to study for this stuff; it's only for weak-minded people, much like you." scaramouche slides his notebook towards your side of the desk.
"really? thank-!" you pause when he gets up as soon as the bell rings and exits the classroom, leaving you all alone. "you?" you shake your head. 'what a weird guy,' you wonder within your mind, collecting your items to leave school as well.
as you walk to the bakery, you notice that weird guy taking the same route you do. it's strange because every single time you walk, you haven't crossed paths with him, not once. and for some reason, every single time he stops in his tracks, you do the same. it's not like you're sneaking up on him or anything so?...
then, when he continues to walk, you carry on as well. all is fine until the two of you reach a crosswalk and have to wait until the walking sign lights up from across the street. you have no choice but to be noticed by him either way. it's awkward, to say the least. you keep on moving from foot to foot while eating a chocolate cornet your friend got for you while scaramouche idly stands.
he's much too occupied counting how many cars pass by when you finally start talking to him. "how come you're taking this route today?" you ask, mouth full of your pastry. you watch the way his eyes shift side to side as they follow the cars' whereabouts.
"none of your business." he adjusts his schoolbag over his shoulder and walks as soon as the road is clear of any passing cars. you curiously tilt your head and take another bite into the cornet. you start walking forward when scaramouche reached the other side. you're on your way to your favourite bakery and dealing with him is the least of your worries at the moment.
but of course, the world isn't on your side today because he's also heading to the same bakery.
"hi, barbara!" you greet the blonde at the front counter with a soft voice, hoping to not look as awkward in scaramouche's presence. luckily for you, the blue haired male is immersed in looking for a pastry in other glass cases.
"if it isn't my favourite client." barbara places a paperbag on the counter; you've been here so many times that she already knows your usual.
she crosses her arms and her fine locks sway with her movements. "that'll be 6.50 but you have a lot of points on your card, are you sure you'd rather not get this for free?" barbara queries with a quizzical look. you shake your head, "i'm saving them up for something important. thanks!" you take the paperbag and turn to face scaramouche, whose back was facing you.
"you getting anything?" you peer over his shoulder and you see the way his hand hovers over the case with melon bread. scaramouche retracts his hand and turns his head to look at you. there's a pure smile on your lips and your gorgeous eyes are filled with delight.
scaramouche narrows his eyes, "what does it matter to you?" you put a finger to your chin and crouch down to meet the view of the melon bread. you glance back at him and suggest, "i can buy whatever you want anytime. think of it as a thanks for being my personal wake up call in class."
his pupils dilate in surprise but only for a quick moment. "no, i can very well buy things for myself." scaramouche digs in his pocket but tenses up when his hand feels around. "... it appears i might have to take you up on that offer." he sighs, instantly turning red. this was so embarrassing; how could he forget his wallet in his locker?
you clasp your hands together, "alright!" barbara watches with deep interest from behind the counter as you and scaramouche converse with each other.
"thanks, i guess." scaramouche murmurs as he bites into the plush dough of the bread. the two of you walk together, side by side, to your own houses. the beautiful orange and yellow that paints itself across the sky covers your home nation, inazuma, in a blanket of the sunset.
you munch on a chunk of your pink frosted donut, happily mumbling, "it's nothing! i got it for free, anyways. i have a lot of points stacked up on my card there." he gives you a side eye. "how often do you buy pastries there? i always see you eating them in class." scaramouche purses his lips when you glance at him.
"it's not like i look at you that much or anything..."
you giggle, "i visit the bakery before and after school; their pastries are completely irresistible. how come you went there today, of all days?" scaramouche shrugs, "seeing you eat so much of those pastries in class had me a bit hungry too. i normally don't like foods that are too sweet so i went with the melon bread."
your mouth hung agape, "ah, so that's why. i guess you never did strike me as the sugary type of person." you finish the last of your donut and lick off the frosting from your fingertips as scaramouche sneers. "what's that supposed to mean?"
"nothing. oh, there's my house! i'll see you tomorrow, scara!" you exclaim, running ahead. you leave him speechless and frozen on the spot. "scara?..." scaramouche's eyes are wide and his cheeks are tinted pink. he rapidly shakes his head to wear off the addicting trance you placed on him.
"well played." he smiles as he eats the rest of his pastry.
from that point on, he starts walking to the bakery with you, everyday, after school. the two of you become close and rather quickly in such a short amount of time. of course, scaramouche still has to wake you up every single time you fall asleep in class but this time, it's an action with affection behind it.
you began developing feelings slowly but surely for him and he to you as well. but there's one problem. scaramouche is the type of guy who will never face his true feelings no matter what, so someone has to take matters into their own hands, right?
"hey, hey, scara!" you poke at his shoulder as he has his head buried in his arms on his desk. he looks up at you and mumbles, "what?" you grin, "there's a new pastry at the bakery. you wanna check it out with me?" the bell rings and causes scaramouche to stand up and gather his things. "sure."
that single word had your heart doing somersaults in your chest. you felt so giddy the whole walk there, it made scaramouche feel queasy. plus, it didn't help that you were talking about the dessert since... "barbara told me that you should only give this dessert to someone you really admire and i have a special someone for that. what about you, scara?" you take a glimpse at him.
scaramouche felt his stomach drop. you, liking someone? impossible. he grumbles, "i don't get the idea of it anyways." you grab onto his sleeve, "why not?" scaramouche rolls his eyes, "who's this special someone of yours? you never mentioned you had one." you let go of him and the cold air hit his arm instead of your warm grip. "you'll see! 'cause i'll be giving it to them today. they should be at the bakery soon!"
