#🦋💕.txt

[broken-hearted-butterfly]

I suppose I'm mortified, in a sense; being so seen puts me in an unwillingly vulnerable position. It also makes me feel as though I haven't done enough of a job to seem as "on top" of everything as everyone else. We've all got our shares of issues, but I also remind myself that most people don't cope with the scale or depth of my personal issues.

What I'd perceived in myself as edgy banter was perceived as a potential cry for help, at the very least as something meant to be brought to attention. I didn't see the scope of my behaviors and, while I had the dim notion of it beginning to get worse, the scale of it wasn't clear until it was actually brought up with me.

I'm reading aggression where there simply isn't any; I fear that if my service relations don't improve, my job may be at risk. It was repeatedly stressed that I wasn't in any trouble, that there was merely concern for me, but that alone left me feeling like I'd made a huge mistake. Masking isn't the right choice, as much as it would be a solution for the immediate issue; it would burn me out very badly.

The customer service persona itself makes me feel like an ass, I can't talk to a grown adult as one would a child; pitching my voice up plays hell with my dysphoria. It's so clearly fake, the enthusiasm fake, the smile fake, and yet people eat it up. I've been overly aggressive on register, playing up the saccharine to an almost frighteningly comedic degree and the actual venom underneath has never been commented on - it's in high favor with everyone I've used it on.

The communication feels like natural autism issues, magnified. Expected to read minds and interpret queries based on singular words or phrases I've never heard in my life, I feel like an anthropologist trying to navigate this job and the clients in it. I don't know if I want technician work, it's a constant flow of customer service and I already know I'm not a good fit for it. No one expresses a need for help, just a mere expectation to be catered to. Incapable, one singular item, needing a person to perform the role of a machine and treated as a machine would be.

After 5 1/2 months, I'm still living paycheck to paycheck. I just learned the days I'd taken off for a medical procedure could have been put in as sick days, meaning I wouldn't be $200 short on my current check. No one had told me. I didn't know, and no one had told me. I have another doctor visit approaching, and still have to schedule with another. I know what I likely need to help my body, I'm just not in a position to fully have access yet.

I could tell it wasn't getting any better when I realized how much I was beginning to detest coming home to roommates. One becomes aggressive when their methodology is questioned or if they're asked to attend to chores, while the other suffers under the weight of her own success - how will she be able to prepare for her 6 month internship when she has to attend a wedding and a cruise in the same month? Everyone is so loud, I just want to be left alone, and that was one of the early signs that something was wrong.

I have been offered three consecutive paid days off. I am considering the offer. I would like to be given at least a week each 3 months, just for my own sake. For my mental health, for my physical health, for my overall wellbeing.

I don't want others to see this and assume that it's the new normal and become unwilling to engage with me because they're expecting friction. They will want to avoid me.

I suppose the fact that it's become visible upsets me in part because I was taught to keep my head down and my mouth shut. I was nearly baker acted in high school once the curtains began to lift on my abuse situation, and it made the abuse escalate. Doctors seeing some conditions and commenting on how they could be due to stress, my father replying sternly that he had no idea what could possibly stress me so badly. I don't feel like I fully know how to cope with my stress - the gentle self care methodology doesn't feel fully in line with the emotions I feel. I didn't even notice my stress, telling myself to try again try again without actually seeing ways to effectively reduce my stress. Being singed out for not being able to manage it is embarrassing, even when it comes with a message of other people being willing to help. I feel as though I don't want the help, I don't want the pity. I want the pity, I want others to see the stress I'm under. I don't want to be pitied, I can manage my own self. Sometimes I wonder about that. I want the recognition until I actually receive it and then it becomes upsetting.

