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dazais-guardian-angel · 2 months

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I'm finding it difficult to reconcile the fact that what I've always wanted and envisioned for Nikolai and his relationship with Fyodor based on fanworks and the very very little canon information we've had to go off of so far, will very likely be very different from what we actually get.

While I understand the appeal of Fyodor taking over Nikolai's body via his blood ability, and the inherent, romantic, ironic tragedy of that — for Nikolai, the person who yearned for freedom, to meet an end by having his soul eternally trapped in the body of the person he loved the most, while Fyodor lives on in his body, never truly knowing how much he was adored by him — I would just hate the idea of that happening now? It just feels far, far too soon for Nikolai to be dead, for his character to no longer have a role or a purpose; his mind and behavior is so utterly fascinating in all its bizarre contradictions, there's so much more to explore and discover with him, he's one of BSD's most complex characters, or at least he's set up to be, and I really hope Asagiri wouldn't throw him away this soon without doing anything more with him.

I never really thought that Nikolai would be the one to end Fyodor for good, way down the line (that can only ever be Dazai's job, to me, since he's his foil), but I always imagined he'd at least have some kind of role in attempting to kill him, since that's his ultimate wish. I imagined that it would be ugly, frenzied, unhinged, desperate, Nikolai finally being forced to acknowledge the horrible truth that's always been buried within his subconscious but he's never wanted to accept: that going against all human reason and killing someone he cares so deeply for will not, in fact, simply make those feelings go away, and will instead make them unable to ignore in his despair. The realization that he'll always be chained to human emotions, to love, no matter how much he thinks he can be free of them. And then, the ensuing breakdown from that. Yes, it's extremely fanficky lmao, but that kind of drama makes sense to me for him and them. It's interesting.

There was also the angst angle of Fyodor being immortal, and Nikolai's agenda perhaps stemming from wanting to save him from that, and being able to finally free him from it in the same way he himself wants to be freed. Killing being the ultimate expression of love, not too dissimilar to Mushitarou killing Yokomizo, both putting on an act of being hateful/vengeful/hostile towards the other in order to cope with the fact that deep down they can't bear the thought of them being gone.

But then we got Fyodor's "death" here, and Nikolai's reaction to it was so unbelievably underwhelming and calm that it made me question everything I thought I knew about Asagiri's writing skills him, and what the story is going for with him. And combined with this revelation now that Fyodor is (unsurprisingly!) immortal, but specifically in the way that he can be killed but supposedly resurrects endlessly (which I really like in of itself, don't get me wrong)... it makes me question what exactly Nikolai knows, or will know, and it somewhat destroys the potential angst we could get with them in the end, or at least drastically changes it.

If Nikolai already knows Fyodor can't be killed, that means we'll never get a moment where he tries to kill him and then has to face the fact that he did the deed and it didn't make him feel freed, and he instantly regrets it. It also means we'd never get a moment where he tries to kill him and then discovers he can't truly die, and the ensuing insanity that would occur from that. It also makes me even question the legitimacy of his reaction to Fyodor's "death" here... was it so damn apathetic and lukewarm because he already knows it wasn't permanent? I mean, I'd like an explanation for it feeling so ooc, it would make me feel better about that, but I can't deny that it would be disappointing to have yet another part of this arc that was just an act and not genuine feelings....

Now, that isn't to say that it's impossible to do anything interesting with Nikolai already knowing the truth. He could be wishing to try to attain free will through the illogical pursuit of an impossible task: in this case, killing Fyodor. There's a beautiful, tragic paradox in him wishing to attempt something to gain his freedom that he and we know is impossible, especially if subconsciously he takes solace in the fact that he'd be able to kill Fyodor without actually losing him for good. If Nikolai doesn't already know, assuming he's not dead he's likely going to find out the truth soon when he next sees Fyodor alive and kicking — I can't imagine a way he wouldn't find out. In that case, we wouldn't get the aforementioned scenario where he tries to kill him and discovers it's futile, which is the most juicy to me I won't lie, but I am still fascinated by the idea of how Nikolai will respond just seeing him suddenly alive again and having to process this after having just mourned him. It's interesting to imagine how he might respond to and treat Fyodor after at last knowing how it truly felt to lose him, and realizing how much he didn't want that, and then suddenly having him back. It might cause him to finally understand that his desire for freedom is unobtainable, and cause him to spiral, and fundamentally change their relationship going forward. An eventual tragic end for him such as Fyodor taking over his body would not feel out of place to me in that case, perhaps, but still not until we've had more time to see Nikolai reflect and see his possible change in perspectives.

I don't know, I'm just rambling at this point lmao. I know very well that so much of my expectations and desires for Nikolai and Fyolai are built up from fan content over the years just because there's been nothing else to work with, and that it's unfair to judge what Asagiri decides to do with him/them based on preconceived notions. Whatever he does could still be interesting in the end, even if it's not what I initially wanted or expected, and being open to being surprised is always a good thing. At the end of the day we still know barely anything about Nikolai, so it's not completely fair for me to judge something as ooc for a character we still know so little about.

But... it's because we know so little about him and have gotten so little of him, that at the very least, I'm gonna be really upset if he does die here from being possessed by Fyodor like people are worrying about. I really don't think he will, because I'm pretty confident the helicopter pilot is the one Fyodor swapped with/resurrected in the body of as per soup's theory, and again I'm not saying it wouldn't be fitting eventually... but I really don't want it to happen now. :/ I just think Nikolai still has so much potential as a character and so much more we need to see of him before his likely inevitable and tragic demise (however it happens), so whatever Asagiri decides to do with him I just really, really hope we don't lose him so prematurely; it would honestly be such a tremendous waste imo.

#bungou stray dogs #bsd 114 #is this meta? i don't know #more like just incoherent rambling lmao #i just don't want Nikolai to die man....... I really don't #i get that people are hyped up on the juicy tragedy of it all but plssssssss it's too soon for him to go #we need so much more of the enigmatic clown...... he's too interesting to lose just yet!!!#i'm sad at probably losing the outcomes i always hoped for him and fyolai but right now i just want More Of Him #he can't die so soon when he's barely even had pagetime #it COULD be fascinating to see Fyodor's reaction to taking over his body but....... i don't think he'd /have/ any right now #they need more time together before one of them dies #i always thought/hoped Fyodor would die first and Nikolai would be left alone to angst lmao but ugh........#now it's really feeling like it'll be the opposite #which again doesn't HAVE to be a bad thing depending on how Asagiri executes it........ I just think this is way too soon for it to happen #i'm gonna be so mad if Nikolai just dies offscreen without us ever hearing from him again because Fyodor possessed his body #poetically cruel and tragic? yes. but also so anticlimactic at this moment in time #never getting to hear from him again.........#ugh i blame all the Fyolai fan creators; they've raised the bar too high 😭😭😭#idk maybe i'm just talking out of my ass though. i probably am. i just feel conflicted about all this and need to see where it goes

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fivekrystalpetals · 27 days

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Okay, going into #bsd fyodor tag is still impossible for me :/

Look, I love Bram a lot, but how are people saying that Fyodor somehow killed Bram??

'Cause if you see it in order:

Bram orders his vampire to kill Fyodor -> Fyodor dies -> Crime and Punishment activates -> He becomes Bram

So, in this case, (cuz we do have a lot of other things to blame Fyodor for lmao) but in this particular case, what are we blaming Fyodor for lol? Dying? Getting killed by Bram? His ability activating involuntarily?

Dazai literally says this:

Meaning, Fyodor has no control over his ability. He becomes whatever or whoever kills him, so he has been morbidly molding his masterplans around his own DEATH all along! He was frantic because he feared he will be MURDERED by the wrong person!

No wonder, he wants a world without abilities! Because, no matter what, he just cannot DIE. No wonder, he says this. He almost sounds envious other humans can die so easily?