your grin turns even brighter than before and scaramouche dryly gulps. how cruel must you be to drag him along just for this? barbara's head perks up when you and him enter. "good afternoon, (name), scaramouche," she greets. you excitedly exclaim, "hi, barbara! scara, you can find something you want, i'll go get the dessert."
you notice the way his lips downcurve into a cute frown, "fine." you rush to the front counter and barbara lowers herself to grab something from the side. she gives you an encouraging thumbs up, "good luck!" you take the packaged sweet from her. it's a pink and red frosted cupcake coated with sugar and perched inside the frosting is a ring with a purple heart gem.
you thank her again and the second you turn around, scaramouche is standing there. you nearly jump in surprise, "scara! did you find something you want to get?" he shakes his head but his gaze remains cold and distant. you smile, "i don't think the person's here yet. can we sit at one of the tables to wait?"
scaramouche nods, still silent. you place the cupcake on the table and sit across from him. he huffs, "you know, i should get going. it'll be awkward if i'm just here." you wave your hands around, "it's fine! i want you to meet him." you find it hard not to menacingly giggle like a maniac!... or something.
scaramouche doesn't reply any further but sinks into his spot. a whole hour passes and the two of you talk and play video games together. however, scaramouche feels as though you've been stood up.
he feels bad, surprisingly. but he doesn't know how you remain as happy and cheerful as ever when you're with him. you look out the window next to you. "look, scara! the sun is setting." your eyes watch in awe and scaramouche deadpans. "(name)..."
you sigh. it's been fun toying with him for a while but you suppose it's time to put it to rest. you stand up and push the dessert towards him. "will you accept this from me?" your cheeks turn pink as you meekly grin and he finally gets the hint. 'what a pretty sight,' he thinks to himself. scaramouche walks over to you and you turn to him.
he cups your face in his hands and your heart rate quickens by the second. "i don't like sweets... but the only one i'll be willing to taste is you." scaramouche's lips perfectly slot into yours and you return his gentle kiss with the same intentions. his lips are soft and warm and you smile at how lovely it felt.
scaramouche pulls away, still holding your face. he suddenly pinches your cheeks with a glare in his eyes, "it wasn't funny how you talked about confessing to another guy." you whine, "okay, okay! but in all honesty, your reactions were funny!" scaramouche leaves you be and takes the dessert.
"come on, let's go the park," he says, offering his hand. you rush to him and hold onto his arm instead. scaramouche smiles as you complain how much your face hurts and barbara muses with lovesick eyes as the two of you leave the bakery.
it's not the ideal first date; spending your time in a little kids' playground and eating a cupcake on the slide, though you wouldn't want it any other way. "what do you like about me?" you ask, slowly swinging next to him on the swing set. "that's a hard one to answer," he says in response, to which you gawk at.
"can't take a joke?" a smirk adorns his lips and you grumble under your breath. "hm... i like a lot about you. i like how kind you are. i like how you laze around and eat 24/7." scaramouche notices that the sky became darker than before. you pout, "is that what you're going to tell people if they ask you the same question about your (s/o)?"
scaramouche's grip tightens on the chain of the swing. calling you his (s/o) has a nice ring to it, doesn't it? speaking of a ring, the ring that was in the cupcake nicely wraps itself around his finger and each time he looks at it, a grin forms. "why not? what would you tell other people about me?" scaramouche gets off of his swing and walks behind you.
you rest your back against his torso when his arms snake around your waist, putting the swaying of your swing to a stop. you feel his lips against the back of your head and your heart is whole and content. "i have a lot to tell them about! i like your hair, your voice, your hands, your humor, your hugs, your kiss and-" you stop short when he disrupts your sentence.
"kiss? should we make it plural?" scaramouche smiles when you turn your head to face him. his eyelids are lowering as he leans in and finally pushes his lips into yours. the faint taste of the cupcake on your tongue would have made him grimace in normal circumstances, but you somehow make desserts taste so good to him.
© kisscara
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jxxji0309 · 1 year
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Ticklish
~Made at @sneakylilbartender 's request~
College AU (cuz ya)
Might be ooc
Cussing 🤭
Ctto of the headers
Platonic childhood friends
Kinda smh short
Fluff to romance
I reccomend listening to laufey while reading
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It was quite a tiring day for Scaramouche. However, you, his next door dormitory neighbor refuses to let him rest.
"Leave.", Scaramouche said.
"No fucking way", you replied. You didn't want to go back to your dorm room, which was occupied by your sleeping drunk friends.
"Oh my fucking Archons, why did you even have them drink at your place anyway?", he said. He did have to admit he had a soft spot for you since you knew eachother since- who knows your parents introduced you to eachother when you two were very, very, young.
"You know I'm quite generous and I sort of had it planned out... I'll just sleep in my dorm with their stanky asses then". You turned around in quite a rush, but felt a strong grip on your wrist.
"I didn't say you couldn't stay", Scaramouche implied. "But you said- nevermind".
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There you were, sitting on his bed while Scaramouche was on his phone. But little did you know he was viewing the posts of the friends that drank in your dorm room after partying. You thought about your current feelings for him amidst the creeping silence. Did he find you annoying? Does he want to stay friends?
Does he like anyone?
'Damn my thoughts became deep', you mentally said to yourself . You had a feeling of awkwardness and started to break the silence. So, you had a perfectly and maybe slightly sadistic idea.
'Find his ticklish spots.', is what you thought.
'Okay (Y/n), DO NOT, ABSOLUTELY DON'T FUCK THIS UP.'
"Hey Scara",
"What?", he said with an annoyed tone.
"Are you ticklish?"
Silence.
Scaramouche suddenly felt a slight heat creep up to his face. "So what?!", he remarked. "Oh so you are ticklish, or maybe you're ticklish somewhere...", you said as a devious smirk started to form on your face.
"Then... here!"