#🦋💕.txt

[byanyan]

🦋 a loving text.  

texting promptsㅤㅤ∘ ˚ ( accepting )

[sms: sunny boy 💖]:ㅤhey 💕 [sms: sunny boy 💖]:ㅤi kno ur in class rn but like [sms: sunny boy 💖]:ㅤpay attention 2 meeee [sms: sunny boy 💖]:ㅤim bored af over here n all i can think abt is ur dumb face [sms: sunny boy 💖]:ㅤo also i was thinkin [sms: sunny boy 💖]:ㅤu were talkin bout that new exibit watever @ the museum [sms: sunny boy 💖]:ㅤu wanna go 2nite? [sms: sunny boy 💖]:ㅤill pack sum snaks n games in my bag so i dont get bored this time lmao [sms: sunny boy 💖]:ㅤwe cud get dinner after [sms: sunny boy 💖]:ㅤmayb even go 2 the bookstore [sms: sunny boy 💖]:ㅤi just want u 2 live ur best nerd life 💕💕 [sms: sunny boy 💖]:ㅤthink abt it!!!! txt me back after class, dork

#lee-sol #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ answered: ic ⋮ i am a vulture that feeds on pain. #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ verse: college ⋮ here to change the vibes; a game changer. #they just wanna spoil him ok.... #i feel like they usually end up doing what byan wants to do more often than not #and like. byan loves that obvs but they wanna make sure to do the stuff sol likes with him too #even if they do have to bring a little of their own entertainment to keep themself busy when they get too bored askjfhds

[t-u-i-t-c]

thought i should organize what certain personalized tags mean on here:

if a character has a tag it usually means:

i really like them as a character and want to keep track of their content

if it's sentai i'm watching as it's airing post-donbrothers, each member gets their own tag and team tags by default

they are blue members of sentai/power rangers and get a special tag by default

they are part of a group that i want to keep track of (ex. 9 swordsmen from kr saber have tags and a group tag)

toku:

💙💙💙- blue sentai members/rangers (separate post)

💞him💞- favorite guys in toku (in process of changing tags)

💕her💕- favorite ladies in toku (tags will be changing soon)

kamen rider:

terui is top tier- terui from kr w

🍃🔍- shotaro from kr w

🍈- takatora from kr gaim

💫📷💫- gou from kr drive

❤️🌹❤️- heart from kr drive

💚👑💚- alain from kr ghost

🔫- taiga from kr ex aid

🖤💜🤍- dan kuroto from kr ex aid

🐉🐉🐉- banjo from kr build

💙🐇❤️- sento from kr build

✨👑✨- sougo from kr zi-o

🐺- fuwa from kr 01

🔥🗡️🔥- touma from kr saber

⚡🗡️⚡- kento from kr saber

🌊🗡️🌊- rintaro from kr saber

🪨🗡️🪨- ryo from kr saber

🎶🗡️🎶- daishinji from kr saber

🍃🗡️🍃- ren from kr saber

🌩️🗡️🌩️- reika from kr saber

⏳🗡️⏳- ryoga from kr saber

✨🗡️✨- yuri from kr saber

⚔️🗡️⚔️- 9 swordsmen from kr saber

🗝️🥀- storious from kr saber

🩷🩵💜- ikki from kr revice

🌼- hiromi from kr revice

🪽- daiji from kr revice

🪲- george from kr revice

🎥- genta from kr revice

🦑- orteca from kr revice

🥀🐝- hana from kr revice

🦊- ace from kr geats

🐃- michinaga from kr geats

🔧- spanner from kr gotchard

super sentai:

🔴⚡- sasuke from kakuranger

📟- minoru from carranger

🏍️- yuusaku from megaranger

🌸🪽🌸- eri from goseiger

🔱- gai from gokaiger

💾- enter from go busters

🦖👑🦖- daigo from kyoryuger

🦅🦅🦅- yamato from zyuohger

🎣- misao from zyuohger

🍀❤️🍀- lucky from kyuranger

🧡🦂🧡- stinger from kyuranger

✨🛡️🗡️- otori from kyuranger

♥️♥️♥️- koh from ryusoulger

🌊🌹🌊- canalo from ryusoulger

🖤💜🖤- stacy from zenkaiger

🖤🖤🖤- inuzuka from donbrothers

💫🕶️💫- fumiya from fiveman

🩶⚔️🩶- racules from king-ohger

🕸️🤍🕸️- jeramie from king-ohger

💜🦋💜- rita from king-ohger

✨💛✨- hymeno from king-ohger

🗡️👑🗡️- gira from king-ohger

💿💿💿- yanma from king-ohger

🐝🖤🐝- kaguragi from king-ohger

👑❤️🖤💛💙💜👑- 5 kings (w/o jeramie)

👑❤️🖤💛💙💜🤍👑- all 6 kings (including jeramie)