Also, did he manipulate Bram into killing him? No. Fyodor has not made contact with Bram at all. He let Bram do whatever he wanted. Bram was under direct control of Fukuchi, btw. And, it was Ranpo who asked Bram to kill him with one of his vampires.

In fact, Fukuchi says he locked up Fyodor faraway in prison so, he won't interfere in any of Fukuchi's plans.

I mean, once again, this panel:

Sorry I am salty, but I guess seeing him as a demon who feels no pain in killing others or even himself (rather than the fact that he has been killed who-knows-how-many-times over the centuries yet is unable to "die" and be set free from the world -- this has made him completely desensitized to the idea of pain felt over death) makes it easier for everyone to plot out the next plan for "its" the demon Dostoyevsky's death.

Murder is the activation condition for his ability god just just think about it?

He might have lived his whole life as a normal ability-less person

until the day he was......... killed

I wonder if he died a death of natural causes, his ability would never ever have activated??? idk

but this also carries the heavy implication that he has never died a death of natural causes.

Only murdered by another human every. single. time.

#bsd #bsd fyodor #bungou stray dogs #bsd 114 #bsd 114.5 #bsd fyodor dostoevsky #bsd manga spoilers #once again #i beg people to tag their fyodor hate posts as antifyodor or smth #cuz i am tired of seeing facts being twisted so much #he is hella manipulative but he is not some sort of psycho serial killer who enjoys killing for no reason #remember fukuchi's condition to keep the deaths under 500 and fyodor planning accordingly??#yeah #and bram killed fyodor so a punishment for a crime ig? in any case whatever his ability did was sorta like a self defense #just cuz we like bram so much and wanted bram to be aya's dad which i am sad too i won't get to see #but the fact stays that bram fired the bullet first #and fyodor literally fucking died #this is 100x worse than the hand touch to kill ability that we thought initially #like idec even if he destroys the world at this point he should

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bandagemanl0ver · 2 years

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Why I believe Chuuya will not only survive Mersault but ALSO have a major / meaningful role in future time. (Theory) (Hypothesis) (Insane Ramble) (You Name It!)

First of all, I think it’s plain clear that Chuuya’s not dying here. Kinda.

There’s a lot to read, but I promise it’s worth it!! (Mostly if you’re worried about best boy best BSD and best animanga character ever, Chuuya Nakahara) (No bias here)

I will start with my main point which is related to Stormbringer, and then move on to other points. There is spoilers for a lot of stuff here!

For those who haven’t read Stormbringer, I will try to give an introduction / context to the theme in the least detailed possible way I can, and even though like I said it won’t be very detailed or have major SB spoilers, it does describe the ending result of Verlaine’s plans as a whole and his state six years after, in the current BSD time.

So after Paul Verlaine, Chuuya’s crazy protective older brother, is forced into corruption and goes batshit insane and almost destroys Yokohama and possibly the entire world, Chuuya beats the shit out of him, they create this insane epic fight thing and after that everyone thinks Verlaine’s dead afterwards. (Except the Port Mafia) But he’s not! Dude decides that there’s no reason to be in the outer world (as there is literally no one he wants to see.) and stays in the fucking Port Mafia’s basement training the PM’s potential assassins (As he’s (one of ??) the best in the world, duh)

So all that shit goes down after much more other shit went down which I won’t talk about because it’s 1. Not related 2. I’m not that cruel as to spoil it entirely for those who haven’t read SB

And then the story tells how aside from training, Verlaine does no other thing rather than wait. Wait for what? His only reply is always “the storm.”

So this is where Chuuya kicks in!!

There is nothing alive that Verlaine could care about so much to constantly wait for other than Chuuya / Something that affects Chuuya considering Rimbaud is fucking dead. “The storm” is an ominous fucking name that makes you think “Oh damn, what’s gonna happen?” and for Verlaine to be INVOLVED in it to the point he’s waiting for it means it’s most definitely related to Chuuya, because just as only Chuuya could stop Verlaine in his corrupted form, aside from Dazai I think only Verlaine can stop Chuuya. (And let’s speak hypothetically if Chuuya went as batshit as Verlaine did and created this whole space time breach I don’t think Dazai would be able to cross it. That shit was deadly and Chuuya himself only survived because of 1. Adam’s weapon 2. He’s literally god)

Now I’m going to sound like fucking MatPat here, but if you think of the title “Storm Bringer” it’s basically the bringer of the storm, or like, the one who brings the storm. The storm Verlaine talks about, the insane storm only him and Chuuya can create, so the bringer of the storm is Chuuya, the Storm Bringer!!!! See that makes total sense and isn’t at all delusional

So if Chuuya fucking dies, then “the storm” Verlaine is waiting for is either something entirely different (which I doubt) or Asagiri forgot about it LMAO. (which I also doubt)

PLUS such a cliffhanger on the theme and something that is keeping Verlaine, the overpowered fuck, in waiting, probably means it’ll be important or at least memorable, which is good because Chuuya deserves some fucking screentime.

Also I’ve heard the rumor (key word: RUMOR; I don’t think it’s confirmed or at least I haven’t seen proof of so) that the novel to open BSD’s S4 will be SB, and in the last novels we’ve had implemented in the anime, they are chosen like that because they complement the events of the current timeline in some way, so if SB were to be chosen then it could probably add context for anime only watchers about something that *may* happen in Mersault, and it would be pointless if Chuuya just went gluglugluglu and went limp there. (If none of this happens, then fuck me!)

(Maybe the storm is coming sooner than we thought!!! I am not insane)

Okay that’s all relating SB and now I’ll move on to these side bulletpoints that don’t really contribute to Chuuya getting a major role but DO contribute to my belief of Chuuya surviving.

* It’s fucking lame. Like okay fine I know authors mess up sometimes but if Chuuya just went and died there it would be the most disappointing, boring, lame, stupid, red-face-and-smoke-coming-out-of-ears-inducing EPIC FAIL in animanga history. I’m not even being biased here it would just suck. Chuuya’s entire story, character development, whole fucking world building relating him, and Asagiri’s comments in the SB afterword just feel like a huge buildup to something bigger, and for it to be just cut like that would be so plot convenient and boring and a let down and it would suck. And if he did just die there, maybe it could lead to some major catastrophe like Dazai feeling like crap (even more) or the PM going insane over it, but that would just make Chuuya a plot device!!! For other characters!!! I think NOT. Complex, well developed, strong ass Chuuya, being killed for the sake of the development of others? Or even worse, nobody gives a shit and some people just go boo hoo and whatever? Never!! And if that does happen I am rewriting BSD myself. (Jokes on you I don’t have the motivation)

* Dazai. Look I don’t really give a damn wether you see Soukoku as platonic or romantic because either way it kinda works, but there’s no denying that Dazai does give a shit about him. Although Dazai has sometimes done some mess ups in his plans (as he’s no omnipotent god unlike fanon sometimes presents him.) he usually has everything already predicted to the point it makes you think what the fuck man? And his methods are usually so dramatic and terrible for no reason, yes, but he’s never let Chuuya die. (Unless he died too, but if he died too then there should be other people dying too, because there is no way in hell he’d ever commit a double suicide with Chuuya, key SB where Mori tells him that and Dazai is like FUCK NO! and gets to work immediately.) “But wait!!! Dazai said there wasn’t any memorable moments which means he doesn’t care and he said goodbye.” Okay, he did, but what kind of utter fool actually believes the shit Dazai says?? Everyone knows that Dazai likes to be misleading because he’s a piece of shit, so why believe him now??? Honestly I don’t understand that fucking idiot sometimes, and there is No Way In Hell you can actually believe that everything Dazai says, mostly when he’s being obviously exaggerated, Is the plain truth. There could be the possibility that Dazai had no idea Fyodor would bring Chuuya there and shit and drowning Chuuya was his only option, and then he tried to give Chuuya this whole heartwarming goodbye but then was like ew and started hiding his feelings again and didn’t, but nonetheless he comes up with alternative plans in like, minutes. (Key SB, Again) And speaking of Fyodor bringing Chuuya, we move on to our next point!