You started tickling the spot on his side, just above his waist. He then flinched and started bursting out into a fit of joyful laughter.
"Sto- mph!!" Scaramouche said, getting interrupted as he giggled in between syllables. "Ooh~! It seems that the all so mighty Scaramouche is all so sensitive and ticklish in this spot!~". Scaramouche tried to fit a frown in between his laughter, you were very, very lucky that he didn't lash out at you the first time you said something.
It was quite refreshing though, to both of you. You get to tease the man you like, and he spends another moment of being grateful you're in your life. Honestly, how come you're both still platonic friends?
You eventually stopped as Scaramouche was even more exhausted after laughing. A part of you expected for him to be upset, which was right.
Luckily, for Scaramouche, he knew all of your ticklish spots. "Why you-!", Scaramouche exclaimed as he reached out to the same spot where you tickled him. You bursted out into a fit of laughter as you tried to push him away.
"Aha~! Wait noho~! I'm sorry ok! I'll pay for it accordingl-" you were interrupted with more giggles and laughs. "You should, and you will", Scaramouche said while stopping his revenge to a halt and decided on your punishment.
"For your punishment, I've decided we confess some secret we have to eachother. I won't be unfair with you, so be glad I gave you this kind of punishment."
You were taken aback by his statement. Preparing yourself for this, you've decided to confess this one thing you've been hiding from him all these years.
"Fine, my secret is..."
"Is?" Scaramouche asked. He was curious about what secret you might hold.
"Is that, I've liked you since elementary...."
'What?' Scaramouche thought, a shocked expression painted on his face. He didnt expect this kind of secret, let alone something you've been hiding for years. To think that his feelings were returned by his beloved was the best thing he could ask for.
"Fine then, my turn."
You were getting anxious at the thought of rejection. You thought it was weird of you to just say it to him, but it's better sooner than later since you would become adults soon. You watched as Scaramouche took a deep breath and glanced at you longingly.
"I like you too, (Y/n)".
And there it was, the sentence you've longed for so long, the sentence you didnt think you would be hearing after years. You felt heat rise up to your cheeks as you looked away, embarrassed.
Scaramouche thought you looked beautiful, at this very moment. How weird, wasn'tit? Both of you thinking so similarly and lovingly of each other but ending up hiding it in the end.
Scaramouche reached out to your chin and lifted it up, urging your face to look at his.
"Let's date then".
Your heart was beating so fast, it even skipped a few beats as if it were racing through time.
"I- um-... I don't know. What if-"
"Don't worry about that, nevermind".
You thought he was going to kick you out of his dorm room and avoid you at that moment, but it was rather more of something you absolutely didn't expect.
"I don't like you (Y/n)," Scaramouche stated unfinished, "I've grown to love you", he said with a comforting smile, one you've always adored. It was almost like he was glowing at that moment.
"Sleep beside me (Y/n), let's sleep together."
You nodded as you kept your head down in embarrassment as you laid down with him, your fingers intertwined with his.
"From now on, we're not some platonic childhood friends. We're lovers."
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I'm back what's up bitches 💅💅
Request stuff please I want to write more
Maybe every weekend or smth I might get banned from electronic devices (again)
This was supposed to be just wholesome but I wanted to give you all a hearthrobbing read so-
See you again soon!
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jxxji0309 · 1 year
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I UM WHEN WHEN HE WHEN HE WHE-
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. . .pairing: scaramouche x reader . . .cw: fluff, maybe ooc, reverse comfort ? . . .a/n: for @cryo-locket !! some scara x gn content for those who need it<3
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his hair is soft, navy strands like silk against your fingers. his eyes are closed, and you can't help but smile at the small show of vulnerability. the bedsheets are smooth against your skin, and your arms gently encase him in your hold.
it's not yet dawn, the sky outside a deep indigo that drawls like fog as the first rays of sun try to peek through.
it must be cold outside, with frosty dewdrops turning the grass icy-white. but right now, inside your shared home, you're embraced with nothing but warmth.
"y/n," scara's voice is a whisper, violet irises peeking through slitted eyelids.
"yeah?"
"you're still here, right?"
"i'm still here, scara."
at the sound of his name on your lips, he smiles, cheeks dimpling ever so slightly as his eyes slide back closed.
"i'll always be right here."
blindly, he reaches a hand towards you and you take it, letting him tangle his fingers with yours.
"i can't believe you're real," he murmurs, bringing your hand to his face so he can press your knuckles against his lips. "are you real?"
"i'm real, scara. i'm real, and i love you."
you wonder if you imagine the tears that cling to his lashes.
"i know." his voice is soft, hoarse with a pressing emotion that swells within him. "i know. i just can't believe it."
"i love you." you're teasing now, words taking a playful edge while never losing its sincerity.
"i know." he says it like he's mildly annoyed, but his smile grows wider.
"i love you."
"i know."
"i love you."
"i know."
"i love you, scara."
there's a beat of silence, and you wonder if he heard you.
slowly, he shifts closer to you, resting his head gently on your chest.
"...and i love you too."
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taglist: @tiredsleep @serenenation @xienn @azureexursion @surukaze @yuzuricebun @uchihaeirin @loptido
*reblogs are greatly appreciated!!
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jxxji0309 · 1 year
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I wanna make a scara x reader smau fic ☹
But ik I'm gonna be shit lazy
I'm still doing it 🙄💅
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jxxji0309 · 1 year
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Reblogging this cuz wtf????