🏎️- taiya from boonboomger

🖥️- ishiro from boonboomger

🚲- mira from boonboomger

🏁- jou from boonboomger

🍭- genba from boonboomger

🌌- sakito from boonboomger

⛽❤️💙🩷🖤🧡⛽- 5 boonboomgers

⛽❤️💙🩷🖤🧡💜⛽- 6 boonboomgers

ultraman:

🌙- jugglus juggler from ultraman orb

music:

💞💞💞- bias looks i really like (musicians)

💕💕💕- non-bias looks i really like (musicians)

💗💗💗- soloist looks i really like (musicians)

bias tags:

💖🧸💖- beomgyu's special tag (txt)

💖🎸💖- kanghyun's special tag (onewe)

💖📻💖- wonsang's special tag (lucy)

he- - hoseok's special tag (bts)

him>>> - hongjoong's special tag (ateez)

other tags:

wholesome - videos that are nice to watch/fun for a rainy day

☂️ - umbrellas/parasols

#banjo and terui have their own tags due to divine intervention or something idk #special tags are just things i like to look at for a specific bias #like a concept or makeup or outfit but may not fit under 💞💞💞 #umbrella.thoughts #umbrella.posts #edit: i gave yamato a special tag bc i love him too much #umbrella.reflection

[destiny-fics]

🦋 Navigation 🦋

Hello and Welcome to my blog!!

🦋 About me:

Name: Rose

20

She/Her

ISFJ-T

Delulu for Hyunjin/j

What I write: both nsfw and sfw

What I will not write: Anything to do with piss or scat play, blood play, rape/non-con/dub-con, cnc, knife play, gun play, underage, hard degradation, ddlg, incest (pseudo- or actual), hard dom (this last one may be subject to change but I'm not super into this concept so probably not)

Most of my works are NSFW so please do not interact with me at all if you are under the age of 18

If you are over the age of 18 and wish to interact with me, especially if you are going to follow me, please have your age in your bio otherwise I will have to block you

🦋 My groups and Biases

Ults: Stray Kids (Hyunjin and Changbin), Ateez (Seonghwa and San) and The Boyz (Changmin and Eric)

TXT (Soobin)

Kingdom (Jahan)

Seventeen (Dino and Woozi)

Omega X (Hangyeom)

BTS (Hobi)

P1harmony (Theo)

Xdinary Heroes (Jungsu)

Kep1er (Mashiro)

Boynextdoor (Sungho)

&Team (Fuma and Nicholas)

Enhypen (Sunoo)

JO1 (Keigo and Takumi)

Zerobaseone (Matthew)

🦋Masterlist

I currently write for Stray Kids, Ateez, The Boyz, TXT, &Team (K-Jo) and ZB1 (Jiwoong - Gyuvin)

🦋Updates

All my current updates can be found here!!

🦋My Tags

#hard thoughts with rose: Any and all of my nsfw thoughts and writings

#soft thoughts with rose: Any and all of my sfw thoughts and writings

#rose's mailbox 📬: For all my asks

#rose's recs 🌹: All my fic recommendations (most are nsfw)

#rose’s rambles: Literally anything not related to my writing

I hope you enjoy your time on my blog!! 💕

#kpop smut #stray kids smut #ateez smut #the boyz smut #blog navigation #masterlist #kpop fluff

[beomsl]

!!!GOOD MORNING i hope u have the best day of ur entire life 2day actually 💞💕💝💘💖💗💓😾😾

what’s ur fav txt song btw ?💐💐

THANK YOUUUU THE SAME TO YOU!!!!!🧚🏻‍♂️✨🍭🫧🦋🐾🌈🤍🤍🤍🤍

WHAT A HARD QUESTION i always struggle so much to choose favorites but i think my favorite is magic island, it means a lot and it also helped me to stay calm through a hard time, maze in the mirror too(🥹). but i also love 20cm, thursday's child THE LYRICSJfjkqen, opening sequence has the strongest hold on me, DEAR SPUTNIK i cant choose one but those are on the top 5 i think??