* How in the flying fuck did Fyodor GET Chuuya to help him? Like first of all how was Chuuya even bitten??? Who brought him? What the hell?? Yes, this could be only for plot convenience and maybe it’ll go unexplained, but I like to think it was some sort of plan, wether from the PM, or just HOPING that maybe they’re working with Dazai too from the beginning.

* The Vampires. I don’t know if you guys have noticed, but the vampires eyes are progressively turning from black to white. Chuuya’s not the only example, as this is happening with Akutagawa too, so I’m wondering what the fuck that is and hoping it’s not an artistic error. (Which professionals obviously wouldn’t commit, but I would..) I’m still mentally debating wether Chuuya’s eyes changed to human or white the moment he was drowning, but I don’t think they’d show us that Right Before He Sinks only for him to drop dead. Bleh.

* THE WATER IS AGAINST ABILITIES BUT CHUUYA’S ABILITY ISN’T A REAL ABILITY. Plus, how do you know Nikolai wasn’t lying?? The whole prison layout was plain weird and BSD LOVES plot twists.

* You know which other plot twist bsd loves? “Haha bro’s dead oh wait no SIKE!!!!” This happened with Nikolai, Sigma, Kyouka, Kunikida, yada yada yada.

* CHUUYA IS STRONG AS FUCK AND so fucking cool guys. He is so fucking cool I spend hours in the mirror trying to do my hair slightly resemble his. No bias.

* I don’t think Fyodor’s dying either. Man looked pissed of though, so I’m curious about that.

Like I said at the beginning I think it’s very obvious that there’s more to it than Chuuya just dying there, but there’s still people going Ooo no Chuuya dead fr. Maybe I’m just insane in denial or something but the crazy proof is there!! And I’m thinking these people are like, freaking out, not thinking enough about it (which honestly doesn’t really need mental gymnastics) or are just utter morons. Yeah. Gn. (It’s 3pm)

But that’s just a theory!

A ga—

-bandagemanl0ver.

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poe-tat · 23 days

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``Yes, your highness`` BSD royalty AU oversimplified

Prince’s family gets murdered, was supposed to die, falls out window, thief catches prince, thief takes prince somewhere, prince gets annoyed, prince wants to go home, prince goes home, prince almost dies, prince gets stronger, prince takes castle back, prince becomes king, prince makes thief prince, thief becomes king and marries prince, kingdom goes through rioting, prince ends the riots, and prince and thief live happily ever after lmao.

cliche end but who cares, no one that who

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd royalty au

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the-gayest-sky-kid · 9 months

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8, 16, 19!🫵go!

god actually this is so hard to think abt. i guess thats a good thing bc my mutuals are always so right uhm..... oh wait. traveler lmao. everyones so wrong about the traveler being used and feeling wronged. you all know how i feel about that. and more so about the other characters not being of any assistance and manipulating the traveler. its come to the point that i absolutely CANNOT click on any traveler reaction video because i fear that horrendous take

i also just kind of disagree with how everyones accepted the gods had a hand in khaenri'ah. like i fully believe that was more so on celestia or something higher, because no one except maybe rukkhadevata w/ irminsul so far really seems to have the power to curse the khaenri'ahns on such a level. and rukkha was like. not even there and died????

fanon venti? fanon lyney? just stripping characters of their depth to focus on the façade in general? aufh

also maybe i just spend too much time in the yt bsd community but uhm the way people perceive dazai and mori's relationship. like i cannot fathom why people could assume he was abusing dazai sexually or physically like. idk does it ever feel like people over-exaggerate it to make dazai more sympathetic? because that's what it feels like. does that make sense??? like he's only understandable if he went through some sort of tangible event.

also book dazai headcanons. like look its a fine HEADCANON but personally it irks me because the whole point is he is and has always been human. hes not LITERALLY 'no longer human' hes just an actual normal guy and fucked up about it. gets me annoyed

can i just say dazai and move on hdhdhsjaja but honestly like mori. like yeah he sucks. piece of shit. but also hes just kinda funny. flop fail king or whatever. RIP

also rimbaud ←french

#caps cw #swearing cw #longer post #aethers asks #like what am i supposed to do NOT look lustfully at a man with long hair and a corset #anyway yeah #also gacha vid specific nitpick people always make chuuya shocked over the old boss #like bestie he knew the rumours this is just confirmation #the only possibly shocking thing is dazai being there but even then i dont think it'd amount to visible wide eyes

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humanitys-strongest-bamf · 1 year

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For the WIP asks, I've gotta go for the BSD fics! You know I love that show. I saw you had at least 3 of them on your list so tell me as much or as little as you'd like about them.

I WOULD LOVE TO TALK ABOUT THEM *cue me being annoying as fuck*

Ask me about any WIPs I might have!!

note: kat info dumping about her bsd WIPs under the cut ja;ldkf also not proofread so sorry for typos/weird wording

So I'm typically a Dazai simp (but i'm currently mad at him for the shit he did in meursault so we're on a break >:( ) so both "current" and "mafia days" are dazai x oc fics. "mafia days" is pretty self-explanatory lmao. it's stuff during the dark age!

but it details OC being a pretty powerful ability user that Mori personally sought out and then she ends up being a pretty lethal assassin for the organization and takes Dazai's place as leader of the Black Lizard. During the Mimic incident, she "brutally murders" the one Mimic soldier that had the gun pointed at Dazai's head and Dazai begins chastising her about needing to keep him alive for interrogation or that she overdid it and they get into a fight! She continues her investigation of Mimic without him BUT eventually gets captured by Gide because the way she murdered the other soldier with her abilities caught their attention. Dazai does NOT come to rescue her until last minute because he wasn't even aware that she wasn't just further ignoring him. He thinks she dies in his arms, but of some unknown facet of her abilities (think Atsushi's healing BUT STRONGER). She wakes up in the infirmary a few days later and is under the impression that Dazai sold her out to Mimic and left her for dead. END SCENE

SKIP TO 4 YEARS LATER

This basically just follows canon. OC is a pretty high-ranking executive now and is pretty much always taking kill jobs, primarily to channel her rage into it because she's still pissed about Dazai. Some of the important character deaths, I have her involved in because I can (sue me), like Sasaki's. She comes along with that meeting between Fukuzawa and Mori to negotiate and when Fukuzawa attacks (instead of Tanizaki coming in with Light Snow), she comes him to stop his sword and then Dazai is all like D: because it turns out she's alive but he didn't know. She gets assigned to assassinate Fitzgerald and they have like a big confrontation where she's pissed at Dazai for abandoning her and he's trying to convince her that he thought she was dead all along. I have her involved as the show progresses but it's not as impactful as s2 i think.

