Il faut aimer
les siens comme on peut aimer
le soleil, passionnément et de façon
totalement inconditionnelle car, pour
certains d’entre eux, un triste matin
viendra où ce même soleil ne
se lèvera plus…
V. H. SCORP
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El anterior invierno aún estabas conmigo.
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I don't like boys. I hate boys. Not because they broke my heart- but because they make me feel confused about my sexuality. Tell me. Do i love my best friend more than you? Or all of this is just a sick dream where my platonic non existent feelings clown me for life. Just tell me.
I'm sick of feeling confused now. Why do I feel so in love one second and the next second I feel like I'm faking it? WHY DOES IT FEEL SO REAL THEN? WHY THE FUCK DOES MY HEART ACHE AT THAT THOUGHT OF LOOSING YOU? WHY DO I TEAR UP AT THE MEMORIES OF YOU CRYING? WHY DO I FUCKING CARE IF YOU ARE OKAY OR NOT?! JUST WHY THE FUCK DO I CARE ABOUT YOU?!!! as a friend?. Nah. More. But why after 2 hours i feel like i faked every emotion i felt. But yk i KNOW I did not. I cried for REAL. My heart ached for REAL. I missed you for REAL. I felt okay after thinking about you in my life and that was NOT my imagination. How can you fake so many emotions? Tell me if I'm still wrong. But it feels wrong. Get your shit together tina
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Cursum Perficio
At the back of fears obscuring wall
beyond the inner circle of friends
including trees,
thirty days exiled
listening to the same lugubrious musical instruments,
a lament -
the song of eidolons summoning nude, grey daubs
do you hear them,
is it me? One among them is not like others
their electrostatic birdmouth - speaks
a cacophonic din
the extent is vast
it has brought my apathy into focus,
taking my world by storm
and I didn’t want that, especially from them,
the best they can do is look feminine and acquiesce,
be part of the crowd.
At the back of fears obscuring wall an unwarranted fear of reprisal exists,
surrounded
on the far side of me from the garden,
I am the same frightened thirteen-year-old as I had been right then.
Maybe it is an obsession I won't ever understand.
Who can tell?
I'm not here so I don't protest.
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the best thing anyone has ever said to me is "tbh i think the reason why i started slowly getting back into mark's (markiplier's) content is cause i kinda recognized u in his personality" LIKE HOLY SBIT. HELLO I LOVE YOU SO MUHC /P THAT MAN RAISED ME AND I LOVE HIM SM TO THIS DAY
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Chilled: Your optimism gives me hope.
Platy: Good.
Chilled: But also indigestion.
Ray: Can't have one without the other.
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Pocos saben que quienes han conocido a personas apáticas e individualistas, se hayan encontrado con alguien que probablemente ha tenido que vivir de los efectos del abandono y sufrimiento...
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It's 3 in the morning, why am I still thinking of you?I've been thinking of you all day long. But. Why?
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