#ik it's more than 5 but ykwim #i like evey song this guys have #and i haven't feel like this about an artist since one direction #emotional #anon <3

[moonlight-yuyu]

Hi i wonder if you could ship me with Enhypen , &Audionboys, Nct Dream, Ateez, Aespa, Ive, & Txt. Thank you so much and i really love youre blog. 💕

Moon - Gemini

Rising Pisces

Venus - Cancer

Mars - Cancer

Juno - Cancer

Lilith - Aries

thank you so much for requesting I hope you’ll like it!  and take good care of yourself !☀️✨ of course I can here you go hun <33 I hope you’ll like it and feel free to request again 🦋💙

EN

Jake

&Audition

Maki

NCT Dream

Chenle

Ateez

Minig

AEPSA

Karina

IVE

Rei

TXT

Soobin

#kpop #kpop ships #submission #astrology ships #request #astrology #enhypen #txt #aespa #ive #&audition #&audition boys #ateez #nct #nct dream

[roseymess]

Hi!! Can I join your new game with yeonjun of txt?

🍨

Thank you!!!💕💕

Dk 🦋✨

Hi! Sorry for the wait🥲

Your connection with Yeonjun can be a superficial one. Don't get me wrong but there's something from his part that would stop you and him together as anything. Like there could be something about his personality that puts you off when two do meet. Like maybe he's not what he appears to be or there's some sort of external pressure on him from the company. So I think,it's like right person -wrong time thing. And I also don't see any later reconciliation,so like yeah,you and him might be good friends,from there can develop a deeper connection but something from his side would be stopping him. You might feel "is this worth it?" It's not.

This is just my intuition,from what I got. Please don't take this seriously and support your idols 💙Thank you for being patient with me.

[sierrawr]

🦋: Hey guys. This post is an indicator for a "new" era/start of my Tumblr account since I have always felt like my previous feed were messy (at least to me, because this girl right here is so insecure about everything in her life. But that's okay, that's my mood on daily) 🫠. I found it a hassle to editing the previous feeds/posts 1 by 1 to merge all of my posts' format (because it irks me when the format is not the same for every posting on my feed here, like the font, the size, the colors, the hashtags, etc) 😭. Anyway, I'm welcoming any new readers and followers here 🥰. I don't bite people so you can hmu if you wanna be moots ✨. Regarding the request, I'm thinking to open it again. So, if you have any request of txt/enhypen, just drop your request on my askbox 💕🩷. Last but not least, stay tuned for the new version of "Siren" y'all! 💖✨✨

#enhypen #enhypen requests #tomorrow x together #txt #txt requests #tomorrow x together requests

[sevencoloredstar]

hi karen!! apologies for sending in a late response - i have had such a busy week unfortunately </3 i hope you had a good weekend though!! 🫶

yeah for sure, hot is so good 💗 AND YES GOSE BELOVED <333 do you have a favorite episode?? i personally find it so hard to pick one, but the mafia episodes have a special place in my heart 🥺

i enjoy skz’s and bts’s music as well!! i’ve listened to some songs from xdinary heroes and the rose 👀 other bgs i like are txt and enhypen, though in general i’m more of a gg stan though lol - one of my ults are twice, for example.

hope your week treats you well!! take care 🫶

Hiii hiii don't worry at all n.n💕💕💕 I hope this week it's being more relaxed for you! 🧡🦋

Yes, i miss gose so much, my beloved 💜🥺💜🥺 can't choose either because it's full of endearing moments, but I enjoy a lot the water sports, the best friends ones, the tribal games, etc 🥺🌷🥺💗🥺💕🥺🌷

I enjoy txt too! They're awesome. And i guess your favorite bg is seventeen? And who is your svt bias and your twice bias? 💕💜💗💘⭐

#seventeen gift exchange #🌙🎁 #💕💕💕

[moonkisseddelight]

Your life as a k-pop idol(PAC)✨

Disclaimer: this reading is based purely on intuition, so please take whatever resonates and leave the rest 💖✨

Pile 1

Hey pile 1, let's dive into your reading 🦋

I feel like this pile would be soloists who'll be really popular and have lot of fans😩, i feel like y'all could also be prone to sasaeng attacks bcuz of your popularity 😟. Y'all could also get lots of promotions and might even get to be in commercials. I feel like y'all might actually colaborate with western artists more than k-pop idols. High chances of even getting into a drama/movie which might actually get squid game level popularity (if that makes sense 😆) I feel like bcuz of continuous promotions, you might start getting exhausted and take long hiatus too. Ur company would actually protect you and give you good wage and rest if you ask them✨. Loads of freedom and no dating ban🤙