"mafia!husband au" is basically the same except she gets with chuuya. the drama in the dark days still happens, but she's always had a close bond with chuuya because they're both stupidly powerful ability users that didn't really know where they came from. in the normal story (stuff i described above), they're just really close like a brother/sister bond thing. in this AU, they get together at some point. the confrontation with her and dazai still happens, but she's not able to forgive him and overlook the pain that he caused right before she got captured.

and that's it! i think. they're pretty well fleshed out because these WIPs are like...around 6 years old at this point? started it in 2017 alkdfjklsdf

i also have a separate writing blog for bsd if you're ever interested! it's permanent hiatus tho because the bsd fandom chased me away for reasons i can tell u in dm's lol :p

#kat chats #sorry for rambling LMAO #i got excited #its one of my better works imo #moots.terra #moots

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fyodorloveclub · 1 year

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Helloooo! This is my entry for the matchup event! <3

- I'm fine with it being both sfw and nsfw

- You can call me Amy

- I'm currently a student at university and I'm studying japanese because I've been obsessed with japan ever since I was a child thanks to all the videogames I played and anime I watched

- My hair is very long (it reaches my butt), wavy and brown. My eyes are also brown. I'm around the same height as chuuya, perhaps just a little taller, and my weight is the same as atsushi's

- I'm a very introverted person, I don't like socializing that much and I have a very limited social battery that dies immediately when I spend time with people I don't consider friends (so crowded places like parties, clubs, concerts are a big no no for me). But when I'm with my few close friends I open up a lot more and I'd do anything for them. Online I'm usually more friendly and chatty, while irl I'm more distant and quiet, basically I like observing people and listening to conversations without actively participating in them. I tend not to voice my thoughts or opinions out loud (because of anxiety), and I tend to overthink a bit too much. I'm also a huge daydreamer, I can go entire days simply sitting there in silence thinking of the most random things and scenarios. People usually describe me as kind and patient and I've been told that my eyes look mysterious so it's hard to understand what I'm thinking about (which is cool tbh). When I move I'm also very quiet because I'm always deep in thought and I walk very silently, my family calls me a ghost because I never make any kind of noise and they can never hear me coming lol

- I tried taking the enneagram test many times before but I kept getting different results (either 4 or 5 or 6) so idk what my type is. However I do know that my mbti is infj and that I perfectly fit that description

- I love videogames, especially pokémon and other nintendo things. My room is literally full of retro videogames and pokémon merch, I'm a big nerd. I've always been interested in foreign languages and cultures so I love learning new things from other countries (I can fluently speak 4 languages) and lately, thanks to bsd, I picked up a new hobby which is reading literature classics and I'm loving it a lot so far! I don't really do it much anymore but I also love drawing and doodling things, mainly on my desk at school lol. Ofc anime and manga in general are also part of my hobbies. Also idk if it counts but since I like observing people I tend to understand how they behave and their quirks and then I like to try and put myself in their shoes to understand what they might be thinking about in certain situations (very psychological stuff oof)

- I love nature, plants and observing bugs, all kinds of animals (especially cats), dresses, cottagecore and vintage stuff, plushies, and the colour pink! I particularly enjoy sitting at home in silence by myself, drinking tea, either playing videogames, browsing social media, reading fanfics or daydreaming. I dislike smoke and alcohol, crowded places, noisy people, people who don't respect boundaries and people who don't like animals (I kinda dislike people in general djsjdj except for my friends ofc)

- You can match me up with anyone, it's ok for me

- Despite disliking people and hating being touched I am very touch starved, but I'm also incredibly ticklish so it does not help at all lmao. Also if I like someone I'll be very loyal to them, but once my trust gets broken they cannot get it back

I think this is it, if there's something wrong or missing then feel free to tell me and I'll send a new request! And thank you so much for your match up event and good luck with everything! <3

amy x fyodor

❊ ta-daaaa i match u with the one true rat himself, fyodor dostoevsky

❊ if there's one thing i know about u, is that you are a researcher. you love learning and dive head first into any new subject that piques your interest. it truly just speaks to your passion for knowledge and for learning, and this is something fyodor would really respect and admire. you fascinate him with your fascinations, and he would gladly listen to you ramble all day long about what ever new rabbit hole you fell down that week. fyodor values knowledge and the truth, and admires your never-ending search for it

❊ you have passion and you are very committed, you seem to me like the type of person that has to finish anything they start. again -> fyodor shares this value and admires it in you greatly

❊ he also dislikes most people. you guys will bond over discussing whatever and whoever annoyed you that day

❊ you are someone who chooses to be a wallflower, and is okay with people watching, and fyodor is the same. he keeps quiet and lays low, watching others, as do you

❊ he would completely and totally see you as his equal and have immense respect for you. you match, if not exceed, his intelligence level, and that is what fyodor wants. as fun as it is to write fyodor as a psycho with a god complex who wants an inferior SO, thats just not the truth, he wants an equal. he wants someone who can keep up with him in conversation, will listen to what he has to say, and can truly engage with him. you fulfill this completely for him

❊ your loyalty is something that keeps him feeling safe in your relationship, as he knows he can trust you, and how important trust is to you. you both are the same in that once trust is broken, it cannot be regained. you both feel comfortable with this shared ideal (kunikida coughs in the corner) and that you would never betray each other. with what fedya chooses to do with his life that is very important to him fkldsjkfdkjfkjf

❊ your family calling you a ghost bc of how quietly you move reminds me so much of fyodor pls he moves, acts, thinks in silence and only actually wants others around him who are the same

❊ you and him would definitely bond over classic literature, it seems like something he is passionate about and would enjoy discussing in detail

❊ also you as an observer. i mean this in the nicest way possible bc he truly does respect you as an equal but he also finds you very beneficial jdffjdj two things can be true at once. he greatly values your ability to read and understand others, and can count on you to pick up on the little things he might miss.

❊ fedya relates completely to being touch-starved while also hating being touched fjkdlaklj he needs his space and hates anyone too near him, but having someone like you around who he can place his trust in to fulfill his clingy needs makes him incredibly happy

❊ tldr: your calm and quiet demeanor, passion for learning and knowledge, empathic tendencies, and respectable presence makes you out to be the perfect partner in crime (literally and figuratively) for our fave slutty rat

#HOPE U LIKE #matchmaking

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satocidal · 9 months

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Girlie when I tell ya I read a whole fanfic that had no relation whatsoever to canon about Dazai being a shitty prince and sleeping around and being promised Chuuya by birth and then his older brother, Oda, who is going to be the king gets /his/ Chuuya because Oda's promised one was Kouyou but Kouyou turned an alpha (bcs it was also a/b/o) like him and Dazai is in SHAMBLES and then we learn that Dazai's parents aren't truly Dazai's parents (Mori and Fukuzawa) and Oda dies and Dazai is also forced to go to WAR (it's not the first time, he's actually a very feared general, but the EMOTION) and I cried like a FOOL because everything was written soooo good??

Bsd gets angst and makes it even worse, let's be real.

~🦊

HAH??!??😭😭😭oml.

Personally idk if I’d ever get to reading this (I struggle with reading big ass things now lmao) but like that’s- gotta get indulgent with these fr

#from.🦊baby #☼࿐𝐈𝐧𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠→

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ars0nism · 3 years

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dont you love it when your “to watch” list is just things you actually need to catch up on because you used to watch them and you know you love them but you never finished them

#lets see... aot. bsd. assclass. hxh.#mha was one of those but i actually caught up on that one including manga bc im hyperfixating on it rn #i WAS caught up on bsd back when bad apple released but then they had to release a new season after i lost interest #literally my first fic on ao3 is a bsd fic.#banana fish too. i think i watcheed like.. the first two episodes once and never continued #death note took me two months to finish bc i lost interest after L died. but yk. then i fell in love with mello n matt. who also died #b i t c h #fma brotherhood. wanted to finish it but its not on netflix anymore and im too lazy to watch it somewhere else-#also bc its been like 2 years and ill have to start over #i never watched/read fairy tail completely. like crunchyroll had p late episodes on there and i finished it in the manga but uh #yeah #darling in the franxx. still have that tag blacklisted to avoid spoilers lmao #the danganronpa anime #i also tried naruto & one piece but ahahaha im not catching up on that shit #mha is the longest anime i ever finished i think #welll... caught up on

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letters-from-eros · 4 years

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I know you don't have rules for that already but can I ask for relationship hc's for Chuuya and Dazai with a fem or gender neutral s/o?😳❤

A/N: Am I foaming from the mouth for my first BSD request? Maybe. I hope this is good though. I added in a short part on how they asked you out cause I wanted this to be different and unique from most dating HCs.