It's a total flop 😔
𝓘𝓽'𝓼 𝓳𝓮𝓪𝓵𝓸𝓾𝓼𝔂, 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓴𝓷𝓸𝔀 𝓲𝓽 𝓫𝓾𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾'𝓻𝓮 𝓹𝓻𝓮𝓽𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓲𝓽'𝓼 𝓷𝓸𝓽  
(Scaramouche x Reader : Angst Ending)
Summary: A few months after they enter first year college, some of Scaramouche's friends planned him for a blind date and starts to hang out with the person he was interested in rather than the reader.
Trope: Childhood best friends angst
Word count: 1.5k
TW: none, this is a happy ending (watch out for cussing)
Part 4/4
Part 3
Masterlist
N/n stands for nickname ♤
Previously:
"Kuni? Kuni??? Earth to Kunikuzushi!!"
Scaramouche snaps out of his trance.
You continued on watching movies with him until you suddenly feel very, very, drowsy.
Maybe you should close your eyes for a bit.
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"All's well that ends well"
You really took this quote to heart at the moment. You just realized that you had been sleeping side by side with your childhood friend, Scaramouche, or more preferably, Kunikuzushi.
Kunikuzushi himself didn't expect you to help his ice cold heart thaw when you actually and really spent time together. He never regretted every single wholesome action he did for you.
He never did. Even though you thought he liked another girl, he would be lying if he said he would look at another random person that's not friends with him and would date them instantly. Unless it was love at first sight, like what happened to you and him years ago (although the denial was removed).
He never saw his gifts to you as worthy of praise, but you insisted that every gift he had given you is a token of friendship. Which actually made him a little hurt because, friendzone you know.
Every gift he gave you secretly had a matching one that belonged to him. He didn't tell you, but you found out either way.
You never expected to see such a peaceful situation as this with Scaramouche, but you did with Kunikuzushi.
Little did you know, he was awake too.
He actually woke up first, staring at your peacefully relaxed face, occasionally glancing at your body that moved up and down on sync to your breathing. He loved the sight of your sleeping form, it put him at ease. At that moment, you swore that you felt him vow to always protect your heartwarming smile to you when you woke up.
A few moments later, you fell asleep once again because you assumed that it was probably 1:00 in the afternoon.
Scaramouche then recalled his confrontation to Hime, and hoping to explain it to you afterwards.
It was very early, and Scaramouche finds Hime at his doorstep. Scaramouche lets Hime in his house and both of them head to the living room. The truth is, Scaramouche felt guilty about seeing you cry after seeing the sight of Scaramouche and Hime together after you bought dinner. Scaramouche saw that Hime was blushing and itching to say something 'romantic' in Hine's perspective, so he decides to cut off the silence and say something. "Hime, just fuck off." "What..? Scara I thought we-" Scaramouche then cut Hime off with a glare. "N/n thinks I don't care about her anymore because of your cliche and corny 'dates'." Hime was devastated at the harsh truth that completely slapped her in the face. Hime thought she had planned it all thoroughly, being the clueless bitch she is. "How long are you planning to be clueless?" Hime just stayed silent as sweat rolls down her cheek and tears threaten to fall. "I know you're that bitch that spread the rumors about Y/n back in high school, I only dealt with your shit because I didn't want you bothering her anymore." Hime finally lets her tears roll down her cheeks as she puts up her arm to block Scaramouche from seeing her cry and turns around to run away. Hime knew she was being a bitch. Hime knew she was ruining your life. So why did she go after Scaramouche once more? Because she's petty and spoiled. She knew it, she's just used to getting what she wants all the time. After a few seconds, Scaramouche heads to your home and knocks on the front door followed by him pressing the doorbell.
30 minutes later, you suddenly awoke and find yourself alone on the sofa. You get off the bed and started finding Kunikuzushi. You continued roaming your home and found a note on the kitchen table.
'Here's some food, by the time you wake up I'm sure you probably haven't eaten lunch yet. Get some rest, don't worry about me. I'm at home if you need something.
-Kunikuzushi'
You smiled at the note and headed to the microwave as you removed the baking wrap that was meant to preserve it. After it was done heating up, you went to your table and took a seat.
You started taking a bite out of the dish and what you recognize to be eel meat. You weren't really picky if Kunikuzushi cooks your food, you loved how he cooks every dish he presents to you.
You absolutely devoured the dish as Kunikuzushi's signature Unagi Chazuke was your favorite dish that Kunikuzushi cooked.
You finally finished your meal and took a shower. Afterwards, you dressed yourself up in presentable clothes as for you were planning to visit Kunikuzushi.
You headed out to your front door with a bag full of your needed necessities and took the keys to your home. You put on casual shoes and locked the front door and the gate after you headed out.
You started walking on the path to Kunikuzushi's home and reminisced about your nostalgic experiences with him.
After few minutes, you arrive on his front door and rung the doorbell.
Kunikuzushi answered the door and looked at you with a softened expression.
"Come in."
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You and Kunikuzushi were enjoying your time together as you decided to go out to an ice cream parlor and take a walk around town.
A series of laughter was heard from the two of you as you got stares from older people remembering and reminiscing about young love.
"Hey Kuni! Let's go to an arcade!." You suggested.
Kunikuzushi strongly agreed as he feels the anticipation creeping up to him. You and Kunikuzushi start heading your way to an arcade you once went to with him.
You arrived at the arcade and started playing your favorite games with him. You earned multiple prizes and repeatedly lost on the claw machine but hey, at least he got you a prize.
There was also this one time he got into an argument with a kid while he was playing on one of the gambling games whilst you tried to hold him back. In the end, the kid's mother apologized for her child's rash actions and left.
Time passed as the sun set and you walked out of the arcade with Kunikuzushi. Unexpectedly, he intertwined your fingers with his as you head back to your home. He insisted on taking you home because he was a big worrywart when it comes to you.
You arrived at your home and said your goodbyes as you headed to your front gate. While you started heading to your home, you felt what seems to be Kunikuzushi's hand grabbing your wrist.