Pile 2

Heyyo pile 2, let's dig in, shall we?💖✨

So y'all could be in a well known group but won't get popularity as soon as y'all debut (eg: TXT, BTS). Some of y'all could also be the golden member who gets lots of attention either due to your visuals or personality (eg: IVE Wonyoung)💕. Chances are one of your members could get into a scandal either due to being a past b*lly/r*cist which could lead to the netizens telling the company to remove them( I think the public will like y'all more w/o that member just like 'garam situation'). Moving on, chances are y'all will win tons of music shows and even renew ur contract on public demand 🤙✨. Also some of y'all could be in a co-ed group so I even see lots of shipping and chances are one of the ships are actually true aka they're dating behind the scenes 👀😚

#kpop #kpop idol #txt tarot #bts army #bts tarot #intuition reading #intuition #wonyoung #the fame game #ship #kpop tarot #pile 1 #pile 2 #tarot community #tarot related #tarot of the day

[broken-hearted-butterfly]

I didn't want to say I have an ED, but the more I'm forced to confront my own behavior, the more clear it seems to me that that may very well be what I've been grappling with.

I'm not writing this in any storm of tears, and I'm actively eating while I write, but I just need to get my immediate feelings off my chest. I didn't think it was an ED because it wasn't either of the main two, and my concern was never over my weight like the other onew famously are. If I could have it my way, I would like to put on a few more pounds, I've always been underweight.

I struggled with an ED when I was barely 12 years old, I nearly choked as I was eating and no amount of swallowing was helping, so from that point onward I was too afraid to eat anything too solid, lest I choke again. I received no help.

There were many times in the worst of my depression that I didn't eat. I reduced myself to a dinner a day, no breakfast because my out of control anxiety nauseated me too much, and no lunch for reasons I don't fully remember.

I've always run through food quickly, my metabolism is quite high and I need frequent meals. I know part of this is the way I have difficulty stopping tasks and walking away, part of it is struggling to recognize my body's signals, and part of it is due to constant GI issues I've had for years, I tell myself there are factors leading into this that are concrete.

I didn't think too heavily about it until I mentioned it to my therapist and he asked how luck I've been eating, to give a calorie estimate. I realized I couldn't, which isn't that much of a bother, but actually thought about the caloric value of what little I did eat and realized I wasn't even meeting the measly 2000 a day marker.

I think about when I would go hungry at work, the initial worsening headache and dizziness, and how I would ignore it and move forward until it didn't bother me anymore. Mastery over the self in a sense, I struggle with a lot due to physical disability and psychological issues like my PTSD, so I suppose there may have been some feeling of power in ignoring my body's signals.

I suppose the way I grew up poor also plays a role, when money was tight I wouldn't ask for any food that wasn't on the shopping list, not wanting to make things difficult for my family who had to debate which bill was the more important one when we couldn't afford to pay them all. Extra things in the pantry feel almost wasteful, with an extra odd twist coming from when I worked to improve my diet in college. Prior to my PTSD diagnosis, it was suggested that sugar could be affecting my mood and that I should try to cut it out, which I did and maintain to this day (not strictly - too much sugar makes me feel ill). When I would go home for holidays, there would be a lot of snacks, but not a single piece of fruit anywhere in the house. My father developed diabetes and refused to change his diet until he landed himself in the hospital half-dead from an episode of ketoacidosis. I'm not sure how much of an effect on me that had, other than frustrating me to see how he had the maturity of a child, meaning I would probably never be able to connect with him; I know the way I grew up likely means something.

What especially frightens me is the way I've learned to navigate around the hunger. I have done this to myself for so long that I've taught myself every trick there is for pushing through. I've taught myself how to neglect myself, and to what end? I'm grateful to have caught this and to be working to resolve it, but it was such a shock to me to realize what I've been doing to myself.

#🦋💕.txt

[tinkerbellwoo]

Welcome

I’ve been on this site for a while and thought it’d be nice for everyone to know a little bit more about me so here’s a few things you should know ✨

I write fan fiction for ATEEZ, BTS and TXT. Please click ‘MASTERLIST’ in my bio to find the rules for requesting before making a request!