Pairing(s): Dazai Osamu, Chuuya Nakahara x GN!Reader

Warnings: Slight mention of suicide in Dazai's, cursing

Form: Headcanon

Also: These ran super duper long I'm so sorry

You managed to cuff the suicidal maniac, huh?

Well done, my friend, well done

It took him so long to ask you out, and even when he did it wasn't planned. In all honesty, he never planned to tell you about his feelings. The excruciating part for him is that he did fall pretty fast, and realized he was falling even faster.

He didn't deny them, that wouldn't make it go away. He knew that. He sat and let it festered, hoping it would just disappear at some point.

Had the mindset of anything he loved he'd lose, y'know? Sad but so.

The way I'd imagine it happening is that you both are either working late at the ADA (with just the two of you there) or just at his place hanging out into all hours of the night.

Both of you are laughing at some dumb joke Dazai made and as the laughter dies out he feels.. Bittersweet. You make him feel genuinely happy, like there's no need to put on any mask or facade. That was not a feeling he had with anyone else.

Once silence fully overtakes you both it slips out of his mouth, purely on accident.

"I love you"

"More than suicide?"

"Y/n I'm serious!"

From that night forward you had the pleasure of being the partner of Dazai Osamu, with his feelings being released in an extremely cliche coming-of-age-movie way.

Okay, onto actually dating Dazai

Still goofy as all hell. Honestly the only thing that has really changed is the he lets you in a lot less hesitantly on small things. Its easier to put cracks in his walls, per se

Unbothered by PDA and will probably make out with you in public and not see why that isn't a thing that should be done or why you wouldn't like it.

(Just tell him if you don't, he'll get over it eventually)

Will kiss you everywhere, doesn't exactly have a favorite place, but where he does end up kissing you the most is your forehead for convenience. He'll kiss your wrist if he's holding your hand, too.

Clingy as all hell, always wants to be touching you in some way and becomes the biggest dramatic bitch when he can't be around you.

Kunikida will actually punt him if he says he'll die if he's away from you for another second. For the tenth time

No more suicide attempts once you two are dating, and doesn't ask for a double suicide with you because he knows it'll upset you quite a bit

He flirts with you like he's trying to get you to date him lmao he will never ease up, especially if it gets you bashful.

Dazai would NOT be dating you if he did not trust you a whole lot, so thats something that is pretty vital to the relationship.

That being said, please be understanding of the pieces of Dazai he keeps locked away to never see the light of day again and trust him just as much as he trust you. Its important especially if you don't want the relationship to be one-sided

Also with the high amount of trust he places in you, he doesn't get jealous easily. I mean he may get pissy that you're not giving him any attention but jealous is never the right word to use

Mf finally washes his fucking clothes once he starts dating you. Doesn't smell like the bottom of the ocean on a regular basis anymore.

Dates are always chill and rarely super extravagant. Park dates are often but Dazai's truly preferred date is snuggling inside, watching a few movies and slipping in and out of naps.

Belladonna is his go-to petname for you, of course, but he may bounce around with other petnames for kicks.

He will start calling you weird shit if you ignore him for to long.

Never raises his voice at you unless its in some joking manner. On the rare occurrence that you two have an argument he would need to get extremely riled up before he resorts to raising his voice. He tries to have patience and usually succeeds.

Dazai gets SO soft and SO loving sometimes, and it can be out of no where or something minuscule could have sparked it. All I know is that its nice and cute 🥰

He's usually pretty vulnerable himself when he gets like that so match his energy, alright? If you don't he might end up a little sour for some short amount of time and be more hesitant to get like that

10/10 Lover. This is by no means an effortless relationship, its a constant battle of figuring out boundaries, running into walls and respecting them. Dating Dazai isn't toxic if you treat him right and when you do? It definitely pays off.

(This got so long. I've had so much pent-up Dazai love and all around BSD love and I finally had an outlet to completely let it out)

HUSBAND. THE LOML

Okay, sorry. But this man is the love of my life, and he will be yours as well.

Took him a while to really figure out his feelings for you, or to better put it, it took him a while to label the feeling he had towards you "love"

But ONCE HE DID mans was practically whipped before you officially started dating omg.

You could notice the shift in attitude when he figured out his feelings. He got nervous, went stiff and blushy all against his will. Maybe a tad bit more snappy.

He'd try to keep his cool and then just eat shit and become a babbling angry mess.

After every encounter and interaction with you he'd end up overthinking all of it and when he catches himself doing that he gets so upset with himself. It's really when he realized that he won't be able to keep his feelings a secret forever.

Definitely started avoiding you when planning on the 🌈perfect🌈 way to ask you out and blamed work if you asked him why he was avoiding you.

Anyway, the way he asks you out was almost as calculated as a proposal.

He asks you to meet him at the port and dress comfortably towards the end of the day

When you get there, Chuuya has a nice place set up for you both. A blanket and a bottle of expensive wine because we all know he's lowkey an alcoholic along with a very nice view of the ocean/port.

Chuuya made sure it didn't radiate too much romantic energy to give his plans away; also, he wasn't that nervous. Once he gets truly determined to do something, he doesn't let something like anxiety get in the way of it. The idea of being rejected was essentially an afterthough

Made an effort to make sure he didn't drink too much and neither did you. He didn't want to take advantage of the possibility of you being drunk by the time he asks you out and he knows he himself has a low tolerance

Once the sun began to set is when he asks. Stutters a little bit towards the beginning but smooths it out.

"Y/n, I uh.. I brought you to tell you that I love you."

"Have you drank too much already, Chuuya?"

"No! I'm completely sober!"

It was overall super cute and unforgettable, just as he planned.

Honestly, being in a relationship with this boy is just 🥰

Spoils you so much. You'll deadass be dripped out head to toe purely in stuff Chuuya has bought you.

Dw, he has an alright sense of fashion

Don't try to discourage him, that'll only get him to buy more stuff.

Chuuya's short and the concept of a size difference doesn't bother him at all, he'll find a way to kiss you regardless lol

On the topic of kissing, his favorite places are your lips and hands

He takes of his gloves whenever he's with you and let me tell you his hands are the softest things ever. Albeit his knuckles are a little calloused sometimes.

If you're anything like me, you'd want his soft hands on you 24/7 and y'know what? Chu would happily oblige.

He isn't like the biggest fan of PDA but certainly isn't against it. He'd rather keep things behind doors as much as he can. Holding hands and small kisses on the cheek are very fine by him.

He isn't like the biggest jealous type? He doesn't become overly irate or anything but certainly doesn't take any pleasure in watching you talk to other guys.

Chuuya does have some form of self restraint when it comes to that. Him getting a lil jealous is one of the only things that'll have him completely make-out with you in public or smth

Chuuya is very snuggly and touchy behind closed doors. He practically becomes Dazai but a lot less goofy

Oh yeah he definitely rants about how much he fucking hates Dazai now n again

Isn't huge on petnames but definitely calls you them every now and again.

Princess, babe and baby are his top few.

Chuuya definitely has a morning voice where it drops 2 octaves and its just 🥰

Never yells at you, its pretty shocking. The only times he's ever raised his voice with you is when its very obvious that he's not genuinely upset with you. Almost for comedic affect because it is angry short boy Chuuya

One may think arguments are often with Chuuya, but they're sort of not. He may be a pretty stubborn individual but he never argues to argue unless its Dazai-

He always works towards and agreement to end the argument as soon as possible. He keeps his cool and will never raise his voice. You can barely call them arguments because of how much he tries to keep his cool.

When he's stressed or had a bad day he gets extremely quiet because he doesn't even want the opportunity to open his mouth and take it out on you. The only words he'll say to you while he's in that state is that he's stress and you didn't do anything wrong just to make sure you're not worried over it.