"Kuni? What's wrong?" You asked, you could see the worry in his face that he tried to hide with his bangs as he kept his head low.
"Nothing I just- I want to tell you something." He explained. You tilted your head in curiosity as his lips moved to say another word.
"Y/n, I've liked you since I've opened up to you."
You were shocked at his statement, but you felt like telling him the same. But something in your gut tells you that he has more to say.
"I know I was really bad at expressing it as for feelings are a new concept to me." Kunikuzushi continues on with his statement.
"Y/n I've been itching to ask you this but, will you be my girlfriend?"
You widened your eyes as Kunikuzushi's cheeks were dusted with pink.
"I like you too Kunikuzushi, so yes. I will be your girlfriend." You replied.
You suddenly feel his hands grabbing your waist as he kisses you. He handled you like you were a fragile piece of glass with every touch, gentle and caring.
You both pulled away gasping for air after the passionate and loving kiss. You both bid farewell and said 'I love you's to each other while you both headed home.
You unlocked your front gate and the door, and quickly headed upstairs. You headed to your bedroom and crashed on the bed, multiple feelings overwhelming you as you felt your cheeks getting hot.
You touched your lips as the memory of Kunikuzushi kissing you lovingly flashed back into your mind.
After making up your mind, you finally headed to the bathroom and changed your clothes to something comfortable.
You laid in bed once again and looked at your phone, turning it on to view a notification. You saw a message from Kunikuzushi and viewed it.
'let's go on an actual date somewhere next time, whaddya think?'
You felt butterflies in your stomach as you start typing your reply.
'sure!! id love to! let me know when youre free!'
And just like that, another romantic incident will unfold.
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omfg
ITS DONE I CAN FINALLY POST BRAINROTS AND HEADCANNONS SJBSJWIWBSJSJ
This was actually made in honor of scaras bday so I didnt wanna disappoint 😋
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jxxji0309 · 1 year
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another scara brainrot cuz y not
soso imagine streamer scara w a vv loving reader as his s/o
Yall had this goofy ass meme dynamic the first time you met when he randomly played valo and had voice chat turned on
Yall did shit blah blah your teamwork was 10/10 superb and here comes the whatever you call slow burn when it escalates fast or smth idk
After a period of time reader confessed and ghosted him for a while and didnt check msgs cuz of all that shi (fear of rejection iykyk)
Then they finally check their msgs and saw scaras reply saying 'I like me too/j' with another msg right after saying 'I like you too' so yeah
Reader finally responds and apologized abt ghosting scara and then they dated blah blah
Here's the main part:
The wholesome ass streams together and the supportive fans yk. Reader randomly joins in collab streams w the an(emo) boys sometimes. But like frr it's the whole streamer bf w a wholesome ass s/o
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jxxji0309 · 1 year
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scara angst brainrot cuz I cant find any more scara angst I haven't read (fluff ending)
ok so like imagine this
Insecure! Reader was tasked to be scaras servant for a while and slowly starts opening up to scaramouche but is still insecure.
Scaramouche then falls in love too and confesses but reader denies it and asks if scaramouche is pitying the reader.
Scaramouche denies it, reader breaks down in front of him.
Reader resigned from their current position because they thought scara was lying to them.
Scara finds out reader is resigning from their current position and is transferring to another one so he practically begs them not to leave.
Scara breaks down in tears trying to convince reader to stay because they underestimate themself too much so he literally fills them with meaningful praises.
Reader was finally convinced and now they're secretly his lover.
And each day, scara literally compliments and praises reader for them not to feel insecure <3
Holy shit I just incorporated my love language into this one
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jxxji0309 · 1 year
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I would repost if this weren't my post
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(Not the original owner of this pic)
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jxxji0309 · 1 year
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Scaramouche/Wanderer brainrots and headcannons
Sigh, istfg I should actually do sum shit Wednesday does abt an hour a day of writing.
ANYHOO
this wont contain that story part in the end, just brainrots idk anymore
(Creds to the owner/creator of the header/s, some are made by me though but feel free to use)
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Fluff/Random stuff
Might have some cussing or arguable themes
Might be pretty boring and is recommended to be read idly
Constant changes of AUs
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He would constantly cook his signature chazuke for you on special occasions, when you request it, or when you don't feel well.
(In a modern au) Bro is definitely the gossip king or something, he likes talking shit okay.
(Back to the OG AU)
He would spare some time outta his schedule secretly to see your reaction on why he's home already and likes gives you affirming gestures of touch if he's your s/o.
If he's a close friend on the other hand, he'd tease you so much that he would be begging to have your attention once you've ignored him because of the constant teasing.
Head Pats (do I even need to explain).
He's probably ticklish somewhere.
When he's in distress, there are three likely reasons.
Reason 1, he can't find you/you're not back from some errand or event.
Reason 2, some coworker pissed him off.
Reason 3, something you wouldn't expect or just pure jealousy.
"You know that I love you, right?"
When you tell him you would never leave him, he's all flustered and glad.
(Depending on if you use an OC) If you're a mortal, he would shower you with love and affection. If you're an immortal being on the other hand, he would still shower you with love and affection and will be so pleased with the fact that someone can finally stay by his side for all eternity.
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if it's too short to your liking, I might for sure make more parts in the future(they might not be labeled tho)
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jxxji0309 · 1 year
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𝓘𝓽'𝓼 𝓳𝓮𝓪𝓵𝓸𝓾𝓼𝔂, 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓴𝓷𝓸𝔀 𝓲𝓽 𝓫𝓾𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾'𝓻𝓮 𝓹𝓻𝓮𝓽𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓲𝓽'𝓼 𝓷𝓸𝓽  
(Scaramouche x Reader : Angst Ending)
Summary: A few months after they enter first year college, some of Scaramouche's friends planned him for a blind date and starts to hang out with the person he was interested in rather than the reader.