.・。.・゜✭・.✫・゜・。.

My name is Kat

My pronouns are she/her

I’m an 00’ liner

I’m British 🇬🇧

I’m pretty distant and awkward at first because I’m such an introvert but I’m super confident when I get comfortable with you. You might have to make the first move but I’ll gladly be friends!

I’ve been a kpop stan since 2018

The groups I stan are: BTS, Ateez and TXT

I also support: GOT7, Day6 and ITZY

My biases in each of these groups are: BTS - Jungkook, Ateez - Wooyoung, GOT7 - Yugyeom, Day6 Jae, TXT - Beomgyu & Yeonjun, ITZY - Ryujin

My bias wreckers are: BTS - Jimin & Taehyung, Ateez - all of them lmao, GOT7 - Jinyoung & Jackson, Day6, Sungjin & Young K, TXT - Soobin, ITZY - Yeji

About my Zodiac: I’m a Taurus // Sun - Taurus // Moon - Taurus // Rising - Scorpio

MBTI: ISFP-T

My favourite colour: Blue 🦋

Things I like: Spring, Sweet things, Sleep, Animals, Flowers, Food, Rain, Music, Driving Alone

Things I dislike: Spiders (I have arachnophobia ew), Coffee, Anything Bitter, Hot Weather, Crowded Locations, Sparkling Water

I hope we can be friends, don’t be afraid to drop a DM or an ask, I’ll be more than happy to talk 💕 (´｡• ᵕ •｡`) 💕

#about me #kpop #fan page #multistan

[baekhvuns]

ooh so they’re skz writers and a txt writer as a heads up but the @s are as follows: @/maatryoshkaa, @/yeonjuncore & @/luvknow! i think there was also @/changbeanie who’s writing has a few elements similar to the latter two and all the aus are also written really, really well :D now for the divorce au—woo boy, was i unprepared… like; i think i read it in the evening after sending you that ask but based off of the opening, i thought that you’d write that scene from the present and then leave us at a cliffhanger to take a trip down memory lane but you just came in swinging with the angst. i think my heart might’ve actually shattered when y/n signed the papers aldjsksk after the whole time travelling thing, i had major whiplash since on one hand, i didn’t like how reckless (?) seonghwa’s character was being with y/n’s feelings; asking her to give themselves one more chance to fall in love given the opportunity at hand but i also felt that he had a hard time taking the expected divorce in and wanted to reverse what he’d done—to make up for how he had not held her back and swallowed the lingering feelings in the present as soon as he got the chance to. like the bad boy one, his persistence and y/n’s cold shoulder towards him made me so sad because of how pitiful it was ;; to answer your question: i handled it like a pro and let the tears flow while i tried to read ahead lol but it was a well-balanced read, there were cute moments in between to make up for all the tears! and i absolutely love how you involve kai as the wingman in most of these, you wrote his character so well and most of his reactions were described really nicely; enough for me to picture each smile or twinkle in his eyes as is ehe i’m sorry for writing so much haha but thank you for taking my previous ask well and not minding the word vomit (which makes me assume you won’t mind this one too but i still hope you don’t + it’s okay if you don’t answer all of it/answer it!), i look forward to the rest of your works! have a great day ahead 💕

HELLOOO omg ���️☺️ gonna take my sweet time answering this 💓✨💓✨

OOOO im def gonna to read some of their works now !! thank u so much for sharing them anon !!! <3

“ i think my heart might’ve actually shattered when y/n signed the papers aldjsksk after the whole time travelling thing, i had major whiplash since on one hand, i didn’t like how reckless (?) seonghwa’s character was being with y/n’s feelings; asking her to give themselves one more chance to fall in love given the opportunity at hand but i also felt that he had a hard time taking the expected divorce in and wanted to reverse what he’d done”

😭😭😭 i think ur the first who’s wore this so properly, u thought of both of them’s feelings !!! esp how seonghwa wanted to reverse it all and it came off as vv reckless + how much guilt he had and felt like if he doesn’t use the opportunity, might as well it be over,,,,, y/n’s feelings were also absolutely valid

“like the bad boy one, his persistence and y/n’s cold shoulder towards him made me so sad because of how pitiful it was”

😭😭😭 IT RLT WAS PITIFUL still got 🦋🦋 writing it 😭😭😭 tho he deserved it but he also deserved the cold shoulder </3

“to answer your question: i handled it like a pro and let the tears flow while i tried to read ahead lol but it was a well-balanced read, there were cute moments in between to make up for all the tears!”