All and all? Chuuya is the best and there's no way around it. He has his faults but always tries to improve and be his best self for you :)

(I had even more pent-up love for Chuuya and it got even longer, whoops-)

#bungou stray dogs x reader #chuuya x reader #dazai x reader #chuuya nakahara x reader #dazai osamu x reader #dazai headcanons #chuuya headcanons #gn!reader #bungo stray dogs x reader #bsd x reader #bsd headcanons #bsd #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs headcanons #bungou stray dogs headcanons #hopefully thats enough tags. i hope you enjoyed my bsd debut

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one-hell-of-otaku-is-here · 3 years

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My BSD headcanon which I developed based on my love for The Secret History and can’t stop to think about

If Donna Tartt was a character/ability user in Bungou Stray Dogs I propose she would have memory based ability. Ofc it’d be called The Secret History (I cannot think of suitable ability for titles such as The Goldflinch or The Little friend) and it’d allow its user to retain any secret of anyone she came on contact with if she wrote about that person in her journal upon meeting them. Once you write down basic characteristics, all person’s secrets, their history and background would be revealed as well as if by magic. Ofc one downfall of this is that it has to be written on special type of journal and in either Latin or Greek but BSD Tartt is the only one who knows both. I think this would be very useful abilty for info brokers and Steinbeck would be very interested in having person with such ability. Yes it’s very similiar to Kunnikida and Poe’s who both also need books for their abilities to work (and to some extent to our unknown ability user who used to own the Book). A little trivia: very few people ever met Donna cos she is so secretive and kind of a shut in. She basically wears English suits and is a bit of a tomboy (similarly to real life counterpart) with short hair and is very pretentious and kind of with dark academia aesthetic (maybe she could even wear glasses I like the idea). Also she gets into arguments with others a lot due to her bad temper (possibly killed few people in the past). Very mysterious character she would be indeed useful for some organizations’ purposes. I see potential - Asagiri do not forget me if you decide to include more and alive Western characters lmao

Also irl Donna apprently had a friend/writer who encouraged/inspirited her to write but who died later so imagine possibilities in BSD - it’d be same as with Odasaku lmao

#the secret history #im a little bit obesssed i kniw #if any bsd fan knows about donna lemme know #donna tartt #bungou stray dogs #bsd donna tarrt #bsd #my idea for bsd oc #bsd oc

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disaster-bay-leaf · 3 years

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Ok so these were the cutest~ (ㆁωㆁ)

4, 6, 7, 9, 12, 19, 22, 23, 28, 33, 34, 46, 47, 52, 59, 60, 63, 66, 83, 87, 88, 93, 99

I kno I listed like....all of them lmao but feel free to answer whichever you want and ofc you can ask me in return Baybe ( ◜‿◝ )♡

uHUHUHUHU much content for me to answer, im happy bebe 💜💜💜✨

4 - how do you take your coffee/tea?

hm coffee either Very Black No Sugar (for the sleep deprived me) or iced latte three sugars and theres no in between

and as for tea its All Black Teas That Exist, cinnamon-flavoured especially (but basically all teas that come to mind when u think “autumn”), and rooibos!!! okay basically the only oke i dont like is any type of green tea (which is sad because they look cool but my tastebuds said ✨no✨)

6 - do you keep plants?

honestly id l o v e too because i love plants but,,, im kinda horrible at taking care of them though still way better than the majority of my family (research helps) so the only plant i own is kinda a small-palm-tree-looking thing in a bigass glass jar that i saved from my mother’s plant-destructing hands and its mostly doing well (the ends of its leaves are starting to be yellow tho and im worried:((( )

7 - do you name your plants?

yes!!! though the current one was named by my sister and its called “pickett” after fantastic beasts shsjjsj

9 - do you like singing/humming to yourself?

oh god oh dude you have n o idea

i have absolutely n o singing voice but its something i do constantly to give my brain the right amount of stimuli so basically i listen to music 24/7 and hum to myself 99% of that time

12 - whats your favourite planet?

oh i actually didnt think about this for so long but either pluto (hes a planet screw nasa) or saturn (RINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) or venus (girls,,,and libra,,,)

19 - do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw in it?

okay im gonna be completely honest with yall and say that my every single try at keeping a journal failed spectacularly and i lost motivation after like a few months so my only journals rn are my fancy fake-leather-bound calendar to note tests and assessments into, a kinda roughed up notebook that i uses for noting down poems or scribbling or passing notes in class, and a kinda fancy bullet journal notebook that i used as a book of shadows for a while but since my fountain pen died i didnt touch it

22 - are you a morning person?

n o

i am so not a morning person but i wish i could be because honestly dawns are beautiful

but as it is rn im either sleep deprived all the time and loathe every second of being in an awake state or (if i have a few days of schoolbreak) my biological clock moves forward a few hours and i sleep 2am-10am

23 - whats your favourite thing to do on lazy days with zero obligations?

except for the fact that i dont remember the last time it happened, i would probably spend it drawing outside, watching anime with my sister and riding a bike around the forest

28 - sunrise or sunset?

i love sunrises because its so peaceful and everyone is asleep but also i subconsciously immediately correlate them with waiting for a train to take me to school (because thats basically the only time i see them) so its a bittersweet love especially with my fucked up biological clock

but sunsets are really really pretty too and i see them more often so i cant choose

33 - whats your fave pastry?

and isnt that a millior-dollar question dhsjjsjsj

either cinnamon rolls (i absolutely adore them) or that one specific type of cupcake-shaped-thing made out of shortcrust/bread/whatever its called and filled with vanilla pudding

34 - tell us about a stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it?

awwww this is cute

okay so basically my two favourite stuffed animals (i still have them, they sit in my wardrobe) were two teddy bears (like maybe 20cm high each of them) and one was pure brown and the other was silver-brown and they had stereotypical polish male names “Waldek” (read. Valdek) and Stefan (i think tho im not sure if i remember correctly, my memory is a feeble thing sometimes

46 - tell us the worst pun you can think of

what dog would never bite you? a hot dog *badumtss*

47 - what food do you think should be banned from the universe?

huh a year ago id say pineapple pizza but i guess i dont hate pineapples that much anymore (tho putting them on pizza is still an abomination) but i think that if id ever want to get rid of anything it would be parsley, i hate that freakin herb (does it count as food tho)

52 - what are your favourite memes of the year so far?

the ever given for sure shsjshjsjsjsjjsj

but bullying tramp stamps is gold and pure tumblr energy too

as for fandom memes: im in love with all keeping-up-with-the-todorokis variations and the fact that the entire bsd fandom looked at fukuchi and said “biTCH” and thats one of the only things we’re unanimous about

59 - whats your favourite myth?

i always liked the kora/persephone myth (though demeter is an overbearing parent to the nth power), loki and thor crossdressing at a party to get mjolnir back, atalanta because shes a queen and id politely ask her to kick my ass, and cassandra because she deserved better, and theres a l o t more because alas i was a mythology nerd but this post is long enough for me not to make this section 20 times longer sjjsjsjsjsjks

but there are a lot of slavic myths that are very cool too, though we dont know that much about them as about the greeks for example

60 - do you like poetry? what are some of your faves?

o o o o h yeah i do like poetry because to create such a beautifully sounding thing with only words someone has to be a genius

some of my favs are: some works of nakahara chuuya (thank u bsd for introducing me to this man’s beautiful imagery in his works i swear to god the descriptions do it for me) (also his poem about having hangovers is a mood like i feel you buddy), the raven by ea poe (i know everyone likes it but hOLY DAMN THE INTER/INTRAVERSE RHYMES ARE LIKE,,, BREATHTAKING) (and aso im a slut for gothic horror), and many more but also That One Poem From Welcome To Nightvale about reaching the island in the west,,, only perfect vibes from it

63 - are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organised or kinda leave them be?