Trope: Childhood best friends angst
Word count: 1.5k
TW: none, this is a happy ending (watch out for cussing)
Part 4/4
Part 3
Masterlist
N/n stands for nickname ♤
Previously:
"Kuni? Kuni??? Earth to Kunikuzushi!!"
Scaramouche snaps out of his trance.
You continued on watching movies with him until you suddenly feel very, very, drowsy.
Maybe you should close your eyes for a bit.
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"All's well that ends well"
You really took this quote to heart at the moment. You just realized that you had been sleeping side by side with your childhood friend, Scaramouche, or more preferably, Kunikuzushi.
Kunikuzushi himself didn't expect you to help his ice cold heart thaw when you actually and really spent time together. He never regretted every single wholesome action he did for you.
He never did. Even though you thought he liked another girl, he would be lying if he said he would look at another random person that's not friends with him and would date them instantly. Unless it was love at first sight, like what happened to you and him years ago (although the denial was removed).
He never saw his gifts to you as worthy of praise, but you insisted that every gift he had given you is a token of friendship. Which actually made him a little hurt because, friendzone you know.
Every gift he gave you secretly had a matching one that belonged to him. He didn't tell you, but you found out either way.
You never expected to see such a peaceful situation as this with Scaramouche, but you did with Kunikuzushi.
Little did you know, he was awake too.
He actually woke up first, staring at your peacefully relaxed face, occasionally glancing at your body that moved up and down on sync to your breathing. He loved the sight of your sleeping form, it put him at ease. At that moment, you swore that you felt him vow to always protect your heartwarming smile to you when you woke up.
A few moments later, you fell asleep once again because you assumed that it was probably 1:00 in the afternoon.
Scaramouche then recalled his confrontation to Hime, and hoping to explain it to you afterwards.
It was very early, and Scaramouche finds Hime at his doorstep. Scaramouche lets Hime in his house and both of them head to the living room. The truth is, Scaramouche felt guilty about seeing you cry after seeing the sight of Scaramouche and Hime together after you bought dinner. Scaramouche saw that Hime was blushing and itching to say something 'romantic' in Hine's perspective, so he decides to cut off the silence and say something. "Hime, just fuck off." "What..? Scara I thought we-" Scaramouche then cut Hime off with a glare. "N/n thinks I don't care about her anymore because of your cliche and corny 'dates'." Hime was devastated at the harsh truth that completely slapped her in the face. Hime thought she had planned it all thoroughly, being the clueless bitch she is. "How long are you planning to be clueless?" Hime just stayed silent as sweat rolls down her cheek and tears threaten to fall. "I know you're that bitch that spread the rumors about Y/n back in high school, I only dealt with your shit because I didn't want you bothering her anymore." Hime finally lets her tears roll down her cheeks as she puts up her arm to block Scaramouche from seeing her cry and turns around to run away. Hime knew she was being a bitch. Hime knew she was ruining your life. So why did she go after Scaramouche once more? Because she's petty and spoiled. She knew it, she's just used to getting what she wants all the time. After a few seconds, Scaramouche heads to your home and knocks on the front door followed by him pressing the doorbell.
30 minutes later, you suddenly awoke and find yourself alone on the sofa. You get off the bed and started finding Kunikuzushi. You continued roaming your home and found a note on the kitchen table.
'Here's some food, by the time you wake up I'm sure you probably haven't eaten lunch yet. Get some rest, don't worry about me. I'm at home if you need something.
-Kunikuzushi'
You smiled at the note and headed to the microwave as you removed the baking wrap that was meant to preserve it. After it was done heating up, you went to your table and took a seat.
You started taking a bite out of the dish and what you recognize to be eel meat. You weren't really picky if Kunikuzushi cooks your food, you loved how he cooks every dish he presents to you.
You absolutely devoured the dish as Kunikuzushi's signature Unagi Chazuke was your favorite dish that Kunikuzushi cooked.
You finally finished your meal and took a shower. Afterwards, you dressed yourself up in presentable clothes as for you were planning to visit Kunikuzushi.
You headed out to your front door with a bag full of your needed necessities and took the keys to your home. You put on casual shoes and locked the front door and the gate after you headed out.
You started walking on the path to Kunikuzushi's home and reminisced about your nostalgic experiences with him.
After few minutes, you arrive on his front door and rung the doorbell.
Kunikuzushi answered the door and looked at you with a softened expression.
"Come in."
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You and Kunikuzushi were enjoying your time together as you decided to go out to an ice cream parlor and take a walk around town.
A series of laughter was heard from the two of you as you got stares from older people remembering and reminiscing about young love.
"Hey Kuni! Let's go to an arcade!." You suggested.
Kunikuzushi strongly agreed as he feels the anticipation creeping up to him. You and Kunikuzushi start heading your way to an arcade you once went to with him.
You arrived at the arcade and started playing your favorite games with him. You earned multiple prizes and repeatedly lost on the claw machine but hey, at least he got you a prize.
There was also this one time he got into an argument with a kid while he was playing on one of the gambling games whilst you tried to hold him back. In the end, the kid's mother apologized for her child's rash actions and left.
Time passed as the sun set and you walked out of the arcade with Kunikuzushi. Unexpectedly, he intertwined your fingers with his as you head back to your home. He insisted on taking you home because he was a big worrywart when it comes to you.
You arrived at your home and said your goodbyes as you headed to your front gate. While you started heading to your home, you felt what seems to be Kunikuzushi's hand grabbing your wrist.
