Ok I thought I'd never post on this blog again but the fucking audacity of RH apologists to say that Jeremy is abusive, to try and find any scrap of evidence that RH "isn't as bad as people say". You fucking disgust me. RH is a sexual predator, a rapist and a groomer. He was my favourite since I was a kid but it's not difficult to admit he's a disgusting asshole and should never be given any sort of forgiveness or any platform ever again. Fuck RH and fuck his apologists.
I believe now is as good a time as any to reveal I have been working on a lil project for the past two years, and it is nearly finished!
Back when YDYD season 1 first happened, I noticed a lot of people rewriting specific scenes in a more dramatic/serious tone.
What did I do with this? I decided to rewrite ALL of YDYD in a story format! I have finished writing and am currently editing.
I have also begun to work on rewriting YDYD 2, which yes I will indeed be rewriting every YDYD in a full series of three "books".
The first story is called "The Broken" and it will be posted on Archives Of Our Own and Wattpad once it is finished!
I am honestly very excited, it is the most work I've put into a story and I really hope y'all enjoy it once it's finished! (Consider this a lil teaser!)
(posted this on twitter and thought I’d chuck it here too)
I just wanna say @officialah thank you for doing everything you can to entertain us in the current time. I’m not an essential worker (I’ve lost my job, temporarily though thankfully) but am lucky to still be living with my parents who are providing for me. However, I am still attending university which is completely online. I don’t have many contact hours, and originally thought I would be using this time to practice more than usual (I’m a musician), however I’m finding it more and more difficult to get the motivation to do so. I’m a pretty positive person, but not seeing my friends in person combined with this whole situation is still draining me and making me lose my enjoyment for things I love. However, you guys and gals still give me and the community so much positive content to get us through these dark times. So thank you. Thank you for remaining positive and getting us fans through these difficult times. Thank you for doing what you do and giving us hope, laughter and happiness. You’re all some of the lights of my life <3
Can I talk about Ender!Ryan? Cause I'm gonna. Like. I wanna imagine Samijen's idea but that everything is fine after Ryan replaced the destroyed eye with the ender eye. For a while.
I wanna imagine that the change is gradual. So slow that Ryan barely notices the changes to his body.
I wanna imagine it just started with him hating the rain, refusing to work outside in it. He and everyone else brushed it off cause who wants to work out in the rain anyways. But then he stopped wanting to make eye contact. Eye contact made him feel uncomfortable, irritated even. Which, okay, fine. He's not the most extroverted man on the planet and that's almost normal for him anyways. And then he wanted to sleep more during the day and less at night. Again, he thought he just screwed up his sleep schedule.
But then there were physical/magical(?) changes. He noticed the tip of his fingers go black. Thinking he had frost bite or something he ran to Jack where nothing turned out to be wrong. It stressed Ryan out and I wanna imagine that made things progress faster.
Ryan's mind started getting preoccupied. With what? Even ryan would be hard pressed to know because all he could think about was picking up and carrying around that block of cobblestone. But then he got startled while in that mind frame and he just...teleported? It wasnt far but he blinked up at Michael who still stood a few feet away, arm still outstretched from tapping Ryan on the shoulder.
That really stressed Ryan out, if you could imagine. He dropped the block he really had no idea why he was holding and ran off, michael calling behind him.
Trying to calm himself down, a pinkish-purple glow caught his attention and when he realized that it came from his hands he threw up.
I wanna imagine Michael, along with Jack and Geoff, coming back to find Ryan curled in on himself, covering his hands.
He made a mistake with the ender eye and It was to late to fix it.
I have a headcanon for ender!Ryan... in old updates of minecraft there used to be a soundtrack for the end that was muted whispering (never put in the game but left in the code). Headcanon is that now that he’s part enderman Ryan hears the whispers constantly, like a ringing in his ears. He can drown it out with noise most of the time, but when it’s quiet and still the whispers become impossible to ignore
Can you imagine the first moments of getting use to the sounds. He can’t sleep or concentrate on anything. He’s tilting his head constantly to the sound whenever it’s a quiet moment. He’s ominous when people ask him what he is doing. Just Jeremy being like ‘Hey, bud, whatcha doing’ and Ryan is just like ‘…listening’