okay heres the thing. for anyone else both my playlist library and my bookshelf would be considered pure chaos of a mad man b u t they actually have a highly focused system which means that i sort them based on their vibes, lovability and (in case of books) their age and whether or not theyre a part of a series so i would say my bookshelf is rather organised (when a quarter of it isnt occupying my desk that is) and my music is more organised than not but sometimes it gets out of control and i have to sort it entirely again

66 - what would your ideal flower crown look like?

either entirely constructed of simple white daisies, entirely constructed of only white roses, or something that probably would win a “how many different coloured flowers can one fit in a flower crown” competition

or something purple (maybe not belladonna)

83 - whats some of your favourite album art?

god i dont know if it counts but hozier’s wasteland baby is probably one of my absolute favourites and no one shall beat that

“thrifted youth” (dalynn) and “standard deviation” (danny schmidt) have very aesthetic covers too

also the iconic p!atd too weird to live, too rare to die! album cover,,, its just iconic what can i say

and last but not least matt meason’s pink-and-black album covers (though bank on the funeral is really pretty too but like,,, “who killed matt meason” d o e s it for me and so does the 2017 tribulation single)

87 - what are some movies that you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives?

this is such a hard question because im not a really cinematography-oriented gal but i suppose that (at the risk of not going deep enough into the cinema world):

- the princess bride

- inception

- night at the museum

- SPIRITED AWAY

- forrest gump

- truman show

- E.T. (i cried okay)

- the lord of the rings (because damn me if this isnt one impressive adaptation)

- parasite

and one more personal recommendation: “ready or not” with samara weaving because goddamn i dont usually watch this genre but holy s h i t is it good

93 - whats the hairstyle you wear the most?

honestly just plain hair down (because having curly hair is a menace), split in the middle when i have longer hair and split on one side when its short

also low ponytails or half-up-half-down when im exercising, or double french braids when my hair doesnt cooperate enough to look presentable in any other form

99 - list some songs that resonate with your soul whenever you hear them

this is difficult because my music taste is a goddamn rollercoaster on a good day, but heres some:

- me and the sky from “come from away” musical (this is sort of a test song for my mental stability, if i cry i aint stable)

- dancing after death by matt meason (okay most songs by matt meason except for like,,, hallucinogenics maybe)

- tears and rain by james blunt

- i will follow you into the dark by death cab for cutie

- almost home by mxmtoon

- anything by hozier really but shrike especially

- payphone, the cover by alex g (i cried to this song so many times)

- burning pile by mother mother (can i roast all my problems please)

- long way from home and cleopatra by the lumineers

- autoclave by the mountain goats

oooh that was c o o o o o o o l as fuck thank you sm so much bebe (and sorry for the long post @everyone else)

#smadhuman being pure af #bay answers #long post #very long post #ask #asks

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xxxsoukokuxxx · 3 years

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I LIED WITH THE LAST ASK WHOOPS- From the Fanfic Ask Game could I also ask S, T, V, X, Y, Z? (sorry if that's a lot/too many T_T you can ignore S & V if so)

Hey Val! Dw, it isn’t too many. Sorry that I took so long to answer this though.

Fanfic Ask Game

S: Any fandom tropes you can’t resist?

Hmm, I’m still not knowledgeable about all the fandom tropes yet but...if this is one, then I like the one where it’s angsty af and then turns into comfort/fluff. Oh and I really like the fandom trope where two characters are friends then turn to lovers. I’m not so sure of the other one since I don’t know many...uhm I just really like angst a lot...

T: Any fandom tropes you can’t stand?

...As I said, I am not very knowledgeable in this, but uhm, where there are non-consensual acts like rape and pedo stuff...hmm, idk, I have to search up some fandom tropes and maybe I’ll elaborate on this

V: If you could write the sequel (or prequel) to any fic out there not written by yourself, which would you choose?

Ah, this is a hard one...mainly because I can’t remember lol. Perhaps...yeah i dont know rn, I will however answer this one when I do remember because I really want to

X: A character you enjoy making suffer.

I don’t generally like making characters suffer...I tend to unintentionally make the ones I hold close to my heart suffer. But! I would really enjoy making Mori, Fukuchi, and some other characters when it crosses my mind suffer. It’s just that some of the characters that are dear to me, are suffering because of me lol, because I tend to understand their personalities more and don’t want to go out of character

Y: A character you want to protect.

DAZAI...ahem, Chuya, Atsushi, AKUTAGAWA, Kyoka and some other characters as well (i can’t choose one). I’m just gonna use my BSD braincells for now lmao

Z: Major character death–do you ever write/read it? Is there a character whose death you can’t tolerate?

Well, yeah I do, I have written it before, it’s on my AO3 - xXxNoLongerHumanXxX is my username. Hmm practically most of the characters in BSD, i don’t wanna see them die. I don’t think I can see Dazai die in canon, I mean I can probably write it in a fanfic, but canon? No, I won’t be able to seriously. I internally cried when I read the Beast Light Novel and- yeah. Oh and...I don’t ususally cry when a character dies in a movie or smth but when I saw Atsushi’s headmaster die...I couldn’t- I just. I shed a tear, it was heart wrenching to say the least.

I’m sorry for my rambling and yeah, sorry again for answering this so late T_T

Have a good day/night and don’t forget to take care of yourself

#asks #ask game #vcl-1807 #Val!#i enjoyed answering this

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ikizais · 5 years

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rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 15 people

tagged by @tetsuro and @dazai-is-an-angel, thank you!!! ♡ *^^*

tagging: @haru-kaas, @tmakisamajiki, @h-ide, @aizawashoutta, @vanizai, @dominantecode, @kereudio, @silence-song, @cchibikko, @sapphire-miko, @shiorin-s, @erenyegar, @ayakouda, @1tobio, @usagiyamah and whoever wants to do this!! (only if you want to, ofc! feel free to ignore it, if you don’t feel like it / you already did it!) ♡♡♡

LAST

1. drink - tea

2. 📱 call - my mum

3. text - my reactions to a wtf is this video a friend sent me lmao

4. song you listened to - “Horns ” by Bryce Fox

5. time you 😢 - last week during a movie lmao

HAVE YOU EVER

6. dated someone twice - no

7. 😘 someone and regretted it - nope

8. been cheated on - no

9. lost someone special - yes...

10. been depressed - .......

11. gotten drunk and thrown up - i don’t like alcohol, and i’m not really interested in getting drunk to the point of throwing up

FAVORITE COLORS

12. purple

13. dark blue

14. dark red

15. pastel pink

in the last year have you

16. made new friends - yes!!

17. fallen out of 💛 - nope

18. 😂 until you 😢 - yes!

19. found out someone was talking about you - thankfully no

20. met someone who changed you - not really? but i met someone who made me a little happier

21. found out who your friends are - yes

22. 😘 someone on your facebook friends list - nope

GENERAL

23. how many friends from your fb friends list do you know irl - almost everyone! i rarely add people i don’t know irl on FB

24. do you have any pets - yes! i have a little poodle <3

25. do you want to change your middle name - i don’t have one lmao

26. what did you do for your last 🎂 - actually i stayed at home studying (i had an english exam on one of the following days)... but then i went to a japanese restaurant for dinner with some friends ♡

27. what time did you wake up today - 8.00 am

28. what were you doing last night at midnight - reading!

29. what is something you can’t wait for - BSD S3!!

30. what are you listening to right now - nothing atm

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - nope

32. something that gets on your nerves - hearing someone chewing loudly around me >.> i seriously get killer instincts

33. most visited website - tumblr, lately!

34. hair color - dark brown

35. long hair or short hair - long hair!

36. do you have a crush on someone - nope

37. what do you like about yourself - physically, my hair and my eyes...

38. want any piercings - yes! i’d like to get one someday, but i still need to decide where

39. blood type - B

40. nicknames - everyone just calls me vitto!