"Kuni? What's wrong?" You asked, you could see the worry in his face that he tried to hide with his bangs as he kept his head low.
"Nothing I just- I want to tell you something." He explained. You tilted your head in curiosity as his lips moved to say another word.
"Y/n, I've liked you since I've opened up to you."
You were shocked at his statement, but you felt like telling him the same. But something in your gut tells you that he has more to say.
"I know I was really bad at expressing it as for feelings are a new concept to me." Kunikuzushi continues on with his statement.
"Y/n I've been itching to ask you this but, will you be my girlfriend?"
You widened your eyes as Kunikuzushi's cheeks were dusted with pink.
"I like you too Kunikuzushi, so yes. I will be your girlfriend." You replied.
You suddenly feel his hands grabbing your waist as he kisses you. He handled you like you were a fragile piece of glass with every touch, gentle and caring.
You both pulled away gasping for air after the passionate and loving kiss. You both bid farewell and said 'I love you's to each other while you both headed home.
You unlocked your front gate and the door, and quickly headed upstairs. You headed to your bedroom and crashed on the bed, multiple feelings overwhelming you as you felt your cheeks getting hot.
You touched your lips as the memory of Kunikuzushi kissing you lovingly flashed back into your mind.
After making up your mind, you finally headed to the bathroom and changed your clothes to something comfortable.
You laid in bed once again and looked at your phone, turning it on to view a notification. You saw a message from Kunikuzushi and viewed it.
'let's go on an actual date somewhere next time, whaddya think?'
You felt butterflies in your stomach as you start typing your reply.
'sure!! id love to! let me know when youre free!'
And just like that, another romantic incident will unfold.
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omfg
ITS DONE I CAN FINALLY POST BRAINROTS AND HEADCANNONS SJBSJWIWBSJSJ
This was actually made in honor of scaras bday so I didnt wanna disappoint 😋
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jxxji0309 · 1 year
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announcement
guess what
I didnt work on part 4 of the jealousy fic
So
I'm working myself to the bone tonight and finishing it cuz why not
Spoiler alert, it might exceed 2k words but hey
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jxxji0309 · 1 year
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Hi! Can i ask hcs for alhaitham x fem!reader in a royal!au? Maybe a jealous alhaitham because reader has many suitors but its up to you :]
Sure!! This took me a lot of time and effort since in not that sure about personalities like alhatham's but hey, I think it turned out well.
I yearn for your loving gaze
Summary: Alhaitham, the noble in charge of international affairs and knowledge falls for the reader as for she is very favored by many. Poor Alhaitham starts to get jealous once he finds out you already have a suitor fit to your tastes, but he wonders, who may it be?
Word count: 1.3k
Royal AU
Fem! Reader, She/Her pronouns
Characters might be a little ooc
The term N/n is used to indicate "nickname"
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Just another day for the most favored noble throughout Sumeru, a day full of 'Oh! I'm so jealous that you get to choose from 5 suitors!" from fellow nobles, multiple, MULTIPLE I mean, multiple letters of recommendation for the favored maiden, and an oh so jealous Alhaitham glaring at her suitors every time he gets the chance.
You honestly don't know why you chose him as your suitor, you were planning a very big reveal for it but the poor man can't wait for your suitor to be revealed. You suddenly pitied Alhaitham, a head over heels man for you suffering from the anxiety haunting him every single moment of the day.
Alhaitham always does paperwork and research to get his mind off of things, but you can never leave his mind. And so does the possibility of you choosing another suitor other than him. He was glad he was one of the 2 top suitors to be chosen by you or else he would be worrying himself off. It's a good thing he always seems so calm and collected on the outside, or else people would see how worried he is on the inside.
Today was a very special day nonetheless. You were hosting a tea party for the most esteemed and honorable nobles to boost the aquiantacy statuses of your family. But this one included the top 2 suitors of your choice, and which one of them you will be wedded to. It was either Alhaitham, or Kaveh. It complicates the normal female noble's mind just to choose one from the two gorgeous men you were presented to. One would need over a year just to choose one of them. Sadly, their rivalry only worsened by the second they found out they were competing for your love.
The tea party commences, and you certainly were very excited that Alhaitham will finally be rid of his worries. The poor man, on the other hand didn't feel quite the same.
His mind was racing with his anxious thoughts and his jealousy for your other suitors. He never liked even a single one of them, he was overly jealous after all. You would always notice that when you flood one of the other suitors with compliments and your signature loving haze, the man looked like he would break at any second.
Everyone takes turn greeting you as for you were giving the guests a warm welcome. "Greetings, baroness Y/n.", a familiar little voice greets you. "Welcome, Princess Nahida. I hope you enjoy the wonderful snacks that our most talented bakers have concocted for us.", the little figure gives you a smile and curtsies over to her reserved seat. You always wondered why the princess of Sumeru would attend numerous social gatherings, but it seemed like the poor girl just wanted to acquaint herself with everyone else.
"Y/n, I need to speak with you".
A very familiar voice, you thought. Alhaitham makes his way to your seat and reaches out his hand to you.
"Privately"
You excused yourself from your guests and left them all heart fluttered with the image of you and Alhaitham side by side.
You followed behind Alhaitham, your hand still with his. You really wanted to squeal at the moment. You had a huge crush on Alhaitham way before you were so favored by so many. You really didnt expect him to be one of your suitors, but you were glad that he was willing to be you suitor.
You arrive at your destination, a small room which you came across while walking in your surprisingly ginormous home. Alhaitham opens the door and motions for you to enter.
You entered the small room and took a seat at one of the sofas. The room was quite cozy, it had a furnace and a coffee table with tea prepared for whoever enters. You kept your thoughts to yourself as you wanted to have a chat with the man handing a cup of tea to you.