LMFAOOOO FBWNDHJW im glad u handled it like a pro bc i was crying writing it gbdnfbdn,,,

“and i absolutely love how you involve kai as the wingman in most of these, you wrote his character so well and most of his reactions were described really nicely; enough for me to picture each smile or twinkle in his eyes as is.”

STOP KAIS CHARACTER IS ALWAYS MY FAVE aND EVERY ANONS u will see him reincarnated in the duke universe !!! and in all my future works he’s always either their wingman or the guy our y/n’s dating bc who can resist the kim jongin ;;; bestie r u a writer ???? the way u describe things is so pretty 😭😭😭

“i’m sorry for writing so much haha but thank you for taking my previous ask well and not minding the word vomit (which makes me assume you won’t mind this one too but i still hope you don’t + it’s okay if you don’t answer all of it/answer it!), i look forward to the rest of your works! have a great day ahead 💕”

stop bestie don’t apologize at ALLLLLL i absolutely love love receiving asks from u, made my morning with the cute ass reviews 😭😭😭💓 oH absolutely word vomit everything iM always listening to it allll + tysm for sending this in !!!! love hope u find some hwa fics on my blog if u haven’t read them all would absolutely love to hear your take on it !!!! thank u so so much once again !!!!

#✉️ : ask #thank you <3 #blog recs #<3 #💕 anon

[amourdivine]

Hi love!! Can I be part of your new game?

I would love it to be with yeonjun from txt!

I go you are doing great and having an amazing day/night!!💕💕💕✨

-d🦋

cards: four of swords, king of cups, the magician rx.

from the get go, i think yeonjun would notice a tad of anxiety within you? for a second, i saw someone protecting someone else, so i think he'd have this king of cups energy towards you thanks to your anxious or fearful nature. what i'm seeing are two people meeting at an airport or another crowded, public space and the more famous person being caring and supportive of their fan, aw! he'd see a lot of potential behind your 'four of swords' energy, but probably a lot of anxiety when it comes to your goals. i think he'd want to encourage you to pursue these dreams & probably hug you. soft!

hello, my angel! thank you so much for participating & for your ask! i hope you have an amazing weekend ahead. 💌

#ask game: 001

[broken-hearted-butterfly]

I don't like being made to feel as though I'm not having the appropriate or correct response to things. Of course I'm not surprised that the structural integrity of the building may have been compromised - a category 5 storm hit it nearly head-on, that's to be expected and was also a prime concern I held.

Continuing to get reports of how a sibling's town fared and being left aghast at the results, houses on the same street with caved rooves, the street under four feet of water. Being told to stop thinking about what could have happened - it was over and no one was hurt, move forward.

I've swallowed my grief too many times to feel comfortable just letting go and moving on. 22 years of my life with communication stabbing me in the back when I thought I could trust them. Just move on. A sibling stuck in abuse and with the consequences of others. Just move on. My ptsd flaring up and igniting when it picks up on vague patterns. Move on.

I don't know what's expected of me, but I can't continually bounce back like this, I can't just put my fear away and move forward. I have no time to process my own feelings, and by the time I do, no one wants to hear about them anymore. I struggle to have emotional intimacy, surface level discussions are so easy, but when it comes to things I hold to my heart, I struggle. There's only two or so people I've been able to consistently discuss things without fear of feeling worse afterwards.

Leaving the house did improve my mood. Leaving behind what it felt like I had missed my entire life brought me back to an equilibrium of sorts. I need to go to sleep.

#🦋💕.txt

[broken-hearted-butterfly]

Oh, you're concerned about the structural integrity of the apartment? After this was full well a concern held by the rest of us? After you made a mockery of the entire event by downplaying it? You're concerned now? Now that it directly affects you?

#my concerns go unheeded until someone is forced to look at them head-on #🦋💕.txt