41. relationship status - single!

42. zodiac - sagittarius

43. pronouns - she/her

44. favorite 📺 show - bungou stray dogs? i rarely watch tv shows/series ^^’

45. tattoos - i’d like to get one someday

46. right handed or left - right

47. ever had surgery - nope

48. piercings - well, i have my ears pierced

49. sports - i’m not a sports person... however i tried a lot of different sports in the past! now i’m planning to start a pole dance course with a friend, but i’ll probably wait after uni classes and exams are over ^^’

50. vacation - my dream destination is Japan! right now i’d like to wander around Europe tho

51. trainers - white/pink/purple saucony! very comfortable

MORE GENERAL

52. eating - nothing

53. drinking - tea

54. i’m about to watch - nothing atm

55. waiting for - BSD S3 TRAILER!!!

56. want - to sleep

57. get married - not really interested rn

58. career - manga/books translator

WHICH IS BETTER

59. kisses or hugs - hugs ♡

60. 👄 or eyes - eyes

61. shorter or taller - taller (it’s pretty easy to be taller than me tho lmao)

62. older or younger - older or same age!

63. nice arms or stomach - neither lmao

64. hookup or relationship - relationship

65. troublemaker or hesitant - a bit of both?

HAVE YOU EVER

66. 😘 a stranger - nope

67. drank hard liquor - i usually try a sip of everything, but i generally don’t like them

68. lost glasses - luckily no. i’m very careful those rare times i take them off, and i never had accidents that made me lose them.

69. turned someone down - yes, more than once ;;

70. sex on first date - no

71. broken someone’s ❤️ - unfortunately yes, more than once (see #69)

72. had your 💔 - yeah

73. been arrested - no

74. 😢 when someone died - several times (who doesn’t when it’s someone you care about tho?)

75. fallen for a friend - yes!

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

76. yourself - sometimes, on good days

77. miracles - yes, or better... coincidences

78. 💛 at first sight - yup

79. 🎅 - no

80. 😘 on a first date - it depends?

81. angels - maybe?

other

82. best friend’s name - Matteo

83. eye color - dark brown

84. favorite movie - i fell in love with “memoirs of a geisha” recently (i know the controversies about the book and the story behind it well tho...)

85. favorite actor - probably Tom Hiddleston

#tag game #thank you for tagging me!! <3 #this was long but fun lmao #hope you all have a wonderful day/night!! <3

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tagged by the two lovelies @haru-kaas & @ikizais !! thank you so much !!♡♡

tagging: @lanzhanss, @saishii, @infernohs, @nolongeryourrose & @silence-song, @regezu, @kuroosukii , @tetsuro [ of course, it’s optional !! you don’t have to if you don’t want to ♡ ]

rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 15 people

LAST

1. drink - water with strawberry taste

2. 📱 call - my dad

3. text -"I WON’T HESITATE” just don’t ask what kind of conversations I have x’’’

4. song you listened to - オレンジ by 佑可猫 ( with hualian arts hnng )

5. time you 😢 - i have no idea

HAVE YOU EVER

6. dated someone twice - .. i’ve actually never dated anyone in my whole life even once tbh, so nope haha

7. 😘 someone and regretted it - nope x2

8. been cheated on - you can’t be cheated on, if you're always single x’’’

9. lost someone special - yes

10. been depressed - yes

11. gotten drunk and thrown up - nope

FAVORITE COLORS

12. all shades of purple

13. royal blue

14. deep red

15. black

in the last year have you

16. made new friends - yesssss

17. fallen out of 💛 - nope

18. 😂 until you 😢 - yes

19. found out someone was talking about you - no

20. met someone who changed you - nope

21. found out who your friends are - yes, ... at least I think so.

22. 😘 someone on your facebook friends list - don’t have facebook so no haha

GENERAL

23. how many friends from your fb friends list do you know irl - ...none, because I still don’t have facebook & most likely never will x’’’

24. do you have any pets - no, unfortunately not.

25. do you want to change your middle name - nope, i’m fine with the one i have

26. what did you do for your last 🎂 - went out for dinner with my family & some friends <3

27. what time did you wake up today - 4am

28. what were you doing last night at midnight - reading chinese xianxia / danmei novels...it’s basically everything I do, when i have some free time on my hands x’’’

29. what is something you can’t wait for - of couse, “the wilting light” season 2, mo dao zu shi season 2 & bungou stray dogs season 3 !!!!! aND the scum villain donghua, even though i just know I’ll probably end up disappointed.

30. what are you listening to right now - still by daughter

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - oh i have. once

32. something that gets on your nerves - ppl entering my room & leaving the door open / being lied to ...and ..just too many things to count haha

33. most visited website - tumblr, youtube & the school website of my college

34. hair color - dark blonde with a red touch usually,,,but they are more brownish lately??

35. long hair or short hair - very long

36. do you have a crush on someone - no

37. what do you like about yourself - my eyes !!!

38. want any piercings - nope.

39. blood type - AB+

40. nicknames - chia / kiri / kiki / vani & even some more that i won’t ever mention ,since they’re kinda making me want to die of embarrassment x’’’

41. relationship status - single

42. zodiac - aries

43. pronouns - she/her

44. favorite 📺 show - i’m currently not watching any shows tbh, except “Lucifer” sometimes & i guess that’s my current favorite tv show

45. tattoos - nope

46. right handed or left - right handed

47. ever had surgery - no

48. piercings - nope

49. sports - i do enjoy watching it sometimes, but doing some myself ..not so much x’’’

50. vacation - italy!!!!!!

51. trainers - a pair of good ol’ air max! super comfy!!

MORE GENERAL

52. eating - lasagna

53. drinking - strawberry buttermilk

54. i’m about to watch - maybe I’ll rewatch mo dao zu shi again

55. waiting for - MO DAO ZU SHI SEASON 2. the wait is killing me, okay???! aND ofc bsd season 3 & the scum villain donghua. ...and also i’m eagerly waiting for the next school break, too x’’’

56. want - The Wilting Light - Season 2 asap !!!!!! i’m currently so obsessed with that manhwa , i cannot wait to see how the story goes on !!!! hey if you enjoy reading any mxtx-novel then please consider checking “twl”out!!

57. get married - right now and in the next few years not ,but maybe someday !!

58. career - don’t know it for sure yet

WHICH IS BETTER

59. kisses or hugs - hmm both???

60. 👄 or eyes - eyes

61. shorter or taller - definitely taller

62. older or younger - the same age or older!!

63. nice arms or stomach - neither tbh

64. hookup or relationship - relationship

65. troublemaker or hesitant - a little of both

HAVE YOU EVER

66. 😘 a stranger - what kind of question is that??? ofc not haha

67. drank hard liquor - nope

68. lost glasses - nope. don’t have glasses but I’d be that kind of person who’d lose them lmao

69. turned someone down - nope

70. sex on first date - no.

71. broken someone’s ❤️- i don’t think so.

72. had your 💔 - nope

73. been arrested - nope x2

74. 😢 when someone died - ..yes....but who wouldn’t do that ????

75. fallen for a friend - no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

76. yourself - it depends. sometimes yes & sometimes not at all.

77. miracles - not really

78. 💛 at first sight - i kinda do believe in it, but it’s more something that happens in novels rather than in real life tbh

79. 🎅 - x’’’ of course not

80. 😘 on a first date - nope

81. angels - no , but i used to believe in them when i was little

other

82. best friend’s name - sophia ♡ !!!

83. eye color - blue

84. favorite movie - hmm i can’t think of one rn x’’’

85. favorite actor - probably tom ellis !!

#hnng that was a lot?? but thanks for tagging me!! <3 #...and I'm very late again - I'm sorry !!! <3 #tag game #tagged #about me #d o n e

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