"Y/n, you're revealing your chosen suitor to be wed to, yes?". The neutral expression on Alhatham's face leaves you to answer his question. "Indeed, I suppose you invited me to have tea here although we're currently having a tea party to discuss said topic". Alhaitham motions a small grin as for he was always impressed at your intuition and abilities.
"Correct, what I may say- no, confess to you might disturb you if you chose Kaveh as your fiance". You suddenly filled yourself with disbelief. You decided he will be your fiance because of your little crush on him, but to think that things have gone this far has had you puzzled about the timing of the reveal.
"Y/n, to be honest I... I've loved you for a long time".
You widened your eyes and stared at him as heat rises up your cheeks.
"I've also been jealous of the other suitors. You might've noticed but I hope that didn't affect your decision". You reassured him that you never really took it to heart and all the other suitors didn't too, probably.
"Haitham, I... never mind. If I say it then all of your anticipation for the big reveal will be gone". Alhaitham wouldn't lie if he said he grew more anxious by the moment.
You exited the room, leaving Alhaitham with his thoughts and quickly went back to the tea party to tend to your guests.
Later that afternoon, all of the guests were scurrying with excitement. Your fiance will finally be revealed.
You went to a stage-like platform and an announcer announces the arrival of both suitors. First was Alhaitham, who didn't know that most of the guests hope he will be your fiance, and Kaveh, who didn't get a lot of cheers at his arrival.
As the excitement and anticipation builds up, you finally decided to speak.
"Good afternoon dear guests. As you know, this occasion's main event will be the revealing of who I, baroness Y/n L/n have decided to be my fiance."
Two men, a famous craftsman and a very intelligent scholar who specializes in strategizing and research, Kaveh and Alhaitham will be chosen by the most favored noble of all Sumeru to be her future spouse. The suspense thickens as the two men were spared glances by the breath taking baroness, preparing herself to speak.
"This day has been anticipated by many, and I shall decide who I will be wedded to."
Alhatham worries himself off as the suspense thickens. He watches your every movement and his heart races as you move your lips to speak once again.
"I, baroness Y/n L/n, second child of the L/n family, choose to be wed to Scribe Alhaitham of the Akademiya."
Alhaitham wouldn't be lying if he said he was the happiest man alive at that moment. Kaveh sighs and excuses himself from the stage to join the cheers and applause for the two of you.
You quickly make your way towards Alhaitham, and to your suprise, you were met with a warm embrace. You smiled and the embrace was followed up by a kiss.
The kiss was very sensual, you felt the comfort and love you needed all in your life in that very moment. All your worries were washed away by a tide of Alhatham's undying love.
You pull away from the kiss and face the guests of the tea party to thank them for attending the tea party, still tasting Alhaitham's tea flavored lips as your tongue slightly crept it's way to your lips.
You and Alhaitham were left alone for a moment, as for you were itching to say the words that you have held in for years.
"I love you, Alhaitham".
A small pause occurred, and Alhaitham gave you a reassuring grin.
"I love you too, N/n".
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Ong did you guys see that
I made something that's not scara content and I did well (in my opinion).
Let me know what you guys think, improving my writing is my number one priority atm.
Expect an edit for some of the head cannons or smth idk myself of I'm going to add them but stay tuned!
Also, thank you all for supporting me during my long hiatus<333
Stay safe and healthy!
-Ji
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jxxji0309 · 1 year
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Welcome, read this before exploring my ideas.
My user is jxxji (edgy wow), but you can call me Ji or Je, whatever you prefer!
I only do Scaramouche/Kunikuzushi/Wanderer cuz yea he's basically the one I'm head over heels for and I can't bring myself to simp and think abt any other characters so, here are some other characters you can request aside from scara (they're basically the ones I'm comfortable making head cannons with)!
-Tighnari
-Alhaitham
-Albedo
-Xiao
-Zhongli
-Itto
-Ayato
-Thoma
-Ayaka
-Yoimiya
-Jean
-Raiden Shogun/Ei (Seperate)
-Ningguang
-Ganyu
-Keqing
No nsfw!!! As much as I would like to fulfill your desires, I have limits too. I'm not very good at writing smut so i choose not to bother doing so as it may make things awkward for both parties.
Gender neutral and fem readers, I really am not good at writing Male readers unless it's with female characters because I'm more used to Male x Female (SO SORRY).
Fluff and angst, here are some tropes I might be excited/good at writing!
Slow burn (favorite), childhood friends, modern au, royal au, college au, enemies to lovers, worker au, mafia au, angst to comfort, pure angst, and some more so please suggest tropes!! (No omegaverse tropes please...)
I welcome ages of any kind!! This might be weird but I have a reason for it. Even though it might be weird that I'm letting minors read in my page and it still has cuss words and some themes some may be uncomfortable with but, I don't mind letting this be your escape from things happening right now. But if you have a history of being rude to others and such, please dni.
Pro shippers, YBC fans, and Racists, please dni. Just no. I might be welcoming any age but as far as that can go if I get uncomfortable and so do others I will have to block you.
It's my christmas break so I will post more slowly on January 3 onwards
That's basically it, one more important thing to remember,
Requests are open, and enjoy.
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jxxji0309 · 1 year
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Sup yall💅
I'm back to work after- idk 2 or 4 months?? After I finish the jealousy angst with scara ill start making only shorts and head cannons from now on until I change my mind
Expect an extension of part 3 of the jealousy fic and part 4!
Thanks for supporting me while I was gone everyone<333
I wish you all the best 🤞
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jxxji0309 · 1 year
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The main bitch is back after drinking a matcha green tea from starbucks and haven't slept since 12:00 am
I'm so sorry I just disappeared like that
Requests are open!!
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